Episode 158: Abbe Greenberg and Maggie Sarachek | Anxiety Sisters

Jun 20, 2022

Remarkable Quote:

 

Anxiety is a human emotion. We've all experienced anxiety. What makes it something that needs to be paid attention to is when the anxiety starts to make the decision for you, starts to shrink your world.” ~ Abbe Greenberg

 

When we talk and share stories with each other, we could be each other's touchstone. One of the most hopeful and healing things is to know that we're not alone and that someone gets us.” ~ Maggie Sarachek

 


Guest Bio:

 

Abbe Greenberg, MCIS, and Maggie Sarachek, MSW are trained counselors, mental health advocates, researchers, educators, writers, and long-time anxiety sufferers. In 2017, they launched their online community which now includes more than 215,000 people in 200+ countries and territories. Together the Anxiety Sisters write an award-winning blog and host a twice-monthly podcast, The Spin Cycle. Having learned to live happily with anxiety, they spend their time coaching anxiety sufferers and conducting workshops and retreats all over the U.S. Their book, The Anxiety Sisters’ Survival Guide was released by Penguin Random House in September of 2021.

 

Learn more about them at AnxietySisters.com and give them a follow on Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, Pinterest, and LinkedIn.


 


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Episode Transcript

 

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[maggie]: publicist

 

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[juliet_hahn]: you're right that's why your public

 

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[abbe_greenberg]: oh

 

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[maggie]: you're

 

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[juliet_hahn]: is

 

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[maggie]: right

 

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[juliet_hahn]: reached out to me yes

 

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[maggie]: let's just reached out to yes

 

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[juliet_hahn]: so it's it's funny because i'm like

 

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[maggie]: so

 

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[juliet_hahn]: wait

 

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[maggie]: it's

 

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[juliet_hahn]: i

 

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[maggie]: it's

 

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[juliet_hahn]: don't

 

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[maggie]: funny

 

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[juliet_hahn]: think

 

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[maggie]: because

 

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[juliet_hahn]: it was

 

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[maggie]: i'm like

 

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[juliet_hahn]: linked

 

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[maggie]: wait

 

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[juliet_hahn]: in because

 

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[maggie]: i don't

 

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[juliet_hahn]: now i'm

 

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[maggie]: think

 

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[juliet_hahn]: like

 

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[maggie]: it

 

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[juliet_hahn]: like

 

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[maggie]: was linked

 

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[juliet_hahn]: i always

 

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[maggie]: in

 

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[juliet_hahn]: can

 

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[maggie]: because

 

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[juliet_hahn]: kind of

 

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[maggie]: now

 

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[juliet_hahn]: go

 

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[maggie]: i'm

 

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[juliet_hahn]: back

 

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[maggie]: like like

 

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[juliet_hahn]: and

 

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[maggie]: i

 

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[juliet_hahn]: think

 

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[maggie]: always

 

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[juliet_hahn]: and

 

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[maggie]: can

 

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[juliet_hahn]: then

 

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[maggie]: kind of

 

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[juliet_hahn]: it was

 

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[maggie]: go

 

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[juliet_hahn]: like

 

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[maggie]: back

 

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[juliet_hahn]: yes

 

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[maggie]: and

 

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[juliet_hahn]: so your

 

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[maggie]: think

 

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[juliet_hahn]: public

 

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[maggie]: and then

 

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[juliet_hahn]: is

 

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[maggie]: it

 

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[juliet_hahn]: reached

 

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[maggie]: was

 

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[juliet_hahn]: out

 

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[maggie]: yes

 

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[juliet_hahn]: to me

 

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[maggie]: your

 

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[juliet_hahn]: which

 

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[maggie]: publicist

 

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[juliet_hahn]: i love

 

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[maggie]: reached out

 

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[juliet_hahn]: i've

 

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[maggie]: to

 

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[juliet_hahn]: been

 

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[maggie]: me which

 

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[juliet_hahn]: getting

 

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[maggie]: i

 

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[juliet_hahn]: those

 

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[maggie]: love

 

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[juliet_hahn]: lately and getting

 

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[maggie]: i been

 

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[juliet_hahn]: some

 

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[maggie]: getting

 

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[juliet_hahn]: really

 

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[maggie]: those

 

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[juliet_hahn]: really

 

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[maggie]: lately

 

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[juliet_hahn]: good

 

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[maggie]: and getting some really

 

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[juliet_hahn]: stories

 

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[maggie]: really good

 

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[juliet_hahn]: but when you and

 

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[maggie]: stories

 

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[juliet_hahn]: i

 

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[maggie]: but

 

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[juliet_hahn]: the

 

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[maggie]: when

 

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[juliet_hahn]: three

 

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[maggie]: you and

 

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[juliet_hahn]: of us

 

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[maggie]: i

 

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[juliet_hahn]: actually jumped

 

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[maggie]: three

 

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[juliet_hahn]: on

 

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[maggie]: of

 

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[juliet_hahn]: because

 

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[maggie]: us actually

 

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[juliet_hahn]: what i usually

 

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[maggie]: jumped

 

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[juliet_hahn]: do is you

 

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[maggie]: on

 

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[juliet_hahn]: know

 

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[maggie]: because

 

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[juliet_hahn]: if a publicist

 

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[maggie]: what i usually

 

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[juliet_hahn]: or

 

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[maggie]: do

 

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[juliet_hahn]: someone

 

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[maggie]: is you

 

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[juliet_hahn]: reaches

 

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[maggie]: know

 

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[juliet_hahn]: out

 

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[maggie]: publishers

 

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[juliet_hahn]: to me just so

 

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[maggie]: or someone

 

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[juliet_hahn]: my

 

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[maggie]: read

 

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[juliet_hahn]: guests

 

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[maggie]: a

 

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[juliet_hahn]: can

 

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[maggie]: t

 

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[juliet_hahn]: kind

 

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[maggie]: to me

 

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[juliet_hahn]: of

 

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[maggie]: just

 

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[juliet_hahn]: under

 

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[maggie]: so my

 

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[juliet_hahn]: and

 

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[maggie]: guest can kind

 

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[juliet_hahn]: the

 

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[maggie]: of

 

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[juliet_hahn]: whole

 

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[maggie]: understand

 

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[juliet_hahn]: betting process i just

 

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[maggie]: the

 

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[juliet_hahn]: don't

 

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[maggie]: whole

 

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[juliet_hahn]: say

 

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[maggie]: betting

 

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[juliet_hahn]: yes

 

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[maggie]: process

 

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[juliet_hahn]: because i don't

 

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[maggie]: i

 

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[juliet_hahn]: know

 

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[maggie]: just don't

 

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[juliet_hahn]: right

 

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[maggie]: say

 

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[juliet_hahn]: i could

 

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[maggie]: yes

 

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[juliet_hahn]: look

 

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[maggie]: because

 

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[juliet_hahn]: up

 

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[maggie]: i don't know

 

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[juliet_hahn]: and be

 

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[maggie]: it

 

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[juliet_hahn]: like

 

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[maggie]: i could

 

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[juliet_hahn]: okay

 

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[maggie]: look

 

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[juliet_hahn]: they seem

 

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[maggie]: up

 

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[juliet_hahn]: good but

 

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[maggie]: and

 

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[juliet_hahn]: i need

 

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[maggie]: be like

 

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[juliet_hahn]: to

 

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[maggie]: okay they seem

 

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[juliet_hahn]: we need

 

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[maggie]: good

 

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[juliet_hahn]: to

 

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[maggie]: but

 

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[juliet_hahn]: see

 

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[maggie]: i

 

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[juliet_hahn]: if

 

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[maggie]: need

 

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[juliet_hahn]: our

 

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[maggie]: to

 

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[juliet_hahn]: energies

 

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[maggie]: we

 

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[juliet_hahn]: match

 

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[maggie]: need to see

 

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[juliet_hahn]: and what

 

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[maggie]: if our

 

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[juliet_hahn]: we could

 

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[maggie]: energies

 

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[juliet_hahn]: have talked

 

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[maggie]: match

 

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[juliet_hahn]: like for

 

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[maggie]: and what

 

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[juliet_hahn]: hours

 

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[maggie]: we could have talked

 

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[juliet_hahn]: right

 

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[maggie]: like for

 

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[abbe_greenberg]: we did

 

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[maggie]: yes

 

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[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

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[abbe_greenberg]: we talked

 

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[maggie]: definitely

 

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[abbe_greenberg]: for a really long time

 

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[maggie]: definitely

 

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[abbe_greenberg]: yeah

 

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[juliet_hahn]: we actually did i think

 

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[maggie]: we

 

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[juliet_hahn]: it

 

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[maggie]: actually

 

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[juliet_hahn]: was like oh my

 

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[maggie]: did

 

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[juliet_hahn]: gosh we got to

 

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[maggie]: i

 

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[juliet_hahn]: go

 

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[maggie]: think it was

 

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[juliet_hahn]: because

 

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[maggie]: like oh my gosh we're

 

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[juliet_hahn]: you

 

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[maggie]: got to

 

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[juliet_hahn]: pen

 

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[maggie]: go because

 

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[juliet_hahn]: is right kind

 

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[maggie]: you

 

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[juliet_hahn]: of

 

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[maggie]: pen

 

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[juliet_hahn]: in the neck of

 

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[maggie]: is

 

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[juliet_hahn]: the woods

 

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[maggie]: right

 

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[juliet_hahn]: where

 

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[maggie]: kind

 

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[juliet_hahn]: i

 

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[maggie]: of

 

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[juliet_hahn]: grew

 

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[maggie]: in the

 

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[juliet_hahn]: up

 

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[maggie]: neck of the woods

 

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[juliet_hahn]: in

 

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[maggie]: where

 

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[juliet_hahn]: jersey

 

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[maggie]: i grew

 

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[juliet_hahn]: and

 

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[maggie]: up

 

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[juliet_hahn]: then

 

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[maggie]: and

 

490

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[juliet_hahn]: you guys

 

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[maggie]: endure

 

492

00:01:55,125 --> 00:01:55,285

[juliet_hahn]: were

 

493

00:01:55,699 --> 00:01:55,939

[maggie]: and then

 

494

00:01:55,886 --> 00:01:55,926

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

495

00:01:56,000 --> 00:01:56,100

[maggie]: you

 

496

00:01:56,026 --> 00:01:56,166

[juliet_hahn]: just

 

497

00:01:56,160 --> 00:01:56,520

[maggie]: guys were

 

498

00:01:56,607 --> 00:01:57,168

[juliet_hahn]: became this whole

 

499

00:01:57,121 --> 00:01:57,181

[maggie]: it

 

500

00:01:57,228 --> 00:01:57,368

[juliet_hahn]: for

 

501

00:01:57,262 --> 00:01:57,402

[maggie]: just

 

502

00:01:57,609 --> 00:01:57,909

[juliet_hahn]: false

 

503

00:01:57,843 --> 00:01:58,083

[maggie]: became

 

504

00:01:58,110 --> 00:01:58,270

[juliet_hahn]: cool

 

505

00:01:58,123 --> 00:01:58,383

[maggie]: the whole

 

506

00:01:58,310 --> 00:01:58,991

[juliet_hahn]: conversation

 

507

00:01:58,484 --> 00:01:59,065

[maggie]: for full

 

508

00:01:59,091 --> 00:01:59,171

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

509

00:01:59,185 --> 00:01:59,485

[maggie]: circle

 

510

00:01:59,212 --> 00:01:59,712

[juliet_hahn]: it was really

 

511

00:01:59,565 --> 00:02:00,227

[maggie]: conversation

 

512

00:02:00,093 --> 00:02:00,674

[juliet_hahn]: really amazing

 

513

00:02:00,347 --> 00:02:00,948

[maggie]: and it was really

 

514

00:02:01,035 --> 00:02:01,155

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

515

00:02:01,348 --> 00:02:01,929

[maggie]: really amazing

 

516

00:02:01,596 --> 00:02:02,637

[juliet_hahn]: what i do on this podcast

 

517

00:02:02,290 --> 00:02:02,971

[maggie]: so what

 

518

00:02:02,938 --> 00:02:03,058

[juliet_hahn]: all

 

519

00:02:03,031 --> 00:02:03,071

[maggie]: i

 

520

00:02:03,118 --> 00:02:03,198

[juliet_hahn]: the

 

521

00:02:03,151 --> 00:02:03,232

[maggie]: do

 

522

00:02:03,238 --> 00:02:03,439

[juliet_hahn]: time

 

523

00:02:03,312 --> 00:02:03,893

[maggie]: on this podcast

 

524

00:02:03,619 --> 00:02:04,180

[juliet_hahn]: is i want you

 

525

00:02:04,213 --> 00:02:04,313

[maggie]: all

 

526

00:02:04,220 --> 00:02:04,380

[juliet_hahn]: guys

 

527

00:02:04,373 --> 00:02:04,454

[maggie]: the

 

528

00:02:04,440 --> 00:02:04,520

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

529

00:02:04,494 --> 00:02:04,694

[maggie]: time

 

530

00:02:04,601 --> 00:02:04,701

[juliet_hahn]: go

 

531

00:02:04,874 --> 00:02:04,974

[maggie]: is

 

532

00:02:05,021 --> 00:02:05,302

[juliet_hahn]: back

 

533

00:02:05,095 --> 00:02:05,636

[maggie]: i want you guys

 

534

00:02:05,522 --> 00:02:05,622

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

535

00:02:05,696 --> 00:02:05,936

[maggie]: to go

 

536

00:02:06,203 --> 00:02:06,404

[juliet_hahn]: each

 

537

00:02:06,297 --> 00:02:06,557

[maggie]: back

 

538

00:02:06,564 --> 00:02:06,844

[juliet_hahn]: of you

 

539

00:02:06,777 --> 00:02:06,878

[maggie]: so

 

540

00:02:07,305 --> 00:02:07,405

[juliet_hahn]: can

 

541

00:02:07,459 --> 00:02:07,619

[maggie]: each

 

542

00:02:07,465 --> 00:02:07,866

[juliet_hahn]: kind of give

 

543

00:02:07,799 --> 00:02:07,859

[maggie]: of

 

544

00:02:07,906 --> 00:02:07,926

[juliet_hahn]: a

 

545

00:02:07,959 --> 00:02:08,080

[maggie]: you

 

546

00:02:08,066 --> 00:02:08,647

[juliet_hahn]: little bit

 

547

00:02:08,540 --> 00:02:08,841

[maggie]: can kind

 

548

00:02:08,868 --> 00:02:08,948

[juliet_hahn]: of

 

549

00:02:08,881 --> 00:02:09,081

[maggie]: of give

 

550

00:02:09,048 --> 00:02:09,429

[juliet_hahn]: history

 

551

00:02:09,141 --> 00:02:09,622

[maggie]: a little

 

552

00:02:09,589 --> 00:02:09,649

[juliet_hahn]: of

 

553

00:02:09,702 --> 00:02:09,883

[maggie]: bit

 

554

00:02:09,809 --> 00:02:10,130

[juliet_hahn]: where you

 

555

00:02:10,103 --> 00:02:10,183

[maggie]: of

 

556

00:02:10,170 --> 00:02:10,310

[juliet_hahn]: grew

 

557

00:02:10,283 --> 00:02:10,664

[maggie]: history

 

558

00:02:10,430 --> 00:02:10,530

[juliet_hahn]: up

 

559

00:02:10,844 --> 00:02:10,924

[maggie]: of

 

560

00:02:10,911 --> 00:02:11,091

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

561

00:02:11,065 --> 00:02:11,245

[maggie]: where

 

562

00:02:11,151 --> 00:02:11,412

[juliet_hahn]: we already

 

563

00:02:11,285 --> 00:02:11,365

[maggie]: you

 

564

00:02:11,432 --> 00:02:11,552

[juliet_hahn]: told

 

565

00:02:11,445 --> 00:02:11,585

[maggie]: grew

 

566

00:02:11,572 --> 00:02:11,752

[juliet_hahn]: them when

 

567

00:02:11,706 --> 00:02:11,786

[maggie]: up

 

568

00:02:11,833 --> 00:02:12,113

[juliet_hahn]: you went to

 

569

00:02:12,186 --> 00:02:12,247

[maggie]: you

 

570

00:02:12,193 --> 00:02:12,674

[juliet_hahn]: university

 

571

00:02:12,287 --> 00:02:13,028

[maggie]: know we already told them when

 

572

00:02:13,035 --> 00:02:13,135

[juliet_hahn]: but

 

573

00:02:13,088 --> 00:02:13,288

[maggie]: you went

 

574

00:02:13,195 --> 00:02:13,375

[juliet_hahn]: then

 

575

00:02:13,308 --> 00:02:13,929

[maggie]: to university

 

576

00:02:13,515 --> 00:02:14,317

[juliet_hahn]: i know you know

 

577

00:02:14,290 --> 00:02:14,410

[maggie]: but

 

578

00:02:14,417 --> 00:02:14,717

[juliet_hahn]: obviously

 

579

00:02:14,450 --> 00:02:14,791

[maggie]: then i

 

580

00:02:14,777 --> 00:02:14,838

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

581

00:02:14,871 --> 00:02:15,011

[maggie]: know

 

582

00:02:14,898 --> 00:02:15,378

[juliet_hahn]: guys met

 

583

00:02:15,352 --> 00:02:15,973

[maggie]: you now obviously

 

584

00:02:15,919 --> 00:02:15,959

[juliet_hahn]: at

 

585

00:02:16,033 --> 00:02:16,313

[maggie]: you guys

 

586

00:02:16,200 --> 00:02:16,380

[juliet_hahn]: pen

 

587

00:02:16,454 --> 00:02:16,634

[maggie]: met

 

588

00:02:16,480 --> 00:02:17,141

[juliet_hahn]: and then that

 

589

00:02:17,175 --> 00:02:17,215

[maggie]: at

 

590

00:02:17,202 --> 00:02:17,522

[juliet_hahn]: is where

 

591

00:02:17,455 --> 00:02:17,636

[maggie]: pen

 

592

00:02:17,642 --> 00:02:17,762

[juliet_hahn]: kind

 

593

00:02:17,736 --> 00:02:17,816

[maggie]: and

 

594

00:02:17,823 --> 00:02:17,883

[juliet_hahn]: of

 

595

00:02:17,856 --> 00:02:17,996

[maggie]: then

 

596

00:02:18,043 --> 00:02:18,624

[juliet_hahn]: the anxiety

 

597

00:02:18,217 --> 00:02:18,777

[maggie]: that is where

 

598

00:02:18,704 --> 00:02:19,105

[juliet_hahn]: sisters

 

599

00:02:18,898 --> 00:02:19,138

[maggie]: kind of

 

600

00:02:19,265 --> 00:02:19,806

[juliet_hahn]: blossomed

 

601

00:02:19,278 --> 00:02:19,840

[maggie]: the exiety

 

602

00:02:19,906 --> 00:02:20,086

[juliet_hahn]: years

 

603

00:02:19,921 --> 00:02:20,302

[maggie]: sisters

 

604

00:02:20,166 --> 00:02:20,567

[juliet_hahn]: later but

 

605

00:02:20,503 --> 00:02:20,945

[maggie]: blossom

 

606

00:02:20,607 --> 00:02:21,248

[juliet_hahn]: just give us a little

 

607

00:02:21,145 --> 00:02:21,326

[maggie]: years

 

608

00:02:21,268 --> 00:02:21,569

[juliet_hahn]: history

 

609

00:02:21,406 --> 00:02:21,647

[maggie]: later

 

610

00:02:21,629 --> 00:02:21,829

[juliet_hahn]: about

 

611

00:02:21,708 --> 00:02:22,210

[maggie]: but just give us

 

612

00:02:22,131 --> 00:02:22,292

[juliet_hahn]: you're

 

613

00:02:22,230 --> 00:02:22,471

[maggie]: a little

 

614

00:02:22,332 --> 00:02:22,715

[juliet_hahn]: upbringing

 

615

00:02:22,531 --> 00:02:23,977

[maggie]: history about your upbringing

 

616

00:02:24,204 --> 00:02:24,286

[juliet_hahn]: ah

 

617

00:02:24,753 --> 00:02:25,015

[abbe_greenberg]: want to

 

618

00:02:25,279 --> 00:02:25,560

[maggie]: sure

 

619

00:02:25,298 --> 00:02:26,266

[abbe_greenberg]: be a waiter

 

620

00:02:27,926 --> 00:02:28,147

[maggie]: wait

 

621

00:02:28,300 --> 00:02:31,328

[juliet_hahn]: yeah yeah yeah you can go way

back yeah

 

622

00:02:30,381 --> 00:02:31,102

[maggie]: you can go away back

 

623

00:02:32,142 --> 00:02:33,162

[abbe_greenberg]: okay

 

624

00:02:32,965 --> 00:02:33,606

[maggie]: where our parents

 

625

00:02:33,642 --> 00:02:33,965

[abbe_greenberg]: yeah

 

626

00:02:33,666 --> 00:02:33,806

[maggie]: met

 

627

00:02:33,832 --> 00:02:33,912

[juliet_hahn]: no

 

628

00:02:33,866 --> 00:02:37,072

[maggie]: and every no i'm just kidding i'm

kidding

 

629

00:02:37,296 --> 00:02:38,458

[juliet_hahn]: that would be funny but yeah now

 

630

00:02:38,614 --> 00:02:39,335

[maggie]: so but

 

631

00:02:39,930 --> 00:02:41,190

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

632

00:02:40,818 --> 00:02:44,082

[maggie]: i grew and actually in law i

was born in queens and grew up mainly

 

633

00:02:44,100 --> 00:02:44,381

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

634

00:02:44,162 --> 00:02:51,419

[maggie]: in long island actually entirely in long

island and so

 

635

00:02:51,582 --> 00:02:51,602

[abbe_greenberg]: m

 

636

00:02:51,739 --> 00:02:56,267

[maggie]: i anxiety wise realize now that i

 

637

00:02:56,580 --> 00:02:56,764

[juliet_hahn]: ye

 

638

00:02:56,928 --> 00:02:58,611

[maggie]: was always an anxious child

 

639

00:02:58,920 --> 00:02:59,285

[juliet_hahn]: my

 

640

00:02:59,833 --> 00:03:04,320

[maggie]: and i particularly had a lot of

separation

 

641

00:03:03,990 --> 00:03:04,370

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

642

00:03:04,441 --> 00:03:09,569

[maggie]: anxiety particularly because i grew up with

one parent who was fairly ill from the

 

643

00:03:09,609 --> 00:03:14,477

[maggie]: time i was really young physically ill

not mentally ill but was in and out

 

644

00:03:14,517 --> 00:03:16,340

[maggie]: of the hospital for long periods of

time so

 

645

00:03:16,515 --> 00:03:16,536

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

646

00:03:16,541 --> 00:03:17,322

[maggie]: i think that

 

647

00:03:17,790 --> 00:03:17,931

[juliet_hahn]: yah

 

648

00:03:18,183 --> 00:03:19,866

[maggie]: really influenced that whole

 

649

00:03:19,932 --> 00:03:20,138

[abbe_greenberg]: oh

 

650

00:03:19,946 --> 00:03:20,267

[maggie]: piece

 

651

00:03:19,989 --> 00:03:20,010

[juliet_hahn]: h

 

652

00:03:20,668 --> 00:03:25,215

[maggie]: of and other things did as well

but i had separation anxiety but there was

 

653

00:03:25,295 --> 00:03:29,822

[maggie]: no words for it there was no

vocabulary for what was going on um and

 

654

00:03:29,882 --> 00:03:35,390

[maggie]: i just think i was a very

anxious kid but nobody picked up

 

655

00:03:35,441 --> 00:03:35,621

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

656

00:03:35,550 --> 00:03:35,791

[maggie]: on it

 

657

00:03:35,721 --> 00:03:36,542

[juliet_hahn]: it was it was just kind

 

658

00:03:36,512 --> 00:03:36,592

[maggie]: you

 

659

00:03:36,562 --> 00:03:36,703

[juliet_hahn]: of the

 

660

00:03:36,652 --> 00:03:36,792

[maggie]: know

 

661

00:03:36,723 --> 00:03:37,344

[juliet_hahn]: way things were

 

662

00:03:37,193 --> 00:03:37,273

[maggie]: and

 

663

00:03:37,544 --> 00:03:37,804

[juliet_hahn]: right it

 

664

00:03:37,794 --> 00:03:37,834

[maggie]: of

 

665

00:03:37,844 --> 00:03:37,904

[juliet_hahn]: was

 

666

00:03:37,854 --> 00:03:41,059

[maggie]: the way things yeah that's when it

was the nineteen seventies you know it was

 

667

00:03:41,120 --> 00:03:45,587

[maggie]: like when you you left home for

the day you know you're six years old

 

668

00:03:45,707 --> 00:03:50,373

[maggie]: and you come back dinner you know

and i had very attentive parents but it

 

669

00:03:50,533 --> 00:03:53,176

[maggie]: wasn't something that was really looked

 

670

00:03:53,132 --> 00:03:53,293

[juliet_hahn]: well

 

671

00:03:53,316 --> 00:03:54,357

[maggie]: at and i think

 

672

00:03:54,410 --> 00:03:54,671

[juliet_hahn]: yeah it

 

673

00:03:54,698 --> 00:03:54,818

[maggie]: you

 

674

00:03:54,731 --> 00:03:54,952

[juliet_hahn]: probably

 

675

00:03:54,838 --> 00:03:54,998

[maggie]: know

 

676

00:03:54,992 --> 00:03:55,755

[juliet_hahn]: was more like oh she's

 

677

00:03:55,829 --> 00:03:56,169

[maggie]: it probably

 

678

00:03:55,996 --> 00:03:56,197

[juliet_hahn]: just a

 

679

00:03:56,230 --> 00:03:56,290

[maggie]: was

 

680

00:03:56,237 --> 00:03:56,638

[juliet_hahn]: warrior

 

681

00:03:56,330 --> 00:03:56,991

[maggie]: more like oh she's

 

682

00:03:56,859 --> 00:03:57,201

[juliet_hahn]: right that's

 

683

00:03:57,211 --> 00:03:57,351

[maggie]: just

 

684

00:03:57,221 --> 00:03:57,441

[juliet_hahn]: what they

 

685

00:03:57,391 --> 00:03:57,872

[maggie]: a warrior

 

686

00:03:57,482 --> 00:03:58,124

[juliet_hahn]: used to call it like

 

687

00:03:58,073 --> 00:04:03,021

[maggie]: right yeah i wouldn't even say that

they would call me a warrior because my

 

688

00:04:03,101 --> 00:04:09,492

[maggie]: worry was a little bit different but

it was more separation based and you know

 

689

00:04:09,612 --> 00:04:11,475

[maggie]: and i had and i would get

very sort of

 

690

00:04:11,460 --> 00:04:11,601

[juliet_hahn]: ye

 

691

00:04:11,675 --> 00:04:14,520

[maggie]: overwhelmed um there was some a

 

692

00:04:14,556 --> 00:04:14,797

[juliet_hahn]: there

 

693

00:04:14,600 --> 00:04:16,684

[maggie]: d h d in there there was

dislexa

 

694

00:04:16,380 --> 00:04:16,621

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

695

00:04:16,824 --> 00:04:16,964

[maggie]: like

 

696

00:04:17,024 --> 00:04:17,105

[abbe_greenberg]: hi

 

697

00:04:17,044 --> 00:04:20,614

[maggie]: you so there was like all these

things kind of lend into each

 

698

00:04:20,540 --> 00:04:20,680

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

699

00:04:20,694 --> 00:04:20,915

[maggie]: other

 

700

00:04:20,720 --> 00:04:21,381

[juliet_hahn]: well and also

 

701

00:04:21,759 --> 00:04:21,899

[maggie]: right

 

702

00:04:21,822 --> 00:04:21,942

[juliet_hahn]: with

 

703

00:04:21,939 --> 00:04:22,059

[maggie]: well

 

704

00:04:22,082 --> 00:04:22,223

[juliet_hahn]: with

 

705

00:04:22,099 --> 00:04:22,300

[maggie]: and then

 

706

00:04:22,383 --> 00:04:22,443

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

707

00:04:22,400 --> 00:04:22,600

[maggie]: also

 

708

00:04:22,483 --> 00:04:23,124

[juliet_hahn]: know we talk

 

709

00:04:23,021 --> 00:04:23,161

[maggie]: with

 

710

00:04:23,184 --> 00:04:23,344

[juliet_hahn]: about

 

711

00:04:23,301 --> 00:04:23,442

[maggie]: with

 

712

00:04:23,364 --> 00:04:23,485

[juliet_hahn]: this

 

713

00:04:23,582 --> 00:04:23,662

[maggie]: you

 

714

00:04:23,625 --> 00:04:23,745

[juliet_hahn]: with

 

715

00:04:23,702 --> 00:04:23,802

[maggie]: know

 

716

00:04:23,925 --> 00:04:24,126

[juliet_hahn]: other

 

717

00:04:24,083 --> 00:04:24,143

[maggie]: we

 

718

00:04:24,166 --> 00:04:24,386

[juliet_hahn]: guests

 

719

00:04:24,203 --> 00:04:24,563

[maggie]: talk about

 

720

00:04:24,466 --> 00:04:24,627

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

721

00:04:24,583 --> 00:04:24,704

[maggie]: this

 

722

00:04:24,687 --> 00:04:24,767

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

723

00:04:24,824 --> 00:04:24,944

[maggie]: with

 

724

00:04:24,827 --> 00:04:25,207

[juliet_hahn]: now come on

 

725

00:04:25,164 --> 00:04:25,345

[maggie]: other

 

726

00:04:25,288 --> 00:04:25,368

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

727

00:04:25,385 --> 00:04:25,605

[maggie]: guests

 

728

00:04:25,428 --> 00:04:25,688

[juliet_hahn]: say you

 

729

00:04:25,685 --> 00:04:25,825

[maggie]: that

 

730

00:04:25,748 --> 00:04:25,869

[juliet_hahn]: know

 

731

00:04:25,926 --> 00:04:26,006

[maggie]: you

 

732

00:04:25,949 --> 00:04:26,169

[juliet_hahn]: they were

 

733

00:04:26,166 --> 00:04:26,286

[maggie]: come

 

734

00:04:26,209 --> 00:04:26,490

[juliet_hahn]: just like

 

735

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[maggie]: on and

 

736

00:04:26,550 --> 00:04:26,690

[juliet_hahn]: sick

 

737

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[maggie]: say you know

 

738

00:04:27,071 --> 00:04:27,211

[juliet_hahn]: with

 

739

00:04:27,168 --> 00:04:27,268

[maggie]: they

 

740

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[juliet_hahn]: that

 

741

00:04:27,288 --> 00:04:27,528

[maggie]: were just

 

742

00:04:27,471 --> 00:04:27,591

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

743

00:04:27,568 --> 00:04:27,929

[maggie]: like sick

 

744

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[juliet_hahn]: you really

 

745

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[maggie]: with that

 

746

00:04:28,553 --> 00:04:28,673

[juliet_hahn]: do

 

747

00:04:28,690 --> 00:04:28,810

[maggie]: you

 

748

00:04:28,974 --> 00:04:29,214

[juliet_hahn]: have

 

749

00:04:29,071 --> 00:04:29,472

[maggie]: you really

 

750

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[juliet_hahn]: some sort

 

751

00:04:29,852 --> 00:04:29,992

[maggie]: do

 

752

00:04:30,156 --> 00:04:30,216

[juliet_hahn]: of

 

753

00:04:30,273 --> 00:04:30,513

[maggie]: have

 

754

00:04:30,356 --> 00:04:30,897

[juliet_hahn]: anxiety

 

755

00:04:30,874 --> 00:04:31,014

[maggie]: some

 

756

00:04:30,977 --> 00:04:31,177

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

757

00:04:31,114 --> 00:04:31,315

[maggie]: sort

 

758

00:04:31,197 --> 00:04:31,418

[juliet_hahn]: you don't

 

759

00:04:31,415 --> 00:04:31,455

[maggie]: of

 

760

00:04:31,458 --> 00:04:31,718

[juliet_hahn]: know what's

 

761

00:04:31,615 --> 00:04:32,136

[maggie]: anxiety

 

762

00:04:31,738 --> 00:04:32,199

[juliet_hahn]: going to happen

 

763

00:04:32,216 --> 00:04:32,657

[maggie]: because you don't

 

764

00:04:32,560 --> 00:04:32,800

[juliet_hahn]: you don't

 

765

00:04:32,677 --> 00:04:32,937

[maggie]: know what's

 

766

00:04:32,820 --> 00:04:32,920

[juliet_hahn]: know

 

767

00:04:32,957 --> 00:04:33,078

[maggie]: going

 

768

00:04:32,960 --> 00:04:33,121

[juliet_hahn]: where

 

769

00:04:33,098 --> 00:04:33,158

[maggie]: to

 

770

00:04:33,161 --> 00:04:33,341

[juliet_hahn]: you're

 

771

00:04:33,198 --> 00:04:33,418

[maggie]: happen

 

772

00:04:33,361 --> 00:04:33,561

[juliet_hahn]: going to

 

773

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[maggie]: you don't

 

774

00:04:33,982 --> 00:04:34,122

[juliet_hahn]: not

 

775

00:04:34,059 --> 00:04:34,199

[maggie]: know

 

776

00:04:34,223 --> 00:04:34,703

[juliet_hahn]: understand

 

777

00:04:34,240 --> 00:04:34,760

[maggie]: where you're going

 

778

00:04:34,763 --> 00:04:35,104

[juliet_hahn]: something

 

779

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[maggie]: to

 

780

00:04:35,204 --> 00:04:35,244

[juliet_hahn]: or

 

781

00:04:35,241 --> 00:04:35,381

[maggie]: not

 

782

00:04:35,304 --> 00:04:35,565

[juliet_hahn]: where you're

 

783

00:04:35,502 --> 00:04:35,942

[maggie]: understand

 

784

00:04:35,585 --> 00:04:36,346

[juliet_hahn]: going to feel stupid

 

785

00:04:36,023 --> 00:04:36,483

[maggie]: something or

 

786

00:04:36,426 --> 00:04:36,486

[juliet_hahn]: or

 

787

00:04:36,523 --> 00:04:36,624

[maggie]: where

 

788

00:04:36,546 --> 00:04:36,767

[juliet_hahn]: someone

 

789

00:04:36,664 --> 00:04:36,804

[maggie]: you're

 

790

00:04:36,787 --> 00:04:36,847

[juliet_hahn]: is

 

791

00:04:36,824 --> 00:04:36,924

[maggie]: going

 

792

00:04:36,867 --> 00:04:36,987

[juliet_hahn]: going

 

793

00:04:36,944 --> 00:04:37,124

[maggie]: a feel

 

794

00:04:37,007 --> 00:04:37,047

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

795

00:04:37,225 --> 00:04:37,565

[maggie]: stupid

 

796

00:04:37,368 --> 00:04:37,628

[juliet_hahn]: figure

 

797

00:04:37,645 --> 00:04:37,705

[maggie]: or

 

798

00:04:37,728 --> 00:04:37,829

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

799

00:04:37,765 --> 00:04:38,066

[maggie]: someone's

 

800

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[juliet_hahn]: out

 

801

00:04:38,086 --> 00:04:38,386

[maggie]: going to you

 

802

00:04:38,510 --> 00:04:38,610

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

803

00:04:38,587 --> 00:04:38,847

[maggie]: figure

 

804

00:04:38,710 --> 00:04:38,830

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

805

00:04:38,947 --> 00:04:39,048

[maggie]: you

 

806

00:04:39,031 --> 00:04:39,311

[juliet_hahn]: i feel

 

807

00:04:39,208 --> 00:04:39,328

[maggie]: out

 

808

00:04:39,351 --> 00:04:39,712

[juliet_hahn]: like you know

 

809

00:04:39,749 --> 00:04:39,829

[maggie]: and

 

810

00:04:39,792 --> 00:04:39,972

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

811

00:04:39,929 --> 00:04:40,049

[maggie]: so

 

812

00:04:40,032 --> 00:04:40,473

[juliet_hahn]: with anyone

 

813

00:04:40,250 --> 00:04:40,550

[maggie]: i feel

 

814

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[juliet_hahn]: that

 

815

00:04:40,570 --> 00:04:40,670

[maggie]: like

 

816

00:04:40,673 --> 00:04:40,914

[juliet_hahn]: learns

 

817

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[maggie]: you know that

 

818

00:04:41,034 --> 00:04:41,394

[juliet_hahn]: different

 

819

00:04:41,251 --> 00:04:41,832

[maggie]: with anyone that

 

820

00:04:41,775 --> 00:04:41,995

[juliet_hahn]: there's

 

821

00:04:41,892 --> 00:04:42,173

[maggie]: learns

 

822

00:04:42,176 --> 00:04:42,316

[juliet_hahn]: even

 

823

00:04:42,253 --> 00:04:42,634

[maggie]: different

 

824

00:04:42,536 --> 00:04:43,157

[juliet_hahn]: even if you're not

 

825

00:04:43,395 --> 00:04:43,535

[maggie]: even

 

826

00:04:43,418 --> 00:04:43,859

[juliet_hahn]: you know kind

 

827

00:04:43,775 --> 00:04:43,916

[maggie]: even

 

828

00:04:43,919 --> 00:04:43,959

[juliet_hahn]: of

 

829

00:04:43,956 --> 00:04:44,016

[maggie]: if

 

830

00:04:44,019 --> 00:04:44,219

[juliet_hahn]: built

 

831

00:04:44,036 --> 00:04:44,376

[maggie]: you're not

 

832

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[juliet_hahn]: and

 

833

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[maggie]: you know

 

834

00:04:44,820 --> 00:04:45,081

[juliet_hahn]: someone

 

835

00:04:44,977 --> 00:04:45,118

[maggie]: kind

 

836

00:04:45,121 --> 00:04:45,221

[juliet_hahn]: with

 

837

00:04:45,138 --> 00:04:45,458

[maggie]: of built

 

838

00:04:45,381 --> 00:04:46,142

[juliet_hahn]: anxiety you're going

 

839

00:04:46,059 --> 00:04:46,300

[maggie]: someone

 

840

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[juliet_hahn]: to have

 

841

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[maggie]: with

 

842

00:04:46,403 --> 00:04:46,583

[juliet_hahn]: some

 

843

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[maggie]: anxiety

 

844

00:04:46,723 --> 00:04:46,984

[juliet_hahn]: level

 

845

00:04:47,101 --> 00:04:47,261

[maggie]: you're

 

846

00:04:47,124 --> 00:04:47,304

[juliet_hahn]: of it

 

847

00:04:47,281 --> 00:04:47,361

[maggie]: goin

 

848

00:04:47,344 --> 00:04:47,525

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

849

00:04:47,401 --> 00:04:47,562

[maggie]: to have

 

850

00:04:47,545 --> 00:04:47,685

[juliet_hahn]: you're

 

851

00:04:47,622 --> 00:04:47,802

[maggie]: some

 

852

00:04:47,705 --> 00:04:47,945

[juliet_hahn]: trying to

 

853

00:04:47,942 --> 00:04:48,183

[maggie]: level

 

854

00:04:47,985 --> 00:04:48,506

[juliet_hahn]: navigate

 

855

00:04:48,323 --> 00:04:48,904

[maggie]: of it because you're

 

856

00:04:48,907 --> 00:04:48,927

[juliet_hahn]: a

 

857

00:04:48,924 --> 00:04:49,084

[maggie]: trying

 

858

00:04:49,027 --> 00:04:49,388

[juliet_hahn]: world

 

859

00:04:49,104 --> 00:04:49,785

[maggie]: to navigate

 

860

00:04:49,508 --> 00:04:49,748

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

861

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[maggie]: a world

 

862

00:04:50,289 --> 00:04:50,790

[juliet_hahn]: you know other

 

863

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[maggie]: that

 

864

00:04:50,830 --> 00:04:51,511

[juliet_hahn]: people don't always

 

865

00:04:51,508 --> 00:04:51,588

[maggie]: you

 

866

00:04:51,591 --> 00:04:51,732

[juliet_hahn]: fit

 

867

00:04:51,649 --> 00:04:51,749

[maggie]: know

 

868

00:04:51,832 --> 00:04:52,092

[juliet_hahn]: into

 

869

00:04:51,849 --> 00:04:52,270

[maggie]: other people

 

870

00:04:52,253 --> 00:04:52,353

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

871

00:04:52,350 --> 00:04:52,951

[maggie]: don't always fit

 

872

00:04:52,814 --> 00:04:53,054

[juliet_hahn]: i you

 

873

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[maggie]: into

 

874

00:04:53,074 --> 00:04:53,555

[juliet_hahn]: know appreciate

 

875

00:04:53,472 --> 00:04:53,572

[maggie]: so

 

876

00:04:53,575 --> 00:04:54,036

[juliet_hahn]: your sharing that

 

877

00:04:54,193 --> 00:04:54,774

[maggie]: you appreciate

 

878

00:04:54,576 --> 00:04:54,777

[juliet_hahn]: so a

 

879

00:04:54,794 --> 00:04:54,894

[maggie]: your

 

880

00:04:54,837 --> 00:04:55,057

[juliet_hahn]: little

 

881

00:04:54,914 --> 00:04:55,134

[maggie]: sharing

 

882

00:04:55,097 --> 00:04:55,177

[juliet_hahn]: bit

 

883

00:04:55,174 --> 00:04:55,275

[maggie]: that

 

884

00:04:55,258 --> 00:04:55,678

[juliet_hahn]: more though

 

885

00:04:55,795 --> 00:04:55,996

[maggie]: so a

 

886

00:04:56,039 --> 00:04:56,159

[juliet_hahn]: when

 

887

00:04:56,076 --> 00:04:56,276

[maggie]: little

 

888

00:04:56,219 --> 00:04:56,319

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

889

00:04:56,316 --> 00:04:56,657

[maggie]: bit more

 

890

00:04:56,500 --> 00:04:56,880

[juliet_hahn]: cided

 

891

00:04:56,697 --> 00:04:56,937

[maggie]: though

 

892

00:04:57,001 --> 00:04:57,301

[juliet_hahn]: okay so

 

893

00:04:57,278 --> 00:04:57,378

[maggie]: when

 

894

00:04:57,401 --> 00:04:57,662

[juliet_hahn]: obviously

 

895

00:04:57,438 --> 00:04:57,538

[maggie]: you

 

896

00:04:57,702 --> 00:04:57,782

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

897

00:04:57,719 --> 00:04:58,099

[maggie]: sided

 

898

00:04:57,802 --> 00:04:58,403

[juliet_hahn]: were a good student

 

899

00:04:58,220 --> 00:04:58,380

[maggie]: okay

 

900

00:04:58,423 --> 00:04:58,483

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

901

00:04:58,440 --> 00:04:58,520

[maggie]: so

 

902

00:04:58,503 --> 00:04:58,603

[juliet_hahn]: this

 

903

00:04:58,620 --> 00:04:58,901

[maggie]: obviously

 

904

00:04:58,643 --> 00:04:58,884

[juliet_hahn]: is what i

 

905

00:04:58,921 --> 00:04:59,021

[maggie]: you

 

906

00:04:58,984 --> 00:04:59,184

[juliet_hahn]: also

 

907

00:04:59,041 --> 00:04:59,361

[maggie]: were a good

 

908

00:04:59,284 --> 00:04:59,445

[juliet_hahn]: love

 

909

00:04:59,401 --> 00:04:59,662

[maggie]: student

 

910

00:04:59,485 --> 00:04:59,905

[juliet_hahn]: when people

 

911

00:04:59,682 --> 00:05:00,443

[maggie]: and this is what i also

 

912

00:05:00,286 --> 00:05:00,947

[juliet_hahn]: don't understand

 

913

00:05:00,563 --> 00:05:01,124

[maggie]: love when people

 

914

00:05:01,027 --> 00:05:01,628

[juliet_hahn]: dislexia

 

915

00:05:01,505 --> 00:05:02,186

[maggie]: don't understand

 

916

00:05:02,009 --> 00:05:02,510

[juliet_hahn]: and eighth

 

917

00:05:02,246 --> 00:05:02,867

[maggie]: dislexia

 

918

00:05:02,570 --> 00:05:03,311

[juliet_hahn]: day they always assume

 

919

00:05:03,248 --> 00:05:03,508

[maggie]: in eight

 

920

00:05:03,431 --> 00:05:03,612

[juliet_hahn]: okay

 

921

00:05:03,608 --> 00:05:03,749

[maggie]: each

 

922

00:05:03,672 --> 00:05:03,772

[juliet_hahn]: they

 

923

00:05:03,789 --> 00:05:03,909

[maggie]: day

 

924

00:05:03,812 --> 00:05:04,012

[juliet_hahn]: weren't

 

925

00:05:03,949 --> 00:05:04,029

[maggie]: they

 

926

00:05:04,032 --> 00:05:04,072

[juliet_hahn]: a

 

927

00:05:04,089 --> 00:05:04,270

[maggie]: always

 

928

00:05:04,092 --> 00:05:04,573

[juliet_hahn]: good student

 

929

00:05:04,310 --> 00:05:04,550

[maggie]: assume

 

930

00:05:04,653 --> 00:05:04,713

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

931

00:05:04,670 --> 00:05:04,831

[maggie]: okay

 

932

00:05:04,753 --> 00:05:04,874

[juliet_hahn]: know

 

933

00:05:04,891 --> 00:05:05,011

[maggie]: they

 

934

00:05:04,914 --> 00:05:05,014

[juliet_hahn]: some

 

935

00:05:05,051 --> 00:05:05,452

[maggie]: weren't a good

 

936

00:05:05,394 --> 00:05:05,415

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

937

00:05:05,492 --> 00:05:05,812

[maggie]: student

 

938

00:05:05,495 --> 00:05:05,855

[juliet_hahn]: was not a

 

939

00:05:05,872 --> 00:05:05,952

[maggie]: you

 

940

00:05:05,875 --> 00:05:05,995

[juliet_hahn]: good

 

941

00:05:05,992 --> 00:05:06,093

[maggie]: know

 

942

00:05:06,036 --> 00:05:06,316

[juliet_hahn]: student

 

943

00:05:06,133 --> 00:05:06,253

[maggie]: some

 

944

00:05:06,356 --> 00:05:06,637

[juliet_hahn]: but not

 

945

00:05:06,613 --> 00:05:06,834

[maggie]: i was

 

946

00:05:06,737 --> 00:05:07,077

[juliet_hahn]: everyone

 

947

00:05:06,894 --> 00:05:07,235

[maggie]: not a good

 

948

00:05:07,197 --> 00:05:07,278

[juliet_hahn]: is

 

949

00:05:07,275 --> 00:05:07,555

[maggie]: student

 

950

00:05:07,378 --> 00:05:07,658

[juliet_hahn]: not

 

951

00:05:07,595 --> 00:05:08,296

[maggie]: but not everyone

 

952

00:05:08,159 --> 00:05:08,279

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

953

00:05:08,437 --> 00:05:08,517

[maggie]: is

 

954

00:05:08,460 --> 00:05:08,560

[juliet_hahn]: how

 

955

00:05:08,617 --> 00:05:08,877

[maggie]: not

 

956

00:05:08,640 --> 00:05:09,462

[juliet_hahn]: did you end up going

 

957

00:05:09,398 --> 00:05:09,498

[maggie]: so

 

958

00:05:09,502 --> 00:05:10,124

[juliet_hahn]: to university

 

959

00:05:09,699 --> 00:05:10,119

[maggie]: how did you

 

960

00:05:10,184 --> 00:05:10,224

[juliet_hahn]: of

 

961

00:05:10,199 --> 00:05:10,300

[maggie]: end

 

962

00:05:10,264 --> 00:05:10,765

[juliet_hahn]: pennsylvania

 

963

00:05:10,380 --> 00:05:10,800

[maggie]: up going to

 

964

00:05:10,805 --> 00:05:10,886

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

965

00:05:10,861 --> 00:05:11,361

[maggie]: university

 

966

00:05:10,906 --> 00:05:11,648

[juliet_hahn]: what did you major

 

967

00:05:11,422 --> 00:05:11,982

[maggie]: of pensylvania

 

968

00:05:11,728 --> 00:05:11,768

[juliet_hahn]: in

 

969

00:05:12,043 --> 00:05:15,448

[maggie]: and what did you major well i

ended up major again philosophy

 

970

00:05:14,910 --> 00:05:15,111

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

971

00:05:16,129 --> 00:05:18,974

[maggie]: very practical but you know for me

 

972

00:05:19,770 --> 00:05:24,120

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

973

00:05:20,777 --> 00:05:25,024

[maggie]: and this lexie as you know there's

so many different presentations of

 

974

00:05:25,080 --> 00:05:25,362

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

975

00:05:25,104 --> 00:05:30,493

[maggie]: dislexia um and so people tend to

think it's like there's one kind

 

976

00:05:30,381 --> 00:05:30,541

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

977

00:05:30,573 --> 00:05:30,834

[maggie]: of dis

 

978

00:05:30,882 --> 00:05:31,263

[juliet_hahn]: spectrum

 

979

00:05:30,894 --> 00:05:34,099

[maggie]: lexiastre right but here so many

 

980

00:05:34,080 --> 00:05:34,261

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

981

00:05:34,179 --> 00:05:36,784

[maggie]: presentations of dislexia and for me i

was

 

982

00:05:36,750 --> 00:05:37,950

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

983

00:05:36,844 --> 00:05:38,206

[maggie]: someone who didn't read at all

 

984

00:05:38,130 --> 00:05:39,780

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

985

00:05:38,306 --> 00:05:40,470

[maggie]: till fourth grade could not read

 

986

00:05:40,380 --> 00:05:40,562

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

987

00:05:40,730 --> 00:05:46,440

[maggie]: at all um but of course i

wae in school in the nineteen seventies and

 

988

00:05:46,480 --> 00:05:50,146

[maggie]: there wasn't quite so much like testing

like can you do this like if you

 

989

00:05:50,226 --> 00:05:53,832

[maggie]: were a quiet good girl like no

one was saying anything

 

990

00:05:53,610 --> 00:05:54,930

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

991

00:05:54,734 --> 00:05:59,161

[maggie]: but i think my my third grade

teacher realized like at the end of the

 

992

00:05:59,221 --> 00:05:59,442

[maggie]: year

 

993

00:05:59,810 --> 00:05:59,951

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

994

00:06:00,624 --> 00:06:02,527

[maggie]: that i could not read and you

know

 

995

00:06:02,580 --> 00:06:03,240

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

996

00:06:02,607 --> 00:06:07,575

[maggie]: basically said for next year we think

she should be in special education which was

 

997

00:06:07,635 --> 00:06:08,537

[maggie]: very different then

 

998

00:06:08,650 --> 00:06:08,831

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

999

00:06:08,757 --> 00:06:09,078

[maggie]: also

 

1000

00:06:09,032 --> 00:06:09,172

[juliet_hahn]: now

 

1001

00:06:09,899 --> 00:06:11,141

[maggie]: from what it is now and

 

1002

00:06:11,700 --> 00:06:12,990

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

1003

00:06:11,962 --> 00:06:16,390

[maggie]: basically my mom worked in the schools

as a social worker and had

 

1004

00:06:16,314 --> 00:06:16,396

[juliet_hahn]: ah

 

1005

00:06:16,450 --> 00:06:20,757

[maggie]: a friend who was a reading teacher

who instructed

 

1006

00:06:20,220 --> 00:06:21,150

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

1007

00:06:20,817 --> 00:06:24,383

[maggie]: my mom on how teach me to

read because she realized i couldn't learn phonic

 

1008

00:06:24,190 --> 00:06:24,330

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

1009

00:06:24,624 --> 00:06:25,184

[maggie]: like so many

 

1010

00:06:25,093 --> 00:06:25,214

[juliet_hahn]: just

 

1011

00:06:25,245 --> 00:06:26,627

[maggie]: of us with this lexifphonic

 

1012

00:06:27,030 --> 00:06:28,320

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

1013

00:06:27,809 --> 00:06:31,535

[maggie]: phonic is not helpful in any way

and my

 

1014

00:06:31,590 --> 00:06:32,850

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

1015

00:06:31,635 --> 00:06:35,642

[maggie]: mom worked with me really hard and

then my four great teacher understood stuff about

 

1016

00:06:35,742 --> 00:06:36,103

[maggie]: reading

 

1017

00:06:36,009 --> 00:06:36,030

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

1018

00:06:36,644 --> 00:06:38,346

[maggie]: and she worked with me and

 

1019

00:06:38,970 --> 00:06:40,410

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

1020

00:06:39,088 --> 00:06:42,173

[maggie]: it was that year from the beginning

to the end i was sort of in

 

1021

00:06:42,213 --> 00:06:46,903

[maggie]: the beginning in the lowest reading group

barely reading to the end i really had

 

1022

00:06:46,963 --> 00:06:47,625

[maggie]: gotten the hang of

 

1023

00:06:47,666 --> 00:06:47,748

[juliet_hahn]: ye

 

1024

00:06:47,726 --> 00:06:50,776

[maggie]: it i was really reading voraciously

 

1025

00:06:50,770 --> 00:06:52,973

[juliet_hahn]: right and yeah and you know what

i love because that's

 

1026

00:06:52,940 --> 00:06:53,100

[maggie]: yeah

 

1027

00:06:53,013 --> 00:06:53,334

[juliet_hahn]: again

 

1028

00:06:53,160 --> 00:06:53,842

[maggie]: and you know what i love

 

1029

00:06:53,855 --> 00:06:53,955

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

1030

00:06:53,882 --> 00:06:54,643

[maggie]: because that's again

 

1031

00:06:54,496 --> 00:06:55,217

[juliet_hahn]: it's so important

 

1032

00:06:55,184 --> 00:06:55,284

[maggie]: and

 

1033

00:06:55,257 --> 00:06:55,718

[juliet_hahn]: because people

 

1034

00:06:55,805 --> 00:06:56,085

[maggie]: it's so

 

1035

00:06:56,119 --> 00:06:56,319

[juliet_hahn]: also

 

1036

00:06:56,186 --> 00:06:56,746

[maggie]: important because

 

1037

00:06:56,579 --> 00:06:56,860

[juliet_hahn]: okay they

 

1038

00:06:56,787 --> 00:06:57,007

[maggie]: people

 

1039

00:06:56,920 --> 00:06:57,441

[juliet_hahn]: think okay you

 

1040

00:06:57,388 --> 00:06:57,608

[maggie]: also

 

1041

00:06:57,501 --> 00:06:57,701

[juliet_hahn]: can't

 

1042

00:06:57,708 --> 00:06:57,748

[maggie]: do

 

1043

00:06:57,721 --> 00:06:57,902

[juliet_hahn]: read

 

1044

00:06:57,868 --> 00:06:58,169

[maggie]: okay they

 

1045

00:06:58,182 --> 00:06:58,282

[juliet_hahn]: but

 

1046

00:06:58,209 --> 00:06:58,590

[maggie]: think okay

 

1047

00:06:58,462 --> 00:06:58,743

[juliet_hahn]: so many

 

1048

00:06:58,630 --> 00:06:58,970

[maggie]: you can't

 

1049

00:06:58,803 --> 00:06:59,124

[juliet_hahn]: people that

 

1050

00:06:59,010 --> 00:06:59,170

[maggie]: read

 

1051

00:06:59,204 --> 00:06:59,524

[juliet_hahn]: you know are

 

1052

00:06:59,471 --> 00:06:59,571

[maggie]: but

 

1053

00:06:59,564 --> 00:06:59,865

[juliet_hahn]: listening

 

1054

00:06:59,751 --> 00:07:00,032

[maggie]: so many

 

1055

00:06:59,905 --> 00:07:00,105

[juliet_hahn]: to this

 

1056

00:07:00,072 --> 00:07:00,252

[maggie]: people

 

1057

00:07:00,145 --> 00:07:00,526

[juliet_hahn]: podcast

 

1058

00:07:00,292 --> 00:07:00,413

[maggie]: that

 

1059

00:07:00,586 --> 00:07:00,806

[juliet_hahn]: maybe

 

1060

00:07:00,593 --> 00:07:01,154

[maggie]: know are listening

 

1061

00:07:00,887 --> 00:07:01,187

[juliet_hahn]: have a

 

1062

00:07:01,174 --> 00:07:01,374

[maggie]: to this

 

1063

00:07:01,407 --> 00:07:01,868

[juliet_hahn]: situation

 

1064

00:07:01,434 --> 00:07:02,075

[maggie]: podcast maybe

 

1065

00:07:01,908 --> 00:07:02,169

[juliet_hahn]: where they

 

1066

00:07:02,175 --> 00:07:02,336

[maggie]: have

 

1067

00:07:02,209 --> 00:07:02,509

[juliet_hahn]: think oh

 

1068

00:07:02,456 --> 00:07:02,476

[maggie]: a

 

1069

00:07:02,549 --> 00:07:02,629

[juliet_hahn]: my

 

1070

00:07:02,676 --> 00:07:03,157

[maggie]: situation

 

1071

00:07:02,730 --> 00:07:03,050

[juliet_hahn]: child

 

1072

00:07:03,197 --> 00:07:03,638

[maggie]: where they think

 

1073

00:07:03,531 --> 00:07:03,791

[juliet_hahn]: is so

 

1074

00:07:03,718 --> 00:07:03,958

[maggie]: omit

 

1075

00:07:03,912 --> 00:07:04,452

[juliet_hahn]: behind

 

1076

00:07:04,019 --> 00:07:04,920

[maggie]: child is

 

1077

00:07:04,833 --> 00:07:05,013

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

1078

00:07:04,980 --> 00:07:05,080

[maggie]: so

 

1079

00:07:05,053 --> 00:07:05,154

[juliet_hahn]: they

 

1080

00:07:05,181 --> 00:07:05,741

[maggie]: behind

 

1081

00:07:05,214 --> 00:07:06,115

[juliet_hahn]: can't read but

 

1082

00:07:06,082 --> 00:07:06,282

[maggie]: because

 

1083

00:07:06,175 --> 00:07:06,316

[juliet_hahn]: look

 

1084

00:07:06,302 --> 00:07:06,423

[maggie]: they

 

1085

00:07:06,336 --> 00:07:06,436

[juliet_hahn]: what

 

1086

00:07:06,483 --> 00:07:06,703

[maggie]: can't

 

1087

00:07:06,496 --> 00:07:06,877

[juliet_hahn]: you did

 

1088

00:07:06,783 --> 00:07:06,963

[maggie]: read

 

1089

00:07:07,097 --> 00:07:07,257

[juliet_hahn]: in a

 

1090

00:07:07,264 --> 00:07:07,344

[maggie]: but

 

1091

00:07:07,357 --> 00:07:07,598

[juliet_hahn]: year

 

1092

00:07:07,404 --> 00:07:07,825

[maggie]: look what you

 

1093

00:07:07,838 --> 00:07:07,938

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

1094

00:07:07,925 --> 00:07:08,125

[maggie]: did

 

1095

00:07:07,978 --> 00:07:08,539

[juliet_hahn]: then again

 

1096

00:07:08,326 --> 00:07:08,847

[maggie]: in a year

 

1097

00:07:08,619 --> 00:07:09,120

[juliet_hahn]: i mean you went to

 

1098

00:07:09,087 --> 00:07:09,187

[maggie]: and

 

1099

00:07:09,200 --> 00:07:09,561

[juliet_hahn]: university

 

1100

00:07:09,227 --> 00:07:09,788

[maggie]: then again

 

1101

00:07:09,581 --> 00:07:10,142

[juliet_hahn]: of pensylvania

 

1102

00:07:09,868 --> 00:07:10,129

[maggie]: i mean you

 

1103

00:07:10,182 --> 00:07:10,342

[juliet_hahn]: that's

 

1104

00:07:10,189 --> 00:07:10,369

[maggie]: went to

 

1105

00:07:10,382 --> 00:07:10,402

[juliet_hahn]: a

 

1106

00:07:10,449 --> 00:07:10,810

[maggie]: university

 

1107

00:07:10,462 --> 00:07:10,683

[juliet_hahn]: very

 

1108

00:07:10,830 --> 00:07:11,351

[maggie]: of pensylvania

 

1109

00:07:10,963 --> 00:07:11,584

[juliet_hahn]: un esteemed

 

1110

00:07:11,431 --> 00:07:11,651

[maggie]: that's a

 

1111

00:07:11,685 --> 00:07:11,985

[juliet_hahn]: school

 

1112

00:07:11,711 --> 00:07:11,932

[maggie]: very

 

1113

00:07:12,185 --> 00:07:12,286

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

1114

00:07:12,212 --> 00:07:12,813

[maggie]: un esteemed

 

1115

00:07:12,866 --> 00:07:12,987

[juliet_hahn]: it's

 

1116

00:07:12,913 --> 00:07:13,214

[maggie]: school

 

1117

00:07:13,387 --> 00:07:13,467

[juliet_hahn]: one

 

1118

00:07:13,414 --> 00:07:13,534

[maggie]: so

 

1119

00:07:13,508 --> 00:07:14,309

[juliet_hahn]: of those things that people

 

1120

00:07:14,095 --> 00:07:14,256

[maggie]: it's

 

1121

00:07:14,349 --> 00:07:14,589

[juliet_hahn]: need to

 

1122

00:07:14,616 --> 00:07:14,696

[maggie]: one

 

1123

00:07:14,690 --> 00:07:15,090

[juliet_hahn]: realize

 

1124

00:07:14,736 --> 00:07:15,538

[maggie]: of those things that people

 

1125

00:07:15,411 --> 00:07:15,511

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

1126

00:07:15,578 --> 00:07:15,718

[maggie]: need

 

1127

00:07:15,591 --> 00:07:15,992

[juliet_hahn]: just because

 

1128

00:07:15,778 --> 00:07:16,359

[maggie]: to elise

 

1129

00:07:16,012 --> 00:07:16,633

[juliet_hahn]: you learned different

 

1130

00:07:16,640 --> 00:07:16,760

[maggie]: that

 

1131

00:07:16,653 --> 00:07:17,033

[juliet_hahn]: just because

 

1132

00:07:16,820 --> 00:07:17,221

[maggie]: just because

 

1133

00:07:17,053 --> 00:07:17,514

[juliet_hahn]: you struggle

 

1134

00:07:17,261 --> 00:07:18,002

[maggie]: you learned frent just

 

1135

00:07:17,975 --> 00:07:18,015

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

1136

00:07:18,062 --> 00:07:18,262

[maggie]: because

 

1137

00:07:18,075 --> 00:07:18,255

[juliet_hahn]: needs

 

1138

00:07:18,302 --> 00:07:18,362

[maggie]: you

 

1139

00:07:18,316 --> 00:07:18,476

[juliet_hahn]: to be

 

1140

00:07:18,443 --> 00:07:18,783

[maggie]: struggle

 

1141

00:07:18,556 --> 00:07:19,297

[juliet_hahn]: switched like you said

 

1142

00:07:19,204 --> 00:07:19,484

[maggie]: it needs

 

1143

00:07:19,377 --> 00:07:19,698

[juliet_hahn]: phonic

 

1144

00:07:19,544 --> 00:07:20,085

[maggie]: to be switched

 

1145

00:07:19,858 --> 00:07:20,119

[juliet_hahn]: didn't

 

1146

00:07:20,125 --> 00:07:20,206

[maggie]: like

 

1147

00:07:20,179 --> 00:07:20,259

[juliet_hahn]: do

 

1148

00:07:20,246 --> 00:07:20,306

[maggie]: you

 

1149

00:07:20,339 --> 00:07:20,399

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

1150

00:07:20,386 --> 00:07:20,506

[maggie]: said

 

1151

00:07:20,459 --> 00:07:20,720

[juliet_hahn]: and my

 

1152

00:07:20,586 --> 00:07:21,327

[maggie]: phonic didn't

 

1153

00:07:21,260 --> 00:07:21,561

[juliet_hahn]: story

 

1154

00:07:21,388 --> 00:07:21,728

[maggie]: do it and

 

1155

00:07:21,681 --> 00:07:22,002

[juliet_hahn]: started

 

1156

00:07:21,788 --> 00:07:21,948

[maggie]: my

 

1157

00:07:22,062 --> 00:07:22,422

[juliet_hahn]: in third

 

1158

00:07:22,469 --> 00:07:22,770

[maggie]: story

 

1159

00:07:22,503 --> 00:07:23,124

[juliet_hahn]: and fourth grade

 

1160

00:07:22,910 --> 00:07:23,211

[maggie]: started

 

1161

00:07:23,164 --> 00:07:23,264

[juliet_hahn]: when

 

1162

00:07:23,271 --> 00:07:23,331

[maggie]: in

 

1163

00:07:23,344 --> 00:07:23,364

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

1164

00:07:23,411 --> 00:07:23,631

[maggie]: third

 

1165

00:07:23,464 --> 00:07:23,865

[juliet_hahn]: realized

 

1166

00:07:23,731 --> 00:07:24,052

[maggie]: and fourth

 

1167

00:07:23,885 --> 00:07:24,125

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

1168

00:07:24,152 --> 00:07:24,352

[maggie]: rate

 

1169

00:07:24,265 --> 00:07:24,286

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

1170

00:07:24,393 --> 00:07:24,493

[maggie]: when

 

1171

00:07:24,406 --> 00:07:24,626

[juliet_hahn]: wasn't

 

1172

00:07:24,553 --> 00:07:24,573

[maggie]: i

 

1173

00:07:24,666 --> 00:07:24,826

[juliet_hahn]: going

 

1174

00:07:24,673 --> 00:07:25,074

[maggie]: realized

 

1175

00:07:24,887 --> 00:07:25,247

[juliet_hahn]: to gifted

 

1176

00:07:25,094 --> 00:07:25,334

[maggie]: you know

 

1177

00:07:25,287 --> 00:07:25,808

[juliet_hahn]: and challentoed

 

1178

00:07:25,474 --> 00:07:25,835

[maggie]: i wasn't

 

1179

00:07:25,868 --> 00:07:26,008

[juliet_hahn]: with

 

1180

00:07:25,875 --> 00:07:26,055

[maggie]: going

 

1181

00:07:26,048 --> 00:07:26,149

[juliet_hahn]: the

 

1182

00:07:26,095 --> 00:07:26,456

[maggie]: to gifted

 

1183

00:07:26,249 --> 00:07:26,649

[juliet_hahn]: entire

 

1184

00:07:26,496 --> 00:07:27,017

[maggie]: and challenged

 

1185

00:07:26,770 --> 00:07:27,050

[juliet_hahn]: class

 

1186

00:07:27,097 --> 00:07:27,217

[maggie]: with

 

1187

00:07:27,110 --> 00:07:27,291

[juliet_hahn]: it was

 

1188

00:07:27,257 --> 00:07:27,357

[maggie]: the

 

1189

00:07:27,331 --> 00:07:27,451

[juliet_hahn]: just

 

1190

00:07:27,438 --> 00:07:27,478

[maggie]: in

 

1191

00:07:27,531 --> 00:07:28,072

[juliet_hahn]: me and another

 

1192

00:07:28,099 --> 00:07:28,199

[maggie]: your

 

1193

00:07:28,112 --> 00:07:28,292

[juliet_hahn]: boy

 

1194

00:07:28,279 --> 00:07:28,559

[maggie]: class

 

1195

00:07:28,392 --> 00:07:28,653

[juliet_hahn]: that had

 

1196

00:07:28,619 --> 00:07:28,679

[maggie]: it

 

1197

00:07:28,693 --> 00:07:28,733

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

1198

00:07:28,699 --> 00:07:28,780

[maggie]: was

 

1199

00:07:28,773 --> 00:07:28,833

[juliet_hahn]: go

 

1200

00:07:28,820 --> 00:07:28,940

[maggie]: just

 

1201

00:07:28,873 --> 00:07:29,294

[juliet_hahn]: to special

 

1202

00:07:29,020 --> 00:07:29,100

[maggie]: me

 

1203

00:07:29,374 --> 00:07:29,695

[juliet_hahn]: reading

 

1204

00:07:29,460 --> 00:07:30,282

[maggie]: a boy that had to go to

 

1205

00:07:30,255 --> 00:07:30,396

[juliet_hahn]: um

 

1206

00:07:30,322 --> 00:07:30,642

[maggie]: special

 

1207

00:07:30,636 --> 00:07:30,756

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

1208

00:07:30,742 --> 00:07:31,043

[maggie]: reading

 

1209

00:07:30,917 --> 00:07:31,598

[juliet_hahn]: it's those things

 

1210

00:07:31,964 --> 00:07:32,044

[maggie]: and

 

1211

00:07:32,139 --> 00:07:32,219

[juliet_hahn]: my

 

1212

00:07:32,224 --> 00:07:32,384

[maggie]: it's

 

1213

00:07:32,339 --> 00:07:32,479

[juliet_hahn]: son

 

1214

00:07:32,444 --> 00:07:32,605

[maggie]: those

 

1215

00:07:32,539 --> 00:07:32,659

[juliet_hahn]: was

 

1216

00:07:32,665 --> 00:07:32,905

[maggie]: things

 

1217

00:07:32,700 --> 00:07:33,501

[juliet_hahn]: the same way but

 

1218

00:07:33,446 --> 00:07:34,287

[maggie]: my son was the same

 

1219

00:07:34,262 --> 00:07:34,823

[juliet_hahn]: nowadays

 

1220

00:07:34,347 --> 00:07:34,787

[maggie]: way but

 

1221

00:07:34,963 --> 00:07:35,504

[juliet_hahn]: it's you know they

 

1222

00:07:35,569 --> 00:07:36,110

[maggie]: nowadays

 

1223

00:07:35,584 --> 00:07:36,426

[juliet_hahn]: pick up on quicker

 

1224

00:07:36,270 --> 00:07:36,530

[maggie]: it's you

 

1225

00:07:36,486 --> 00:07:36,626

[juliet_hahn]: i mean

 

1226

00:07:36,570 --> 00:07:36,690

[maggie]: know

 

1227

00:07:36,726 --> 00:07:36,967

[juliet_hahn]: he was

 

1228

00:07:37,031 --> 00:07:37,131

[maggie]: they

 

1229

00:07:37,087 --> 00:07:37,788

[juliet_hahn]: memorizing

 

1230

00:07:37,211 --> 00:07:38,033

[maggie]: pick up on quicker

 

1231

00:07:37,848 --> 00:07:38,089

[juliet_hahn]: so they

 

1232

00:07:38,073 --> 00:07:38,253

[maggie]: i mean

 

1233

00:07:38,189 --> 00:07:38,489

[juliet_hahn]: actually

 

1234

00:07:38,313 --> 00:07:38,554

[maggie]: he was

 

1235

00:07:38,569 --> 00:07:38,670

[juliet_hahn]: did

 

1236

00:07:38,654 --> 00:07:39,295

[maggie]: memorizing

 

1237

00:07:38,850 --> 00:07:39,230

[juliet_hahn]: pick it up

 

1238

00:07:39,375 --> 00:07:40,076

[maggie]: so they actually

 

1239

00:07:39,730 --> 00:07:40,231

[juliet_hahn]: because he was

 

1240

00:07:40,156 --> 00:07:40,377

[maggie]: didn't

 

1241

00:07:40,291 --> 00:07:40,731

[juliet_hahn]: memorizing

 

1242

00:07:40,437 --> 00:07:40,797

[maggie]: pick it up

 

1243

00:07:40,751 --> 00:07:41,312

[juliet_hahn]: books he would come

 

1244

00:07:41,278 --> 00:07:41,498

[maggie]: because

 

1245

00:07:41,352 --> 00:07:41,512

[juliet_hahn]: home

 

1246

00:07:41,579 --> 00:07:41,619

[maggie]: he

 

1247

00:07:41,612 --> 00:07:41,692

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

1248

00:07:41,679 --> 00:07:41,779

[maggie]: was

 

1249

00:07:41,732 --> 00:07:41,912

[juliet_hahn]: me and

 

1250

00:07:41,839 --> 00:07:42,240

[maggie]: memorizing

 

1251

00:07:41,952 --> 00:07:42,053

[juliet_hahn]: say

 

1252

00:07:42,260 --> 00:07:42,440

[maggie]: becase

 

1253

00:07:42,373 --> 00:07:42,473

[juliet_hahn]: hey

 

1254

00:07:42,480 --> 00:07:42,660

[maggie]: he would

 

1255

00:07:42,553 --> 00:07:42,773

[juliet_hahn]: mom

 

1256

00:07:42,700 --> 00:07:43,121

[maggie]: come home to

 

1257

00:07:43,053 --> 00:07:43,154

[juliet_hahn]: can

 

1258

00:07:43,181 --> 00:07:43,221

[maggie]: me

 

1259

00:07:43,214 --> 00:07:43,314

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

1260

00:07:43,301 --> 00:07:43,362

[maggie]: and

 

1261

00:07:43,354 --> 00:07:43,514

[juliet_hahn]: read

 

1262

00:07:43,402 --> 00:07:43,502

[maggie]: say

 

1263

00:07:43,554 --> 00:07:43,814

[juliet_hahn]: this to

 

1264

00:07:43,822 --> 00:07:43,923

[maggie]: hey

 

1265

00:07:43,834 --> 00:07:44,094

[juliet_hahn]: me because

 

1266

00:07:43,983 --> 00:07:44,183

[maggie]: mom

 

1267

00:07:44,134 --> 00:07:44,455

[juliet_hahn]: he would ask

 

1268

00:07:44,483 --> 00:07:44,564

[maggie]: can

 

1269

00:07:44,535 --> 00:07:44,595

[juliet_hahn]: the

 

1270

00:07:44,624 --> 00:07:44,704

[maggie]: you

 

1271

00:07:44,655 --> 00:07:44,875

[juliet_hahn]: teacher

 

1272

00:07:44,764 --> 00:07:44,924

[maggie]: read

 

1273

00:07:44,935 --> 00:07:45,015

[juliet_hahn]: hey

 

1274

00:07:44,964 --> 00:07:45,084

[maggie]: this

 

1275

00:07:45,055 --> 00:07:45,175

[juliet_hahn]: what

 

1276

00:07:45,145 --> 00:07:45,225

[maggie]: to

 

1277

00:07:45,215 --> 00:07:45,376

[juliet_hahn]: book

 

1278

00:07:45,245 --> 00:07:45,505

[maggie]: me because

 

1279

00:07:45,416 --> 00:07:45,536

[juliet_hahn]: am i

 

1280

00:07:45,525 --> 00:07:45,565

[maggie]: he

 

1281

00:07:45,596 --> 00:07:46,136

[juliet_hahn]: goin to be reading

 

1282

00:07:45,986 --> 00:07:46,206

[maggie]: asked the

 

1283

00:07:46,216 --> 00:07:46,256

[juliet_hahn]: in

 

1284

00:07:46,246 --> 00:07:46,447

[maggie]: teacher

 

1285

00:07:46,296 --> 00:07:46,697

[juliet_hahn]: the circle

 

1286

00:07:46,687 --> 00:07:47,088

[maggie]: what book am

 

1287

00:07:47,057 --> 00:07:47,137

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

1288

00:07:47,148 --> 00:07:47,328

[maggie]: i going

 

1289

00:07:47,217 --> 00:07:47,417

[juliet_hahn]: he can

 

1290

00:07:47,348 --> 00:07:47,448

[maggie]: to be

 

1291

00:07:47,477 --> 00:07:47,858

[juliet_hahn]: memorize

 

1292

00:07:47,669 --> 00:07:47,969

[maggie]: ing in the

 

1293

00:07:47,938 --> 00:07:48,078

[juliet_hahn]: it the

 

1294

00:07:48,029 --> 00:07:48,290

[maggie]: circle

 

1295

00:07:48,118 --> 00:07:48,578

[juliet_hahn]: night before

 

1296

00:07:48,650 --> 00:07:49,452

[maggie]: so he could remember is

 

1297

00:07:50,121 --> 00:07:50,162

[juliet_hahn]: h

 

1298

00:07:50,554 --> 00:07:50,894

[maggie]: god how

 

1299

00:07:50,907 --> 00:07:51,028

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

1300

00:07:51,014 --> 00:07:51,315

[maggie]: smart

 

1301

00:07:51,190 --> 00:07:51,452

[juliet_hahn]: smart

 

1302

00:07:51,896 --> 00:07:52,377

[maggie]: how smart

 

1303

00:07:52,942 --> 00:07:52,962

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

1304

00:07:53,298 --> 00:07:58,487

[maggie]: it's funny my son had a similar

thing happened but he had an orton gillingham

 

1305

00:07:58,567 --> 00:07:59,168

[maggie]: intervention

 

1306

00:07:58,569 --> 00:07:59,044

[juliet_hahn]: m yes

 

1307

00:07:59,228 --> 00:08:05,814

[maggie]: ist and so it's a multicensory reading

program and um literally it

 

1308

00:08:05,820 --> 00:08:05,840

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

1309

00:08:05,874 --> 00:08:08,356

[maggie]: was like he was testing in the

bottom one person

 

1310

00:08:08,205 --> 00:08:08,226

[juliet_hahn]: a

 

1311

00:08:08,476 --> 00:08:09,898

[maggie]: for reading and then

 

1312

00:08:10,350 --> 00:08:11,460

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

1313

00:08:10,949 --> 00:08:14,795

[maggie]: a little bit of intervention and he

was in the top ninety nine you know

 

1314

00:08:14,875 --> 00:08:14,975

[maggie]: the

 

1315

00:08:14,915 --> 00:08:15,055

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

1316

00:08:15,035 --> 00:08:16,878

[maggie]: top one per cent was like bottom

to

 

1317

00:08:16,843 --> 00:08:16,988

[abbe_greenberg]: yeah

 

1318

00:08:16,959 --> 00:08:18,060

[maggie]: top and

 

1319

00:08:18,009 --> 00:08:20,430

[juliet_hahn]: yeah yeah

 

1320

00:08:18,701 --> 00:08:19,443

[maggie]: you know so that

 

1321

00:08:19,804 --> 00:08:19,906

[abbe_greenberg]: at

 

1322

00:08:19,823 --> 00:08:21,987

[maggie]: the whole idea is that that those

 

1323

00:08:21,969 --> 00:08:21,990

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

1324

00:08:22,087 --> 00:08:25,571

[maggie]: kinds of interview and and then and

i always say it's similar from anxiety it's

 

1325

00:08:25,631 --> 00:08:32,117

[maggie]: like the more people pick something up

and realize okay their brain just works

 

1326

00:08:32,049 --> 00:08:32,070

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

1327

00:08:32,197 --> 00:08:32,857

[maggie]: in a different

 

1328

00:08:32,688 --> 00:08:33,300

[juliet_hahn]: hm

 

1329

00:08:33,018 --> 00:08:36,040

[maggie]: way m often we can

 

1330

00:08:36,120 --> 00:08:37,200

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

1331

00:08:36,140 --> 00:08:39,966

[maggie]: do an intervention that can really change

the course of

 

1332

00:08:40,020 --> 00:08:40,361

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

1333

00:08:40,948 --> 00:08:45,055

[maggie]: one's life but i do agree with

you that like dislexia and a d h

 

1334

00:08:45,175 --> 00:08:45,195

[maggie]: d

 

1335

00:08:45,420 --> 00:08:46,865

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

1336

00:08:45,576 --> 00:08:48,721

[maggie]: and executive functioning you know those of

us they

 

1337

00:08:48,780 --> 00:08:49,041

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

1338

00:08:48,801 --> 00:08:52,808

[maggie]: do lead to anxiety that was my

other piece you know definitely

 

1339

00:08:52,751 --> 00:08:53,218

[juliet_hahn]: i never knew

 

1340

00:08:53,389 --> 00:08:55,072

[maggie]: i never knew what my home work

was

 

1341

00:08:55,091 --> 00:08:55,291

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

1342

00:08:55,693 --> 00:08:56,574

[maggie]: you know an elementary

 

1343

00:08:56,273 --> 00:08:56,593

[juliet_hahn]: right and

 

1344

00:08:56,634 --> 00:08:56,935

[maggie]: school

 

1345

00:08:56,854 --> 00:08:58,537

[juliet_hahn]: you know i remember and them we're

goin t you know abby i

 

1346

00:08:58,818 --> 00:08:59,078

[maggie]: remember

 

1347

00:08:58,917 --> 00:08:59,318

[juliet_hahn]: want to dive

 

1348

00:08:59,279 --> 00:08:59,399

[maggie]: we're

 

1349

00:08:59,358 --> 00:08:59,518

[juliet_hahn]: into

 

1350

00:08:59,419 --> 00:08:59,579

[maggie]: gonna

 

1351

00:08:59,578 --> 00:08:59,979

[juliet_hahn]: your little

 

1352

00:08:59,840 --> 00:08:59,940

[maggie]: have

 

1353

00:08:59,999 --> 00:09:00,600

[juliet_hahn]: bit of your story

 

1354

00:09:00,741 --> 00:09:00,881

[maggie]: dive

 

1355

00:09:00,920 --> 00:09:01,001

[juliet_hahn]: but

 

1356

00:09:00,941 --> 00:09:01,082

[maggie]: into

 

1357

00:09:01,081 --> 00:09:01,161

[juliet_hahn]: no

 

1358

00:09:01,142 --> 00:09:01,282

[maggie]: your

 

1359

00:09:01,301 --> 00:09:01,521

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

1360

00:09:01,362 --> 00:09:01,643

[maggie]: little bit

 

1361

00:09:01,602 --> 00:09:01,722

[juliet_hahn]: it's

 

1362

00:09:01,683 --> 00:09:01,883

[maggie]: of your

 

1363

00:09:01,802 --> 00:09:01,902

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

1364

00:09:01,943 --> 00:09:02,123

[maggie]: story

 

1365

00:09:02,042 --> 00:09:02,443

[juliet_hahn]: true i mean

 

1366

00:09:02,464 --> 00:09:02,544

[maggie]: but

 

1367

00:09:02,503 --> 00:09:02,944

[juliet_hahn]: i remember

 

1368

00:09:02,624 --> 00:09:03,045

[maggie]: no because

 

1369

00:09:03,004 --> 00:09:03,104

[juliet_hahn]: when

 

1370

00:09:03,125 --> 00:09:03,245

[maggie]: it's

 

1371

00:09:03,164 --> 00:09:03,465

[juliet_hahn]: my son

 

1372

00:09:03,325 --> 00:09:03,425

[maggie]: so

 

1373

00:09:03,525 --> 00:09:03,665

[juliet_hahn]: came

 

1374

00:09:03,566 --> 00:09:03,726

[maggie]: true

 

1375

00:09:03,705 --> 00:09:03,825

[juliet_hahn]: home

 

1376

00:09:03,786 --> 00:09:03,946

[maggie]: i mean

 

1377

00:09:03,905 --> 00:09:04,086

[juliet_hahn]: one day

 

1378

00:09:04,006 --> 00:09:04,447

[maggie]: i remember

 

1379

00:09:04,126 --> 00:09:04,627

[juliet_hahn]: and said mom

 

1380

00:09:04,507 --> 00:09:04,748

[maggie]: when my

 

1381

00:09:04,807 --> 00:09:04,847

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

1382

00:09:04,828 --> 00:09:04,948

[maggie]: son

 

1383

00:09:04,887 --> 00:09:05,027

[juliet_hahn]: don't

 

1384

00:09:05,028 --> 00:09:05,168

[maggie]: came

 

1385

00:09:05,087 --> 00:09:05,448

[juliet_hahn]: understand

 

1386

00:09:05,208 --> 00:09:05,569

[maggie]: home one day

 

1387

00:09:05,548 --> 00:09:05,829

[juliet_hahn]: anything

 

1388

00:09:05,609 --> 00:09:05,850

[maggie]: and said

 

1389

00:09:05,869 --> 00:09:06,049

[juliet_hahn]: that's

 

1390

00:09:05,910 --> 00:09:06,110

[maggie]: mom

 

1391

00:09:06,089 --> 00:09:06,289

[juliet_hahn]: going

 

1392

00:09:06,290 --> 00:09:06,491

[maggie]: i don't

 

1393

00:09:06,450 --> 00:09:06,530

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

1394

00:09:06,551 --> 00:09:06,911

[maggie]: understand

 

1395

00:09:06,590 --> 00:09:07,050

[juliet_hahn]: i said to him

 

1396

00:09:07,011 --> 00:09:08,013

[maggie]: anything that's going on and

 

1397

00:09:08,031 --> 00:09:08,191

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

1398

00:09:08,073 --> 00:09:08,314

[maggie]: i said

 

1399

00:09:08,312 --> 00:09:09,693

[juliet_hahn]: i remember that and it sucks

 

1400

00:09:09,516 --> 00:09:09,836

[maggie]: yeah i

 

1401

00:09:09,873 --> 00:09:09,953

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

1402

00:09:09,936 --> 00:09:10,257

[maggie]: remember

 

1403

00:09:10,013 --> 00:09:10,274

[juliet_hahn]: i was like

 

1404

00:09:10,337 --> 00:09:10,457

[maggie]: that

 

1405

00:09:10,374 --> 00:09:10,634

[juliet_hahn]: you're gonna

 

1406

00:09:10,537 --> 00:09:10,597

[maggie]: and

 

1407

00:09:10,674 --> 00:09:10,774

[juliet_hahn]: have

 

1408

00:09:10,678 --> 00:09:10,738

[maggie]: it

 

1409

00:09:10,854 --> 00:09:11,054

[juliet_hahn]: many

 

1410

00:09:10,858 --> 00:09:11,178

[maggie]: sucks

 

1411

00:09:11,134 --> 00:09:11,455

[juliet_hahn]: of those

 

1412

00:09:11,339 --> 00:09:11,940

[maggie]: yes and you're

 

1413

00:09:11,835 --> 00:09:12,336

[juliet_hahn]: opportunities

 

1414

00:09:11,960 --> 00:09:12,521

[maggie]: gonna have many

 

1415

00:09:12,396 --> 00:09:12,496

[juliet_hahn]: like

 

1416

00:09:12,581 --> 00:09:12,641

[maggie]: of

 

1417

00:09:12,596 --> 00:09:12,716

[juliet_hahn]: you're

 

1418

00:09:12,701 --> 00:09:12,881

[maggie]: those

 

1419

00:09:12,736 --> 00:09:13,357

[juliet_hahn]: on hae many of those

 

1420

00:09:13,282 --> 00:09:13,783

[maggie]: opportunities

 

1421

00:09:13,397 --> 00:09:14,037

[juliet_hahn]: experiences where

 

1422

00:09:13,943 --> 00:09:14,203

[maggie]: and your on

 

1423

00:09:14,178 --> 00:09:14,358

[juliet_hahn]: you're

 

1424

00:09:14,263 --> 00:09:14,484

[maggie]: have many

 

1425

00:09:14,378 --> 00:09:14,558

[juliet_hahn]: going to

 

1426

00:09:14,544 --> 00:09:14,584

[maggie]: of

 

1427

00:09:14,578 --> 00:09:14,718

[juliet_hahn]: look

 

1428

00:09:14,624 --> 00:09:14,764

[maggie]: those

 

1429

00:09:14,778 --> 00:09:15,038

[juliet_hahn]: around

 

1430

00:09:14,804 --> 00:09:15,305

[maggie]: experiences

 

1431

00:09:15,079 --> 00:09:15,459

[juliet_hahn]: and be like

 

1432

00:09:15,345 --> 00:09:16,106

[maggie]: where you're going to look

 

1433

00:09:16,050 --> 00:09:16,150

[juliet_hahn]: how

 

1434

00:09:16,186 --> 00:09:16,427

[maggie]: around

 

1435

00:09:16,250 --> 00:09:16,671

[juliet_hahn]: is everyone

 

1436

00:09:16,487 --> 00:09:16,687

[maggie]: and be

 

1437

00:09:16,711 --> 00:09:17,011

[juliet_hahn]: writing

 

1438

00:09:16,747 --> 00:09:16,868

[maggie]: like

 

1439

00:09:17,071 --> 00:09:17,472

[juliet_hahn]: down what the

 

1440

00:09:17,479 --> 00:09:17,579

[maggie]: how

 

1441

00:09:17,512 --> 00:09:17,732

[juliet_hahn]: teacher

 

1442

00:09:17,659 --> 00:09:18,100

[maggie]: is everyone

 

1443

00:09:17,813 --> 00:09:18,133

[juliet_hahn]: just said

 

1444

00:09:18,140 --> 00:09:18,440

[maggie]: writing

 

1445

00:09:18,233 --> 00:09:18,534

[juliet_hahn]: what they

 

1446

00:09:18,500 --> 00:09:18,621

[maggie]: down

 

1447

00:09:18,634 --> 00:09:18,774

[juliet_hahn]: just

 

1448

00:09:18,661 --> 00:09:18,761

[maggie]: what

 

1449

00:09:18,814 --> 00:09:18,974

[juliet_hahn]: said

 

1450

00:09:18,821 --> 00:09:19,181

[maggie]: the teacher

 

1451

00:09:19,015 --> 00:09:19,215

[juliet_hahn]: to me

 

1452

00:09:19,242 --> 00:09:19,362

[maggie]: just

 

1453

00:09:19,335 --> 00:09:19,636

[juliet_hahn]: sounded

 

1454

00:09:19,422 --> 00:09:19,802

[maggie]: said what

 

1455

00:09:19,696 --> 00:09:19,816

[juliet_hahn]: like

 

1456

00:09:19,843 --> 00:09:19,983

[maggie]: they

 

1457

00:09:19,856 --> 00:09:20,597

[juliet_hahn]: a completely

 

1458

00:09:20,063 --> 00:09:20,644

[maggie]: just said to me

 

1459

00:09:20,657 --> 00:09:20,938

[juliet_hahn]: different

 

1460

00:09:20,764 --> 00:09:21,065

[maggie]: sounded

 

1461

00:09:20,978 --> 00:09:21,338

[juliet_hahn]: language

 

1462

00:09:21,125 --> 00:09:22,026

[maggie]: like a completely

 

1463

00:09:21,719 --> 00:09:22,360

[juliet_hahn]: and i remember

 

1464

00:09:22,066 --> 00:09:22,767

[maggie]: different language

 

1465

00:09:22,440 --> 00:09:23,161

[juliet_hahn]: that so much

 

1466

00:09:23,188 --> 00:09:23,268

[maggie]: and

 

1467

00:09:23,222 --> 00:09:23,302

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

1468

00:09:23,308 --> 00:09:23,348

[maggie]: i

 

1469

00:09:23,342 --> 00:09:23,502

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

1470

00:09:23,449 --> 00:09:23,829

[maggie]: remember

 

1471

00:09:23,562 --> 00:09:23,702

[juliet_hahn]: was

 

1472

00:09:23,889 --> 00:09:24,030

[maggie]: that

 

1473

00:09:24,083 --> 00:09:24,263

[juliet_hahn]: one of

 

1474

00:09:24,230 --> 00:09:24,350

[maggie]: so

 

1475

00:09:24,303 --> 00:09:24,564

[juliet_hahn]: the things

 

1476

00:09:24,450 --> 00:09:24,631

[maggie]: much

 

1477

00:09:24,584 --> 00:09:24,684

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

1478

00:09:24,691 --> 00:09:24,771

[maggie]: and

 

1479

00:09:24,724 --> 00:09:24,824

[juliet_hahn]: was

 

1480

00:09:24,811 --> 00:09:24,951

[maggie]: that

 

1481

00:09:24,924 --> 00:09:25,145

[juliet_hahn]: really

 

1482

00:09:25,031 --> 00:09:25,151

[maggie]: was

 

1483

00:09:25,205 --> 00:09:25,405

[juliet_hahn]: hard

 

1484

00:09:25,532 --> 00:09:25,612

[maggie]: one

 

1485

00:09:25,585 --> 00:09:25,686

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

1486

00:09:25,652 --> 00:09:25,993

[maggie]: of the things

 

1487

00:09:25,886 --> 00:09:26,106

[juliet_hahn]: really

 

1488

00:09:26,013 --> 00:09:26,233

[maggie]: that was

 

1489

00:09:26,227 --> 00:09:26,447

[juliet_hahn]: early

 

1490

00:09:26,333 --> 00:09:26,574

[maggie]: really

 

1491

00:09:26,607 --> 00:09:26,687

[juliet_hahn]: on

 

1492

00:09:26,634 --> 00:09:26,814

[maggie]: hard

 

1493

00:09:26,787 --> 00:09:27,388

[juliet_hahn]: i realized

 

1494

00:09:27,014 --> 00:09:28,838

[maggie]: and really early on i realized

 

1495

00:09:28,390 --> 00:09:30,353

[juliet_hahn]: i don't why don't i understand

 

1496

00:09:29,799 --> 00:09:30,100

[maggie]: i don't

 

1497

00:09:30,414 --> 00:09:30,534

[juliet_hahn]: when

 

1498

00:09:30,420 --> 00:09:30,560

[maggie]: why

 

1499

00:09:30,634 --> 00:09:30,894

[juliet_hahn]: everyone

 

1500

00:09:30,661 --> 00:09:30,821

[maggie]: don't

 

1501

00:09:30,934 --> 00:09:31,055

[juliet_hahn]: else

 

1502

00:09:30,981 --> 00:09:31,021

[maggie]: i

 

1503

00:09:31,095 --> 00:09:31,195

[juliet_hahn]: just

 

1504

00:09:31,161 --> 00:09:31,782

[maggie]: understand

 

1505

00:09:31,355 --> 00:09:31,876

[juliet_hahn]: like i would

 

1506

00:09:31,843 --> 00:09:31,943

[maggie]: when

 

1507

00:09:31,896 --> 00:09:32,016

[juliet_hahn]: look

 

1508

00:09:32,023 --> 00:09:32,283

[maggie]: every

 

1509

00:09:32,036 --> 00:09:32,497

[juliet_hahn]: at my friend and

 

1510

00:09:32,444 --> 00:09:32,644

[maggie]: s just

 

1511

00:09:32,537 --> 00:09:32,818

[juliet_hahn]: be like what

 

1512

00:09:32,764 --> 00:09:33,445

[maggie]: like i would look

 

1513

00:09:33,378 --> 00:09:33,479

[juliet_hahn]: what

 

1514

00:09:33,465 --> 00:09:33,505

[maggie]: at

 

1515

00:09:33,499 --> 00:09:33,579

[juliet_hahn]: are

 

1516

00:09:33,565 --> 00:09:33,626

[maggie]: my

 

1517

00:09:33,599 --> 00:09:33,659

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

1518

00:09:33,686 --> 00:09:33,826

[maggie]: friend

 

1519

00:09:33,719 --> 00:09:33,979

[juliet_hahn]: writing

 

1520

00:09:33,866 --> 00:09:34,667

[maggie]: and be like what

 

1521

00:09:34,781 --> 00:09:35,061

[juliet_hahn]: i'm doing

 

1522

00:09:34,928 --> 00:09:35,068

[maggie]: are you

 

1523

00:09:35,081 --> 00:09:35,181

[juliet_hahn]: the

 

1524

00:09:35,128 --> 00:09:35,368

[maggie]: writing

 

1525

00:09:35,222 --> 00:09:35,823

[juliet_hahn]: assignment i'm like

 

1526

00:09:36,130 --> 00:09:36,430

[maggie]: i'm doing

 

1527

00:09:36,404 --> 00:09:36,524

[juliet_hahn]: what

 

1528

00:09:36,450 --> 00:09:36,891

[maggie]: this sinon

 

1529

00:09:36,864 --> 00:09:37,085

[juliet_hahn]: i don't

 

1530

00:09:36,951 --> 00:09:37,151

[maggie]: i'm like

 

1531

00:09:37,125 --> 00:09:38,207

[juliet_hahn]: understand so

 

1532

00:09:38,213 --> 00:09:38,413

[maggie]: i don't

 

1533

00:09:38,367 --> 00:09:38,607

[juliet_hahn]: i think

 

1534

00:09:38,474 --> 00:09:38,854

[maggie]: understand

 

1535

00:09:38,747 --> 00:09:39,509

[juliet_hahn]: that again as you

 

1536

00:09:39,455 --> 00:09:39,575

[maggie]: so

 

1537

00:09:39,569 --> 00:09:39,709

[juliet_hahn]: said

 

1538

00:09:39,696 --> 00:09:39,956

[maggie]: i think

 

1539

00:09:40,010 --> 00:09:40,170

[juliet_hahn]: that's

 

1540

00:09:40,076 --> 00:09:40,216

[maggie]: that

 

1541

00:09:40,210 --> 00:09:40,330

[juliet_hahn]: going

 

1542

00:09:40,297 --> 00:09:40,517

[maggie]: again

 

1543

00:09:40,370 --> 00:09:40,570

[juliet_hahn]: to bring

 

1544

00:09:40,617 --> 00:09:40,677

[maggie]: as

 

1545

00:09:40,670 --> 00:09:40,830

[juliet_hahn]: some

 

1546

00:09:40,737 --> 00:09:40,838

[maggie]: you

 

1547

00:09:40,890 --> 00:09:41,091

[juliet_hahn]: level

 

1548

00:09:40,898 --> 00:09:41,038

[maggie]: said

 

1549

00:09:41,251 --> 00:09:41,291

[juliet_hahn]: of

 

1550

00:09:41,298 --> 00:09:41,419

[maggie]: that

 

1551

00:09:41,431 --> 00:09:41,851

[juliet_hahn]: anxiety

 

1552

00:09:41,519 --> 00:09:41,859

[maggie]: going to bring

 

1553

00:09:41,932 --> 00:09:42,172

[juliet_hahn]: whether

 

1554

00:09:41,959 --> 00:09:42,380

[maggie]: some level

 

1555

00:09:42,252 --> 00:09:42,592

[juliet_hahn]: you even

 

1556

00:09:42,540 --> 00:09:42,600

[maggie]: of

 

1557

00:09:42,692 --> 00:09:42,913

[juliet_hahn]: have

 

1558

00:09:42,721 --> 00:09:43,161

[maggie]: anxiety

 

1559

00:09:42,953 --> 00:09:43,493

[juliet_hahn]: an anxiety

 

1560

00:09:43,222 --> 00:09:43,622

[maggie]: whether you

 

1561

00:09:43,573 --> 00:09:43,954

[juliet_hahn]: disorder

 

1562

00:09:43,742 --> 00:09:44,203

[maggie]: even have

 

1563

00:09:44,074 --> 00:09:44,314

[juliet_hahn]: or your

 

1564

00:09:44,263 --> 00:09:44,784

[maggie]: an anxiety

 

1565

00:09:44,715 --> 00:09:45,355

[juliet_hahn]: predesitione

 

1566

00:09:44,864 --> 00:09:45,585

[maggie]: disorder or your

 

1567

00:09:45,616 --> 00:09:46,316

[juliet_hahn]: for anxiety

 

1568

00:09:45,986 --> 00:09:46,787

[maggie]: predeseset

 

1569

00:09:46,356 --> 00:09:47,037

[juliet_hahn]: you're going to have some

 

1570

00:09:47,008 --> 00:09:47,088

[maggie]: or

 

1571

00:09:47,117 --> 00:09:47,257

[juliet_hahn]: sort

 

1572

00:09:47,208 --> 00:09:47,589

[maggie]: anxiety

 

1573

00:09:47,297 --> 00:09:47,698

[juliet_hahn]: of level of

 

1574

00:09:47,649 --> 00:09:47,809

[maggie]: you're

 

1575

00:09:47,758 --> 00:09:48,178

[juliet_hahn]: anxiety

 

1576

00:09:47,829 --> 00:09:48,330

[maggie]: going to have some

 

1577

00:09:48,278 --> 00:09:48,378

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

1578

00:09:48,410 --> 00:09:51,275

[maggie]: sort of level yeah you don't work

the way the rest of the world does

 

1579

00:09:51,335 --> 00:09:53,419

[maggie]: and i'm still like that with computers

pretty much

 

1580

00:09:53,633 --> 00:09:53,875

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

1581

00:09:53,739 --> 00:09:59,148

[maggie]: so you know that is a thing

left over i don't i don't understand what

 

1582

00:09:59,188 --> 00:10:00,450

[maggie]: the rest of the world understands

 

1583

00:09:59,950 --> 00:10:02,034

[juliet_hahn]: right we just we just learned different

well thank

 

1584

00:10:02,013 --> 00:10:02,053

[maggie]: we

 

1585

00:10:02,074 --> 00:10:02,134

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

1586

00:10:02,133 --> 00:10:02,233

[maggie]: just

 

1587

00:10:02,194 --> 00:10:02,274

[juliet_hahn]: for

 

1588

00:10:02,293 --> 00:10:02,353

[maggie]: we

 

1589

00:10:02,334 --> 00:10:02,615

[juliet_hahn]: sharing

 

1590

00:10:02,434 --> 00:10:02,754

[maggie]: just learned

 

1591

00:10:02,655 --> 00:10:02,795

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

1592

00:10:02,794 --> 00:10:03,175

[maggie]: dfentwell

 

1593

00:10:02,895 --> 00:10:02,955

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

1594

00:10:03,215 --> 00:10:03,455

[maggie]: thank you

 

1595

00:10:03,476 --> 00:10:03,677

[juliet_hahn]: abby

 

1596

00:10:03,495 --> 00:10:03,916

[maggie]: for sharing

 

1597

00:10:03,797 --> 00:10:03,997

[juliet_hahn]: i would

 

1598

00:10:03,976 --> 00:10:04,116

[maggie]: that

 

1599

00:10:04,037 --> 00:10:04,298

[juliet_hahn]: love for

 

1600

00:10:04,237 --> 00:10:04,277

[maggie]: an

 

1601

00:10:04,358 --> 00:10:04,839

[juliet_hahn]: you to give us

 

1602

00:10:04,797 --> 00:10:04,978

[maggie]: abbey

 

1603

00:10:04,899 --> 00:10:05,159

[juliet_hahn]: a little

 

1604

00:10:05,118 --> 00:10:05,138

[maggie]: i

 

1605

00:10:05,179 --> 00:10:05,640

[juliet_hahn]: background

 

1606

00:10:05,198 --> 00:10:06,000

[maggie]: would love for you to give

 

1607

00:10:05,940 --> 00:10:06,041

[juliet_hahn]: of

 

1608

00:10:06,040 --> 00:10:06,201

[maggie]: us a

 

1609

00:10:06,201 --> 00:10:06,341

[juliet_hahn]: your

 

1610

00:10:06,241 --> 00:10:06,923

[maggie]: little background

 

1611

00:10:06,561 --> 00:10:07,223

[juliet_hahn]: upbringing and you

 

1612

00:10:07,223 --> 00:10:07,344

[maggie]: of

 

1613

00:10:07,363 --> 00:10:07,483

[juliet_hahn]: kind

 

1614

00:10:07,484 --> 00:10:07,625

[maggie]: your

 

1615

00:10:07,523 --> 00:10:07,784

[juliet_hahn]: of where

 

1616

00:10:07,825 --> 00:10:08,487

[maggie]: upbringing and you

 

1617

00:10:08,525 --> 00:10:08,765

[juliet_hahn]: your

 

1618

00:10:08,647 --> 00:10:09,109

[maggie]: kind of where

 

1619

00:10:08,925 --> 00:10:09,767

[juliet_hahn]: journey took you

 

1620

00:10:09,810 --> 00:10:10,031

[maggie]: your

 

1621

00:10:09,827 --> 00:10:10,328

[juliet_hahn]: to university

 

1622

00:10:10,192 --> 00:10:10,512

[maggie]: journey

 

1623

00:10:10,368 --> 00:10:10,909

[juliet_hahn]: of pennsylvania

 

1624

00:10:10,753 --> 00:10:12,217

[maggie]: took you to university of pennsylvania

 

1625

00:10:13,142 --> 00:10:13,983

[abbe_greenberg]: i grew up in south

 

1626

00:10:13,870 --> 00:10:14,131

[maggie]: i grew

 

1627

00:10:14,083 --> 00:10:14,464

[abbe_greenberg]: florida

 

1628

00:10:14,171 --> 00:10:15,176

[maggie]: up in south florida

 

1629

00:10:15,365 --> 00:10:16,547

[abbe_greenberg]: in town called hollywood

 

1630

00:10:16,070 --> 00:10:17,275

[maggie]: a town called hollywood

 

1631

00:10:17,449 --> 00:10:17,809

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

1632

00:10:17,610 --> 00:10:18,720

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

1633

00:10:18,159 --> 00:10:18,501

[maggie]: and

 

1634

00:10:19,652 --> 00:10:20,193

[abbe_greenberg]: my first

 

1635

00:10:20,619 --> 00:10:20,919

[maggie]: first

 

1636

00:10:20,694 --> 00:10:21,355

[abbe_greenberg]: recollection of

 

1637

00:10:21,400 --> 00:10:21,921

[maggie]: recollection

 

1638

00:10:21,415 --> 00:10:22,056

[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety

 

1639

00:10:21,420 --> 00:10:21,844

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

1640

00:10:22,021 --> 00:10:22,783

[maggie]: of anxiety

 

1641

00:10:22,517 --> 00:10:23,359

[abbe_greenberg]: would be when i was

 

1642

00:10:23,283 --> 00:10:23,404

[maggie]: would

 

1643

00:10:23,379 --> 00:10:23,780

[abbe_greenberg]: about five

 

1644

00:10:23,644 --> 00:10:23,724

[maggie]: be

 

1645

00:10:23,800 --> 00:10:24,000

[abbe_greenberg]: years

 

1646

00:10:23,824 --> 00:10:24,085

[maggie]: when i was

 

1647

00:10:24,060 --> 00:10:24,220

[abbe_greenberg]: old

 

1648

00:10:24,105 --> 00:10:24,906

[maggie]: about five years old

 

1649

00:10:25,230 --> 00:10:25,512

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

1650

00:10:25,392 --> 00:10:26,273

[abbe_greenberg]: when ever

 

1651

00:10:26,148 --> 00:10:26,369

[maggie]: when

 

1652

00:10:26,593 --> 00:10:27,034

[abbe_greenberg]: my family

 

1653

00:10:26,829 --> 00:10:27,050

[maggie]: ever

 

1654

00:10:27,054 --> 00:10:27,514

[abbe_greenberg]: would be going

 

1655

00:10:27,350 --> 00:10:27,771

[maggie]: my family

 

1656

00:10:27,575 --> 00:10:27,835

[abbe_greenberg]: somewhere

 

1657

00:10:27,811 --> 00:10:27,931

[maggie]: would

 

1658

00:10:27,875 --> 00:10:28,035

[abbe_greenberg]: in the

 

1659

00:10:27,971 --> 00:10:28,252

[maggie]: be going

 

1660

00:10:28,095 --> 00:10:28,376

[abbe_greenberg]: car

 

1661

00:10:28,332 --> 00:10:29,113

[maggie]: somewhere in the car

 

1662

00:10:28,896 --> 00:10:29,637

[abbe_greenberg]: i would run out

 

1663

00:10:29,654 --> 00:10:29,674

[maggie]: i

 

1664

00:10:29,677 --> 00:10:29,737

[abbe_greenberg]: to

 

1665

00:10:29,754 --> 00:10:29,874

[maggie]: would

 

1666

00:10:29,777 --> 00:10:30,218

[abbe_greenberg]: the garage

 

1667

00:10:30,075 --> 00:10:30,375

[maggie]: run out

 

1668

00:10:30,298 --> 00:10:30,579

[abbe_greenberg]: before

 

1669

00:10:30,435 --> 00:10:30,996

[maggie]: to the garage

 

1670

00:10:30,639 --> 00:10:31,179

[abbe_greenberg]: anybody else

 

1671

00:10:31,056 --> 00:10:31,697

[maggie]: before anybody

 

1672

00:10:31,600 --> 00:10:31,900

[abbe_greenberg]: was even

 

1673

00:10:31,798 --> 00:10:31,958

[maggie]: else

 

1674

00:10:31,960 --> 00:10:32,301

[abbe_greenberg]: awake

 

1675

00:10:32,501 --> 00:10:32,664

[maggie]: even

 

1676

00:10:32,760 --> 00:10:33,690

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

1677

00:10:32,765 --> 00:10:32,989

[maggie]: wait

 

1678

00:10:32,942 --> 00:10:33,585

[abbe_greenberg]: i would tack

 

1679

00:10:33,689 --> 00:10:33,891

[maggie]: i would

 

1680

00:10:33,805 --> 00:10:34,067

[abbe_greenberg]: all the

 

1681

00:10:34,052 --> 00:10:34,314

[maggie]: tack

 

1682

00:10:34,127 --> 00:10:34,609

[abbe_greenberg]: tires

 

1683

00:10:34,556 --> 00:10:35,363

[maggie]: all the tires

 

1684

00:10:36,390 --> 00:10:36,510

[juliet_hahn]: ye

 

1685

00:10:36,452 --> 00:10:37,192

[abbe_greenberg]: had like a ritual

 

1686

00:10:37,129 --> 00:10:37,309

[maggie]: i had

 

1687

00:10:37,252 --> 00:10:37,453

[abbe_greenberg]: going

 

1688

00:10:37,369 --> 00:10:37,469

[maggie]: like

 

1689

00:10:37,415 --> 00:10:37,636

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

1690

00:10:37,509 --> 00:10:37,530

[maggie]: a

 

1691

00:10:37,553 --> 00:10:37,653

[abbe_greenberg]: on

 

1692

00:10:37,610 --> 00:10:37,950

[maggie]: ritual

 

1693

00:10:37,833 --> 00:10:38,053

[abbe_greenberg]: where

 

1694

00:10:38,010 --> 00:10:38,411

[maggie]: going on

 

1695

00:10:38,434 --> 00:10:38,614

[abbe_greenberg]: half

 

1696

00:10:38,592 --> 00:10:38,752

[maggie]: where

 

1697

00:10:38,674 --> 00:10:39,274

[abbe_greenberg]: the tires

 

1698

00:10:39,313 --> 00:10:39,393

[maggie]: at

 

1699

00:10:39,394 --> 00:10:39,475

[abbe_greenberg]: one

 

1700

00:10:39,453 --> 00:10:39,533

[maggie]: the

 

1701

00:10:39,495 --> 00:10:39,555

[abbe_greenberg]: it

 

1702

00:10:39,573 --> 00:10:40,054

[maggie]: tires

 

1703

00:10:39,575 --> 00:10:39,775

[abbe_greenberg]: would be

 

1704

00:10:39,810 --> 00:10:40,032

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

1705

00:10:39,835 --> 00:10:40,135

[abbe_greenberg]: a safe

 

1706

00:10:40,094 --> 00:10:40,195

[maggie]: then

 

1707

00:10:40,235 --> 00:10:40,375

[abbe_greenberg]: trip

 

1708

00:10:40,255 --> 00:10:40,455

[maggie]: it would

 

1709

00:10:40,456 --> 00:10:40,536

[abbe_greenberg]: for

 

1710

00:10:40,495 --> 00:10:40,555

[maggie]: be

 

1711

00:10:40,576 --> 00:10:40,656

[abbe_greenberg]: the

 

1712

00:10:40,595 --> 00:10:40,896

[maggie]: a safe

 

1713

00:10:40,716 --> 00:10:41,016

[abbe_greenberg]: family

 

1714

00:10:40,976 --> 00:10:41,758

[maggie]: trip for the family

 

1715

00:10:41,497 --> 00:10:42,277

[abbe_greenberg]: and it got to the point where

 

1716

00:10:42,369 --> 00:10:42,569

[maggie]: i got

 

1717

00:10:42,538 --> 00:10:42,558

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

1718

00:10:42,609 --> 00:10:42,730

[maggie]: to the

 

1719

00:10:42,758 --> 00:10:43,178

[abbe_greenberg]: literally

 

1720

00:10:42,890 --> 00:10:43,331

[maggie]: where i

 

1721

00:10:43,338 --> 00:10:43,679

[abbe_greenberg]: couldn't

 

1722

00:10:43,491 --> 00:10:43,932

[maggie]: literally

 

1723

00:10:43,859 --> 00:10:44,079

[abbe_greenberg]: get in

 

1724

00:10:44,112 --> 00:10:44,433

[maggie]: couldn't

 

1725

00:10:44,130 --> 00:10:44,495

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

1726

00:10:44,159 --> 00:10:44,480

[abbe_greenberg]: a car

 

1727

00:10:44,613 --> 00:10:44,713

[maggie]: get

 

1728

00:10:44,660 --> 00:10:44,780

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

1729

00:10:44,794 --> 00:10:44,834

[maggie]: in

 

1730

00:10:44,820 --> 00:10:45,080

[abbe_greenberg]: i didn't

 

1731

00:10:44,894 --> 00:10:45,194

[maggie]: a car

 

1732

00:10:45,120 --> 00:10:45,420

[abbe_greenberg]: tap the

 

1733

00:10:45,415 --> 00:10:45,515

[maggie]: that

 

1734

00:10:45,460 --> 00:10:45,901

[abbe_greenberg]: tires

 

1735

00:10:45,555 --> 00:10:46,657

[maggie]: i didn't have tires

 

1736

00:10:46,952 --> 00:10:47,654

[abbe_greenberg]: so that was

 

1737

00:10:47,709 --> 00:10:47,809

[maggie]: so

 

1738

00:10:47,714 --> 00:10:48,216

[abbe_greenberg]: the beginning

 

1739

00:10:48,089 --> 00:10:48,249

[maggie]: that

 

1740

00:10:48,101 --> 00:10:48,202

[juliet_hahn]: ah

 

1741

00:10:48,256 --> 00:10:48,316

[abbe_greenberg]: of

 

1742

00:10:48,290 --> 00:10:48,430

[maggie]: was

 

1743

00:10:48,376 --> 00:10:48,457

[abbe_greenberg]: my

 

1744

00:10:48,470 --> 00:10:48,550

[maggie]: the

 

1745

00:10:48,517 --> 00:10:48,898

[abbe_greenberg]: obsessive

 

1746

00:10:48,630 --> 00:10:48,971

[maggie]: beginning

 

1747

00:10:48,938 --> 00:10:49,339

[abbe_greenberg]: compulsive

 

1748

00:10:49,011 --> 00:10:49,652

[maggie]: of my obsessive

 

1749

00:10:49,400 --> 00:10:49,721

[abbe_greenberg]: disorder

 

1750

00:10:49,692 --> 00:10:50,092

[maggie]: compulsive

 

1751

00:10:49,801 --> 00:10:50,122

[abbe_greenberg]: although i

 

1752

00:10:50,132 --> 00:10:50,473

[maggie]: disorder

 

1753

00:10:50,182 --> 00:10:50,463

[abbe_greenberg]: was not

 

1754

00:10:50,553 --> 00:10:50,774

[maggie]: although

 

1755

00:10:50,603 --> 00:10:51,045

[abbe_greenberg]: formally

 

1756

00:10:50,834 --> 00:10:51,214

[maggie]: i was not

 

1757

00:10:51,105 --> 00:10:51,607

[abbe_greenberg]: diagnosed

 

1758

00:10:51,354 --> 00:10:51,795

[maggie]: formally

 

1759

00:10:51,647 --> 00:10:51,847

[abbe_greenberg]: until

 

1760

00:10:51,855 --> 00:10:52,356

[maggie]: diagnosed

 

1761

00:10:51,888 --> 00:10:52,409

[abbe_greenberg]: i was forty

 

1762

00:10:52,396 --> 00:10:52,596

[maggie]: until

 

1763

00:10:52,449 --> 00:10:52,470

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

1764

00:10:52,490 --> 00:10:52,650

[abbe_greenberg]: six

 

1765

00:10:52,636 --> 00:10:53,137

[maggie]: i was forty

 

1766

00:10:52,951 --> 00:10:53,114

[juliet_hahn]: wow

 

1767

00:10:53,237 --> 00:10:53,398

[maggie]: six

 

1768

00:10:54,212 --> 00:10:54,272

[abbe_greenberg]: it

 

1769

00:10:54,249 --> 00:10:54,389

[maggie]: wow

 

1770

00:10:54,312 --> 00:10:54,833

[abbe_greenberg]: was a lot

 

1771

00:10:54,730 --> 00:10:54,810

[maggie]: so

 

1772

00:10:54,933 --> 00:10:55,013

[abbe_greenberg]: of

 

1773

00:10:54,970 --> 00:10:55,171

[maggie]: it was

 

1774

00:10:55,080 --> 00:10:55,346

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

1775

00:10:55,231 --> 00:10:55,752

[maggie]: a lot of

 

1776

00:10:56,010 --> 00:10:56,192

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

1777

00:10:56,616 --> 00:10:57,237

[abbe_greenberg]: suffering in

 

1778

00:10:57,240 --> 00:10:57,900

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

1779

00:10:57,277 --> 00:10:57,658

[abbe_greenberg]: between

 

1780

00:10:57,375 --> 00:10:58,398

[maggie]: suffering between

 

1781

00:10:58,259 --> 00:10:59,060

[abbe_greenberg]: my first memories

 

1782

00:10:59,019 --> 00:10:59,319

[maggie]: my first

 

1783

00:10:59,160 --> 00:10:59,240

[abbe_greenberg]: of

 

1784

00:10:59,400 --> 00:10:59,841

[maggie]: memories

 

1785

00:10:59,421 --> 00:10:59,841

[abbe_greenberg]: obsessive

 

1786

00:10:59,921 --> 00:10:59,981

[maggie]: of

 

1787

00:10:59,961 --> 00:11:00,282

[abbe_greenberg]: obsessive

 

1788

00:11:00,241 --> 00:11:00,582

[maggie]: obsession

 

1789

00:11:00,322 --> 00:11:01,043

[abbe_greenberg]: compulsive behavior

 

1790

00:11:00,900 --> 00:11:01,162

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

1791

00:11:00,943 --> 00:11:01,524

[maggie]: essie compulsive

 

1792

00:11:01,264 --> 00:11:01,384

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

1793

00:11:01,564 --> 00:11:01,865

[maggie]: behavior

 

1794

00:11:01,664 --> 00:11:01,845

[abbe_greenberg]: when

 

1795

00:11:02,125 --> 00:11:02,707

[maggie]: and when

 

1796

00:11:02,666 --> 00:11:04,068

[abbe_greenberg]: a very gifted psychiatrist finally

 

1797

00:11:03,829 --> 00:11:04,089

[maggie]: if it's

 

1798

00:11:04,088 --> 00:11:04,208

[abbe_greenberg]: said

 

1799

00:11:04,129 --> 00:11:04,230

[maggie]: like

 

1800

00:11:04,249 --> 00:11:04,309

[abbe_greenberg]: to

 

1801

00:11:04,290 --> 00:11:04,630

[maggie]: hydras

 

1802

00:11:04,329 --> 00:11:04,629

[abbe_greenberg]: me you know

 

1803

00:11:04,650 --> 00:11:05,031

[maggie]: finally said

 

1804

00:11:04,950 --> 00:11:05,250

[abbe_greenberg]: i don't

 

1805

00:11:05,071 --> 00:11:05,191

[maggie]: to me

 

1806

00:11:05,190 --> 00:11:06,060

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

1807

00:11:05,310 --> 00:11:05,491

[abbe_greenberg]: think

 

1808

00:11:05,331 --> 00:11:05,452

[maggie]: now

 

1809

00:11:05,591 --> 00:11:06,352

[abbe_greenberg]: panic order

 

1810

00:11:06,213 --> 00:11:06,273

[maggie]: in

 

1811

00:11:06,413 --> 00:11:06,854

[abbe_greenberg]: is your main

 

1812

00:11:06,794 --> 00:11:07,174

[maggie]: disorder

 

1813

00:11:06,974 --> 00:11:07,355

[abbe_greenberg]: problem

 

1814

00:11:07,235 --> 00:11:07,295

[maggie]: is

 

1815

00:11:07,291 --> 00:11:07,411

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

1816

00:11:07,335 --> 00:11:07,695

[maggie]: your main

 

1817

00:11:08,112 --> 00:11:09,474

[juliet_hahn]: well and it's so interesting that you

said that

 

1818

00:11:09,458 --> 00:11:09,578

[maggie]: well

 

1819

00:11:09,494 --> 00:11:09,655

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

1820

00:11:09,639 --> 00:11:09,699

[maggie]: and

 

1821

00:11:09,675 --> 00:11:09,755

[juliet_hahn]: when

 

1822

00:11:09,759 --> 00:11:09,839

[maggie]: it's

 

1823

00:11:09,795 --> 00:11:09,855

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

1824

00:11:09,879 --> 00:11:09,939

[maggie]: so

 

1825

00:11:09,895 --> 00:11:10,015

[juliet_hahn]: said

 

1826

00:11:10,019 --> 00:11:10,340

[maggie]: interesting

 

1827

00:11:10,035 --> 00:11:10,396

[juliet_hahn]: that i was like

 

1828

00:11:10,360 --> 00:11:10,440

[maggie]: that

 

1829

00:11:10,436 --> 00:11:10,496

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

1830

00:11:10,460 --> 00:11:10,540

[maggie]: you

 

1831

00:11:10,536 --> 00:11:10,696

[juliet_hahn]: that's

 

1832

00:11:10,580 --> 00:11:10,961

[maggie]: said that because

 

1833

00:11:10,857 --> 00:11:11,197

[juliet_hahn]: sensitive

 

1834

00:11:10,981 --> 00:11:11,341

[maggie]: when you said

 

1835

00:11:11,257 --> 00:11:11,738

[juliet_hahn]: compulsive

 

1836

00:11:11,361 --> 00:11:12,023

[maggie]: that i was like oh that's

 

1837

00:11:12,119 --> 00:11:12,600

[juliet_hahn]: and i'm not a

 

1838

00:11:12,563 --> 00:11:13,024

[maggie]: compulsive

 

1839

00:11:12,640 --> 00:11:12,980

[juliet_hahn]: doctor

 

1840

00:11:12,662 --> 00:11:12,786

[abbe_greenberg]: yep

 

1841

00:11:13,060 --> 00:11:13,481

[juliet_hahn]: but it's just

 

1842

00:11:13,445 --> 00:11:13,545

[maggie]: and

 

1843

00:11:13,521 --> 00:11:13,601

[juliet_hahn]: one

 

1844

00:11:13,605 --> 00:11:13,685

[maggie]: i'm

 

1845

00:11:13,621 --> 00:11:13,842

[juliet_hahn]: of those

 

1846

00:11:13,745 --> 00:11:13,826

[maggie]: not

 

1847

00:11:13,862 --> 00:11:14,022

[juliet_hahn]: things

 

1848

00:11:13,886 --> 00:11:14,306

[maggie]: a doctor

 

1849

00:11:14,062 --> 00:11:14,302

[juliet_hahn]: that you

 

1850

00:11:14,386 --> 00:11:14,467

[maggie]: but

 

1851

00:11:14,423 --> 00:11:14,583

[juliet_hahn]: see

 

1852

00:11:14,527 --> 00:11:15,168

[maggie]: it's just one of those

 

1853

00:11:15,064 --> 00:11:15,284

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

1854

00:11:15,188 --> 00:11:15,348

[maggie]: things

 

1855

00:11:15,384 --> 00:11:15,524

[juliet_hahn]: when

 

1856

00:11:15,388 --> 00:11:15,869

[maggie]: that you see

 

1857

00:11:16,306 --> 00:11:16,466

[juliet_hahn]: i've

 

1858

00:11:16,370 --> 00:11:16,590

[maggie]: you know

 

1859

00:11:16,586 --> 00:11:16,726

[juliet_hahn]: been

 

1860

00:11:16,690 --> 00:11:16,851

[maggie]: when

 

1861

00:11:16,766 --> 00:11:17,908

[juliet_hahn]: around children

 

1862

00:11:17,612 --> 00:11:18,433

[maggie]: i've been around

 

1863

00:11:18,129 --> 00:11:18,890

[juliet_hahn]: not my and but

 

1864

00:11:18,814 --> 00:11:19,235

[maggie]: children

 

1865

00:11:18,990 --> 00:11:19,571

[juliet_hahn]: other children

 

1866

00:11:19,435 --> 00:11:20,036

[maggie]: not my own

 

1867

00:11:19,932 --> 00:11:20,433

[juliet_hahn]: in family

 

1868

00:11:20,116 --> 00:11:20,477

[maggie]: but other

 

1869

00:11:20,473 --> 00:11:20,653

[juliet_hahn]: where

 

1870

00:11:20,557 --> 00:11:20,877

[maggie]: children

 

1871

00:11:20,873 --> 00:11:21,354

[juliet_hahn]: you know they would

 

1872

00:11:21,238 --> 00:11:21,298

[maggie]: and

 

1873

00:11:21,414 --> 00:11:21,514

[juliet_hahn]: have

 

1874

00:11:21,418 --> 00:11:21,759

[maggie]: family

 

1875

00:11:21,575 --> 00:11:21,915

[juliet_hahn]: to tap

 

1876

00:11:21,799 --> 00:11:21,959

[maggie]: where

 

1877

00:11:22,015 --> 00:11:22,216

[juliet_hahn]: things

 

1878

00:11:22,200 --> 00:11:22,280

[maggie]: you

 

1879

00:11:22,256 --> 00:11:22,316

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

1880

00:11:22,300 --> 00:11:22,400

[maggie]: know

 

1881

00:11:22,356 --> 00:11:22,436

[juliet_hahn]: i'd

 

1882

00:11:22,440 --> 00:11:22,520

[maggie]: they

 

1883

00:11:22,476 --> 00:11:22,656

[juliet_hahn]: be like

 

1884

00:11:22,560 --> 00:11:22,841

[maggie]: would have

 

1885

00:11:22,817 --> 00:11:22,917

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

1886

00:11:22,901 --> 00:11:22,961

[maggie]: to

 

1887

00:11:22,997 --> 00:11:23,057

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

1888

00:11:23,021 --> 00:11:23,241

[maggie]: tap

 

1889

00:11:23,097 --> 00:11:23,337

[juliet_hahn]: know i would

 

1890

00:11:23,341 --> 00:11:23,542

[maggie]: things

 

1891

00:11:23,357 --> 00:11:23,538

[juliet_hahn]: say the

 

1892

00:11:23,562 --> 00:11:23,622

[maggie]: and

 

1893

00:11:23,598 --> 00:11:23,738

[juliet_hahn]: parent

 

1894

00:11:23,662 --> 00:11:23,842

[maggie]: i'd be

 

1895

00:11:23,858 --> 00:11:23,898

[juliet_hahn]: at

 

1896

00:11:23,882 --> 00:11:23,982

[maggie]: like

 

1897

00:11:23,918 --> 00:11:24,159

[juliet_hahn]: an they're

 

1898

00:11:24,143 --> 00:11:24,243

[maggie]: oh

 

1899

00:11:24,179 --> 00:11:24,259

[juliet_hahn]: like

 

1900

00:11:24,323 --> 00:11:24,383

[maggie]: you

 

1901

00:11:24,339 --> 00:11:24,439

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

1902

00:11:24,423 --> 00:11:24,764

[maggie]: know i would say

 

1903

00:11:24,740 --> 00:11:24,840

[juliet_hahn]: it's

 

1904

00:11:24,784 --> 00:11:24,844

[maggie]: the

 

1905

00:11:24,880 --> 00:11:25,040

[juliet_hahn]: their

 

1906

00:11:24,924 --> 00:11:25,044

[maggie]: part

 

1907

00:11:25,120 --> 00:11:25,501

[juliet_hahn]: obsessive

 

1908

00:11:25,265 --> 00:11:25,585

[maggie]: an they're like

 

1909

00:11:25,541 --> 00:11:26,182

[juliet_hahn]: compulsion they have

 

1910

00:11:26,226 --> 00:11:26,407

[maggie]: they're

 

1911

00:11:26,242 --> 00:11:26,503

[juliet_hahn]: to touch

 

1912

00:11:26,447 --> 00:11:27,208

[maggie]: obsessive compulsion

 

1913

00:11:26,963 --> 00:11:27,224

[juliet_hahn]: five

 

1914

00:11:27,268 --> 00:11:27,368

[maggie]: they

 

1915

00:11:27,284 --> 00:11:27,524

[juliet_hahn]: things

 

1916

00:11:27,408 --> 00:11:27,568

[maggie]: have to

 

1917

00:11:27,625 --> 00:11:27,845

[juliet_hahn]: before

 

1918

00:11:27,649 --> 00:11:27,829

[maggie]: touch

 

1919

00:11:27,885 --> 00:11:28,306

[juliet_hahn]: they can do

 

1920

00:11:28,269 --> 00:11:28,530

[maggie]: five

 

1921

00:11:28,366 --> 00:11:28,586

[juliet_hahn]: things

 

1922

00:11:28,590 --> 00:11:28,850

[maggie]: things

 

1923

00:11:28,646 --> 00:11:28,706

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

1924

00:11:28,930 --> 00:11:29,151

[maggie]: before

 

1925

00:11:29,107 --> 00:11:29,147

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

1926

00:11:29,191 --> 00:11:29,311

[maggie]: they

 

1927

00:11:29,247 --> 00:11:29,468

[juliet_hahn]: always

 

1928

00:11:29,351 --> 00:11:29,591

[maggie]: can do

 

1929

00:11:29,528 --> 00:11:29,648

[juliet_hahn]: would

 

1930

00:11:29,671 --> 00:11:29,871

[maggie]: things

 

1931

00:11:29,708 --> 00:11:29,908

[juliet_hahn]: think

 

1932

00:11:29,952 --> 00:11:31,213

[maggie]: and i always would think

 

1933

00:11:31,051 --> 00:11:31,893

[juliet_hahn]: all right you know what

 

1934

00:11:31,834 --> 00:11:31,974

[maggie]: wow

 

1935

00:11:32,054 --> 00:11:32,254

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

1936

00:11:32,355 --> 00:11:32,475

[maggie]: all

 

1937

00:11:32,455 --> 00:11:32,555

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

1938

00:11:32,535 --> 00:11:32,715

[maggie]: right

 

1939

00:11:32,595 --> 00:11:32,716

[juliet_hahn]: has

 

1940

00:11:32,735 --> 00:11:32,815

[maggie]: you

 

1941

00:11:32,736 --> 00:11:32,876

[juliet_hahn]: to be

 

1942

00:11:32,855 --> 00:11:32,975

[maggie]: know

 

1943

00:11:32,916 --> 00:11:33,458

[juliet_hahn]: exhausting

 

1944

00:11:33,056 --> 00:11:34,778

[maggie]: what but that has to be exhausting

 

1945

00:11:35,602 --> 00:11:36,082

[abbe_greenberg]: it's currently

 

1946

00:11:36,150 --> 00:11:36,960

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

1947

00:11:36,162 --> 00:11:36,223

[abbe_greenberg]: as

 

1948

00:11:36,239 --> 00:11:36,319

[maggie]: it

 

1949

00:11:36,283 --> 00:11:36,663

[abbe_greenberg]: an adult

 

1950

00:11:36,499 --> 00:11:36,840

[maggie]: certainly

 

1951

00:11:36,763 --> 00:11:36,803

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

1952

00:11:36,900 --> 00:11:36,980

[maggie]: as

 

1953

00:11:36,903 --> 00:11:37,164

[abbe_greenberg]: found

 

1954

00:11:37,040 --> 00:11:37,420

[maggie]: an adult

 

1955

00:11:37,384 --> 00:11:37,484

[abbe_greenberg]: my

 

1956

00:11:37,521 --> 00:11:37,561

[maggie]: i

 

1957

00:11:37,544 --> 00:11:37,925

[abbe_greenberg]: obsessions

 

1958

00:11:37,681 --> 00:11:37,901

[maggie]: found

 

1959

00:11:37,965 --> 00:11:38,586

[abbe_greenberg]: and compulsions

 

1960

00:11:38,181 --> 00:11:38,682

[maggie]: my obsessions

 

1961

00:11:38,580 --> 00:11:39,420

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

1962

00:11:38,646 --> 00:11:39,106

[abbe_greenberg]: exhausting

 

1963

00:11:38,722 --> 00:11:39,303

[maggie]: and convulsions

 

1964

00:11:39,146 --> 00:11:39,327

[abbe_greenberg]: i don't

 

1965

00:11:39,383 --> 00:11:39,844

[maggie]: exhausting

 

1966

00:11:39,407 --> 00:11:39,787

[abbe_greenberg]: remember

 

1967

00:11:39,884 --> 00:11:39,904

[maggie]: i

 

1968

00:11:39,887 --> 00:11:39,948

[abbe_greenberg]: as

 

1969

00:11:39,944 --> 00:11:40,064

[maggie]: don't

 

1970

00:11:40,008 --> 00:11:40,208

[abbe_greenberg]: a kid

 

1971

00:11:40,164 --> 00:11:40,525

[maggie]: remember

 

1972

00:11:40,268 --> 00:11:40,608

[abbe_greenberg]: if i did

 

1973

00:11:40,625 --> 00:11:40,705

[maggie]: as

 

1974

00:11:40,648 --> 00:11:40,749

[abbe_greenberg]: but

 

1975

00:11:40,745 --> 00:11:40,765

[maggie]: a

 

1976

00:11:40,789 --> 00:11:40,809

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

1977

00:11:40,805 --> 00:11:40,945

[maggie]: kid

 

1978

00:11:40,929 --> 00:11:41,009

[abbe_greenberg]: do

 

1979

00:11:41,025 --> 00:11:41,165

[maggie]: if i

 

1980

00:11:41,129 --> 00:11:41,389

[abbe_greenberg]: remember

 

1981

00:11:41,225 --> 00:11:41,486

[maggie]: did but

 

1982

00:11:41,430 --> 00:11:41,510

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

1983

00:11:41,526 --> 00:11:41,546

[maggie]: i

 

1984

00:11:41,550 --> 00:11:41,590

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

1985

00:11:41,646 --> 00:11:41,826

[maggie]: don't

 

1986

00:11:41,650 --> 00:11:41,890

[abbe_greenberg]: kept it

 

1987

00:11:41,886 --> 00:11:42,127

[maggie]: remember

 

1988

00:11:41,930 --> 00:11:42,431

[abbe_greenberg]: to myself

 

1989

00:11:42,167 --> 00:11:43,148

[maggie]: that i kept to myself

 

1990

00:11:43,302 --> 00:11:44,143

[abbe_greenberg]: i was very quiet

 

1991

00:11:44,049 --> 00:11:44,189

[maggie]: i was

 

1992

00:11:44,183 --> 00:11:44,383

[abbe_greenberg]: about

 

1993

00:11:44,349 --> 00:11:44,549

[maggie]: very

 

1994

00:11:44,423 --> 00:11:44,483

[abbe_greenberg]: it

 

1995

00:11:44,630 --> 00:11:44,890

[maggie]: quiet

 

1996

00:11:44,884 --> 00:11:44,904

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

1997

00:11:44,930 --> 00:11:45,210

[maggie]: about it

 

1998

00:11:45,205 --> 00:11:45,665

[abbe_greenberg]: came from

 

1999

00:11:45,570 --> 00:11:45,939

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

2000

00:11:45,706 --> 00:11:46,046

[abbe_greenberg]: a family

 

2001

00:11:45,972 --> 00:11:46,152

[maggie]: came

 

2002

00:11:46,086 --> 00:11:46,307

[abbe_greenberg]: of high

 

2003

00:11:46,292 --> 00:11:46,412

[maggie]: from

 

2004

00:11:46,347 --> 00:11:46,847

[abbe_greenberg]: achievers

 

2005

00:11:46,453 --> 00:11:46,873

[maggie]: a family of

 

2006

00:11:46,968 --> 00:11:47,689

[abbe_greenberg]: professionals

 

2007

00:11:47,174 --> 00:11:48,276

[maggie]: chiefs professional

 

2008

00:11:48,190 --> 00:11:49,191

[abbe_greenberg]: a lot of expectation

 

2009

00:11:49,017 --> 00:11:49,898

[maggie]: lo of expectation

 

2010

00:11:49,291 --> 00:11:49,953

[abbe_greenberg]: on us i mean

 

2011

00:11:50,018 --> 00:11:50,079

[maggie]: on

 

2012

00:11:50,033 --> 00:11:50,954

[abbe_greenberg]: my father was a military

 

2013

00:11:50,760 --> 00:11:51,100

[maggie]: my father

 

2014

00:11:51,014 --> 00:11:51,175

[abbe_greenberg]: guy

 

2015

00:11:51,140 --> 00:11:51,681

[maggie]: was a military

 

2016

00:11:51,360 --> 00:11:51,744

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

2017

00:11:51,395 --> 00:11:51,736

[abbe_greenberg]: and we had

 

2018

00:11:51,741 --> 00:11:51,902

[maggie]: guy

 

2019

00:11:51,756 --> 00:11:52,296

[abbe_greenberg]: a very close

 

2020

00:11:52,122 --> 00:11:52,362

[maggie]: and we

 

2021

00:11:52,337 --> 00:11:52,417

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

2022

00:11:52,402 --> 00:11:52,483

[maggie]: had

 

2023

00:11:52,457 --> 00:11:52,677

[abbe_greenberg]: loving

 

2024

00:11:52,503 --> 00:11:52,683

[maggie]: a very

 

2025

00:11:52,757 --> 00:11:53,018

[abbe_greenberg]: family

 

2026

00:11:52,763 --> 00:11:53,003

[maggie]: close

 

2027

00:11:53,058 --> 00:11:53,278

[abbe_greenberg]: but there

 

2028

00:11:53,184 --> 00:11:53,424

[maggie]: loving

 

2029

00:11:53,298 --> 00:11:53,458

[abbe_greenberg]: was a

 

2030

00:11:53,484 --> 00:11:53,745

[maggie]: family

 

2031

00:11:53,539 --> 00:11:53,799

[abbe_greenberg]: lot of

 

2032

00:11:53,785 --> 00:11:53,865

[maggie]: but

 

2033

00:11:53,859 --> 00:11:54,460

[abbe_greenberg]: expectation

 

2034

00:11:53,905 --> 00:11:55,187

[maggie]: there was a lot of expectation

 

2035

00:11:55,081 --> 00:11:55,844

[abbe_greenberg]: so i

 

2036

00:11:55,828 --> 00:11:55,928

[maggie]: so

 

2037

00:11:56,125 --> 00:11:56,387

[abbe_greenberg]: didn't

 

2038

00:11:56,169 --> 00:11:56,190

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

2039

00:11:56,547 --> 00:11:56,708

[abbe_greenberg]: want

 

2040

00:11:56,551 --> 00:11:56,591

[maggie]: i

 

2041

00:11:56,788 --> 00:11:56,869

[abbe_greenberg]: to

 

2042

00:11:56,872 --> 00:11:57,616

[maggie]: didn't want to

 

2043

00:11:57,622 --> 00:11:58,267

[abbe_greenberg]: do anything

 

2044

00:11:58,379 --> 00:11:59,004

[maggie]: do anything

 

2045

00:11:59,342 --> 00:11:59,802

[abbe_greenberg]: that would

 

2046

00:12:00,099 --> 00:12:00,219

[maggie]: that

 

2047

00:12:00,143 --> 00:12:00,323

[abbe_greenberg]: either

 

2048

00:12:00,299 --> 00:12:00,539

[maggie]: would

 

2049

00:12:00,383 --> 00:12:00,744

[abbe_greenberg]: upset

 

2050

00:12:00,880 --> 00:12:01,060

[maggie]: either

 

2051

00:12:01,024 --> 00:12:01,465

[abbe_greenberg]: anybody

 

2052

00:12:01,321 --> 00:12:02,182

[maggie]: set anybody

 

2053

00:12:01,846 --> 00:12:02,567

[abbe_greenberg]: or would make them

 

2054

00:12:02,603 --> 00:12:02,703

[maggie]: or

 

2055

00:12:02,627 --> 00:12:03,008

[abbe_greenberg]: think that i

 

2056

00:12:03,023 --> 00:12:03,144

[maggie]: make

 

2057

00:12:03,068 --> 00:12:03,829

[abbe_greenberg]: wasn't performing

 

2058

00:12:03,384 --> 00:12:03,725

[maggie]: think that i

 

2059

00:12:03,804 --> 00:12:03,906

[juliet_hahn]: ah

 

2060

00:12:03,805 --> 00:12:03,925

[maggie]: was

 

2061

00:12:03,889 --> 00:12:05,572

[abbe_greenberg]: as well as i should so you

know

 

2062

00:12:05,528 --> 00:12:05,628

[maggie]: so

 

2063

00:12:05,652 --> 00:12:06,393

[abbe_greenberg]: i was destined

 

2064

00:12:06,129 --> 00:12:06,429

[maggie]: you know i

 

2065

00:12:06,433 --> 00:12:06,513

[abbe_greenberg]: to

 

2066

00:12:06,509 --> 00:12:06,609

[maggie]: was

 

2067

00:12:06,554 --> 00:12:06,754

[abbe_greenberg]: go to

 

2068

00:12:06,750 --> 00:12:07,130

[maggie]: destined

 

2069

00:12:06,994 --> 00:12:07,235

[abbe_greenberg]: a place

 

2070

00:12:07,190 --> 00:12:07,371

[maggie]: to go

 

2071

00:12:07,295 --> 00:12:07,415

[abbe_greenberg]: like

 

2072

00:12:07,431 --> 00:12:07,511

[maggie]: to

 

2073

00:12:07,515 --> 00:12:07,756

[abbe_greenberg]: pen

 

2074

00:12:07,800 --> 00:12:07,961

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

2075

00:12:07,811 --> 00:12:07,972

[maggie]: place

 

2076

00:12:07,936 --> 00:12:08,897

[abbe_greenberg]: from the time that i was in

 

2077

00:12:08,873 --> 00:12:08,953

[maggie]: the

 

2078

00:12:08,938 --> 00:12:09,358

[abbe_greenberg]: kinder garden

 

2079

00:12:09,270 --> 00:12:09,512

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

2080

00:12:09,418 --> 00:12:09,639

[abbe_greenberg]: because

 

2081

00:12:09,674 --> 00:12:10,115

[maggie]: kinergarden

 

2082

00:12:09,699 --> 00:12:10,140

[abbe_greenberg]: i was you know

 

2083

00:12:10,155 --> 00:12:10,616

[maggie]: because i was

 

2084

00:12:10,821 --> 00:12:11,602

[abbe_greenberg]: i had the opp at of

 

2085

00:12:11,578 --> 00:12:11,738

[maggie]: i had

 

2086

00:12:11,662 --> 00:12:12,023

[abbe_greenberg]: maggie

 

2087

00:12:11,778 --> 00:12:12,740

[maggie]: the offs maggie

 

2088

00:12:12,764 --> 00:12:13,445

[abbe_greenberg]: maggie's experience

 

2089

00:12:13,160 --> 00:12:13,220

[maggie]: you

 

2090

00:12:13,465 --> 00:12:13,866

[abbe_greenberg]: in terms of

 

2091

00:12:13,841 --> 00:12:14,262

[maggie]: xperiencein

 

2092

00:12:13,926 --> 00:12:14,286

[abbe_greenberg]: learning i

 

2093

00:12:14,302 --> 00:12:14,523

[maggie]: terms

 

2094

00:12:14,327 --> 00:12:14,467

[abbe_greenberg]: have

 

2095

00:12:14,490 --> 00:12:14,837

[juliet_hahn]: ye

 

2096

00:12:14,507 --> 00:12:14,527

[abbe_greenberg]: a

 

2097

00:12:14,563 --> 00:12:14,603

[maggie]: of

 

2098

00:12:14,587 --> 00:12:14,787

[abbe_greenberg]: very

 

2099

00:12:14,683 --> 00:12:14,943

[maggie]: learning

 

2100

00:12:14,887 --> 00:12:15,088

[abbe_greenberg]: neuro

 

2101

00:12:15,003 --> 00:12:15,204

[maggie]: i have

 

2102

00:12:15,188 --> 00:12:15,508

[abbe_greenberg]: typical

 

2103

00:12:15,244 --> 00:12:15,544

[maggie]: a very

 

2104

00:12:15,589 --> 00:12:15,789

[abbe_greenberg]: brain

 

2105

00:12:15,624 --> 00:12:15,825

[maggie]: nero

 

2106

00:12:15,869 --> 00:12:15,949

[abbe_greenberg]: for

 

2107

00:12:15,945 --> 00:12:16,245

[maggie]: typical

 

2108

00:12:16,049 --> 00:12:16,370

[abbe_greenberg]: learning

 

2109

00:12:16,326 --> 00:12:16,546

[maggie]: brain

 

2110

00:12:16,570 --> 00:12:16,731

[abbe_greenberg]: very

 

2111

00:12:16,606 --> 00:12:17,087

[maggie]: from learning

 

2112

00:12:16,811 --> 00:12:17,392

[abbe_greenberg]: fast brain

 

2113

00:12:17,307 --> 00:12:17,488

[maggie]: very

 

2114

00:12:17,472 --> 00:12:17,592

[abbe_greenberg]: for

 

2115

00:12:17,568 --> 00:12:17,788

[maggie]: fast

 

2116

00:12:17,632 --> 00:12:17,973

[abbe_greenberg]: learning

 

2117

00:12:17,948 --> 00:12:18,690

[maggie]: brain for learning

 

2118

00:12:18,554 --> 00:12:19,074

[abbe_greenberg]: and my

 

2119

00:12:19,331 --> 00:12:19,831

[maggie]: and my

 

2120

00:12:19,856 --> 00:12:20,697

[abbe_greenberg]: the intelligences that

 

2121

00:12:20,613 --> 00:12:20,693

[maggie]: the

 

2122

00:12:20,737 --> 00:12:20,817

[abbe_greenberg]: are

 

2123

00:12:20,753 --> 00:12:21,314

[maggie]: intelligences

 

2124

00:12:20,857 --> 00:12:21,358

[abbe_greenberg]: strong for me

 

2125

00:12:21,374 --> 00:12:21,474

[maggie]: that

 

2126

00:12:21,418 --> 00:12:21,458

[abbe_greenberg]: or

 

2127

00:12:21,514 --> 00:12:21,594

[maggie]: are

 

2128

00:12:21,539 --> 00:12:21,599

[abbe_greenberg]: the

 

2129

00:12:21,614 --> 00:12:21,855

[maggie]: strong

 

2130

00:12:21,739 --> 00:12:21,899

[abbe_greenberg]: ones

 

2131

00:12:21,935 --> 00:12:22,015

[maggie]: for

 

2132

00:12:21,999 --> 00:12:22,200

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

2133

00:12:22,075 --> 00:12:22,376

[maggie]: me or the

 

2134

00:12:22,360 --> 00:12:22,460

[abbe_greenberg]: the

 

2135

00:12:22,496 --> 00:12:22,656

[maggie]: ones

 

2136

00:12:22,500 --> 00:12:22,680

[abbe_greenberg]: west

 

2137

00:12:22,689 --> 00:12:22,710

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

2138

00:12:22,776 --> 00:12:22,937

[maggie]: that

 

2139

00:12:22,781 --> 00:12:23,261

[abbe_greenberg]: celebrate

 

2140

00:12:23,117 --> 00:12:23,437

[maggie]: the west

 

2141

00:12:23,502 --> 00:12:23,642

[abbe_greenberg]: right

 

2142

00:12:23,558 --> 00:12:23,998

[maggie]: celebrate

 

2143

00:12:23,722 --> 00:12:24,184

[abbe_greenberg]: linguistic

 

2144

00:12:24,259 --> 00:12:24,419

[maggie]: right

 

2145

00:12:24,264 --> 00:12:24,985

[abbe_greenberg]: and mathematical

 

2146

00:12:24,479 --> 00:12:25,100

[maggie]: linguistic and

 

2147

00:12:25,086 --> 00:12:25,186

[abbe_greenberg]: so

 

2148

00:12:25,140 --> 00:12:25,721

[maggie]: mathematical

 

2149

00:12:25,467 --> 00:12:25,968

[abbe_greenberg]: i kind

 

2150

00:12:25,861 --> 00:12:25,942

[maggie]: so

 

2151

00:12:26,028 --> 00:12:26,329

[abbe_greenberg]: of was

 

2152

00:12:26,222 --> 00:12:26,262

[maggie]: i

 

2153

00:12:26,369 --> 00:12:26,449

[abbe_greenberg]: the

 

2154

00:12:26,523 --> 00:12:26,723

[maggie]: kind

 

2155

00:12:26,569 --> 00:12:26,810

[abbe_greenberg]: s a t

 

2156

00:12:26,803 --> 00:12:27,104

[maggie]: of was

 

2157

00:12:26,990 --> 00:12:27,151

[abbe_greenberg]: girl

 

2158

00:12:27,164 --> 00:12:27,264

[maggie]: the

 

2159

00:12:27,280 --> 00:12:27,481

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

2160

00:12:27,384 --> 00:12:27,624

[maggie]: s a t

 

2161

00:12:28,754 --> 00:12:29,857

[abbe_greenberg]: it's a very different experience

 

2162

00:12:29,548 --> 00:12:29,688

[maggie]: it's

 

2163

00:12:29,700 --> 00:12:29,980

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

2164

00:12:29,748 --> 00:12:29,988

[maggie]: a very

 

2165

00:12:29,897 --> 00:12:29,997

[abbe_greenberg]: from

 

2166

00:12:30,028 --> 00:12:30,249

[maggie]: different

 

2167

00:12:30,138 --> 00:12:30,158

[abbe_greenberg]: a

 

2168

00:12:30,269 --> 00:12:30,970

[maggie]: experience from a

 

2169

00:12:32,409 --> 00:12:32,429

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

2170

00:12:32,503 --> 00:12:33,585

[abbe_greenberg]: but had plenty

 

2171

00:12:33,374 --> 00:12:33,594

[maggie]: but

 

2172

00:12:33,685 --> 00:12:33,745

[abbe_greenberg]: of

 

2173

00:12:33,693 --> 00:12:33,755

[juliet_hahn]: ah

 

2174

00:12:33,805 --> 00:12:33,885

[abbe_greenberg]: my

 

2175

00:12:33,835 --> 00:12:34,055

[maggie]: had

 

2176

00:12:34,025 --> 00:12:34,206

[abbe_greenberg]: own

 

2177

00:12:34,155 --> 00:12:34,436

[maggie]: plenty

 

2178

00:12:34,346 --> 00:12:34,787

[abbe_greenberg]: issues

 

2179

00:12:34,496 --> 00:12:35,598

[maggie]: of my own issues

 

2180

00:12:35,247 --> 00:12:35,788

[abbe_greenberg]: to deal with

 

2181

00:12:35,758 --> 00:12:35,838

[maggie]: to

 

2182

00:12:36,089 --> 00:12:36,189

[abbe_greenberg]: with

 

2183

00:12:36,179 --> 00:12:36,319

[maggie]: deal

 

2184

00:12:36,249 --> 00:12:36,710

[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety

 

2185

00:12:36,419 --> 00:12:37,521

[maggie]: with anxiety

 

2186

00:12:38,092 --> 00:12:38,313

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

2187

00:12:38,883 --> 00:12:39,104

[maggie]: and

 

2188

00:12:39,034 --> 00:12:39,775

[abbe_greenberg]: so yeah i

 

2189

00:12:39,825 --> 00:12:39,925

[maggie]: so

 

2190

00:12:39,875 --> 00:12:40,376

[abbe_greenberg]: did i ended

 

2191

00:12:40,205 --> 00:12:40,346

[maggie]: yeah

 

2192

00:12:40,416 --> 00:12:40,556

[abbe_greenberg]: up at

 

2193

00:12:40,546 --> 00:12:40,566

[maggie]: i

 

2194

00:12:40,576 --> 00:12:40,636

[abbe_greenberg]: the

 

2195

00:12:40,666 --> 00:12:40,806

[maggie]: did

 

2196

00:12:40,677 --> 00:12:40,997

[abbe_greenberg]: university

 

2197

00:12:40,846 --> 00:12:41,127

[maggie]: i ended

 

2198

00:12:41,037 --> 00:12:41,718

[abbe_greenberg]: of pensylvania

 

2199

00:12:41,207 --> 00:12:42,469

[maggie]: up the university of pensylvania

 

2200

00:12:42,359 --> 00:12:43,261

[abbe_greenberg]: where mag

 

2201

00:12:43,130 --> 00:12:43,451

[maggie]: where

 

2202

00:12:43,381 --> 00:12:43,581

[abbe_greenberg]: and i

 

2203

00:12:43,851 --> 00:12:44,212

[maggie]: max and

 

2204

00:12:44,323 --> 00:12:44,463

[abbe_greenberg]: were

 

2205

00:12:44,352 --> 00:12:44,412

[maggie]: i

 

2206

00:12:44,523 --> 00:12:45,385

[abbe_greenberg]: our world's collided

 

2207

00:12:45,134 --> 00:12:45,715

[maggie]: were our world's

 

2208

00:12:45,465 --> 00:12:45,987

[abbe_greenberg]: thank goodness

 

2209

00:12:45,755 --> 00:12:46,155

[maggie]: collided

 

2210

00:12:46,468 --> 00:12:47,730

[abbe_greenberg]: as she saved my life

 

2211

00:12:47,658 --> 00:12:48,439

[maggie]: she's safe like

 

2212

00:12:48,372 --> 00:12:49,185

[abbe_greenberg]: i think i saved turks

 

2213

00:12:49,100 --> 00:12:49,381

[maggie]: i think i

 

2214

00:12:49,370 --> 00:12:49,551

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

2215

00:12:49,461 --> 00:12:49,581

[maggie]: said

 

2216

00:12:49,631 --> 00:12:49,711

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

2217

00:12:49,661 --> 00:12:49,922

[maggie]: there's

 

2218

00:12:49,993 --> 00:12:50,095

[abbe_greenberg]: up

 

2219

00:12:50,031 --> 00:12:50,652

[juliet_hahn]: yeah i know i

 

2220

00:12:50,643 --> 00:12:50,803

[maggie]: right

 

2221

00:12:50,692 --> 00:12:50,993

[juliet_hahn]: can't wait

 

2222

00:12:50,903 --> 00:12:50,983

[maggie]: and

 

2223

00:12:51,013 --> 00:12:51,313

[juliet_hahn]: to dive

 

2224

00:12:51,304 --> 00:12:51,444

[maggie]: yeah

 

2225

00:12:51,354 --> 00:12:51,694

[juliet_hahn]: into that

 

2226

00:12:51,564 --> 00:12:51,725

[maggie]: i know

 

2227

00:12:51,754 --> 00:12:52,115

[juliet_hahn]: story

 

2228

00:12:51,885 --> 00:12:52,786

[maggie]: i can't wait to dive into

 

2229

00:12:52,636 --> 00:12:52,816

[juliet_hahn]: more

 

2230

00:12:52,826 --> 00:12:52,947

[maggie]: that

 

2231

00:12:52,856 --> 00:12:53,036

[juliet_hahn]: but i

 

2232

00:12:53,027 --> 00:12:53,387

[maggie]: story

 

2233

00:12:53,116 --> 00:12:53,998

[juliet_hahn]: do have two questions

 

2234

00:12:53,908 --> 00:12:54,068

[maggie]: more

 

2235

00:12:54,078 --> 00:12:54,158

[juliet_hahn]: for

 

2236

00:12:54,129 --> 00:12:54,649

[maggie]: but i do have

 

2237

00:12:54,699 --> 00:12:54,779

[juliet_hahn]: one

 

2238

00:12:54,770 --> 00:12:54,890

[maggie]: two

 

2239

00:12:54,819 --> 00:12:55,080

[juliet_hahn]: question

 

2240

00:12:54,930 --> 00:12:55,270

[maggie]: questions

 

2241

00:12:55,140 --> 00:12:55,360

[juliet_hahn]: for each

 

2242

00:12:55,351 --> 00:12:55,431

[maggie]: for

 

2243

00:12:55,380 --> 00:12:56,081

[juliet_hahn]: of you so that that's

 

2244

00:12:55,972 --> 00:12:56,392

[maggie]: one question

 

2245

00:12:56,121 --> 00:12:56,582

[juliet_hahn]: two questions

 

2246

00:12:56,472 --> 00:12:57,935

[maggie]: for each of you so that that's

two questions

 

2247

00:12:57,844 --> 00:12:59,307

[juliet_hahn]: so i'm going to go with maggie

first

 

2248

00:12:59,177 --> 00:12:59,638

[maggie]: so i'm going to

 

2249

00:12:59,647 --> 00:12:59,727

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

2250

00:12:59,678 --> 00:13:00,058

[maggie]: go with me

 

2251

00:13:00,328 --> 00:13:00,449

[juliet_hahn]: who

 

2252

00:13:00,379 --> 00:13:00,599

[maggie]: first

 

2253

00:13:00,649 --> 00:13:00,849

[juliet_hahn]: in your

 

2254

00:13:00,940 --> 00:13:01,020

[maggie]: so

 

2255

00:13:01,010 --> 00:13:01,512

[juliet_hahn]: amily or

 

2256

00:13:01,621 --> 00:13:01,761

[maggie]: who

 

2257

00:13:01,713 --> 00:13:02,095

[juliet_hahn]: do you know

 

2258

00:13:01,982 --> 00:13:02,202

[maggie]: in your

 

2259

00:13:02,216 --> 00:13:02,276

[juliet_hahn]: of

 

2260

00:13:02,262 --> 00:13:02,583

[maggie]: family

 

2261

00:13:02,376 --> 00:13:02,778

[juliet_hahn]: any other

 

2262

00:13:02,803 --> 00:13:03,444

[maggie]: or do you know

 

2263

00:13:03,361 --> 00:13:03,763

[juliet_hahn]: individual

 

2264

00:13:03,705 --> 00:13:03,845

[maggie]: any

 

2265

00:13:03,803 --> 00:13:03,924

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

2266

00:13:03,925 --> 00:13:04,105

[maggie]: other

 

2267

00:13:04,004 --> 00:13:04,667

[juliet_hahn]: is dislexsic

 

2268

00:13:04,686 --> 00:13:07,651

[maggie]: individual that is dislexicodislex sic

 

2269

00:13:07,630 --> 00:13:08,854

[juliet_hahn]: and has anxiety you know

 

2270

00:13:08,953 --> 00:13:14,489

[maggie]: and has anxiety well my son finitely

has both my sons definitely have a degree

 

2271

00:13:14,529 --> 00:13:18,942

[maggie]: of dislexia one of them probably more

than the other but both of them have

 

2272

00:13:19,003 --> 00:13:24,512

[maggie]: dislexia but but anxiety was it was

in the air in my house

 

2273

00:13:24,360 --> 00:13:25,470

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

2274

00:13:25,093 --> 00:13:27,397

[maggie]: you know like that's what i'd like

to say it's like you breathed

 

2275

00:13:27,411 --> 00:13:27,631

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

2276

00:13:27,477 --> 00:13:28,258

[maggie]: in anxiety

 

2277

00:13:28,112 --> 00:13:30,296

[juliet_hahn]: so so did either of your parents

have dislexi

 

2278

00:13:30,061 --> 00:13:30,402

[maggie]: did either

 

2279

00:13:30,396 --> 00:13:30,456

[juliet_hahn]: or

 

2280

00:13:30,462 --> 00:13:30,502

[maggie]: of

 

2281

00:13:30,536 --> 00:13:30,556

[juliet_hahn]: a

 

2282

00:13:30,542 --> 00:13:30,642

[maggie]: your

 

2283

00:13:30,616 --> 00:13:31,237

[juliet_hahn]: grandparent

 

2284

00:13:30,702 --> 00:13:31,443

[maggie]: parents have to sex

 

2285

00:13:31,358 --> 00:13:31,698

[juliet_hahn]: or like an

 

2286

00:13:32,064 --> 00:13:36,812

[maggie]: they d or like well i don't

know like the grandparents were so much older

 

2287

00:13:37,113 --> 00:13:40,579

[maggie]: and they didn't all go to i

don't think they all went to school probably

 

2288

00:13:40,939 --> 00:13:41,260

[maggie]: for too

 

2289

00:13:41,303 --> 00:13:41,544

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

2290

00:13:41,340 --> 00:13:47,049

[maggie]: long you know especially on my mom's

side my dad's side definitely not definitely we're

 

2291

00:13:47,129 --> 00:13:50,836

[maggie]: very academic so i don't i don't

really know if my parents

 

2292

00:13:50,700 --> 00:13:51,960

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

2293

00:13:50,876 --> 00:13:54,502

[maggie]: are both only children they both lost

a parent at a very young

 

2294

00:13:54,513 --> 00:13:54,675

[abbe_greenberg]: yes

 

2295

00:13:54,622 --> 00:13:57,146

[maggie]: age so it's like the whole family

that

 

2296

00:13:57,090 --> 00:13:57,291

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

2297

00:13:57,206 --> 00:14:00,251

[maggie]: kind of stuff in the family it's

really hard to figure a lot of it

 

2298

00:14:00,370 --> 00:14:00,571

[juliet_hahn]: which

 

2299

00:14:00,371 --> 00:14:00,512

[maggie]: out

 

2300

00:14:01,092 --> 00:14:01,312

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

2301

00:14:01,133 --> 00:14:01,834

[maggie]: in terms of those

 

2302

00:14:01,693 --> 00:14:01,973

[juliet_hahn]: which is

 

2303

00:14:01,914 --> 00:14:02,174

[maggie]: things

 

2304

00:14:02,033 --> 00:14:02,534

[juliet_hahn]: interesting because

 

2305

00:14:02,996 --> 00:14:03,136

[maggie]: which

 

2306

00:14:03,155 --> 00:14:03,215

[juliet_hahn]: now

 

2307

00:14:03,196 --> 00:14:03,276

[maggie]: is

 

2308

00:14:03,295 --> 00:14:03,335

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

2309

00:14:03,316 --> 00:14:03,657

[maggie]: interesting

 

2310

00:14:03,456 --> 00:14:03,636

[juliet_hahn]: have

 

2311

00:14:03,677 --> 00:14:04,378

[maggie]: bayou

 

2312

00:14:03,716 --> 00:14:04,517

[juliet_hahn]: talked to other people

 

2313

00:14:04,418 --> 00:14:04,538

[maggie]: know

 

2314

00:14:04,698 --> 00:14:04,798

[juliet_hahn]: on

 

2315

00:14:04,719 --> 00:14:05,200

[maggie]: have talked

 

2316

00:14:05,158 --> 00:14:05,259

[juliet_hahn]: the

 

2317

00:14:05,240 --> 00:14:05,300

[maggie]: to

 

2318

00:14:05,319 --> 00:14:05,499

[juliet_hahn]: show

 

2319

00:14:05,360 --> 00:14:05,801

[maggie]: other people

 

2320

00:14:05,599 --> 00:14:05,960

[juliet_hahn]: that they're

 

2321

00:14:05,981 --> 00:14:06,081

[maggie]: on

 

2322

00:14:06,020 --> 00:14:06,461

[juliet_hahn]: like no i

 

2323

00:14:06,442 --> 00:14:06,542

[maggie]: the

 

2324

00:14:06,541 --> 00:14:06,741

[juliet_hahn]: didn't

 

2325

00:14:06,602 --> 00:14:06,782

[maggie]: show

 

2326

00:14:06,781 --> 00:14:06,921

[juliet_hahn]: know

 

2327

00:14:06,902 --> 00:14:07,023

[maggie]: that

 

2328

00:14:07,001 --> 00:14:07,262

[juliet_hahn]: anyone

 

2329

00:14:07,063 --> 00:14:07,403

[maggie]: they're like

 

2330

00:14:07,342 --> 00:14:07,482

[juliet_hahn]: else

 

2331

00:14:07,483 --> 00:14:07,563

[maggie]: no

 

2332

00:14:07,622 --> 00:14:07,663

[juliet_hahn]: in

 

2333

00:14:07,724 --> 00:14:07,744

[maggie]: i

 

2334

00:14:07,743 --> 00:14:07,803

[juliet_hahn]: my

 

2335

00:14:07,844 --> 00:14:08,064

[maggie]: didn't

 

2336

00:14:07,883 --> 00:14:08,143

[juliet_hahn]: family

 

2337

00:14:08,104 --> 00:14:08,225

[maggie]: know

 

2338

00:14:08,163 --> 00:14:08,364

[juliet_hahn]: that was

 

2339

00:14:08,325 --> 00:14:08,585

[maggie]: anyone

 

2340

00:14:08,444 --> 00:14:08,784

[juliet_hahn]: dislike

 

2341

00:14:08,665 --> 00:14:08,786

[maggie]: else

 

2342

00:14:08,865 --> 00:14:08,965

[juliet_hahn]: like

 

2343

00:14:08,946 --> 00:14:09,126

[maggie]: in my

 

2344

00:14:09,145 --> 00:14:09,225

[juliet_hahn]: one

 

2345

00:14:09,206 --> 00:14:09,467

[maggie]: family

 

2346

00:14:09,245 --> 00:14:09,546

[juliet_hahn]: thing that

 

2347

00:14:09,507 --> 00:14:09,587

[maggie]: that

 

2348

00:14:09,586 --> 00:14:09,626

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

2349

00:14:09,627 --> 00:14:10,148

[maggie]: was just like

 

2350

00:14:10,127 --> 00:14:10,267

[juliet_hahn]: think

 

2351

00:14:10,208 --> 00:14:10,308

[maggie]: like

 

2352

00:14:10,367 --> 00:14:10,487

[juliet_hahn]: for

 

2353

00:14:10,488 --> 00:14:10,709

[maggie]: one thing

 

2354

00:14:10,627 --> 00:14:10,808

[juliet_hahn]: my

 

2355

00:14:10,749 --> 00:14:10,949

[maggie]: that i

 

2356

00:14:10,948 --> 00:14:11,208

[juliet_hahn]: son

 

2357

00:14:11,430 --> 00:14:12,512

[maggie]: think for my son

 

2358

00:14:12,350 --> 00:14:13,192

[juliet_hahn]: it's helpful that

 

2359

00:14:13,333 --> 00:14:13,533

[maggie]: is

 

2360

00:14:13,452 --> 00:14:13,492

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

2361

00:14:13,654 --> 00:14:13,774

[maggie]: it's

 

2362

00:14:13,673 --> 00:14:14,153

[juliet_hahn]: understand

 

2363

00:14:13,834 --> 00:14:14,195

[maggie]: helpful

 

2364

00:14:14,193 --> 00:14:14,374

[juliet_hahn]: the way

 

2365

00:14:14,335 --> 00:14:14,495

[maggie]: that

 

2366

00:14:14,454 --> 00:14:14,834

[juliet_hahn]: he learns

 

2367

00:14:14,775 --> 00:14:14,816

[maggie]: i

 

2368

00:14:14,955 --> 00:14:15,055

[juliet_hahn]: my

 

2369

00:14:14,976 --> 00:14:15,457

[maggie]: understand

 

2370

00:14:15,155 --> 00:14:15,536

[juliet_hahn]: dad was

 

2371

00:14:15,497 --> 00:14:15,577

[maggie]: the

 

2372

00:14:15,596 --> 00:14:15,716

[juliet_hahn]: just

 

2373

00:14:15,617 --> 00:14:15,697

[maggie]: way

 

2374

00:14:15,756 --> 00:14:15,896

[juliet_hahn]: like

 

2375

00:14:15,757 --> 00:14:16,158

[maggie]: he learns

 

2376

00:14:15,936 --> 00:14:16,597

[juliet_hahn]: like my sister's

 

2377

00:14:16,258 --> 00:14:16,558

[maggie]: my dad

 

2378

00:14:16,637 --> 00:14:16,978

[juliet_hahn]: dislike

 

2379

00:14:16,719 --> 00:14:17,180

[maggie]: just just looks

 

2380

00:14:17,098 --> 00:14:17,178

[juliet_hahn]: ice

 

2381

00:14:17,220 --> 00:14:17,440

[maggie]: like my

 

2382

00:14:17,519 --> 00:14:17,619

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

2383

00:14:17,520 --> 00:14:18,882

[maggie]: sisters disliingso

 

2384

00:14:18,100 --> 00:14:19,522

[juliet_hahn]: we have a lot and i'm sure

there's

 

2385

00:14:19,363 --> 00:14:19,624

[maggie]: we have

 

2386

00:14:19,642 --> 00:14:19,923

[juliet_hahn]: a lot of

 

2387

00:14:19,884 --> 00:14:19,904

[maggie]: a

 

2388

00:14:19,963 --> 00:14:20,504

[juliet_hahn]: grandparents

 

2389

00:14:19,984 --> 00:14:20,585

[maggie]: lot and i'm sure

 

2390

00:14:20,524 --> 00:14:20,604

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

2391

00:14:20,625 --> 00:14:20,846

[maggie]: there's

 

2392

00:14:20,664 --> 00:14:20,925

[juliet_hahn]: now i

 

2393

00:14:20,946 --> 00:14:20,966

[maggie]: a

 

2394

00:14:20,965 --> 00:14:21,185

[juliet_hahn]: shouldn't

 

2395

00:14:21,026 --> 00:14:21,226

[maggie]: lot of

 

2396

00:14:21,225 --> 00:14:21,285

[juliet_hahn]: say

 

2397

00:14:21,266 --> 00:14:21,767

[maggie]: grandparents

 

2398

00:14:21,305 --> 00:14:21,746

[juliet_hahn]: a lot there's

 

2399

00:14:21,807 --> 00:14:21,867

[maggie]: you

 

2400

00:14:21,866 --> 00:14:22,167

[juliet_hahn]: definitely

 

2401

00:14:21,907 --> 00:14:22,749

[maggie]: know i should say a lot

 

2402

00:14:22,748 --> 00:14:22,828

[juliet_hahn]: know

 

2403

00:14:22,829 --> 00:14:23,029

[maggie]: there's

 

2404

00:14:22,988 --> 00:14:23,168

[juliet_hahn]: i think

 

2405

00:14:23,129 --> 00:14:23,470

[maggie]: definitely

 

2406

00:14:23,208 --> 00:14:24,330

[juliet_hahn]: it was my grandma my dad

 

2407

00:14:24,271 --> 00:14:24,452

[maggie]: i think

 

2408

00:14:24,430 --> 00:14:24,611

[juliet_hahn]: side

 

2409

00:14:24,472 --> 00:14:24,652

[maggie]: there's

 

2410

00:14:24,651 --> 00:14:24,771

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

2411

00:14:24,692 --> 00:14:24,772

[maggie]: my

 

2412

00:14:24,811 --> 00:14:24,931

[juliet_hahn]: there

 

2413

00:14:24,832 --> 00:14:25,233

[maggie]: grandmother

 

2414

00:14:24,951 --> 00:14:25,272

[juliet_hahn]: was no

 

2415

00:14:25,273 --> 00:14:25,433

[maggie]: on my

 

2416

00:14:25,392 --> 00:14:25,693

[juliet_hahn]: thoughts

 

2417

00:14:25,493 --> 00:14:25,934

[maggie]: dad side

 

2418

00:14:25,753 --> 00:14:26,093

[juliet_hahn]: that maybe

 

2419

00:14:25,974 --> 00:14:26,074

[maggie]: that

 

2420

00:14:26,133 --> 00:14:26,233

[juliet_hahn]: she

 

2421

00:14:26,134 --> 00:14:26,355

[maggie]: there's

 

2422

00:14:26,274 --> 00:14:26,374

[juliet_hahn]: was

 

2423

00:14:26,415 --> 00:14:26,475

[maggie]: you

 

2424

00:14:26,434 --> 00:14:26,554

[juliet_hahn]: just

 

2425

00:14:26,515 --> 00:14:26,615

[maggie]: know

 

2426

00:14:26,594 --> 00:14:26,714

[juliet_hahn]: like

 

2427

00:14:26,715 --> 00:14:26,976

[maggie]: thought

 

2428

00:14:26,794 --> 00:14:26,895

[juliet_hahn]: like

 

2429

00:14:27,056 --> 00:14:27,677

[maggie]: that maybe she was

 

2430

00:14:27,676 --> 00:14:27,796

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

2431

00:14:27,737 --> 00:14:28,178

[maggie]: dislexic

 

2432

00:14:28,798 --> 00:14:28,998

[juliet_hahn]: there's

 

2433

00:14:28,964 --> 00:14:29,086

[maggie]: so

 

2434

00:14:29,038 --> 00:14:30,160

[juliet_hahn]: an understanding level

 

2435

00:14:30,109 --> 00:14:30,309

[maggie]: there's

 

2436

00:14:30,200 --> 00:14:30,340

[juliet_hahn]: and i

 

2437

00:14:30,349 --> 00:14:30,409

[maggie]: an

 

2438

00:14:30,400 --> 00:14:30,541

[juliet_hahn]: think

 

2439

00:14:30,469 --> 00:14:31,191

[maggie]: understanding

 

2440

00:14:30,581 --> 00:14:31,242

[juliet_hahn]: that's a lot of times

 

2441

00:14:31,251 --> 00:14:31,451

[maggie]: level

 

2442

00:14:31,282 --> 00:14:31,522

[juliet_hahn]: when you

 

2443

00:14:31,511 --> 00:14:31,591

[maggie]: and

 

2444

00:14:31,562 --> 00:14:31,743

[juliet_hahn]: learn

 

2445

00:14:31,631 --> 00:14:31,852

[maggie]: i think

 

2446

00:14:31,823 --> 00:14:32,083

[juliet_hahn]: different

 

2447

00:14:31,872 --> 00:14:32,092

[maggie]: that's a

 

2448

00:14:32,123 --> 00:14:32,163

[juliet_hahn]: or

 

2449

00:14:32,132 --> 00:14:32,232

[maggie]: lot

 

2450

00:14:32,223 --> 00:14:32,324

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

2451

00:14:32,272 --> 00:14:32,513

[maggie]: of times

 

2452

00:14:32,364 --> 00:14:33,045

[juliet_hahn]: have anxiety

 

2453

00:14:32,553 --> 00:14:33,354

[maggie]: when you learn different

 

2454

00:14:33,165 --> 00:14:33,345

[juliet_hahn]: or you

 

2455

00:14:33,394 --> 00:14:33,454

[maggie]: or

 

2456

00:14:33,445 --> 00:14:33,666

[juliet_hahn]: have

 

2457

00:14:33,494 --> 00:14:33,735

[maggie]: you have

 

2458

00:14:33,766 --> 00:14:34,187

[juliet_hahn]: something

 

2459

00:14:33,815 --> 00:14:34,496

[maggie]: anxiety or

 

2460

00:14:34,527 --> 00:14:34,708

[juliet_hahn]: that's

 

2461

00:14:34,556 --> 00:14:34,957

[maggie]: you have

 

2462

00:14:34,828 --> 00:14:35,148

[juliet_hahn]: different

 

2463

00:14:35,057 --> 00:14:35,458

[maggie]: something

 

2464

00:14:35,208 --> 00:14:35,369

[juliet_hahn]: than

 

2465

00:14:35,798 --> 00:14:35,999

[maggie]: that's

 

2466

00:14:35,910 --> 00:14:36,290

[juliet_hahn]: city

 

2467

00:14:36,099 --> 00:14:36,660

[maggie]: different than

 

2468

00:14:36,691 --> 00:14:37,031

[juliet_hahn]: if there's

 

2469

00:14:37,060 --> 00:14:37,601

[maggie]: society

 

2470

00:14:37,072 --> 00:14:38,354

[juliet_hahn]: someone that understands

 

2471

00:14:37,982 --> 00:14:38,643

[maggie]: if there's someone

 

2472

00:14:38,414 --> 00:14:38,774

[juliet_hahn]: you and they

 

2473

00:14:38,683 --> 00:14:38,803

[maggie]: that

 

2474

00:14:38,814 --> 00:14:38,915

[juliet_hahn]: could

 

2475

00:14:38,923 --> 00:14:39,645

[maggie]: understands

 

2476

00:14:38,975 --> 00:14:39,736

[juliet_hahn]: say hey dude

 

2477

00:14:39,725 --> 00:14:39,845

[maggie]: you

 

2478

00:14:39,836 --> 00:14:39,876

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

2479

00:14:39,905 --> 00:14:39,965

[maggie]: and

 

2480

00:14:39,976 --> 00:14:40,137

[juliet_hahn]: know

 

2481

00:14:40,045 --> 00:14:40,726

[maggie]: i could say hey

 

2482

00:14:40,838 --> 00:14:40,998

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

2483

00:14:40,847 --> 00:14:41,067

[maggie]: dude

 

2484

00:14:41,118 --> 00:14:41,319

[juliet_hahn]: school

 

2485

00:14:41,147 --> 00:14:41,448

[maggie]: i know

 

2486

00:14:41,359 --> 00:14:41,980

[juliet_hahn]: is really hard

 

2487

00:14:42,129 --> 00:14:42,590

[maggie]: that school

 

2488

00:14:42,440 --> 00:14:42,761

[juliet_hahn]: i'm really

 

2489

00:14:42,630 --> 00:14:42,930

[maggie]: is really

 

2490

00:14:42,821 --> 00:14:43,102

[juliet_hahn]: sorry

 

2491

00:14:42,990 --> 00:14:43,251

[maggie]: hard

 

2492

00:14:43,322 --> 00:14:44,103

[juliet_hahn]: it was hard for me

 

2493

00:14:44,092 --> 00:14:44,172

[maggie]: so

 

2494

00:14:44,264 --> 00:14:44,624

[juliet_hahn]: and this is

 

2495

00:14:44,593 --> 00:14:44,653

[maggie]: it

 

2496

00:14:44,684 --> 00:14:44,764

[juliet_hahn]: how

 

2497

00:14:44,693 --> 00:14:45,034

[maggie]: was hard

 

2498

00:14:44,925 --> 00:14:45,185

[juliet_hahn]: i got

 

2499

00:14:45,114 --> 00:14:45,234

[maggie]: for

 

2500

00:14:45,245 --> 00:14:45,445

[juliet_hahn]: through

 

2501

00:14:45,274 --> 00:14:45,374

[maggie]: me

 

2502

00:14:45,486 --> 00:14:45,526

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

2503

00:14:45,554 --> 00:14:45,635

[maggie]: and

 

2504

00:14:45,566 --> 00:14:45,806

[juliet_hahn]: and these

 

2505

00:14:45,675 --> 00:14:45,915

[maggie]: this is

 

2506

00:14:45,866 --> 00:14:45,926

[juliet_hahn]: are

 

2507

00:14:45,955 --> 00:14:46,055

[maggie]: how

 

2508

00:14:46,127 --> 00:14:46,247

[juliet_hahn]: some

 

2509

00:14:46,216 --> 00:14:46,236

[maggie]: i

 

2510

00:14:46,287 --> 00:14:46,327

[juliet_hahn]: of

 

2511

00:14:46,336 --> 00:14:46,456

[maggie]: got

 

2512

00:14:46,367 --> 00:14:46,627

[juliet_hahn]: the things

 

2513

00:14:46,516 --> 00:14:46,716

[maggie]: through

 

2514

00:14:46,668 --> 00:14:46,768

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

2515

00:14:46,756 --> 00:14:46,917

[maggie]: it and

 

2516

00:14:46,868 --> 00:14:46,908

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

2517

00:14:46,937 --> 00:14:47,097

[maggie]: these

 

2518

00:14:47,028 --> 00:14:47,228

[juliet_hahn]: did

 

2519

00:14:47,137 --> 00:14:47,718

[maggie]: are some of the

 

2520

00:14:47,649 --> 00:14:47,729

[juliet_hahn]: or

 

2521

00:14:47,758 --> 00:14:48,499

[maggie]: things that i did

 

2522

00:14:48,451 --> 00:14:49,031

[juliet_hahn]: yeah i know

 

2523

00:14:48,880 --> 00:14:49,301

[maggie]: were just

 

2524

00:14:49,172 --> 00:14:49,833

[juliet_hahn]: that it really

 

2525

00:14:49,761 --> 00:14:49,902

[maggie]: yeah

 

2526

00:14:49,893 --> 00:14:50,133

[juliet_hahn]: sucks

 

2527

00:14:50,082 --> 00:14:50,342

[maggie]: i know

 

2528

00:14:50,213 --> 00:14:50,554

[juliet_hahn]: when you have

 

2529

00:14:50,503 --> 00:14:50,643

[maggie]: that

 

2530

00:14:50,574 --> 00:14:50,754

[juliet_hahn]: to take

 

2531

00:14:50,763 --> 00:14:50,823

[maggie]: it

 

2532

00:14:50,794 --> 00:14:51,135

[juliet_hahn]: that math

 

2533

00:14:50,943 --> 00:14:51,124

[maggie]: really

 

2534

00:14:51,195 --> 00:14:51,415

[juliet_hahn]: test

 

2535

00:14:51,204 --> 00:14:51,705

[maggie]: sucks when you

 

2536

00:14:51,676 --> 00:14:51,696

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

2537

00:14:51,765 --> 00:14:51,925

[maggie]: have to

 

2538

00:14:51,876 --> 00:14:52,217

[juliet_hahn]: remember

 

2539

00:14:51,945 --> 00:14:52,406

[maggie]: take that math

 

2540

00:14:52,297 --> 00:14:52,477

[juliet_hahn]: it and

 

2541

00:14:52,486 --> 00:14:52,706

[maggie]: test

 

2542

00:14:52,537 --> 00:14:53,058

[juliet_hahn]: i'm sweating

 

2543

00:14:52,967 --> 00:14:52,987

[maggie]: i

 

2544

00:14:53,158 --> 00:14:53,299

[juliet_hahn]: for

 

2545

00:14:53,167 --> 00:14:53,528

[maggie]: remember

 

2546

00:14:53,399 --> 00:14:53,499

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

2547

00:14:53,568 --> 00:14:53,628

[maggie]: it

 

2548

00:14:53,639 --> 00:14:54,020

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

2549

00:14:53,688 --> 00:14:54,569

[maggie]: and i'm wedding for

 

2550

00:14:54,641 --> 00:14:54,681

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

2551

00:14:54,670 --> 00:14:54,790

[maggie]: you

 

2552

00:14:54,761 --> 00:14:55,041

[juliet_hahn]: hated

 

2553

00:14:54,910 --> 00:14:55,271

[maggie]: because

 

2554

00:14:55,122 --> 00:14:56,003

[juliet_hahn]: it you know what i mean so

 

2555

00:14:55,932 --> 00:14:56,312

[maggie]: i hated

 

2556

00:14:56,083 --> 00:14:56,444

[juliet_hahn]: i feel like

 

2557

00:14:56,393 --> 00:14:56,453

[maggie]: it

 

2558

00:14:56,464 --> 00:14:56,844

[juliet_hahn]: that that's

 

2559

00:14:56,613 --> 00:14:57,394

[maggie]: you know what i mean so i

 

2560

00:14:57,425 --> 00:14:57,706

[juliet_hahn]: something

 

2561

00:14:57,434 --> 00:14:57,835

[maggie]: feel like that

 

2562

00:14:57,746 --> 00:14:57,886

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

2563

00:14:57,895 --> 00:14:58,115

[maggie]: that's

 

2564

00:14:58,006 --> 00:14:59,148

[juliet_hahn]: works well in a family

 

2565

00:14:59,598 --> 00:15:01,681

[maggie]: my mom yes my mom who

 

2566

00:15:01,620 --> 00:15:02,370

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

2567

00:15:01,761 --> 00:15:05,968

[maggie]: was a terrific social worker because i'd

hear her on the phone and she worked

 

2568

00:15:06,109 --> 00:15:06,610

[maggie]: a school in

 

2569

00:15:06,581 --> 00:15:06,622

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

2570

00:15:06,710 --> 00:15:10,055

[maggie]: it hear her with all these other

people my brother and my brothers and i

 

2571

00:15:10,095 --> 00:15:12,159

[maggie]: would hear her and we'd be like

who is

 

2572

00:15:12,240 --> 00:15:14,130

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

2573

00:15:12,279 --> 00:15:16,286

[maggie]: that person because when she turned around

to us and she she was loving

 

2574

00:15:16,350 --> 00:15:16,711

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

2575

00:15:16,706 --> 00:15:20,813

[maggie]: but she pushed us really hard and

so it was until many many years later

 

2576

00:15:20,933 --> 00:15:21,114

[maggie]: i was

 

2577

00:15:21,030 --> 00:15:21,810

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

2578

00:15:21,254 --> 00:15:25,040

[maggie]: in my thirties sitting at dinner with

my mother and my husband and my mother

 

2579

00:15:24,840 --> 00:15:25,066

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

2580

00:15:25,441 --> 00:15:27,965

[maggie]: said i used to feel so sorry

for you when you had to take those

 

2581

00:15:27,900 --> 00:15:28,122

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

2582

00:15:28,045 --> 00:15:30,790

[maggie]: math tasks because you would just not

be able to

 

2583

00:15:30,758 --> 00:15:30,900

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

2584

00:15:30,850 --> 00:15:35,478

[maggie]: do it and cry and cry and

cry and um and i was like but

 

2585

00:15:35,538 --> 00:15:38,202

[maggie]: mom you never let me go down

to a lower math

 

2586

00:15:38,070 --> 00:15:38,271

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

2587

00:15:38,322 --> 00:15:42,289

[maggie]: level like you never said anything and

she's like well i figured it want to

 

2588

00:15:42,549 --> 00:15:43,211

[maggie]: discourage

 

2589

00:15:42,859 --> 00:15:43,062

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

2590

00:15:43,311 --> 00:15:47,377

[maggie]: you more i didn't want to and

i was like yeah no it was discouraging

 

2591

00:15:47,478 --> 00:15:49,080

[maggie]: thinking why can't i do

 

2592

00:15:49,061 --> 00:15:49,242

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

2593

00:15:49,261 --> 00:15:49,501

[maggie]: this

 

2594

00:15:49,302 --> 00:15:50,603

[juliet_hahn]: which is understandable

 

2595

00:15:50,302 --> 00:15:51,024

[maggie]: right which isn't

 

2596

00:15:50,924 --> 00:15:51,445

[juliet_hahn]: now do either

 

2597

00:15:51,284 --> 00:15:51,725

[maggie]: understand

 

2598

00:15:51,505 --> 00:15:52,606

[juliet_hahn]: of your brothers or either

 

2599

00:15:52,546 --> 00:15:52,786

[maggie]: either

 

2600

00:15:52,666 --> 00:15:52,847

[juliet_hahn]: of your

 

2601

00:15:52,827 --> 00:15:52,867

[maggie]: of

 

2602

00:15:52,867 --> 00:15:53,127

[juliet_hahn]: brothers

 

2603

00:15:52,927 --> 00:15:53,387

[maggie]: your brothers

 

2604

00:15:53,187 --> 00:15:53,788

[juliet_hahn]: dislike sir it

 

2605

00:15:53,748 --> 00:15:53,948

[maggie]: either

 

2606

00:15:53,828 --> 00:15:54,229

[juliet_hahn]: was just you

 

2607

00:15:54,149 --> 00:15:55,513

[maggie]: brothers dislecrt was just you

 

2608

00:15:55,440 --> 00:15:56,220

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

2609

00:15:56,175 --> 00:15:56,716

[maggie]: it was just

 

2610

00:15:56,720 --> 00:15:56,900

[juliet_hahn]: okay

 

2611

00:15:56,776 --> 00:15:56,877

[maggie]: me

 

2612

00:15:57,160 --> 00:15:59,282

[juliet_hahn]: yeah and that's how my my son

is

 

2613

00:15:59,250 --> 00:15:59,510

[maggie]: and that's

 

2614

00:15:59,482 --> 00:15:59,582

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

2615

00:15:59,530 --> 00:15:59,630

[maggie]: how

 

2616

00:15:59,622 --> 00:15:59,702

[juliet_hahn]: my

 

2617

00:15:59,690 --> 00:15:59,790

[maggie]: my

 

2618

00:15:59,762 --> 00:16:00,082

[juliet_hahn]: other two

 

2619

00:16:00,050 --> 00:16:00,150

[maggie]: my

 

2620

00:16:00,162 --> 00:16:00,243

[juliet_hahn]: are

 

2621

00:16:00,250 --> 00:16:00,411

[maggie]: son

 

2622

00:16:00,323 --> 00:16:00,463

[juliet_hahn]: not

 

2623

00:16:00,491 --> 00:16:00,971

[maggie]: is my

 

2624

00:16:00,943 --> 00:16:01,003

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

2625

00:16:01,051 --> 00:16:01,211

[maggie]: other

 

2626

00:16:01,083 --> 00:16:01,283

[juliet_hahn]: now i'm

 

2627

00:16:01,251 --> 00:16:01,371

[maggie]: two

 

2628

00:16:01,303 --> 00:16:01,484

[juliet_hahn]: going to

 

2629

00:16:01,451 --> 00:16:01,532

[maggie]: are

 

2630

00:16:01,524 --> 00:16:01,624

[juliet_hahn]: take

 

2631

00:16:01,592 --> 00:16:01,772

[maggie]: not

 

2632

00:16:01,664 --> 00:16:02,124

[juliet_hahn]: it to abby

 

2633

00:16:02,292 --> 00:16:02,512

[maggie]: so now

 

2634

00:16:02,504 --> 00:16:02,645

[juliet_hahn]: did

 

2635

00:16:02,572 --> 00:16:02,793

[maggie]: i'm going

 

2636

00:16:02,745 --> 00:16:03,145

[juliet_hahn]: anyone

 

2637

00:16:02,833 --> 00:16:03,373

[maggie]: to take it to add

 

2638

00:16:03,325 --> 00:16:04,306

[juliet_hahn]: in your family

 

2639

00:16:04,094 --> 00:16:04,814

[maggie]: did anyone in

 

2640

00:16:04,786 --> 00:16:04,907

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

2641

00:16:04,914 --> 00:16:05,135

[maggie]: your

 

2642

00:16:04,987 --> 00:16:05,367

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

2643

00:16:05,255 --> 00:16:05,695

[maggie]: family

 

2644

00:16:05,547 --> 00:16:06,108

[juliet_hahn]: of have

 

2645

00:16:06,155 --> 00:16:06,296

[maggie]: that

 

2646

00:16:06,348 --> 00:16:06,368

[juliet_hahn]: o

 

2647

00:16:06,356 --> 00:16:06,456

[maggie]: you

 

2648

00:16:06,508 --> 00:16:06,528

[juliet_hahn]: c

 

2649

00:16:06,556 --> 00:16:06,716

[maggie]: know

 

2650

00:16:06,708 --> 00:16:06,728

[juliet_hahn]: d

 

2651

00:16:06,936 --> 00:16:07,477

[maggie]: of have

 

2652

00:16:07,168 --> 00:16:07,749

[juliet_hahn]: anxiety

 

2653

00:16:07,717 --> 00:16:09,098

[maggie]: o c d anxiety

 

2654

00:16:09,792 --> 00:16:10,433

[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety

 

2655

00:16:10,649 --> 00:16:11,310

[maggie]: anxiety

 

2656

00:16:10,875 --> 00:16:11,416

[abbe_greenberg]: definitely

 

2657

00:16:11,710 --> 00:16:12,251

[maggie]: definitely

 

2658

00:16:12,319 --> 00:16:13,362

[abbe_greenberg]: you know we were jewish

 

2659

00:16:13,173 --> 00:16:13,413

[maggie]: you know

 

2660

00:16:13,440 --> 00:16:13,640

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

2661

00:16:13,562 --> 00:16:13,642

[abbe_greenberg]: so

 

2662

00:16:13,774 --> 00:16:14,475

[maggie]: were jewish so

 

2663

00:16:15,508 --> 00:16:16,009

[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety

 

2664

00:16:15,863 --> 00:16:17,044

[juliet_hahn]: you are jewish you should say

 

2665

00:16:17,059 --> 00:16:17,300

[maggie]: are you

 

2666

00:16:17,322 --> 00:16:17,342

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

2667

00:16:17,420 --> 00:16:17,500

[maggie]: are

 

2668

00:16:17,482 --> 00:16:17,562

[abbe_greenberg]: am

 

2669

00:16:17,620 --> 00:16:17,881

[maggie]: jewish

 

2670

00:16:17,642 --> 00:16:20,909

[abbe_greenberg]: just except we say about my dad

 

2671

00:16:20,906 --> 00:16:20,966

[maggie]: as

 

2672

00:16:20,949 --> 00:16:21,269

[abbe_greenberg]: that he's a

 

2673

00:16:21,286 --> 00:16:21,367

[maggie]: my

 

2674

00:16:21,330 --> 00:16:21,730

[abbe_greenberg]: carrier

 

2675

00:16:21,447 --> 00:16:22,528

[maggie]: dad that he's a carrier

 

2676

00:16:22,612 --> 00:16:23,876

[abbe_greenberg]: he doesn't have anxiety just gives

 

2677

00:16:23,769 --> 00:16:23,929

[maggie]: have

 

2678

00:16:23,917 --> 00:16:24,198

[abbe_greenberg]: everyone

 

2679

00:16:23,989 --> 00:16:24,290

[maggie]: anxiety

 

2680

00:16:24,238 --> 00:16:24,458

[abbe_greenberg]: around

 

2681

00:16:24,410 --> 00:16:24,510

[maggie]: just

 

2682

00:16:24,499 --> 00:16:24,579

[abbe_greenberg]: him

 

2683

00:16:24,550 --> 00:16:24,691

[maggie]: gives

 

2684

00:16:24,639 --> 00:16:25,000

[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety

 

2685

00:16:24,711 --> 00:16:24,991

[maggie]: everyone

 

2686

00:16:24,913 --> 00:16:25,154

[juliet_hahn]: okay

 

2687

00:16:25,031 --> 00:16:25,211

[maggie]: around

 

2688

00:16:25,838 --> 00:16:26,862

[juliet_hahn]: we all know someone like that

 

2689

00:16:27,595 --> 00:16:27,996

[maggie]: something like

 

2690

00:16:27,912 --> 00:16:28,534

[abbe_greenberg]: she's type

 

2691

00:16:28,777 --> 00:16:29,198

[maggie]: his type

 

2692

00:16:29,730 --> 00:16:30,111

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

2693

00:16:30,480 --> 00:16:33,605

[maggie]: type to the to the hundredth degree

you

 

2694

00:16:33,585 --> 00:16:33,786

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

2695

00:16:33,625 --> 00:16:34,707

[maggie]: know if we can say him

 

2696

00:16:35,152 --> 00:16:35,312

[abbe_greenberg]: he's

 

2697

00:16:35,589 --> 00:16:36,592

[maggie]: has some traces

 

2698

00:16:36,696 --> 00:16:37,639

[abbe_greenberg]: he's a perfectionist

 

2699

00:16:37,454 --> 00:16:37,694

[maggie]: he's a

 

2700

00:16:37,699 --> 00:16:37,779

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

2701

00:16:37,755 --> 00:16:38,376

[maggie]: perfectionist

 

2702

00:16:37,799 --> 00:16:38,401

[abbe_greenberg]: that's where i got

 

2703

00:16:38,456 --> 00:16:38,517

[maggie]: and

 

2704

00:16:38,461 --> 00:16:38,581

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

2705

00:16:38,717 --> 00:16:38,938

[maggie]: yeah i

 

2706

00:16:38,942 --> 00:16:39,604

[abbe_greenberg]: for sure but no

 

2707

00:16:39,680 --> 00:16:40,001

[maggie]: for sure

 

2708

00:16:39,985 --> 00:16:40,086

[abbe_greenberg]: no

 

2709

00:16:40,081 --> 00:16:40,161

[maggie]: but

 

2710

00:16:40,206 --> 00:16:40,968

[abbe_greenberg]: one in my family

 

2711

00:16:40,742 --> 00:16:41,023

[maggie]: no one

 

2712

00:16:41,028 --> 00:16:41,148

[abbe_greenberg]: has

 

2713

00:16:41,103 --> 00:16:41,284

[maggie]: in my

 

2714

00:16:41,329 --> 00:16:41,449

[abbe_greenberg]: os

 

2715

00:16:41,384 --> 00:16:41,685

[maggie]: family

 

2716

00:16:41,610 --> 00:16:41,810

[abbe_greenberg]: date

 

2717

00:16:41,785 --> 00:16:42,287

[maggie]: has those

 

2718

00:16:42,170 --> 00:16:42,593

[juliet_hahn]: interesting

 

2719

00:16:42,427 --> 00:16:42,507

[maggie]: at

 

2720

00:16:42,794 --> 00:16:43,016

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

2721

00:16:42,933 --> 00:16:43,602

[abbe_greenberg]: the only lucky

 

2722

00:16:43,499 --> 00:16:44,060

[maggie]: interestingly

 

2723

00:16:43,764 --> 00:16:43,905

[abbe_greenberg]: one

 

2724

00:16:44,140 --> 00:16:44,341

[maggie]: right

 

2725

00:16:44,190 --> 00:16:45,512

[juliet_hahn]: and yeah so i that

 

2726

00:16:45,503 --> 00:16:45,623

[maggie]: and

 

2727

00:16:45,613 --> 00:16:45,793

[juliet_hahn]: always

 

2728

00:16:45,723 --> 00:16:45,863

[maggie]: yeah

 

2729

00:16:45,833 --> 00:16:46,314

[juliet_hahn]: fascinates

 

2730

00:16:46,023 --> 00:16:46,344

[maggie]: so i went

 

2731

00:16:46,414 --> 00:16:46,754

[juliet_hahn]: me is like

 

2732

00:16:46,725 --> 00:16:46,825

[maggie]: that

 

2733

00:16:46,835 --> 00:16:47,015

[juliet_hahn]: okay

 

2734

00:16:46,965 --> 00:16:47,125

[maggie]: always

 

2735

00:16:47,155 --> 00:16:47,476

[juliet_hahn]: where

 

2736

00:16:47,185 --> 00:16:48,748

[maggie]: fascinates me as like okay where

 

2737

00:16:48,497 --> 00:16:50,020

[juliet_hahn]: was it something that was learned

 

2738

00:16:49,830 --> 00:16:50,431

[maggie]: was it something

 

2739

00:16:50,220 --> 00:16:50,461

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

2740

00:16:50,471 --> 00:16:50,591

[maggie]: that

 

2741

00:16:50,621 --> 00:16:50,701

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

2742

00:16:50,671 --> 00:16:50,771

[maggie]: was

 

2743

00:16:50,741 --> 00:16:50,861

[juliet_hahn]: then

 

2744

00:16:50,871 --> 00:16:51,332

[maggie]: learned

 

2745

00:16:50,921 --> 00:16:51,903

[juliet_hahn]: it just manifested

 

2746

00:16:51,553 --> 00:16:52,214

[maggie]: you know and then

 

2747

00:16:52,184 --> 00:16:52,244

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

2748

00:16:52,274 --> 00:16:52,314

[maggie]: it

 

2749

00:16:52,324 --> 00:16:52,624

[juliet_hahn]: more

 

2750

00:16:52,374 --> 00:16:53,235

[maggie]: just manifested

 

2751

00:16:52,805 --> 00:16:53,626

[juliet_hahn]: you know because obviously

 

2752

00:16:53,516 --> 00:16:53,957

[maggie]: to more

 

2753

00:16:53,966 --> 00:16:54,247

[juliet_hahn]: you have

 

2754

00:16:54,137 --> 00:16:54,337

[maggie]: you know

 

2755

00:16:54,287 --> 00:16:54,367

[juliet_hahn]: the

 

2756

00:16:54,377 --> 00:16:54,558

[maggie]: because

 

2757

00:16:54,447 --> 00:16:54,848

[juliet_hahn]: anxiety

 

2758

00:16:54,618 --> 00:16:54,958

[maggie]: obviously

 

2759

00:16:54,908 --> 00:16:55,289

[juliet_hahn]: component

 

2760

00:16:55,259 --> 00:16:55,539

[maggie]: you have

 

2761

00:16:55,549 --> 00:16:55,629

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

2762

00:16:55,579 --> 00:16:56,641

[maggie]: the anxiety component

 

2763

00:16:56,350 --> 00:16:56,811

[juliet_hahn]: those kind of

 

2764

00:16:56,841 --> 00:16:56,922

[maggie]: and

 

2765

00:16:56,851 --> 00:16:57,071

[juliet_hahn]: things

 

2766

00:16:57,002 --> 00:16:57,162

[maggie]: how

 

2767

00:16:57,171 --> 00:16:58,032

[juliet_hahn]: but i'm not a doctor

 

2768

00:16:57,763 --> 00:16:58,144

[maggie]: those kind

 

2769

00:16:58,052 --> 00:16:58,152

[juliet_hahn]: but

 

2770

00:16:58,184 --> 00:16:58,224

[maggie]: of

 

2771

00:16:58,192 --> 00:16:58,352

[juliet_hahn]: those

 

2772

00:16:58,264 --> 00:16:58,464

[maggie]: things

 

2773

00:16:58,392 --> 00:16:58,572

[juliet_hahn]: kind of

 

2774

00:16:58,564 --> 00:16:58,664

[maggie]: but

 

2775

00:16:58,592 --> 00:16:58,753

[juliet_hahn]: things

 

2776

00:16:58,745 --> 00:16:58,825

[maggie]: i'm

 

2777

00:16:58,833 --> 00:16:59,293

[juliet_hahn]: fascinate

 

2778

00:16:58,885 --> 00:16:59,386

[maggie]: not a doctor

 

2779

00:16:59,353 --> 00:16:59,433

[juliet_hahn]: me

 

2780

00:16:59,426 --> 00:16:59,927

[maggie]: but those kind of

 

2781

00:16:59,934 --> 00:17:00,114

[juliet_hahn]: um

 

2782

00:16:59,947 --> 00:17:00,628

[maggie]: things fascinate

 

2783

00:17:00,454 --> 00:17:00,674

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

2784

00:17:00,688 --> 00:17:00,748

[maggie]: me

 

2785

00:17:00,815 --> 00:17:01,295

[juliet_hahn]: just to think

 

2786

00:17:01,269 --> 00:17:01,469

[maggie]: um

 

2787

00:17:01,375 --> 00:17:01,595

[juliet_hahn]: about

 

2788

00:17:01,810 --> 00:17:02,050

[maggie]: you know

 

2789

00:17:01,936 --> 00:17:02,116

[juliet_hahn]: where

 

2790

00:17:02,170 --> 00:17:02,290

[maggie]: just

 

2791

00:17:02,176 --> 00:17:02,516

[juliet_hahn]: did that

 

2792

00:17:02,351 --> 00:17:02,932

[maggie]: to think about

 

2793

00:17:03,037 --> 00:17:03,377

[juliet_hahn]: start

 

2794

00:17:03,272 --> 00:17:03,432

[maggie]: where

 

2795

00:17:03,497 --> 00:17:03,798

[juliet_hahn]: and where

 

2796

00:17:03,693 --> 00:17:03,873

[maggie]: that

 

2797

00:17:03,858 --> 00:17:04,338

[juliet_hahn]: you know how did

 

2798

00:17:04,374 --> 00:17:04,735

[maggie]: start

 

2799

00:17:04,378 --> 00:17:05,099

[juliet_hahn]: that come about

 

2800

00:17:04,855 --> 00:17:06,437

[maggie]: and where you know how did that

come about

 

2801

00:17:06,272 --> 00:17:06,416

[abbe_greenberg]: yeah

 

2802

00:17:06,902 --> 00:17:07,025

[juliet_hahn]: now

 

2803

00:17:07,980 --> 00:17:08,120

[maggie]: but

 

2804

00:17:07,984 --> 00:17:08,727

[abbe_greenberg]: i think that

 

2805

00:17:08,801 --> 00:17:09,122

[maggie]: i think

 

2806

00:17:09,048 --> 00:17:09,289

[abbe_greenberg]: in my

 

2807

00:17:09,302 --> 00:17:09,522

[maggie]: that

 

2808

00:17:09,409 --> 00:17:09,751

[abbe_greenberg]: case

 

2809

00:17:09,883 --> 00:17:10,544

[maggie]: in my case

 

2810

00:17:10,493 --> 00:17:11,336

[abbe_greenberg]: my my

 

2811

00:17:11,345 --> 00:17:11,505

[maggie]: my

 

2812

00:17:11,497 --> 00:17:12,019

[abbe_greenberg]: brain

 

2813

00:17:12,026 --> 00:17:12,867

[maggie]: my brain

 

2814

00:17:13,062 --> 00:17:13,622

[abbe_greenberg]: chose

 

2815

00:17:13,919 --> 00:17:14,460

[maggie]: chose

 

2816

00:17:13,943 --> 00:17:14,904

[abbe_greenberg]: a way of coping

 

2817

00:17:14,801 --> 00:17:15,122

[maggie]: a way

 

2818

00:17:14,964 --> 00:17:15,765

[abbe_greenberg]: with anxiety

 

2819

00:17:15,242 --> 00:17:15,964

[maggie]: of coping with

 

2820

00:17:15,825 --> 00:17:16,026

[abbe_greenberg]: i had

 

2821

00:17:16,064 --> 00:17:16,626

[maggie]: anxiety

 

2822

00:17:16,086 --> 00:17:16,867

[abbe_greenberg]: severe anxiety

 

2823

00:17:16,686 --> 00:17:17,228

[maggie]: i had severe

 

2824

00:17:17,267 --> 00:17:17,347

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

2825

00:17:17,328 --> 00:17:17,749

[maggie]: anxiety

 

2826

00:17:17,340 --> 00:17:18,450

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

2827

00:17:17,388 --> 00:17:18,169

[abbe_greenberg]: i couldn't talk about

 

2828

00:17:18,110 --> 00:17:18,190

[maggie]: and

 

2829

00:17:18,209 --> 00:17:18,269

[abbe_greenberg]: it

 

2830

00:17:18,250 --> 00:17:18,271

[maggie]: i

 

2831

00:17:18,329 --> 00:17:18,409

[abbe_greenberg]: so

 

2832

00:17:18,331 --> 00:17:18,551

[maggie]: couldn't

 

2833

00:17:18,509 --> 00:17:18,589

[abbe_greenberg]: my

 

2834

00:17:18,611 --> 00:17:18,752

[maggie]: talk

 

2835

00:17:18,709 --> 00:17:18,850

[abbe_greenberg]: way

 

2836

00:17:18,832 --> 00:17:19,033

[maggie]: about

 

2837

00:17:18,950 --> 00:17:19,010

[abbe_greenberg]: of

 

2838

00:17:19,073 --> 00:17:19,133

[maggie]: it

 

2839

00:17:19,090 --> 00:17:19,430

[abbe_greenberg]: coping

 

2840

00:17:19,193 --> 00:17:19,474

[maggie]: to my

 

2841

00:17:19,510 --> 00:17:19,651

[abbe_greenberg]: with

 

2842

00:17:19,594 --> 00:17:19,735

[maggie]: way

 

2843

00:17:19,711 --> 00:17:19,771

[abbe_greenberg]: it

 

2844

00:17:19,815 --> 00:17:20,637

[maggie]: of coping with it

 

2845

00:17:20,622 --> 00:17:21,203

[abbe_greenberg]: to create these

 

2846

00:17:21,120 --> 00:17:21,870

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

2847

00:17:21,283 --> 00:17:21,563

[abbe_greenberg]: soothing

 

2848

00:17:21,479 --> 00:17:21,899

[maggie]: to create

 

2849

00:17:21,603 --> 00:17:22,084

[abbe_greenberg]: compulsions

 

2850

00:17:21,940 --> 00:17:22,420

[maggie]: these throwing

 

2851

00:17:22,124 --> 00:17:22,365

[abbe_greenberg]: because i

 

2852

00:17:22,460 --> 00:17:22,901

[maggie]: compulsion

 

2853

00:17:22,465 --> 00:17:22,845

[abbe_greenberg]: totally

 

2854

00:17:22,722 --> 00:17:22,945

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

2855

00:17:22,941 --> 00:17:23,142

[maggie]: because

 

2856

00:17:22,986 --> 00:17:23,126

[abbe_greenberg]: was

 

2857

00:17:23,202 --> 00:17:23,222

[maggie]: i

 

2858

00:17:23,226 --> 00:17:23,547

[abbe_greenberg]: fine

 

2859

00:17:23,342 --> 00:17:24,384

[maggie]: totally was raving

 

2860

00:17:24,148 --> 00:17:24,608

[abbe_greenberg]: once i did

 

2861

00:17:24,660 --> 00:17:25,500

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

2862

00:17:24,669 --> 00:17:25,270

[abbe_greenberg]: my compulsion

 

2863

00:17:25,005 --> 00:17:25,445

[maggie]: once i did

 

2864

00:17:25,330 --> 00:17:25,630

[abbe_greenberg]: i felt

 

2865

00:17:25,505 --> 00:17:25,586

[maggie]: my

 

2866

00:17:25,730 --> 00:17:25,911

[abbe_greenberg]: fine

 

2867

00:17:25,906 --> 00:17:26,086

[maggie]: lion

 

2868

00:17:25,951 --> 00:17:26,512

[abbe_greenberg]: and i functioned

 

2869

00:17:26,327 --> 00:17:26,728

[maggie]: felt fine

 

2870

00:17:26,572 --> 00:17:26,792

[abbe_greenberg]: really

 

2871

00:17:26,768 --> 00:17:26,848

[maggie]: and

 

2872

00:17:26,852 --> 00:17:27,073

[abbe_greenberg]: well

 

2873

00:17:26,988 --> 00:17:27,609

[maggie]: functioned really

 

2874

00:17:27,633 --> 00:17:27,653

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

2875

00:17:27,669 --> 00:17:27,869

[maggie]: well

 

2876

00:17:27,754 --> 00:17:28,375

[abbe_greenberg]: excelled at

 

2877

00:17:28,450 --> 00:17:28,470

[maggie]: i

 

2878

00:17:28,475 --> 00:17:28,916

[abbe_greenberg]: sports

 

2879

00:17:28,571 --> 00:17:29,051

[maggie]: excelled

 

2880

00:17:29,036 --> 00:17:29,056

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

2881

00:17:29,132 --> 00:17:29,192

[maggie]: in

 

2882

00:17:29,136 --> 00:17:29,436

[abbe_greenberg]: excelled

 

2883

00:17:29,312 --> 00:17:29,733

[maggie]: sports

 

2884

00:17:29,497 --> 00:17:29,977

[abbe_greenberg]: at music

 

2885

00:17:30,053 --> 00:17:30,233

[maggie]: celled

 

2886

00:17:30,078 --> 00:17:30,518

[abbe_greenberg]: i was a good

 

2887

00:17:30,434 --> 00:17:30,794

[maggie]: music

 

2888

00:17:30,618 --> 00:17:30,959

[abbe_greenberg]: student

 

2889

00:17:30,894 --> 00:17:31,055

[maggie]: i was

 

2890

00:17:30,999 --> 00:17:31,199

[abbe_greenberg]: in other

 

2891

00:17:31,115 --> 00:17:31,135

[maggie]: a

 

2892

00:17:31,219 --> 00:17:31,360

[abbe_greenberg]: words

 

2893

00:17:31,415 --> 00:17:31,756

[maggie]: student

 

2894

00:17:31,420 --> 00:17:32,241

[abbe_greenberg]: i really experienced

 

2895

00:17:31,876 --> 00:17:32,237

[maggie]: otherwise i

 

2896

00:17:32,301 --> 00:17:32,421

[abbe_greenberg]: a lot

 

2897

00:17:32,377 --> 00:17:32,557

[maggie]: really

 

2898

00:17:32,542 --> 00:17:32,582

[abbe_greenberg]: of

 

2899

00:17:32,597 --> 00:17:33,018

[maggie]: experienced

 

2900

00:17:32,662 --> 00:17:33,185

[abbe_greenberg]: success

 

2901

00:17:33,098 --> 00:17:34,000

[maggie]: a lot success

 

2902

00:17:33,928 --> 00:17:34,651

[abbe_greenberg]: so i think that

 

2903

00:17:34,721 --> 00:17:34,801

[maggie]: so

 

2904

00:17:34,892 --> 00:17:35,053

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

2905

00:17:34,901 --> 00:17:35,182

[maggie]: i think

 

2906

00:17:35,174 --> 00:17:35,636

[abbe_greenberg]: reenforced

 

2907

00:17:35,282 --> 00:17:35,823

[maggie]: that that

 

2908

00:17:35,676 --> 00:17:35,977

[abbe_greenberg]: the neural

 

2909

00:17:35,943 --> 00:17:36,424

[maggie]: reinforced

 

2910

00:17:36,017 --> 00:17:36,520

[abbe_greenberg]: pathways

 

2911

00:17:36,464 --> 00:17:37,245

[maggie]: the normal pathways

 

2912

00:17:36,813 --> 00:17:37,095

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

2913

00:17:37,882 --> 00:17:38,383

[abbe_greenberg]: and it really

 

2914

00:17:38,147 --> 00:17:38,868

[maggie]: right and it

 

2915

00:17:38,844 --> 00:17:39,125

[abbe_greenberg]: became

 

2916

00:17:38,948 --> 00:17:39,188

[maggie]: really

 

2917

00:17:39,165 --> 00:17:39,505

[abbe_greenberg]: a built

 

2918

00:17:39,540 --> 00:17:40,290

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

2919

00:17:39,605 --> 00:17:39,665

[abbe_greenberg]: in

 

2920

00:17:39,629 --> 00:17:39,909

[maggie]: became

 

2921

00:17:39,766 --> 00:17:40,046

[abbe_greenberg]: thing

 

2922

00:17:39,970 --> 00:17:40,290

[maggie]: a built

 

2923

00:17:40,226 --> 00:17:40,347

[abbe_greenberg]: for

 

2924

00:17:40,390 --> 00:17:40,430

[maggie]: in

 

2925

00:17:40,407 --> 00:17:40,467

[abbe_greenberg]: me

 

2926

00:17:40,571 --> 00:17:40,811

[maggie]: thing

 

2927

00:17:40,627 --> 00:17:41,008

[abbe_greenberg]: that oh

 

2928

00:17:41,011 --> 00:17:41,252

[maggie]: for me

 

2929

00:17:41,268 --> 00:17:41,488

[abbe_greenberg]: okay

 

2930

00:17:41,412 --> 00:17:41,552

[maggie]: that

 

2931

00:17:41,649 --> 00:17:41,949

[abbe_greenberg]: when i'm

 

2932

00:17:42,053 --> 00:17:42,293

[maggie]: okay

 

2933

00:17:42,130 --> 00:17:42,550

[abbe_greenberg]: anxious about

 

2934

00:17:42,434 --> 00:17:42,574

[maggie]: when

 

2935

00:17:42,590 --> 00:17:42,891

[abbe_greenberg]: something

 

2936

00:17:42,654 --> 00:17:43,135

[maggie]: i'm anxious

 

2937

00:17:43,051 --> 00:17:43,071

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

2938

00:17:43,175 --> 00:17:43,335

[maggie]: about

 

2939

00:17:43,211 --> 00:17:43,392

[abbe_greenberg]: have

 

2940

00:17:43,375 --> 00:17:43,696

[maggie]: something

 

2941

00:17:43,432 --> 00:17:44,113

[abbe_greenberg]: a nice ritual

 

2942

00:17:43,836 --> 00:17:44,437

[maggie]: i have a nice

 

2943

00:17:44,333 --> 00:17:44,473

[abbe_greenberg]: and i

 

2944

00:17:44,517 --> 00:17:44,898

[maggie]: ritual

 

2945

00:17:44,554 --> 00:17:45,475

[abbe_greenberg]: still do to this day

 

2946

00:17:45,479 --> 00:17:45,559

[maggie]: ll

 

2947

00:17:45,515 --> 00:17:45,555

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

2948

00:17:45,579 --> 00:17:45,680

[maggie]: do

 

2949

00:17:45,595 --> 00:17:45,736

[abbe_greenberg]: mean

 

2950

00:17:45,820 --> 00:17:45,900

[maggie]: to

 

2951

00:17:45,856 --> 00:17:45,876

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

2952

00:17:45,940 --> 00:17:46,482

[maggie]: this day i mean

 

2953

00:17:46,517 --> 00:17:46,617

[abbe_greenberg]: am

 

2954

00:17:46,622 --> 00:17:46,663

[maggie]: i

 

2955

00:17:46,918 --> 00:17:47,338

[abbe_greenberg]: you know my

 

2956

00:17:47,304 --> 00:17:47,365

[maggie]: am

 

2957

00:17:47,340 --> 00:17:48,060

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

2958

00:17:47,726 --> 00:17:47,926

[maggie]: you know

 

2959

00:17:47,899 --> 00:17:47,919

[abbe_greenberg]: o

 

2960

00:17:48,007 --> 00:17:48,127

[maggie]: my

 

2961

00:17:48,019 --> 00:17:48,801

[abbe_greenberg]: c d is completely

 

2962

00:17:48,789 --> 00:17:48,829

[maggie]: c

 

2963

00:17:48,881 --> 00:17:49,281

[abbe_greenberg]: managed

 

2964

00:17:48,929 --> 00:17:49,571

[maggie]: v is completely

 

2965

00:17:49,403 --> 00:17:49,766

[abbe_greenberg]: and i take

 

2966

00:17:49,672 --> 00:17:50,053

[maggie]: managed

 

2967

00:17:49,827 --> 00:17:50,272

[abbe_greenberg]: medication

 

2968

00:17:50,213 --> 00:17:50,354

[maggie]: and i

 

2969

00:17:50,373 --> 00:17:50,494

[abbe_greenberg]: for

 

2970

00:17:50,434 --> 00:17:50,554

[maggie]: take

 

2971

00:17:50,575 --> 00:17:50,636

[abbe_greenberg]: it

 

2972

00:17:50,614 --> 00:17:51,296

[maggie]: medication for

 

2973

00:17:51,272 --> 00:17:51,473

[abbe_greenberg]: but

 

2974

00:17:51,357 --> 00:17:52,280

[maggie]: it but

 

2975

00:17:52,438 --> 00:17:53,443

[abbe_greenberg]: i still have some compulsions

 

2976

00:17:53,225 --> 00:17:53,466

[maggie]: i still

 

2977

00:17:53,463 --> 00:17:53,564

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

2978

00:17:53,506 --> 00:17:53,607

[maggie]: have

 

2979

00:17:53,624 --> 00:17:53,644

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

2980

00:17:53,627 --> 00:17:53,748

[maggie]: some

 

2981

00:17:53,704 --> 00:17:54,006

[abbe_greenberg]: allow

 

2982

00:17:53,808 --> 00:17:54,210

[maggie]: compulsions

 

2983

00:17:54,126 --> 00:17:54,529

[abbe_greenberg]: myself

 

2984

00:17:54,250 --> 00:17:55,296

[maggie]: that i allow myself

 

2985

00:17:55,542 --> 00:17:56,325

[abbe_greenberg]: dude because i know they're

 

2986

00:17:56,339 --> 00:17:56,419

[maggie]: do

 

2987

00:17:56,385 --> 00:17:56,626

[abbe_greenberg]: soothing

 

2988

00:17:56,519 --> 00:17:56,699

[maggie]: because

 

2989

00:17:56,646 --> 00:17:56,847

[abbe_greenberg]: an they're

 

2990

00:17:56,719 --> 00:17:56,900

[maggie]: i know

 

2991

00:17:56,867 --> 00:17:56,927

[abbe_greenberg]: not

 

2992

00:17:56,940 --> 00:17:57,060

[maggie]: there

 

2993

00:17:56,947 --> 00:17:57,108

[abbe_greenberg]: gonna

 

2994

00:17:57,140 --> 00:17:57,401

[maggie]: soothing

 

2995

00:17:57,148 --> 00:17:57,630

[abbe_greenberg]: hurt anybody

 

2996

00:17:57,421 --> 00:17:57,561

[maggie]: and her

 

2997

00:17:57,550 --> 00:17:57,711

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

2998

00:17:57,621 --> 00:17:58,002

[maggie]: not going to hurt

 

2999

00:17:58,071 --> 00:17:58,131

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

3000

00:17:58,082 --> 00:17:58,402

[maggie]: anybody

 

3001

00:17:58,251 --> 00:17:58,913

[juliet_hahn]: you know that's the

 

3002

00:17:58,883 --> 00:17:59,023

[maggie]: right

 

3003

00:17:58,993 --> 00:17:59,433

[juliet_hahn]: interesting

 

3004

00:17:59,103 --> 00:17:59,464

[maggie]: and so

 

3005

00:17:59,514 --> 00:17:59,754

[juliet_hahn]: thing

 

3006

00:17:59,584 --> 00:18:00,065

[maggie]: you know that's

 

3007

00:17:59,914 --> 00:18:00,235

[juliet_hahn]: and that's

 

3008

00:18:00,145 --> 00:18:00,225

[maggie]: the

 

3009

00:18:00,295 --> 00:18:00,475

[juliet_hahn]: where

 

3010

00:18:00,325 --> 00:18:00,746

[maggie]: interesting

 

3011

00:18:00,615 --> 00:18:00,956

[juliet_hahn]: again we're

 

3012

00:18:00,846 --> 00:18:01,087

[maggie]: thing

 

3013

00:18:00,976 --> 00:18:01,256

[juliet_hahn]: not going to

 

3014

00:18:01,247 --> 00:18:01,327

[maggie]: and

 

3015

00:18:01,276 --> 00:18:01,377

[juliet_hahn]: get

 

3016

00:18:01,367 --> 00:18:01,547

[maggie]: that's

 

3017

00:18:01,437 --> 00:18:01,617

[juliet_hahn]: into

 

3018

00:18:01,608 --> 00:18:01,828

[maggie]: where

 

3019

00:18:01,857 --> 00:18:02,038

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

3020

00:18:01,968 --> 00:18:02,148

[maggie]: again

 

3021

00:18:02,138 --> 00:18:02,338

[juliet_hahn]: part

 

3022

00:18:02,189 --> 00:18:02,409

[maggie]: we're not

 

3023

00:18:02,418 --> 00:18:02,458

[juliet_hahn]: of

 

3024

00:18:02,429 --> 00:18:02,549

[maggie]: going

 

3025

00:18:02,499 --> 00:18:02,679

[juliet_hahn]: things

 

3026

00:18:02,569 --> 00:18:02,729

[maggie]: to get

 

3027

00:18:02,739 --> 00:18:02,819

[juliet_hahn]: but

 

3028

00:18:02,790 --> 00:18:02,990

[maggie]: into

 

3029

00:18:02,899 --> 00:18:03,240

[juliet_hahn]: it always

 

3030

00:18:03,210 --> 00:18:03,370

[maggie]: that

 

3031

00:18:03,300 --> 00:18:03,801

[juliet_hahn]: fascinates

 

3032

00:18:03,491 --> 00:18:04,032

[maggie]: part of things

 

3033

00:18:03,861 --> 00:18:04,181

[juliet_hahn]: me because

 

3034

00:18:04,092 --> 00:18:04,192

[maggie]: but

 

3035

00:18:04,221 --> 00:18:04,302

[juliet_hahn]: as

 

3036

00:18:04,252 --> 00:18:04,312

[maggie]: it

 

3037

00:18:04,322 --> 00:18:04,422

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

3038

00:18:04,372 --> 00:18:04,593

[maggie]: always

 

3039

00:18:04,502 --> 00:18:04,662

[juliet_hahn]: said

 

3040

00:18:04,653 --> 00:18:05,153

[maggie]: fascinates

 

3041

00:18:05,103 --> 00:18:05,183

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

3042

00:18:05,214 --> 00:18:05,274

[maggie]: me

 

3043

00:18:05,303 --> 00:18:05,463

[juliet_hahn]: did

 

3044

00:18:05,334 --> 00:18:05,514

[maggie]: because

 

3045

00:18:05,504 --> 00:18:05,624

[juliet_hahn]: them

 

3046

00:18:05,594 --> 00:18:05,774

[maggie]: as you

 

3047

00:18:05,704 --> 00:18:05,884

[juliet_hahn]: and then

 

3048

00:18:05,855 --> 00:18:06,015

[maggie]: said

 

3049

00:18:05,924 --> 00:18:06,505

[juliet_hahn]: it was like okay that

 

3050

00:18:06,456 --> 00:18:06,556

[maggie]: you

 

3051

00:18:06,565 --> 00:18:06,746

[juliet_hahn]: felt

 

3052

00:18:06,656 --> 00:18:07,117

[maggie]: did them and

 

3053

00:18:07,106 --> 00:18:07,226

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

3054

00:18:07,137 --> 00:18:07,317

[maggie]: then it

 

3055

00:18:07,307 --> 00:18:07,467

[juliet_hahn]: felt

 

3056

00:18:07,337 --> 00:18:07,517

[maggie]: was like

 

3057

00:18:07,547 --> 00:18:07,807

[juliet_hahn]: better

 

3058

00:18:07,557 --> 00:18:08,098

[maggie]: okay that felt

 

3059

00:18:07,968 --> 00:18:08,669

[juliet_hahn]: my anxiety

 

3060

00:18:08,419 --> 00:18:08,780

[maggie]: that felt

 

3061

00:18:08,749 --> 00:18:09,029

[juliet_hahn]: s gone

 

3062

00:18:08,860 --> 00:18:09,100

[maggie]: better

 

3063

00:18:09,170 --> 00:18:09,250

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

3064

00:18:09,300 --> 00:18:09,982

[maggie]: my anxiety

 

3065

00:18:09,630 --> 00:18:09,731

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

3066

00:18:10,022 --> 00:18:10,302

[maggie]: is gone

 

3067

00:18:10,251 --> 00:18:10,432

[juliet_hahn]: self

 

3068

00:18:10,362 --> 00:18:10,442

[maggie]: so

 

3069

00:18:10,572 --> 00:18:11,113

[juliet_hahn]: suite yourself

 

3070

00:18:10,943 --> 00:18:11,043

[maggie]: you

 

3071

00:18:11,193 --> 00:18:11,614

[juliet_hahn]: just like my

 

3072

00:18:11,584 --> 00:18:11,785

[maggie]: self

 

3073

00:18:11,714 --> 00:18:12,054

[juliet_hahn]: son would

 

3074

00:18:12,005 --> 00:18:12,145

[maggie]: use

 

3075

00:18:12,115 --> 00:18:12,355

[juliet_hahn]: bring

 

3076

00:18:12,165 --> 00:18:12,446

[maggie]: yourself

 

3077

00:18:12,495 --> 00:18:12,515

[juliet_hahn]: a

 

3078

00:18:12,546 --> 00:18:12,666

[maggie]: just

 

3079

00:18:12,595 --> 00:18:12,736

[juliet_hahn]: book

 

3080

00:18:12,706 --> 00:18:12,826

[maggie]: like

 

3081

00:18:12,816 --> 00:18:12,976

[juliet_hahn]: home

 

3082

00:18:12,866 --> 00:18:12,946

[maggie]: my

 

3083

00:18:12,996 --> 00:18:13,076

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

3084

00:18:13,047 --> 00:18:13,187

[maggie]: son

 

3085

00:18:13,116 --> 00:18:13,196

[juliet_hahn]: say

 

3086

00:18:13,247 --> 00:18:13,387

[maggie]: would

 

3087

00:18:13,256 --> 00:18:13,437

[juliet_hahn]: mom

 

3088

00:18:13,447 --> 00:18:13,688

[maggie]: bring

 

3089

00:18:13,517 --> 00:18:13,938

[juliet_hahn]: can you read

 

3090

00:18:13,828 --> 00:18:14,068

[maggie]: a book

 

3091

00:18:13,978 --> 00:18:14,098

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

3092

00:18:14,128 --> 00:18:14,309

[maggie]: home

 

3093

00:18:14,138 --> 00:18:14,318

[juliet_hahn]: to me

 

3094

00:18:14,329 --> 00:18:14,409

[maggie]: and

 

3095

00:18:14,398 --> 00:18:14,458

[juliet_hahn]: he

 

3096

00:18:14,449 --> 00:18:14,549

[maggie]: say

 

3097

00:18:14,519 --> 00:18:14,659

[juliet_hahn]: would

 

3098

00:18:14,589 --> 00:18:14,930

[maggie]: mom can

 

3099

00:18:14,919 --> 00:18:14,999

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

3100

00:18:14,970 --> 00:18:15,070

[maggie]: you

 

3101

00:18:15,059 --> 00:18:15,160

[juliet_hahn]: know

 

3102

00:18:15,110 --> 00:18:15,531

[maggie]: read that to

 

3103

00:18:15,540 --> 00:18:15,781

[juliet_hahn]: figure

 

3104

00:18:15,571 --> 00:18:15,971

[maggie]: me he would

 

3105

00:18:16,021 --> 00:18:16,121

[juliet_hahn]: out

 

3106

00:18:16,232 --> 00:18:16,312

[maggie]: you

 

3107

00:18:16,302 --> 00:18:17,203

[juliet_hahn]: how to manage

 

3108

00:18:16,853 --> 00:18:17,133

[maggie]: figure

 

3109

00:18:17,283 --> 00:18:17,343

[juliet_hahn]: in

 

3110

00:18:17,354 --> 00:18:17,454

[maggie]: out

 

3111

00:18:17,443 --> 00:18:17,704

[juliet_hahn]: life

 

3112

00:18:17,634 --> 00:18:18,055

[maggie]: how to

 

3113

00:18:18,044 --> 00:18:18,425

[juliet_hahn]: without

 

3114

00:18:18,155 --> 00:18:18,496

[maggie]: manage

 

3115

00:18:18,525 --> 00:18:18,706

[juliet_hahn]: kind

 

3116

00:18:18,596 --> 00:18:18,997

[maggie]: in life

 

3117

00:18:18,786 --> 00:18:19,407

[juliet_hahn]: of you

 

3118

00:18:19,337 --> 00:18:19,477

[maggie]: with

 

3119

00:18:19,487 --> 00:18:19,547

[juliet_hahn]: now

 

3120

00:18:19,577 --> 00:18:19,778

[maggie]: adult

 

3121

00:18:19,627 --> 00:18:20,148

[juliet_hahn]: not knowing

 

3122

00:18:19,838 --> 00:18:20,118

[maggie]: kind of

 

3123

00:18:20,208 --> 00:18:20,869

[juliet_hahn]: that everyone

 

3124

00:18:20,619 --> 00:18:20,860

[maggie]: you know

 

3125

00:18:20,909 --> 00:18:21,009

[juliet_hahn]: else

 

3126

00:18:20,920 --> 00:18:21,421

[maggie]: not knowing

 

3127

00:18:21,230 --> 00:18:21,510

[juliet_hahn]: actually

 

3128

00:18:21,501 --> 00:18:21,621

[maggie]: that

 

3129

00:18:21,570 --> 00:18:21,911

[juliet_hahn]: reading

 

3130

00:18:21,881 --> 00:18:22,162

[maggie]: everyone

 

3131

00:18:22,091 --> 00:18:22,211

[juliet_hahn]: your

 

3132

00:18:22,202 --> 00:18:22,322

[maggie]: else

 

3133

00:18:22,292 --> 00:18:22,913

[juliet_hahn]: memorizing

 

3134

00:18:22,382 --> 00:18:23,244

[maggie]: is actually reading

 

3135

00:18:23,053 --> 00:18:23,213

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

3136

00:18:23,404 --> 00:18:23,524

[maggie]: your

 

3137

00:18:23,433 --> 00:18:23,674

[juliet_hahn]: he didn't

 

3138

00:18:23,604 --> 00:18:24,225

[maggie]: memorizing

 

3139

00:18:23,714 --> 00:18:24,415

[juliet_hahn]: obviously know that

 

3140

00:18:24,386 --> 00:18:24,526

[maggie]: right

 

3141

00:18:24,455 --> 00:18:24,736

[juliet_hahn]: he was just

 

3142

00:18:24,726 --> 00:18:24,786

[maggie]: he

 

3143

00:18:24,756 --> 00:18:24,856

[juliet_hahn]: like

 

3144

00:18:24,846 --> 00:18:24,987

[maggie]: didn't

 

3145

00:18:24,876 --> 00:18:25,136

[juliet_hahn]: oh i don't

 

3146

00:18:25,027 --> 00:18:25,347

[maggie]: obviously

 

3147

00:18:25,176 --> 00:18:25,357

[juliet_hahn]: know how

 

3148

00:18:25,387 --> 00:18:25,507

[maggie]: know

 

3149

00:18:25,397 --> 00:18:25,557

[juliet_hahn]: to say

 

3150

00:18:25,608 --> 00:18:25,728

[maggie]: that

 

3151

00:18:25,617 --> 00:18:25,757

[juliet_hahn]: those

 

3152

00:18:25,768 --> 00:18:25,828

[maggie]: he

 

3153

00:18:25,797 --> 00:18:26,018

[juliet_hahn]: words

 

3154

00:18:25,848 --> 00:18:26,048

[maggie]: was just

 

3155

00:18:26,058 --> 00:18:26,138

[juliet_hahn]: but

 

3156

00:18:26,068 --> 00:18:26,168

[maggie]: like

 

3157

00:18:26,178 --> 00:18:26,278

[juliet_hahn]: why

 

3158

00:18:26,209 --> 00:18:26,309

[maggie]: oh i

 

3159

00:18:26,318 --> 00:18:26,398

[juliet_hahn]: my

 

3160

00:18:26,329 --> 00:18:26,449

[maggie]: don't

 

3161

00:18:26,458 --> 00:18:26,619

[juliet_hahn]: mom

 

3162

00:18:26,469 --> 00:18:26,669

[maggie]: know how

 

3163

00:18:26,659 --> 00:18:26,839

[juliet_hahn]: reads

 

3164

00:18:26,709 --> 00:18:26,870

[maggie]: to say

 

3165

00:18:26,899 --> 00:18:26,939

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

3166

00:18:26,930 --> 00:18:27,070

[maggie]: those

 

3167

00:18:27,019 --> 00:18:27,039

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

3168

00:18:27,110 --> 00:18:27,330

[maggie]: words

 

3169

00:18:27,140 --> 00:18:27,480

[juliet_hahn]: memorized

 

3170

00:18:27,370 --> 00:18:27,591

[maggie]: but when

 

3171

00:18:27,580 --> 00:18:27,620

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

3172

00:18:27,631 --> 00:18:27,711

[maggie]: my

 

3173

00:18:27,640 --> 00:18:27,761

[juliet_hahn]: then

 

3174

00:18:27,771 --> 00:18:27,931

[maggie]: mom

 

3175

00:18:27,801 --> 00:18:27,961

[juliet_hahn]: i put

 

3176

00:18:27,971 --> 00:18:28,152

[maggie]: reads

 

3177

00:18:28,001 --> 00:18:28,241

[juliet_hahn]: it down

 

3178

00:18:28,212 --> 00:18:28,753

[maggie]: it i memorize

 

3179

00:18:28,622 --> 00:18:28,802

[juliet_hahn]: i can

 

3180

00:18:28,893 --> 00:18:28,933

[maggie]: it

 

3181

00:18:29,003 --> 00:18:29,243

[juliet_hahn]: read it

 

3182

00:18:29,194 --> 00:18:29,294

[maggie]: put

 

3183

00:18:29,263 --> 00:18:29,403

[juliet_hahn]: back

 

3184

00:18:29,334 --> 00:18:29,534

[maggie]: it down

 

3185

00:18:29,443 --> 00:18:29,924

[juliet_hahn]: to the teacher

 

3186

00:18:29,955 --> 00:18:30,556

[maggie]: i can read it

 

3187

00:18:30,565 --> 00:18:30,625

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

3188

00:18:30,576 --> 00:18:30,716

[maggie]: back

 

3189

00:18:30,726 --> 00:18:30,826

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

3190

00:18:30,776 --> 00:18:30,836

[maggie]: to

 

3191

00:18:30,866 --> 00:18:30,986

[juliet_hahn]: were

 

3192

00:18:30,876 --> 00:18:31,257

[maggie]: the teacher

 

3193

00:18:31,026 --> 00:18:31,847

[juliet_hahn]: doing the same sort of

 

3194

00:18:31,898 --> 00:18:31,978

[maggie]: so

 

3195

00:18:31,928 --> 00:18:32,128

[juliet_hahn]: thing

 

3196

00:18:32,058 --> 00:18:32,138

[maggie]: you

 

3197

00:18:32,168 --> 00:18:32,308

[juliet_hahn]: which

 

3198

00:18:32,359 --> 00:18:32,519

[maggie]: doing

 

3199

00:18:32,368 --> 00:18:32,448

[juliet_hahn]: is

 

3200

00:18:32,559 --> 00:18:32,840

[maggie]: the same

 

3201

00:18:32,889 --> 00:18:33,090

[juliet_hahn]: real

 

3202

00:18:32,920 --> 00:18:33,160

[maggie]: sort of

 

3203

00:18:33,230 --> 00:18:33,991

[juliet_hahn]: fascinating

 

3204

00:18:33,240 --> 00:18:33,721

[maggie]: thing which is

 

3205

00:18:34,111 --> 00:18:34,251

[juliet_hahn]: when

 

3206

00:18:34,182 --> 00:18:34,442

[maggie]: really

 

3207

00:18:34,292 --> 00:18:34,712

[juliet_hahn]: we think

 

3208

00:18:34,542 --> 00:18:35,284

[maggie]: fascinating

 

3209

00:18:34,973 --> 00:18:35,333

[juliet_hahn]: about

 

3210

00:18:35,404 --> 00:18:36,005

[maggie]: when we think

 

3211

00:18:35,854 --> 00:18:36,936

[juliet_hahn]: the complexity

 

3212

00:18:36,285 --> 00:18:36,626

[maggie]: about

 

3213

00:18:37,116 --> 00:18:37,176

[juliet_hahn]: of

 

3214

00:18:37,187 --> 00:18:37,307

[maggie]: the

 

3215

00:18:37,256 --> 00:18:37,657

[juliet_hahn]: the human

 

3216

00:18:37,588 --> 00:18:38,249

[maggie]: complexity

 

3217

00:18:37,717 --> 00:18:37,978

[juliet_hahn]: brain

 

3218

00:18:38,429 --> 00:18:38,509

[maggie]: of

 

3219

00:18:38,438 --> 00:18:38,619

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

3220

00:18:38,549 --> 00:18:38,950

[maggie]: the human

 

3221

00:18:38,939 --> 00:18:39,019

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

3222

00:18:39,010 --> 00:18:39,250

[maggie]: brain

 

3223

00:18:39,200 --> 00:18:39,781

[juliet_hahn]: what it does

 

3224

00:18:39,811 --> 00:18:39,931

[maggie]: it

 

3225

00:18:39,901 --> 00:18:40,802

[juliet_hahn]: and what is learned

 

3226

00:18:40,512 --> 00:18:41,274

[maggie]: what it does and

 

3227

00:18:41,303 --> 00:18:41,624

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

3228

00:18:41,354 --> 00:18:42,135

[maggie]: what is learned

 

3229

00:18:41,844 --> 00:18:42,605

[juliet_hahn]: it helps and

 

3230

00:18:42,616 --> 00:18:42,936

[maggie]: because

 

3231

00:18:42,786 --> 00:18:43,186

[juliet_hahn]: how you

 

3232

00:18:43,177 --> 00:18:43,237

[maggie]: it

 

3233

00:18:43,226 --> 00:18:43,427

[juliet_hahn]: know if

 

3234

00:18:43,417 --> 00:18:43,758

[maggie]: helps

 

3235

00:18:43,487 --> 00:18:43,928

[juliet_hahn]: a child

 

3236

00:18:43,858 --> 00:18:43,918

[maggie]: and

 

3237

00:18:44,048 --> 00:18:45,009

[juliet_hahn]: is in a situation

 

3238

00:18:44,399 --> 00:18:45,220

[maggie]: you know if a child

 

3239

00:18:45,250 --> 00:18:45,270

[juliet_hahn]: a

 

3240

00:18:45,340 --> 00:18:45,401

[maggie]: is

 

3241

00:18:45,350 --> 00:18:45,530

[juliet_hahn]: young

 

3242

00:18:45,481 --> 00:18:45,641

[maggie]: in the

 

3243

00:18:45,650 --> 00:18:45,810

[juliet_hahn]: age

 

3244

00:18:45,681 --> 00:18:46,282

[maggie]: situation

 

3245

00:18:46,151 --> 00:18:46,371

[juliet_hahn]: whether

 

3246

00:18:46,402 --> 00:18:46,522

[maggie]: from

 

3247

00:18:46,411 --> 00:18:46,531

[juliet_hahn]: it's

 

3248

00:18:46,583 --> 00:18:46,603

[maggie]: a

 

3249

00:18:46,591 --> 00:18:46,751

[juliet_hahn]: good

 

3250

00:18:46,663 --> 00:18:46,843

[maggie]: young

 

3251

00:18:46,891 --> 00:18:46,951

[juliet_hahn]: or

 

3252

00:18:46,943 --> 00:18:47,123

[maggie]: age

 

3253

00:18:47,051 --> 00:18:47,392

[juliet_hahn]: bad

 

3254

00:18:47,464 --> 00:18:47,845

[maggie]: whether it's

 

3255

00:18:47,852 --> 00:18:47,992

[juliet_hahn]: how

 

3256

00:18:47,905 --> 00:18:48,065

[maggie]: good

 

3257

00:18:48,072 --> 00:18:48,233

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

3258

00:18:48,205 --> 00:18:48,265

[maggie]: or

 

3259

00:18:48,313 --> 00:18:48,733

[juliet_hahn]: developed

 

3260

00:18:48,365 --> 00:18:48,706

[maggie]: bad

 

3261

00:18:49,013 --> 00:18:49,514

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

3262

00:18:49,187 --> 00:18:49,527

[maggie]: how that

 

3263

00:18:49,574 --> 00:18:49,914

[juliet_hahn]: child's

 

3264

00:18:49,628 --> 00:18:50,028

[maggie]: developed

 

3265

00:18:49,974 --> 00:18:50,315

[juliet_hahn]: brain

 

3266

00:18:50,729 --> 00:18:50,830

[maggie]: that

 

3267

00:18:50,735 --> 00:18:50,815

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

3268

00:18:50,890 --> 00:18:51,210

[maggie]: child's

 

3269

00:18:50,895 --> 00:18:51,095

[juliet_hahn]: then

 

3270

00:18:51,290 --> 00:18:51,631

[maggie]: brain

 

3271

00:18:51,296 --> 00:18:52,156

[juliet_hahn]: you take on these

 

3272

00:18:52,052 --> 00:18:52,112

[maggie]: to

 

3273

00:18:52,196 --> 00:18:52,497

[juliet_hahn]: paths

 

3274

00:18:52,212 --> 00:18:52,693

[maggie]: then you

 

3275

00:18:52,677 --> 00:18:52,897

[juliet_hahn]: as you

 

3276

00:18:52,953 --> 00:18:53,133

[maggie]: take

 

3277

00:18:52,997 --> 00:18:53,177

[juliet_hahn]: said

 

3278

00:18:53,214 --> 00:18:53,815

[maggie]: on these paths

 

3279

00:18:53,618 --> 00:18:53,738

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

3280

00:18:53,995 --> 00:18:54,215

[maggie]: as you

 

3281

00:18:54,178 --> 00:18:54,399

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

3282

00:18:54,315 --> 00:18:54,496

[maggie]: said

 

3283

00:18:54,539 --> 00:18:54,779

[juliet_hahn]: go ahead

 

3284

00:18:54,936 --> 00:18:55,898

[maggie]: so you know go

 

3285

00:18:55,892 --> 00:18:55,912

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

3286

00:18:55,938 --> 00:18:56,078

[maggie]: ahead

 

3287

00:18:55,952 --> 00:18:56,993

[abbe_greenberg]: was going to say the more

 

3288

00:18:56,769 --> 00:18:57,351

[maggie]: was going to say the

 

3289

00:18:57,314 --> 00:18:57,514

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

3290

00:18:57,451 --> 00:18:57,812

[maggie]: more

 

3291

00:18:57,755 --> 00:18:58,235

[abbe_greenberg]: the more time

 

3292

00:18:58,133 --> 00:18:58,354

[maggie]: that

 

3293

00:18:58,260 --> 00:18:58,486

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

3294

00:18:58,295 --> 00:18:58,576

[abbe_greenberg]: i spend

 

3295

00:18:58,555 --> 00:18:58,635

[maggie]: the

 

3296

00:18:58,616 --> 00:18:58,776

[abbe_greenberg]: doing

 

3297

00:18:58,695 --> 00:18:58,796

[maggie]: more

 

3298

00:18:58,836 --> 00:18:59,277

[abbe_greenberg]: research

 

3299

00:18:58,876 --> 00:18:59,578

[maggie]: time i spend in

 

3300

00:18:59,658 --> 00:19:00,018

[abbe_greenberg]: into

 

3301

00:18:59,658 --> 00:19:00,100

[maggie]: research

 

3302

00:19:00,179 --> 00:19:00,519

[abbe_greenberg]: brain

 

3303

00:19:00,501 --> 00:19:00,842

[maggie]: into

 

3304

00:19:00,760 --> 00:19:00,940

[abbe_greenberg]: nero

 

3305

00:19:00,983 --> 00:19:01,324

[maggie]: brain

 

3306

00:19:01,060 --> 00:19:01,521

[abbe_greenberg]: science

 

3307

00:19:01,444 --> 00:19:02,327

[maggie]: and nero science

 

3308

00:19:02,302 --> 00:19:03,065

[abbe_greenberg]: more i've come

 

3309

00:19:03,109 --> 00:19:03,270

[maggie]: more

 

3310

00:19:03,146 --> 00:19:03,768

[abbe_greenberg]: to understand

 

3311

00:19:03,451 --> 00:19:03,872

[maggie]: i've come

 

3312

00:19:03,829 --> 00:19:03,929

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

3313

00:19:03,953 --> 00:19:04,013

[maggie]: to

 

3314

00:19:03,969 --> 00:19:04,110

[abbe_greenberg]: there

 

3315

00:19:04,073 --> 00:19:04,576

[maggie]: understand

 

3316

00:19:04,190 --> 00:19:04,572

[abbe_greenberg]: isn't any

 

3317

00:19:04,636 --> 00:19:04,736

[maggie]: that

 

3318

00:19:04,652 --> 00:19:04,813

[abbe_greenberg]: such

 

3319

00:19:04,777 --> 00:19:04,937

[maggie]: there

 

3320

00:19:04,853 --> 00:19:04,994

[abbe_greenberg]: thing

 

3321

00:19:04,998 --> 00:19:05,198

[maggie]: isn't

 

3322

00:19:05,034 --> 00:19:05,255

[abbe_greenberg]: as the

 

3323

00:19:05,279 --> 00:19:05,399

[maggie]: any

 

3324

00:19:05,295 --> 00:19:05,456

[abbe_greenberg]: neuro

 

3325

00:19:05,460 --> 00:19:05,600

[maggie]: such

 

3326

00:19:05,536 --> 00:19:05,858

[abbe_greenberg]: typical

 

3327

00:19:05,661 --> 00:19:05,922

[maggie]: thing as

 

3328

00:19:05,918 --> 00:19:06,139

[abbe_greenberg]: brain

 

3329

00:19:05,962 --> 00:19:06,665

[maggie]: the neuro typical

 

3330

00:19:06,440 --> 00:19:06,581

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

3331

00:19:06,725 --> 00:19:06,926

[maggie]: brain

 

3332

00:19:07,472 --> 00:19:07,833

[abbe_greenberg]: really

 

3333

00:19:08,040 --> 00:19:08,302

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

3334

00:19:08,274 --> 00:19:09,136

[abbe_greenberg]: really have come to

 

3335

00:19:09,092 --> 00:19:09,413

[maggie]: really

 

3336

00:19:09,176 --> 00:19:09,718

[abbe_greenberg]: believe that

 

3337

00:19:09,633 --> 00:19:09,793

[maggie]: come

 

3338

00:19:09,778 --> 00:19:09,858

[abbe_greenberg]: we

 

3339

00:19:09,854 --> 00:19:10,295

[maggie]: to believe

 

3340

00:19:10,119 --> 00:19:10,460

[abbe_greenberg]: all

 

3341

00:19:10,375 --> 00:19:11,197

[maggie]: that we all

 

3342

00:19:11,121 --> 00:19:12,023

[abbe_greenberg]: our brains are so

 

3343

00:19:12,079 --> 00:19:12,360

[maggie]: brains

 

3344

00:19:12,144 --> 00:19:12,445

[abbe_greenberg]: highly

 

3345

00:19:12,440 --> 00:19:12,500

[maggie]: are

 

3346

00:19:12,485 --> 00:19:12,886

[abbe_greenberg]: adaptive

 

3347

00:19:12,680 --> 00:19:13,222

[maggie]: so highly

 

3348

00:19:12,946 --> 00:19:13,186

[abbe_greenberg]: and so

 

3349

00:19:13,282 --> 00:19:13,703

[maggie]: adapted

 

3350

00:19:13,347 --> 00:19:13,848

[abbe_greenberg]: plastic

 

3351

00:19:13,743 --> 00:19:13,984

[maggie]: and so

 

3352

00:19:14,008 --> 00:19:14,470

[abbe_greenberg]: quotumquote

 

3353

00:19:14,184 --> 00:19:14,665

[maggie]: plastic

 

3354

00:19:14,510 --> 00:19:14,670

[abbe_greenberg]: right

 

3355

00:19:15,307 --> 00:19:15,487

[maggie]: right

 

3356

00:19:15,552 --> 00:19:16,333

[abbe_greenberg]: they've learned in the last

 

3357

00:19:16,349 --> 00:19:16,529

[maggie]: they've

 

3358

00:19:16,393 --> 00:19:16,593

[abbe_greenberg]: twenty

 

3359

00:19:16,589 --> 00:19:16,809

[maggie]: learned

 

3360

00:19:16,634 --> 00:19:16,894

[abbe_greenberg]: years is

 

3361

00:19:16,850 --> 00:19:16,970

[maggie]: in the

 

3362

00:19:16,934 --> 00:19:17,034

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

3363

00:19:17,010 --> 00:19:17,130

[maggie]: last

 

3364

00:19:17,114 --> 00:19:17,194

[abbe_greenberg]: our

 

3365

00:19:17,190 --> 00:19:17,390

[maggie]: twenty

 

3366

00:19:17,275 --> 00:19:17,695

[abbe_greenberg]: brains

 

3367

00:19:17,430 --> 00:19:17,831

[maggie]: years is that

 

3368

00:19:17,880 --> 00:19:18,122

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

3369

00:19:17,896 --> 00:19:18,396

[abbe_greenberg]: change

 

3370

00:19:17,911 --> 00:19:19,173

[maggie]: our brains change

 

3371

00:19:18,777 --> 00:19:19,859

[abbe_greenberg]: in structure and function

 

3372

00:19:19,574 --> 00:19:20,095

[maggie]: in structure

 

3373

00:19:20,059 --> 00:19:20,179

[abbe_greenberg]: all

 

3374

00:19:20,175 --> 00:19:20,235

[maggie]: and

 

3375

00:19:20,240 --> 00:19:20,300

[abbe_greenberg]: the

 

3376

00:19:20,315 --> 00:19:20,616

[maggie]: function

 

3377

00:19:20,340 --> 00:19:20,961

[abbe_greenberg]: way through our course

 

3378

00:19:20,856 --> 00:19:21,077

[maggie]: all the

 

3379

00:19:21,021 --> 00:19:21,061

[abbe_greenberg]: of

 

3380

00:19:21,117 --> 00:19:21,197

[maggie]: way

 

3381

00:19:21,121 --> 00:19:21,201

[abbe_greenberg]: our

 

3382

00:19:21,217 --> 00:19:21,397

[maggie]: through

 

3383

00:19:21,241 --> 00:19:21,401

[abbe_greenberg]: life

 

3384

00:19:21,452 --> 00:19:21,613

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

3385

00:19:21,502 --> 00:19:21,642

[abbe_greenberg]: even

 

3386

00:19:21,557 --> 00:19:21,738

[maggie]: course

 

3387

00:19:21,702 --> 00:19:21,842

[abbe_greenberg]: into

 

3388

00:19:21,798 --> 00:19:21,958

[maggie]: of our

 

3389

00:19:21,902 --> 00:19:21,962

[abbe_greenberg]: our

 

3390

00:19:22,018 --> 00:19:22,178

[maggie]: life

 

3391

00:19:22,022 --> 00:19:22,423

[abbe_greenberg]: nineties

 

3392

00:19:22,279 --> 00:19:22,860

[maggie]: even in were

 

3393

00:19:23,204 --> 00:19:24,106

[abbe_greenberg]: so knowing

 

3394

00:19:23,981 --> 00:19:24,102

[maggie]: so

 

3395

00:19:24,266 --> 00:19:24,627

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

3396

00:19:24,562 --> 00:19:24,903

[maggie]: knowing

 

3397

00:19:25,027 --> 00:19:25,048

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

3398

00:19:25,063 --> 00:19:25,404

[maggie]: that

 

3399

00:19:25,088 --> 00:19:25,649

[abbe_greenberg]: don't think there's

 

3400

00:19:25,804 --> 00:19:25,844

[maggie]: i

 

3401

00:19:25,809 --> 00:19:25,989

[abbe_greenberg]: any

 

3402

00:19:25,885 --> 00:19:26,445

[maggie]: don't think there's

 

3403

00:19:26,530 --> 00:19:26,670

[abbe_greenberg]: two

 

3404

00:19:26,606 --> 00:19:26,766

[maggie]: any

 

3405

00:19:26,770 --> 00:19:27,331

[abbe_greenberg]: brains that

 

3406

00:19:27,347 --> 00:19:27,968

[maggie]: two brains

 

3407

00:19:27,632 --> 00:19:28,153

[abbe_greenberg]: the same way

 

3408

00:19:28,048 --> 00:19:28,509

[maggie]: that we the

 

3409

00:19:28,554 --> 00:19:28,634

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

3410

00:19:28,589 --> 00:19:28,870

[maggie]: same

 

3411

00:19:28,694 --> 00:19:29,495

[abbe_greenberg]: i think that our brains

 

3412

00:19:29,290 --> 00:19:29,390

[maggie]: way

 

3413

00:19:29,535 --> 00:19:30,257

[abbe_greenberg]: are miraculous

 

3414

00:19:29,771 --> 00:19:30,432

[maggie]: and i think that our

 

3415

00:19:30,337 --> 00:19:30,457

[abbe_greenberg]: they

 

3416

00:19:30,452 --> 00:19:30,693

[maggie]: brains

 

3417

00:19:30,537 --> 00:19:30,637

[abbe_greenberg]: do

 

3418

00:19:30,540 --> 00:19:31,470

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

3419

00:19:30,753 --> 00:19:30,813

[maggie]: are

 

3420

00:19:30,818 --> 00:19:31,519

[abbe_greenberg]: incredible

 

3421

00:19:30,873 --> 00:19:31,414

[maggie]: miraculous

 

3422

00:19:31,639 --> 00:19:32,000

[abbe_greenberg]: things

 

3423

00:19:32,155 --> 00:19:32,576

[maggie]: credible

 

3424

00:19:32,160 --> 00:19:32,481

[abbe_greenberg]: and so

 

3425

00:19:32,656 --> 00:19:32,976

[maggie]: things

 

3426

00:19:32,882 --> 00:19:33,322

[abbe_greenberg]: there's nothing

 

3427

00:19:33,137 --> 00:19:33,437

[maggie]: and so

 

3428

00:19:33,623 --> 00:19:33,943

[abbe_greenberg]: typical

 

3429

00:19:33,818 --> 00:19:34,238

[maggie]: there's nothing

 

3430

00:19:34,124 --> 00:19:34,585

[abbe_greenberg]: about any

 

3431

00:19:34,539 --> 00:19:34,880

[maggie]: typical

 

3432

00:19:34,645 --> 00:19:35,246

[abbe_greenberg]: of our brains

 

3433

00:19:35,020 --> 00:19:35,220

[maggie]: about

 

3434

00:19:35,042 --> 00:19:35,266

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

3435

00:19:35,340 --> 00:19:35,581

[maggie]: any of

 

3436

00:19:35,566 --> 00:19:35,647

[abbe_greenberg]: or

 

3437

00:19:35,661 --> 00:19:36,122

[maggie]: our brains

 

3438

00:19:36,368 --> 00:19:37,730

[abbe_greenberg]: you know any of the things our

brains can do

 

3439

00:19:37,664 --> 00:19:37,885

[maggie]: the things

 

3440

00:19:37,840 --> 00:19:37,980

[juliet_hahn]: which

 

3441

00:19:37,945 --> 00:19:38,245

[maggie]: our brains

 

3442

00:19:38,041 --> 00:19:38,281

[juliet_hahn]: is just

 

3443

00:19:38,285 --> 00:19:38,365

[maggie]: can

 

3444

00:19:38,341 --> 00:19:38,923

[juliet_hahn]: fascinating

 

3445

00:19:38,445 --> 00:19:39,427

[maggie]: do which is

 

3446

00:19:39,484 --> 00:19:39,604

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

3447

00:19:39,587 --> 00:19:40,249

[maggie]: just fascinatin

 

3448

00:19:39,945 --> 00:19:40,847

[juliet_hahn]: now i want to go

 

3449

00:19:40,889 --> 00:19:41,010

[maggie]: so

 

3450

00:19:40,988 --> 00:19:41,309

[juliet_hahn]: to you

 

3451

00:19:41,330 --> 00:19:41,430

[maggie]: now

 

3452

00:19:41,369 --> 00:19:41,790

[juliet_hahn]: guys met

 

3453

00:19:41,851 --> 00:19:42,231

[maggie]: i want to go

 

3454

00:19:42,271 --> 00:19:42,612

[juliet_hahn]: university

 

3455

00:19:42,331 --> 00:19:42,672

[maggie]: to you

 

3456

00:19:42,672 --> 00:19:43,193

[juliet_hahn]: pennsylvania

 

3457

00:19:42,732 --> 00:19:43,914

[maggie]: guys met university

 

3458

00:19:43,654 --> 00:19:44,256

[juliet_hahn]: in the eighties

 

3459

00:19:43,934 --> 00:19:44,495

[maggie]: of pennsylvania

 

3460

00:19:44,396 --> 00:19:45,078

[juliet_hahn]: am i correct there

 

3461

00:19:44,995 --> 00:19:46,157

[maggie]: in the eighties and might correct

 

3462

00:19:46,624 --> 00:19:46,705

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

3463

00:19:47,449 --> 00:19:48,050

[maggie]: late eighties

 

3464

00:19:47,891 --> 00:19:48,313

[juliet_hahn]: late it is

 

3465

00:19:48,410 --> 00:19:49,652

[maggie]: late eighties can they just say

 

3466

00:19:49,702 --> 00:19:50,043

[abbe_greenberg]: almost

 

3467

00:19:49,753 --> 00:19:52,577

[maggie]: latitiswell

 

3468

00:19:50,123 --> 00:19:51,247

[abbe_greenberg]: nineties really was so

 

3469

00:19:51,480 --> 00:19:54,891

[juliet_hahn]: yes

 

3470

00:19:51,849 --> 00:19:52,210

[abbe_greenberg]: nineties

 

3471

00:19:54,991 --> 00:19:56,376

[juliet_hahn]: because when did you graduate university

 

3472

00:19:56,323 --> 00:19:56,504

[maggie]: because

 

3473

00:19:56,396 --> 00:19:56,858

[juliet_hahn]: of pensylvania

 

3474

00:19:56,724 --> 00:20:01,395

[maggie]: did you graduate university of penslvania i

abby graduated eighty eight i graduated

 

3475

00:20:01,462 --> 00:20:01,623

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

3476

00:20:01,475 --> 00:20:01,996

[maggie]: eighty nine

 

3477

00:20:02,184 --> 00:20:03,566

[juliet_hahn]: that's very late it's late

 

3478

00:20:03,560 --> 00:20:03,700

[maggie]: that's

 

3479

00:20:03,626 --> 00:20:03,866

[juliet_hahn]: eighties

 

3480

00:20:03,740 --> 00:20:03,920

[maggie]: very

 

3481

00:20:03,926 --> 00:20:04,087

[juliet_hahn]: let's

 

3482

00:20:03,960 --> 00:20:04,141

[maggie]: late

 

3483

00:20:04,147 --> 00:20:04,207

[juliet_hahn]: say

 

3484

00:20:04,301 --> 00:20:05,122

[maggie]: is lady

 

3485

00:20:05,569 --> 00:20:05,770

[juliet_hahn]: late

 

3486

00:20:05,703 --> 00:20:07,667

[maggie]: ltadieslaadies

 

3487

00:20:05,850 --> 00:20:08,053

[juliet_hahn]: eighties so take us through that a

little bit

 

3488

00:20:08,067 --> 00:20:08,167

[maggie]: so

 

3489

00:20:08,133 --> 00:20:08,474

[juliet_hahn]: how you

 

3490

00:20:08,468 --> 00:20:08,648

[maggie]: take

 

3491

00:20:08,514 --> 00:20:08,915

[juliet_hahn]: connected

 

3492

00:20:08,688 --> 00:20:09,189

[maggie]: us through that

 

3493

00:20:09,095 --> 00:20:09,335

[juliet_hahn]: do you

 

3494

00:20:09,269 --> 00:20:09,530

[maggie]: a little

 

3495

00:20:09,396 --> 00:20:09,536

[juliet_hahn]: guys

 

3496

00:20:09,570 --> 00:20:09,630

[maggie]: bit

 

3497

00:20:09,616 --> 00:20:09,936

[juliet_hahn]: remember

 

3498

00:20:09,690 --> 00:20:10,051

[maggie]: how you

 

3499

00:20:09,997 --> 00:20:10,097

[juliet_hahn]: the

 

3500

00:20:10,091 --> 00:20:10,471

[maggie]: connected

 

3501

00:20:10,137 --> 00:20:10,698

[juliet_hahn]: first time that

 

3502

00:20:10,652 --> 00:20:10,732

[maggie]: do

 

3503

00:20:10,758 --> 00:20:10,898

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

3504

00:20:10,772 --> 00:20:11,453

[maggie]: you guys remember

 

3505

00:20:11,219 --> 00:20:11,419

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

3506

00:20:11,533 --> 00:20:11,613

[maggie]: the

 

3507

00:20:11,539 --> 00:20:11,659

[juliet_hahn]: saw

 

3508

00:20:11,673 --> 00:20:11,833

[maggie]: first

 

3509

00:20:11,800 --> 00:20:11,880

[juliet_hahn]: ach

 

3510

00:20:11,894 --> 00:20:12,054

[maggie]: time

 

3511

00:20:11,920 --> 00:20:12,121

[juliet_hahn]: other

 

3512

00:20:12,094 --> 00:20:12,194

[maggie]: that

 

3513

00:20:12,222 --> 00:20:12,282

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

3514

00:20:12,274 --> 00:20:12,414

[maggie]: you

 

3515

00:20:12,322 --> 00:20:13,166

[juliet_hahn]: we're like wait

 

3516

00:20:12,995 --> 00:20:13,356

[maggie]: saw each

 

3517

00:20:13,327 --> 00:20:13,447

[juliet_hahn]: this

 

3518

00:20:13,416 --> 00:20:13,596

[maggie]: other

 

3519

00:20:13,508 --> 00:20:13,668

[juliet_hahn]: is a

 

3520

00:20:13,677 --> 00:20:13,757

[maggie]: and

 

3521

00:20:13,749 --> 00:20:13,889

[juliet_hahn]: good

 

3522

00:20:13,777 --> 00:20:13,957

[maggie]: we're

 

3523

00:20:13,950 --> 00:20:14,251

[juliet_hahn]: friend

 

3524

00:20:13,997 --> 00:20:14,197

[maggie]: like

 

3525

00:20:14,432 --> 00:20:14,532

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

3526

00:20:14,438 --> 00:20:14,638

[maggie]: wait

 

3527

00:20:14,572 --> 00:20:15,135

[juliet_hahn]: then kind of

 

3528

00:20:15,359 --> 00:20:19,005

[maggie]: friend i do i remember the first

time i met you do you remember that

 

3529

00:20:19,086 --> 00:20:24,535

[maggie]: in your dorm room abby was was

was in her do you know we were

 

3530

00:20:25,056 --> 00:20:26,758

[maggie]: i think i was talking to to

your

 

3531

00:20:27,090 --> 00:20:28,770

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

3532

00:20:27,259 --> 00:20:27,800

[maggie]: sweet mate

 

3533

00:20:27,955 --> 00:20:28,542

[abbe_greenberg]: hm

 

3534

00:20:28,662 --> 00:20:29,243

[maggie]: and miriam

 

3535

00:20:29,060 --> 00:20:29,080

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

3536

00:20:29,503 --> 00:20:33,189

[maggie]: and then i met abby through that

but we lived in a very very close

 

3537

00:20:33,269 --> 00:20:37,236

[maggie]: storm where people really tended to know

each other

 

3538

00:20:37,050 --> 00:20:38,130

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

3539

00:20:37,476 --> 00:20:40,854

[maggie]: and got to know each other we

ate dinner in a separate kind of

 

3540

00:20:41,192 --> 00:20:41,918

[abbe_greenberg]: we were a college

 

3541

00:20:41,759 --> 00:20:42,119

[maggie]: a separate

 

3542

00:20:41,958 --> 00:20:42,220

[abbe_greenberg]: house

 

3543

00:20:42,159 --> 00:20:42,580

[maggie]: dining hall

 

3544

00:20:42,603 --> 00:20:42,663

[abbe_greenberg]: we

 

3545

00:20:42,610 --> 00:20:42,670

[juliet_hahn]: ye

 

3546

00:20:42,744 --> 00:20:42,845

[abbe_greenberg]: had

 

3547

00:20:43,201 --> 00:20:46,567

[maggie]: you we were in a college living

learning community kind of so we all got

 

3548

00:20:46,667 --> 00:20:48,971

[maggie]: to a lot of people got to

know each other really well

 

3549

00:20:48,870 --> 00:20:48,992

[juliet_hahn]: ye

 

3550

00:20:49,532 --> 00:20:52,517

[maggie]: and so i knew abby sweet mate

but

 

3551

00:20:52,980 --> 00:20:53,936

[juliet_hahn]: ye

 

3552

00:20:53,138 --> 00:20:56,445

[maggie]: that's sort of how we first connected

and you know we

 

3553

00:20:57,382 --> 00:20:58,447

[abbe_greenberg]: you were and you were dating my

 

3554

00:20:58,479 --> 00:20:58,539

[maggie]: and

 

3555

00:20:58,527 --> 00:20:58,668

[abbe_greenberg]: good

 

3556

00:20:58,559 --> 00:20:58,780

[maggie]: you were

 

3557

00:20:58,728 --> 00:20:58,989

[abbe_greenberg]: friend

 

3558

00:20:59,040 --> 00:21:00,542

[maggie]: in my yeah while

 

3559

00:21:00,540 --> 00:21:00,861

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

3560

00:21:00,582 --> 00:21:01,243

[maggie]: i's trying to

 

3561

00:21:01,585 --> 00:21:01,968

[abbe_greenberg]: on the date

 

3562

00:21:02,185 --> 00:21:03,066

[maggie]: you sort of set it up

 

3563

00:21:02,977 --> 00:21:03,118

[abbe_greenberg]: yeh

 

3564

00:21:03,247 --> 00:21:03,427

[maggie]: yeah

 

3565

00:21:03,552 --> 00:21:03,853

[abbe_greenberg]: oh

 

3566

00:21:04,429 --> 00:21:04,729

[maggie]: yeah

 

3567

00:21:05,210 --> 00:21:06,813

[juliet_hahn]: i love that i love that it's

 

3568

00:21:06,833 --> 00:21:06,853

[maggie]: i

 

3569

00:21:06,853 --> 00:21:07,033

[juliet_hahn]: always

 

3570

00:21:06,953 --> 00:21:07,093

[maggie]: love

 

3571

00:21:07,053 --> 00:21:07,173

[juliet_hahn]: fun

 

3572

00:21:07,153 --> 00:21:07,313

[maggie]: that

 

3573

00:21:07,253 --> 00:21:07,434

[juliet_hahn]: to go

 

3574

00:21:07,454 --> 00:21:07,474

[maggie]: i

 

3575

00:21:07,534 --> 00:21:07,754

[juliet_hahn]: back

 

3576

00:21:07,554 --> 00:21:07,914

[maggie]: love that and

 

3577

00:21:07,834 --> 00:21:08,275

[juliet_hahn]: i think to

 

3578

00:21:08,235 --> 00:21:08,355

[maggie]: it's

 

3579

00:21:08,315 --> 00:21:08,375

[juliet_hahn]: go

 

3580

00:21:08,395 --> 00:21:08,555

[maggie]: always

 

3581

00:21:08,455 --> 00:21:08,616

[juliet_hahn]: back

 

3582

00:21:08,595 --> 00:21:08,696

[maggie]: fun

 

3583

00:21:08,696 --> 00:21:08,776

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

3584

00:21:08,776 --> 00:21:08,816

[maggie]: to

 

3585

00:21:08,856 --> 00:21:09,237

[juliet_hahn]: remember

 

3586

00:21:08,876 --> 00:21:09,357

[maggie]: go back i

 

3587

00:21:09,337 --> 00:21:09,517

[juliet_hahn]: these

 

3588

00:21:09,437 --> 00:21:10,058

[maggie]: think to go back

 

3589

00:21:09,958 --> 00:21:10,198

[juliet_hahn]: fun

 

3590

00:21:10,138 --> 00:21:10,659

[maggie]: and remember

 

3591

00:21:10,379 --> 00:21:11,100

[juliet_hahn]: and good times

 

3592

00:21:10,779 --> 00:21:11,620

[maggie]: these fun

 

3593

00:21:11,621 --> 00:21:11,741

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

3594

00:21:11,801 --> 00:21:12,502

[maggie]: and good times

 

3595

00:21:13,023 --> 00:21:13,103

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

3596

00:21:13,043 --> 00:21:13,163

[maggie]: so

 

3597

00:21:13,304 --> 00:21:14,425

[juliet_hahn]: abbie we didn't say what

 

3598

00:21:14,445 --> 00:21:14,525

[maggie]: and

 

3599

00:21:14,526 --> 00:21:14,686

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

3600

00:21:14,726 --> 00:21:15,407

[maggie]: abbie we didn't say

 

3601

00:21:15,407 --> 00:21:15,667

[juliet_hahn]: because i

 

3602

00:21:15,707 --> 00:21:15,827

[maggie]: what

 

3603

00:21:15,708 --> 00:21:15,848

[juliet_hahn]: know

 

3604

00:21:15,948 --> 00:21:16,088

[maggie]: you

 

3605

00:21:16,088 --> 00:21:16,409

[juliet_hahn]: maggie

 

3606

00:21:16,792 --> 00:21:17,236

[maggie]: because i know

 

3607

00:21:17,460 --> 00:21:17,621

[juliet_hahn]: your

 

3608

00:21:17,478 --> 00:21:17,781

[maggie]: maggie

 

3609

00:21:17,942 --> 00:21:18,964

[juliet_hahn]: major was philosophy

 

3610

00:21:18,929 --> 00:21:19,050

[maggie]: our

 

3611

00:21:19,165 --> 00:21:19,325

[juliet_hahn]: abby

 

3612

00:21:19,352 --> 00:21:19,633

[maggie]: major

 

3613

00:21:19,365 --> 00:21:19,786

[juliet_hahn]: what was your

 

3614

00:21:19,694 --> 00:21:20,378

[maggie]: was philosophy

 

3615

00:21:19,866 --> 00:21:20,167

[juliet_hahn]: major

 

3616

00:21:20,559 --> 00:21:21,565

[maggie]: abby what was your major

 

3617

00:21:21,482 --> 00:21:22,144

[abbe_greenberg]: communication

 

3618

00:21:22,299 --> 00:21:22,964

[maggie]: communication

 

3619

00:21:22,365 --> 00:21:23,510

[abbe_greenberg]: with a minor and psychology

 

3620

00:21:23,186 --> 00:21:23,649

[maggie]: with a minor

 

3621

00:21:23,590 --> 00:21:23,650

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

3622

00:21:23,710 --> 00:21:24,335

[maggie]: and psychology

 

3623

00:21:24,171 --> 00:21:24,972

[juliet_hahn]: i read that but then i

 

3624

00:21:24,969 --> 00:21:25,029

[maggie]: so

 

3625

00:21:25,012 --> 00:21:25,593

[juliet_hahn]: was like wait who

 

3626

00:21:25,550 --> 00:21:26,030

[maggie]: i read that

 

3627

00:21:25,934 --> 00:21:26,274

[juliet_hahn]: who

 

3628

00:21:26,070 --> 00:21:26,611

[maggie]: but then i was like

 

3629

00:21:26,515 --> 00:21:26,615

[juliet_hahn]: who

 

3630

00:21:26,631 --> 00:21:26,772

[maggie]: wait

 

3631

00:21:26,815 --> 00:21:26,975

[juliet_hahn]: was

 

3632

00:21:26,872 --> 00:21:27,072

[maggie]: who's

 

3633

00:21:27,035 --> 00:21:30,922

[juliet_hahn]: it now that yeah right which is

again that's

 

3634

00:21:30,979 --> 00:21:31,299

[maggie]: right which

 

3635

00:21:31,282 --> 00:21:31,343

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

3636

00:21:31,339 --> 00:21:31,399

[maggie]: is

 

3637

00:21:31,383 --> 00:21:32,164

[juliet_hahn]: know fascinating

 

3638

00:21:31,720 --> 00:21:32,301

[maggie]: again that's

 

3639

00:21:32,204 --> 00:21:32,905

[juliet_hahn]: to communications

 

3640

00:21:32,641 --> 00:21:33,523

[maggie]: you know fascinating

 

3641

00:21:32,985 --> 00:21:33,686

[juliet_hahn]: and psychology

 

3642

00:21:33,563 --> 00:21:34,204

[maggie]: the communication

 

3643

00:21:33,787 --> 00:21:34,388

[juliet_hahn]: you kind of were

 

3644

00:21:34,364 --> 00:21:34,424

[maggie]: and

 

3645

00:21:34,428 --> 00:21:34,548

[juliet_hahn]: like

 

3646

00:21:34,484 --> 00:21:35,065

[maggie]: psychology

 

3647

00:21:34,608 --> 00:21:35,129

[juliet_hahn]: i want to learn

 

3648

00:21:35,146 --> 00:21:35,246

[maggie]: you

 

3649

00:21:35,209 --> 00:21:35,349

[juliet_hahn]: more

 

3650

00:21:35,306 --> 00:21:35,727

[maggie]: kind of were

 

3651

00:21:35,690 --> 00:21:35,890

[juliet_hahn]: this

 

3652

00:21:35,787 --> 00:21:36,488

[maggie]: like i want to learn

 

3653

00:21:36,551 --> 00:21:36,671

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

3654

00:21:36,568 --> 00:21:37,229

[maggie]: more this

 

3655

00:21:37,152 --> 00:21:37,993

[juliet_hahn]: where did that take

 

3656

00:21:37,910 --> 00:21:38,030

[maggie]: and

 

3657

00:21:38,053 --> 00:21:38,474

[juliet_hahn]: you both

 

3658

00:21:38,531 --> 00:21:38,711

[maggie]: where

 

3659

00:21:38,694 --> 00:21:38,875

[juliet_hahn]: after

 

3660

00:21:38,771 --> 00:21:39,052

[maggie]: did that

 

3661

00:21:38,915 --> 00:21:39,616

[juliet_hahn]: you graduated

 

3662

00:21:39,132 --> 00:21:40,234

[maggie]: take you both after

 

3663

00:21:40,097 --> 00:21:40,357

[juliet_hahn]: where

 

3664

00:21:40,274 --> 00:21:40,975

[maggie]: you graduated

 

3665

00:21:40,597 --> 00:21:41,138

[juliet_hahn]: you know what

 

3666

00:21:41,456 --> 00:21:42,477

[maggie]: where you know what

 

3667

00:21:43,060 --> 00:21:44,211

[juliet_hahn]: field did you go into

 

3668

00:21:44,409 --> 00:21:45,538

[maggie]: field did you go into

 

3669

00:21:45,690 --> 00:21:46,873

[juliet_hahn]: if you can share that a little

bit

 

3670

00:21:47,019 --> 00:21:56,895

[maggie]: if you can share that i had

always gravitated toward working with people working enough

 

3671

00:21:56,712 --> 00:21:56,793

[juliet_hahn]: ah

 

3672

00:21:56,975 --> 00:21:57,716

[maggie]: for profits

 

3673

00:21:57,462 --> 00:21:57,668

[abbe_greenberg]: oh

 

3674

00:21:58,478 --> 00:22:01,964

[maggie]: you know was sort of like i

want to change the world you know type

 

3675

00:22:02,064 --> 00:22:04,608

[maggie]: of idealist but i also was

 

3676

00:22:04,590 --> 00:22:04,878

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

3677

00:22:04,908 --> 00:22:09,837

[maggie]: was so interested in mental health because

um i think it was a big in

 

3678

00:22:09,997 --> 00:22:13,643

[maggie]: certain ways for the it was a

big conversation in my family

 

3679

00:22:14,550 --> 00:22:15,570

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

3680

00:22:14,645 --> 00:22:17,730

[maggie]: in other ways it wasn't it was

kind of strange but because my mom was

 

3681

00:22:17,770 --> 00:22:18,151

[maggie]: a social

 

3682

00:22:18,150 --> 00:22:19,200

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

3683

00:22:18,171 --> 00:22:21,376

[maggie]: worker being in therapy wasn't foreign to

me in any way

 

3684

00:22:22,705 --> 00:22:22,725

[abbe_greenberg]: a

 

3685

00:22:22,718 --> 00:22:23,079

[maggie]: and so

 

3686

00:22:24,603 --> 00:22:24,624

[juliet_hahn]: a

 

3687

00:22:24,762 --> 00:22:31,733

[maggie]: i worked in a number of different

not for profits sometimes during research and sometimes

 

3688

00:22:31,230 --> 00:22:32,370

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

3689

00:22:31,853 --> 00:22:37,142

[maggie]: working directly with with different people often

kids or teas

 

3690

00:22:37,650 --> 00:22:37,871

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

3691

00:22:37,683 --> 00:22:42,391

[maggie]: or sometimes elderly so i worked with

a lot of different different types of people

 

3692

00:22:42,471 --> 00:22:42,752

[maggie]: but then

 

3693

00:22:42,660 --> 00:22:43,860

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

3694

00:22:43,052 --> 00:22:47,480

[maggie]: i went to social work school um

and that it's just

 

3695

00:22:47,469 --> 00:22:47,490

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

3696

00:22:47,720 --> 00:22:48,722

[maggie]: that sort of fit in all

 

3697

00:22:48,722 --> 00:22:48,864

[juliet_hahn]: yes

 

3698

00:22:48,802 --> 00:22:51,708

[maggie]: my interests together and i ended up

being

 

3699

00:22:51,909 --> 00:22:51,930

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

3700

00:22:52,309 --> 00:22:54,614

[maggie]: a high school counsellor in a new

york city high school

 

3701

00:22:54,690 --> 00:22:55,098

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

3702

00:22:54,895 --> 00:22:55,756

[maggie]: for a lot of years

 

3703

00:22:55,910 --> 00:22:57,232

[juliet_hahn]: interesting yeah i love i

 

3704

00:22:57,269 --> 00:22:57,711

[maggie]: interesting

 

3705

00:22:57,292 --> 00:22:58,134

[juliet_hahn]: love where things

 

3706

00:22:58,193 --> 00:22:58,213

[maggie]: i

 

3707

00:22:58,214 --> 00:22:58,354

[juliet_hahn]: take

 

3708

00:22:58,293 --> 00:22:58,413

[maggie]: love

 

3709

00:22:58,394 --> 00:22:58,575

[juliet_hahn]: you and

 

3710

00:22:58,534 --> 00:22:58,554

[maggie]: i

 

3711

00:22:58,595 --> 00:22:58,715

[juliet_hahn]: then

 

3712

00:22:58,634 --> 00:22:59,217

[maggie]: love where

 

3713

00:22:58,815 --> 00:22:59,376

[juliet_hahn]: abby where did

 

3714

00:22:59,277 --> 00:22:59,478

[maggie]: things

 

3715

00:22:59,456 --> 00:22:59,556

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

3716

00:22:59,538 --> 00:22:59,799

[maggie]: take you

 

3717

00:22:59,757 --> 00:22:59,877

[juliet_hahn]: end

 

3718

00:22:59,839 --> 00:23:00,020

[maggie]: and then

 

3719

00:23:00,037 --> 00:23:00,117

[juliet_hahn]: up

 

3720

00:23:00,140 --> 00:23:01,445

[maggie]: abby where did you end up

 

3721

00:23:02,222 --> 00:23:03,384

[abbe_greenberg]: i've always been fascinated

 

3722

00:23:02,929 --> 00:23:03,450

[maggie]: i've always

 

3723

00:23:03,424 --> 00:23:03,524

[abbe_greenberg]: with

 

3724

00:23:03,470 --> 00:23:03,610

[maggie]: been

 

3725

00:23:03,564 --> 00:23:03,645

[abbe_greenberg]: how

 

3726

00:23:03,650 --> 00:23:04,111

[maggie]: fascinated

 

3727

00:23:03,745 --> 00:23:04,246

[abbe_greenberg]: talk works

 

3728

00:23:04,151 --> 00:23:04,933

[maggie]: with how talk works

 

3729

00:23:05,107 --> 00:23:05,448

[abbe_greenberg]: i find

 

3730

00:23:05,400 --> 00:23:05,683

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

3731

00:23:05,568 --> 00:23:06,029

[abbe_greenberg]: language

 

3732

00:23:05,834 --> 00:23:06,155

[maggie]: i find

 

3733

00:23:06,089 --> 00:23:06,810

[abbe_greenberg]: and communication

 

3734

00:23:06,295 --> 00:23:07,517

[maggie]: language and communication

 

3735

00:23:07,110 --> 00:23:07,651

[abbe_greenberg]: fascinating

 

3736

00:23:07,837 --> 00:23:08,358

[maggie]: fascinating

 

3737

00:23:08,493 --> 00:23:09,354

[abbe_greenberg]: law in my family

 

3738

00:23:09,200 --> 00:23:09,400

[maggie]: law

 

3739

00:23:09,394 --> 00:23:09,474

[abbe_greenberg]: is

 

3740

00:23:09,520 --> 00:23:09,560

[maggie]: in

 

3741

00:23:09,534 --> 00:23:09,715

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

3742

00:23:09,620 --> 00:23:10,081

[maggie]: my family

 

3743

00:23:09,975 --> 00:23:10,416

[abbe_greenberg]: i started

 

3744

00:23:10,261 --> 00:23:10,442

[maggie]: that

 

3745

00:23:10,496 --> 00:23:10,817

[abbe_greenberg]: talking

 

3746

00:23:10,637 --> 00:23:10,657

[juliet_hahn]: a

 

3747

00:23:10,702 --> 00:23:11,143

[maggie]: i started

 

3748

00:23:10,857 --> 00:23:11,518

[abbe_greenberg]: in full sentences

 

3749

00:23:11,223 --> 00:23:11,624

[maggie]: talking in

 

3750

00:23:11,598 --> 00:23:11,658

[abbe_greenberg]: at

 

3751

00:23:11,684 --> 00:23:11,844

[maggie]: full

 

3752

00:23:11,702 --> 00:23:11,944

[juliet_hahn]: months

 

3753

00:23:11,718 --> 00:23:11,918

[abbe_greenberg]: nine

 

3754

00:23:11,884 --> 00:23:12,245

[maggie]: sentences

 

3755

00:23:11,958 --> 00:23:12,319

[abbe_greenberg]: months old

 

3756

00:23:12,325 --> 00:23:12,365

[maggie]: at

 

3757

00:23:12,379 --> 00:23:12,439

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

3758

00:23:12,445 --> 00:23:12,625

[maggie]: nine

 

3759

00:23:12,499 --> 00:23:12,980

[abbe_greenberg]: i haven't

 

3760

00:23:12,685 --> 00:23:12,866

[maggie]: months

 

3761

00:23:13,020 --> 00:23:13,301

[abbe_greenberg]: stopped

 

3762

00:23:13,046 --> 00:23:13,547

[maggie]: when i had

 

3763

00:23:13,401 --> 00:23:13,721

[abbe_greenberg]: since

 

3764

00:23:13,787 --> 00:23:13,887

[maggie]: to

 

3765

00:23:14,543 --> 00:23:14,623

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

3766

00:23:14,610 --> 00:23:15,113

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

3767

00:23:14,643 --> 00:23:15,284

[abbe_greenberg]: there is some truth

 

3768

00:23:15,250 --> 00:23:15,330

[maggie]: and

 

3769

00:23:15,344 --> 00:23:15,404

[abbe_greenberg]: to

 

3770

00:23:15,370 --> 00:23:15,510

[maggie]: there

 

3771

00:23:15,444 --> 00:23:15,544

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

3772

00:23:15,550 --> 00:23:15,610

[maggie]: is

 

3773

00:23:15,605 --> 00:23:15,625

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

3774

00:23:15,670 --> 00:23:15,791

[maggie]: some

 

3775

00:23:15,685 --> 00:23:15,865

[abbe_greenberg]: think

 

3776

00:23:15,831 --> 00:23:16,011

[maggie]: truth

 

3777

00:23:16,045 --> 00:23:16,266

[abbe_greenberg]: although

 

3778

00:23:16,051 --> 00:23:16,271

[maggie]: to that

 

3779

00:23:16,286 --> 00:23:16,446

[abbe_greenberg]: maybe

 

3780

00:23:16,312 --> 00:23:16,552

[maggie]: i think

 

3781

00:23:16,506 --> 00:23:17,047

[abbe_greenberg]: not the nine month

 

3782

00:23:17,013 --> 00:23:17,153

[maggie]: maybe

 

3783

00:23:17,107 --> 00:23:17,207

[abbe_greenberg]: old

 

3784

00:23:17,233 --> 00:23:17,313

[maggie]: not

 

3785

00:23:17,247 --> 00:23:17,428

[abbe_greenberg]: part

 

3786

00:23:17,353 --> 00:23:17,714

[maggie]: the nine

 

3787

00:23:17,989 --> 00:23:19,611

[abbe_greenberg]: um i've always

 

3788

00:23:19,717 --> 00:23:19,737

[maggie]: i

 

3789

00:23:19,731 --> 00:23:19,972

[abbe_greenberg]: i mean i

 

3790

00:23:20,018 --> 00:23:20,298

[maggie]: always

 

3791

00:23:20,032 --> 00:23:20,272

[abbe_greenberg]: majored

 

3792

00:23:20,304 --> 00:23:20,325

[juliet_hahn]: a

 

3793

00:23:20,312 --> 00:23:20,953

[abbe_greenberg]: in communication

 

3794

00:23:20,519 --> 00:23:21,059

[maggie]: mean a major in

 

3795

00:23:21,054 --> 00:23:21,094

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

3796

00:23:21,099 --> 00:23:21,620

[maggie]: communication

 

3797

00:23:21,254 --> 00:23:21,895

[abbe_greenberg]: threw myself into

 

3798

00:23:21,781 --> 00:23:21,801

[maggie]: i

 

3799

00:23:21,935 --> 00:23:22,416

[abbe_greenberg]: communication

 

3800

00:23:21,981 --> 00:23:22,422

[maggie]: threw myself

 

3801

00:23:22,496 --> 00:23:22,837

[abbe_greenberg]: research

 

3802

00:23:22,542 --> 00:23:23,123

[maggie]: to communication

 

3803

00:23:22,897 --> 00:23:23,237

[abbe_greenberg]: i became

 

3804

00:23:23,203 --> 00:23:23,564

[maggie]: research

 

3805

00:23:23,277 --> 00:23:23,698

[abbe_greenberg]: a professor

 

3806

00:23:23,624 --> 00:23:23,944

[maggie]: and became

 

3807

00:23:23,738 --> 00:23:24,439

[abbe_greenberg]: of communication

 

3808

00:23:24,004 --> 00:23:24,405

[maggie]: a professor

 

3809

00:23:24,270 --> 00:23:25,320

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

3810

00:23:24,445 --> 00:23:25,166

[maggie]: of communication

 

3811

00:23:24,740 --> 00:23:25,481

[abbe_greenberg]: but i was

 

3812

00:23:25,447 --> 00:23:25,547

[maggie]: but

 

3813

00:23:25,561 --> 00:23:25,741

[abbe_greenberg]: not

 

3814

00:23:25,647 --> 00:23:25,667

[maggie]: i

 

3815

00:23:25,882 --> 00:23:26,223

[abbe_greenberg]: interested

 

3816

00:23:26,088 --> 00:23:26,448

[maggie]: was not

 

3817

00:23:26,283 --> 00:23:26,905

[abbe_greenberg]: in the media

 

3818

00:23:26,589 --> 00:23:27,050

[maggie]: interested in

 

3819

00:23:27,066 --> 00:23:27,166

[abbe_greenberg]: end

 

3820

00:23:27,090 --> 00:23:27,171

[maggie]: the

 

3821

00:23:27,226 --> 00:23:27,287

[abbe_greenberg]: of

 

3822

00:23:27,251 --> 00:23:27,612

[maggie]: media

 

3823

00:23:27,387 --> 00:23:28,250

[abbe_greenberg]: it and the journalism

 

3824

00:23:27,953 --> 00:23:28,014

[maggie]: of

 

3825

00:23:27,990 --> 00:23:29,010

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

3826

00:23:28,114 --> 00:23:28,375

[maggie]: it and

 

3827

00:23:28,330 --> 00:23:28,390

[abbe_greenberg]: end

 

3828

00:23:28,395 --> 00:23:28,475

[maggie]: the

 

3829

00:23:28,430 --> 00:23:28,571

[abbe_greenberg]: of it

 

3830

00:23:28,535 --> 00:23:28,957

[maggie]: journalism

 

3831

00:23:28,671 --> 00:23:29,213

[abbe_greenberg]: i really was

 

3832

00:23:29,218 --> 00:23:29,298

[maggie]: that

 

3833

00:23:29,273 --> 00:23:29,574

[abbe_greenberg]: focused

 

3834

00:23:29,378 --> 00:23:29,800

[maggie]: i really

 

3835

00:23:29,635 --> 00:23:29,996

[abbe_greenberg]: on inter

 

3836

00:23:29,840 --> 00:23:30,301

[maggie]: was focused

 

3837

00:23:30,036 --> 00:23:30,397

[abbe_greenberg]: personal

 

3838

00:23:30,362 --> 00:23:30,402

[maggie]: on

 

3839

00:23:30,437 --> 00:23:31,039

[abbe_greenberg]: communication

 

3840

00:23:30,502 --> 00:23:31,767

[maggie]: in personal communication

 

3841

00:23:31,530 --> 00:23:31,813

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

3842

00:23:31,862 --> 00:23:32,843

[abbe_greenberg]: conflict management

 

3843

00:23:32,579 --> 00:23:33,019

[maggie]: conflict

 

3844

00:23:32,984 --> 00:23:33,144

[abbe_greenberg]: how

 

3845

00:23:33,100 --> 00:23:33,580

[maggie]: management

 

3846

00:23:33,224 --> 00:23:33,765

[abbe_greenberg]: we use our

 

3847

00:23:33,721 --> 00:23:33,841

[maggie]: how

 

3848

00:23:33,845 --> 00:23:34,486

[abbe_greenberg]: language

 

3849

00:23:33,961 --> 00:23:35,163

[maggie]: we use our language

 

3850

00:23:35,428 --> 00:23:36,049

[abbe_greenberg]: to manage

 

3851

00:23:36,069 --> 00:23:36,090

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

3852

00:23:36,145 --> 00:23:36,766

[maggie]: to manage

 

3853

00:23:36,389 --> 00:23:37,451

[abbe_greenberg]: difficult situations

 

3854

00:23:37,106 --> 00:23:38,168

[maggie]: difficult situations

 

3855

00:23:37,611 --> 00:23:38,152

[abbe_greenberg]: and so

 

3856

00:23:38,328 --> 00:23:38,869

[maggie]: and so

 

3857

00:23:38,880 --> 00:23:38,900

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

3858

00:23:38,913 --> 00:23:39,454

[abbe_greenberg]: it was really

 

3859

00:23:39,630 --> 00:23:40,171

[maggie]: it was really

 

3860

00:23:39,995 --> 00:23:40,776

[abbe_greenberg]: a personal thing for

 

3861

00:23:40,712 --> 00:23:41,173

[maggie]: a personal

 

3862

00:23:40,817 --> 00:23:41,217

[abbe_greenberg]: me because

 

3863

00:23:41,213 --> 00:23:41,473

[maggie]: thing for

 

3864

00:23:41,398 --> 00:23:41,438

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

3865

00:23:41,514 --> 00:23:41,594

[maggie]: me

 

3866

00:23:41,518 --> 00:23:41,638

[abbe_greenberg]: was

 

3867

00:23:41,674 --> 00:23:41,934

[maggie]: because

 

3868

00:23:41,718 --> 00:23:42,299

[abbe_greenberg]: trying to figure

 

3869

00:23:42,115 --> 00:23:42,355

[maggie]: i was

 

3870

00:23:42,330 --> 00:23:42,531

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

3871

00:23:42,419 --> 00:23:42,559

[abbe_greenberg]: out

 

3872

00:23:42,435 --> 00:23:43,016

[maggie]: trying to figure

 

3873

00:23:42,980 --> 00:23:43,160

[abbe_greenberg]: in my

 

3874

00:23:43,136 --> 00:23:43,256

[maggie]: out

 

3875

00:23:43,261 --> 00:23:43,741

[abbe_greenberg]: own way how

 

3876

00:23:43,697 --> 00:23:43,877

[maggie]: in my

 

3877

00:23:43,842 --> 00:23:44,085

[abbe_greenberg]: i could

 

3878

00:23:43,978 --> 00:23:44,258

[maggie]: own way

 

3879

00:23:44,166 --> 00:23:44,914

[abbe_greenberg]: navigate

 

3880

00:23:44,559 --> 00:23:45,580

[maggie]: i could navigate

 

3881

00:23:45,652 --> 00:23:46,313

[abbe_greenberg]: my anxiety

 

3882

00:23:45,900 --> 00:23:46,620

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

3883

00:23:46,362 --> 00:23:47,023

[maggie]: my anxiety

 

3884

00:23:46,673 --> 00:23:47,715

[abbe_greenberg]: my mental health issues

 

3885

00:23:47,423 --> 00:23:47,984

[maggie]: my mental health

 

3886

00:23:47,915 --> 00:23:48,136

[abbe_greenberg]: using

 

3887

00:23:48,044 --> 00:23:48,445

[maggie]: issues

 

3888

00:23:48,196 --> 00:23:48,596

[abbe_greenberg]: language

 

3889

00:23:48,480 --> 00:23:49,140

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

3890

00:23:48,645 --> 00:23:48,866

[maggie]: using

 

3891

00:23:48,657 --> 00:23:48,977

[abbe_greenberg]: because that

 

3892

00:23:48,926 --> 00:23:49,287

[maggie]: language

 

3893

00:23:49,017 --> 00:23:49,458

[abbe_greenberg]: was what came

 

3894

00:23:49,367 --> 00:23:49,567

[maggie]: because

 

3895

00:23:49,538 --> 00:23:49,919

[abbe_greenberg]: easiest

 

3896

00:23:49,587 --> 00:23:49,948

[maggie]: that was what

 

3897

00:23:49,999 --> 00:23:50,079

[abbe_greenberg]: to

 

3898

00:23:50,028 --> 00:23:50,188

[maggie]: came

 

3899

00:23:50,119 --> 00:23:50,219

[abbe_greenberg]: me

 

3900

00:23:50,268 --> 00:23:50,629

[maggie]: easiest

 

3901

00:23:50,279 --> 00:23:50,780

[abbe_greenberg]: and that was what

 

3902

00:23:50,709 --> 00:23:50,789

[maggie]: to

 

3903

00:23:50,840 --> 00:23:50,860

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

3904

00:23:50,849 --> 00:23:50,929

[maggie]: me

 

3905

00:23:50,960 --> 00:23:51,301

[abbe_greenberg]: enjoyed

 

3906

00:23:51,009 --> 00:23:51,350

[maggie]: and that was

 

3907

00:23:51,341 --> 00:23:51,421

[abbe_greenberg]: the

 

3908

00:23:51,390 --> 00:23:51,510

[maggie]: what

 

3909

00:23:51,461 --> 00:23:51,662

[abbe_greenberg]: most

 

3910

00:23:51,550 --> 00:23:52,011

[maggie]: i enjoyed

 

3911

00:23:51,742 --> 00:23:52,403

[abbe_greenberg]: so i

 

3912

00:23:52,472 --> 00:23:52,572

[maggie]: so

 

3913

00:23:52,483 --> 00:23:53,224

[abbe_greenberg]: really threw myself

 

3914

00:23:53,113 --> 00:23:53,413

[maggie]: i really

 

3915

00:23:53,304 --> 00:23:53,505

[abbe_greenberg]: into

 

3916

00:23:53,453 --> 00:23:53,594

[maggie]: threw

 

3917

00:23:53,565 --> 00:23:53,665

[abbe_greenberg]: the

 

3918

00:23:53,654 --> 00:23:53,954

[maggie]: myself

 

3919

00:23:53,745 --> 00:23:54,226

[abbe_greenberg]: inter personal

 

3920

00:23:54,034 --> 00:23:54,195

[maggie]: into

 

3921

00:23:54,266 --> 00:23:54,807

[abbe_greenberg]: communication

 

3922

00:23:54,275 --> 00:23:54,936

[maggie]: the personal

 

3923

00:23:54,813 --> 00:23:54,974

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

3924

00:23:54,887 --> 00:23:55,127

[abbe_greenberg]: world

 

3925

00:23:54,996 --> 00:23:55,517

[maggie]: communication

 

3926

00:23:55,488 --> 00:23:55,568

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

3927

00:23:55,597 --> 00:23:55,817

[maggie]: world

 

3928

00:23:55,648 --> 00:23:56,590

[abbe_greenberg]: ended up being a professor

 

3929

00:23:56,238 --> 00:23:56,839

[maggie]: and being

 

3930

00:23:56,670 --> 00:23:57,051

[abbe_greenberg]: for twenty

 

3931

00:23:56,859 --> 00:23:57,300

[maggie]: a professor

 

3932

00:23:57,111 --> 00:23:57,351

[abbe_greenberg]: something

 

3933

00:23:57,360 --> 00:23:57,440

[maggie]: for

 

3934

00:23:57,391 --> 00:23:57,531

[abbe_greenberg]: years

 

3935

00:23:57,560 --> 00:23:57,741

[maggie]: twenty

 

3936

00:23:57,692 --> 00:23:57,753

[abbe_greenberg]: we

 

3937

00:23:57,801 --> 00:23:58,041

[maggie]: something

 

3938

00:23:57,834 --> 00:23:58,076

[abbe_greenberg]: loved

 

3939

00:23:58,081 --> 00:23:58,261

[maggie]: years

 

3940

00:23:58,136 --> 00:23:58,197

[abbe_greenberg]: it

 

3941

00:23:58,300 --> 00:23:58,881

[juliet_hahn]: right and

 

3942

00:23:58,834 --> 00:23:59,040

[abbe_greenberg]: great

 

3943

00:23:59,041 --> 00:23:59,602

[juliet_hahn]: you know what

 

3944

00:23:59,604 --> 00:23:59,804

[maggie]: right

 

3945

00:23:59,642 --> 00:24:00,183

[juliet_hahn]: i love so much

 

3946

00:24:00,205 --> 00:24:00,285

[maggie]: and

 

3947

00:24:00,243 --> 00:24:00,263

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

3948

00:24:00,465 --> 00:24:00,645

[maggie]: you know

 

3949

00:24:00,584 --> 00:24:00,984

[juliet_hahn]: actually was

 

3950

00:24:00,886 --> 00:24:01,006

[maggie]: what

 

3951

00:24:01,024 --> 00:24:01,145

[juliet_hahn]: just

 

3952

00:24:01,046 --> 00:24:01,266

[maggie]: i love

 

3953

00:24:01,225 --> 00:24:01,265

[juliet_hahn]: at

 

3954

00:24:01,327 --> 00:24:01,407

[maggie]: so

 

3955

00:24:01,345 --> 00:24:01,385

[juliet_hahn]: a

 

3956

00:24:01,447 --> 00:24:01,567

[maggie]: much

 

3957

00:24:01,605 --> 00:24:03,488

[juliet_hahn]: podmpodcast

 

3958

00:24:01,627 --> 00:24:04,852

[maggie]: i actually wish was at a podpodcast

 

3959

00:24:03,669 --> 00:24:04,630

[juliet_hahn]: convention and my

 

3960

00:24:05,013 --> 00:24:05,494

[maggie]: convention

 

3961

00:24:05,372 --> 00:24:05,712

[juliet_hahn]: topic

 

3962

00:24:05,654 --> 00:24:05,974

[maggie]: and my

 

3963

00:24:05,832 --> 00:24:06,754

[juliet_hahn]: was the

 

3964

00:24:06,716 --> 00:24:07,036

[maggie]: topic

 

3965

00:24:06,914 --> 00:24:07,134

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

3966

00:24:07,176 --> 00:24:07,437

[maggie]: was

 

3967

00:24:07,235 --> 00:24:07,335

[juliet_hahn]: the

 

3968

00:24:07,958 --> 00:24:08,058

[maggie]: the

 

3969

00:24:08,116 --> 00:24:08,296

[juliet_hahn]: about

 

3970

00:24:08,218 --> 00:24:08,438

[maggie]: you know

 

3971

00:24:08,377 --> 00:24:08,637

[juliet_hahn]: story

 

3972

00:24:08,559 --> 00:24:08,699

[maggie]: that

 

3973

00:24:08,697 --> 00:24:09,959

[juliet_hahn]: telling and podcastingan

 

3974

00:24:09,420 --> 00:24:10,382

[maggie]: about storytelling and

 

3975

00:24:10,380 --> 00:24:10,520

[juliet_hahn]: when

 

3976

00:24:10,442 --> 00:24:11,083

[maggie]: podcasting

 

3977

00:24:10,720 --> 00:24:11,502

[juliet_hahn]: when i started

 

3978

00:24:11,203 --> 00:24:11,804

[maggie]: and when

 

3979

00:24:12,003 --> 00:24:12,103

[juliet_hahn]: the

 

3980

00:24:12,044 --> 00:24:12,145

[maggie]: when

 

3981

00:24:12,203 --> 00:24:12,564

[juliet_hahn]: speech

 

3982

00:24:12,265 --> 00:24:12,806

[maggie]: i started

 

3983

00:24:12,724 --> 00:24:13,084

[juliet_hahn]: the talk

 

3984

00:24:13,086 --> 00:24:13,908

[maggie]: at the page

 

3985

00:24:13,665 --> 00:24:13,705

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

3986

00:24:14,028 --> 00:24:14,408

[maggie]: the talk

 

3987

00:24:14,447 --> 00:24:14,927

[juliet_hahn]: opened up with

 

3988

00:24:14,989 --> 00:24:15,009

[maggie]: i

 

3989

00:24:15,008 --> 00:24:16,150

[juliet_hahn]: a story and it was a story

 

3990

00:24:15,851 --> 00:24:16,312

[maggie]: opened up with

 

3991

00:24:16,290 --> 00:24:16,490

[juliet_hahn]: about

 

3992

00:24:16,372 --> 00:24:16,692

[maggie]: a story

 

3993

00:24:16,590 --> 00:24:16,791

[juliet_hahn]: third

 

3994

00:24:16,792 --> 00:24:16,872

[maggie]: and

 

3995

00:24:16,891 --> 00:24:17,211

[juliet_hahn]: grade

 

3996

00:24:16,913 --> 00:24:17,494

[maggie]: it was a story

 

3997

00:24:17,512 --> 00:24:17,632

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

3998

00:24:17,634 --> 00:24:17,854

[maggie]: about

 

3999

00:24:17,892 --> 00:24:17,953

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

4000

00:24:17,934 --> 00:24:18,155

[maggie]: third

 

4001

00:24:18,013 --> 00:24:18,153

[juliet_hahn]: know

 

4002

00:24:18,235 --> 00:24:18,535

[maggie]: grade

 

4003

00:24:18,433 --> 00:24:18,794

[juliet_hahn]: how i was

 

4004

00:24:18,836 --> 00:24:19,437

[maggie]: and you know

 

4005

00:24:19,375 --> 00:24:19,916

[juliet_hahn]: went to special

 

4006

00:24:19,757 --> 00:24:19,978

[maggie]: how i

 

4007

00:24:19,976 --> 00:24:20,236

[juliet_hahn]: reading

 

4008

00:24:20,038 --> 00:24:20,118

[maggie]: was

 

4009

00:24:20,677 --> 00:24:20,797

[juliet_hahn]: but

 

4010

00:24:20,739 --> 00:24:20,939

[maggie]: went to

 

4011

00:24:20,917 --> 00:24:21,058

[juliet_hahn]: from

 

4012

00:24:20,979 --> 00:24:21,259

[maggie]: special

 

4013

00:24:21,138 --> 00:24:21,338

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

4014

00:24:21,299 --> 00:24:21,580

[maggie]: reading

 

4015

00:24:21,438 --> 00:24:21,939

[juliet_hahn]: day on

 

4016

00:24:22,001 --> 00:24:22,121

[maggie]: but

 

4017

00:24:22,220 --> 00:24:22,781

[juliet_hahn]: remember

 

4018

00:24:22,241 --> 00:24:23,263

[maggie]: from that day on

 

4019

00:24:23,402 --> 00:24:23,502

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

4020

00:24:23,403 --> 00:24:23,423

[maggie]: i

 

4021

00:24:23,522 --> 00:24:23,622

[juliet_hahn]: when

 

4022

00:24:23,543 --> 00:24:24,104

[maggie]: remember

 

4023

00:24:23,682 --> 00:24:24,804

[juliet_hahn]: i spoke to my teachers

 

4024

00:24:24,725 --> 00:24:24,986

[maggie]: that when

 

4025

00:24:25,024 --> 00:24:25,165

[juliet_hahn]: when

 

4026

00:24:25,026 --> 00:24:25,366

[maggie]: i spoke

 

4027

00:24:25,205 --> 00:24:25,525

[juliet_hahn]: i spoke

 

4028

00:24:25,446 --> 00:24:25,627

[maggie]: to my

 

4029

00:24:25,605 --> 00:24:26,086

[juliet_hahn]: to adults

 

4030

00:24:25,747 --> 00:24:26,548

[maggie]: teachers when i

 

4031

00:24:26,547 --> 00:24:26,667

[juliet_hahn]: they

 

4032

00:24:26,648 --> 00:24:26,869

[maggie]: spoke

 

4033

00:24:26,727 --> 00:24:27,068

[juliet_hahn]: listened

 

4034

00:24:26,929 --> 00:24:27,410

[maggie]: to adults

 

4035

00:24:27,308 --> 00:24:27,909

[juliet_hahn]: to me and

 

4036

00:24:27,870 --> 00:24:27,991

[maggie]: they

 

4037

00:24:27,929 --> 00:24:28,049

[juliet_hahn]: they

 

4038

00:24:28,051 --> 00:24:28,391

[maggie]: listened

 

4039

00:24:28,089 --> 00:24:28,550

[juliet_hahn]: would stop

 

4040

00:24:28,632 --> 00:24:28,712

[maggie]: to

 

4041

00:24:28,710 --> 00:24:28,791

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

4042

00:24:28,772 --> 00:24:28,852

[maggie]: me

 

4043

00:24:28,811 --> 00:24:29,191

[juliet_hahn]: they would ask

 

4044

00:24:29,133 --> 00:24:29,353

[maggie]: and they

 

4045

00:24:29,271 --> 00:24:29,792

[juliet_hahn]: me questions

 

4046

00:24:29,413 --> 00:24:29,874

[maggie]: would stop

 

4047

00:24:29,872 --> 00:24:30,073

[juliet_hahn]: but then

 

4048

00:24:30,034 --> 00:24:30,114

[maggie]: and

 

4049

00:24:30,113 --> 00:24:30,213

[juliet_hahn]: when

 

4050

00:24:30,134 --> 00:24:30,355

[maggie]: they would

 

4051

00:24:30,253 --> 00:24:30,413

[juliet_hahn]: i had

 

4052

00:24:30,415 --> 00:24:30,495

[maggie]: ask

 

4053

00:24:30,453 --> 00:24:30,654

[juliet_hahn]: to do

 

4054

00:24:30,595 --> 00:24:31,136

[maggie]: me questions

 

4055

00:24:30,774 --> 00:24:31,235

[juliet_hahn]: work when

 

4056

00:24:31,196 --> 00:24:31,276

[maggie]: but

 

4057

00:24:31,295 --> 00:24:31,335

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

4058

00:24:31,316 --> 00:24:31,416

[maggie]: then

 

4059

00:24:31,375 --> 00:24:31,475

[juliet_hahn]: had

 

4060

00:24:31,456 --> 00:24:31,537

[maggie]: when

 

4061

00:24:31,515 --> 00:24:31,575

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

4062

00:24:31,577 --> 00:24:31,597

[maggie]: i

 

4063

00:24:31,635 --> 00:24:31,856

[juliet_hahn]: write

 

4064

00:24:31,657 --> 00:24:32,338

[maggie]: had to do work

 

4065

00:24:32,316 --> 00:24:32,477

[juliet_hahn]: to do

 

4066

00:24:32,458 --> 00:24:32,558

[maggie]: when

 

4067

00:24:32,537 --> 00:24:32,577

[juliet_hahn]: a

 

4068

00:24:32,618 --> 00:24:32,638

[maggie]: i

 

4069

00:24:32,637 --> 00:24:32,897

[juliet_hahn]: test

 

4070

00:24:32,959 --> 00:24:33,139

[maggie]: right

 

4071

00:24:32,998 --> 00:24:33,699

[juliet_hahn]: i was told i wasn't

 

4072

00:24:33,620 --> 00:24:33,780

[maggie]: to do

 

4073

00:24:33,739 --> 00:24:34,019

[juliet_hahn]: trying

 

4074

00:24:33,840 --> 00:24:34,221

[maggie]: a test

 

4075

00:24:34,260 --> 00:24:34,500

[juliet_hahn]: enough

 

4076

00:24:34,301 --> 00:24:34,982

[maggie]: i was told i wasn't

 

4077

00:24:34,901 --> 00:24:35,221

[juliet_hahn]: and that

 

4078

00:24:35,123 --> 00:24:35,403

[maggie]: trying

 

4079

00:24:35,342 --> 00:24:35,382

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

4080

00:24:35,463 --> 00:24:35,623

[maggie]: hard

 

4081

00:24:35,482 --> 00:24:35,802

[juliet_hahn]: wasn't

 

4082

00:24:35,683 --> 00:24:35,904

[maggie]: enough

 

4083

00:24:35,902 --> 00:24:36,363

[juliet_hahn]: focused

 

4084

00:24:36,284 --> 00:24:36,585

[maggie]: and that

 

4085

00:24:36,443 --> 00:24:36,924

[juliet_hahn]: and i needed

 

4086

00:24:36,705 --> 00:24:37,146

[maggie]: i wasn't

 

4087

00:24:36,984 --> 00:24:37,265

[juliet_hahn]: to work

 

4088

00:24:37,266 --> 00:24:37,707

[maggie]: focused

 

4089

00:24:37,325 --> 00:24:37,746

[juliet_hahn]: harder and

 

4090

00:24:37,787 --> 00:24:37,867

[maggie]: and

 

4091

00:24:37,906 --> 00:24:37,966

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

4092

00:24:37,927 --> 00:24:37,947

[maggie]: i

 

4093

00:24:38,006 --> 00:24:38,146

[juliet_hahn]: know

 

4094

00:24:38,027 --> 00:24:38,608

[maggie]: needed to work

 

4095

00:24:38,487 --> 00:24:38,727

[juliet_hahn]: i didn't

 

4096

00:24:38,668 --> 00:24:38,969

[maggie]: harder

 

4097

00:24:38,787 --> 00:24:38,948

[juliet_hahn]: give

 

4098

00:24:39,029 --> 00:24:39,309

[maggie]: and you

 

4099

00:24:39,348 --> 00:24:39,428

[juliet_hahn]: the

 

4100

00:24:39,350 --> 00:24:39,470

[maggie]: know

 

4101

00:24:39,468 --> 00:24:39,929

[juliet_hahn]: assignment

 

4102

00:24:39,830 --> 00:24:40,071

[maggie]: i didn't

 

4103

00:24:39,989 --> 00:24:40,109

[juliet_hahn]: what

 

4104

00:24:40,131 --> 00:24:40,291

[maggie]: give

 

4105

00:24:40,210 --> 00:24:40,710

[juliet_hahn]: i do when

 

4106

00:24:40,712 --> 00:24:40,792

[maggie]: the

 

4107

00:24:40,751 --> 00:24:40,851

[juliet_hahn]: i'm

 

4108

00:24:40,832 --> 00:24:41,293

[maggie]: assignment

 

4109

00:24:40,911 --> 00:24:41,352

[juliet_hahn]: in class

 

4110

00:24:41,353 --> 00:24:41,573

[maggie]: what i

 

4111

00:24:41,712 --> 00:24:41,832

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

4112

00:24:41,713 --> 00:24:42,314

[maggie]: do when i'm in

 

4113

00:24:42,293 --> 00:24:42,473

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

4114

00:24:42,375 --> 00:24:42,695

[maggie]: class

 

4115

00:24:42,554 --> 00:24:42,974

[juliet_hahn]: was where

 

4116

00:24:43,056 --> 00:24:43,196

[maggie]: and

 

4117

00:24:43,435 --> 00:24:43,575

[juliet_hahn]: my

 

4118

00:24:43,637 --> 00:24:43,817

[maggie]: that

 

4119

00:24:43,695 --> 00:24:43,976

[juliet_hahn]: story

 

4120

00:24:43,877 --> 00:24:43,997

[maggie]: was

 

4121

00:24:44,036 --> 00:24:44,296

[juliet_hahn]: telling

 

4122

00:24:44,097 --> 00:24:44,318

[maggie]: where

 

4123

00:24:44,397 --> 00:24:45,458

[juliet_hahn]: my communications

 

4124

00:24:44,779 --> 00:24:45,720

[maggie]: my story telling

 

4125

00:24:45,579 --> 00:24:45,959

[juliet_hahn]: became

 

4126

00:24:45,820 --> 00:24:46,842

[maggie]: my communications

 

4127

00:24:46,440 --> 00:24:46,861

[juliet_hahn]: apparent

 

4128

00:24:46,942 --> 00:24:47,303

[maggie]: became

 

4129

00:24:47,201 --> 00:24:47,422

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

4130

00:24:47,443 --> 00:24:47,563

[maggie]: so

 

4131

00:24:47,462 --> 00:24:47,902

[juliet_hahn]: people didn't

 

4132

00:24:47,784 --> 00:24:48,224

[maggie]: apparent

 

4133

00:24:47,943 --> 00:24:48,884

[juliet_hahn]: realize i struggled

 

4134

00:24:48,545 --> 00:24:49,006

[maggie]: because people

 

4135

00:24:48,964 --> 00:24:49,044

[juliet_hahn]: as

 

4136

00:24:49,046 --> 00:24:49,226

[maggie]: didn't

 

4137

00:24:49,104 --> 00:24:49,245

[juliet_hahn]: much

 

4138

00:24:49,286 --> 00:24:49,627

[maggie]: realize

 

4139

00:24:49,325 --> 00:24:49,886

[juliet_hahn]: as i did

 

4140

00:24:49,747 --> 00:24:50,388

[maggie]: i struggled as

 

4141

00:24:50,347 --> 00:24:50,467

[juliet_hahn]: when

 

4142

00:24:50,468 --> 00:24:50,608

[maggie]: much

 

4143

00:24:50,527 --> 00:24:50,887

[juliet_hahn]: i spoke

 

4144

00:24:50,668 --> 00:24:50,829

[maggie]: as i

 

4145

00:24:50,948 --> 00:24:51,028

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

4146

00:24:50,969 --> 00:24:51,209

[maggie]: did

 

4147

00:24:51,048 --> 00:24:51,769

[juliet_hahn]: them and

 

4148

00:24:51,690 --> 00:24:51,810

[maggie]: when

 

4149

00:24:51,829 --> 00:24:51,889

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

4150

00:24:51,870 --> 00:24:51,890

[maggie]: i

 

4151

00:24:51,969 --> 00:24:52,150

[juliet_hahn]: that's

 

4152

00:24:51,991 --> 00:24:52,211

[maggie]: spoke

 

4153

00:24:52,190 --> 00:24:52,330

[juliet_hahn]: where

 

4154

00:24:52,291 --> 00:24:52,371

[maggie]: to

 

4155

00:24:52,390 --> 00:24:52,430

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

4156

00:24:52,411 --> 00:24:52,552

[maggie]: them

 

4157

00:24:52,490 --> 00:24:53,211

[juliet_hahn]: kind of really homed

 

4158

00:24:53,012 --> 00:24:53,493

[maggie]: and so that's

 

4159

00:24:53,412 --> 00:24:53,492

[juliet_hahn]: in

 

4160

00:24:53,533 --> 00:24:53,653

[maggie]: where

 

4161

00:24:53,692 --> 00:24:53,772

[juliet_hahn]: on

 

4162

00:24:53,734 --> 00:24:53,974

[maggie]: i kind

 

4163

00:24:53,892 --> 00:24:54,113

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

4164

00:24:53,994 --> 00:24:54,254

[maggie]: of really

 

4165

00:24:54,213 --> 00:24:54,393

[juliet_hahn]: part

 

4166

00:24:54,355 --> 00:24:54,535

[maggie]: owned

 

4167

00:24:54,453 --> 00:24:54,914

[juliet_hahn]: so i love

 

4168

00:24:54,755 --> 00:24:54,835

[maggie]: in

 

4169

00:24:54,974 --> 00:24:55,094

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

4170

00:24:55,036 --> 00:24:55,116

[maggie]: on

 

4171

00:24:55,155 --> 00:24:55,275

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

4172

00:24:55,236 --> 00:24:55,436

[maggie]: that

 

4173

00:24:55,355 --> 00:24:55,876

[juliet_hahn]: fascinated

 

4174

00:24:55,557 --> 00:24:55,857

[maggie]: part so

 

4175

00:24:55,936 --> 00:24:56,036

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

4176

00:24:55,937 --> 00:24:56,278

[maggie]: i love

 

4177

00:24:56,136 --> 00:24:56,316

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

4178

00:24:56,318 --> 00:24:56,458

[maggie]: that

 

4179

00:24:56,336 --> 00:24:56,437

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

4180

00:24:56,498 --> 00:24:56,618

[maggie]: that

 

4181

00:24:56,737 --> 00:24:56,978

[juliet_hahn]: is why

 

4182

00:24:56,859 --> 00:24:57,200

[maggie]: so needed

 

4183

00:24:57,078 --> 00:24:57,318

[juliet_hahn]: i went

 

4184

00:24:57,240 --> 00:24:57,280

[maggie]: to

 

4185

00:24:57,358 --> 00:24:57,518

[juliet_hahn]: into

 

4186

00:24:57,460 --> 00:24:57,641

[maggie]: because

 

4187

00:24:57,559 --> 00:24:58,099

[juliet_hahn]: communication

 

4188

00:24:57,661 --> 00:24:58,643

[maggie]: that is why i went

 

4189

00:24:58,560 --> 00:24:58,681

[juliet_hahn]: not

 

4190

00:24:58,683 --> 00:24:58,844

[maggie]: into

 

4191

00:24:58,781 --> 00:24:59,282

[juliet_hahn]: realizing

 

4192

00:24:58,884 --> 00:24:59,485

[maggie]: communications

 

4193

00:24:59,362 --> 00:24:59,883

[juliet_hahn]: until later

 

4194

00:24:59,906 --> 00:25:00,027

[maggie]: not

 

4195

00:24:59,943 --> 00:25:00,123

[juliet_hahn]: in my

 

4196

00:25:00,127 --> 00:25:00,608

[maggie]: realizing

 

4197

00:25:00,243 --> 00:25:00,504

[juliet_hahn]: life

 

4198

00:25:00,708 --> 00:25:00,909

[maggie]: until

 

4199

00:25:00,925 --> 00:25:01,045

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

4200

00:25:00,989 --> 00:25:01,230

[maggie]: later

 

4201

00:25:01,105 --> 00:25:01,366

[juliet_hahn]: i went

 

4202

00:25:01,290 --> 00:25:01,470

[maggie]: in my

 

4203

00:25:01,426 --> 00:25:01,586

[juliet_hahn]: into

 

4204

00:25:01,591 --> 00:25:01,851

[maggie]: life

 

4205

00:25:01,626 --> 00:25:02,247

[juliet_hahn]: communications

 

4206

00:25:02,272 --> 00:25:02,453

[maggie]: that i

 

4207

00:25:02,528 --> 00:25:02,888

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

4208

00:25:02,533 --> 00:25:03,576

[maggie]: went into communications

 

4209

00:25:03,620 --> 00:25:03,800

[juliet_hahn]: when i

 

4210

00:25:03,856 --> 00:25:04,177

[maggie]: because

 

4211

00:25:03,900 --> 00:25:05,142

[juliet_hahn]: spoke people stopped

 

4212

00:25:05,129 --> 00:25:05,149

[maggie]: i

 

4213

00:25:05,242 --> 00:25:05,362

[juliet_hahn]: they

 

4214

00:25:05,249 --> 00:25:05,570

[maggie]: spoke

 

4215

00:25:05,423 --> 00:25:05,763

[juliet_hahn]: listened

 

4216

00:25:05,870 --> 00:25:06,090

[maggie]: people

 

4217

00:25:06,044 --> 00:25:06,264

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

4218

00:25:06,171 --> 00:25:06,471

[maggie]: stopped

 

4219

00:25:06,544 --> 00:25:06,645

[juliet_hahn]: they

 

4220

00:25:06,611 --> 00:25:06,711

[maggie]: they

 

4221

00:25:06,725 --> 00:25:07,005

[juliet_hahn]: treated

 

4222

00:25:06,772 --> 00:25:07,092

[maggie]: listened

 

4223

00:25:07,065 --> 00:25:07,646

[juliet_hahn]: me the same

 

4224

00:25:07,393 --> 00:25:07,613

[maggie]: you know

 

4225

00:25:07,827 --> 00:25:07,927

[juliet_hahn]: they

 

4226

00:25:07,893 --> 00:25:07,994

[maggie]: they

 

4227

00:25:07,987 --> 00:25:08,127

[juliet_hahn]: gave

 

4228

00:25:08,074 --> 00:25:08,354

[maggie]: treated

 

4229

00:25:08,187 --> 00:25:08,848

[juliet_hahn]: me positive

 

4230

00:25:08,394 --> 00:25:08,975

[maggie]: me the same

 

4231

00:25:09,169 --> 00:25:09,750

[juliet_hahn]: affirmations

 

4232

00:25:09,176 --> 00:25:10,177

[maggie]: they gave me positive

 

4233

00:25:09,870 --> 00:25:10,932

[juliet_hahn]: positive reinforcement

 

4234

00:25:10,498 --> 00:25:11,640

[maggie]: affirmations positive

 

4235

00:25:11,312 --> 00:25:11,733

[juliet_hahn]: but when i was

 

4236

00:25:11,680 --> 00:25:12,261

[maggie]: reinforcement

 

4237

00:25:11,793 --> 00:25:12,454

[juliet_hahn]: in the class room

 

4238

00:25:12,641 --> 00:25:12,862

[maggie]: but when

 

4239

00:25:12,835 --> 00:25:12,915

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

4240

00:25:12,902 --> 00:25:12,942

[maggie]: i

 

4241

00:25:12,975 --> 00:25:13,015

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

4242

00:25:12,982 --> 00:25:13,062

[maggie]: was

 

4243

00:25:13,055 --> 00:25:13,155

[juliet_hahn]: had

 

4244

00:25:13,102 --> 00:25:13,162

[maggie]: in

 

4245

00:25:13,195 --> 00:25:13,256

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

4246

00:25:13,202 --> 00:25:13,783

[maggie]: the classroom

 

4247

00:25:13,316 --> 00:25:14,097

[juliet_hahn]: write is when i

 

4248

00:25:14,164 --> 00:25:14,244

[maggie]: and

 

4249

00:25:14,177 --> 00:25:14,277

[juliet_hahn]: got

 

4250

00:25:14,304 --> 00:25:14,344

[maggie]: i

 

4251

00:25:14,317 --> 00:25:14,397

[juliet_hahn]: the

 

4252

00:25:14,384 --> 00:25:14,484

[maggie]: had

 

4253

00:25:14,458 --> 00:25:14,818

[juliet_hahn]: negative

 

4254

00:25:14,524 --> 00:25:14,905

[maggie]: to write

 

4255

00:25:14,898 --> 00:25:15,059

[juliet_hahn]: stuff

 

4256

00:25:15,105 --> 00:25:15,165

[maggie]: is

 

4257

00:25:15,119 --> 00:25:15,179

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

4258

00:25:15,226 --> 00:25:15,366

[maggie]: when

 

4259

00:25:15,259 --> 00:25:15,459

[juliet_hahn]: i think

 

4260

00:25:15,406 --> 00:25:15,726

[maggie]: i got the

 

4261

00:25:15,700 --> 00:25:15,840

[juliet_hahn]: it's

 

4262

00:25:15,807 --> 00:25:16,147

[maggie]: negative

 

4263

00:25:15,960 --> 00:25:16,181

[juliet_hahn]: really

 

4264

00:25:16,227 --> 00:25:16,388

[maggie]: stuff

 

4265

00:25:16,261 --> 00:25:16,923

[juliet_hahn]: fascinating

 

4266

00:25:16,448 --> 00:25:17,511

[maggie]: so i think it it's really

 

4267

00:25:17,364 --> 00:25:17,524

[juliet_hahn]: and i

 

4268

00:25:17,592 --> 00:25:18,235

[maggie]: fascinating

 

4269

00:25:17,624 --> 00:25:18,667

[juliet_hahn]: love that you went into

 

4270

00:25:18,677 --> 00:25:18,757

[maggie]: and

 

4271

00:25:18,727 --> 00:25:18,928

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

4272

00:25:18,818 --> 00:25:19,662

[maggie]: i love that you went

 

4273

00:25:19,690 --> 00:25:19,890

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

4274

00:25:19,782 --> 00:25:20,004

[maggie]: into

 

4275

00:25:19,910 --> 00:25:20,130

[juliet_hahn]: you were

 

4276

00:25:20,064 --> 00:25:20,285

[maggie]: that

 

4277

00:25:20,190 --> 00:25:20,991

[juliet_hahn]: also kind of working

 

4278

00:25:21,009 --> 00:25:21,209

[maggie]: because

 

4279

00:25:21,031 --> 00:25:21,472

[juliet_hahn]: on yourself

 

4280

00:25:21,229 --> 00:25:21,710

[maggie]: you were also

 

4281

00:25:21,532 --> 00:25:21,812

[juliet_hahn]: like how

 

4282

00:25:21,790 --> 00:25:21,930

[maggie]: kind

 

4283

00:25:21,892 --> 00:25:22,012

[juliet_hahn]: can

 

4284

00:25:21,970 --> 00:25:22,311

[maggie]: of working

 

4285

00:25:22,153 --> 00:25:22,193

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

4286

00:25:22,351 --> 00:25:22,411

[maggie]: on

 

4287

00:25:22,353 --> 00:25:22,433

[juliet_hahn]: do

 

4288

00:25:22,451 --> 00:25:22,792

[maggie]: yourself

 

4289

00:25:22,533 --> 00:25:22,954

[juliet_hahn]: this and

 

4290

00:25:22,872 --> 00:25:23,332

[maggie]: like how can

 

4291

00:25:23,314 --> 00:25:23,534

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

4292

00:25:23,473 --> 00:25:23,513

[maggie]: i

 

4293

00:25:23,594 --> 00:25:23,654

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

4294

00:25:23,673 --> 00:25:23,753

[maggie]: do

 

4295

00:25:23,694 --> 00:25:23,815

[juliet_hahn]: then

 

4296

00:25:23,833 --> 00:25:24,034

[maggie]: this

 

4297

00:25:23,875 --> 00:25:24,255

[juliet_hahn]: maggie

 

4298

00:25:24,002 --> 00:25:24,167

[abbe_greenberg]: yeah

 

4299

00:25:24,274 --> 00:25:24,955

[maggie]: and you know

 

4300

00:25:24,856 --> 00:25:24,956

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

4301

00:25:25,015 --> 00:25:25,216

[maggie]: and then

 

4302

00:25:25,176 --> 00:25:25,437

[juliet_hahn]: wanting

 

4303

00:25:25,276 --> 00:25:25,636

[maggie]: maggie

 

4304

00:25:25,517 --> 00:25:26,418

[juliet_hahn]: to help you know

 

4305

00:25:26,337 --> 00:25:29,583

[maggie]: who wanted to help you know i

also everyone who goes

 

4306

00:25:29,640 --> 00:25:30,330

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

4307

00:25:29,663 --> 00:25:32,428

[maggie]: into social work or psychology or psychiatry

 

4308

00:25:32,130 --> 00:25:33,270

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

4309

00:25:32,588 --> 00:25:32,989

[maggie]: we all

 

4310

00:25:33,900 --> 00:25:34,223

[juliet_hahn]: ye

 

4311

00:25:34,030 --> 00:25:39,740

[maggie]: pretty much all of us are doing

it to because we've we've experienced like

 

4312

00:25:39,750 --> 00:25:40,152

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

4313

00:25:40,180 --> 00:25:44,648

[maggie]: these kind of challenges and so you

know we know what it feels like and

 

4314

00:25:44,708 --> 00:25:49,497

[maggie]: we have some interest in in this

field and and into learning more about

 

4315

00:25:49,500 --> 00:25:49,660

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

4316

00:25:49,597 --> 00:25:49,657

[maggie]: it

 

4317

00:25:50,340 --> 00:25:50,460

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

4318

00:25:51,099 --> 00:25:52,000

[maggie]: you know for ourselves

 

4319

00:25:51,862 --> 00:25:53,163

[juliet_hahn]: no totally which is now which

 

4320

00:25:53,221 --> 00:25:53,341

[maggie]: no

 

4321

00:25:53,223 --> 00:25:53,683

[juliet_hahn]: is awesome

 

4322

00:25:53,561 --> 00:25:53,861

[maggie]: totally

 

4323

00:25:53,723 --> 00:25:53,903

[juliet_hahn]: though

 

4324

00:25:53,901 --> 00:25:54,001

[maggie]: which

 

4325

00:25:53,963 --> 00:25:54,144

[juliet_hahn]: i mean

 

4326

00:25:54,061 --> 00:25:54,141

[maggie]: is

 

4327

00:25:54,184 --> 00:25:54,464

[juliet_hahn]: it really

 

4328

00:25:54,322 --> 00:25:55,282

[maggie]: now which is awesome though

 

4329

00:25:55,104 --> 00:25:55,405

[juliet_hahn]: especially

 

4330

00:25:55,342 --> 00:25:55,503

[maggie]: i mean

 

4331

00:25:55,445 --> 00:25:55,645

[juliet_hahn]: when you

 

4332

00:25:55,643 --> 00:25:55,863

[maggie]: really

 

4333

00:25:55,665 --> 00:25:56,365

[juliet_hahn]: can do something with

 

4334

00:25:56,463 --> 00:25:56,784

[maggie]: especially

 

4335

00:25:56,466 --> 00:25:56,506

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

4336

00:25:56,804 --> 00:25:56,904

[maggie]: when

 

4337

00:25:56,906 --> 00:25:57,006

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

4338

00:25:56,944 --> 00:25:57,564

[maggie]: you could do something

 

4339

00:25:57,446 --> 00:25:57,647

[juliet_hahn]: when

 

4340

00:25:57,604 --> 00:25:57,724

[maggie]: with

 

4341

00:25:57,787 --> 00:25:57,947

[juliet_hahn]: did

 

4342

00:25:57,805 --> 00:25:57,865

[maggie]: it

 

4343

00:25:58,027 --> 00:25:58,607

[juliet_hahn]: you guys

 

4344

00:25:58,265 --> 00:25:59,306

[maggie]: so when did

 

4345

00:25:59,268 --> 00:25:59,708

[juliet_hahn]: realize

 

4346

00:25:59,366 --> 00:25:59,926

[maggie]: you guys

 

4347

00:25:59,909 --> 00:26:00,189

[juliet_hahn]: okay

 

4348

00:26:00,627 --> 00:26:01,528

[maggie]: realize okay

 

4349

00:26:01,310 --> 00:26:02,411

[juliet_hahn]: our anxiety has really

 

4350

00:26:02,649 --> 00:26:03,250

[maggie]: our anxiety

 

4351

00:26:03,093 --> 00:26:03,393

[juliet_hahn]: gotten

 

4352

00:26:03,330 --> 00:26:03,530

[maggie]: has

 

4353

00:26:03,453 --> 00:26:03,774

[juliet_hahn]: the best

 

4354

00:26:03,630 --> 00:26:03,851

[maggie]: really

 

4355

00:26:03,934 --> 00:26:04,535

[juliet_hahn]: of us separately

 

4356

00:26:04,572 --> 00:26:04,852

[maggie]: gotten

 

4357

00:26:04,595 --> 00:26:05,276

[juliet_hahn]: and then together

 

4358

00:26:04,932 --> 00:26:05,213

[maggie]: the best

 

4359

00:26:05,376 --> 00:26:05,457

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

4360

00:26:05,413 --> 00:26:05,453

[maggie]: of

 

4361

00:26:05,497 --> 00:26:05,617

[juliet_hahn]: then

 

4362

00:26:05,513 --> 00:26:06,014

[maggie]: us separately

 

4363

00:26:05,717 --> 00:26:06,058

[juliet_hahn]: when did

 

4364

00:26:06,074 --> 00:26:06,154

[maggie]: and

 

4365

00:26:06,078 --> 00:26:06,178

[juliet_hahn]: the

 

4366

00:26:06,175 --> 00:26:06,295

[maggie]: then

 

4367

00:26:06,258 --> 00:26:06,719

[juliet_hahn]: anxiety

 

4368

00:26:06,355 --> 00:26:06,776

[maggie]: together

 

4369

00:26:06,799 --> 00:26:07,139

[juliet_hahn]: sisters

 

4370

00:26:06,836 --> 00:26:07,316

[maggie]: and then when

 

4371

00:26:07,219 --> 00:26:07,440

[juliet_hahn]: really

 

4372

00:26:07,397 --> 00:26:07,617

[maggie]: did the

 

4373

00:26:07,540 --> 00:26:07,961

[juliet_hahn]: form

 

4374

00:26:07,697 --> 00:26:08,138

[maggie]: anxiety

 

4375

00:26:08,181 --> 00:26:08,301

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

4376

00:26:08,218 --> 00:26:08,558

[maggie]: sisters

 

4377

00:26:08,602 --> 00:26:08,662

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

4378

00:26:08,659 --> 00:26:08,859

[maggie]: really

 

4379

00:26:08,702 --> 00:26:09,022

[juliet_hahn]: then take

 

4380

00:26:08,959 --> 00:26:09,360

[maggie]: form

 

4381

00:26:09,063 --> 00:26:09,543

[juliet_hahn]: us what you guys

 

4382

00:26:09,600 --> 00:26:09,740

[maggie]: and

 

4383

00:26:09,603 --> 00:26:10,004

[juliet_hahn]: are you know

 

4384

00:26:10,021 --> 00:26:10,101

[maggie]: and

 

4385

00:26:10,064 --> 00:26:10,144

[juliet_hahn]: what

 

4386

00:26:10,121 --> 00:26:10,221

[maggie]: then

 

4387

00:26:10,164 --> 00:26:10,305

[juliet_hahn]: you're

 

4388

00:26:10,301 --> 00:26:10,442

[maggie]: take

 

4389

00:26:10,345 --> 00:26:10,505

[juliet_hahn]: doing

 

4390

00:26:10,482 --> 00:26:10,522

[maggie]: us

 

4391

00:26:10,545 --> 00:26:10,665

[juliet_hahn]: now

 

4392

00:26:10,602 --> 00:26:10,702

[maggie]: what

 

4393

00:26:10,705 --> 00:26:10,866

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

4394

00:26:10,722 --> 00:26:10,983

[maggie]: you guys

 

4395

00:26:10,906 --> 00:26:11,066

[juliet_hahn]: i know

 

4396

00:26:11,023 --> 00:26:11,083

[maggie]: are

 

4397

00:26:11,086 --> 00:26:11,246

[juliet_hahn]: you're

 

4398

00:26:11,223 --> 00:26:11,303

[maggie]: you

 

4399

00:26:11,266 --> 00:26:11,306

[juliet_hahn]: on

 

4400

00:26:11,343 --> 00:26:11,443

[maggie]: know

 

4401

00:26:11,346 --> 00:26:11,627

[juliet_hahn]: the road

 

4402

00:26:11,483 --> 00:26:11,744

[maggie]: what you're

 

4403

00:26:11,667 --> 00:26:11,727

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

4404

00:26:11,764 --> 00:26:11,924

[maggie]: doing

 

4405

00:26:11,767 --> 00:26:12,348

[juliet_hahn]: have podcast

 

4406

00:26:11,964 --> 00:26:12,485

[maggie]: now because i know

 

4407

00:26:12,388 --> 00:26:12,588

[juliet_hahn]: you have

 

4408

00:26:12,505 --> 00:26:12,645

[maggie]: you're

 

4409

00:26:12,628 --> 00:26:12,889

[juliet_hahn]: books

 

4410

00:26:12,685 --> 00:26:13,046

[maggie]: on the road

 

4411

00:26:13,029 --> 00:26:13,049

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

4412

00:26:13,066 --> 00:26:13,126

[maggie]: you

 

4413

00:26:13,109 --> 00:26:13,209

[juliet_hahn]: mean

 

4414

00:26:13,186 --> 00:26:13,767

[maggie]: have podcasts

 

4415

00:26:13,310 --> 00:26:13,770

[juliet_hahn]: blogs

 

4416

00:26:13,807 --> 00:26:14,288

[maggie]: you have books

 

4417

00:26:14,211 --> 00:26:14,471

[juliet_hahn]: you guys

 

4418

00:26:14,428 --> 00:26:14,569

[maggie]: i mean

 

4419

00:26:14,511 --> 00:26:14,871

[juliet_hahn]: are really

 

4420

00:26:14,709 --> 00:26:15,190

[maggie]: blocks

 

4421

00:26:15,232 --> 00:26:15,612

[juliet_hahn]: doing it and

 

4422

00:26:15,630 --> 00:26:15,710

[maggie]: you

 

4423

00:26:15,652 --> 00:26:15,832

[juliet_hahn]: i think

 

4424

00:26:15,771 --> 00:26:15,891

[maggie]: guys

 

4425

00:26:15,872 --> 00:26:15,973

[juliet_hahn]: it's

 

4426

00:26:15,931 --> 00:26:16,011

[maggie]: are

 

4427

00:26:16,033 --> 00:26:16,153

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

4428

00:26:16,051 --> 00:26:16,271

[maggie]: really

 

4429

00:26:16,333 --> 00:26:16,753

[juliet_hahn]: important

 

4430

00:26:16,632 --> 00:26:16,812

[maggie]: doing

 

4431

00:26:16,814 --> 00:26:17,014

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

4432

00:26:16,872 --> 00:26:17,233

[maggie]: it and i think

 

4433

00:26:17,174 --> 00:26:17,234

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

4434

00:26:17,273 --> 00:26:17,373

[maggie]: it's

 

4435

00:26:17,334 --> 00:26:17,474

[juliet_hahn]: is

 

4436

00:26:17,453 --> 00:26:18,154

[maggie]: so important

 

4437

00:26:17,955 --> 00:26:18,395

[juliet_hahn]: nowadays

 

4438

00:26:18,215 --> 00:26:18,435

[maggie]: because

 

4439

00:26:18,455 --> 00:26:18,515

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

4440

00:26:18,575 --> 00:26:18,635

[maggie]: it

 

4441

00:26:18,576 --> 00:26:18,656

[juliet_hahn]: is

 

4442

00:26:18,735 --> 00:26:18,876

[maggie]: is

 

4443

00:26:18,736 --> 00:26:19,196

[juliet_hahn]: talked about

 

4444

00:26:19,377 --> 00:26:19,797

[maggie]: nowadays

 

4445

00:26:19,777 --> 00:26:20,017

[juliet_hahn]: more

 

4446

00:26:19,877 --> 00:26:20,058

[maggie]: it is

 

4447

00:26:20,077 --> 00:26:20,177

[juliet_hahn]: but

 

4448

00:26:20,138 --> 00:26:20,358

[maggie]: talked

 

4449

00:26:20,217 --> 00:26:20,538

[juliet_hahn]: you guys

 

4450

00:26:20,398 --> 00:26:20,599

[maggie]: about

 

4451

00:26:20,578 --> 00:26:21,319

[juliet_hahn]: have been doing this

 

4452

00:26:21,180 --> 00:26:22,261

[maggie]: more but you guys have been

 

4453

00:26:22,280 --> 00:26:22,380

[juliet_hahn]: now

 

4454

00:26:22,301 --> 00:26:22,522

[maggie]: doing

 

4455

00:26:22,460 --> 00:26:22,600

[juliet_hahn]: for

 

4456

00:26:22,562 --> 00:26:22,722

[maggie]: this

 

4457

00:26:22,820 --> 00:26:23,662

[juliet_hahn]: a long time

 

4458

00:26:23,523 --> 00:26:23,784

[maggie]: you know

 

4459

00:26:23,722 --> 00:26:24,082

[juliet_hahn]: to really

 

4460

00:26:23,864 --> 00:26:23,984

[maggie]: for

 

4461

00:26:24,222 --> 00:26:24,302

[juliet_hahn]: be

 

4462

00:26:24,225 --> 00:26:24,245

[maggie]: a

 

4463

00:26:24,383 --> 00:26:24,443

[juliet_hahn]: at

 

4464

00:26:24,385 --> 00:26:24,665

[maggie]: long

 

4465

00:26:24,483 --> 00:26:25,104

[juliet_hahn]: the forefront

 

4466

00:26:24,786 --> 00:26:25,487

[maggie]: time to really

 

4467

00:26:25,304 --> 00:26:25,845

[juliet_hahn]: of helping

 

4468

00:26:25,627 --> 00:26:25,967

[maggie]: be at the

 

4469

00:26:26,025 --> 00:26:26,185

[juliet_hahn]: this

 

4470

00:26:26,028 --> 00:26:26,488

[maggie]: forefront

 

4471

00:26:26,485 --> 00:26:26,906

[juliet_hahn]: movement

 

4472

00:26:26,849 --> 00:26:27,250

[maggie]: helping

 

4473

00:26:27,086 --> 00:26:27,387

[juliet_hahn]: of like

 

4474

00:26:27,410 --> 00:26:27,570

[maggie]: this

 

4475

00:26:27,587 --> 00:26:27,907

[juliet_hahn]: we need to

 

4476

00:26:27,871 --> 00:26:28,291

[maggie]: movement

 

4477

00:26:27,947 --> 00:26:28,568

[juliet_hahn]: talk about this

 

4478

00:26:28,472 --> 00:26:34,201

[maggie]: of like we need to talk about

this yeah well we

 

4479

00:26:35,160 --> 00:26:35,484

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

4480

00:26:35,824 --> 00:26:37,407

[maggie]: so when we graduated

 

4481

00:26:37,320 --> 00:26:38,460

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

4482

00:26:37,507 --> 00:26:39,570

[maggie]: from college i would say both of

us you know

 

4483

00:26:39,480 --> 00:26:39,943

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

4484

00:26:39,650 --> 00:26:41,113

[maggie]: and started our adult lives

 

4485

00:26:41,790 --> 00:26:42,690

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

4486

00:26:42,235 --> 00:26:44,138

[maggie]: i think me first and then a

little bit

 

4487

00:26:44,070 --> 00:26:44,534

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

4488

00:26:44,198 --> 00:26:45,941

[maggie]: later abby we started to

 

4489

00:26:45,930 --> 00:26:46,171

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

4490

00:26:46,201 --> 00:26:50,548

[maggie]: both realize that our anxiety was starting

to really rule the world

 

4491

00:26:50,700 --> 00:26:50,941

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

4492

00:26:51,089 --> 00:26:56,338

[maggie]: like that we were making our decisions

based on what our anxiety was telling us

 

4493

00:26:56,438 --> 00:27:00,044

[maggie]: was okay to do or who it

was okay to see or you know there

 

4494

00:27:00,064 --> 00:27:00,966

[maggie]: were opportunities

 

4495

00:27:00,902 --> 00:27:00,983

[juliet_hahn]: ah

 

4496

00:27:01,046 --> 00:27:02,428

[maggie]: we wouldn't take because of

 

4497

00:27:02,460 --> 00:27:02,782

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

4498

00:27:02,709 --> 00:27:08,238

[maggie]: anxiety there was just end um each

in our different ways it started to become

 

4499

00:27:08,338 --> 00:27:12,124

[maggie]: more and more intrusive in our lives

and i and abby and i always like

 

4500

00:27:12,185 --> 00:27:14,528

[maggie]: to call our twenties i would say

 

4501

00:27:14,760 --> 00:27:15,810

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

4502

00:27:15,109 --> 00:27:16,051

[maggie]: the decade of the

 

4503

00:27:16,051 --> 00:27:16,172

[juliet_hahn]: ah

 

4504

00:27:16,231 --> 00:27:18,896

[maggie]: is where you know we knew something

 

4505

00:27:18,810 --> 00:27:19,374

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

4506

00:27:18,956 --> 00:27:23,203

[maggie]: was wrong we would go to try

to find out what it was

 

4507

00:27:23,220 --> 00:27:23,464

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

4508

00:27:23,283 --> 00:27:25,387

[maggie]: so we go to the nutrition is

the

 

4509

00:27:25,860 --> 00:27:26,161

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

4510

00:27:25,967 --> 00:27:28,952

[maggie]: cardinal just the acipuncturist

 

4511

00:27:28,950 --> 00:27:29,113

[abbe_greenberg]: yeah

 

4512

00:27:29,053 --> 00:27:30,535

[maggie]: the past life rogressionists

 

4513

00:27:30,493 --> 00:27:31,258

[abbe_greenberg]: the hypnotist

 

4514

00:27:30,639 --> 00:27:30,720

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

4515

00:27:32,038 --> 00:27:35,183

[maggie]: hypnotist you know gastroentorologist whoever

 

4516

00:27:34,830 --> 00:27:35,940

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

4517

00:27:35,323 --> 00:27:37,767

[maggie]: was an ist who would take some

money from us

 

4518

00:27:37,751 --> 00:27:38,013

[juliet_hahn]: we're the

 

4519

00:27:38,428 --> 00:27:42,335

[maggie]: we there and many of those people

had very good things to say and were

 

4520

00:27:42,375 --> 00:27:46,240

[maggie]: very helpful so i don't want to

put it all down but

 

4521

00:27:46,230 --> 00:27:46,391

[juliet_hahn]: ye

 

4522

00:27:46,320 --> 00:27:50,844

[maggie]: we really did spend a lot of

time and money sort of running around trying

 

4523

00:27:50,924 --> 00:27:54,707

[maggie]: to find an answer because we still

didn't really have that vocabulary

 

4524

00:27:54,690 --> 00:27:55,440

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

4525

00:27:55,027 --> 00:28:02,268

[maggie]: for anxiety and so um you know

it was a trial in era but what

 

4526

00:28:02,308 --> 00:28:03,510

[maggie]: we kept finding

 

4527

00:28:03,120 --> 00:28:03,202

[juliet_hahn]: ye

 

4528

00:28:04,011 --> 00:28:09,080

[maggie]: and what i think we responded to

in college to was that the more we

 

4529

00:28:09,260 --> 00:28:09,640

[maggie]: talked to

 

4530

00:28:09,600 --> 00:28:09,862

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

4531

00:28:09,701 --> 00:28:15,029

[maggie]: each other and shared our stories with

each other we could be each other's touchstone

 

4532

00:28:15,711 --> 00:28:17,213

[maggie]: um and that that was really

 

4533

00:28:17,310 --> 00:28:18,330

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

4534

00:28:17,373 --> 00:28:21,164

[maggie]: some of the most helpful and healing

things to know i'm not lone in this

 

4535

00:28:21,070 --> 00:28:21,090

[juliet_hahn]: a

 

4536

00:28:21,687 --> 00:28:22,453

[maggie]: someone else gets

 

4537

00:28:22,452 --> 00:28:22,672

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

4538

00:28:22,594 --> 00:28:22,634

[maggie]: it

 

4539

00:28:23,113 --> 00:28:24,636

[juliet_hahn]: i love that and i do want

to pause

 

4540

00:28:24,490 --> 00:28:24,730

[maggie]: i love

 

4541

00:28:24,696 --> 00:28:24,776

[juliet_hahn]: for

 

4542

00:28:24,770 --> 00:28:24,890

[maggie]: that

 

4543

00:28:24,796 --> 00:28:25,036

[juliet_hahn]: a second

 

4544

00:28:24,930 --> 00:28:24,990

[maggie]: and

 

4545

00:28:25,056 --> 00:28:25,197

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

4546

00:28:25,111 --> 00:28:25,131

[maggie]: i

 

4547

00:28:25,237 --> 00:28:25,437

[juliet_hahn]: i would

 

4548

00:28:25,331 --> 00:28:25,391

[maggie]: do

 

4549

00:28:25,457 --> 00:28:25,597

[juliet_hahn]: love

 

4550

00:28:25,471 --> 00:28:25,672

[maggie]: want to

 

4551

00:28:25,637 --> 00:28:25,718

[juliet_hahn]: for

 

4552

00:28:25,712 --> 00:28:25,972

[maggie]: pause

 

4553

00:28:25,758 --> 00:28:26,178

[juliet_hahn]: you guys because

 

4554

00:28:26,052 --> 00:28:26,393

[maggie]: for a second

 

4555

00:28:26,218 --> 00:28:26,399

[juliet_hahn]: i know

 

4556

00:28:26,413 --> 00:28:26,573

[maggie]: because

 

4557

00:28:26,439 --> 00:28:26,619

[juliet_hahn]: there's

 

4558

00:28:26,593 --> 00:28:26,793

[maggie]: i would

 

4559

00:28:26,679 --> 00:28:26,940

[juliet_hahn]: so many

 

4560

00:28:26,834 --> 00:28:26,954

[maggie]: love

 

4561

00:28:27,000 --> 00:28:27,280

[juliet_hahn]: people

 

4562

00:28:27,014 --> 00:28:27,775

[maggie]: for you guys because i know

 

4563

00:28:27,781 --> 00:28:27,981

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

4564

00:28:27,795 --> 00:28:28,637

[maggie]: there's so many people

 

4565

00:28:28,362 --> 00:28:29,123

[juliet_hahn]: are like okay wait do

 

4566

00:28:29,137 --> 00:28:29,338

[maggie]: that

 

4567

00:28:29,263 --> 00:28:29,884

[juliet_hahn]: i have anxiety

 

4568

00:28:29,698 --> 00:28:29,959

[maggie]: are like

 

4569

00:28:29,945 --> 00:28:30,125

[juliet_hahn]: i know

 

4570

00:28:30,019 --> 00:28:30,179

[maggie]: okay

 

4571

00:28:30,245 --> 00:28:30,385

[juliet_hahn]: even

 

4572

00:28:30,299 --> 00:28:30,339

[maggie]: i

 

4573

00:28:30,445 --> 00:28:30,706

[juliet_hahn]: talking

 

4574

00:28:30,460 --> 00:28:30,680

[maggie]: do i

 

4575

00:28:30,766 --> 00:28:30,806

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

4576

00:28:30,780 --> 00:28:30,900

[maggie]: have

 

4577

00:28:30,866 --> 00:28:30,986

[juliet_hahn]: like

 

4578

00:28:30,980 --> 00:28:31,301

[maggie]: anxiety

 

4579

00:28:31,026 --> 00:28:31,507

[juliet_hahn]: my kids

 

4580

00:28:31,361 --> 00:28:31,762

[maggie]: i know even

 

4581

00:28:31,828 --> 00:28:31,988

[juliet_hahn]: i'll

 

4582

00:28:31,842 --> 00:28:32,102

[maggie]: talking

 

4583

00:28:32,028 --> 00:28:32,128

[juliet_hahn]: say

 

4584

00:28:32,142 --> 00:28:32,223

[maggie]: to

 

4585

00:28:32,168 --> 00:28:32,529

[juliet_hahn]: to my son

 

4586

00:28:32,423 --> 00:28:32,503

[maggie]: my

 

4587

00:28:32,589 --> 00:28:32,749

[juliet_hahn]: that's

 

4588

00:28:32,603 --> 00:28:32,904

[maggie]: kids

 

4589

00:28:33,110 --> 00:28:33,470

[juliet_hahn]: anxiety

 

4590

00:28:33,224 --> 00:28:33,505

[maggie]: i'll say

 

4591

00:28:33,511 --> 00:28:33,611

[juliet_hahn]: he's

 

4592

00:28:33,545 --> 00:28:33,625

[maggie]: to

 

4593

00:28:33,651 --> 00:28:33,751

[juliet_hahn]: like

 

4594

00:28:33,665 --> 00:28:33,725

[maggie]: my

 

4595

00:28:33,771 --> 00:28:33,931

[juliet_hahn]: that's

 

4596

00:28:33,785 --> 00:28:34,146

[maggie]: son that's

 

4597

00:28:33,971 --> 00:28:34,272

[juliet_hahn]: no test

 

4598

00:28:34,206 --> 00:28:34,426

[maggie]: test

 

4599

00:28:34,352 --> 00:28:34,692

[juliet_hahn]: anxiety

 

4600

00:28:34,526 --> 00:28:34,987

[maggie]: anxieties

 

4601

00:28:34,733 --> 00:28:35,173

[juliet_hahn]: mom i'm just

 

4602

00:28:35,047 --> 00:28:35,809

[maggie]: like this a testing

 

4603

00:28:35,574 --> 00:28:36,395

[juliet_hahn]: i'm anxious

 

4604

00:28:36,289 --> 00:28:36,530

[maggie]: i'm just

 

4605

00:28:36,455 --> 00:28:36,836

[juliet_hahn]: and i'm like

 

4606

00:28:36,930 --> 00:28:37,752

[maggie]: i'm anxious

 

4607

00:28:37,758 --> 00:28:37,918

[juliet_hahn]: that's

 

4608

00:28:37,812 --> 00:28:37,992

[maggie]: and i'm

 

4609

00:28:37,958 --> 00:28:38,359

[juliet_hahn]: anxiety

 

4610

00:28:38,032 --> 00:28:38,172

[maggie]: like

 

4611

00:28:38,499 --> 00:28:39,280

[juliet_hahn]: like you might not

 

4612

00:28:39,194 --> 00:28:39,735

[maggie]: t's anxiety

 

4613

00:28:39,320 --> 00:28:40,021

[juliet_hahn]: have a big level

 

4614

00:28:39,855 --> 00:28:39,975

[maggie]: like

 

4615

00:28:40,081 --> 00:28:40,222

[juliet_hahn]: of it

 

4616

00:28:40,256 --> 00:28:40,336

[maggie]: you

 

4617

00:28:40,262 --> 00:28:40,422

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

4618

00:28:40,376 --> 00:28:40,516

[maggie]: might

 

4619

00:28:40,462 --> 00:28:40,562

[juliet_hahn]: it's

 

4620

00:28:40,536 --> 00:28:40,637

[maggie]: not

 

4621

00:28:40,602 --> 00:28:40,723

[juliet_hahn]: not

 

4622

00:28:40,677 --> 00:28:40,797

[maggie]: have

 

4623

00:28:40,763 --> 00:28:41,063

[juliet_hahn]: stopping

 

4624

00:28:40,817 --> 00:28:41,378

[maggie]: a big level

 

4625

00:28:41,183 --> 00:28:41,384

[juliet_hahn]: but you

 

4626

00:28:41,438 --> 00:28:41,798

[maggie]: of it because

 

4627

00:28:41,704 --> 00:28:41,864

[juliet_hahn]: you're

 

4628

00:28:41,819 --> 00:28:41,939

[maggie]: it's

 

4629

00:28:41,904 --> 00:28:42,005

[juliet_hahn]: like

 

4630

00:28:41,979 --> 00:28:42,079

[maggie]: not

 

4631

00:28:42,065 --> 00:28:42,345

[juliet_hahn]: worried

 

4632

00:28:42,139 --> 00:28:42,440

[maggie]: stopping

 

4633

00:28:42,365 --> 00:28:42,566

[juliet_hahn]: you have

 

4634

00:28:42,540 --> 00:28:42,620

[maggie]: but

 

4635

00:28:42,586 --> 00:28:42,946

[juliet_hahn]: butterflies

 

4636

00:28:42,660 --> 00:28:42,720

[maggie]: you

 

4637

00:28:42,986 --> 00:28:43,106

[juliet_hahn]: you're

 

4638

00:28:43,081 --> 00:28:43,241

[maggie]: you're

 

4639

00:28:43,127 --> 00:28:43,367

[juliet_hahn]: a little

 

4640

00:28:43,261 --> 00:28:43,361

[maggie]: like

 

4641

00:28:43,407 --> 00:28:43,707

[juliet_hahn]: nervous

 

4642

00:28:43,421 --> 00:28:45,044

[maggie]: worried you have butterflies you're a little

nervous

 

4643

00:28:44,950 --> 00:28:46,232

[juliet_hahn]: there's levels of it

 

4644

00:28:46,286 --> 00:28:46,627

[maggie]: but there's

 

4645

00:28:46,412 --> 00:28:46,652

[juliet_hahn]: and so

 

4646

00:28:46,747 --> 00:28:47,147

[maggie]: levels

 

4647

00:28:46,933 --> 00:28:47,574

[juliet_hahn]: and there's different

 

4648

00:28:47,388 --> 00:28:47,648

[maggie]: of it

 

4649

00:28:47,614 --> 00:28:48,235

[juliet_hahn]: definitions

 

4650

00:28:47,969 --> 00:28:48,049

[maggie]: so

 

4651

00:28:48,315 --> 00:28:48,375

[juliet_hahn]: of

 

4652

00:28:48,329 --> 00:28:48,610

[maggie]: and there's

 

4653

00:28:48,455 --> 00:28:48,495

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

4654

00:28:48,670 --> 00:28:48,951

[maggie]: different

 

4655

00:28:48,796 --> 00:28:49,016

[juliet_hahn]: can you

 

4656

00:28:48,991 --> 00:28:49,612

[maggie]: definitions

 

4657

00:28:49,076 --> 00:28:49,958

[juliet_hahn]: guys both share

 

4658

00:28:49,692 --> 00:28:50,614

[maggie]: of it can you guys

 

4659

00:28:50,479 --> 00:28:50,599

[juliet_hahn]: what

 

4660

00:28:50,754 --> 00:28:50,954

[maggie]: both

 

4661

00:28:50,960 --> 00:28:51,140

[juliet_hahn]: your

 

4662

00:28:51,054 --> 00:28:51,335

[maggie]: share

 

4663

00:28:51,260 --> 00:28:51,821

[juliet_hahn]: definition

 

4664

00:28:51,836 --> 00:28:51,996

[maggie]: what

 

4665

00:28:52,021 --> 00:28:52,803

[juliet_hahn]: of anxiety

 

4666

00:28:52,337 --> 00:28:53,198

[maggie]: your definition

 

4667

00:28:52,903 --> 00:28:53,384

[juliet_hahn]: is and then

 

4668

00:28:53,399 --> 00:28:53,459

[maggie]: of

 

4669

00:28:53,544 --> 00:28:53,624

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

4670

00:28:53,659 --> 00:28:54,180

[maggie]: anxiety

 

4671

00:28:53,664 --> 00:28:54,345

[juliet_hahn]: know abbie i would love

 

4672

00:28:54,280 --> 00:28:54,421

[maggie]: is

 

4673

00:28:54,385 --> 00:28:54,465

[juliet_hahn]: for

 

4674

00:28:54,501 --> 00:28:54,581

[maggie]: and

 

4675

00:28:54,505 --> 00:28:54,586

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

4676

00:28:54,641 --> 00:28:54,761

[maggie]: then

 

4677

00:28:54,646 --> 00:28:55,207

[juliet_hahn]: to continue

 

4678

00:28:54,922 --> 00:28:55,402

[maggie]: you know abbie

 

4679

00:28:55,287 --> 00:28:55,467

[juliet_hahn]: where

 

4680

00:28:55,463 --> 00:28:55,723

[maggie]: would love

 

4681

00:28:55,627 --> 00:28:55,868

[juliet_hahn]: maggie

 

4682

00:28:55,763 --> 00:28:55,963

[maggie]: for you

 

4683

00:28:55,928 --> 00:28:56,088

[juliet_hahn]: left

 

4684

00:28:56,024 --> 00:28:56,585

[maggie]: to continue

 

4685

00:28:56,208 --> 00:28:56,349

[juliet_hahn]: off

 

4686

00:28:56,665 --> 00:28:57,707

[maggie]: where maggie left off

 

4687

00:28:59,042 --> 00:28:59,983

[abbe_greenberg]: well okay so

 

4688

00:29:00,229 --> 00:29:00,410

[maggie]: okay

 

4689

00:29:00,364 --> 00:29:00,845

[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety

 

4690

00:29:00,590 --> 00:29:00,710

[maggie]: so

 

4691

00:29:00,985 --> 00:29:01,045

[abbe_greenberg]: is

 

4692

00:29:01,091 --> 00:29:01,592

[maggie]: anxiety

 

4693

00:29:01,105 --> 00:29:01,746

[abbe_greenberg]: a human emotion

 

4694

00:29:01,712 --> 00:29:02,092

[maggie]: is a human

 

4695

00:29:02,107 --> 00:29:02,267

[abbe_greenberg]: right

 

4696

00:29:02,153 --> 00:29:02,974

[maggie]: emotion right

 

4697

00:29:02,988 --> 00:29:03,529

[abbe_greenberg]: and so if you're

 

4698

00:29:03,420 --> 00:29:04,230

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

4699

00:29:03,549 --> 00:29:03,809

[abbe_greenberg]: a human

 

4700

00:29:03,695 --> 00:29:03,775

[maggie]: and

 

4701

00:29:03,830 --> 00:29:04,010

[abbe_greenberg]: being

 

4702

00:29:03,855 --> 00:29:04,076

[maggie]: so if

 

4703

00:29:04,050 --> 00:29:04,210

[abbe_greenberg]: you've

 

4704

00:29:04,096 --> 00:29:04,236

[maggie]: you're

 

4705

00:29:04,230 --> 00:29:04,711

[abbe_greenberg]: experienced

 

4706

00:29:04,256 --> 00:29:04,897

[maggie]: a human being you've

 

4707

00:29:04,771 --> 00:29:05,192

[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety

 

4708

00:29:04,937 --> 00:29:05,418

[maggie]: experienced

 

4709

00:29:05,392 --> 00:29:05,893

[abbe_greenberg]: everybody

 

4710

00:29:05,478 --> 00:29:06,600

[maggie]: anxiety everybody

 

4711

00:29:06,454 --> 00:29:06,674

[abbe_greenberg]: knows

 

4712

00:29:06,720 --> 00:29:07,067

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

4713

00:29:06,734 --> 00:29:07,255

[abbe_greenberg]: what anxiety

 

4714

00:29:07,181 --> 00:29:07,381

[maggie]: knows

 

4715

00:29:07,335 --> 00:29:07,436

[abbe_greenberg]: is

 

4716

00:29:07,441 --> 00:29:07,541

[maggie]: what

 

4717

00:29:07,516 --> 00:29:07,576

[abbe_greenberg]: on

 

4718

00:29:07,622 --> 00:29:07,962

[maggie]: anxiety

 

4719

00:29:07,676 --> 00:29:08,117

[abbe_greenberg]: some level

 

4720

00:29:08,062 --> 00:29:08,142

[maggie]: is

 

4721

00:29:08,157 --> 00:29:08,277

[abbe_greenberg]: like

 

4722

00:29:08,243 --> 00:29:08,283

[maggie]: on

 

4723

00:29:08,317 --> 00:29:08,377

[abbe_greenberg]: you

 

4724

00:29:08,383 --> 00:29:08,543

[maggie]: some

 

4725

00:29:08,437 --> 00:29:08,658

[abbe_greenberg]: said to

 

4726

00:29:08,603 --> 00:29:08,824

[maggie]: level

 

4727

00:29:08,718 --> 00:29:09,018

[abbe_greenberg]: your son

 

4728

00:29:08,884 --> 00:29:09,084

[maggie]: like you

 

4729

00:29:09,098 --> 00:29:09,138

[abbe_greenberg]: it

 

4730

00:29:09,144 --> 00:29:09,264

[maggie]: said

 

4731

00:29:09,178 --> 00:29:09,319

[abbe_greenberg]: could

 

4732

00:29:09,304 --> 00:29:09,365

[maggie]: to

 

4733

00:29:09,379 --> 00:29:09,439

[abbe_greenberg]: be

 

4734

00:29:09,425 --> 00:29:09,525

[maggie]: your

 

4735

00:29:09,499 --> 00:29:09,920

[abbe_greenberg]: butterflies

 

4736

00:29:09,585 --> 00:29:09,765

[maggie]: son

 

4737

00:29:09,960 --> 00:29:10,120

[abbe_greenberg]: in the

 

4738

00:29:10,086 --> 00:29:10,166

[maggie]: be

 

4739

00:29:10,160 --> 00:29:10,481

[abbe_greenberg]: stomach

 

4740

00:29:10,206 --> 00:29:10,607

[maggie]: butterflies

 

4741

00:29:10,581 --> 00:29:10,801

[abbe_greenberg]: it could

 

4742

00:29:10,687 --> 00:29:10,847

[maggie]: in the

 

4743

00:29:10,841 --> 00:29:10,901

[abbe_greenberg]: be

 

4744

00:29:10,907 --> 00:29:11,268

[maggie]: stomach

 

4745

00:29:11,162 --> 00:29:11,242

[abbe_greenberg]: in

 

4746

00:29:11,289 --> 00:29:11,310

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

4747

00:29:11,302 --> 00:29:11,863

[abbe_greenberg]: about a future

 

4748

00:29:11,889 --> 00:29:11,969

[maggie]: in

 

4749

00:29:11,943 --> 00:29:12,224

[abbe_greenberg]: event

 

4750

00:29:12,029 --> 00:29:12,049

[maggie]: a

 

4751

00:29:12,284 --> 00:29:12,324

[abbe_greenberg]: it

 

4752

00:29:12,309 --> 00:29:12,569

[maggie]: future

 

4753

00:29:12,384 --> 00:29:12,645

[abbe_greenberg]: could be

 

4754

00:29:12,669 --> 00:29:13,190

[maggie]: event it on

 

4755

00:29:13,266 --> 00:29:13,566

[abbe_greenberg]: upset

 

4756

00:29:13,310 --> 00:29:13,390

[maggie]: be

 

4757

00:29:13,606 --> 00:29:14,167

[abbe_greenberg]: to your stomach

 

4758

00:29:14,070 --> 00:29:14,376

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

4759

00:29:14,131 --> 00:29:14,251

[maggie]: set

 

4760

00:29:14,228 --> 00:29:14,568

[abbe_greenberg]: because

 

4761

00:29:14,331 --> 00:29:15,272

[maggie]: to your stomach because

 

4762

00:29:15,029 --> 00:29:15,790

[abbe_greenberg]: you're so anxious it can

 

4763

00:29:15,752 --> 00:29:15,892

[maggie]: you're

 

4764

00:29:15,851 --> 00:29:15,971

[abbe_greenberg]: come

 

4765

00:29:15,932 --> 00:29:16,012

[maggie]: so

 

4766

00:29:16,031 --> 00:29:16,111

[abbe_greenberg]: out

 

4767

00:29:16,093 --> 00:29:16,293

[maggie]: anxious

 

4768

00:29:16,171 --> 00:29:16,492

[abbe_greenberg]: in many

 

4769

00:29:16,333 --> 00:29:16,493

[maggie]: it can

 

4770

00:29:16,552 --> 00:29:16,732

[abbe_greenberg]: many

 

4771

00:29:16,553 --> 00:29:16,813

[maggie]: come out

 

4772

00:29:16,792 --> 00:29:16,933

[abbe_greenberg]: ways

 

4773

00:29:16,893 --> 00:29:16,933

[maggie]: in

 

4774

00:29:16,993 --> 00:29:17,033

[abbe_greenberg]: it

 

4775

00:29:17,033 --> 00:29:17,214

[maggie]: many

 

4776

00:29:17,093 --> 00:29:17,293

[abbe_greenberg]: could be

 

4777

00:29:17,274 --> 00:29:17,434

[maggie]: many

 

4778

00:29:17,333 --> 00:29:17,774

[abbe_greenberg]: cardiac

 

4779

00:29:17,494 --> 00:29:17,634

[maggie]: ways

 

4780

00:29:17,854 --> 00:29:18,175

[abbe_greenberg]: however

 

4781

00:29:18,094 --> 00:29:18,315

[maggie]: party

 

4782

00:29:18,275 --> 00:29:18,596

[abbe_greenberg]: it comes

 

4783

00:29:18,415 --> 00:29:18,875

[maggie]: act however

 

4784

00:29:18,736 --> 00:29:18,896

[abbe_greenberg]: out

 

4785

00:29:18,975 --> 00:29:19,296

[maggie]: it comes

 

4786

00:29:19,380 --> 00:29:20,430

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

4787

00:29:19,456 --> 00:29:19,576

[maggie]: out

 

4788

00:29:19,578 --> 00:29:20,579

[abbe_greenberg]: we've all experienced

 

4789

00:29:20,296 --> 00:29:20,637

[maggie]: we all

 

4790

00:29:20,660 --> 00:29:21,161

[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety

 

4791

00:29:20,717 --> 00:29:21,858

[maggie]: experienced anxiety

 

4792

00:29:21,982 --> 00:29:22,685

[abbe_greenberg]: what makes it

 

4793

00:29:22,719 --> 00:29:22,859

[maggie]: what

 

4794

00:29:22,785 --> 00:29:23,247

[abbe_greenberg]: something

 

4795

00:29:22,960 --> 00:29:23,984

[maggie]: makes it something

 

4796

00:29:23,589 --> 00:29:23,790

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

4797

00:29:23,610 --> 00:29:24,390

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

4798

00:29:24,031 --> 00:29:24,312

[abbe_greenberg]: needs

 

4799

00:29:24,306 --> 00:29:24,527

[maggie]: that

 

4800

00:29:24,573 --> 00:29:24,794

[abbe_greenberg]: to be

 

4801

00:29:24,748 --> 00:29:24,989

[maggie]: needs

 

4802

00:29:24,854 --> 00:29:25,537

[abbe_greenberg]: paid attention

 

4803

00:29:25,310 --> 00:29:25,752

[maggie]: to be paid

 

4804

00:29:25,638 --> 00:29:25,778

[abbe_greenberg]: to

 

4805

00:29:25,793 --> 00:29:26,496

[maggie]: attention to

 

4806

00:29:26,972 --> 00:29:27,753

[abbe_greenberg]: is when

 

4807

00:29:27,689 --> 00:29:27,929

[maggie]: is

 

4808

00:29:27,853 --> 00:29:27,953

[abbe_greenberg]: the

 

4809

00:29:27,930 --> 00:29:29,010

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

4810

00:29:28,013 --> 00:29:28,594

[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety

 

4811

00:29:28,270 --> 00:29:28,670

[maggie]: when the

 

4812

00:29:28,674 --> 00:29:28,735

[abbe_greenberg]: as

 

4813

00:29:28,750 --> 00:29:29,291

[maggie]: anxiety

 

4814

00:29:28,815 --> 00:29:29,356

[abbe_greenberg]: maggie said

 

4815

00:29:29,392 --> 00:29:29,452

[maggie]: as

 

4816

00:29:29,516 --> 00:29:29,816

[abbe_greenberg]: starts

 

4817

00:29:29,532 --> 00:29:30,093

[maggie]: maggie says

 

4818

00:29:29,917 --> 00:29:30,317

[abbe_greenberg]: to make

 

4819

00:29:30,233 --> 00:29:30,533

[maggie]: starts

 

4820

00:29:30,417 --> 00:29:30,978

[abbe_greenberg]: your decisions

 

4821

00:29:30,634 --> 00:29:31,014

[maggie]: to make

 

4822

00:29:31,058 --> 00:29:31,219

[abbe_greenberg]: for

 

4823

00:29:31,154 --> 00:29:31,255

[maggie]: your

 

4824

00:29:31,279 --> 00:29:31,359

[abbe_greenberg]: you

 

4825

00:29:31,315 --> 00:29:31,635

[maggie]: decision

 

4826

00:29:31,439 --> 00:29:31,499

[abbe_greenberg]: it

 

4827

00:29:31,530 --> 00:29:31,792

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

4828

00:29:31,539 --> 00:29:31,880

[abbe_greenberg]: starts to

 

4829

00:29:31,856 --> 00:29:31,956

[maggie]: or

 

4830

00:29:31,960 --> 00:29:32,220

[abbe_greenberg]: shrink

 

4831

00:29:32,176 --> 00:29:32,477

[maggie]: it starts

 

4832

00:29:32,280 --> 00:29:32,781

[abbe_greenberg]: your world

 

4833

00:29:32,537 --> 00:29:32,917

[maggie]: to shrink

 

4834

00:29:32,678 --> 00:29:32,820

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

4835

00:29:32,998 --> 00:29:33,098

[maggie]: your

 

4836

00:29:33,062 --> 00:29:33,262

[abbe_greenberg]: right

 

4837

00:29:33,198 --> 00:29:33,478

[maggie]: world

 

4838

00:29:33,583 --> 00:29:33,683

[abbe_greenberg]: so

 

4839

00:29:33,779 --> 00:29:34,400

[maggie]: right so

 

4840

00:29:34,324 --> 00:29:35,185

[abbe_greenberg]: ice in my case

 

4841

00:29:35,221 --> 00:29:35,862

[maggie]: in my case

 

4842

00:29:35,706 --> 00:29:36,628

[abbe_greenberg]: there got to be a point

 

4843

00:29:36,423 --> 00:29:36,764

[maggie]: there got

 

4844

00:29:36,688 --> 00:29:36,948

[abbe_greenberg]: where

 

4845

00:29:36,804 --> 00:29:37,325

[maggie]: to be a point

 

4846

00:29:37,249 --> 00:29:37,289

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

4847

00:29:37,405 --> 00:29:37,625

[maggie]: where

 

4848

00:29:37,850 --> 00:29:37,970

[abbe_greenberg]: was

 

4849

00:29:37,966 --> 00:29:38,006

[maggie]: i

 

4850

00:29:38,150 --> 00:29:38,892

[abbe_greenberg]: so concerned

 

4851

00:29:38,567 --> 00:29:38,987

[maggie]: was so

 

4852

00:29:39,013 --> 00:29:39,135

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

4853

00:29:39,168 --> 00:29:39,548

[maggie]: concern

 

4854

00:29:39,459 --> 00:29:39,743

[abbe_greenberg]: about

 

4855

00:29:39,709 --> 00:29:40,434

[maggie]: and about

 

4856

00:29:40,422 --> 00:29:41,324

[abbe_greenberg]: having a hard attack

 

4857

00:29:41,149 --> 00:29:41,649

[maggie]: having a heart

 

4858

00:29:41,604 --> 00:29:41,725

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

4859

00:29:41,710 --> 00:29:41,970

[maggie]: attack

 

4860

00:29:41,765 --> 00:29:41,885

[abbe_greenberg]: was

 

4861

00:29:41,820 --> 00:29:42,930

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

4862

00:29:41,965 --> 00:29:42,326

[abbe_greenberg]: what i was

 

4863

00:29:42,331 --> 00:29:42,451

[maggie]: that

 

4864

00:29:42,386 --> 00:29:42,727

[abbe_greenberg]: focused

 

4865

00:29:42,491 --> 00:29:42,811

[maggie]: was what

 

4866

00:29:42,827 --> 00:29:42,887

[abbe_greenberg]: on

 

4867

00:29:42,871 --> 00:29:42,892

[maggie]: i

 

4868

00:29:42,948 --> 00:29:43,028

[abbe_greenberg]: my

 

4869

00:29:42,952 --> 00:29:43,052

[maggie]: was

 

4870

00:29:43,108 --> 00:29:43,549

[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety

 

4871

00:29:43,192 --> 00:29:44,254

[maggie]: ocused on my anxiety

 

4872

00:29:44,010 --> 00:29:44,852

[abbe_greenberg]: that i would not leave

 

4873

00:29:44,735 --> 00:29:44,855

[maggie]: that

 

4874

00:29:44,912 --> 00:29:44,992

[abbe_greenberg]: my

 

4875

00:29:44,935 --> 00:29:45,195

[maggie]: i would

 

4876

00:29:45,093 --> 00:29:45,313

[abbe_greenberg]: house

 

4877

00:29:45,235 --> 00:29:45,356

[maggie]: not

 

4878

00:29:45,373 --> 00:29:45,574

[abbe_greenberg]: because

 

4879

00:29:45,416 --> 00:29:45,596

[maggie]: leave

 

4880

00:29:45,511 --> 00:29:45,653

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

4881

00:29:45,614 --> 00:29:45,634

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

4882

00:29:45,636 --> 00:29:45,716

[maggie]: my

 

4883

00:29:45,694 --> 00:29:45,774

[abbe_greenberg]: was

 

4884

00:29:45,816 --> 00:29:46,017

[maggie]: house

 

4885

00:29:45,834 --> 00:29:46,055

[abbe_greenberg]: hooked

 

4886

00:29:46,097 --> 00:29:46,297

[maggie]: because

 

4887

00:29:46,115 --> 00:29:46,416

[abbe_greenberg]: up to my

 

4888

00:29:46,337 --> 00:29:46,477

[maggie]: i was

 

4889

00:29:46,476 --> 00:29:47,177

[abbe_greenberg]: computer to

 

4890

00:29:47,038 --> 00:29:47,579

[maggie]: my computer

 

4891

00:29:47,699 --> 00:29:47,759

[abbe_greenberg]: an

 

4892

00:29:47,760 --> 00:29:47,880

[maggie]: to

 

4893

00:29:47,839 --> 00:29:48,220

[abbe_greenberg]: e k g

 

4894

00:29:48,661 --> 00:29:48,922

[maggie]: k g

 

4895

00:29:49,152 --> 00:29:49,755

[abbe_greenberg]: i could watch

 

4896

00:29:49,743 --> 00:29:50,063

[maggie]: so i could

 

4897

00:29:49,996 --> 00:29:50,338

[abbe_greenberg]: my heart

 

4898

00:29:50,184 --> 00:29:50,484

[maggie]: watch

 

4899

00:29:50,192 --> 00:29:50,396

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

4900

00:29:50,418 --> 00:29:50,599

[abbe_greenberg]: beat

 

4901

00:29:50,725 --> 00:29:51,306

[maggie]: my heart beat

 

4902

00:29:51,502 --> 00:29:52,206

[abbe_greenberg]: okay and

 

4903

00:29:52,227 --> 00:29:52,447

[maggie]: okay

 

4904

00:29:52,327 --> 00:29:53,712

[abbe_greenberg]: so like

 

4905

00:29:54,289 --> 00:29:54,431

[maggie]: like

 

4906

00:29:54,816 --> 00:29:55,478

[abbe_greenberg]: that notion

 

4907

00:29:55,771 --> 00:29:55,872

[maggie]: no

 

4908

00:29:55,779 --> 00:29:56,019

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

4909

00:29:56,013 --> 00:29:56,195

[maggie]: ship

 

4910

00:29:57,223 --> 00:29:58,356

[abbe_greenberg]: just totally lost my train of thought

 

4911

00:29:58,471 --> 00:30:02,108

[juliet_hahn]: so about yeah

 

4912

00:29:59,422 --> 00:29:59,564

[abbe_greenberg]: what

 

4913

00:29:59,872 --> 00:30:03,578

[maggie]: so you were helped up to the

k g so it's like the notion of

 

4914

00:30:03,718 --> 00:30:05,301

[maggie]: being out i think you were going

 

4915

00:30:05,322 --> 00:30:05,342

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

4916

00:30:05,341 --> 00:30:05,381

[maggie]: to

 

4917

00:30:05,402 --> 00:30:05,522

[abbe_greenberg]: mean

 

4918

00:30:05,461 --> 00:30:05,642

[maggie]: say

 

4919

00:30:05,562 --> 00:30:06,324

[abbe_greenberg]: i just i got to the

 

4920

00:30:06,283 --> 00:30:06,303

[maggie]: i

 

4921

00:30:06,344 --> 00:30:06,484

[abbe_greenberg]: point

 

4922

00:30:06,363 --> 00:30:06,483

[maggie]: just

 

4923

00:30:06,504 --> 00:30:07,586

[abbe_greenberg]: where i couldn't imagine

 

4924

00:30:07,244 --> 00:30:07,845

[maggie]: where i couldn't

 

4925

00:30:07,766 --> 00:30:08,006

[abbe_greenberg]: leaving

 

4926

00:30:07,903 --> 00:30:08,088

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

4927

00:30:07,905 --> 00:30:08,306

[maggie]: imagine

 

4928

00:30:08,046 --> 00:30:08,387

[abbe_greenberg]: my house

 

4929

00:30:08,506 --> 00:30:08,707

[maggie]: leaving

 

4930

00:30:08,587 --> 00:30:08,948

[abbe_greenberg]: i couldn't

 

4931

00:30:08,767 --> 00:30:08,847

[maggie]: my

 

4932

00:30:08,840 --> 00:30:09,043

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

4933

00:30:08,887 --> 00:30:09,087

[maggie]: house

 

4934

00:30:09,028 --> 00:30:09,469

[abbe_greenberg]: go visit

 

4935

00:30:09,328 --> 00:30:09,648

[maggie]: i couldn't

 

4936

00:30:09,529 --> 00:30:09,649

[abbe_greenberg]: any

 

4937

00:30:09,728 --> 00:30:09,989

[maggie]: go i

 

4938

00:30:09,990 --> 00:30:10,751

[abbe_greenberg]: i couldn't go to work

 

4939

00:30:10,771 --> 00:30:10,971

[maggie]: couldn't

 

4940

00:30:10,831 --> 00:30:11,172

[abbe_greenberg]: because

 

4941

00:30:11,012 --> 00:30:11,874

[maggie]: go to work because

 

4942

00:30:11,672 --> 00:30:12,734

[abbe_greenberg]: i couldn't leave my computer

 

4943

00:30:12,395 --> 00:30:12,937

[maggie]: i could leave my

 

4944

00:30:12,915 --> 00:30:12,975

[abbe_greenberg]: you

 

4945

00:30:13,017 --> 00:30:13,418

[maggie]: computer

 

4946

00:30:13,035 --> 00:30:13,596

[abbe_greenberg]: know and i had

 

4947

00:30:13,618 --> 00:30:13,698

[maggie]: you

 

4948

00:30:13,636 --> 00:30:13,716

[abbe_greenberg]: to

 

4949

00:30:13,739 --> 00:30:13,859

[maggie]: know

 

4950

00:30:13,776 --> 00:30:14,117

[abbe_greenberg]: be paying

 

4951

00:30:13,939 --> 00:30:14,079

[maggie]: and i

 

4952

00:30:14,137 --> 00:30:14,437

[abbe_greenberg]: attention

 

4953

00:30:14,160 --> 00:30:14,561

[maggie]: had to be

 

4954

00:30:14,497 --> 00:30:14,698

[abbe_greenberg]: to my

 

4955

00:30:14,641 --> 00:30:14,821

[maggie]: paying

 

4956

00:30:14,778 --> 00:30:14,958

[abbe_greenberg]: heart

 

4957

00:30:14,841 --> 00:30:15,142

[maggie]: attention

 

4958

00:30:15,018 --> 00:30:15,198

[abbe_greenberg]: rate

 

4959

00:30:15,202 --> 00:30:15,884

[maggie]: to my heart it

 

4960

00:30:16,000 --> 00:30:16,120

[abbe_greenberg]: so

 

4961

00:30:16,706 --> 00:30:16,827

[maggie]: so

 

4962

00:30:16,881 --> 00:30:17,061

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

4963

00:30:17,010 --> 00:30:17,132

[juliet_hahn]: ye

 

4964

00:30:17,302 --> 00:30:17,562

[abbe_greenberg]: type of

 

4965

00:30:17,589 --> 00:30:17,849

[maggie]: that

 

4966

00:30:17,662 --> 00:30:18,183

[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety

 

4967

00:30:18,009 --> 00:30:18,891

[maggie]: type of anxiety

 

4968

00:30:18,945 --> 00:30:20,026

[abbe_greenberg]: is obviously

 

4969

00:30:19,672 --> 00:30:20,754

[maggie]: is obviously

 

4970

00:30:20,347 --> 00:30:20,788

[abbe_greenberg]: it rules the

 

4971

00:30:20,792 --> 00:30:20,894

[juliet_hahn]: ah

 

4972

00:30:20,828 --> 00:30:21,008

[abbe_greenberg]: rost

 

4973

00:30:21,054 --> 00:30:21,114

[maggie]: it

 

4974

00:30:21,228 --> 00:30:21,990

[abbe_greenberg]: it makes all my decisions

 

4975

00:30:21,936 --> 00:30:21,976

[maggie]: it

 

4976

00:30:22,030 --> 00:30:22,110

[abbe_greenberg]: why

 

4977

00:30:22,036 --> 00:30:22,156

[maggie]: makes

 

4978

00:30:22,150 --> 00:30:22,190

[abbe_greenberg]: it

 

4979

00:30:22,216 --> 00:30:22,296

[maggie]: all

 

4980

00:30:22,310 --> 00:30:22,551

[abbe_greenberg]: shrunk

 

4981

00:30:22,336 --> 00:30:22,717

[maggie]: my decisions

 

4982

00:30:22,651 --> 00:30:22,731

[abbe_greenberg]: my

 

4983

00:30:22,737 --> 00:30:22,817

[maggie]: why

 

4984

00:30:22,811 --> 00:30:23,112

[abbe_greenberg]: world

 

4985

00:30:22,931 --> 00:30:23,153

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

4986

00:30:23,018 --> 00:30:23,258

[maggie]: shrunk

 

4987

00:30:23,312 --> 00:30:23,412

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

4988

00:30:23,358 --> 00:30:23,759

[maggie]: my world

 

4989

00:30:23,552 --> 00:30:23,652

[abbe_greenberg]: so

 

4990

00:30:24,039 --> 00:30:24,139

[maggie]: and

 

4991

00:30:24,193 --> 00:30:24,354

[abbe_greenberg]: mad

 

4992

00:30:24,260 --> 00:30:24,340

[maggie]: so

 

4993

00:30:24,454 --> 00:30:24,995

[abbe_greenberg]: and i think that when

 

4994

00:30:24,901 --> 00:30:25,081

[maggie]: man

 

4995

00:30:25,035 --> 00:30:25,616

[abbe_greenberg]: your anxiety

 

4996

00:30:25,261 --> 00:30:25,702

[maggie]: i think that when

 

4997

00:30:25,676 --> 00:30:25,756

[abbe_greenberg]: is

 

4998

00:30:25,762 --> 00:30:25,862

[maggie]: your

 

4999

00:30:25,816 --> 00:30:25,996

[abbe_greenberg]: doing

 

5000

00:30:25,942 --> 00:30:26,343

[maggie]: anxiety

 

5001

00:30:26,036 --> 00:30:26,698

[abbe_greenberg]: that when your anxiety

 

5002

00:30:26,403 --> 00:30:26,704

[maggie]: is doing

 

5003

00:30:26,718 --> 00:30:26,758

[abbe_greenberg]: is

 

5004

00:30:26,744 --> 00:30:26,824

[maggie]: that

 

5005

00:30:26,778 --> 00:30:26,998

[abbe_greenberg]: starting

 

5006

00:30:26,864 --> 00:30:27,064

[maggie]: when your

 

5007

00:30:27,038 --> 00:30:27,078

[abbe_greenberg]: to

 

5008

00:30:27,104 --> 00:30:27,405

[maggie]: anxiety

 

5009

00:30:27,118 --> 00:30:27,739

[abbe_greenberg]: make your decisions

 

5010

00:30:27,505 --> 00:30:27,786

[maggie]: starting to

 

5011

00:30:27,799 --> 00:30:27,940

[abbe_greenberg]: for

 

5012

00:30:27,826 --> 00:30:28,046

[maggie]: make your

 

5013

00:30:27,980 --> 00:30:28,080

[abbe_greenberg]: you

 

5014

00:30:28,086 --> 00:30:28,427

[maggie]: decisions

 

5015

00:30:28,280 --> 00:30:28,480

[abbe_greenberg]: whether

 

5016

00:30:28,507 --> 00:30:28,647

[maggie]: for

 

5017

00:30:28,521 --> 00:30:28,901

[abbe_greenberg]: that means

 

5018

00:30:28,687 --> 00:30:28,787

[maggie]: you

 

5019

00:30:28,981 --> 00:30:29,021

[abbe_greenberg]: it

 

5020

00:30:28,988 --> 00:30:29,168

[maggie]: whether

 

5021

00:30:29,142 --> 00:30:29,282

[abbe_greenberg]: don't

 

5022

00:30:29,228 --> 00:30:29,348

[maggie]: that

 

5023

00:30:29,342 --> 00:30:29,482

[abbe_greenberg]: leave

 

5024

00:30:29,408 --> 00:30:29,548

[maggie]: means

 

5025

00:30:29,522 --> 00:30:30,043

[abbe_greenberg]: your house

 

5026

00:30:29,749 --> 00:30:30,750

[maggie]: you don't need your house

 

5027

00:30:30,843 --> 00:30:31,724

[abbe_greenberg]: or that you just don't

 

5028

00:30:31,571 --> 00:30:31,651

[maggie]: or

 

5029

00:30:31,765 --> 00:30:31,845

[abbe_greenberg]: want

 

5030

00:30:31,831 --> 00:30:31,931

[maggie]: that

 

5031

00:30:31,885 --> 00:30:32,005

[abbe_greenberg]: to go

 

5032

00:30:31,971 --> 00:30:32,071

[maggie]: you

 

5033

00:30:32,025 --> 00:30:32,145

[abbe_greenberg]: to a

 

5034

00:30:32,131 --> 00:30:32,211

[maggie]: just

 

5035

00:30:32,185 --> 00:30:32,605

[abbe_greenberg]: particular

 

5036

00:30:32,271 --> 00:30:32,732

[maggie]: don't want to go

 

5037

00:30:32,746 --> 00:30:33,527

[abbe_greenberg]: party or

 

5038

00:30:33,493 --> 00:30:33,873

[maggie]: party

 

5039

00:30:33,607 --> 00:30:34,127

[abbe_greenberg]: whatever it

 

5040

00:30:34,174 --> 00:30:34,234

[maggie]: or

 

5041

00:30:34,267 --> 00:30:34,468

[abbe_greenberg]: is

 

5042

00:30:34,334 --> 00:30:34,834

[maggie]: whatever it

 

5043

00:30:34,788 --> 00:30:35,088

[abbe_greenberg]: that's

 

5044

00:30:34,995 --> 00:30:35,155

[maggie]: is

 

5045

00:30:35,208 --> 00:30:35,469

[abbe_greenberg]: when it

 

5046

00:30:35,495 --> 00:30:35,795

[maggie]: that's

 

5047

00:30:35,509 --> 00:30:35,869

[abbe_greenberg]: needs to

 

5048

00:30:35,916 --> 00:30:36,056

[maggie]: when

 

5049

00:30:35,929 --> 00:30:36,370

[abbe_greenberg]: be attended

 

5050

00:30:36,136 --> 00:30:36,436

[maggie]: it needs

 

5051

00:30:36,410 --> 00:30:36,510

[abbe_greenberg]: to

 

5052

00:30:36,516 --> 00:30:36,596

[maggie]: to

 

5053

00:30:36,630 --> 00:30:36,730

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

5054

00:30:36,636 --> 00:30:37,057

[maggie]: be attended

 

5055

00:30:36,790 --> 00:30:37,391

[abbe_greenberg]: it is treatable

 

5056

00:30:37,117 --> 00:30:37,557

[maggie]: to and it

 

5057

00:30:37,520 --> 00:30:37,680

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

5058

00:30:37,617 --> 00:30:38,118

[maggie]: is treatable

 

5059

00:30:38,061 --> 00:30:39,345

[juliet_hahn]: and you know it's so interesting because

i think

 

5060

00:30:39,410 --> 00:30:39,490

[maggie]: and

 

5061

00:30:39,425 --> 00:30:39,605

[juliet_hahn]: back

 

5062

00:30:39,530 --> 00:30:39,711

[maggie]: you know

 

5063

00:30:39,706 --> 00:30:39,766

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

5064

00:30:39,771 --> 00:30:40,252

[maggie]: it's so interestin

 

5065

00:30:40,247 --> 00:30:40,508

[juliet_hahn]: again

 

5066

00:30:40,292 --> 00:30:40,714

[maggie]: because i think

 

5067

00:30:40,688 --> 00:30:40,929

[juliet_hahn]: bringing

 

5068

00:30:40,794 --> 00:30:40,954

[maggie]: back

 

5069

00:30:40,989 --> 00:30:41,049

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

5070

00:30:41,054 --> 00:30:41,115

[maggie]: and

 

5071

00:30:41,089 --> 00:30:41,932

[juliet_hahn]: back to children

 

5072

00:30:41,596 --> 00:30:42,338

[maggie]: again bringing

 

5073

00:30:42,373 --> 00:30:42,493

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

5074

00:30:42,378 --> 00:30:43,321

[maggie]: it back to children

 

5075

00:30:43,155 --> 00:30:43,797

[juliet_hahn]: one of my my

 

5076

00:30:43,802 --> 00:30:43,922

[maggie]: so

 

5077

00:30:44,158 --> 00:30:44,258

[juliet_hahn]: my

 

5078

00:30:44,584 --> 00:30:44,885

[maggie]: one of my

 

5079

00:30:45,000 --> 00:30:45,420

[juliet_hahn]: kids

 

5080

00:30:45,105 --> 00:30:45,807

[maggie]: my mind

 

5081

00:30:45,740 --> 00:30:46,521

[juliet_hahn]: when they were little

 

5082

00:30:46,439 --> 00:30:47,283

[maggie]: kids when

 

5083

00:30:47,282 --> 00:30:47,422

[juliet_hahn]: would

 

5084

00:30:47,323 --> 00:30:47,584

[maggie]: they were

 

5085

00:30:47,502 --> 00:30:47,723

[juliet_hahn]: always

 

5086

00:30:47,684 --> 00:30:47,966

[maggie]: little

 

5087

00:30:47,763 --> 00:30:49,004

[juliet_hahn]: be hesitant to do like

 

5088

00:30:48,999 --> 00:30:49,200

[maggie]: always

 

5089

00:30:49,024 --> 00:30:49,625

[juliet_hahn]: an activity

 

5090

00:30:49,260 --> 00:30:49,942

[maggie]: be hesitant

 

5091

00:30:49,765 --> 00:30:50,346

[juliet_hahn]: and i remember

 

5092

00:30:50,083 --> 00:30:50,544

[maggie]: to do like

 

5093

00:30:50,446 --> 00:30:50,586

[juliet_hahn]: as a

 

5094

00:30:50,584 --> 00:30:50,624

[maggie]: an

 

5095

00:30:50,646 --> 00:30:51,026

[juliet_hahn]: parent

 

5096

00:30:50,724 --> 00:30:51,186

[maggie]: activity

 

5097

00:30:51,106 --> 00:30:51,307

[juliet_hahn]: i would

 

5098

00:30:51,326 --> 00:30:51,406

[maggie]: and

 

5099

00:30:51,347 --> 00:30:51,407

[juliet_hahn]: be

 

5100

00:30:51,467 --> 00:30:51,507

[maggie]: i

 

5101

00:30:51,467 --> 00:30:51,607

[juliet_hahn]: like

 

5102

00:30:51,587 --> 00:30:51,888

[maggie]: remember

 

5103

00:30:51,727 --> 00:30:51,907

[juliet_hahn]: what

 

5104

00:30:51,988 --> 00:30:52,068

[maggie]: as

 

5105

00:30:52,067 --> 00:30:52,168

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

5106

00:30:52,129 --> 00:30:52,590

[maggie]: a parent

 

5107

00:30:52,248 --> 00:30:52,588

[juliet_hahn]: got this

 

5108

00:30:52,670 --> 00:30:53,152

[maggie]: i would be like

 

5109

00:30:53,189 --> 00:30:53,349

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

5110

00:30:53,252 --> 00:30:54,115

[maggie]: what you got this

 

5111

00:30:54,160 --> 00:30:55,021

[juliet_hahn]: from the outside

 

5112

00:30:54,716 --> 00:30:54,857

[maggie]: and

 

5113

00:30:55,322 --> 00:30:55,882

[juliet_hahn]: someone would say

 

5114

00:30:55,779 --> 00:30:56,500

[maggie]: the outside

 

5115

00:30:55,983 --> 00:30:57,004

[juliet_hahn]: i was being too pushy

 

5116

00:30:56,781 --> 00:30:57,442

[maggie]: someone would say i

 

5117

00:30:57,485 --> 00:30:57,565

[juliet_hahn]: but

 

5118

00:30:57,503 --> 00:30:57,603

[maggie]: was

 

5119

00:30:57,625 --> 00:30:57,665

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

5120

00:30:57,643 --> 00:30:57,823

[maggie]: being

 

5121

00:30:57,726 --> 00:30:57,966

[juliet_hahn]: is what

 

5122

00:30:57,923 --> 00:30:58,044

[maggie]: too

 

5123

00:30:58,106 --> 00:30:58,206

[juliet_hahn]: he

 

5124

00:30:58,124 --> 00:30:58,445

[maggie]: pushy

 

5125

00:30:58,327 --> 00:30:58,948

[juliet_hahn]: needed and he

 

5126

00:30:58,926 --> 00:30:59,006

[maggie]: but

 

5127

00:30:59,028 --> 00:30:59,368

[juliet_hahn]: actually

 

5128

00:30:59,066 --> 00:31:00,068

[maggie]: it is what he needed

 

5129

00:30:59,889 --> 00:31:00,390

[juliet_hahn]: to this day

 

5130

00:31:00,449 --> 00:31:00,810

[maggie]: actually

 

5131

00:31:00,490 --> 00:31:01,231

[juliet_hahn]: will be like i mean i

 

5132

00:31:01,291 --> 00:31:01,371

[maggie]: to

 

5133

00:31:01,311 --> 00:31:01,432

[juliet_hahn]: say

 

5134

00:31:01,411 --> 00:31:01,571

[maggie]: this

 

5135

00:31:01,452 --> 00:31:01,632

[juliet_hahn]: to him

 

5136

00:31:01,632 --> 00:31:01,792

[maggie]: day

 

5137

00:31:01,672 --> 00:31:01,852

[juliet_hahn]: i'm like

 

5138

00:31:01,892 --> 00:31:02,032

[maggie]: will

 

5139

00:31:01,933 --> 00:31:02,133

[juliet_hahn]: i could

 

5140

00:31:02,073 --> 00:31:02,113

[maggie]: be

 

5141

00:31:02,173 --> 00:31:02,253

[juliet_hahn]: have

 

5142

00:31:02,193 --> 00:31:02,313

[maggie]: like

 

5143

00:31:02,293 --> 00:31:02,513

[juliet_hahn]: made

 

5144

00:31:02,373 --> 00:31:02,554

[maggie]: i mean

 

5145

00:31:02,594 --> 00:31:02,754

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

5146

00:31:02,614 --> 00:31:03,876

[maggie]: i say like i could have made

 

5147

00:31:03,756 --> 00:31:04,016

[juliet_hahn]: kind of

 

5148

00:31:03,977 --> 00:31:04,117

[maggie]: you

 

5149

00:31:04,076 --> 00:31:05,278

[juliet_hahn]: an insane person if i

 

5150

00:31:05,319 --> 00:31:05,980

[maggie]: and of an insane

 

5151

00:31:05,839 --> 00:31:06,039

[juliet_hahn]: fed

 

5152

00:31:06,040 --> 00:31:06,340

[maggie]: person

 

5153

00:31:06,200 --> 00:31:06,600

[juliet_hahn]: into that

 

5154

00:31:06,521 --> 00:31:06,581

[maggie]: if

 

5155

00:31:06,660 --> 00:31:06,761

[juliet_hahn]: but

 

5156

00:31:06,741 --> 00:31:06,781

[maggie]: i

 

5157

00:31:06,841 --> 00:31:07,402

[juliet_hahn]: i would say to him

 

5158

00:31:07,342 --> 00:31:07,542

[maggie]: fed

 

5159

00:31:07,522 --> 00:31:07,682

[juliet_hahn]: okay

 

5160

00:31:07,703 --> 00:31:07,923

[maggie]: into

 

5161

00:31:07,722 --> 00:31:07,963

[juliet_hahn]: i'm gonna

 

5162

00:31:07,963 --> 00:31:08,103

[maggie]: that

 

5163

00:31:08,003 --> 00:31:08,203

[juliet_hahn]: count to

 

5164

00:31:08,183 --> 00:31:08,264

[maggie]: but

 

5165

00:31:08,243 --> 00:31:08,383

[juliet_hahn]: five

 

5166

00:31:08,364 --> 00:31:08,384

[maggie]: i

 

5167

00:31:08,403 --> 00:31:08,463

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

5168

00:31:08,444 --> 00:31:08,564

[maggie]: would

 

5169

00:31:08,483 --> 00:31:08,704

[juliet_hahn]: then we're

 

5170

00:31:08,604 --> 00:31:08,684

[maggie]: say

 

5171

00:31:08,724 --> 00:31:08,844

[juliet_hahn]: gonna

 

5172

00:31:08,724 --> 00:31:08,885

[maggie]: to him

 

5173

00:31:08,884 --> 00:31:09,044

[juliet_hahn]: leave an

 

5174

00:31:09,005 --> 00:31:09,145

[maggie]: okay

 

5175

00:31:09,064 --> 00:31:09,205

[juliet_hahn]: you're

 

5176

00:31:09,185 --> 00:31:09,265

[maggie]: i'm

 

5177

00:31:09,225 --> 00:31:09,365

[juliet_hahn]: gonna

 

5178

00:31:09,285 --> 00:31:09,365

[maggie]: goin

 

5179

00:31:09,385 --> 00:31:09,485

[juliet_hahn]: miss

 

5180

00:31:09,405 --> 00:31:09,586

[maggie]: to count

 

5181

00:31:09,545 --> 00:31:09,645

[juliet_hahn]: out

 

5182

00:31:09,606 --> 00:31:09,686

[maggie]: to

 

5183

00:31:09,685 --> 00:31:09,726

[juliet_hahn]: on

 

5184

00:31:09,706 --> 00:31:09,846

[maggie]: five

 

5185

00:31:09,766 --> 00:31:09,826

[juliet_hahn]: the

 

5186

00:31:09,886 --> 00:31:10,026

[maggie]: and ten

 

5187

00:31:10,046 --> 00:31:10,126

[juliet_hahn]: now

 

5188

00:31:10,067 --> 00:31:10,307

[maggie]: we're gonna

 

5189

00:31:10,206 --> 00:31:10,367

[juliet_hahn]: on the

 

5190

00:31:10,347 --> 00:31:10,447

[maggie]: leave

 

5191

00:31:10,427 --> 00:31:10,707

[juliet_hahn]: party

 

5192

00:31:10,467 --> 00:31:10,828

[maggie]: an you're goin to

 

5193

00:31:10,827 --> 00:31:10,887

[juliet_hahn]: or

 

5194

00:31:10,848 --> 00:31:10,948

[maggie]: miss

 

5195

00:31:10,948 --> 00:31:11,028

[juliet_hahn]: the

 

5196

00:31:11,008 --> 00:31:11,088

[maggie]: out

 

5197

00:31:11,088 --> 00:31:11,368

[juliet_hahn]: sports

 

5198

00:31:11,148 --> 00:31:11,309

[maggie]: on the

 

5199

00:31:11,428 --> 00:31:11,649

[juliet_hahn]: event

 

5200

00:31:11,489 --> 00:31:12,110

[maggie]: now on the party

 

5201

00:31:12,130 --> 00:31:12,190

[juliet_hahn]: or

 

5202

00:31:12,250 --> 00:31:12,791

[maggie]: or the sports

 

5203

00:31:12,530 --> 00:31:13,051

[juliet_hahn]: know hanging

 

5204

00:31:12,851 --> 00:31:13,052

[maggie]: event

 

5205

00:31:13,131 --> 00:31:13,612

[juliet_hahn]: out with you

 

5206

00:31:13,552 --> 00:31:13,653

[maggie]: or

 

5207

00:31:13,652 --> 00:31:13,772

[juliet_hahn]: know

 

5208

00:31:13,853 --> 00:31:13,913

[maggie]: you

 

5209

00:31:13,872 --> 00:31:13,993

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

5210

00:31:13,953 --> 00:31:14,073

[maggie]: know

 

5211

00:31:14,053 --> 00:31:14,193

[juliet_hahn]: group

 

5212

00:31:14,193 --> 00:31:14,494

[maggie]: hanging

 

5213

00:31:14,233 --> 00:31:14,594

[juliet_hahn]: of kids in

 

5214

00:31:14,554 --> 00:31:14,634

[maggie]: out

 

5215

00:31:14,634 --> 00:31:14,714

[juliet_hahn]: the

 

5216

00:31:14,734 --> 00:31:14,855

[maggie]: with

 

5217

00:31:14,754 --> 00:31:14,974

[juliet_hahn]: park

 

5218

00:31:14,975 --> 00:31:15,616

[maggie]: you now that group

 

5219

00:31:15,515 --> 00:31:15,615

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

5220

00:31:15,656 --> 00:31:15,916

[maggie]: of kids

 

5221

00:31:15,896 --> 00:31:15,916

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

5222

00:31:15,976 --> 00:31:16,016

[maggie]: in

 

5223

00:31:15,996 --> 00:31:16,316

[juliet_hahn]: remember

 

5224

00:31:16,057 --> 00:31:16,397

[maggie]: the park

 

5225

00:31:16,817 --> 00:31:16,877

[juliet_hahn]: or

 

5226

00:31:16,958 --> 00:31:17,018

[maggie]: and

 

5227

00:31:16,998 --> 00:31:17,478

[juliet_hahn]: surfying

 

5228

00:31:17,299 --> 00:31:17,699

[maggie]: i remember

 

5229

00:31:17,619 --> 00:31:18,440

[juliet_hahn]: or doing something

 

5230

00:31:18,180 --> 00:31:18,881

[maggie]: we're surveying

 

5231

00:31:18,520 --> 00:31:18,580

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

5232

00:31:19,021 --> 00:31:19,082

[maggie]: or

 

5233

00:31:19,181 --> 00:31:19,342

[juliet_hahn]: now

 

5234

00:31:19,282 --> 00:31:19,502

[maggie]: doing

 

5235

00:31:19,482 --> 00:31:19,502

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

5236

00:31:19,562 --> 00:31:19,843

[maggie]: something

 

5237

00:31:19,642 --> 00:31:19,842

[juliet_hahn]: know

 

5238

00:31:19,923 --> 00:31:20,023

[maggie]: and

 

5239

00:31:19,983 --> 00:31:20,644

[juliet_hahn]: it was because

 

5240

00:31:20,584 --> 00:31:21,245

[maggie]: now i know

 

5241

00:31:21,245 --> 00:31:21,325

[juliet_hahn]: he

 

5242

00:31:21,405 --> 00:31:21,466

[maggie]: it

 

5243

00:31:21,425 --> 00:31:21,525

[juliet_hahn]: was

 

5244

00:31:21,506 --> 00:31:21,606

[maggie]: was

 

5245

00:31:21,645 --> 00:31:22,026

[juliet_hahn]: unsure

 

5246

00:31:21,666 --> 00:31:22,047

[maggie]: because

 

5247

00:31:22,146 --> 00:31:23,168

[juliet_hahn]: he was going to understand

 

5248

00:31:22,648 --> 00:31:23,449

[maggie]: he was unsure

 

5249

00:31:23,228 --> 00:31:23,569

[juliet_hahn]: and he didn't

 

5250

00:31:23,549 --> 00:31:23,629

[maggie]: he

 

5251

00:31:23,589 --> 00:31:23,689

[juliet_hahn]: want

 

5252

00:31:23,669 --> 00:31:23,749

[maggie]: was

 

5253

00:31:23,729 --> 00:31:23,769

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

5254

00:31:23,769 --> 00:31:23,890

[maggie]: going

 

5255

00:31:23,789 --> 00:31:23,929

[juliet_hahn]: look

 

5256

00:31:23,930 --> 00:31:23,970

[maggie]: to

 

5257

00:31:23,989 --> 00:31:24,230

[juliet_hahn]: silly

 

5258

00:31:24,010 --> 00:31:24,591

[maggie]: understand

 

5259

00:31:24,310 --> 00:31:24,771

[juliet_hahn]: he didn't know

 

5260

00:31:24,651 --> 00:31:24,811

[maggie]: and he

 

5261

00:31:24,851 --> 00:31:24,891

[juliet_hahn]: if

 

5262

00:31:24,851 --> 00:31:24,991

[maggie]: didn't

 

5263

00:31:24,931 --> 00:31:25,091

[juliet_hahn]: he was

 

5264

00:31:25,011 --> 00:31:25,092

[maggie]: want

 

5265

00:31:25,151 --> 00:31:25,211

[juliet_hahn]: in

 

5266

00:31:25,152 --> 00:31:25,332

[maggie]: to look

 

5267

00:31:25,251 --> 00:31:25,452

[juliet_hahn]: this is

 

5268

00:31:25,412 --> 00:31:25,653

[maggie]: silly

 

5269

00:31:25,492 --> 00:31:25,852

[juliet_hahn]: my dislike

 

5270

00:31:25,733 --> 00:31:26,173

[maggie]: he didn't know

 

5271

00:31:26,093 --> 00:31:26,293

[juliet_hahn]: and if

 

5272

00:31:26,254 --> 00:31:26,314

[maggie]: if

 

5273

00:31:26,313 --> 00:31:26,373

[juliet_hahn]: he

 

5274

00:31:26,354 --> 00:31:26,394

[maggie]: he

 

5275

00:31:26,413 --> 00:31:26,493

[juliet_hahn]: was

 

5276

00:31:26,434 --> 00:31:26,494

[maggie]: was

 

5277

00:31:26,513 --> 00:31:26,634

[juliet_hahn]: going

 

5278

00:31:26,574 --> 00:31:26,614

[maggie]: in

 

5279

00:31:26,654 --> 00:31:26,674

[juliet_hahn]: o

 

5280

00:31:26,654 --> 00:31:26,754

[maggie]: this

 

5281

00:31:26,714 --> 00:31:28,116

[juliet_hahn]: understand what the instructions

 

5282

00:31:27,636 --> 00:31:28,537

[maggie]: if he was going to understand

 

5283

00:31:28,196 --> 00:31:28,357

[juliet_hahn]: were

 

5284

00:31:28,597 --> 00:31:28,838

[maggie]: what the

 

5285

00:31:28,777 --> 00:31:28,857

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

5286

00:31:28,898 --> 00:31:29,239

[maggie]: instruct

 

5287

00:31:28,938 --> 00:31:29,358

[juliet_hahn]: he was very

 

5288

00:31:29,299 --> 00:31:29,499

[maggie]: sons

 

5289

00:31:29,458 --> 00:31:29,879

[juliet_hahn]: hesitant

 

5290

00:31:29,579 --> 00:31:29,739

[maggie]: were

 

5291

00:31:29,939 --> 00:31:30,099

[juliet_hahn]: to do

 

5292

00:31:30,180 --> 00:31:30,240

[maggie]: so

 

5293

00:31:30,200 --> 00:31:30,340

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

5294

00:31:30,340 --> 00:31:30,380

[maggie]: he

 

5295

00:31:30,400 --> 00:31:30,440

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

5296

00:31:30,420 --> 00:31:30,521

[maggie]: was

 

5297

00:31:30,520 --> 00:31:30,640

[juliet_hahn]: like

 

5298

00:31:30,561 --> 00:31:31,282

[maggie]: very hesitant

 

5299

00:31:30,961 --> 00:31:31,382

[juliet_hahn]: he didn't do

 

5300

00:31:31,342 --> 00:31:31,402

[maggie]: to

 

5301

00:31:31,482 --> 00:31:31,842

[juliet_hahn]: sports

 

5302

00:31:31,482 --> 00:31:31,843

[maggie]: do that so

 

5303

00:31:32,343 --> 00:31:32,644

[juliet_hahn]: until

 

5304

00:31:32,364 --> 00:31:32,764

[maggie]: he didn't do

 

5305

00:31:32,744 --> 00:31:32,944

[juliet_hahn]: he was

 

5306

00:31:32,865 --> 00:31:33,225

[maggie]: sports

 

5307

00:31:32,984 --> 00:31:33,786

[juliet_hahn]: probably five or six

 

5308

00:31:33,746 --> 00:31:34,026

[maggie]: until

 

5309

00:31:33,846 --> 00:31:34,166

[juliet_hahn]: years old

 

5310

00:31:34,147 --> 00:31:34,227

[maggie]: he

 

5311

00:31:34,186 --> 00:31:34,266

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

5312

00:31:34,247 --> 00:31:34,327

[maggie]: was

 

5313

00:31:34,286 --> 00:31:34,467

[juliet_hahn]: people

 

5314

00:31:34,387 --> 00:31:34,648

[maggie]: probably

 

5315

00:31:34,527 --> 00:31:34,727

[juliet_hahn]: always

 

5316

00:31:34,708 --> 00:31:34,908

[maggie]: five

 

5317

00:31:34,767 --> 00:31:34,968

[juliet_hahn]: are so

 

5318

00:31:34,948 --> 00:31:35,549

[maggie]: or six years old

 

5319

00:31:35,488 --> 00:31:35,709

[juliet_hahn]: probably

 

5320

00:31:35,589 --> 00:31:35,870

[maggie]: and people

 

5321

00:31:35,729 --> 00:31:36,170

[juliet_hahn]: even seven

 

5322

00:31:35,930 --> 00:31:36,390

[maggie]: always are so

 

5323

00:31:36,570 --> 00:31:37,011

[juliet_hahn]: surprised

 

5324

00:31:36,891 --> 00:31:37,092

[maggie]: probably

 

5325

00:31:37,091 --> 00:31:37,151

[juliet_hahn]: at

 

5326

00:31:37,132 --> 00:31:37,252

[maggie]: even

 

5327

00:31:37,191 --> 00:31:37,311

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

5328

00:31:37,332 --> 00:31:37,572

[maggie]: seven

 

5329

00:31:37,392 --> 00:31:37,912

[juliet_hahn]: because he's so

 

5330

00:31:37,973 --> 00:31:38,414

[maggie]: surprised

 

5331

00:31:38,033 --> 00:31:38,433

[juliet_hahn]: athletic

 

5332

00:31:38,494 --> 00:31:38,995

[maggie]: at that because

 

5333

00:31:38,794 --> 00:31:39,054

[juliet_hahn]: and i

 

5334

00:31:39,035 --> 00:31:39,175

[maggie]: he's

 

5335

00:31:39,155 --> 00:31:39,355

[juliet_hahn]: didn't

 

5336

00:31:39,215 --> 00:31:39,315

[maggie]: so

 

5337

00:31:39,435 --> 00:31:39,876

[juliet_hahn]: realize

 

5338

00:31:39,456 --> 00:31:40,297

[maggie]: athletic and

 

5339

00:31:40,437 --> 00:31:40,577

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

5340

00:31:40,437 --> 00:31:40,758

[maggie]: i didn't

 

5341

00:31:40,657 --> 00:31:40,797

[juliet_hahn]: this

 

5342

00:31:40,838 --> 00:31:41,239

[maggie]: realize

 

5343

00:31:40,877 --> 00:31:42,059

[juliet_hahn]: is an anxiety

 

5344

00:31:42,049 --> 00:31:42,209

[maggie]: this

 

5345

00:31:42,140 --> 00:31:42,360

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

5346

00:31:42,269 --> 00:31:42,350

[maggie]: is

 

5347

00:31:42,520 --> 00:31:42,741

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

5348

00:31:42,710 --> 00:31:43,451

[maggie]: an anxiety

 

5349

00:31:43,221 --> 00:31:43,462

[juliet_hahn]: i just

 

5350

00:31:43,531 --> 00:31:43,732

[maggie]: that

 

5351

00:31:43,562 --> 00:31:43,983

[juliet_hahn]: naturally

 

5352

00:31:43,932 --> 00:31:43,992

[maggie]: you

 

5353

00:31:44,023 --> 00:31:44,123

[juliet_hahn]: was

 

5354

00:31:44,052 --> 00:31:44,173

[maggie]: know

 

5355

00:31:44,163 --> 00:31:44,303

[juliet_hahn]: like

 

5356

00:31:44,613 --> 00:31:44,633

[maggie]: i

 

5357

00:31:44,664 --> 00:31:44,904

[juliet_hahn]: honey

 

5358

00:31:44,733 --> 00:31:45,375

[maggie]: just naturally

 

5359

00:31:45,265 --> 00:31:45,505

[juliet_hahn]: i have

 

5360

00:31:45,435 --> 00:31:45,535

[maggie]: was

 

5361

00:31:45,565 --> 00:31:45,685

[juliet_hahn]: all

 

5362

00:31:45,575 --> 00:31:45,715

[maggie]: like

 

5363

00:31:45,746 --> 00:31:46,046

[juliet_hahn]: the faith

 

5364

00:31:46,076 --> 00:31:46,276

[maggie]: honey

 

5365

00:31:46,146 --> 00:31:46,707

[juliet_hahn]: in you you can

 

5366

00:31:46,677 --> 00:31:46,897

[maggie]: i have

 

5367

00:31:46,807 --> 00:31:46,907

[juliet_hahn]: do

 

5368

00:31:46,977 --> 00:31:47,097

[maggie]: all

 

5369

00:31:47,008 --> 00:31:47,208

[juliet_hahn]: this

 

5370

00:31:47,137 --> 00:31:47,759

[maggie]: the faith in you

 

5371

00:31:47,709 --> 00:31:47,849

[juliet_hahn]: just

 

5372

00:31:47,859 --> 00:31:47,939

[maggie]: you

 

5373

00:31:47,889 --> 00:31:47,989

[juliet_hahn]: go

 

5374

00:31:47,999 --> 00:31:48,119

[maggie]: can

 

5375

00:31:48,150 --> 00:31:48,270

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

5376

00:31:48,199 --> 00:31:48,299

[maggie]: do

 

5377

00:31:48,390 --> 00:31:48,470

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

5378

00:31:48,400 --> 00:31:48,600

[maggie]: this

 

5379

00:31:48,530 --> 00:31:48,771

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

5380

00:31:48,720 --> 00:31:48,880

[maggie]: where

 

5381

00:31:48,911 --> 00:31:49,111

[juliet_hahn]: and so

 

5382

00:31:49,101 --> 00:31:49,221

[maggie]: just

 

5383

00:31:49,211 --> 00:31:49,231

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

5384

00:31:49,281 --> 00:31:49,361

[maggie]: go

 

5385

00:31:49,392 --> 00:31:49,652

[juliet_hahn]: gave

 

5386

00:31:49,541 --> 00:31:49,662

[maggie]: to

 

5387

00:31:49,712 --> 00:31:49,832

[juliet_hahn]: him

 

5388

00:31:49,782 --> 00:31:49,982

[maggie]: it you

 

5389

00:31:49,933 --> 00:31:50,113

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

5390

00:31:50,042 --> 00:31:50,163

[maggie]: know

 

5391

00:31:50,193 --> 00:31:50,413

[juliet_hahn]: kind

 

5392

00:31:50,283 --> 00:31:50,503

[maggie]: and so

 

5393

00:31:50,473 --> 00:31:50,534

[juliet_hahn]: of

 

5394

00:31:50,603 --> 00:31:51,485

[maggie]: i gave him that

 

5395

00:31:51,535 --> 00:31:51,675

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

5396

00:31:51,565 --> 00:31:51,785

[maggie]: kind

 

5397

00:31:51,816 --> 00:31:52,417

[juliet_hahn]: confidence

 

5398

00:31:51,845 --> 00:31:51,925

[maggie]: of

 

5399

00:31:52,797 --> 00:31:53,078

[juliet_hahn]: to do

 

5400

00:31:52,987 --> 00:31:53,107

[maggie]: that

 

5401

00:31:53,198 --> 00:31:53,278

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

5402

00:31:53,268 --> 00:31:53,749

[maggie]: confidence

 

5403

00:31:53,539 --> 00:31:54,520

[juliet_hahn]: but it was just natural

 

5404

00:31:54,209 --> 00:31:54,670

[maggie]: to do it

 

5405

00:31:54,620 --> 00:31:54,881

[juliet_hahn]: thing

 

5406

00:31:54,930 --> 00:31:55,011

[maggie]: but

 

5407

00:31:55,001 --> 00:31:55,442

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

5408

00:31:55,071 --> 00:31:55,932

[maggie]: it was just a natural

 

5409

00:31:55,902 --> 00:31:55,923

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

5410

00:31:56,032 --> 00:31:56,293

[maggie]: thing

 

5411

00:31:56,043 --> 00:31:56,483

[juliet_hahn]: saw okay

 

5412

00:31:56,413 --> 00:31:56,834

[maggie]: because

 

5413

00:31:56,503 --> 00:31:57,425

[juliet_hahn]: he's a little where

 

5414

00:31:57,294 --> 00:31:57,595

[maggie]: i saw

 

5415

00:31:57,585 --> 00:31:57,806

[juliet_hahn]: some

 

5416

00:31:57,695 --> 00:31:58,857

[maggie]: okay he's a little weary

 

5417

00:31:58,667 --> 00:31:58,968

[juliet_hahn]: we're just

 

5418

00:31:58,957 --> 00:31:59,178

[maggie]: some

 

5419

00:31:58,988 --> 00:31:59,669

[juliet_hahn]: going to push him so

 

5420

00:32:00,059 --> 00:32:00,199

[maggie]: we're

 

5421

00:32:00,170 --> 00:32:00,270

[juliet_hahn]: as

 

5422

00:32:00,239 --> 00:32:00,339

[maggie]: just

 

5423

00:32:00,350 --> 00:32:00,370

[juliet_hahn]: a

 

5424

00:32:00,380 --> 00:32:00,480

[maggie]: going

 

5425

00:32:00,470 --> 00:32:00,911

[juliet_hahn]: parent

 

5426

00:32:00,520 --> 00:32:01,041

[maggie]: to push him so

 

5427

00:32:00,971 --> 00:32:01,612

[juliet_hahn]: you know parents

 

5428

00:32:01,541 --> 00:32:01,642

[maggie]: as

 

5429

00:32:01,632 --> 00:32:01,832

[juliet_hahn]: that are

 

5430

00:32:01,862 --> 00:32:02,323

[maggie]: parents

 

5431

00:32:01,872 --> 00:32:02,333

[juliet_hahn]: listening to

 

5432

00:32:02,363 --> 00:32:02,423

[maggie]: you

 

5433

00:32:02,373 --> 00:32:02,513

[juliet_hahn]: this

 

5434

00:32:02,463 --> 00:32:02,563

[maggie]: know

 

5435

00:32:02,694 --> 00:32:02,734

[juliet_hahn]: if

 

5436

00:32:02,703 --> 00:32:02,984

[maggie]: parents

 

5437

00:32:02,794 --> 00:32:03,375

[juliet_hahn]: your child

 

5438

00:32:03,144 --> 00:32:03,605

[maggie]: are listening

 

5439

00:32:03,495 --> 00:32:03,575

[juliet_hahn]: is

 

5440

00:32:03,665 --> 00:32:03,925

[maggie]: to this

 

5441

00:32:03,816 --> 00:32:04,216

[juliet_hahn]: it is also

 

5442

00:32:04,086 --> 00:32:04,326

[maggie]: if your

 

5443

00:32:04,276 --> 00:32:04,557

[juliet_hahn]: important

 

5444

00:32:04,406 --> 00:32:04,787

[maggie]: child

 

5445

00:32:04,597 --> 00:32:04,938

[juliet_hahn]: to know your

 

5446

00:32:04,887 --> 00:32:04,987

[maggie]: is

 

5447

00:32:04,978 --> 00:32:05,178

[juliet_hahn]: child

 

5448

00:32:05,208 --> 00:32:05,328

[maggie]: it's

 

5449

00:32:05,238 --> 00:32:05,418

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

5450

00:32:05,408 --> 00:32:05,588

[maggie]: also

 

5451

00:32:05,458 --> 00:32:05,759

[juliet_hahn]: i also

 

5452

00:32:05,849 --> 00:32:05,909

[maggie]: and

 

5453

00:32:05,859 --> 00:32:05,979

[juliet_hahn]: could

 

5454

00:32:05,949 --> 00:32:06,009

[maggie]: to

 

5455

00:32:05,999 --> 00:32:06,120

[juliet_hahn]: have

 

5456

00:32:06,049 --> 00:32:06,289

[maggie]: know your

 

5457

00:32:06,280 --> 00:32:06,460

[juliet_hahn]: dim

 

5458

00:32:06,329 --> 00:32:06,790

[maggie]: child because

 

5459

00:32:06,660 --> 00:32:06,801

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

5460

00:32:06,810 --> 00:32:06,850

[maggie]: i

 

5461

00:32:06,841 --> 00:32:07,001

[juliet_hahn]: i mean

 

5462

00:32:06,930 --> 00:32:07,131

[maggie]: also

 

5463

00:32:07,041 --> 00:32:07,382

[juliet_hahn]: he could have

 

5464

00:32:07,291 --> 00:32:07,772

[maggie]: could have harmed

 

5465

00:32:07,762 --> 00:32:07,963

[juliet_hahn]: not

 

5466

00:32:07,812 --> 00:32:08,233

[maggie]: him right

 

5467

00:32:08,143 --> 00:32:08,283

[juliet_hahn]: been

 

5468

00:32:08,293 --> 00:32:08,453

[maggie]: i mean

 

5469

00:32:08,363 --> 00:32:08,824

[juliet_hahn]: successful

 

5470

00:32:08,493 --> 00:32:08,794

[maggie]: i would have

 

5471

00:32:08,884 --> 00:32:09,305

[juliet_hahn]: and been hurt

 

5472

00:32:09,174 --> 00:32:09,375

[maggie]: not

 

5473

00:32:09,365 --> 00:32:09,585

[juliet_hahn]: and then

 

5474

00:32:09,555 --> 00:32:09,695

[maggie]: been

 

5475

00:32:09,665 --> 00:32:09,826

[juliet_hahn]: been

 

5476

00:32:09,775 --> 00:32:10,216

[maggie]: successful

 

5477

00:32:09,946 --> 00:32:10,186

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

5478

00:32:10,296 --> 00:32:10,697

[maggie]: and been hurt

 

5479

00:32:10,607 --> 00:32:10,968

[juliet_hahn]: insecure

 

5480

00:32:10,777 --> 00:32:10,957

[maggie]: and then

 

5481

00:32:11,028 --> 00:32:11,108

[juliet_hahn]: for

 

5482

00:32:11,077 --> 00:32:11,198

[maggie]: been

 

5483

00:32:11,128 --> 00:32:11,348

[juliet_hahn]: the rest

 

5484

00:32:11,358 --> 00:32:11,438

[maggie]: you

 

5485

00:32:11,408 --> 00:32:11,468

[juliet_hahn]: of

 

5486

00:32:11,458 --> 00:32:11,558

[maggie]: know

 

5487

00:32:11,508 --> 00:32:12,069

[juliet_hahn]: his life because

 

5488

00:32:11,999 --> 00:32:12,400

[maggie]: insecure

 

5489

00:32:12,109 --> 00:32:12,430

[juliet_hahn]: it was like

 

5490

00:32:12,440 --> 00:32:12,860

[maggie]: for the rest of

 

5491

00:32:12,831 --> 00:32:12,911

[juliet_hahn]: my

 

5492

00:32:12,900 --> 00:32:12,981

[maggie]: his

 

5493

00:32:12,971 --> 00:32:13,532

[juliet_hahn]: mom said i could

 

5494

00:32:13,481 --> 00:32:13,682

[maggie]: because

 

5495

00:32:13,572 --> 00:32:13,712

[juliet_hahn]: do it

 

5496

00:32:13,722 --> 00:32:13,762

[maggie]: it

 

5497

00:32:13,792 --> 00:32:13,892

[juliet_hahn]: like

 

5498

00:32:13,802 --> 00:32:14,022

[maggie]: was like

 

5499

00:32:13,933 --> 00:32:14,393

[juliet_hahn]: you know i mean

 

5500

00:32:14,423 --> 00:32:14,483

[maggie]: my

 

5501

00:32:14,453 --> 00:32:14,634

[juliet_hahn]: those

 

5502

00:32:14,563 --> 00:32:14,703

[maggie]: mom

 

5503

00:32:14,674 --> 00:32:14,774

[juliet_hahn]: kind

 

5504

00:32:14,764 --> 00:32:14,864

[maggie]: said

 

5505

00:32:14,814 --> 00:32:15,375

[juliet_hahn]: of situations

 

5506

00:32:14,924 --> 00:32:15,885

[maggie]: i could do it like you know

i mean

 

5507

00:32:15,876 --> 00:32:15,916

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

5508

00:32:15,925 --> 00:32:16,106

[maggie]: these

 

5509

00:32:16,056 --> 00:32:16,236

[juliet_hahn]: just

 

5510

00:32:16,146 --> 00:32:16,326

[maggie]: kind of

 

5511

00:32:16,357 --> 00:32:16,517

[juliet_hahn]: knew

 

5512

00:32:16,386 --> 00:32:16,787

[maggie]: situations

 

5513

00:32:16,637 --> 00:32:17,378

[juliet_hahn]: him i knew

 

5514

00:32:17,308 --> 00:32:17,328

[maggie]: i

 

5515

00:32:17,458 --> 00:32:17,579

[juliet_hahn]: his

 

5516

00:32:17,468 --> 00:32:17,608

[maggie]: just

 

5517

00:32:17,659 --> 00:32:18,019

[juliet_hahn]: physical

 

5518

00:32:17,809 --> 00:32:18,189

[maggie]: now him

 

5519

00:32:18,180 --> 00:32:18,560

[juliet_hahn]: bilities

 

5520

00:32:18,530 --> 00:32:18,550

[maggie]: i

 

5521

00:32:18,620 --> 00:32:18,660

[juliet_hahn]: he

 

5522

00:32:18,630 --> 00:32:18,770

[maggie]: knew

 

5523

00:32:18,721 --> 00:32:18,801

[juliet_hahn]: was

 

5524

00:32:18,850 --> 00:32:18,951

[maggie]: his

 

5525

00:32:19,021 --> 00:32:19,261

[juliet_hahn]: always

 

5526

00:32:19,051 --> 00:32:19,431

[maggie]: physical

 

5527

00:32:19,362 --> 00:32:19,722

[juliet_hahn]: athletic

 

5528

00:32:19,511 --> 00:32:19,952

[maggie]: abilities

 

5529

00:32:19,802 --> 00:32:20,203

[juliet_hahn]: he walked

 

5530

00:32:20,032 --> 00:32:20,213

[maggie]: he was

 

5531

00:32:20,283 --> 00:32:20,564

[juliet_hahn]: at like

 

5532

00:32:20,433 --> 00:32:21,114

[maggie]: always athletic

 

5533

00:32:21,064 --> 00:32:21,305

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

5534

00:32:21,194 --> 00:32:21,595

[maggie]: he walked

 

5535

00:32:21,365 --> 00:32:21,886

[juliet_hahn]: nine months

 

5536

00:32:21,675 --> 00:32:21,956

[maggie]: it like

 

5537

00:32:22,246 --> 00:32:22,647

[juliet_hahn]: basically

 

5538

00:32:22,456 --> 00:32:22,697

[maggie]: you know

 

5539

00:32:22,707 --> 00:32:22,948

[juliet_hahn]: ran

 

5540

00:32:22,977 --> 00:32:23,178

[maggie]: nine

 

5541

00:32:23,148 --> 00:32:23,368

[juliet_hahn]: always

 

5542

00:32:23,218 --> 00:32:23,438

[maggie]: months

 

5543

00:32:23,428 --> 00:32:23,749

[juliet_hahn]: was able

 

5544

00:32:23,799 --> 00:32:24,179

[maggie]: basically

 

5545

00:32:23,809 --> 00:32:24,210

[juliet_hahn]: to do things

 

5546

00:32:24,239 --> 00:32:24,500

[maggie]: ran

 

5547

00:32:24,610 --> 00:32:24,690

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

5548

00:32:24,640 --> 00:32:24,860

[maggie]: always

 

5549

00:32:24,891 --> 00:32:24,931

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

5550

00:32:24,920 --> 00:32:25,001

[maggie]: was

 

5551

00:32:25,071 --> 00:32:25,231

[juliet_hahn]: knew

 

5552

00:32:25,081 --> 00:32:25,321

[maggie]: able to

 

5553

00:32:25,332 --> 00:32:25,392

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

5554

00:32:25,361 --> 00:32:25,441

[maggie]: do

 

5555

00:32:25,432 --> 00:32:25,512

[juliet_hahn]: was

 

5556

00:32:25,501 --> 00:32:25,682

[maggie]: things

 

5557

00:32:25,552 --> 00:32:26,253

[juliet_hahn]: something more

 

5558

00:32:26,062 --> 00:32:26,383

[maggie]: so i

 

5559

00:32:26,353 --> 00:32:26,614

[juliet_hahn]: that was

 

5560

00:32:26,523 --> 00:32:26,663

[maggie]: knew

 

5561

00:32:26,634 --> 00:32:26,954

[juliet_hahn]: holding

 

5562

00:32:26,764 --> 00:32:27,284

[maggie]: it was something

 

5563

00:32:26,994 --> 00:32:27,395

[juliet_hahn]: him back

 

5564

00:32:27,405 --> 00:32:27,665

[maggie]: more

 

5565

00:32:27,595 --> 00:32:28,056

[juliet_hahn]: innately

 

5566

00:32:27,785 --> 00:32:28,827

[maggie]: that was holding him back

 

5567

00:32:28,737 --> 00:32:29,138

[juliet_hahn]: so i think

 

5568

00:32:29,007 --> 00:32:29,448

[maggie]: innately

 

5569

00:32:29,178 --> 00:32:29,999

[juliet_hahn]: it's important also

 

5570

00:32:30,129 --> 00:32:30,209

[maggie]: so

 

5571

00:32:30,240 --> 00:32:30,340

[juliet_hahn]: us

 

5572

00:32:30,289 --> 00:32:30,530

[maggie]: i think

 

5573

00:32:30,400 --> 00:32:30,700

[juliet_hahn]: to know

 

5574

00:32:30,570 --> 00:32:31,111

[maggie]: it's important

 

5575

00:32:30,861 --> 00:32:31,462

[juliet_hahn]: ourselves

 

5576

00:32:31,211 --> 00:32:32,112

[maggie]: also for us to know

 

5577

00:32:32,003 --> 00:32:32,323

[juliet_hahn]: to know

 

5578

00:32:32,293 --> 00:32:32,894

[maggie]: ourselves

 

5579

00:32:32,564 --> 00:32:33,445

[juliet_hahn]: if again if e're

 

5580

00:32:33,455 --> 00:32:33,535

[maggie]: to

 

5581

00:32:33,485 --> 00:32:33,866

[juliet_hahn]: a parent

 

5582

00:32:33,595 --> 00:32:33,775

[maggie]: know

 

5583

00:32:33,946 --> 00:32:34,627

[juliet_hahn]: raising a child

 

5584

00:32:34,396 --> 00:32:34,717

[maggie]: again if

 

5585

00:32:34,687 --> 00:32:34,787

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

5586

00:32:34,757 --> 00:32:34,897

[maggie]: we're

 

5587

00:32:34,867 --> 00:32:35,088

[juliet_hahn]: seems

 

5588

00:32:34,917 --> 00:32:35,298

[maggie]: a parent

 

5589

00:32:35,128 --> 00:32:35,529

[juliet_hahn]: that they're

 

5590

00:32:35,378 --> 00:32:35,698

[maggie]: raising

 

5591

00:32:35,549 --> 00:32:35,769

[juliet_hahn]: a little

 

5592

00:32:35,759 --> 00:32:36,079

[maggie]: a child

 

5593

00:32:35,849 --> 00:32:36,150

[juliet_hahn]: anxious

 

5594

00:32:36,119 --> 00:32:36,520

[maggie]: that seems

 

5595

00:32:36,490 --> 00:32:36,751

[juliet_hahn]: and that

 

5596

00:32:36,800 --> 00:32:36,981

[maggie]: they're

 

5597

00:32:36,811 --> 00:32:37,191

[juliet_hahn]: is where

 

5598

00:32:37,001 --> 00:32:38,183

[maggie]: a little anxious and that

 

5599

00:32:38,133 --> 00:32:38,393

[juliet_hahn]: again

 

5600

00:32:38,263 --> 00:32:38,623

[maggie]: is where

 

5601

00:32:38,473 --> 00:32:39,515

[juliet_hahn]: i'm not toting my own horn

 

5602

00:32:39,565 --> 00:32:39,825

[maggie]: again

 

5603

00:32:39,615 --> 00:32:39,876

[juliet_hahn]: i just

 

5604

00:32:39,925 --> 00:32:40,006

[maggie]: i'm

 

5605

00:32:39,936 --> 00:32:40,296

[juliet_hahn]: innately

 

5606

00:32:40,046 --> 00:32:40,446

[maggie]: not tuning

 

5607

00:32:40,337 --> 00:32:40,417

[juliet_hahn]: was

 

5608

00:32:40,486 --> 00:32:40,526

[maggie]: my

 

5609

00:32:40,577 --> 00:32:40,717

[juliet_hahn]: able

 

5610

00:32:40,607 --> 00:32:40,947

[maggie]: own horn

 

5611

00:32:40,777 --> 00:32:41,018

[juliet_hahn]: to do

 

5612

00:32:41,047 --> 00:32:41,067

[maggie]: i

 

5613

00:32:41,098 --> 00:32:41,158

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

5614

00:32:41,168 --> 00:32:41,288

[maggie]: just

 

5615

00:32:41,238 --> 00:32:41,318

[juliet_hahn]: but

 

5616

00:32:41,368 --> 00:32:41,728

[maggie]: innately

 

5617

00:32:41,418 --> 00:32:41,719

[juliet_hahn]: if you're

 

5618

00:32:42,009 --> 00:32:42,249

[maggie]: able to

 

5619

00:32:42,240 --> 00:32:42,540

[juliet_hahn]: fused

 

5620

00:32:42,329 --> 00:32:42,570

[maggie]: do it

 

5621

00:32:42,620 --> 00:32:42,660

[juliet_hahn]: or

 

5622

00:32:42,630 --> 00:32:42,730

[maggie]: but

 

5623

00:32:42,761 --> 00:32:42,921

[juliet_hahn]: not

 

5624

00:32:42,830 --> 00:32:43,131

[maggie]: if you're

 

5625

00:32:43,121 --> 00:32:43,602

[juliet_hahn]: go seek

 

5626

00:32:43,491 --> 00:32:43,972

[maggie]: confused

 

5627

00:32:43,682 --> 00:32:44,083

[juliet_hahn]: professional

 

5628

00:32:44,032 --> 00:32:44,112

[maggie]: or

 

5629

00:32:44,123 --> 00:32:44,223

[juliet_hahn]: help

 

5630

00:32:44,173 --> 00:32:44,333

[maggie]: not

 

5631

00:32:44,243 --> 00:32:44,423

[juliet_hahn]: there's

 

5632

00:32:44,553 --> 00:32:44,653

[maggie]: go

 

5633

00:32:44,724 --> 00:32:44,964

[juliet_hahn]: nothing

 

5634

00:32:44,854 --> 00:32:45,034

[maggie]: seek

 

5635

00:32:45,004 --> 00:32:45,205

[juliet_hahn]: wrong

 

5636

00:32:45,094 --> 00:32:45,515

[maggie]: professional

 

5637

00:32:45,245 --> 00:32:45,786

[juliet_hahn]: with asking

 

5638

00:32:45,535 --> 00:32:45,855

[maggie]: help there's

 

5639

00:32:45,866 --> 00:32:46,126

[juliet_hahn]: someone

 

5640

00:32:46,156 --> 00:32:46,376

[maggie]: nothing

 

5641

00:32:46,206 --> 00:32:46,367

[juliet_hahn]: hey

 

5642

00:32:46,436 --> 00:32:47,218

[maggie]: wrong with asking

 

5643

00:32:46,968 --> 00:32:47,408

[juliet_hahn]: my child

 

5644

00:32:47,298 --> 00:32:47,558

[maggie]: someone

 

5645

00:32:47,468 --> 00:32:47,669

[juliet_hahn]: seems

 

5646

00:32:47,638 --> 00:32:47,799

[maggie]: hey

 

5647

00:32:47,729 --> 00:32:48,510

[juliet_hahn]: a little this doesn't

 

5648

00:32:48,400 --> 00:32:48,480

[maggie]: my

 

5649

00:32:48,530 --> 00:32:48,650

[juliet_hahn]: mean

 

5650

00:32:48,560 --> 00:32:48,840

[maggie]: child

 

5651

00:32:48,690 --> 00:32:49,091

[juliet_hahn]: your child

 

5652

00:32:48,900 --> 00:32:49,181

[maggie]: seems a

 

5653

00:32:49,171 --> 00:32:49,332

[juliet_hahn]: needs

 

5654

00:32:49,221 --> 00:32:49,421

[maggie]: little

 

5655

00:32:49,372 --> 00:32:49,692

[juliet_hahn]: therapy

 

5656

00:32:49,481 --> 00:32:49,922

[maggie]: this doesn't

 

5657

00:32:49,792 --> 00:32:49,933

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

5658

00:32:49,962 --> 00:32:50,082

[maggie]: mean

 

5659

00:32:49,993 --> 00:32:50,153

[juliet_hahn]: now

 

5660

00:32:50,122 --> 00:32:50,243

[maggie]: your

 

5661

00:32:50,253 --> 00:32:50,353

[juliet_hahn]: but

 

5662

00:32:50,283 --> 00:32:50,543

[maggie]: child

 

5663

00:32:50,513 --> 00:32:50,634

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

5664

00:32:50,603 --> 00:32:50,764

[maggie]: needs

 

5665

00:32:50,734 --> 00:32:50,914

[juliet_hahn]: might

 

5666

00:32:50,804 --> 00:32:51,144

[maggie]: therapy

 

5667

00:32:50,994 --> 00:32:51,195

[juliet_hahn]: need

 

5668

00:32:51,224 --> 00:32:51,565

[maggie]: right now

 

5669

00:32:51,595 --> 00:32:52,036

[juliet_hahn]: direction

 

5670

00:32:51,685 --> 00:32:52,046

[maggie]: but you

 

5671

00:32:52,156 --> 00:32:52,397

[juliet_hahn]: into

 

5672

00:32:52,166 --> 00:32:52,627

[maggie]: might need

 

5673

00:32:52,777 --> 00:32:52,897

[juliet_hahn]: how

 

5674

00:32:53,007 --> 00:32:53,448

[maggie]: direction

 

5675

00:32:53,078 --> 00:32:53,539

[juliet_hahn]: to you

 

5676

00:32:53,568 --> 00:32:53,728

[maggie]: into

 

5677

00:32:53,579 --> 00:32:53,679

[juliet_hahn]: know

 

5678

00:32:54,149 --> 00:32:54,289

[maggie]: how

 

5679

00:32:54,440 --> 00:32:54,781

[juliet_hahn]: handle

 

5680

00:32:54,490 --> 00:32:54,910

[maggie]: to you

 

5681

00:32:54,841 --> 00:32:54,981

[juliet_hahn]: those

 

5682

00:32:54,951 --> 00:32:55,091

[maggie]: know

 

5683

00:32:55,021 --> 00:32:55,822

[juliet_hahn]: situations so

 

5684

00:32:55,852 --> 00:32:56,373

[maggie]: handle those

 

5685

00:32:56,343 --> 00:32:56,443

[juliet_hahn]: as

 

5686

00:32:56,433 --> 00:32:57,034

[maggie]: situations

 

5687

00:32:56,483 --> 00:32:57,185

[juliet_hahn]: you said abby

 

5688

00:32:57,134 --> 00:32:57,234

[maggie]: so

 

5689

00:32:57,685 --> 00:32:57,826

[juliet_hahn]: your

 

5690

00:32:57,755 --> 00:32:57,996

[maggie]: as you

 

5691

00:32:57,966 --> 00:32:58,427

[juliet_hahn]: anxiety

 

5692

00:32:58,056 --> 00:32:58,597

[maggie]: said abby

 

5693

00:32:58,507 --> 00:32:59,088

[juliet_hahn]: started taking

 

5694

00:32:59,097 --> 00:32:59,258

[maggie]: your

 

5695

00:32:59,188 --> 00:32:59,448

[juliet_hahn]: over your

 

5696

00:32:59,378 --> 00:32:59,839

[maggie]: anxiety

 

5697

00:32:59,508 --> 00:32:59,989

[juliet_hahn]: life you were

 

5698

00:32:59,919 --> 00:33:00,179

[maggie]: started

 

5699

00:33:00,029 --> 00:33:00,210

[juliet_hahn]: hooked

 

5700

00:33:00,239 --> 00:33:00,500

[maggie]: taking

 

5701

00:33:00,250 --> 00:33:00,590

[juliet_hahn]: up to you and

 

5702

00:33:00,580 --> 00:33:00,720

[maggie]: over

 

5703

00:33:00,610 --> 00:33:00,791

[juliet_hahn]: that's

 

5704

00:33:00,760 --> 00:33:00,860

[maggie]: your

 

5705

00:33:00,851 --> 00:33:01,071

[juliet_hahn]: probably

 

5706

00:33:00,920 --> 00:33:01,121

[maggie]: life

 

5707

00:33:01,091 --> 00:33:01,191

[juliet_hahn]: your

 

5708

00:33:01,181 --> 00:33:01,241

[maggie]: you

 

5709

00:33:01,251 --> 00:33:01,291

[juliet_hahn]: o

 

5710

00:33:01,301 --> 00:33:01,401

[maggie]: were

 

5711

00:33:01,392 --> 00:33:01,412

[juliet_hahn]: c

 

5712

00:33:01,441 --> 00:33:01,622

[maggie]: hooked

 

5713

00:33:01,572 --> 00:33:01,592

[juliet_hahn]: d

 

5714

00:33:01,662 --> 00:33:01,882

[maggie]: up to you

 

5715

00:33:01,872 --> 00:33:02,073

[juliet_hahn]: also

 

5716

00:33:01,922 --> 00:33:02,203

[maggie]: and that's

 

5717

00:33:02,153 --> 00:33:02,233

[juliet_hahn]: was

 

5718

00:33:02,263 --> 00:33:02,483

[maggie]: probably

 

5719

00:33:02,293 --> 00:33:02,554

[juliet_hahn]: playing a

 

5720

00:33:02,523 --> 00:33:02,603

[maggie]: your

 

5721

00:33:02,594 --> 00:33:02,694

[juliet_hahn]: big

 

5722

00:33:02,663 --> 00:33:02,683

[maggie]: o

 

5723

00:33:02,754 --> 00:33:02,934

[juliet_hahn]: fact

 

5724

00:33:02,804 --> 00:33:03,024

[maggie]: c d

 

5725

00:33:03,034 --> 00:33:03,295

[juliet_hahn]: it was like

 

5726

00:33:03,304 --> 00:33:03,505

[maggie]: also

 

5727

00:33:03,355 --> 00:33:03,655

[juliet_hahn]: oh my god

 

5728

00:33:03,565 --> 00:33:03,665

[maggie]: was

 

5729

00:33:03,695 --> 00:33:03,715

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

5730

00:33:03,705 --> 00:33:03,905

[maggie]: playing

 

5731

00:33:03,756 --> 00:33:03,996

[juliet_hahn]: need to

 

5732

00:33:03,945 --> 00:33:04,126

[maggie]: a big

 

5733

00:33:04,016 --> 00:33:04,557

[juliet_hahn]: see this i need

 

5734

00:33:04,466 --> 00:33:04,607

[maggie]: it was

 

5735

00:33:04,597 --> 00:33:04,657

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

5736

00:33:04,643 --> 00:33:05,213

[abbe_greenberg]: absolutely

 

5737

00:33:04,647 --> 00:33:04,727

[maggie]: like

 

5738

00:33:04,677 --> 00:33:04,998

[juliet_hahn]: see this

 

5739

00:33:05,127 --> 00:33:05,388

[maggie]: i need to

 

5740

00:33:05,398 --> 00:33:05,478

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

5741

00:33:05,428 --> 00:33:05,548

[maggie]: see

 

5742

00:33:05,518 --> 00:33:05,619

[juliet_hahn]: then

 

5743

00:33:05,588 --> 00:33:05,708

[maggie]: this

 

5744

00:33:05,659 --> 00:33:05,839

[juliet_hahn]: it was

 

5745

00:33:05,829 --> 00:33:05,889

[maggie]: we

 

5746

00:33:05,879 --> 00:33:06,019

[juliet_hahn]: this

 

5747

00:33:06,089 --> 00:33:06,209

[maggie]: see

 

5748

00:33:06,140 --> 00:33:06,482

[juliet_hahn]: piral

 

5749

00:33:06,249 --> 00:33:06,390

[maggie]: this

 

5750

00:33:06,522 --> 00:33:06,884

[juliet_hahn]: where you

 

5751

00:33:06,790 --> 00:33:07,011

[maggie]: and then

 

5752

00:33:06,944 --> 00:33:07,165

[juliet_hahn]: couldn't

 

5753

00:33:07,051 --> 00:33:07,231

[maggie]: it was

 

5754

00:33:07,226 --> 00:33:07,326

[juliet_hahn]: get

 

5755

00:33:07,271 --> 00:33:07,872

[maggie]: the spiral

 

5756

00:33:07,487 --> 00:33:07,829

[juliet_hahn]: out from

 

5757

00:33:07,933 --> 00:33:08,594

[maggie]: where you couldn't

 

5758

00:33:08,392 --> 00:33:08,714

[juliet_hahn]: out of your

 

5759

00:33:08,654 --> 00:33:08,754

[maggie]: get

 

5760

00:33:08,754 --> 00:33:08,835

[juliet_hahn]: own

 

5761

00:33:08,914 --> 00:33:09,035

[maggie]: out

 

5762

00:33:08,915 --> 00:33:09,076

[juliet_hahn]: way

 

5763

00:33:09,135 --> 00:33:10,457

[maggie]: from out of your own way

 

5764

00:33:10,613 --> 00:33:11,122

[abbe_greenberg]: absolutely

 

5765

00:33:11,320 --> 00:33:11,829

[maggie]: absolutely

 

5766

00:33:11,680 --> 00:33:11,820

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

5767

00:33:12,809 --> 00:33:14,472

[maggie]: luteyaso

 

5768

00:33:12,962 --> 00:33:15,005

[juliet_hahn]: so then thank you for sharing with

that because i know it

 

5769

00:33:15,033 --> 00:33:15,253

[maggie]: thank you

 

5770

00:33:15,185 --> 00:33:15,366

[juliet_hahn]: i mean

 

5771

00:33:15,293 --> 00:33:15,373

[maggie]: for

 

5772

00:33:15,386 --> 00:33:15,406

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

5773

00:33:15,433 --> 00:33:15,654

[maggie]: sharing

 

5774

00:33:15,466 --> 00:33:15,706

[juliet_hahn]: know you

 

5775

00:33:15,694 --> 00:33:15,794

[maggie]: with

 

5776

00:33:15,746 --> 00:33:15,867

[juliet_hahn]: guys

 

5777

00:33:15,814 --> 00:33:16,075

[maggie]: that because

 

5778

00:33:15,947 --> 00:33:16,067

[juliet_hahn]: talk

 

5779

00:33:16,095 --> 00:33:16,115

[maggie]: i

 

5780

00:33:16,147 --> 00:33:16,307

[juliet_hahn]: about

 

5781

00:33:16,175 --> 00:33:16,295

[maggie]: know

 

5782

00:33:16,347 --> 00:33:16,448

[juliet_hahn]: this

 

5783

00:33:16,355 --> 00:33:16,475

[maggie]: it's

 

5784

00:33:16,508 --> 00:33:16,588

[juliet_hahn]: but

 

5785

00:33:16,595 --> 00:33:16,615

[maggie]: i

 

5786

00:33:16,608 --> 00:33:16,728

[juliet_hahn]: it's

 

5787

00:33:16,655 --> 00:33:16,776

[maggie]: mean

 

5788

00:33:16,748 --> 00:33:16,848

[juliet_hahn]: not

 

5789

00:33:16,816 --> 00:33:16,976

[maggie]: i know

 

5790

00:33:16,908 --> 00:33:17,089

[juliet_hahn]: always

 

5791

00:33:17,016 --> 00:33:17,116

[maggie]: you

 

5792

00:33:17,149 --> 00:33:17,269

[juliet_hahn]: fun

 

5793

00:33:17,156 --> 00:33:17,497

[maggie]: guys talk

 

5794

00:33:17,369 --> 00:33:17,429

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

5795

00:33:17,557 --> 00:33:17,717

[maggie]: about

 

5796

00:33:17,650 --> 00:33:17,710

[juliet_hahn]: go

 

5797

00:33:17,757 --> 00:33:17,878

[maggie]: this

 

5798

00:33:17,810 --> 00:33:17,990

[juliet_hahn]: back

 

5799

00:33:17,918 --> 00:33:18,138

[maggie]: but it's

 

5800

00:33:18,070 --> 00:33:18,150

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

5801

00:33:18,158 --> 00:33:18,258

[maggie]: not

 

5802

00:33:18,190 --> 00:33:18,371

[juliet_hahn]: those

 

5803

00:33:18,318 --> 00:33:18,719

[maggie]: always fun

 

5804

00:33:18,591 --> 00:33:18,791

[juliet_hahn]: those

 

5805

00:33:18,779 --> 00:33:18,859

[maggie]: to

 

5806

00:33:18,872 --> 00:33:19,412

[juliet_hahn]: situations

 

5807

00:33:19,059 --> 00:33:19,360

[maggie]: go back

 

5808

00:33:19,432 --> 00:33:19,553

[juliet_hahn]: where

 

5809

00:33:19,440 --> 00:33:19,761

[maggie]: to those

 

5810

00:33:19,593 --> 00:33:20,134

[juliet_hahn]: it's like okay

 

5811

00:33:19,981 --> 00:33:20,782

[maggie]: those situations

 

5812

00:33:20,274 --> 00:33:20,815

[juliet_hahn]: yeah this is

 

5813

00:33:20,802 --> 00:33:20,943

[maggie]: where

 

5814

00:33:20,855 --> 00:33:21,015

[juliet_hahn]: where

 

5815

00:33:20,983 --> 00:33:21,223

[maggie]: it's like

 

5816

00:33:21,115 --> 00:33:21,336

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

5817

00:33:21,323 --> 00:33:22,085

[maggie]: okay yeah this

 

5818

00:33:22,057 --> 00:33:22,197

[juliet_hahn]: this

 

5819

00:33:22,145 --> 00:33:22,205

[maggie]: is

 

5820

00:33:22,237 --> 00:33:22,297

[juliet_hahn]: is

 

5821

00:33:22,245 --> 00:33:22,425

[maggie]: where

 

5822

00:33:22,317 --> 00:33:22,498

[juliet_hahn]: where it

 

5823

00:33:22,485 --> 00:33:22,565

[maggie]: you

 

5824

00:33:22,538 --> 00:33:22,638

[juliet_hahn]: all

 

5825

00:33:22,605 --> 00:33:22,706

[maggie]: know

 

5826

00:33:22,678 --> 00:33:23,279

[juliet_hahn]: kind of started

 

5827

00:33:23,447 --> 00:33:24,188

[maggie]: this is where it all kind

 

5828

00:33:24,083 --> 00:33:24,244

[juliet_hahn]: um

 

5829

00:33:24,208 --> 00:33:24,689

[maggie]: of start and

 

5830

00:33:24,849 --> 00:33:24,869

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

5831

00:33:25,163 --> 00:33:25,985

[abbe_greenberg]: it's hard stuff

 

5832

00:33:25,872 --> 00:33:25,992

[maggie]: it's

 

5833

00:33:26,065 --> 00:33:26,185

[abbe_greenberg]: but

 

5834

00:33:26,072 --> 00:33:26,293

[maggie]: hard

 

5835

00:33:26,245 --> 00:33:26,466

[abbe_greenberg]: by the

 

5836

00:33:26,433 --> 00:33:26,694

[maggie]: stuff

 

5837

00:33:26,506 --> 00:33:27,068

[abbe_greenberg]: same token

 

5838

00:33:26,794 --> 00:33:27,395

[maggie]: but by the same

 

5839

00:33:27,408 --> 00:33:27,509

[abbe_greenberg]: the

 

5840

00:33:27,435 --> 00:33:27,776

[maggie]: token

 

5841

00:33:27,569 --> 00:33:28,210

[abbe_greenberg]: more i share

 

5842

00:33:28,137 --> 00:33:28,478

[maggie]: the more

 

5843

00:33:28,311 --> 00:33:28,571

[abbe_greenberg]: it the

 

5844

00:33:28,538 --> 00:33:28,558

[maggie]: i

 

5845

00:33:28,591 --> 00:33:28,732

[abbe_greenberg]: more

 

5846

00:33:28,698 --> 00:33:28,919

[maggie]: share

 

5847

00:33:28,792 --> 00:33:29,052

[abbe_greenberg]: people

 

5848

00:33:29,039 --> 00:33:29,259

[maggie]: it the

 

5849

00:33:29,213 --> 00:33:29,594

[abbe_greenberg]: contact

 

5850

00:33:29,320 --> 00:33:29,741

[maggie]: more people

 

5851

00:33:29,674 --> 00:33:30,015

[abbe_greenberg]: me and say

 

5852

00:33:29,941 --> 00:33:30,282

[maggie]: contact

 

5853

00:33:30,095 --> 00:33:30,456

[abbe_greenberg]: thank you

 

5854

00:33:30,402 --> 00:33:30,583

[maggie]: me and

 

5855

00:33:30,616 --> 00:33:30,977

[abbe_greenberg]: because

 

5856

00:33:30,643 --> 00:33:31,164

[maggie]: say thank you

 

5857

00:33:31,258 --> 00:33:31,519

[abbe_greenberg]: i thought

 

5858

00:33:31,364 --> 00:33:31,705

[maggie]: because

 

5859

00:33:31,559 --> 00:33:32,000

[abbe_greenberg]: i was the only

 

5860

00:33:31,986 --> 00:33:32,006

[maggie]: i

 

5861

00:33:32,010 --> 00:33:32,170

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

5862

00:33:32,046 --> 00:33:32,246

[maggie]: thought

 

5863

00:33:32,100 --> 00:33:32,200

[abbe_greenberg]: one

 

5864

00:33:32,286 --> 00:33:32,567

[maggie]: i was in

 

5865

00:33:32,531 --> 00:33:33,913

[juliet_hahn]: which is so important that's why story

 

5866

00:33:33,919 --> 00:33:34,060

[maggie]: which

 

5867

00:33:33,993 --> 00:33:34,314

[juliet_hahn]: telling

 

5868

00:33:34,100 --> 00:33:34,621

[maggie]: is so important

 

5869

00:33:34,514 --> 00:33:34,594

[juliet_hahn]: is

 

5870

00:33:34,641 --> 00:33:34,801

[maggie]: that's

 

5871

00:33:34,714 --> 00:33:34,834

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

5872

00:33:34,841 --> 00:33:34,921

[maggie]: why

 

5873

00:33:34,955 --> 00:33:35,315

[juliet_hahn]: important

 

5874

00:33:35,041 --> 00:33:35,302

[maggie]: story

 

5875

00:33:35,335 --> 00:33:35,516

[juliet_hahn]: that's

 

5876

00:33:35,382 --> 00:33:35,702

[maggie]: telling

 

5877

00:33:35,536 --> 00:33:35,976

[juliet_hahn]: why i love

 

5878

00:33:35,903 --> 00:33:35,963

[maggie]: is

 

5879

00:33:36,036 --> 00:33:36,257

[juliet_hahn]: having

 

5880

00:33:36,083 --> 00:33:36,203

[maggie]: so

 

5881

00:33:36,317 --> 00:33:36,337

[juliet_hahn]: a

 

5882

00:33:36,323 --> 00:33:36,684

[maggie]: important

 

5883

00:33:36,397 --> 00:33:36,898

[juliet_hahn]: platform

 

5884

00:33:36,724 --> 00:33:37,646

[maggie]: that's why i love having

 

5885

00:33:37,439 --> 00:33:38,020

[juliet_hahn]: my podcast

 

5886

00:33:37,686 --> 00:33:38,287

[maggie]: a platform

 

5887

00:33:38,060 --> 00:33:38,901

[juliet_hahn]: where i can have

 

5888

00:33:38,808 --> 00:33:38,888

[maggie]: my

 

5889

00:33:38,981 --> 00:33:39,222

[juliet_hahn]: people

 

5890

00:33:38,988 --> 00:33:39,389

[maggie]: podcast

 

5891

00:33:39,402 --> 00:33:39,502

[juliet_hahn]: on

 

5892

00:33:39,429 --> 00:33:39,569

[maggie]: where

 

5893

00:33:39,602 --> 00:33:39,743

[juliet_hahn]: like

 

5894

00:33:39,629 --> 00:33:39,809

[maggie]: i can

 

5895

00:33:39,823 --> 00:33:40,223

[juliet_hahn]: you guys

 

5896

00:33:40,070 --> 00:33:40,611

[maggie]: have people

 

5897

00:33:40,384 --> 00:33:40,784

[juliet_hahn]: to share

 

5898

00:33:40,791 --> 00:33:40,871

[maggie]: on

 

5899

00:33:40,864 --> 00:33:40,985

[juliet_hahn]: your

 

5900

00:33:40,991 --> 00:33:41,151

[maggie]: like

 

5901

00:33:41,065 --> 00:33:41,405

[juliet_hahn]: stories

 

5902

00:33:41,212 --> 00:33:41,592

[maggie]: you guys

 

5903

00:33:41,445 --> 00:33:41,926

[juliet_hahn]: because again

 

5904

00:33:41,772 --> 00:33:42,373

[maggie]: to share your

 

5905

00:33:42,387 --> 00:33:42,748

[juliet_hahn]: stories

 

5906

00:33:42,454 --> 00:33:42,794

[maggie]: stories

 

5907

00:33:42,808 --> 00:33:43,108

[juliet_hahn]: connect

 

5908

00:33:42,854 --> 00:33:43,295

[maggie]: because again

 

5909

00:33:43,208 --> 00:33:43,890

[juliet_hahn]: us store

 

5910

00:33:43,776 --> 00:33:44,116

[maggie]: stories

 

5911

00:33:44,090 --> 00:33:44,330

[juliet_hahn]: teach

 

5912

00:33:44,197 --> 00:33:44,477

[maggie]: connect

 

5913

00:33:44,410 --> 00:33:44,511

[juliet_hahn]: us

 

5914

00:33:44,597 --> 00:33:44,697

[maggie]: us

 

5915

00:33:44,711 --> 00:33:45,212

[juliet_hahn]: and stories

 

5916

00:33:45,118 --> 00:33:45,379

[maggie]: stories

 

5917

00:33:45,352 --> 00:33:45,592

[juliet_hahn]: also

 

5918

00:33:45,459 --> 00:33:45,679

[maggie]: teach

 

5919

00:33:45,733 --> 00:33:45,893

[juliet_hahn]: help

 

5920

00:33:45,759 --> 00:33:45,879

[maggie]: us

 

5921

00:33:46,053 --> 00:33:46,434

[juliet_hahn]: educate

 

5922

00:33:46,060 --> 00:33:46,581

[maggie]: and stories

 

5923

00:33:46,494 --> 00:33:46,754

[juliet_hahn]: us and

 

5924

00:33:46,721 --> 00:33:46,961

[maggie]: also

 

5925

00:33:46,814 --> 00:33:47,095

[juliet_hahn]: move us

 

5926

00:33:47,101 --> 00:33:47,262

[maggie]: help

 

5927

00:33:47,175 --> 00:33:47,475

[juliet_hahn]: forward

 

5928

00:33:47,422 --> 00:33:47,803

[maggie]: educate

 

5929

00:33:47,556 --> 00:33:47,676

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

5930

00:33:47,863 --> 00:33:48,323

[maggie]: us and move

 

5931

00:33:48,197 --> 00:33:48,377

[juliet_hahn]: thank

 

5932

00:33:48,384 --> 00:33:48,464

[maggie]: us

 

5933

00:33:48,417 --> 00:33:48,517

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

5934

00:33:48,544 --> 00:33:48,844

[maggie]: forward

 

5935

00:33:48,597 --> 00:33:49,178

[juliet_hahn]: and so maggie

 

5936

00:33:48,944 --> 00:33:49,045

[maggie]: so

 

5937

00:33:49,218 --> 00:33:49,499

[juliet_hahn]: can you

 

5938

00:33:49,565 --> 00:33:49,746

[maggie]: thank

 

5939

00:33:49,599 --> 00:33:49,779

[juliet_hahn]: share

 

5940

00:33:49,786 --> 00:33:49,886

[maggie]: you

 

5941

00:33:49,819 --> 00:33:49,940

[juliet_hahn]: with

 

5942

00:33:49,966 --> 00:33:50,146

[maggie]: and so

 

5943

00:33:50,080 --> 00:33:50,200

[juliet_hahn]: us

 

5944

00:33:50,247 --> 00:33:50,848

[maggie]: maggie can you

 

5945

00:33:50,781 --> 00:33:50,941

[juliet_hahn]: when

 

5946

00:33:50,968 --> 00:33:51,128

[maggie]: share

 

5947

00:33:51,041 --> 00:33:51,182

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

5948

00:33:51,188 --> 00:33:51,308

[maggie]: with

 

5949

00:33:51,262 --> 00:33:51,723

[juliet_hahn]: realized

 

5950

00:33:51,449 --> 00:33:51,589

[maggie]: us

 

5951

00:33:51,903 --> 00:33:52,203

[juliet_hahn]: okay

 

5952

00:33:52,270 --> 00:33:53,171

[maggie]: when you realized

 

5953

00:33:52,905 --> 00:33:53,345

[juliet_hahn]: you know this

 

5954

00:33:53,332 --> 00:33:53,592

[maggie]: okay

 

5955

00:33:53,425 --> 00:33:54,367

[juliet_hahn]: is a little bit too much i

know

 

5956

00:33:54,313 --> 00:33:54,373

[maggie]: you

 

5957

00:33:54,407 --> 00:33:54,507

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

5958

00:33:54,434 --> 00:33:54,554

[maggie]: know

 

5959

00:33:54,587 --> 00:33:54,888

[juliet_hahn]: started

 

5960

00:33:54,614 --> 00:33:55,415

[maggie]: this is a little bit too

 

5961

00:33:55,409 --> 00:33:55,489

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

5962

00:33:55,435 --> 00:33:55,555

[maggie]: much

 

5963

00:33:55,569 --> 00:33:55,869

[juliet_hahn]: started

 

5964

00:33:55,836 --> 00:33:56,277

[maggie]: you started

 

5965

00:33:56,050 --> 00:33:56,775

[juliet_hahn]: do that as well

 

5966

00:33:56,798 --> 00:33:57,258

[maggie]: you started

 

5967

00:33:57,177 --> 00:33:57,237

[juliet_hahn]: or

 

5968

00:33:57,298 --> 00:33:57,338

[maggie]: to

 

5969

00:33:57,318 --> 00:33:57,479

[juliet_hahn]: yours

 

5970

00:33:57,479 --> 00:33:57,559

[maggie]: and

 

5971

00:33:57,539 --> 00:33:57,921

[juliet_hahn]: was a little

 

5972

00:33:57,799 --> 00:33:58,140

[maggie]: as well

 

5973

00:33:57,941 --> 00:33:58,384

[juliet_hahn]: bit before

 

5974

00:33:58,941 --> 00:34:02,567

[maggie]: was a little bit before yeah i

was a little bit earlier than abby but

 

5975

00:34:02,627 --> 00:34:08,958

[maggie]: now but i as i got into

my twenties when my father passed away and

 

5976

00:34:09,579 --> 00:34:14,066

[maggie]: about six months after that which is

a very common like about six to eighteen

 

5977

00:34:14,146 --> 00:34:14,788

[maggie]: months after

 

5978

00:34:14,622 --> 00:34:14,703

[juliet_hahn]: ah

 

5979

00:34:14,868 --> 00:34:18,954

[maggie]: something like that happens is very common

for anxiety to get even worse

 

5980

00:34:18,963 --> 00:34:19,087

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

5981

00:34:20,637 --> 00:34:24,887

[maggie]: because an t is really part of

the grief experience like it is really a

 

5982

00:34:25,140 --> 00:34:25,441

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

5983

00:34:25,488 --> 00:34:26,811

[maggie]: major part of the grief experience

 

5984

00:34:26,760 --> 00:34:27,041

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

5985

00:34:26,991 --> 00:34:32,512

[maggie]: and i was living in new york

city i always had loved to travel

 

5986

00:34:32,010 --> 00:34:32,940

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

5987

00:34:33,053 --> 00:34:33,875

[maggie]: and you

 

5988

00:34:33,870 --> 00:34:34,608

[juliet_hahn]: yea

 

5989

00:34:33,915 --> 00:34:36,058

[maggie]: know do things but i got to

the

 

5990

00:34:36,060 --> 00:34:37,140

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

5991

00:34:36,118 --> 00:34:39,424

[maggie]: point where i couldn't leave my apartment

basically

 

5992

00:34:39,060 --> 00:34:39,301

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

5993

00:34:39,925 --> 00:34:43,310

[maggie]: i was and that was mainly because

of my folk as i had a phobia

 

5994

00:34:43,350 --> 00:34:45,855

[maggie]: of the elevator i lived on the

sixteenth

 

5995

00:34:45,560 --> 00:34:45,721

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

5996

00:34:45,955 --> 00:34:49,601

[maggie]: floor i had a phobia of the

subway you know i had to write the

 

5997

00:34:49,661 --> 00:34:51,204

[maggie]: subway every day i had

 

5998

00:34:51,720 --> 00:34:51,921

[juliet_hahn]: yes

 

5999

00:34:52,586 --> 00:34:54,629

[maggie]: major phobia about any kind of driving

 

6000

00:34:54,682 --> 00:34:54,824

[juliet_hahn]: eh

 

6001

00:34:55,230 --> 00:34:58,896

[maggie]: being in a car driving particularly driving

in the rain

 

6002

00:34:59,259 --> 00:34:59,280

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

6003

00:34:59,397 --> 00:34:59,838

[maggie]: we have some

 

6004

00:34:59,781 --> 00:34:59,901

[juliet_hahn]: ah

 

6005

00:34:59,898 --> 00:35:02,683

[maggie]: funny stories about that but and

 

6006

00:35:02,592 --> 00:35:02,994

[abbe_greenberg]: remember my

 

6007

00:35:03,143 --> 00:35:03,885

[maggie]: so it was like

 

6008

00:35:04,350 --> 00:35:04,511

[juliet_hahn]: yes

 

6009

00:35:04,987 --> 00:35:07,610

[maggie]: well yes yes abby's wedding day were

 

6010

00:35:07,770 --> 00:35:09,960

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

6011

00:35:08,371 --> 00:35:11,535

[maggie]: it was the only time in our

entire life where she actually

 

6012

00:35:11,430 --> 00:35:11,632

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

6013

00:35:11,635 --> 00:35:15,961

[maggie]: cursed at me because i would start

it was just a little tiny bit

 

6014

00:35:16,020 --> 00:35:16,384

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

6015

00:35:16,021 --> 00:35:21,209

[maggie]: of rain and it was like just

sprinkles and i started to freak out and

 

6016

00:35:21,249 --> 00:35:22,952

[maggie]: of course she was freaking out because

it was her

 

6017

00:35:22,922 --> 00:35:23,144

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

6018

00:35:23,012 --> 00:35:24,254

[maggie]: wedding day and

 

6019

00:35:25,152 --> 00:35:26,262

[abbe_greenberg]: yeah

 

6020

00:35:25,657 --> 00:35:29,844

[maggie]: she was like me quiet or get

the f out of this car i have

 

6021

00:35:29,924 --> 00:35:32,428

[maggie]: never heard her curse at me you

know

 

6022

00:35:32,466 --> 00:35:32,667

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

6023

00:35:32,488 --> 00:35:32,869

[maggie]: before

 

6024

00:35:32,634 --> 00:35:32,715

[abbe_greenberg]: ah

 

6025

00:35:33,029 --> 00:35:35,012

[maggie]: or since i was quiet

 

6026

00:35:34,902 --> 00:35:35,606

[abbe_greenberg]: yeah

 

6027

00:35:35,253 --> 00:35:35,734

[maggie]: i was quiet

 

6028

00:35:35,791 --> 00:35:37,193

[juliet_hahn]: i was going to say what happened

did you get a

 

6029

00:35:37,196 --> 00:35:37,557

[maggie]: i was gonna

 

6030

00:35:37,453 --> 00:35:37,754

[juliet_hahn]: card

 

6031

00:35:37,597 --> 00:35:37,677

[maggie]: say

 

6032

00:35:37,692 --> 00:35:37,853

[abbe_greenberg]: yeah

 

6033

00:35:37,777 --> 00:35:38,198

[maggie]: what happened

 

6034

00:35:38,155 --> 00:35:38,215

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

6035

00:35:38,238 --> 00:35:38,318

[maggie]: did

 

6036

00:35:38,335 --> 00:35:38,415

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

6037

00:35:38,358 --> 00:35:38,418

[maggie]: you

 

6038

00:35:38,455 --> 00:35:38,575

[juliet_hahn]: shut

 

6039

00:35:38,458 --> 00:35:38,638

[maggie]: get it

 

6040

00:35:38,615 --> 00:35:39,036

[juliet_hahn]: the fuck up

 

6041

00:35:39,079 --> 00:35:40,021

[maggie]: no no i was playing

 

6042

00:35:40,062 --> 00:35:40,363

[abbe_greenberg]: yuh

 

6043

00:35:40,642 --> 00:35:42,385

[maggie]: i did i did and

 

6044

00:35:42,300 --> 00:35:42,642

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

6045

00:35:43,206 --> 00:35:47,754

[maggie]: but you know i really had gotten

to the point where you know i call

 

6046

00:35:47,834 --> 00:35:51,520

[maggie]: it the outurns we call it the

turns where i started to go somewhere and

 

6047

00:35:52,141 --> 00:35:54,204

[maggie]: and i couldn't i could not go

and

 

6048

00:35:54,279 --> 00:35:54,300

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

6049

00:35:54,525 --> 00:36:00,395

[maggie]: i would turn around you know i

lost friends that way i you know definitely

 

6050

00:36:01,096 --> 00:36:04,131

[maggie]: my career i took on a much

 

6051

00:36:03,939 --> 00:36:03,960

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

6052

00:36:04,251 --> 00:36:09,720

[maggie]: lesser job because i knew i couldn't

always get there i was really the phobias

 

6053

00:36:09,820 --> 00:36:16,430

[maggie]: the panic attacks were horrendous i didn't

want to try i didn't you know i

 

6054

00:36:16,450 --> 00:36:19,293

[maggie]: didn't want to do anything but i

wanted to do things but i

 

6055

00:36:19,380 --> 00:36:20,160

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

6056

00:36:19,453 --> 00:36:22,816

[maggie]: felt like compelled to stay in my

apartment so i was really at a pretty

 

6057

00:36:23,417 --> 00:36:24,258

[maggie]: severe point

 

6058

00:36:24,558 --> 00:36:24,761

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

6059

00:36:25,329 --> 00:36:26,555

[maggie]: with panic and phobias

 

6060

00:36:26,310 --> 00:36:27,652

[juliet_hahn]: which is i mean

 

6061

00:36:27,769 --> 00:36:27,910

[maggie]: which

 

6062

00:36:27,832 --> 00:36:27,933

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

6063

00:36:27,950 --> 00:36:28,010

[maggie]: is

 

6064

00:36:27,993 --> 00:36:28,934

[juliet_hahn]: guys might know this or

 

6065

00:36:28,892 --> 00:36:29,092

[maggie]: i mean

 

6066

00:36:29,014 --> 00:36:29,175

[juliet_hahn]: might

 

6067

00:36:29,272 --> 00:36:29,393

[maggie]: you

 

6068

00:36:29,275 --> 00:36:29,495

[juliet_hahn]: not

 

6069

00:36:29,433 --> 00:36:29,593

[maggie]: guys

 

6070

00:36:29,595 --> 00:36:29,736

[juliet_hahn]: but

 

6071

00:36:29,713 --> 00:36:30,956

[maggie]: might know this or might not

 

6072

00:36:30,777 --> 00:36:30,958

[juliet_hahn]: why

 

6073

00:36:31,036 --> 00:36:31,156

[maggie]: but

 

6074

00:36:31,118 --> 00:36:31,919

[juliet_hahn]: do you think it

 

6075

00:36:32,239 --> 00:36:33,003

[maggie]: why do you think

 

6076

00:36:33,141 --> 00:36:33,301

[juliet_hahn]: i know

 

6077

00:36:33,265 --> 00:36:33,345

[maggie]: it

 

6078

00:36:33,382 --> 00:36:34,123

[juliet_hahn]: obviously when your

 

6079

00:36:34,129 --> 00:36:34,229

[maggie]: and

 

6080

00:36:34,243 --> 00:36:34,564

[juliet_hahn]: father

 

6081

00:36:34,570 --> 00:36:34,771

[maggie]: i know

 

6082

00:36:34,724 --> 00:36:35,145

[juliet_hahn]: passed

 

6083

00:36:34,831 --> 00:36:35,574

[maggie]: obviously when your

 

6084

00:36:35,565 --> 00:36:35,705

[juliet_hahn]: but

 

6085

00:36:35,694 --> 00:36:36,015

[maggie]: father

 

6086

00:36:35,886 --> 00:36:36,226

[juliet_hahn]: do you think

 

6087

00:36:36,175 --> 00:36:36,577

[maggie]: passed

 

6088

00:36:36,266 --> 00:36:37,108

[juliet_hahn]: that that was the main

 

6089

00:36:37,018 --> 00:36:37,158

[maggie]: but

 

6090

00:36:37,188 --> 00:36:37,348

[juliet_hahn]: thing

 

6091

00:36:37,319 --> 00:36:37,479

[maggie]: do you

 

6092

00:36:37,428 --> 00:36:37,589

[juliet_hahn]: why

 

6093

00:36:37,540 --> 00:36:37,680

[maggie]: think

 

6094

00:36:37,669 --> 00:36:37,729

[juliet_hahn]: at

 

6095

00:36:37,720 --> 00:36:37,820

[maggie]: that

 

6096

00:36:37,849 --> 00:36:38,069

[juliet_hahn]: eschol

 

6097

00:36:37,861 --> 00:36:38,302

[maggie]: that was the

 

6098

00:36:38,250 --> 00:36:38,430

[juliet_hahn]: did

 

6099

00:36:38,362 --> 00:36:39,004

[maggie]: main thing why

 

6100

00:36:39,051 --> 00:36:39,091

[juliet_hahn]: or

 

6101

00:36:39,104 --> 00:36:39,165

[maggie]: it

 

6102

00:36:39,151 --> 00:36:39,311

[juliet_hahn]: do you

 

6103

00:36:39,285 --> 00:36:39,867

[maggie]: escaladed

 

6104

00:36:39,331 --> 00:36:41,013

[juliet_hahn]: think there was other factors

 

6105

00:36:40,609 --> 00:36:41,089

[maggie]: do you think that

 

6106

00:36:41,053 --> 00:36:41,153

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

6107

00:36:41,149 --> 00:36:41,290

[maggie]: there

 

6108

00:36:41,213 --> 00:36:41,333

[juliet_hahn]: were

 

6109

00:36:41,330 --> 00:36:41,410

[maggie]: was

 

6110

00:36:41,394 --> 00:36:41,594

[juliet_hahn]: kind

 

6111

00:36:41,570 --> 00:36:41,770

[maggie]: other

 

6112

00:36:41,674 --> 00:36:42,154

[juliet_hahn]: of having

 

6113

00:36:41,991 --> 00:36:42,451

[maggie]: factors

 

6114

00:36:42,215 --> 00:36:42,575

[juliet_hahn]: it brew

 

6115

00:36:42,491 --> 00:36:42,772

[maggie]: that were

 

6116

00:36:42,695 --> 00:36:42,875

[juliet_hahn]: there

 

6117

00:36:42,812 --> 00:36:43,012

[maggie]: kind

 

6118

00:36:42,935 --> 00:36:43,176

[juliet_hahn]: and that

 

6119

00:36:43,092 --> 00:36:43,132

[maggie]: of

 

6120

00:36:43,236 --> 00:36:43,336

[juliet_hahn]: was

 

6121

00:36:43,333 --> 00:36:43,593

[maggie]: having

 

6122

00:36:43,396 --> 00:36:43,656

[juliet_hahn]: what the

 

6123

00:36:43,633 --> 00:36:43,713

[maggie]: it

 

6124

00:36:43,696 --> 00:36:43,917

[juliet_hahn]: last

 

6125

00:36:43,793 --> 00:36:44,314

[maggie]: brew there

 

6126

00:36:44,157 --> 00:36:44,377

[juliet_hahn]: straw

 

6127

00:36:44,374 --> 00:36:44,614

[maggie]: and that

 

6128

00:36:44,497 --> 00:36:44,698

[juliet_hahn]: to kind

 

6129

00:36:44,654 --> 00:36:44,755

[maggie]: was

 

6130

00:36:44,738 --> 00:36:44,778

[juliet_hahn]: of

 

6131

00:36:44,815 --> 00:36:44,915

[maggie]: what

 

6132

00:36:44,838 --> 00:36:44,998

[juliet_hahn]: push

 

6133

00:36:44,995 --> 00:36:45,335

[maggie]: the last

 

6134

00:36:45,198 --> 00:36:45,439

[juliet_hahn]: over

 

6135

00:36:45,576 --> 00:36:51,946

[maggie]: straw to kind of push over well

i was definitely you know definitely wasn't anxious

 

6136

00:36:52,386 --> 00:36:57,435

[maggie]: i definitely was always having anxiety but

we do find like when there's a trauma

 

6137

00:36:57,635 --> 00:37:06,107

[maggie]: of some type or very big loss

um anxiety really really can kick in in

 

6138

00:37:06,207 --> 00:37:08,970

[maggie]: a um in a very

 

6139

00:37:08,760 --> 00:37:09,990

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

6140

00:37:09,030 --> 00:37:15,318

[maggie]: intense way so things like phobias or

gorophobia really often start after a big trauma

 

6141

00:37:15,252 --> 00:37:16,438

[juliet_hahn]: right which is interesting cause i also

 

6142

00:37:16,650 --> 00:37:16,790

[maggie]: right

 

6143

00:37:16,800 --> 00:37:16,981

[juliet_hahn]: makes

 

6144

00:37:16,810 --> 00:37:17,051

[maggie]: which is

 

6145

00:37:17,061 --> 00:37:17,122

[juliet_hahn]: me

 

6146

00:37:17,091 --> 00:37:17,392

[maggie]: interesting

 

6147

00:37:17,162 --> 00:37:17,584

[juliet_hahn]: want to think

 

6148

00:37:17,412 --> 00:37:18,775

[maggie]: because i also it makes me want

to

 

6149

00:37:18,780 --> 00:37:18,860

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

6150

00:37:18,815 --> 00:37:18,976

[maggie]: think

 

6151

00:37:18,960 --> 00:37:19,881

[juliet_hahn]: do you think for

 

6152

00:37:20,179 --> 00:37:20,259

[maggie]: so

 

6153

00:37:20,202 --> 00:37:20,282

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

6154

00:37:20,359 --> 00:37:20,559

[maggie]: do you

 

6155

00:37:20,543 --> 00:37:20,723

[juliet_hahn]: again

 

6156

00:37:20,619 --> 00:37:20,800

[maggie]: think

 

6157

00:37:20,763 --> 00:37:21,023

[juliet_hahn]: you might

 

6158

00:37:20,940 --> 00:37:21,300

[maggie]: for

 

6159

00:37:21,063 --> 00:37:21,524

[juliet_hahn]: not know this

 

6160

00:37:21,601 --> 00:37:22,142

[maggie]: and again

 

6161

00:37:22,005 --> 00:37:22,065

[juliet_hahn]: if

 

6162

00:37:22,202 --> 00:37:22,442

[maggie]: you might

 

6163

00:37:22,346 --> 00:37:22,706

[juliet_hahn]: someone

 

6164

00:37:22,482 --> 00:37:22,923

[maggie]: not know this

 

6165

00:37:23,147 --> 00:37:23,347

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

6166

00:37:23,424 --> 00:37:23,484

[maggie]: if

 

6167

00:37:23,427 --> 00:37:23,808

[juliet_hahn]: someone could

 

6168

00:37:23,765 --> 00:37:24,125

[maggie]: someone

 

6169

00:37:23,848 --> 00:37:24,629

[juliet_hahn]: be listening and saying

 

6170

00:37:24,566 --> 00:37:24,766

[maggie]: because

 

6171

00:37:24,649 --> 00:37:24,950

[juliet_hahn]: well i've

 

6172

00:37:24,846 --> 00:37:25,047

[maggie]: someone

 

6173

00:37:25,010 --> 00:37:25,190

[juliet_hahn]: never

 

6174

00:37:25,087 --> 00:37:25,708

[maggie]: could be listening

 

6175

00:37:25,471 --> 00:37:25,891

[juliet_hahn]: i don't really

 

6176

00:37:25,748 --> 00:37:26,028

[maggie]: and saying

 

6177

00:37:25,952 --> 00:37:26,092

[juliet_hahn]: have

 

6178

00:37:26,048 --> 00:37:26,189

[maggie]: well

 

6179

00:37:26,172 --> 00:37:26,633

[juliet_hahn]: anxiety

 

6180

00:37:26,209 --> 00:37:26,629

[maggie]: i've never

 

6181

00:37:26,773 --> 00:37:26,993

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

6182

00:37:26,870 --> 00:37:27,511

[maggie]: i don't really have

 

6183

00:37:27,394 --> 00:37:27,574

[juliet_hahn]: but

 

6184

00:37:27,591 --> 00:37:28,392

[maggie]: anxiety right

 

6185

00:37:28,175 --> 00:37:29,077

[juliet_hahn]: they have a trauma

 

6186

00:37:28,833 --> 00:37:29,013

[maggie]: but

 

6187

00:37:29,337 --> 00:37:29,578

[juliet_hahn]: and their

 

6188

00:37:29,594 --> 00:37:29,714

[maggie]: they

 

6189

00:37:29,618 --> 00:37:30,058

[juliet_hahn]: experience

 

6190

00:37:29,815 --> 00:37:30,115

[maggie]: have a

 

6191

00:37:30,139 --> 00:37:30,459

[juliet_hahn]: anxiety

 

6192

00:37:30,175 --> 00:37:30,496

[maggie]: trauma

 

6193

00:37:30,499 --> 00:37:30,679

[juliet_hahn]: but they

 

6194

00:37:30,756 --> 00:37:31,477

[maggie]: and their experience

 

6195

00:37:31,061 --> 00:37:31,643

[juliet_hahn]: realize that

 

6196

00:37:31,558 --> 00:37:31,858

[maggie]: anxiety

 

6197

00:37:31,723 --> 00:37:32,004

[juliet_hahn]: that's

 

6198

00:37:31,898 --> 00:37:32,098

[maggie]: but they

 

6199

00:37:32,064 --> 00:37:32,586

[juliet_hahn]: what it is

 

6200

00:37:32,479 --> 00:37:32,900

[maggie]: realize

 

6201

00:37:32,646 --> 00:37:33,208

[juliet_hahn]: i don't realize

 

6202

00:37:32,940 --> 00:37:33,401

[maggie]: that that's

 

6203

00:37:33,288 --> 00:37:33,409

[juliet_hahn]: it's

 

6204

00:37:33,461 --> 00:37:33,601

[maggie]: what

 

6205

00:37:33,529 --> 00:37:34,011

[juliet_hahn]: anxiety

 

6206

00:37:33,661 --> 00:37:34,082

[maggie]: it is i

 

6207

00:37:34,111 --> 00:37:34,392

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

6208

00:37:34,142 --> 00:37:34,603

[maggie]: don't realize

 

6209

00:37:34,432 --> 00:37:34,954

[juliet_hahn]: of the trauma

 

6210

00:37:34,703 --> 00:37:35,124

[maggie]: it yet

 

6211

00:37:35,356 --> 00:37:35,496

[juliet_hahn]: have

 

6212

00:37:35,544 --> 00:37:35,785

[maggie]: because

 

6213

00:37:35,556 --> 00:37:35,978

[juliet_hahn]: you seen

 

6214

00:37:35,845 --> 00:37:36,686

[maggie]: of the trauma that

 

6215

00:37:36,721 --> 00:37:37,245

[juliet_hahn]: that happened

 

6216

00:37:37,648 --> 00:37:43,878

[maggie]: yes that happens very very often very

often and you know psychologists met miss this

 

6217

00:37:44,119 --> 00:37:50,529

[maggie]: therapist and doctors that anxiety is very

much a part of the grief picture

 

6218

00:37:50,820 --> 00:37:51,064

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

6219

00:37:50,990 --> 00:37:56,279

[maggie]: you know we're friends with clara bidwell

smith who writes anxiety is the mis in

 

6220

00:37:56,379 --> 00:37:56,740

[maggie]: stage of

 

6221

00:37:56,760 --> 00:37:56,780

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

6222

00:37:56,820 --> 00:37:58,062

[maggie]: grief and

 

6223

00:37:58,590 --> 00:37:58,872

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

6224

00:37:58,603 --> 00:38:02,409

[maggie]: you know we felt that for a

really long time and grief can be grief

 

6225

00:38:02,509 --> 00:38:03,371

[maggie]: of losing someone

 

6226

00:38:03,570 --> 00:38:04,419

[juliet_hahn]: ye

 

6227

00:38:03,771 --> 00:38:07,137

[maggie]: or different types of grief you know

there's lots of different types of grief and

 

6228

00:38:07,377 --> 00:38:08,639

[maggie]: trauma can bring grief too

 

6229

00:38:08,521 --> 00:38:08,664

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

6230

00:38:09,501 --> 00:38:15,841

[maggie]: so and people do not always spot

it and you guys excuse me for one

 

6231

00:38:15,921 --> 00:38:17,624

[maggie]: second i have to go get a

plug from my

 

6232

00:38:17,640 --> 00:38:17,720

[juliet_hahn]: ah

 

6233

00:38:17,724 --> 00:38:18,445

[maggie]: computer i'm

 

6234

00:38:18,403 --> 00:38:18,584

[juliet_hahn]: now i

 

6235

00:38:18,585 --> 00:38:20,208

[maggie]: so sorry i thought i had one

 

6236

00:38:20,180 --> 00:38:20,821

[juliet_hahn]: don't even were about

 

6237

00:38:21,330 --> 00:38:21,450

[maggie]: this

 

6238

00:38:21,422 --> 00:38:21,562

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

6239

00:38:21,510 --> 00:38:21,691

[maggie]: is no

 

6240

00:38:21,762 --> 00:38:21,842

[juliet_hahn]: no

 

6241

00:38:21,891 --> 00:38:22,031

[maggie]: more

 

6242

00:38:21,963 --> 00:38:22,543

[juliet_hahn]: please please

 

6243

00:38:22,412 --> 00:38:22,512

[maggie]: i'm

 

6244

00:38:22,604 --> 00:38:22,684

[juliet_hahn]: go

 

6245

00:38:22,612 --> 00:38:22,692

[maggie]: so

 

6246

00:38:22,784 --> 00:38:23,505

[juliet_hahn]: so abby i think

 

6247

00:38:23,393 --> 00:38:23,574

[maggie]: please

 

6248

00:38:23,585 --> 00:38:23,665

[juliet_hahn]: it's

 

6249

00:38:23,794 --> 00:38:23,994

[maggie]: please

 

6250

00:38:23,806 --> 00:38:24,046

[juliet_hahn]: i mean i

 

6251

00:38:24,035 --> 00:38:24,095

[maggie]: go

 

6252

00:38:24,106 --> 00:38:24,246

[juliet_hahn]: think

 

6253

00:38:24,215 --> 00:38:24,295

[maggie]: so

 

6254

00:38:24,286 --> 00:38:24,427

[juliet_hahn]: this

 

6255

00:38:24,455 --> 00:38:24,656

[maggie]: adding

 

6256

00:38:24,487 --> 00:38:24,767

[juliet_hahn]: is what

 

6257

00:38:24,716 --> 00:38:24,956

[maggie]: i think

 

6258

00:38:24,927 --> 00:38:25,048

[juliet_hahn]: is

 

6259

00:38:25,016 --> 00:38:25,397

[maggie]: it's i mean

 

6260

00:38:25,448 --> 00:38:25,589

[juliet_hahn]: this

 

6261

00:38:25,457 --> 00:38:25,657

[maggie]: i think

 

6262

00:38:25,629 --> 00:38:25,689

[juliet_hahn]: is

 

6263

00:38:25,717 --> 00:38:25,858

[maggie]: this

 

6264

00:38:25,729 --> 00:38:25,889

[juliet_hahn]: why

 

6265

00:38:25,918 --> 00:38:26,198

[maggie]: is what

 

6266

00:38:26,109 --> 00:38:26,911

[juliet_hahn]: i love being

 

6267

00:38:26,839 --> 00:38:26,980

[maggie]: this

 

6268

00:38:26,991 --> 00:38:27,131

[juliet_hahn]: able

 

6269

00:38:27,060 --> 00:38:27,301

[maggie]: is why

 

6270

00:38:27,191 --> 00:38:27,592

[juliet_hahn]: to have these

 

6271

00:38:27,561 --> 00:38:27,581

[maggie]: i

 

6272

00:38:27,632 --> 00:38:27,932

[juliet_hahn]: stories

 

6273

00:38:27,702 --> 00:38:27,882

[maggie]: love

 

6274

00:38:28,033 --> 00:38:28,473

[juliet_hahn]: shared

 

6275

00:38:28,183 --> 00:38:29,025

[maggie]: being able to have these

 

6276

00:38:28,934 --> 00:38:29,154

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

6277

00:38:29,085 --> 00:38:29,365

[maggie]: stories

 

6278

00:38:29,215 --> 00:38:29,415

[juliet_hahn]: again

 

6279

00:38:29,466 --> 00:38:29,887

[maggie]: shared

 

6280

00:38:29,475 --> 00:38:30,316

[juliet_hahn]: there's going to be so many

 

6281

00:38:30,368 --> 00:38:30,588

[maggie]: because

 

6282

00:38:30,377 --> 00:38:30,637

[juliet_hahn]: people

 

6283

00:38:30,648 --> 00:38:31,089

[maggie]: again there's

 

6284

00:38:31,078 --> 00:38:31,178

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

6285

00:38:31,130 --> 00:38:31,230

[maggie]: going

 

6286

00:38:31,258 --> 00:38:31,338

[juliet_hahn]: are

 

6287

00:38:31,270 --> 00:38:31,390

[maggie]: to be

 

6288

00:38:31,418 --> 00:38:31,558

[juliet_hahn]: like

 

6289

00:38:31,450 --> 00:38:31,731

[maggie]: so many

 

6290

00:38:31,719 --> 00:38:31,839

[juliet_hahn]: way

 

6291

00:38:31,811 --> 00:38:32,072

[maggie]: people

 

6292

00:38:31,899 --> 00:38:32,445

[juliet_hahn]: to set and

 

6293

00:38:32,513 --> 00:38:33,896

[maggie]: that are like wait a second

 

6294

00:38:33,690 --> 00:38:35,192

[juliet_hahn]: i guess that is happening to

 

6295

00:38:35,119 --> 00:38:35,419

[maggie]: i guess

 

6296

00:38:35,272 --> 00:38:35,393

[juliet_hahn]: me

 

6297

00:38:35,459 --> 00:38:36,361

[maggie]: that is happening

 

6298

00:38:35,994 --> 00:38:36,755

[juliet_hahn]: and i didn't

 

6299

00:38:36,501 --> 00:38:36,781

[maggie]: to me

 

6300

00:38:37,015 --> 00:38:37,516

[juliet_hahn]: realize

 

6301

00:38:37,423 --> 00:38:37,503

[maggie]: and

 

6302

00:38:37,576 --> 00:38:37,696

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

6303

00:38:37,663 --> 00:38:37,703

[maggie]: i

 

6304

00:38:37,716 --> 00:38:37,977

[juliet_hahn]: that was

 

6305

00:38:37,923 --> 00:38:38,204

[maggie]: didn't

 

6306

00:38:38,017 --> 00:38:38,398

[juliet_hahn]: happening

 

6307

00:38:38,444 --> 00:38:38,945

[maggie]: realize

 

6308

00:38:38,478 --> 00:38:38,738

[juliet_hahn]: to me

 

6309

00:38:39,005 --> 00:38:39,827

[maggie]: that that was happening

 

6310

00:38:39,539 --> 00:38:39,680

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

6311

00:38:39,907 --> 00:38:40,147

[maggie]: to me

 

6312

00:38:40,481 --> 00:38:40,922

[juliet_hahn]: and so for

 

6313

00:38:40,948 --> 00:38:41,089

[maggie]: and

 

6314

00:38:40,962 --> 00:38:41,963

[juliet_hahn]: you guys to be bringing

 

6315

00:38:41,930 --> 00:38:42,010

[maggie]: and

 

6316

00:38:42,024 --> 00:38:42,184

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

6317

00:38:42,070 --> 00:38:42,351

[maggie]: so for

 

6318

00:38:42,364 --> 00:38:42,504

[juliet_hahn]: out

 

6319

00:38:42,431 --> 00:38:43,012

[maggie]: you guys to be

 

6320

00:38:42,945 --> 00:38:43,165

[juliet_hahn]: to the

 

6321

00:38:43,092 --> 00:38:43,413

[maggie]: bringing

 

6322

00:38:43,266 --> 00:38:43,526

[juliet_hahn]: open

 

6323

00:38:43,473 --> 00:38:43,633

[maggie]: that

 

6324

00:38:43,766 --> 00:38:43,867

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

6325

00:38:43,793 --> 00:38:43,953

[maggie]: out

 

6326

00:38:43,987 --> 00:38:44,367

[juliet_hahn]: sharing

 

6327

00:38:44,374 --> 00:38:44,474

[maggie]: to

 

6328

00:38:44,428 --> 00:38:44,488

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

6329

00:38:44,514 --> 00:38:44,594

[maggie]: the

 

6330

00:38:44,588 --> 00:38:44,668

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

6331

00:38:44,695 --> 00:38:44,935

[maggie]: open

 

6332

00:38:44,768 --> 00:38:45,349

[juliet_hahn]: saying yes

 

6333

00:38:45,195 --> 00:38:45,796

[maggie]: and sharing

 

6334

00:38:45,770 --> 00:38:45,950

[juliet_hahn]: this

 

6335

00:38:45,857 --> 00:38:46,097

[maggie]: it and

 

6336

00:38:46,070 --> 00:38:46,150

[juliet_hahn]: is

 

6337

00:38:46,217 --> 00:38:46,498

[maggie]: saying

 

6338

00:38:46,331 --> 00:38:46,691

[juliet_hahn]: actually

 

6339

00:38:46,578 --> 00:38:46,778

[maggie]: yes

 

6340

00:38:46,751 --> 00:38:47,212

[juliet_hahn]: something that

 

6341

00:38:47,219 --> 00:38:47,379

[maggie]: this

 

6342

00:38:47,292 --> 00:38:47,453

[juliet_hahn]: can

 

6343

00:38:47,499 --> 00:38:47,600

[maggie]: is

 

6344

00:38:47,573 --> 00:38:47,953

[juliet_hahn]: happen

 

6345

00:38:47,780 --> 00:38:48,481

[maggie]: actually something

 

6346

00:38:48,474 --> 00:38:48,575

[juliet_hahn]: be

 

6347

00:38:48,521 --> 00:38:48,641

[maggie]: that

 

6348

00:38:48,635 --> 00:38:48,915

[juliet_hahn]: aware

 

6349

00:38:48,741 --> 00:38:48,902

[maggie]: can

 

6350

00:38:48,955 --> 00:38:48,995

[juliet_hahn]: of

 

6351

00:38:49,022 --> 00:38:49,382

[maggie]: happen

 

6352

00:38:49,035 --> 00:38:49,877

[juliet_hahn]: it because i think again

 

6353

00:38:49,903 --> 00:38:50,344

[maggie]: be aware

 

6354

00:38:50,378 --> 00:38:51,159

[juliet_hahn]: communication

 

6355

00:38:50,404 --> 00:38:51,306

[maggie]: of it because i think again

 

6356

00:38:51,419 --> 00:38:51,980

[juliet_hahn]: connection

 

6357

00:38:51,827 --> 00:38:52,608

[maggie]: communication

 

6358

00:38:52,421 --> 00:38:52,721

[juliet_hahn]: but then

 

6359

00:38:52,848 --> 00:38:53,409

[maggie]: connection

 

6360

00:38:52,922 --> 00:38:53,563

[juliet_hahn]: education

 

6361

00:38:53,870 --> 00:38:53,970

[maggie]: but

 

6362

00:38:53,943 --> 00:38:54,064

[juliet_hahn]: when

 

6363

00:38:54,030 --> 00:38:54,170

[maggie]: then

 

6364

00:38:54,104 --> 00:38:54,705

[juliet_hahn]: you're aware

 

6365

00:38:54,371 --> 00:38:55,012

[maggie]: education

 

6366

00:38:54,785 --> 00:38:55,706

[juliet_hahn]: of it it solves

 

6367

00:38:55,372 --> 00:38:56,114

[maggie]: when you're aware

 

6368

00:38:55,847 --> 00:38:56,247

[juliet_hahn]: so many

 

6369

00:38:56,194 --> 00:38:56,414

[maggie]: of it

 

6370

00:38:56,347 --> 00:38:56,708

[juliet_hahn]: problems

 

6371

00:38:56,615 --> 00:38:56,655

[maggie]: it

 

6372

00:38:56,788 --> 00:38:56,848

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

6373

00:38:56,815 --> 00:38:57,175

[maggie]: solves

 

6374

00:38:56,928 --> 00:38:57,229

[juliet_hahn]: helps

 

6375

00:38:57,296 --> 00:38:57,656

[maggie]: so many

 

6376

00:38:57,610 --> 00:38:57,850

[juliet_hahn]: so like

 

6377

00:38:57,857 --> 00:38:58,658

[maggie]: as that it helps

 

6378

00:38:58,391 --> 00:38:59,152

[juliet_hahn]: you know someone knows

 

6379

00:38:59,039 --> 00:38:59,259

[maggie]: so like

 

6380

00:38:59,292 --> 00:38:59,853

[juliet_hahn]: okay i just

 

6381

00:38:59,800 --> 00:38:59,900

[maggie]: you

 

6382

00:38:59,893 --> 00:39:00,014

[juliet_hahn]: had

 

6383

00:38:59,920 --> 00:39:00,040

[maggie]: know

 

6384

00:39:00,054 --> 00:39:00,094

[juliet_hahn]: a

 

6385

00:39:00,100 --> 00:39:00,341

[maggie]: someone

 

6386

00:39:00,134 --> 00:39:00,334

[juliet_hahn]: loss

 

6387

00:39:00,361 --> 00:39:00,922

[maggie]: knows okay

 

6388

00:39:00,795 --> 00:39:01,055

[juliet_hahn]: that's

 

6389

00:39:01,022 --> 00:39:01,062

[maggie]: i

 

6390

00:39:01,075 --> 00:39:01,196

[juliet_hahn]: what

 

6391

00:39:01,162 --> 00:39:01,302

[maggie]: just

 

6392

00:39:01,236 --> 00:39:01,336

[juliet_hahn]: i'm

 

6393

00:39:01,362 --> 00:39:01,463

[maggie]: had

 

6394

00:39:01,396 --> 00:39:02,077

[juliet_hahn]: experiencing

 

6395

00:39:01,523 --> 00:39:02,504

[maggie]: a lost that's

 

6396

00:39:02,277 --> 00:39:02,478

[juliet_hahn]: it is

 

6397

00:39:02,524 --> 00:39:02,645

[maggie]: what

 

6398

00:39:02,698 --> 00:39:03,199

[juliet_hahn]: normal

 

6399

00:39:02,705 --> 00:39:03,506

[maggie]: i'm experiencing

 

6400

00:39:03,580 --> 00:39:03,640

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

6401

00:39:03,626 --> 00:39:03,847

[maggie]: yes

 

6402

00:39:03,700 --> 00:39:04,741

[juliet_hahn]: kind of normalizes

 

6403

00:39:04,127 --> 00:39:04,608

[maggie]: normal

 

6404

00:39:04,842 --> 00:39:05,062

[juliet_hahn]: it and

 

6405

00:39:05,009 --> 00:39:05,369

[maggie]: it kind

 

6406

00:39:05,202 --> 00:39:05,443

[juliet_hahn]: and then

 

6407

00:39:05,449 --> 00:39:05,489

[maggie]: of

 

6408

00:39:05,483 --> 00:39:05,583

[juliet_hahn]: they

 

6409

00:39:05,569 --> 00:39:06,190

[maggie]: normalizes

 

6410

00:39:05,643 --> 00:39:06,224

[juliet_hahn]: can seek help

 

6411

00:39:06,291 --> 00:39:06,351

[maggie]: it

 

6412

00:39:06,304 --> 00:39:06,765

[juliet_hahn]: in the correct

 

6413

00:39:06,651 --> 00:39:06,912

[maggie]: and then

 

6414

00:39:06,845 --> 00:39:06,985

[juliet_hahn]: way

 

6415

00:39:06,932 --> 00:39:07,052

[maggie]: they

 

6416

00:39:07,085 --> 00:39:07,165

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

6417

00:39:07,092 --> 00:39:07,172

[maggie]: can

 

6418

00:39:07,246 --> 00:39:07,706

[juliet_hahn]: explain

 

6419

00:39:07,252 --> 00:39:07,793

[maggie]: seek help in

 

6420

00:39:07,766 --> 00:39:07,827

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

6421

00:39:07,833 --> 00:39:07,913

[maggie]: the

 

6422

00:39:07,927 --> 00:39:07,967

[juliet_hahn]: in

 

6423

00:39:07,953 --> 00:39:08,194

[maggie]: correct

 

6424

00:39:08,007 --> 00:39:08,388

[juliet_hahn]: the correct

 

6425

00:39:08,274 --> 00:39:08,414

[maggie]: way

 

6426

00:39:08,468 --> 00:39:08,588

[juliet_hahn]: way

 

6427

00:39:08,534 --> 00:39:08,615

[maggie]: and

 

6428

00:39:08,648 --> 00:39:08,728

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

6429

00:39:08,695 --> 00:39:09,115

[maggie]: explain

 

6430

00:39:08,768 --> 00:39:09,209

[juliet_hahn]: that's what it's

 

6431

00:39:09,216 --> 00:39:09,256

[maggie]: it

 

6432

00:39:09,249 --> 00:39:09,549

[juliet_hahn]: so import

 

6433

00:39:09,376 --> 00:39:09,817

[maggie]: in the correct

 

6434

00:39:09,730 --> 00:39:09,971

[juliet_hahn]: that you

 

6435

00:39:09,897 --> 00:39:10,037

[maggie]: way

 

6436

00:39:10,031 --> 00:39:10,151

[juliet_hahn]: guys

 

6437

00:39:10,177 --> 00:39:10,698

[maggie]: exactly

 

6438

00:39:10,211 --> 00:39:11,274

[juliet_hahn]: are sharing these stories

 

6439

00:39:11,179 --> 00:39:12,060

[maggie]: that you guys are sharing

 

6440

00:39:11,876 --> 00:39:12,277

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

6441

00:39:12,120 --> 00:39:12,701

[maggie]: these stories

 

6442

00:39:12,578 --> 00:39:13,480

[juliet_hahn]: i didn't really

 

6443

00:39:13,322 --> 00:39:13,722

[maggie]: because

 

6444

00:39:13,540 --> 00:39:14,021

[juliet_hahn]: think of that

 

6445

00:39:14,003 --> 00:39:14,343

[maggie]: i didn't

 

6446

00:39:14,282 --> 00:39:14,683

[juliet_hahn]: you know and

 

6447

00:39:14,703 --> 00:39:14,904

[maggie]: really

 

6448

00:39:14,743 --> 00:39:14,924

[juliet_hahn]: i have

 

6449

00:39:14,964 --> 00:39:15,104

[maggie]: think

 

6450

00:39:14,964 --> 00:39:15,225

[juliet_hahn]: to say

 

6451

00:39:15,164 --> 00:39:15,444

[maggie]: of that

 

6452

00:39:15,345 --> 00:39:15,565

[juliet_hahn]: i had

 

6453

00:39:15,685 --> 00:39:16,987

[maggie]: you know and i have to say

i had

 

6454

00:39:17,180 --> 00:39:18,662

[juliet_hahn]: for any of my dog lovers out

there

 

6455

00:39:18,599 --> 00:39:18,719

[maggie]: for

 

6456

00:39:18,742 --> 00:39:18,882

[juliet_hahn]: know

 

6457

00:39:18,779 --> 00:39:18,979

[maggie]: any of

 

6458

00:39:18,983 --> 00:39:19,083

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

6459

00:39:19,059 --> 00:39:19,140

[maggie]: my

 

6460

00:39:19,123 --> 00:39:19,203

[juliet_hahn]: i'm

 

6461

00:39:19,240 --> 00:39:19,420

[maggie]: dog

 

6462

00:39:19,323 --> 00:39:19,504

[juliet_hahn]: very

 

6463

00:39:19,480 --> 00:39:19,741

[maggie]: lovers

 

6464

00:39:19,564 --> 00:39:19,904

[juliet_hahn]: close with

 

6465

00:39:19,821 --> 00:39:20,101

[maggie]: out there

 

6466

00:39:19,944 --> 00:39:20,485

[juliet_hahn]: my boxes

 

6467

00:39:20,161 --> 00:39:20,622

[maggie]: know that i'm

 

6468

00:39:20,545 --> 00:39:20,706

[juliet_hahn]: and we

 

6469

00:39:20,742 --> 00:39:20,923

[maggie]: very

 

6470

00:39:20,766 --> 00:39:20,866

[juliet_hahn]: had

 

6471

00:39:21,003 --> 00:39:21,163

[maggie]: close

 

6472

00:39:21,026 --> 00:39:21,567

[juliet_hahn]: my boxer

 

6473

00:39:21,243 --> 00:39:22,044

[maggie]: to my boxes and

 

6474

00:39:21,988 --> 00:39:22,168

[juliet_hahn]: died

 

6475

00:39:22,105 --> 00:39:22,165

[maggie]: we

 

6476

00:39:22,208 --> 00:39:22,549

[juliet_hahn]: suddenly

 

6477

00:39:22,225 --> 00:39:22,545

[maggie]: had my

 

6478

00:39:22,609 --> 00:39:22,729

[juliet_hahn]: this

 

6479

00:39:22,645 --> 00:39:22,986

[maggie]: boxer

 

6480

00:39:22,809 --> 00:39:23,570

[juliet_hahn]: past summer

 

6481

00:39:23,427 --> 00:39:24,168

[maggie]: died suddenly this

 

6482

00:39:24,131 --> 00:39:24,271

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

6483

00:39:24,248 --> 00:39:24,468

[maggie]: past

 

6484

00:39:24,552 --> 00:39:24,712

[juliet_hahn]: i've

 

6485

00:39:24,709 --> 00:39:24,989

[maggie]: summer

 

6486

00:39:24,772 --> 00:39:24,933

[juliet_hahn]: had

 

6487

00:39:24,984 --> 00:39:25,167

[abbe_greenberg]: yes

 

6488

00:39:25,013 --> 00:39:25,594

[juliet_hahn]: a terror like

 

6489

00:39:25,610 --> 00:39:25,731

[maggie]: and

 

6490

00:39:25,674 --> 00:39:26,195

[juliet_hahn]: i mean terrible

 

6491

00:39:26,051 --> 00:39:26,191

[maggie]: i've

 

6492

00:39:26,235 --> 00:39:26,315

[juliet_hahn]: but

 

6493

00:39:26,251 --> 00:39:26,412

[maggie]: had

 

6494

00:39:26,335 --> 00:39:26,495

[juliet_hahn]: it was

 

6495

00:39:26,492 --> 00:39:26,892

[maggie]: a terror

 

6496

00:39:26,756 --> 00:39:27,417

[juliet_hahn]: very strange

 

6497

00:39:27,133 --> 00:39:27,634

[maggie]: i mean terrible

 

6498

00:39:27,477 --> 00:39:27,637

[juliet_hahn]: for me

 

6499

00:39:27,654 --> 00:39:27,734

[maggie]: but

 

6500

00:39:27,677 --> 00:39:27,837

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

6501

00:39:27,774 --> 00:39:27,914

[maggie]: it was

 

6502

00:39:27,877 --> 00:39:28,138

[juliet_hahn]: i was like

 

6503

00:39:28,195 --> 00:39:28,395

[maggie]: very

 

6504

00:39:28,198 --> 00:39:28,478

[juliet_hahn]: okay

 

6505

00:39:28,515 --> 00:39:29,256

[maggie]: strange for me because

 

6506

00:39:29,180 --> 00:39:29,320

[juliet_hahn]: had

 

6507

00:39:29,296 --> 00:39:29,437

[maggie]: i was

 

6508

00:39:29,420 --> 00:39:29,600

[juliet_hahn]: other

 

6509

00:39:29,477 --> 00:39:29,897

[maggie]: like okay

 

6510

00:39:29,640 --> 00:39:30,261

[juliet_hahn]: boxers that i

 

6511

00:39:30,619 --> 00:39:31,059

[maggie]: had other

 

6512

00:39:30,903 --> 00:39:31,143

[juliet_hahn]: loved

 

6513

00:39:31,100 --> 00:39:31,500

[maggie]: boxers

 

6514

00:39:31,243 --> 00:39:31,624

[juliet_hahn]: as well

 

6515

00:39:31,540 --> 00:39:31,721

[maggie]: that i

 

6516

00:39:32,044 --> 00:39:32,405

[juliet_hahn]: passed

 

6517

00:39:32,362 --> 00:39:32,602

[maggie]: loved

 

6518

00:39:32,505 --> 00:39:32,625

[juliet_hahn]: but

 

6519

00:39:32,702 --> 00:39:32,742

[maggie]: as

 

6520

00:39:32,726 --> 00:39:32,926

[juliet_hahn]: it was

 

6521

00:39:32,842 --> 00:39:33,063

[maggie]: well

 

6522

00:39:33,006 --> 00:39:33,206

[juliet_hahn]: always

 

6523

00:39:33,504 --> 00:39:33,864

[maggie]: passed

 

6524

00:39:33,707 --> 00:39:33,968

[juliet_hahn]: they were

 

6525

00:39:33,944 --> 00:39:34,064

[maggie]: but

 

6526

00:39:34,028 --> 00:39:34,188

[juliet_hahn]: sick

 

6527

00:39:34,165 --> 00:39:34,225

[maggie]: it

 

6528

00:39:34,228 --> 00:39:34,288

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

6529

00:39:34,285 --> 00:39:34,385

[maggie]: was

 

6530

00:39:34,328 --> 00:39:34,488

[juliet_hahn]: it was

 

6531

00:39:34,445 --> 00:39:34,665

[maggie]: always

 

6532

00:39:34,529 --> 00:39:35,069

[juliet_hahn]: their time

 

6533

00:39:35,146 --> 00:39:35,246

[maggie]: they

 

6534

00:39:35,170 --> 00:39:35,230

[juliet_hahn]: he

 

6535

00:39:35,307 --> 00:39:35,407

[maggie]: were

 

6536

00:39:35,330 --> 00:39:35,550

[juliet_hahn]: really

 

6537

00:39:35,487 --> 00:39:35,647

[maggie]: sick

 

6538

00:39:35,590 --> 00:39:35,831

[juliet_hahn]: died

 

6539

00:39:35,667 --> 00:39:35,948

[maggie]: and it was

 

6540

00:39:35,951 --> 00:39:36,392

[juliet_hahn]: suddenly

 

6541

00:39:35,968 --> 00:39:36,989

[maggie]: their time he really

 

6542

00:39:37,013 --> 00:39:37,113

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

6543

00:39:37,029 --> 00:39:37,831

[maggie]: died suddenly

 

6544

00:39:37,814 --> 00:39:38,535

[juliet_hahn]: i had a terrible

 

6545

00:39:38,452 --> 00:39:38,552

[maggie]: and

 

6546

00:39:38,595 --> 00:39:39,377

[juliet_hahn]: time getting over

 

6547

00:39:39,233 --> 00:39:39,433

[maggie]: i had

 

6548

00:39:39,437 --> 00:39:39,497

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

6549

00:39:39,473 --> 00:39:39,954

[maggie]: a terrible

 

6550

00:39:39,577 --> 00:39:39,938

[juliet_hahn]: and just

 

6551

00:39:40,014 --> 00:39:40,475

[maggie]: time getting

 

6552

00:39:40,458 --> 00:39:40,599

[juliet_hahn]: now

 

6553

00:39:40,615 --> 00:39:40,816

[maggie]: over

 

6554

00:39:40,679 --> 00:39:40,719

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

6555

00:39:40,876 --> 00:39:40,936

[maggie]: it

 

6556

00:39:40,979 --> 00:39:41,100

[juliet_hahn]: look

 

6557

00:39:41,016 --> 00:39:41,357

[maggie]: and just

 

6558

00:39:41,200 --> 00:39:41,881

[juliet_hahn]: back and i'm like

 

6559

00:39:41,897 --> 00:39:42,138

[maggie]: now i

 

6560

00:39:42,181 --> 00:39:42,682

[juliet_hahn]: okay i knew

 

6561

00:39:42,619 --> 00:39:43,320

[maggie]: back and i'm like

 

6562

00:39:43,363 --> 00:39:43,564

[juliet_hahn]: i knew

 

6563

00:39:43,620 --> 00:39:43,781

[maggie]: okay

 

6564

00:39:43,624 --> 00:39:43,784

[juliet_hahn]: i was

 

6565

00:39:43,861 --> 00:39:43,901

[maggie]: i

 

6566

00:39:43,944 --> 00:39:44,285

[juliet_hahn]: mourning

 

6567

00:39:43,961 --> 00:39:44,101

[maggie]: knew

 

6568

00:39:44,345 --> 00:39:44,926

[juliet_hahn]: and suffering

 

6569

00:39:44,802 --> 00:39:44,983

[maggie]: i knew

 

6570

00:39:45,026 --> 00:39:45,066

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

6571

00:39:45,043 --> 00:39:45,063

[maggie]: i

 

6572

00:39:45,106 --> 00:39:45,226

[juliet_hahn]: mean

 

6573

00:39:45,123 --> 00:39:45,203

[maggie]: was

 

6574

00:39:45,286 --> 00:39:45,487

[juliet_hahn]: i knew

 

6575

00:39:45,383 --> 00:39:45,704

[maggie]: mourning

 

6576

00:39:45,567 --> 00:39:45,707

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

6577

00:39:45,784 --> 00:39:45,844

[maggie]: and

 

6578

00:39:45,787 --> 00:39:45,988

[juliet_hahn]: like you

 

6579

00:39:45,944 --> 00:39:46,345

[maggie]: suffering

 

6580

00:39:46,028 --> 00:39:46,208

[juliet_hahn]: know i

 

6581

00:39:46,465 --> 00:39:46,665

[maggie]: i mean

 

6582

00:39:46,569 --> 00:39:46,789

[juliet_hahn]: wasn't

 

6583

00:39:46,706 --> 00:39:46,906

[maggie]: i knew

 

6584

00:39:46,849 --> 00:39:47,911

[juliet_hahn]: able to work out i wasn't

 

6585

00:39:47,948 --> 00:39:47,968

[maggie]: i

 

6586

00:39:47,971 --> 00:39:48,111

[juliet_hahn]: able

 

6587

00:39:48,028 --> 00:39:48,208

[maggie]: wasn't

 

6588

00:39:48,171 --> 00:39:48,231

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

6589

00:39:48,268 --> 00:39:48,408

[maggie]: able

 

6590

00:39:48,291 --> 00:39:48,372

[juliet_hahn]: do

 

6591

00:39:48,468 --> 00:39:48,529

[maggie]: to

 

6592

00:39:48,492 --> 00:39:48,752

[juliet_hahn]: a bunch

 

6593

00:39:48,589 --> 00:39:48,729

[maggie]: work

 

6594

00:39:48,792 --> 00:39:48,852

[juliet_hahn]: of

 

6595

00:39:48,869 --> 00:39:48,969

[maggie]: out

 

6596

00:39:48,892 --> 00:39:49,093

[juliet_hahn]: things

 

6597

00:39:49,029 --> 00:39:49,310

[maggie]: i wasn't

 

6598

00:39:49,133 --> 00:39:49,433

[juliet_hahn]: that i was

 

6599

00:39:49,370 --> 00:39:49,510

[maggie]: able

 

6600

00:39:49,514 --> 00:39:49,834

[juliet_hahn]: normally

 

6601

00:39:49,570 --> 00:39:49,911

[maggie]: to do a

 

6602

00:39:49,894 --> 00:39:50,054

[juliet_hahn]: able

 

6603

00:39:49,971 --> 00:39:50,151

[maggie]: bunch

 

6604

00:39:50,115 --> 00:39:50,195

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

6605

00:39:50,211 --> 00:39:50,251

[maggie]: of

 

6606

00:39:50,255 --> 00:39:50,355

[juliet_hahn]: do

 

6607

00:39:50,312 --> 00:39:50,492

[maggie]: things

 

6608

00:39:50,415 --> 00:39:50,555

[juliet_hahn]: and i

 

6609

00:39:50,572 --> 00:39:50,632

[maggie]: and

 

6610

00:39:50,595 --> 00:39:50,675

[juliet_hahn]: was

 

6611

00:39:50,692 --> 00:39:50,712

[maggie]: i

 

6612

00:39:50,716 --> 00:39:50,796

[juliet_hahn]: like

 

6613

00:39:50,752 --> 00:39:50,852

[maggie]: was

 

6614

00:39:50,836 --> 00:39:51,056

[juliet_hahn]: this is

 

6615

00:39:51,053 --> 00:39:51,253

[maggie]: really

 

6616

00:39:51,096 --> 00:39:51,617

[juliet_hahn]: so bizarre

 

6617

00:39:51,293 --> 00:39:51,614

[maggie]: able to

 

6618

00:39:51,657 --> 00:39:51,757

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

6619

00:39:51,674 --> 00:39:51,774

[maggie]: do

 

6620

00:39:51,797 --> 00:39:51,897

[juliet_hahn]: me

 

6621

00:39:51,834 --> 00:39:52,335

[maggie]: and i was like this

 

6622

00:39:52,398 --> 00:39:52,498

[juliet_hahn]: i'm

 

6623

00:39:52,415 --> 00:39:52,595

[maggie]: is so

 

6624

00:39:52,539 --> 00:39:52,659

[juliet_hahn]: just

 

6625

00:39:52,675 --> 00:39:52,996

[maggie]: bizarre

 

6626

00:39:52,719 --> 00:39:52,939

[juliet_hahn]: really

 

6627

00:39:53,076 --> 00:39:53,156

[maggie]: to

 

6628

00:39:53,120 --> 00:39:53,500

[juliet_hahn]: raving

 

6629

00:39:53,216 --> 00:39:53,296

[maggie]: me

 

6630

00:39:53,580 --> 00:39:53,861

[juliet_hahn]: over the

 

6631

00:39:53,797 --> 00:39:53,877

[maggie]: i'm

 

6632

00:39:53,901 --> 00:39:54,081

[juliet_hahn]: loss

 

6633

00:39:53,938 --> 00:39:54,058

[maggie]: just

 

6634

00:39:54,012 --> 00:39:54,732

[abbe_greenberg]: yeah

 

6635

00:39:54,138 --> 00:39:54,318

[maggie]: really

 

6636

00:39:54,162 --> 00:39:54,582

[juliet_hahn]: of doyle

 

6637

00:39:54,378 --> 00:39:55,100

[maggie]: cool bang over

 

6638

00:39:55,003 --> 00:39:55,103

[juliet_hahn]: but

 

6639

00:39:55,160 --> 00:39:55,260

[maggie]: the

 

6640

00:39:55,184 --> 00:39:55,324

[juliet_hahn]: now

 

6641

00:39:55,300 --> 00:39:55,500

[maggie]: loss

 

6642

00:39:55,384 --> 00:39:55,524

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

6643

00:39:55,560 --> 00:39:55,600

[maggie]: of

 

6644

00:39:55,604 --> 00:39:55,705

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

6645

00:39:55,801 --> 00:39:55,961

[maggie]: oil

 

6646

00:39:55,905 --> 00:39:56,446

[juliet_hahn]: just brought that

 

6647

00:39:56,422 --> 00:39:56,522

[maggie]: but

 

6648

00:39:56,526 --> 00:39:56,626

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

6649

00:39:56,582 --> 00:39:57,103

[maggie]: now that you

 

6650

00:39:57,107 --> 00:39:57,668

[juliet_hahn]: the forefront

 

6651

00:39:57,323 --> 00:39:57,664

[maggie]: just cross

 

6652

00:39:57,729 --> 00:39:58,009

[juliet_hahn]: it's like

 

6653

00:39:57,924 --> 00:39:58,024

[maggie]: to

 

6654

00:39:58,049 --> 00:39:58,250

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

6655

00:39:58,525 --> 00:39:59,046

[maggie]: the forefront

 

6656

00:39:58,690 --> 00:39:59,091

[juliet_hahn]: i did

 

6657

00:39:59,126 --> 00:39:59,246

[maggie]: it's

 

6658

00:39:59,151 --> 00:39:59,292

[juliet_hahn]: have

 

6659

00:39:59,286 --> 00:39:59,407

[maggie]: like

 

6660

00:39:59,332 --> 00:39:59,552

[juliet_hahn]: a lot

 

6661

00:39:59,447 --> 00:39:59,647

[maggie]: you know

 

6662

00:39:59,592 --> 00:40:00,233

[juliet_hahn]: of anxiety

 

6663

00:40:00,108 --> 00:40:00,128

[maggie]: i

 

6664

00:40:00,294 --> 00:40:00,374

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

6665

00:40:00,328 --> 00:40:00,488

[maggie]: did

 

6666

00:40:00,414 --> 00:40:00,694

[juliet_hahn]: i think

 

6667

00:40:00,549 --> 00:40:01,650

[maggie]: have a lot of anxiety

 

6668

00:40:01,456 --> 00:40:01,857

[juliet_hahn]: i didn't

 

6669

00:40:01,711 --> 00:40:01,771

[maggie]: and

 

6670

00:40:01,897 --> 00:40:02,778

[juliet_hahn]: put a name to that

 

6671

00:40:02,872 --> 00:40:03,473

[maggie]: i didn't put a

 

6672

00:40:03,530 --> 00:40:03,610

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

6673

00:40:03,534 --> 00:40:03,754

[maggie]: name

 

6674

00:40:03,630 --> 00:40:03,891

[juliet_hahn]: know what i

 

6675

00:40:03,854 --> 00:40:03,934

[maggie]: to

 

6676

00:40:03,911 --> 00:40:04,072

[juliet_hahn]: mean

 

6677

00:40:03,994 --> 00:40:04,175

[maggie]: that

 

6678

00:40:04,172 --> 00:40:04,293

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

6679

00:40:04,796 --> 00:40:08,222

[maggie]: right right yes that's often the case

with anxiety it's

 

6680

00:40:08,104 --> 00:40:08,651

[juliet_hahn]: anxiety

 

6681

00:40:08,602 --> 00:40:14,353

[maggie]: you know anxiety is a bunch of

different symptoms and we often have trouble putting

 

6682

00:40:14,433 --> 00:40:16,517

[maggie]: a name to what those symptoms are

 

6683

00:40:16,480 --> 00:40:17,181

[juliet_hahn]: right right

 

6684

00:40:17,919 --> 00:40:18,139

[maggie]: right

 

6685

00:40:18,243 --> 00:40:20,026

[juliet_hahn]: yeah so abbe so i want to

take it to you

 

6686

00:40:19,984 --> 00:40:20,064

[maggie]: so

 

6687

00:40:20,106 --> 00:40:20,286

[juliet_hahn]: now

 

6688

00:40:20,244 --> 00:40:21,026

[maggie]: abby so i want to take

 

6689

00:40:20,927 --> 00:40:21,228

[juliet_hahn]: to share

 

6690

00:40:21,086 --> 00:40:21,286

[maggie]: it to

 

6691

00:40:21,288 --> 00:40:21,568

[juliet_hahn]: a little

 

6692

00:40:21,367 --> 00:40:21,707

[maggie]: you now

 

6693

00:40:21,608 --> 00:40:22,149

[juliet_hahn]: bit about

 

6694

00:40:22,349 --> 00:40:22,669

[maggie]: to share

 

6695

00:40:22,470 --> 00:40:22,730

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

6696

00:40:22,710 --> 00:40:23,531

[maggie]: a little bit about

 

6697

00:40:23,451 --> 00:40:23,692

[juliet_hahn]: your

 

6698

00:40:23,912 --> 00:40:24,113

[maggie]: you know

 

6699

00:40:24,032 --> 00:40:24,633

[juliet_hahn]: situation

 

6700

00:40:24,874 --> 00:40:25,135

[maggie]: your

 

6701

00:40:25,355 --> 00:40:25,495

[juliet_hahn]: when

 

6702

00:40:25,456 --> 00:40:26,077

[maggie]: situation

 

6703

00:40:25,555 --> 00:40:26,877

[juliet_hahn]: you started the o c d

 

6704

00:40:26,859 --> 00:40:27,059

[maggie]: and you

 

6705

00:40:27,117 --> 00:40:27,238

[juliet_hahn]: with

 

6706

00:40:27,139 --> 00:40:27,420

[maggie]: started

 

6707

00:40:27,278 --> 00:40:27,859

[juliet_hahn]: the heart and stuff

 

6708

00:40:27,820 --> 00:40:27,960

[maggie]: the o

 

6709

00:40:27,979 --> 00:40:28,099

[juliet_hahn]: what

 

6710

00:40:28,081 --> 00:40:28,101

[maggie]: c

 

6711

00:40:28,199 --> 00:40:28,259

[juliet_hahn]: do

 

6712

00:40:28,261 --> 00:40:28,642

[maggie]: t with

 

6713

00:40:28,581 --> 00:40:28,862

[juliet_hahn]: trigger

 

6714

00:40:28,682 --> 00:40:28,982

[maggie]: the heart

 

6715

00:40:28,963 --> 00:40:29,184

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

6716

00:40:29,042 --> 00:40:29,303

[maggie]: and stuff

 

6717

00:40:29,324 --> 00:40:29,365

[juliet_hahn]: if

 

6718

00:40:29,403 --> 00:40:29,523

[maggie]: what

 

6719

00:40:29,425 --> 00:40:29,545

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

6720

00:40:29,583 --> 00:40:29,643

[maggie]: do

 

6721

00:40:29,646 --> 00:40:29,686

[juliet_hahn]: if

 

6722

00:40:29,703 --> 00:40:29,763

[maggie]: you

 

6723

00:40:29,766 --> 00:40:29,887

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

6724

00:40:29,804 --> 00:40:30,625

[maggie]: think triggered that

 

6725

00:40:30,631 --> 00:40:30,751

[juliet_hahn]: can

 

6726

00:40:30,765 --> 00:40:30,825

[maggie]: if

 

6727

00:40:30,832 --> 00:40:31,013

[juliet_hahn]: share

 

6728

00:40:30,885 --> 00:40:30,965

[maggie]: you

 

6729

00:40:31,053 --> 00:40:31,173

[juliet_hahn]: with

 

6730

00:40:31,086 --> 00:40:31,326

[maggie]: if you

 

6731

00:40:31,254 --> 00:40:31,354

[juliet_hahn]: us

 

6732

00:40:32,047 --> 00:40:32,768

[maggie]: can share with us

 

6733

00:40:33,743 --> 00:40:34,364

[abbe_greenberg]: you know i think

 

6734

00:40:34,471 --> 00:40:34,692

[maggie]: you know

 

6735

00:40:34,765 --> 00:40:34,945

[abbe_greenberg]: since

 

6736

00:40:34,832 --> 00:40:35,112

[maggie]: i think

 

6737

00:40:35,005 --> 00:40:35,646

[abbe_greenberg]: i was a little kid

 

6738

00:40:35,513 --> 00:40:35,693

[maggie]: since

 

6739

00:40:35,686 --> 00:40:36,287

[abbe_greenberg]: i was prone

 

6740

00:40:36,234 --> 00:40:36,455

[maggie]: kid i

 

6741

00:40:36,448 --> 00:40:36,568

[abbe_greenberg]: to

 

6742

00:40:36,515 --> 00:40:37,016

[maggie]: was prone

 

6743

00:40:36,848 --> 00:40:37,469

[abbe_greenberg]: compulsions

 

6744

00:40:37,196 --> 00:40:37,316

[maggie]: to

 

6745

00:40:37,529 --> 00:40:37,590

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

6746

00:40:37,576 --> 00:40:38,177

[maggie]: convulsions

 

6747

00:40:37,650 --> 00:40:38,090

[abbe_greenberg]: rituals

 

6748

00:40:37,980 --> 00:40:38,103

[juliet_hahn]: ye

 

6749

00:40:38,191 --> 00:40:38,271

[abbe_greenberg]: to

 

6750

00:40:38,258 --> 00:40:38,318

[maggie]: and

 

6751

00:40:38,311 --> 00:40:38,551

[abbe_greenberg]: soothe

 

6752

00:40:38,378 --> 00:40:38,718

[maggie]: ritual

 

6753

00:40:38,591 --> 00:40:38,912

[abbe_greenberg]: myself

 

6754

00:40:38,899 --> 00:40:39,259

[maggie]: to soothe

 

6755

00:40:39,052 --> 00:40:39,433

[abbe_greenberg]: i just think

 

6756

00:40:39,319 --> 00:40:39,620

[maggie]: myself

 

6757

00:40:39,513 --> 00:40:39,633

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

6758

00:40:39,760 --> 00:40:39,780

[maggie]: i

 

6759

00:40:39,793 --> 00:40:39,833

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

6760

00:40:39,860 --> 00:40:39,960

[maggie]: just

 

6761

00:40:39,954 --> 00:40:40,234

[abbe_greenberg]: had

 

6762

00:40:40,021 --> 00:40:40,341

[maggie]: think that

 

6763

00:40:40,394 --> 00:40:40,575

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

6764

00:40:40,521 --> 00:40:40,541

[maggie]: i

 

6765

00:40:40,655 --> 00:40:41,095

[abbe_greenberg]: disorder

 

6766

00:40:40,682 --> 00:40:41,263

[maggie]: had that

 

6767

00:40:41,336 --> 00:40:41,416

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

6768

00:40:41,383 --> 00:40:41,804

[maggie]: disorder

 

6769

00:40:41,496 --> 00:40:42,037

[abbe_greenberg]: i've always had

 

6770

00:40:42,000 --> 00:40:42,288

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

6771

00:40:42,064 --> 00:40:42,124

[maggie]: and

 

6772

00:40:42,077 --> 00:40:42,237

[abbe_greenberg]: it and

 

6773

00:40:42,204 --> 00:40:42,304

[maggie]: i've

 

6774

00:40:42,257 --> 00:40:42,398

[abbe_greenberg]: that's

 

6775

00:40:42,344 --> 00:40:42,545

[maggie]: always

 

6776

00:40:42,438 --> 00:40:42,538

[abbe_greenberg]: just

 

6777

00:40:42,585 --> 00:40:42,745

[maggie]: had

 

6778

00:40:42,618 --> 00:40:42,798

[abbe_greenberg]: part

 

6779

00:40:42,805 --> 00:40:42,845

[maggie]: it

 

6780

00:40:42,858 --> 00:40:42,898

[abbe_greenberg]: of

 

6781

00:40:42,865 --> 00:40:42,925

[maggie]: and

 

6782

00:40:42,959 --> 00:40:43,059

[abbe_greenberg]: who

 

6783

00:40:42,965 --> 00:40:43,246

[maggie]: that's just

 

6784

00:40:43,159 --> 00:40:43,419

[abbe_greenberg]: i am

 

6785

00:40:43,346 --> 00:40:43,506

[maggie]: part

 

6786

00:40:43,459 --> 00:40:43,539

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

6787

00:40:43,566 --> 00:40:43,767

[maggie]: of who

 

6788

00:40:43,840 --> 00:40:44,040

[abbe_greenberg]: what's

 

6789

00:40:43,867 --> 00:40:44,248

[maggie]: i am and

 

6790

00:40:44,221 --> 00:40:44,742

[abbe_greenberg]: how am i bring

 

6791

00:40:44,548 --> 00:40:44,668

[maggie]: what

 

6792

00:40:44,762 --> 00:40:44,982

[abbe_greenberg]: works

 

6793

00:40:45,089 --> 00:40:45,710

[maggie]: my rain works

 

6794

00:40:45,823 --> 00:40:47,166

[abbe_greenberg]: um and it you

 

6795

00:40:47,092 --> 00:40:47,253

[maggie]: and

 

6796

00:40:47,186 --> 00:40:47,967

[abbe_greenberg]: know there's a lot about

 

6797

00:40:47,834 --> 00:40:48,034

[maggie]: you know

 

6798

00:40:48,027 --> 00:40:48,087

[abbe_greenberg]: it

 

6799

00:40:48,054 --> 00:40:48,234

[maggie]: there's

 

6800

00:40:48,127 --> 00:40:48,267

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

6801

00:40:48,254 --> 00:40:48,455

[maggie]: a lot

 

6802

00:40:48,488 --> 00:40:48,588

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

6803

00:40:48,515 --> 00:40:48,715

[maggie]: about

 

6804

00:40:48,728 --> 00:40:49,089

[abbe_greenberg]: stinks

 

6805

00:40:48,775 --> 00:40:49,036

[maggie]: it that

 

6806

00:40:49,449 --> 00:40:49,529

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

6807

00:40:49,476 --> 00:40:49,837

[maggie]: stinks

 

6808

00:40:49,730 --> 00:40:50,191

[abbe_greenberg]: has been very

 

6809

00:40:50,218 --> 00:40:50,298

[maggie]: and

 

6810

00:40:50,231 --> 00:40:50,591

[abbe_greenberg]: difficult

 

6811

00:40:50,458 --> 00:40:50,578

[maggie]: has

 

6812

00:40:50,631 --> 00:40:50,671

[abbe_greenberg]: in

 

6813

00:40:50,638 --> 00:40:50,779

[maggie]: been

 

6814

00:40:50,711 --> 00:40:50,932

[abbe_greenberg]: my life

 

6815

00:40:50,859 --> 00:40:50,879

[maggie]: i

 

6816

00:40:50,952 --> 00:40:51,032

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

6817

00:40:50,979 --> 00:40:51,319

[maggie]: difficult

 

6818

00:40:51,072 --> 00:40:51,413

[abbe_greenberg]: presented

 

6819

00:40:51,420 --> 00:40:51,480

[maggie]: my

 

6820

00:40:51,513 --> 00:40:51,713

[abbe_greenberg]: lots

 

6821

00:40:51,520 --> 00:40:51,660

[maggie]: life

 

6822

00:40:51,773 --> 00:40:51,833

[abbe_greenberg]: of

 

6823

00:40:51,820 --> 00:40:52,141

[maggie]: presented

 

6824

00:40:51,893 --> 00:40:52,394

[abbe_greenberg]: challenges

 

6825

00:40:52,261 --> 00:40:52,441

[maggie]: lots

 

6826

00:40:52,494 --> 00:40:52,595

[abbe_greenberg]: i'm

 

6827

00:40:52,501 --> 00:40:53,122

[maggie]: of challenges

 

6828

00:40:53,055 --> 00:40:53,456

[abbe_greenberg]: definitely

 

6829

00:40:53,243 --> 00:40:53,343

[maggie]: i'm

 

6830

00:40:53,536 --> 00:40:54,518

[abbe_greenberg]: i'm a germphobe

 

6831

00:40:53,804 --> 00:40:54,745

[maggie]: definitely a germ

 

6832

00:40:54,618 --> 00:40:54,758

[abbe_greenberg]: so

 

6833

00:40:54,865 --> 00:40:55,206

[maggie]: foe

 

6834

00:40:55,259 --> 00:40:55,319

[abbe_greenberg]: you

 

6835

00:40:55,366 --> 00:40:55,466

[maggie]: so

 

6836

00:40:55,379 --> 00:40:55,980

[abbe_greenberg]: know one of

 

6837

00:40:55,987 --> 00:40:56,067

[maggie]: you

 

6838

00:40:56,020 --> 00:40:56,100

[abbe_greenberg]: the

 

6839

00:40:56,107 --> 00:40:56,208

[maggie]: know

 

6840

00:40:56,140 --> 00:40:56,621

[abbe_greenberg]: discomforts

 

6841

00:40:56,528 --> 00:40:56,829

[maggie]: one of the

 

6842

00:40:56,782 --> 00:40:56,842

[abbe_greenberg]: my

 

6843

00:40:56,869 --> 00:40:57,349

[maggie]: discomforts

 

6844

00:40:56,902 --> 00:40:57,443

[abbe_greenberg]: life is that

 

6845

00:40:57,430 --> 00:40:57,830

[maggie]: of my life

 

6846

00:40:57,863 --> 00:40:57,903

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

6847

00:40:57,890 --> 00:40:57,970

[maggie]: is

 

6848

00:40:57,964 --> 00:40:58,144

[abbe_greenberg]: won't

 

6849

00:40:58,011 --> 00:40:58,191

[maggie]: that

 

6850

00:40:58,164 --> 00:40:58,745

[abbe_greenberg]: go to the bathroom

 

6851

00:40:58,612 --> 00:40:58,852

[maggie]: i will

 

6852

00:40:58,825 --> 00:40:59,326

[abbe_greenberg]: on a plan

 

6853

00:40:59,012 --> 00:40:59,974

[maggie]: to the battery to play

 

6854

00:41:00,007 --> 00:41:00,728

[abbe_greenberg]: which presents a

 

6855

00:41:00,745 --> 00:41:00,926

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

6856

00:41:00,768 --> 00:41:01,149

[abbe_greenberg]: particular

 

6857

00:41:00,775 --> 00:41:01,376

[maggie]: with presents

 

6858

00:41:01,209 --> 00:41:01,489

[abbe_greenberg]: challenge

 

6859

00:41:01,436 --> 00:41:01,456

[maggie]: a

 

6860

00:41:01,509 --> 00:41:01,590

[abbe_greenberg]: when

 

6861

00:41:01,516 --> 00:41:01,897

[maggie]: particular

 

6862

00:41:01,610 --> 00:41:02,070

[abbe_greenberg]: you're flying

 

6863

00:41:01,957 --> 00:41:02,238

[maggie]: challenge

 

6864

00:41:02,191 --> 00:41:02,331

[abbe_greenberg]: from

 

6865

00:41:02,278 --> 00:41:02,758

[maggie]: when you're lying

 

6866

00:41:02,792 --> 00:41:03,072

[abbe_greenberg]: europe

 

6867

00:41:02,939 --> 00:41:03,059

[maggie]: from

 

6868

00:41:03,021 --> 00:41:03,325

[juliet_hahn]: okay

 

6869

00:41:03,112 --> 00:41:03,613

[abbe_greenberg]: to the united

 

6870

00:41:03,520 --> 00:41:03,780

[maggie]: europe

 

6871

00:41:03,693 --> 00:41:04,154

[abbe_greenberg]: states

 

6872

00:41:03,840 --> 00:41:04,782

[maggie]: to the united states

 

6873

00:41:04,743 --> 00:41:05,007

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

6874

00:41:06,197 --> 00:41:07,099

[abbe_greenberg]: i just did that recently

 

6875

00:41:07,006 --> 00:41:07,206

[maggie]: i just

 

6876

00:41:07,159 --> 00:41:07,219

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

6877

00:41:07,246 --> 00:41:07,346

[maggie]: did

 

6878

00:41:07,299 --> 00:41:07,499

[abbe_greenberg]: held

 

6879

00:41:07,386 --> 00:41:07,506

[maggie]: that

 

6880

00:41:07,560 --> 00:41:07,600

[abbe_greenberg]: it

 

6881

00:41:07,566 --> 00:41:07,947

[maggie]: recently

 

6882

00:41:07,660 --> 00:41:07,980

[abbe_greenberg]: in the whole

 

6883

00:41:07,920 --> 00:41:08,021

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

6884

00:41:08,007 --> 00:41:08,067

[maggie]: and

 

6885

00:41:08,020 --> 00:41:08,140

[abbe_greenberg]: way

 

6886

00:41:08,081 --> 00:41:08,201

[juliet_hahn]: gotta

 

6887

00:41:08,127 --> 00:41:08,328

[maggie]: held

 

6888

00:41:08,221 --> 00:41:08,301

[abbe_greenberg]: so

 

6889

00:41:08,241 --> 00:41:08,362

[juliet_hahn]: were

 

6890

00:41:08,408 --> 00:41:08,548

[maggie]: it in

 

6891

00:41:08,522 --> 00:41:08,602

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

6892

00:41:08,588 --> 00:41:08,648

[maggie]: the

 

6893

00:41:08,682 --> 00:41:08,743

[juliet_hahn]: got

 

6894

00:41:08,688 --> 00:41:08,829

[maggie]: whole

 

6895

00:41:08,803 --> 00:41:08,883

[juliet_hahn]: were

 

6896

00:41:08,823 --> 00:41:08,964

[abbe_greenberg]: think

 

6897

00:41:08,889 --> 00:41:08,969

[maggie]: way

 

6898

00:41:08,903 --> 00:41:09,364

[juliet_hahn]: it depends

 

6899

00:41:09,710 --> 00:41:10,632

[maggie]: you got wyougotwhere

 

6900

00:41:10,462 --> 00:41:10,623

[abbe_greenberg]: yeah

 

6901

00:41:10,672 --> 00:41:10,692

[maggie]: t

 

6902

00:41:10,723 --> 00:41:10,743

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

6903

00:41:10,732 --> 00:41:11,072

[maggie]: depends

 

6904

00:41:10,803 --> 00:41:11,947

[abbe_greenberg]: was you know i was this

 

6905

00:41:11,994 --> 00:41:12,114

[maggie]: know

 

6906

00:41:12,007 --> 00:41:12,690

[abbe_greenberg]: close to doing that

 

6907

00:41:12,815 --> 00:41:14,218

[maggie]: i would let her i would not

 

6908

00:41:14,100 --> 00:41:14,320

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

6909

00:41:14,278 --> 00:41:15,059

[maggie]: let her i

 

6910

00:41:15,043 --> 00:41:15,244

[abbe_greenberg]: yeah

 

6911

00:41:15,160 --> 00:41:15,641

[maggie]: have to say

 

6912

00:41:15,805 --> 00:41:17,570

[abbe_greenberg]: but but on the other hand

 

6913

00:41:17,285 --> 00:41:17,686

[maggie]: but on the

 

6914

00:41:17,691 --> 00:41:17,932

[abbe_greenberg]: i have

 

6915

00:41:17,807 --> 00:41:18,007

[maggie]: other

 

6916

00:41:17,972 --> 00:41:18,032

[abbe_greenberg]: to

 

6917

00:41:18,067 --> 00:41:18,348

[maggie]: hand

 

6918

00:41:18,092 --> 00:41:18,473

[abbe_greenberg]: say that

 

6919

00:41:18,508 --> 00:41:18,729

[maggie]: i have

 

6920

00:41:18,734 --> 00:41:18,894

[abbe_greenberg]: some

 

6921

00:41:18,789 --> 00:41:19,050

[maggie]: to say

 

6922

00:41:18,975 --> 00:41:19,175

[abbe_greenberg]: of my

 

6923

00:41:19,150 --> 00:41:19,291

[maggie]: that

 

6924

00:41:19,275 --> 00:41:19,817

[abbe_greenberg]: obsessions

 

6925

00:41:19,551 --> 00:41:19,852

[maggie]: some of

 

6926

00:41:19,877 --> 00:41:19,998

[abbe_greenberg]: have

 

6927

00:41:19,912 --> 00:41:20,012

[maggie]: my

 

6928

00:41:20,038 --> 00:41:20,178

[abbe_greenberg]: been

 

6929

00:41:20,113 --> 00:41:20,614

[maggie]: obsessions

 

6930

00:41:20,238 --> 00:41:20,900

[abbe_greenberg]: super powers

 

6931

00:41:20,694 --> 00:41:21,757

[maggie]: have powers

 

6932

00:41:21,712 --> 00:41:22,515

[abbe_greenberg]: i mean a lot

 

6933

00:41:22,529 --> 00:41:22,549

[maggie]: i

 

6934

00:41:22,575 --> 00:41:22,615

[abbe_greenberg]: of

 

6935

00:41:22,609 --> 00:41:22,769

[maggie]: mean

 

6936

00:41:22,675 --> 00:41:23,438

[abbe_greenberg]: my confidence

 

6937

00:41:23,030 --> 00:41:23,571

[maggie]: a lot of my

 

6938

00:41:23,639 --> 00:41:23,940

[abbe_greenberg]: comes

 

6939

00:41:23,711 --> 00:41:24,252

[maggie]: confidence

 

6940

00:41:24,101 --> 00:41:24,563

[abbe_greenberg]: from my

 

6941

00:41:24,473 --> 00:41:24,753

[maggie]: comes

 

6942

00:41:24,663 --> 00:41:25,044

[abbe_greenberg]: obsessed

 

6943

00:41:24,934 --> 00:41:25,114

[maggie]: from

 

6944

00:41:25,245 --> 00:41:25,305

[abbe_greenberg]: my

 

6945

00:41:25,254 --> 00:41:25,355

[maggie]: my

 

6946

00:41:25,366 --> 00:41:25,707

[abbe_greenberg]: obsession

 

6947

00:41:25,475 --> 00:41:25,996

[maggie]: obsessive

 

6948

00:41:25,747 --> 00:41:26,269

[abbe_greenberg]: with detail

 

6949

00:41:26,151 --> 00:41:26,335

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

6950

00:41:26,276 --> 00:41:27,058

[maggie]: session i detail

 

6951

00:41:27,452 --> 00:41:27,532

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

6952

00:41:27,510 --> 00:41:28,320

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

6953

00:41:27,573 --> 00:41:27,653

[abbe_greenberg]: my

 

6954

00:41:27,639 --> 00:41:27,820

[maggie]: right

 

6955

00:41:27,733 --> 00:41:28,397

[abbe_greenberg]: organizational

 

6956

00:41:28,261 --> 00:41:28,481

[maggie]: and my

 

6957

00:41:28,457 --> 00:41:28,719

[abbe_greenberg]: skills

 

6958

00:41:28,561 --> 00:41:29,203

[maggie]: organizational

 

6959

00:41:28,779 --> 00:41:28,960

[abbe_greenberg]: in the

 

6960

00:41:29,283 --> 00:41:29,563

[maggie]: skills

 

6961

00:41:29,925 --> 00:41:30,126

[abbe_greenberg]: it's an

 

6962

00:41:30,145 --> 00:41:30,225

[maggie]: and

 

6963

00:41:30,166 --> 00:41:30,669

[abbe_greenberg]: obsessive

 

6964

00:41:30,766 --> 00:41:31,528

[maggie]: its obsessive

 

6965

00:41:31,562 --> 00:41:32,223

[abbe_greenberg]: organizational

 

6966

00:41:32,369 --> 00:41:33,010

[maggie]: organizational

 

6967

00:41:32,603 --> 00:41:33,365

[abbe_greenberg]: ability it's not

 

6968

00:41:33,390 --> 00:41:33,791

[maggie]: ability

 

6969

00:41:33,465 --> 00:41:33,645

[abbe_greenberg]: like

 

6970

00:41:33,831 --> 00:41:34,192

[maggie]: is not

 

6971

00:41:34,126 --> 00:41:34,346

[abbe_greenberg]: you know

 

6972

00:41:34,272 --> 00:41:34,432

[maggie]: like

 

6973

00:41:34,506 --> 00:41:35,168

[abbe_greenberg]: i'm just an organized

 

6974

00:41:34,933 --> 00:41:35,173

[maggie]: you know

 

6975

00:41:35,208 --> 00:41:35,468

[abbe_greenberg]: person

 

6976

00:41:35,313 --> 00:41:35,534

[maggie]: i'm just

 

6977

00:41:35,568 --> 00:41:35,668

[abbe_greenberg]: i'm

 

6978

00:41:35,574 --> 00:41:35,975

[maggie]: a organized

 

6979

00:41:35,869 --> 00:41:36,269

[abbe_greenberg]: very

 

6980

00:41:36,015 --> 00:41:37,056

[maggie]: person i'm very

 

6981

00:41:36,870 --> 00:41:37,972

[abbe_greenberg]: you know ritualized

 

6982

00:41:37,798 --> 00:41:38,739

[maggie]: knowritualized

 

6983

00:41:38,032 --> 00:41:38,593

[abbe_greenberg]: about it and

 

6984

00:41:38,799 --> 00:41:39,000

[maggie]: about

 

6985

00:41:38,914 --> 00:41:39,114

[abbe_greenberg]: that's

 

6986

00:41:39,060 --> 00:41:39,140

[maggie]: it

 

6987

00:41:39,154 --> 00:41:39,274

[abbe_greenberg]: been

 

6988

00:41:39,260 --> 00:41:39,340

[maggie]: and

 

6989

00:41:39,314 --> 00:41:39,595

[abbe_greenberg]: a super

 

6990

00:41:39,641 --> 00:41:39,841

[maggie]: that's

 

6991

00:41:39,655 --> 00:41:39,895

[abbe_greenberg]: power

 

6992

00:41:39,881 --> 00:41:40,001

[maggie]: been

 

6993

00:41:40,016 --> 00:41:40,056

[abbe_greenberg]: in

 

6994

00:41:40,061 --> 00:41:40,081

[maggie]: a

 

6995

00:41:40,116 --> 00:41:40,196

[abbe_greenberg]: my

 

6996

00:41:40,121 --> 00:41:40,362

[maggie]: super

 

6997

00:41:40,276 --> 00:41:40,496

[abbe_greenberg]: life

 

6998

00:41:40,402 --> 00:41:40,662

[maggie]: power

 

6999

00:41:40,577 --> 00:41:40,877

[abbe_greenberg]: it's been

 

7000

00:41:40,763 --> 00:41:40,943

[maggie]: in my

 

7001

00:41:40,917 --> 00:41:41,158

[abbe_greenberg]: a super

 

7002

00:41:41,003 --> 00:41:41,223

[maggie]: life

 

7003

00:41:41,218 --> 00:41:41,438

[abbe_greenberg]: power

 

7004

00:41:41,323 --> 00:41:41,664

[maggie]: it's been a

 

7005

00:41:41,738 --> 00:41:42,019

[abbe_greenberg]: in lots

 

7006

00:41:41,965 --> 00:41:42,205

[maggie]: power

 

7007

00:41:42,079 --> 00:41:42,440

[abbe_greenberg]: of ways

 

7008

00:41:42,285 --> 00:41:42,325

[maggie]: in

 

7009

00:41:42,540 --> 00:41:42,660

[abbe_greenberg]: so

 

7010

00:41:42,946 --> 00:41:43,407

[maggie]: ways so

 

7011

00:41:43,682 --> 00:41:44,222

[abbe_greenberg]: i think also

 

7012

00:41:44,429 --> 00:41:44,449

[maggie]: i

 

7013

00:41:44,462 --> 00:41:44,622

[abbe_greenberg]: my

 

7014

00:41:44,489 --> 00:41:44,950

[maggie]: think also

 

7015

00:41:44,923 --> 00:41:45,423

[abbe_greenberg]: obsessive

 

7016

00:41:45,210 --> 00:41:45,370

[maggie]: my

 

7017

00:41:45,503 --> 00:41:46,044

[abbe_greenberg]: personality

 

7018

00:41:45,671 --> 00:41:46,172

[maggie]: obsessive

 

7019

00:41:46,084 --> 00:41:46,224

[abbe_greenberg]: has

 

7020

00:41:46,252 --> 00:41:46,773

[maggie]: personality

 

7021

00:41:46,264 --> 00:41:46,844

[abbe_greenberg]: given me a

 

7022

00:41:46,853 --> 00:41:46,973

[maggie]: has

 

7023

00:41:46,944 --> 00:41:47,165

[abbe_greenberg]: really

 

7024

00:41:47,033 --> 00:41:47,233

[maggie]: given

 

7025

00:41:47,265 --> 00:41:47,465

[abbe_greenberg]: fun

 

7026

00:41:47,293 --> 00:41:47,354

[maggie]: me

 

7027

00:41:47,545 --> 00:41:47,745

[abbe_greenberg]: sense

 

7028

00:41:47,574 --> 00:41:47,914

[maggie]: a really

 

7029

00:41:47,805 --> 00:41:48,145

[abbe_greenberg]: of humor

 

7030

00:41:48,015 --> 00:41:48,495

[maggie]: fun sense

 

7031

00:41:48,355 --> 00:41:48,437

[juliet_hahn]: ah

 

7032

00:41:48,556 --> 00:41:48,896

[maggie]: of humor

 

7033

00:41:49,146 --> 00:41:49,406

[abbe_greenberg]: and so

 

7034

00:41:49,650 --> 00:41:50,349

[juliet_hahn]: yea

 

7035

00:41:49,918 --> 00:41:49,978

[maggie]: and

 

7036

00:41:49,947 --> 00:41:50,047

[abbe_greenberg]: you

 

7037

00:41:50,058 --> 00:41:50,158

[maggie]: so

 

7038

00:41:50,067 --> 00:41:50,708

[abbe_greenberg]: know by the

 

7039

00:41:50,699 --> 00:41:50,759

[maggie]: you

 

7040

00:41:50,768 --> 00:41:50,908

[abbe_greenberg]: same

 

7041

00:41:50,819 --> 00:41:50,940

[maggie]: know

 

7042

00:41:51,088 --> 00:41:51,488

[abbe_greenberg]: i definitely

 

7043

00:41:51,260 --> 00:41:51,641

[maggie]: by the same

 

7044

00:41:51,508 --> 00:41:52,269

[abbe_greenberg]: have been struggling

 

7045

00:41:51,841 --> 00:41:52,482

[maggie]: i definitely have been

 

7046

00:41:52,409 --> 00:41:52,569

[abbe_greenberg]: but i

 

7047

00:41:52,542 --> 00:41:53,003

[maggie]: struggling

 

7048

00:41:52,669 --> 00:41:52,949

[abbe_greenberg]: also

 

7049

00:41:52,860 --> 00:41:53,061

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

7050

00:41:53,143 --> 00:41:53,704

[maggie]: but i also

 

7051

00:41:53,430 --> 00:41:54,190

[abbe_greenberg]: am seeing

 

7052

00:41:54,165 --> 00:41:54,225

[maggie]: am

 

7053

00:41:54,189 --> 00:41:54,309

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

7054

00:41:54,405 --> 00:41:54,906

[maggie]: seeing

 

7055

00:41:54,531 --> 00:41:54,971

[abbe_greenberg]: the gifts

 

7056

00:41:55,120 --> 00:41:55,281

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

7057

00:41:55,287 --> 00:41:55,727

[maggie]: the gifts

 

7058

00:41:55,563 --> 00:41:56,065

[juliet_hahn]: i love that

 

7059

00:41:56,273 --> 00:41:56,978

[abbe_greenberg]: i think i think

 

7060

00:41:57,072 --> 00:41:57,092

[maggie]: i

 

7061

00:41:57,079 --> 00:41:57,381

[abbe_greenberg]: there's

 

7062

00:41:57,173 --> 00:41:57,515

[maggie]: love that

 

7063

00:41:57,543 --> 00:41:57,966

[abbe_greenberg]: meaning

 

7064

00:41:57,838 --> 00:41:58,684

[maggie]: there's meaning

 

7065

00:41:58,902 --> 00:41:59,043

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

7066

00:41:59,130 --> 00:41:59,150

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

7067

00:41:59,264 --> 00:41:59,566

[abbe_greenberg]: you know

 

7068

00:41:59,609 --> 00:42:00,072

[maggie]: and you

 

7069

00:42:00,089 --> 00:42:00,169

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

7070

00:42:00,132 --> 00:42:00,253

[maggie]: know

 

7071

00:42:00,209 --> 00:42:00,893

[abbe_greenberg]: i didn't come to this

 

7072

00:42:00,796 --> 00:42:00,816

[maggie]: i

 

7073

00:42:00,913 --> 00:42:01,275

[abbe_greenberg]: until i was

 

7074

00:42:01,218 --> 00:42:01,339

[maggie]: come

 

7075

00:42:01,316 --> 00:42:01,456

[abbe_greenberg]: in my

 

7076

00:42:01,399 --> 00:42:01,600

[maggie]: to this

 

7077

00:42:01,517 --> 00:42:01,939

[abbe_greenberg]: fifties

 

7078

00:42:01,660 --> 00:42:01,882

[maggie]: until i

 

7079

00:42:01,880 --> 00:42:02,042

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

7080

00:42:01,922 --> 00:42:02,646

[maggie]: was in my fifties

 

7081

00:42:02,843 --> 00:42:03,725

[abbe_greenberg]: when i was fifty

 

7082

00:42:03,569 --> 00:42:04,451

[maggie]: when i was fifty

 

7083

00:42:04,187 --> 00:42:04,929

[abbe_greenberg]: my attitude was sort

 

7084

00:42:04,932 --> 00:42:05,012

[maggie]: my

 

7085

00:42:04,949 --> 00:42:05,230

[abbe_greenberg]: of like

 

7086

00:42:05,092 --> 00:42:05,633

[maggie]: attitude was sort

 

7087

00:42:05,551 --> 00:42:05,691

[abbe_greenberg]: this

 

7088

00:42:05,694 --> 00:42:05,754

[maggie]: of

 

7089

00:42:05,772 --> 00:42:06,012

[abbe_greenberg]: sucks

 

7090

00:42:05,814 --> 00:42:05,934

[maggie]: like

 

7091

00:42:06,073 --> 00:42:06,313

[abbe_greenberg]: and why

 

7092

00:42:06,275 --> 00:42:06,435

[maggie]: this

 

7093

00:42:06,394 --> 00:42:06,594

[abbe_greenberg]: is this

 

7094

00:42:06,495 --> 00:42:06,716

[maggie]: sucks

 

7095

00:42:06,614 --> 00:42:06,935

[abbe_greenberg]: happening

 

7096

00:42:06,796 --> 00:42:07,016

[maggie]: and why

 

7097

00:42:06,975 --> 00:42:07,156

[abbe_greenberg]: to me

 

7098

00:42:07,116 --> 00:42:07,638

[maggie]: is this happening

 

7099

00:42:07,377 --> 00:42:07,698

[abbe_greenberg]: and i think

 

7100

00:42:07,678 --> 00:42:07,718

[maggie]: to

 

7101

00:42:07,738 --> 00:42:07,858

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

7102

00:42:07,778 --> 00:42:07,818

[maggie]: me

 

7103

00:42:07,918 --> 00:42:08,219

[abbe_greenberg]: a lot of

 

7104

00:42:08,260 --> 00:42:08,381

[maggie]: think

 

7105

00:42:08,300 --> 00:42:08,380

[abbe_greenberg]: us

 

7106

00:42:08,442 --> 00:42:09,092

[maggie]: that a lot of us

 

7107

00:42:09,462 --> 00:42:10,163

[abbe_greenberg]: and to

 

7108

00:42:10,089 --> 00:42:10,249

[maggie]: tend

 

7109

00:42:10,263 --> 00:42:10,383

[abbe_greenberg]: do

 

7110

00:42:10,350 --> 00:42:10,430

[maggie]: to

 

7111

00:42:10,483 --> 00:42:10,723

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

7112

00:42:10,791 --> 00:42:10,871

[maggie]: to

 

7113

00:42:10,904 --> 00:42:11,064

[abbe_greenberg]: when

 

7114

00:42:10,991 --> 00:42:11,092

[maggie]: do

 

7115

00:42:11,164 --> 00:42:11,304

[abbe_greenberg]: we're

 

7116

00:42:11,192 --> 00:42:11,433

[maggie]: that

 

7117

00:42:11,364 --> 00:42:11,665

[abbe_greenberg]: younger

 

7118

00:42:11,633 --> 00:42:11,794

[maggie]: when

 

7119

00:42:11,785 --> 00:42:11,865

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

7120

00:42:11,874 --> 00:42:12,014

[maggie]: we're

 

7121

00:42:11,905 --> 00:42:12,025

[abbe_greenberg]: we're

 

7122

00:42:11,910 --> 00:42:11,930

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

7123

00:42:12,065 --> 00:42:12,185

[abbe_greenberg]: more

 

7124

00:42:12,094 --> 00:42:12,395

[maggie]: younger

 

7125

00:42:12,246 --> 00:42:12,546

[abbe_greenberg]: focused

 

7126

00:42:12,495 --> 00:42:12,576

[maggie]: and

 

7127

00:42:12,606 --> 00:42:12,666

[abbe_greenberg]: on

 

7128

00:42:12,616 --> 00:42:12,736

[maggie]: we're

 

7129

00:42:12,726 --> 00:42:13,127

[abbe_greenberg]: ourselves

 

7130

00:42:12,776 --> 00:42:13,258

[maggie]: more focused

 

7131

00:42:13,207 --> 00:42:13,287

[abbe_greenberg]: but

 

7132

00:42:13,338 --> 00:42:13,839

[maggie]: on ourselves

 

7133

00:42:13,447 --> 00:42:14,008

[abbe_greenberg]: as i became

 

7134

00:42:13,919 --> 00:42:14,000

[maggie]: but

 

7135

00:42:14,068 --> 00:42:14,188

[abbe_greenberg]: more

 

7136

00:42:14,160 --> 00:42:14,240

[maggie]: as

 

7137

00:42:14,248 --> 00:42:14,609

[abbe_greenberg]: focused

 

7138

00:42:14,341 --> 00:42:14,742

[maggie]: i became

 

7139

00:42:14,729 --> 00:42:14,829

[abbe_greenberg]: on

 

7140

00:42:14,782 --> 00:42:15,323

[maggie]: more focused

 

7141

00:42:15,049 --> 00:42:15,690

[abbe_greenberg]: people outside

 

7142

00:42:15,464 --> 00:42:15,524

[maggie]: on

 

7143

00:42:15,750 --> 00:42:15,790

[abbe_greenberg]: of

 

7144

00:42:15,784 --> 00:42:15,965

[maggie]: people

 

7145

00:42:15,871 --> 00:42:15,971

[abbe_greenberg]: me

 

7146

00:42:16,065 --> 00:42:16,687

[maggie]: outside of me

 

7147

00:42:16,722 --> 00:42:17,726

[abbe_greenberg]: growing our community

 

7148

00:42:17,579 --> 00:42:18,059

[maggie]: when actual

 

7149

00:42:18,088 --> 00:42:18,188

[abbe_greenberg]: you

 

7150

00:42:18,179 --> 00:42:18,480

[maggie]: unity

 

7151

00:42:18,228 --> 00:42:19,213

[abbe_greenberg]: know working to

 

7152

00:42:19,201 --> 00:42:19,481

[maggie]: working

 

7153

00:42:19,273 --> 00:42:20,056

[abbe_greenberg]: make other people's

 

7154

00:42:19,842 --> 00:42:20,122

[maggie]: to make

 

7155

00:42:20,137 --> 00:42:20,719

[abbe_greenberg]: lives better

 

7156

00:42:20,843 --> 00:42:21,404

[maggie]: lives better

 

7157

00:42:21,279 --> 00:42:21,300

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

7158

00:42:21,382 --> 00:42:22,223

[abbe_greenberg]: i became really

 

7159

00:42:22,145 --> 00:42:22,625

[maggie]: i became

 

7160

00:42:22,303 --> 00:42:22,704

[abbe_greenberg]: aware

 

7161

00:42:22,726 --> 00:42:22,946

[maggie]: really

 

7162

00:42:22,884 --> 00:42:23,085

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

7163

00:42:23,026 --> 00:42:23,406

[maggie]: aware

 

7164

00:42:23,165 --> 00:42:23,466

[abbe_greenberg]: you know

 

7165

00:42:23,627 --> 00:42:23,807

[maggie]: that

 

7166

00:42:24,267 --> 00:42:24,888

[abbe_greenberg]: struggling

 

7167

00:42:24,989 --> 00:42:25,571

[maggie]: struggling

 

7168

00:42:25,029 --> 00:42:25,910

[abbe_greenberg]: is a human thing

 

7169

00:42:25,752 --> 00:42:26,616

[maggie]: is a human thing

 

7170

00:42:26,952 --> 00:42:27,694

[abbe_greenberg]: how we manage

 

7171

00:42:27,679 --> 00:42:27,799

[maggie]: how

 

7172

00:42:27,775 --> 00:42:28,296

[abbe_greenberg]: our struggles

 

7173

00:42:27,979 --> 00:42:28,440

[maggie]: we manage

 

7174

00:42:28,356 --> 00:42:28,557

[abbe_greenberg]: that's

 

7175

00:42:28,480 --> 00:42:29,001

[maggie]: our struggles

 

7176

00:42:28,637 --> 00:42:29,440

[abbe_greenberg]: where the meaning

 

7177

00:42:29,361 --> 00:42:29,662

[maggie]: where the

 

7178

00:42:29,620 --> 00:42:30,343

[abbe_greenberg]: and fulfillment

 

7179

00:42:29,782 --> 00:42:30,143

[maggie]: meaning

 

7180

00:42:30,423 --> 00:42:31,847

[abbe_greenberg]: in life is even

 

7181

00:42:31,945 --> 00:42:32,126

[maggie]: is

 

7182

00:42:31,948 --> 00:42:32,610

[abbe_greenberg]: when it's hard

 

7183

00:42:32,386 --> 00:42:33,328

[maggie]: even when it's hard

 

7184

00:42:33,832 --> 00:42:34,113

[abbe_greenberg]: sort of

 

7185

00:42:34,569 --> 00:42:34,709

[maggie]: sort

 

7186

00:42:34,575 --> 00:42:34,715

[abbe_greenberg]: it's

 

7187

00:42:34,789 --> 00:42:34,850

[maggie]: of

 

7188

00:42:34,795 --> 00:42:35,277

[abbe_greenberg]: the mountains

 

7189

00:42:35,271 --> 00:42:35,412

[maggie]: it's

 

7190

00:42:35,337 --> 00:42:35,457

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

7191

00:42:35,512 --> 00:42:35,612

[maggie]: the

 

7192

00:42:35,518 --> 00:42:35,558

[abbe_greenberg]: we

 

7193

00:42:35,652 --> 00:42:35,994

[maggie]: mountains

 

7194

00:42:35,678 --> 00:42:36,059

[abbe_greenberg]: climb

 

7195

00:42:36,054 --> 00:42:36,756

[maggie]: that we climb

 

7196

00:42:36,831 --> 00:42:37,033

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

7197

00:42:38,413 --> 00:42:39,134

[abbe_greenberg]: they make our lives

 

7198

00:42:39,131 --> 00:42:39,231

[maggie]: they

 

7199

00:42:39,214 --> 00:42:39,494

[abbe_greenberg]: richer

 

7200

00:42:39,291 --> 00:42:39,853

[maggie]: make our lives

 

7201

00:42:39,734 --> 00:42:39,935

[abbe_greenberg]: even

 

7202

00:42:39,953 --> 00:42:40,213

[maggie]: richer

 

7203

00:42:39,995 --> 00:42:40,756

[abbe_greenberg]: when they're terrible

 

7204

00:42:40,554 --> 00:42:41,035

[maggie]: than when they're

 

7205

00:42:40,936 --> 00:42:41,036

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

7206

00:42:41,076 --> 00:42:41,476

[maggie]: terrible

 

7207

00:42:41,837 --> 00:42:42,498

[abbe_greenberg]: i've climbed some

 

7208

00:42:42,499 --> 00:42:42,580

[maggie]: they

 

7209

00:42:42,558 --> 00:42:42,778

[abbe_greenberg]: awful

 

7210

00:42:42,821 --> 00:42:43,062

[maggie]: climbed

 

7211

00:42:42,838 --> 00:42:43,259

[abbe_greenberg]: mountains

 

7212

00:42:43,102 --> 00:42:43,183

[maggie]: some

 

7213

00:42:43,170 --> 00:42:43,513

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

7214

00:42:43,223 --> 00:42:43,685

[maggie]: wonderful men

 

7215

00:42:43,859 --> 00:42:44,720

[abbe_greenberg]: you know figuratively

 

7216

00:42:44,590 --> 00:42:44,811

[maggie]: you know

 

7217

00:42:44,881 --> 00:42:45,041

[abbe_greenberg]: but

 

7218

00:42:44,951 --> 00:42:45,796

[maggie]: figuratively but

 

7219

00:42:46,432 --> 00:42:47,094

[abbe_greenberg]: you know mag

 

7220

00:42:47,149 --> 00:42:47,229

[maggie]: you

 

7221

00:42:47,254 --> 00:42:47,314

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

7222

00:42:47,269 --> 00:42:47,369

[maggie]: know

 

7223

00:42:47,415 --> 00:42:47,435

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

7224

00:42:47,649 --> 00:42:47,830

[maggie]: max

 

7225

00:42:47,655 --> 00:42:47,976

[abbe_greenberg]: really

 

7226

00:42:47,970 --> 00:42:48,170

[maggie]: and i

 

7227

00:42:48,679 --> 00:42:49,361

[abbe_greenberg]: when we were

 

7228

00:42:49,392 --> 00:42:49,532

[maggie]: when

 

7229

00:42:49,441 --> 00:42:49,922

[abbe_greenberg]: struggling

 

7230

00:42:49,733 --> 00:42:50,614

[maggie]: we were struggling

 

7231

00:42:50,404 --> 00:42:51,387

[abbe_greenberg]: the most with our anxiety

 

7232

00:42:51,255 --> 00:42:51,435

[maggie]: most

 

7233

00:42:51,447 --> 00:42:51,507

[abbe_greenberg]: in

 

7234

00:42:51,516 --> 00:42:51,616

[maggie]: with

 

7235

00:42:51,547 --> 00:42:51,648

[abbe_greenberg]: our

 

7236

00:42:51,676 --> 00:42:51,756

[maggie]: our

 

7237

00:42:51,688 --> 00:42:52,089

[abbe_greenberg]: twenties

 

7238

00:42:51,796 --> 00:42:52,798

[maggie]: exciting in our twenties

 

7239

00:42:53,132 --> 00:42:53,975

[abbe_greenberg]: in early thirties

 

7240

00:42:53,839 --> 00:42:54,703

[maggie]: an early thirties

 

7241

00:42:54,356 --> 00:42:54,476

[abbe_greenberg]: we

 

7242

00:42:55,084 --> 00:42:55,205

[maggie]: me

 

7243

00:42:55,419 --> 00:42:55,720

[abbe_greenberg]: looked

 

7244

00:42:56,159 --> 00:42:56,361

[maggie]: look

 

7245

00:42:56,743 --> 00:42:57,492

[abbe_greenberg]: or a community

 

7246

00:42:57,490 --> 00:42:58,220

[maggie]: or unity

 

7247

00:42:58,574 --> 00:42:59,383

[abbe_greenberg]: let us know we weren't

 

7248

00:42:59,299 --> 00:42:59,419

[maggie]: let

 

7249

00:42:59,423 --> 00:42:59,666

[abbe_greenberg]: alone

 

7250

00:42:59,479 --> 00:43:00,101

[maggie]: us know we weren't

 

7251

00:43:00,692 --> 00:43:01,397

[abbe_greenberg]: we could not find

 

7252

00:43:01,405 --> 00:43:01,465

[maggie]: we

 

7253

00:43:01,478 --> 00:43:01,538

[abbe_greenberg]: it

 

7254

00:43:01,545 --> 00:43:02,247

[maggie]: could not find it

 

7255

00:43:02,662 --> 00:43:03,666

[abbe_greenberg]: we were a sorority

 

7256

00:43:03,559 --> 00:43:03,800

[maggie]: we're a

 

7257

00:43:03,787 --> 00:43:03,827

[abbe_greenberg]: of

 

7258

00:43:03,901 --> 00:43:04,403

[maggie]: sorority

 

7259

00:43:03,948 --> 00:43:04,068

[abbe_greenberg]: two

 

7260

00:43:04,665 --> 00:43:04,805

[maggie]: to

 

7261

00:43:05,192 --> 00:43:05,913

[abbe_greenberg]: and our

 

7262

00:43:05,909 --> 00:43:06,009

[maggie]: and

 

7263

00:43:06,273 --> 00:43:06,714

[abbe_greenberg]: relationship

 

7264

00:43:06,389 --> 00:43:06,590

[maggie]: our

 

7265

00:43:06,734 --> 00:43:07,095

[abbe_greenberg]: with each other

 

7266

00:43:06,990 --> 00:43:07,431

[maggie]: relationship

 

7267

00:43:07,135 --> 00:43:07,656

[abbe_greenberg]: the ability

 

7268

00:43:07,451 --> 00:43:07,932

[maggie]: with each other the

 

7269

00:43:07,856 --> 00:43:07,976

[abbe_greenberg]: to

 

7270

00:43:07,972 --> 00:43:08,373

[maggie]: ability

 

7271

00:43:08,177 --> 00:43:08,437

[abbe_greenberg]: share

 

7272

00:43:08,573 --> 00:43:08,693

[maggie]: to

 

7273

00:43:08,818 --> 00:43:09,178

[abbe_greenberg]: all

 

7274

00:43:08,894 --> 00:43:09,154

[maggie]: share

 

7275

00:43:09,210 --> 00:43:10,410

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

7276

00:43:09,319 --> 00:43:09,379

[abbe_greenberg]: of

 

7277

00:43:09,535 --> 00:43:09,615

[maggie]: all

 

7278

00:43:09,599 --> 00:43:09,819

[abbe_greenberg]: our

 

7279

00:43:10,056 --> 00:43:10,116

[maggie]: of

 

7280

00:43:10,120 --> 00:43:10,861

[abbe_greenberg]: obsessions

 

7281

00:43:10,316 --> 00:43:11,578

[maggie]: our obsessions

 

7282

00:43:11,001 --> 00:43:11,662

[abbe_greenberg]: anxieties

 

7283

00:43:11,100 --> 00:43:11,700

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

7284

00:43:11,718 --> 00:43:12,399

[maggie]: anxieties

 

7285

00:43:11,823 --> 00:43:12,444

[abbe_greenberg]: phobias

 

7286

00:43:12,540 --> 00:43:13,161

[maggie]: phobias

 

7287

00:43:12,624 --> 00:43:13,305

[abbe_greenberg]: terrible thoughts

 

7288

00:43:13,341 --> 00:43:13,702

[maggie]: terrible

 

7289

00:43:13,365 --> 00:43:14,106

[abbe_greenberg]: catastrophes

 

7290

00:43:13,601 --> 00:43:13,783

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

7291

00:43:13,762 --> 00:43:14,824

[maggie]: thoughts catastrophies

 

7292

00:43:14,507 --> 00:43:15,188

[abbe_greenberg]: everything that we

 

7293

00:43:15,224 --> 00:43:15,625

[maggie]: everything

 

7294

00:43:15,268 --> 00:43:15,729

[abbe_greenberg]: were doing

 

7295

00:43:15,685 --> 00:43:16,446

[maggie]: that we were doing

 

7296

00:43:16,210 --> 00:43:16,951

[abbe_greenberg]: we knew that

 

7297

00:43:16,947 --> 00:43:17,328

[maggie]: we knew

 

7298

00:43:17,212 --> 00:43:17,997

[abbe_greenberg]: or what we said

 

7299

00:43:18,069 --> 00:43:18,189

[maggie]: what

 

7300

00:43:18,078 --> 00:43:18,178

[abbe_greenberg]: the

 

7301

00:43:18,186 --> 00:43:18,388

[juliet_hahn]: yes

 

7302

00:43:18,269 --> 00:43:18,330

[maggie]: we

 

7303

00:43:18,299 --> 00:43:18,480

[abbe_greenberg]: other

 

7304

00:43:18,450 --> 00:43:18,730

[maggie]: said

 

7305

00:43:18,561 --> 00:43:18,822

[abbe_greenberg]: one would

 

7306

00:43:18,811 --> 00:43:18,891

[maggie]: the

 

7307

00:43:19,004 --> 00:43:19,265

[abbe_greenberg]: never

 

7308

00:43:19,031 --> 00:43:19,392

[maggie]: other one

 

7309

00:43:19,386 --> 00:43:19,748

[abbe_greenberg]: judge it

 

7310

00:43:19,753 --> 00:43:19,973

[maggie]: never

 

7311

00:43:21,012 --> 00:43:21,633

[abbe_greenberg]: never i've

 

7312

00:43:21,570 --> 00:43:21,856

[juliet_hahn]: my

 

7313

00:43:21,737 --> 00:43:22,017

[maggie]: never

 

7314

00:43:21,753 --> 00:43:22,334

[abbe_greenberg]: never felt

 

7315

00:43:22,218 --> 00:43:22,679

[maggie]: i've never

 

7316

00:43:22,614 --> 00:43:22,715

[abbe_greenberg]: one

 

7317

00:43:22,839 --> 00:43:23,039

[maggie]: felt

 

7318

00:43:22,995 --> 00:43:23,396

[abbe_greenberg]: second's

 

7319

00:43:23,340 --> 00:43:23,440

[maggie]: one

 

7320

00:43:23,456 --> 00:43:23,816

[abbe_greenberg]: judgment

 

7321

00:43:23,741 --> 00:43:24,081

[maggie]: second

 

7322

00:43:23,856 --> 00:43:24,337

[abbe_greenberg]: for maggie

 

7323

00:43:24,182 --> 00:43:24,542

[maggie]: judgment

 

7324

00:43:24,457 --> 00:43:24,678

[abbe_greenberg]: in our

 

7325

00:43:24,582 --> 00:43:24,683

[maggie]: for

 

7326

00:43:24,738 --> 00:43:25,079

[abbe_greenberg]: thirty

 

7327

00:43:24,743 --> 00:43:25,224

[maggie]: maggie in

 

7328

00:43:25,219 --> 00:43:25,419

[abbe_greenberg]: five

 

7329

00:43:25,304 --> 00:43:25,404

[maggie]: our

 

7330

00:43:25,459 --> 00:43:26,281

[abbe_greenberg]: year friendship ever

 

7331

00:43:26,386 --> 00:43:26,727

[maggie]: friendship

 

7332

00:43:27,030 --> 00:43:27,331

[juliet_hahn]: which is

 

7333

00:43:27,362 --> 00:43:27,484

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

7334

00:43:27,672 --> 00:43:27,994

[juliet_hahn]: special

 

7335

00:43:27,968 --> 00:43:28,756

[abbe_greenberg]: that is a gift

 

7336

00:43:28,853 --> 00:43:29,476

[maggie]: apples special

 

7337

00:43:29,402 --> 00:43:30,223

[abbe_greenberg]: that is really a gift

 

7338

00:43:30,129 --> 00:43:30,229

[maggie]: that

 

7339

00:43:30,264 --> 00:43:30,344

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

7340

00:43:30,289 --> 00:43:30,369

[maggie]: is

 

7341

00:43:30,424 --> 00:43:30,524

[abbe_greenberg]: so

 

7342

00:43:30,429 --> 00:43:30,650

[maggie]: really

 

7343

00:43:30,705 --> 00:43:31,306

[abbe_greenberg]: when maggie

 

7344

00:43:31,231 --> 00:43:31,331

[maggie]: so

 

7345

00:43:31,326 --> 00:43:31,406

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

7346

00:43:31,492 --> 00:43:31,612

[maggie]: when

 

7347

00:43:31,546 --> 00:43:31,587

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

7348

00:43:31,732 --> 00:43:32,153

[maggie]: maggie and

 

7349

00:43:32,308 --> 00:43:32,669

[abbe_greenberg]: created

 

7350

00:43:32,334 --> 00:43:32,354

[maggie]: i

 

7351

00:43:32,689 --> 00:43:33,110

[abbe_greenberg]: the anxiety

 

7352

00:43:33,095 --> 00:43:33,416

[maggie]: created

 

7353

00:43:33,190 --> 00:43:33,491

[abbe_greenberg]: sisters

 

7354

00:43:33,556 --> 00:43:33,897

[maggie]: anxiety

 

7355

00:43:33,571 --> 00:43:34,112

[abbe_greenberg]: we wanted

 

7356

00:43:33,957 --> 00:43:34,238

[maggie]: sisters

 

7357

00:43:34,172 --> 00:43:34,233

[abbe_greenberg]: to

 

7358

00:43:34,338 --> 00:43:34,398

[maggie]: we

 

7359

00:43:34,433 --> 00:43:34,694

[abbe_greenberg]: create

 

7360

00:43:34,559 --> 00:43:34,859

[maggie]: wanted

 

7361

00:43:34,734 --> 00:43:34,754

[abbe_greenberg]: a

 

7362

00:43:34,779 --> 00:43:34,800

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

7363

00:43:34,794 --> 00:43:35,074

[abbe_greenberg]: place

 

7364

00:43:34,940 --> 00:43:35,000

[maggie]: to

 

7365

00:43:35,115 --> 00:43:35,255

[abbe_greenberg]: where

 

7366

00:43:35,220 --> 00:43:35,441

[maggie]: create

 

7367

00:43:35,315 --> 00:43:35,536

[abbe_greenberg]: people

 

7368

00:43:35,501 --> 00:43:35,802

[maggie]: a place

 

7369

00:43:35,596 --> 00:43:36,257

[abbe_greenberg]: could find

 

7370

00:43:35,882 --> 00:43:36,463

[maggie]: where e could

 

7371

00:43:36,478 --> 00:43:36,678

[abbe_greenberg]: other

 

7372

00:43:36,583 --> 00:43:36,984

[maggie]: find

 

7373

00:43:36,738 --> 00:43:37,259

[abbe_greenberg]: maggies and

 

7374

00:43:37,225 --> 00:43:37,385

[maggie]: other

 

7375

00:43:37,380 --> 00:43:37,700

[abbe_greenberg]: abbes

 

7376

00:43:37,485 --> 00:43:38,448

[maggie]: maggies and amis

 

7377

00:43:38,372 --> 00:43:39,113

[abbe_greenberg]: wanted people to

 

7378

00:43:39,099 --> 00:43:39,359

[maggie]: wanted

 

7379

00:43:39,173 --> 00:43:39,333

[abbe_greenberg]: have

 

7380

00:43:39,419 --> 00:43:39,680

[maggie]: people

 

7381

00:43:39,534 --> 00:43:39,874

[abbe_greenberg]: access

 

7382

00:43:39,760 --> 00:43:40,040

[maggie]: to have

 

7383

00:43:39,974 --> 00:43:40,555

[abbe_greenberg]: to others

 

7384

00:43:40,261 --> 00:43:40,621

[maggie]: access

 

7385

00:43:40,595 --> 00:43:40,676

[abbe_greenberg]: who

 

7386

00:43:40,701 --> 00:43:40,782

[maggie]: to

 

7387

00:43:40,756 --> 00:43:41,016

[abbe_greenberg]: wouldn't

 

7388

00:43:40,982 --> 00:43:41,242

[maggie]: others

 

7389

00:43:41,096 --> 00:43:41,337

[abbe_greenberg]: judge

 

7390

00:43:41,322 --> 00:43:41,383

[maggie]: who

 

7391

00:43:41,417 --> 00:43:42,018

[abbe_greenberg]: them who wouldn't

 

7392

00:43:41,823 --> 00:43:42,044

[maggie]: judge

 

7393

00:43:42,058 --> 00:43:42,178

[abbe_greenberg]: make

 

7394

00:43:42,144 --> 00:43:42,264

[maggie]: them

 

7395

00:43:42,218 --> 00:43:42,579

[abbe_greenberg]: them feel

 

7396

00:43:42,484 --> 00:43:42,607

[juliet_hahn]: ah

 

7397

00:43:42,659 --> 00:43:42,899

[abbe_greenberg]: shame

 

7398

00:43:42,765 --> 00:43:42,885

[maggie]: make

 

7399

00:43:42,919 --> 00:43:42,979

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

7400

00:43:42,945 --> 00:43:43,065

[maggie]: them

 

7401

00:43:43,019 --> 00:43:43,220

[abbe_greenberg]: he would

 

7402

00:43:43,145 --> 00:43:43,286

[maggie]: feel

 

7403

00:43:43,280 --> 00:43:43,641

[abbe_greenberg]: instead

 

7404

00:43:43,386 --> 00:43:43,706

[maggie]: shame and

 

7405

00:43:43,761 --> 00:43:43,921

[abbe_greenberg]: say

 

7406

00:43:43,987 --> 00:43:44,668

[maggie]: instead say

 

7407

00:43:44,742 --> 00:43:45,524

[abbe_greenberg]: yeah i did

 

7408

00:43:45,469 --> 00:43:45,650

[maggie]: yeah

 

7409

00:43:45,584 --> 00:43:45,904

[abbe_greenberg]: something

 

7410

00:43:45,990 --> 00:43:46,251

[maggie]: i did

 

7411

00:43:46,225 --> 00:43:46,445

[abbe_greenberg]: just

 

7412

00:43:46,291 --> 00:43:46,631

[maggie]: something

 

7413

00:43:46,565 --> 00:43:46,946

[abbe_greenberg]: like that

 

7414

00:43:46,952 --> 00:43:47,152

[maggie]: just

 

7415

00:43:47,026 --> 00:43:47,327

[abbe_greenberg]: or oh my

 

7416

00:43:47,272 --> 00:43:47,433

[maggie]: like

 

7417

00:43:47,367 --> 00:43:47,487

[abbe_greenberg]: god

 

7418

00:43:47,493 --> 00:43:47,653

[maggie]: that

 

7419

00:43:47,527 --> 00:43:47,727

[abbe_greenberg]: i felt

 

7420

00:43:47,753 --> 00:43:47,813

[maggie]: or

 

7421

00:43:47,767 --> 00:43:47,988

[abbe_greenberg]: that way

 

7422

00:43:47,942 --> 00:43:49,020

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

7423

00:43:48,068 --> 00:43:48,228

[abbe_greenberg]: too

 

7424

00:43:48,154 --> 00:43:48,454

[maggie]: at i felt

 

7425

00:43:48,469 --> 00:43:48,529

[abbe_greenberg]: or

 

7426

00:43:48,494 --> 00:43:48,695

[maggie]: that way

 

7427

00:43:48,669 --> 00:43:48,849

[abbe_greenberg]: oh

 

7428

00:43:48,795 --> 00:43:48,935

[maggie]: too

 

7429

00:43:48,929 --> 00:43:50,191

[abbe_greenberg]: that's nothing way do you hear what

 

7430

00:43:50,117 --> 00:43:50,398

[maggie]: nothing

 

7431

00:43:50,352 --> 00:43:50,372

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

7432

00:43:50,438 --> 00:43:50,498

[maggie]: we

 

7433

00:43:50,492 --> 00:43:50,673

[abbe_greenberg]: did

 

7434

00:43:50,538 --> 00:43:50,798

[maggie]: do you hear

 

7435

00:43:50,773 --> 00:43:50,813

[abbe_greenberg]: in

 

7436

00:43:50,818 --> 00:43:50,918

[maggie]: what

 

7437

00:43:50,873 --> 00:43:50,994

[abbe_greenberg]: my

 

7438

00:43:51,059 --> 00:43:51,099

[maggie]: i

 

7439

00:43:51,114 --> 00:43:51,435

[abbe_greenberg]: parent

 

7440

00:43:51,219 --> 00:43:51,400

[maggie]: did

 

7441

00:43:51,455 --> 00:43:51,515

[abbe_greenberg]: in

 

7442

00:43:51,500 --> 00:43:51,540

[maggie]: in

 

7443

00:43:51,555 --> 00:43:51,976

[abbe_greenberg]: decisions

 

7444

00:43:51,600 --> 00:43:52,122

[maggie]: my parent

 

7445

00:43:52,016 --> 00:43:52,137

[abbe_greenberg]: this

 

7446

00:43:52,182 --> 00:43:52,222

[maggie]: in

 

7447

00:43:52,217 --> 00:43:52,337

[abbe_greenberg]: week

 

7448

00:43:52,282 --> 00:43:52,683

[maggie]: decisions

 

7449

00:43:52,333 --> 00:43:53,160

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

7450

00:43:52,377 --> 00:43:52,838

[abbe_greenberg]: you know i mean

 

7451

00:43:52,743 --> 00:43:53,565

[maggie]: this week you know i mean

 

7452

00:43:53,661 --> 00:43:54,322

[abbe_greenberg]: it's really

 

7453

00:43:54,368 --> 00:43:55,049

[maggie]: it's really

 

7454

00:43:54,844 --> 00:43:55,746

[abbe_greenberg]: that that sense

 

7455

00:43:55,571 --> 00:43:55,751

[maggie]: that

 

7456

00:43:55,887 --> 00:43:55,967

[abbe_greenberg]: of

 

7457

00:43:55,932 --> 00:43:56,433

[maggie]: that sense

 

7458

00:43:56,280 --> 00:43:56,462

[juliet_hahn]: ye

 

7459

00:43:56,448 --> 00:43:56,568

[abbe_greenberg]: no

 

7460

00:43:56,593 --> 00:43:56,694

[maggie]: of

 

7461

00:43:56,729 --> 00:43:57,230

[abbe_greenberg]: judgment

 

7462

00:43:57,175 --> 00:43:57,937

[maggie]: no judgment

 

7463

00:43:58,362 --> 00:43:59,484

[abbe_greenberg]: and and that's why

 

7464

00:43:59,490 --> 00:43:59,590

[maggie]: and

 

7465

00:43:59,564 --> 00:43:59,905

[abbe_greenberg]: we wanted

 

7466

00:43:59,710 --> 00:43:59,930

[maggie]: that's

 

7467

00:43:59,945 --> 00:44:00,426

[abbe_greenberg]: to create

 

7468

00:44:00,051 --> 00:44:01,133

[maggie]: why we wanted to create

 

7469

00:44:00,807 --> 00:44:01,528

[abbe_greenberg]: a community like

 

7470

00:44:01,534 --> 00:44:01,554

[maggie]: a

 

7471

00:44:01,608 --> 00:44:01,748

[abbe_greenberg]: ours

 

7472

00:44:01,634 --> 00:44:02,014

[maggie]: community

 

7473

00:44:01,808 --> 00:44:02,169

[abbe_greenberg]: and i mean

 

7474

00:44:02,115 --> 00:44:02,235

[maggie]: like

 

7475

00:44:02,229 --> 00:44:02,410

[abbe_greenberg]: now

 

7476

00:44:02,335 --> 00:44:02,616

[maggie]: ours and

 

7477

00:44:02,790 --> 00:44:02,931

[abbe_greenberg]: it's

 

7478

00:44:02,936 --> 00:44:03,137

[maggie]: now

 

7479

00:44:03,151 --> 00:44:04,233

[abbe_greenberg]: over almost a quarter of a million

 

7480

00:44:04,199 --> 00:44:04,319

[maggie]: most

 

7481

00:44:04,293 --> 00:44:04,514

[abbe_greenberg]: people

 

7482

00:44:04,459 --> 00:44:04,479

[maggie]: a

 

7483

00:44:04,590 --> 00:44:05,370

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

7484

00:44:04,720 --> 00:44:05,221

[maggie]: million people

 

7485

00:44:05,195 --> 00:44:06,337

[abbe_greenberg]: so it's a big sorority

 

7486

00:44:05,902 --> 00:44:06,363

[maggie]: so it's a

 

7487

00:44:06,397 --> 00:44:06,538

[abbe_greenberg]: now

 

7488

00:44:06,403 --> 00:44:06,543

[maggie]: big

 

7489

00:44:06,618 --> 00:44:06,718

[abbe_greenberg]: but

 

7490

00:44:06,624 --> 00:44:07,044

[maggie]: sorority

 

7491

00:44:07,099 --> 00:44:07,219

[abbe_greenberg]: it's

 

7492

00:44:07,124 --> 00:44:07,245

[maggie]: now

 

7493

00:44:07,279 --> 00:44:07,319

[abbe_greenberg]: a

 

7494

00:44:07,325 --> 00:44:07,425

[maggie]: but

 

7495

00:44:07,460 --> 00:44:07,780

[abbe_greenberg]: gift

 

7496

00:44:07,826 --> 00:44:08,507

[maggie]: it's a gift

 

7497

00:44:08,522 --> 00:44:08,642

[abbe_greenberg]: to

 

7498

00:44:09,239 --> 00:44:09,359

[maggie]: to

 

7499

00:44:09,242 --> 00:44:10,263

[abbe_greenberg]: be part of other people's

 

7500

00:44:10,140 --> 00:44:10,320

[maggie]: part

 

7501

00:44:10,323 --> 00:44:10,804

[abbe_greenberg]: struggles

 

7502

00:44:10,360 --> 00:44:10,961

[maggie]: of other people's

 

7503

00:44:10,904 --> 00:44:11,264

[abbe_greenberg]: and helping

 

7504

00:44:11,041 --> 00:44:11,502

[maggie]: struggles

 

7505

00:44:11,304 --> 00:44:11,705

[abbe_greenberg]: them manage

 

7506

00:44:11,622 --> 00:44:11,983

[maggie]: and helping

 

7507

00:44:11,765 --> 00:44:12,325

[abbe_greenberg]: their struggles

 

7508

00:44:12,023 --> 00:44:13,044

[maggie]: them manage their struggles

 

7509

00:44:12,766 --> 00:44:13,827

[abbe_greenberg]: and it makes our struggles

 

7510

00:44:13,485 --> 00:44:13,866

[maggie]: and it makes

 

7511

00:44:13,967 --> 00:44:14,247

[abbe_greenberg]: feel

 

7512

00:44:13,986 --> 00:44:14,967

[maggie]: our struggles feel

 

7513

00:44:14,948 --> 00:44:15,789

[abbe_greenberg]: number one very worth

 

7514

00:44:15,769 --> 00:44:15,849

[maggie]: or

 

7515

00:44:15,889 --> 00:44:15,949

[abbe_greenberg]: it

 

7516

00:44:15,889 --> 00:44:16,670

[maggie]: one very worth it

 

7517

00:44:17,143 --> 00:44:17,163

[juliet_hahn]: a

 

7518

00:44:17,270 --> 00:44:17,991

[abbe_greenberg]: and number two

 

7519

00:44:18,133 --> 00:44:18,674

[maggie]: number two

 

7520

00:44:19,082 --> 00:44:19,344

[abbe_greenberg]: really

 

7521

00:44:19,675 --> 00:44:20,076

[maggie]: it really

 

7522

00:44:19,848 --> 00:44:20,613

[abbe_greenberg]: gives our lives a

 

7523

00:44:20,577 --> 00:44:20,777

[maggie]: gives

 

7524

00:44:20,640 --> 00:44:21,540

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

7525

00:44:20,653 --> 00:44:20,874

[abbe_greenberg]: lot of

 

7526

00:44:20,857 --> 00:44:20,957

[maggie]: our

 

7527

00:44:20,975 --> 00:44:21,337

[abbe_greenberg]: meaning

 

7528

00:44:21,017 --> 00:44:22,019

[maggie]: lives a lot of meaning

 

7529

00:44:22,552 --> 00:44:23,353

[abbe_greenberg]: and that's why we don't

 

7530

00:44:23,281 --> 00:44:23,522

[maggie]: and that's

 

7531

00:44:23,393 --> 00:44:23,573

[abbe_greenberg]: mind

 

7532

00:44:23,562 --> 00:44:23,662

[maggie]: why

 

7533

00:44:23,633 --> 00:44:23,973

[abbe_greenberg]: sharing

 

7534

00:44:23,782 --> 00:44:24,083

[maggie]: we don't

 

7535

00:44:24,033 --> 00:44:24,073

[abbe_greenberg]: it

 

7536

00:44:24,123 --> 00:44:24,303

[maggie]: mind

 

7537

00:44:24,133 --> 00:44:24,474

[abbe_greenberg]: even though

 

7538

00:44:24,363 --> 00:44:24,704

[maggie]: sharing

 

7539

00:44:24,554 --> 00:44:24,934

[abbe_greenberg]: sometimes

 

7540

00:44:24,764 --> 00:44:25,645

[maggie]: it even though sometimes

 

7541

00:44:25,475 --> 00:44:25,895

[abbe_greenberg]: i heard

 

7542

00:44:25,745 --> 00:44:25,765

[maggie]: i

 

7543

00:44:25,975 --> 00:44:26,475

[abbe_greenberg]: myself on

 

7544

00:44:26,426 --> 00:44:26,627

[maggie]: heard

 

7545

00:44:26,696 --> 00:44:26,716

[abbe_greenberg]: t

 

7546

00:44:26,707 --> 00:44:27,027

[maggie]: myself

 

7547

00:44:26,876 --> 00:44:27,116

[abbe_greenberg]: v or

 

7548

00:44:27,148 --> 00:44:27,208

[maggie]: on

 

7549

00:44:27,176 --> 00:44:27,616

[abbe_greenberg]: podcast

 

7550

00:44:27,428 --> 00:44:27,468

[maggie]: t

 

7551

00:44:27,677 --> 00:44:27,997

[abbe_greenberg]: sharing

 

7552

00:44:27,709 --> 00:44:28,330

[maggie]: your podcast

 

7553

00:44:28,057 --> 00:44:28,437

[abbe_greenberg]: some of these

 

7554

00:44:28,380 --> 00:44:28,623

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

7555

00:44:28,390 --> 00:44:28,670

[maggie]: sharing

 

7556

00:44:28,477 --> 00:44:28,998

[abbe_greenberg]: stories i thought

 

7557

00:44:28,971 --> 00:44:29,171

[maggie]: of these

 

7558

00:44:29,118 --> 00:44:29,198

[abbe_greenberg]: oh

 

7559

00:44:29,211 --> 00:44:29,452

[maggie]: stories

 

7560

00:44:29,258 --> 00:44:29,618

[abbe_greenberg]: my god

 

7561

00:44:29,512 --> 00:44:29,692

[maggie]: about

 

7562

00:44:29,658 --> 00:44:29,738

[abbe_greenberg]: do

 

7563

00:44:29,832 --> 00:44:29,892

[maggie]: oh

 

7564

00:44:29,838 --> 00:44:29,879

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

7565

00:44:29,972 --> 00:44:30,073

[maggie]: my

 

7566

00:44:29,979 --> 00:44:30,179

[abbe_greenberg]: sound

 

7567

00:44:30,153 --> 00:44:30,313

[maggie]: god

 

7568

00:44:30,199 --> 00:44:30,399

[abbe_greenberg]: like a

 

7569

00:44:30,373 --> 00:44:30,453

[maggie]: do

 

7570

00:44:30,539 --> 00:44:30,819

[abbe_greenberg]: wake

 

7571

00:44:30,573 --> 00:44:31,034

[maggie]: i sound like

 

7572

00:44:31,041 --> 00:44:32,483

[juliet_hahn]: no but there's so many people

 

7573

00:44:32,436 --> 00:44:32,677

[maggie]: you know

 

7574

00:44:32,583 --> 00:44:33,305

[juliet_hahn]: out that can relate

 

7575

00:44:33,178 --> 00:44:33,478

[maggie]: but there's

 

7576

00:44:33,385 --> 00:44:33,465

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

7577

00:44:33,498 --> 00:44:33,578

[maggie]: so

 

7578

00:44:33,565 --> 00:44:33,625

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

7579

00:44:33,618 --> 00:44:33,739

[maggie]: many

 

7580

00:44:33,665 --> 00:44:33,825

[juliet_hahn]: that's

 

7581

00:44:33,799 --> 00:44:33,979

[maggie]: people

 

7582

00:44:33,866 --> 00:44:34,046

[juliet_hahn]: what's

 

7583

00:44:34,079 --> 00:44:34,159

[maggie]: out

 

7584

00:44:34,086 --> 00:44:34,467

[juliet_hahn]: beautiful

 

7585

00:44:34,199 --> 00:44:34,800

[maggie]: that can relate

 

7586

00:44:34,564 --> 00:44:34,645

[abbe_greenberg]: ah

 

7587

00:44:34,867 --> 00:44:34,967

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

7588

00:44:34,901 --> 00:44:35,542

[maggie]: and so that's what's

 

7589

00:44:35,368 --> 00:44:35,508

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

7590

00:44:35,582 --> 00:44:35,942

[maggie]: beautiful

 

7591

00:44:35,649 --> 00:44:36,370

[juliet_hahn]: tell us a little

 

7592

00:44:36,363 --> 00:44:36,463

[maggie]: so

 

7593

00:44:36,390 --> 00:44:36,770

[juliet_hahn]: bit about what

 

7594

00:44:36,864 --> 00:44:36,984

[maggie]: yeah

 

7595

00:44:36,911 --> 00:44:37,131

[juliet_hahn]: i know

 

7596

00:44:37,124 --> 00:44:37,305

[maggie]: tell

 

7597

00:44:37,251 --> 00:44:37,431

[juliet_hahn]: there's

 

7598

00:44:37,365 --> 00:44:37,445

[maggie]: us

 

7599

00:44:37,472 --> 00:44:37,972

[juliet_hahn]: a podcast

 

7600

00:44:37,605 --> 00:44:38,126

[maggie]: a little bit about

 

7601

00:44:38,032 --> 00:44:38,253

[juliet_hahn]: there's

 

7602

00:44:38,166 --> 00:44:38,346

[maggie]: what you

 

7603

00:44:38,333 --> 00:44:38,613

[juliet_hahn]: books

 

7604

00:44:38,527 --> 00:44:39,488

[maggie]: know there's podcast

 

7605

00:44:39,275 --> 00:44:39,435

[juliet_hahn]: what

 

7606

00:44:39,528 --> 00:44:39,649

[maggie]: there

 

7607

00:44:39,555 --> 00:44:39,876

[juliet_hahn]: started

 

7608

00:44:39,789 --> 00:44:40,069

[maggie]: books

 

7609

00:44:39,996 --> 00:44:40,817

[juliet_hahn]: first and then how

 

7610

00:44:40,730 --> 00:44:40,891

[maggie]: what

 

7611

00:44:41,017 --> 00:44:41,218

[juliet_hahn]: did

 

7612

00:44:41,031 --> 00:44:41,351

[maggie]: started

 

7613

00:44:41,338 --> 00:44:41,418

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

7614

00:44:41,452 --> 00:44:41,712

[maggie]: first

 

7615

00:44:41,538 --> 00:44:42,019

[juliet_hahn]: evolve

 

7616

00:44:41,792 --> 00:44:42,273

[maggie]: and then how

 

7617

00:44:42,380 --> 00:44:42,480

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

7618

00:44:42,473 --> 00:44:42,674

[maggie]: did

 

7619

00:44:42,600 --> 00:44:42,861

[juliet_hahn]: all the

 

7620

00:44:42,794 --> 00:44:42,874

[maggie]: it

 

7621

00:44:42,921 --> 00:44:43,102

[juliet_hahn]: other

 

7622

00:44:42,994 --> 00:44:43,495

[maggie]: evolve

 

7623

00:44:43,322 --> 00:44:43,683

[juliet_hahn]: facets

 

7624

00:44:43,655 --> 00:44:43,976

[maggie]: into

 

7625

00:44:43,723 --> 00:44:44,144

[juliet_hahn]: i know you guys

 

7626

00:44:44,076 --> 00:44:44,336

[maggie]: all the

 

7627

00:44:44,244 --> 00:44:44,485

[juliet_hahn]: speak

 

7628

00:44:44,396 --> 00:44:44,557

[maggie]: other

 

7629

00:44:44,605 --> 00:44:44,826

[juliet_hahn]: and do

 

7630

00:44:44,797 --> 00:44:44,977

[maggie]: fast

 

7631

00:44:44,926 --> 00:44:45,046

[juliet_hahn]: all

 

7632

00:44:45,058 --> 00:44:45,118

[maggie]: as

 

7633

00:44:45,106 --> 00:44:45,247

[juliet_hahn]: these

 

7634

00:44:45,178 --> 00:44:45,338

[maggie]: i know

 

7635

00:44:45,287 --> 00:44:45,568

[juliet_hahn]: different

 

7636

00:44:45,358 --> 00:44:45,618

[maggie]: you guys

 

7637

00:44:45,608 --> 00:44:45,828

[juliet_hahn]: things

 

7638

00:44:45,699 --> 00:44:46,340

[maggie]: speak and do

 

7639

00:44:46,430 --> 00:44:46,530

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

7640

00:44:46,460 --> 00:44:46,580

[maggie]: all

 

7641

00:44:46,550 --> 00:44:46,670

[juliet_hahn]: going

 

7642

00:44:46,640 --> 00:44:46,780

[maggie]: these

 

7643

00:44:46,690 --> 00:44:46,851

[juliet_hahn]: to ask

 

7644

00:44:46,800 --> 00:44:47,081

[maggie]: different

 

7645

00:44:46,871 --> 00:44:47,091

[juliet_hahn]: you two

 

7646

00:44:47,121 --> 00:44:47,321

[maggie]: things

 

7647

00:44:47,151 --> 00:44:47,873

[juliet_hahn]: fold question if you

 

7648

00:44:47,862 --> 00:44:47,942

[maggie]: and

 

7649

00:44:47,933 --> 00:44:48,234

[juliet_hahn]: remember

 

7650

00:44:47,982 --> 00:44:48,323

[maggie]: i'm going to ask

 

7651

00:44:48,274 --> 00:44:48,354

[juliet_hahn]: the

 

7652

00:44:48,383 --> 00:44:48,463

[maggie]: you

 

7653

00:44:48,394 --> 00:44:48,595

[juliet_hahn]: second

 

7654

00:44:48,483 --> 00:44:48,603

[maggie]: two

 

7655

00:44:48,635 --> 00:44:48,735

[juliet_hahn]: part

 

7656

00:44:48,664 --> 00:44:49,104

[maggie]: full question

 

7657

00:44:49,116 --> 00:44:49,176

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

7658

00:44:49,184 --> 00:44:49,365

[maggie]: if you

 

7659

00:44:49,317 --> 00:44:49,477

[juliet_hahn]: what

 

7660

00:44:49,425 --> 00:44:49,705

[maggie]: remember

 

7661

00:44:49,638 --> 00:44:49,758

[juliet_hahn]: is

 

7662

00:44:49,765 --> 00:44:50,647

[maggie]: the second part and

 

7663

00:44:50,680 --> 00:44:50,780

[juliet_hahn]: one

 

7664

00:44:50,787 --> 00:44:50,967

[maggie]: what

 

7665

00:44:50,840 --> 00:44:51,060

[juliet_hahn]: of your

 

7666

00:44:51,108 --> 00:44:51,208

[maggie]: is

 

7667

00:44:51,161 --> 00:44:51,962

[juliet_hahn]: favorite parts

 

7668

00:44:52,179 --> 00:44:53,020

[maggie]: one of your favorite

 

7669

00:44:52,763 --> 00:44:52,924

[juliet_hahn]: of

 

7670

00:44:53,080 --> 00:44:53,441

[maggie]: parts

 

7671

00:44:53,084 --> 00:44:54,246

[juliet_hahn]: this growing know

 

7672

00:44:54,222 --> 00:44:54,362

[maggie]: of

 

7673

00:44:54,386 --> 00:44:54,947

[juliet_hahn]: community

 

7674

00:44:54,543 --> 00:44:56,386

[maggie]: this growing community

 

7675

00:44:56,590 --> 00:44:57,562

[juliet_hahn]: that you guys have created

 

7676

00:44:58,209 --> 00:44:59,015

[maggie]: you guys have created

 

7677

00:44:59,142 --> 00:45:00,165

[abbe_greenberg]: i think in two thousand

 

7678

00:44:59,889 --> 00:45:00,249

[maggie]: i think in

 

7679

00:45:00,306 --> 00:45:00,607

[abbe_greenberg]: ten

 

7680

00:45:00,330 --> 00:45:01,331

[maggie]: two thousand ten

 

7681

00:45:01,128 --> 00:45:01,931

[abbe_greenberg]: it was january

 

7682

00:45:01,872 --> 00:45:01,912

[maggie]: it

 

7683

00:45:01,971 --> 00:45:02,071

[abbe_greenberg]: two

 

7684

00:45:01,972 --> 00:45:02,052

[maggie]: was

 

7685

00:45:02,091 --> 00:45:02,372

[abbe_greenberg]: thousand

 

7686

00:45:02,293 --> 00:45:02,633

[maggie]: january

 

7687

00:45:02,452 --> 00:45:02,713

[abbe_greenberg]: ten

 

7688

00:45:02,714 --> 00:45:03,435

[maggie]: two thousand ten

 

7689

00:45:03,275 --> 00:45:04,298

[abbe_greenberg]: we had this very fateful

 

7690

00:45:04,016 --> 00:45:04,376

[maggie]: we had this

 

7691

00:45:04,358 --> 00:45:04,519

[abbe_greenberg]: bus

 

7692

00:45:04,436 --> 00:45:04,597

[maggie]: very

 

7693

00:45:04,619 --> 00:45:04,860

[abbe_greenberg]: ride

 

7694

00:45:04,697 --> 00:45:05,358

[maggie]: faithful buster

 

7695

00:45:06,202 --> 00:45:06,783

[abbe_greenberg]: i'll share with you

 

7696

00:45:06,961 --> 00:45:07,081

[maggie]: i'll

 

7697

00:45:07,083 --> 00:45:07,204

[abbe_greenberg]: i'll

 

7698

00:45:07,121 --> 00:45:07,241

[maggie]: share

 

7699

00:45:07,264 --> 00:45:07,324

[abbe_greenberg]: do

 

7700

00:45:07,281 --> 00:45:07,441

[maggie]: it with

 

7701

00:45:07,384 --> 00:45:07,464

[abbe_greenberg]: the

 

7702

00:45:07,481 --> 00:45:07,562

[maggie]: you

 

7703

00:45:07,504 --> 00:45:08,025

[abbe_greenberg]: fast version

 

7704

00:45:08,002 --> 00:45:08,804

[maggie]: though the best version

 

7705

00:45:09,007 --> 00:45:09,848

[abbe_greenberg]: but basically mag

 

7706

00:45:09,789 --> 00:45:09,810

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

7707

00:45:09,825 --> 00:45:09,926

[maggie]: but

 

7708

00:45:09,908 --> 00:45:10,028

[abbe_greenberg]: and i

 

7709

00:45:10,086 --> 00:45:10,426

[maggie]: basically

 

7710

00:45:10,108 --> 00:45:10,529

[abbe_greenberg]: run a bus

 

7711

00:45:10,486 --> 00:45:10,647

[maggie]: mag

 

7712

00:45:10,629 --> 00:45:10,769

[abbe_greenberg]: from

 

7713

00:45:10,707 --> 00:45:10,947

[maggie]: and i were

 

7714

00:45:10,890 --> 00:45:10,970

[abbe_greenberg]: new

 

7715

00:45:10,987 --> 00:45:11,027

[maggie]: on

 

7716

00:45:11,010 --> 00:45:11,270

[abbe_greenberg]: jersey

 

7717

00:45:11,108 --> 00:45:11,248

[maggie]: a bus

 

7718

00:45:11,310 --> 00:45:11,851

[abbe_greenberg]: to manhattan

 

7719

00:45:11,448 --> 00:45:12,430

[maggie]: from jersey to mena

 

7720

00:45:12,232 --> 00:45:14,255

[abbe_greenberg]: and we were talking pretty loudly about

 

7721

00:45:14,153 --> 00:45:14,353

[maggie]: pretty

 

7722

00:45:14,275 --> 00:45:16,038

[abbe_greenberg]: the side effects of our anti depressence

 

7723

00:45:15,810 --> 00:45:15,830

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

7724

00:45:16,158 --> 00:45:17,681

[abbe_greenberg]: and you know we are the anxiety

sisters

 

7725

00:45:17,598 --> 00:45:17,799

[maggie]: are the

 

7726

00:45:17,741 --> 00:45:17,781

[abbe_greenberg]: so

 

7727

00:45:17,839 --> 00:45:18,119

[maggie]: anxiety

 

7728

00:45:17,861 --> 00:45:18,122

[abbe_greenberg]: we to

 

7729

00:45:18,179 --> 00:45:18,460

[maggie]: sisters

 

7730

00:45:18,182 --> 00:45:18,623

[abbe_greenberg]: talk loudly

 

7731

00:45:18,500 --> 00:45:18,700

[maggie]: so we

 

7732

00:45:18,703 --> 00:45:18,843

[abbe_greenberg]: about

 

7733

00:45:18,760 --> 00:45:18,880

[maggie]: tend

 

7734

00:45:18,863 --> 00:45:19,023

[abbe_greenberg]: things

 

7735

00:45:18,921 --> 00:45:19,121

[maggie]: to talk

 

7736

00:45:19,063 --> 00:45:19,684

[abbe_greenberg]: other people wouldn't

 

7737

00:45:19,500 --> 00:45:19,765

[juliet_hahn]: uh

 

7738

00:45:20,245 --> 00:45:20,386

[abbe_greenberg]: but

 

7739

00:45:20,479 --> 00:45:20,520

[juliet_hahn]: uh

 

7740

00:45:20,486 --> 00:45:20,686

[abbe_greenberg]: within

 

7741

00:45:20,580 --> 00:45:21,810

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

7742

00:45:20,966 --> 00:45:23,350

[abbe_greenberg]: minutes the woman in the seat in

front of us had turned

 

7743

00:45:23,248 --> 00:45:23,388

[maggie]: from

 

7744

00:45:23,391 --> 00:45:23,651

[abbe_greenberg]: around

 

7745

00:45:23,528 --> 00:45:23,608

[maggie]: us

 

7746

00:45:23,691 --> 00:45:23,992

[abbe_greenberg]: and said

 

7747

00:45:23,889 --> 00:45:24,069

[maggie]: turn

 

7748

00:45:24,032 --> 00:45:24,232

[abbe_greenberg]: you know

 

7749

00:45:24,170 --> 00:45:24,430

[maggie]: around

 

7750

00:45:24,292 --> 00:45:24,673

[abbe_greenberg]: i couldn't

 

7751

00:45:24,490 --> 00:45:24,551

[maggie]: and

 

7752

00:45:24,693 --> 00:45:26,916

[abbe_greenberg]: help it over here what you're saying

i'm

 

7753

00:45:26,976 --> 00:45:27,077

[maggie]: what

 

7754

00:45:27,057 --> 00:45:27,097

[abbe_greenberg]: on

 

7755

00:45:27,137 --> 00:45:27,277

[maggie]: you're

 

7756

00:45:27,157 --> 00:45:27,698

[abbe_greenberg]: that medicine

 

7757

00:45:27,337 --> 00:45:27,678

[maggie]: saying i'm

 

7758

00:45:27,758 --> 00:45:27,898

[abbe_greenberg]: too

 

7759

00:45:27,818 --> 00:45:28,019

[maggie]: on the

 

7760

00:45:28,018 --> 00:45:28,078

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

7761

00:45:28,099 --> 00:45:28,480

[maggie]: medicine

 

7762

00:45:28,178 --> 00:45:28,579

[abbe_greenberg]: i have that

 

7763

00:45:28,540 --> 00:45:28,660

[maggie]: to

 

7764

00:45:28,779 --> 00:45:29,020

[abbe_greenberg]: same

 

7765

00:45:28,839 --> 00:45:28,860

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

7766

00:45:29,120 --> 00:45:29,641

[abbe_greenberg]: side what

 

7767

00:45:29,563 --> 00:45:29,803

[maggie]: same

 

7768

00:45:29,681 --> 00:45:29,961

[abbe_greenberg]: do you do

 

7769

00:45:29,903 --> 00:45:30,124

[maggie]: side

 

7770

00:45:30,123 --> 00:45:30,346

[abbe_greenberg]: out it

 

7771

00:45:30,344 --> 00:45:31,126

[maggie]: what do i do about it

 

7772

00:45:31,712 --> 00:45:32,593

[abbe_greenberg]: before long

 

7773

00:45:32,499 --> 00:45:32,959

[maggie]: before

 

7774

00:45:32,653 --> 00:45:32,853

[abbe_greenberg]: i mean

 

7775

00:45:32,880 --> 00:45:33,202

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

7776

00:45:33,080 --> 00:45:33,380

[maggie]: long

 

7777

00:45:33,194 --> 00:45:33,495

[abbe_greenberg]: literally

 

7778

00:45:33,440 --> 00:45:33,460

[maggie]: i

 

7779

00:45:33,515 --> 00:45:33,935

[abbe_greenberg]: within twenty

 

7780

00:45:33,981 --> 00:45:34,282

[maggie]: literally

 

7781

00:45:33,995 --> 00:45:34,236

[abbe_greenberg]: minutes

 

7782

00:45:34,302 --> 00:45:34,502

[maggie]: within

 

7783

00:45:34,496 --> 00:45:34,717

[abbe_greenberg]: almost

 

7784

00:45:34,542 --> 00:45:35,003

[maggie]: twenty minutes

 

7785

00:45:34,857 --> 00:45:35,318

[abbe_greenberg]: every woman

 

7786

00:45:35,303 --> 00:45:35,504

[maggie]: almost

 

7787

00:45:35,378 --> 00:45:35,758

[abbe_greenberg]: in the bus

 

7788

00:45:35,644 --> 00:45:36,205

[maggie]: every woman in

 

7789

00:45:36,219 --> 00:45:36,339

[abbe_greenberg]: had

 

7790

00:45:36,245 --> 00:45:36,485

[maggie]: the bus

 

7791

00:45:36,439 --> 00:45:37,080

[abbe_greenberg]: turned around

 

7792

00:45:37,006 --> 00:45:37,467

[maggie]: had turned

 

7793

00:45:37,361 --> 00:45:37,621

[abbe_greenberg]: and was

 

7794

00:45:37,507 --> 00:45:37,827

[maggie]: around

 

7795

00:45:37,661 --> 00:45:38,363

[abbe_greenberg]: participating

 

7796

00:45:38,128 --> 00:45:39,110

[maggie]: and was participating

 

7797

00:45:38,883 --> 00:45:39,545

[abbe_greenberg]: wholeheartedly

 

7798

00:45:39,691 --> 00:45:39,891

[maggie]: whole

 

7799

00:45:39,725 --> 00:45:39,945

[abbe_greenberg]: in this

 

7800

00:45:39,931 --> 00:45:40,352

[maggie]: heartedly

 

7801

00:45:40,065 --> 00:45:40,666

[abbe_greenberg]: really intimate

 

7802

00:45:40,512 --> 00:45:40,712

[maggie]: in this

 

7803

00:45:40,707 --> 00:45:41,308

[abbe_greenberg]: conversation

 

7804

00:45:40,760 --> 00:45:40,921

[juliet_hahn]: wow

 

7805

00:45:40,832 --> 00:45:41,453

[maggie]: really intimate

 

7806

00:45:41,388 --> 00:45:41,588

[abbe_greenberg]: about

 

7807

00:45:41,494 --> 00:45:42,034

[maggie]: conversation

 

7808

00:45:41,989 --> 00:45:43,591

[abbe_greenberg]: patients anxieties

 

7809

00:45:43,056 --> 00:45:44,218

[maggie]: on anxiety

 

7810

00:45:43,792 --> 00:45:44,573

[abbe_greenberg]: tal side effects i

 

7811

00:45:44,579 --> 00:45:44,759

[maggie]: cool

 

7812

00:45:44,633 --> 00:45:45,094

[abbe_greenberg]: mean really

 

7813

00:45:44,819 --> 00:45:45,220

[maggie]: side of that

 

7814

00:45:45,294 --> 00:45:45,635

[abbe_greenberg]: intimate

 

7815

00:45:45,421 --> 00:45:45,882

[maggie]: be really

 

7816

00:45:45,675 --> 00:45:45,935

[abbe_greenberg]: things

 

7817

00:45:46,042 --> 00:45:46,383

[maggie]: intimate

 

7818

00:45:46,556 --> 00:45:46,697

[abbe_greenberg]: so we

 

7819

00:45:46,680 --> 00:45:47,940

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

7820

00:45:46,797 --> 00:45:47,398

[abbe_greenberg]: get off the bus

 

7821

00:45:47,326 --> 00:45:47,386

[maggie]: to

 

7822

00:45:47,438 --> 00:45:47,658

[abbe_greenberg]: and we're

 

7823

00:45:47,566 --> 00:45:47,687

[maggie]: get

 

7824

00:45:47,718 --> 00:45:47,999

[abbe_greenberg]: walking

 

7825

00:45:47,767 --> 00:45:48,128

[maggie]: off the bus

 

7826

00:45:48,039 --> 00:45:48,359

[abbe_greenberg]: down ninth

 

7827

00:45:48,208 --> 00:45:48,408

[maggie]: and we're

 

7828

00:45:48,439 --> 00:45:48,700

[abbe_greenberg]: avenue

 

7829

00:45:48,469 --> 00:45:48,749

[maggie]: walking

 

7830

00:45:48,740 --> 00:45:48,800

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

7831

00:45:48,789 --> 00:45:48,910

[maggie]: down

 

7832

00:45:48,860 --> 00:45:49,301

[abbe_greenberg]: i turned to

 

7833

00:45:49,251 --> 00:45:49,431

[maggie]: vane

 

7834

00:45:49,341 --> 00:45:49,541

[abbe_greenberg]: max

 

7835

00:45:49,511 --> 00:45:49,571

[maggie]: and

 

7836

00:45:49,581 --> 00:45:49,661

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

7837

00:45:49,632 --> 00:45:49,652

[maggie]: i

 

7838

00:45:49,702 --> 00:45:50,082

[abbe_greenberg]: i said can

 

7839

00:45:50,033 --> 00:45:50,494

[maggie]: and actually

 

7840

00:45:50,242 --> 00:45:51,144

[abbe_greenberg]: you believe

 

7841

00:45:50,554 --> 00:45:50,694

[maggie]: said

 

7842

00:45:51,645 --> 00:45:52,326

[abbe_greenberg]: how willing

 

7843

00:45:52,709 --> 00:45:53,050

[maggie]: willing

 

7844

00:45:52,867 --> 00:45:53,448

[abbe_greenberg]: people were

 

7845

00:45:53,611 --> 00:45:53,851

[maggie]: people

 

7846

00:45:53,668 --> 00:45:54,249

[abbe_greenberg]: to share

 

7847

00:45:54,412 --> 00:45:54,933

[maggie]: to share

 

7848

00:45:54,730 --> 00:45:55,111

[abbe_greenberg]: that kind

 

7849

00:45:55,110 --> 00:45:55,637

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

7850

00:45:55,171 --> 00:45:55,631

[abbe_greenberg]: of intimacy

 

7851

00:45:55,474 --> 00:45:55,854

[maggie]: the kind

 

7852

00:45:55,873 --> 00:45:56,177

[abbe_greenberg]: total

 

7853

00:45:55,914 --> 00:45:56,355

[maggie]: of intimacy

 

7854

00:45:56,298 --> 00:45:57,006

[abbe_greenberg]: strangers

 

7855

00:45:56,415 --> 00:45:57,758

[maggie]: with strainers

 

7856

00:45:57,772 --> 00:45:58,273

[abbe_greenberg]: she said yeah

 

7857

00:45:58,529 --> 00:45:58,589

[maggie]: she

 

7858

00:45:58,594 --> 00:45:58,634

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

7859

00:45:58,689 --> 00:45:58,789

[maggie]: said

 

7860

00:45:58,734 --> 00:46:00,638

[abbe_greenberg]: can believe it because anxiety

 

7861

00:46:00,360 --> 00:46:00,501

[juliet_hahn]: ye

 

7862

00:46:00,718 --> 00:46:01,680

[abbe_greenberg]: is so lonely

 

7863

00:46:02,401 --> 00:46:02,543

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

7864

00:46:02,842 --> 00:46:04,284

[abbe_greenberg]: it's so lonely and isolating

 

7865

00:46:03,799 --> 00:46:04,360

[maggie]: so only

 

7866

00:46:04,324 --> 00:46:04,384

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

7867

00:46:04,350 --> 00:46:05,070

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

7868

00:46:04,400 --> 00:46:05,081

[maggie]: an isolating

 

7869

00:46:04,724 --> 00:46:05,586

[abbe_greenberg]: people they just

 

7870

00:46:05,502 --> 00:46:05,742

[maggie]: people

 

7871

00:46:05,706 --> 00:46:06,046

[abbe_greenberg]: want that

 

7872

00:46:06,063 --> 00:46:06,163

[maggie]: they

 

7873

00:46:06,106 --> 00:46:06,567

[abbe_greenberg]: connection

 

7874

00:46:06,223 --> 00:46:06,804

[maggie]: just and that

 

7875

00:46:06,727 --> 00:46:06,947

[abbe_greenberg]: and then

 

7876

00:46:06,864 --> 00:46:07,325

[maggie]: connection

 

7877

00:46:06,988 --> 00:46:07,508

[abbe_greenberg]: she paused and

 

7878

00:46:07,485 --> 00:46:07,565

[maggie]: and

 

7879

00:46:07,528 --> 00:46:07,608

[abbe_greenberg]: she

 

7880

00:46:07,605 --> 00:46:07,705

[maggie]: then

 

7881

00:46:07,669 --> 00:46:07,789

[abbe_greenberg]: sort

 

7882

00:46:07,745 --> 00:46:07,846

[maggie]: she

 

7883

00:46:07,829 --> 00:46:08,730

[abbe_greenberg]: of shouted they're anxiety

 

7884

00:46:08,547 --> 00:46:08,567

[maggie]: s

 

7885

00:46:08,810 --> 00:46:09,211

[abbe_greenberg]: sisters

 

7886

00:46:09,248 --> 00:46:10,069

[maggie]: anxiety listeners

 

7887

00:46:09,858 --> 00:46:10,544

[juliet_hahn]: i love that

 

7888

00:46:11,452 --> 00:46:11,472

[maggie]: i

 

7889

00:46:11,582 --> 00:46:11,682

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

7890

00:46:11,652 --> 00:46:11,852

[maggie]: love

 

7891

00:46:11,660 --> 00:46:13,110

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

7892

00:46:11,702 --> 00:46:11,882

[abbe_greenberg]: that's

 

7893

00:46:11,912 --> 00:46:12,113

[maggie]: that

 

7894

00:46:11,963 --> 00:46:12,704

[abbe_greenberg]: really where

 

7895

00:46:12,453 --> 00:46:13,074

[maggie]: and that's really

 

7896

00:46:13,064 --> 00:46:13,084

[abbe_greenberg]: i

 

7897

00:46:13,134 --> 00:46:13,515

[maggie]: where

 

7898

00:46:13,164 --> 00:46:13,825

[abbe_greenberg]: was born was

 

7899

00:46:13,916 --> 00:46:13,936

[maggie]: i

 

7900

00:46:13,985 --> 00:46:14,045

[abbe_greenberg]: on

 

7901

00:46:14,016 --> 00:46:14,096

[maggie]: was

 

7902

00:46:14,085 --> 00:46:14,165

[abbe_greenberg]: the

 

7903

00:46:14,176 --> 00:46:14,437

[maggie]: born

 

7904

00:46:14,185 --> 00:46:14,966

[abbe_greenberg]: streets of manhattan

 

7905

00:46:14,837 --> 00:46:15,218

[maggie]: on the streets

 

7906

00:46:15,107 --> 00:46:15,467

[abbe_greenberg]: in twenty

 

7907

00:46:15,278 --> 00:46:15,478

[maggie]: of men

 

7908

00:46:15,527 --> 00:46:15,707

[abbe_greenberg]: ten

 

7909

00:46:15,699 --> 00:46:15,759

[maggie]: and

 

7910

00:46:15,808 --> 00:46:15,868

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

7911

00:46:15,822 --> 00:46:16,064

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

7912

00:46:15,839 --> 00:46:15,980

[maggie]: then

 

7913

00:46:15,948 --> 00:46:16,008

[abbe_greenberg]: at

 

7914

00:46:16,040 --> 00:46:16,280

[maggie]: twenty

 

7915

00:46:16,068 --> 00:46:16,508

[abbe_greenberg]: that point

 

7916

00:46:16,340 --> 00:46:16,521

[maggie]: ten

 

7917

00:46:16,548 --> 00:46:16,609

[abbe_greenberg]: we

 

7918

00:46:16,601 --> 00:46:16,681

[maggie]: and

 

7919

00:46:16,669 --> 00:46:16,989

[abbe_greenberg]: decided

 

7920

00:46:16,761 --> 00:46:17,042

[maggie]: at that

 

7921

00:46:17,069 --> 00:46:17,289

[abbe_greenberg]: okay

 

7922

00:46:17,142 --> 00:46:17,403

[maggie]: point we

 

7923

00:46:17,370 --> 00:46:17,530

[abbe_greenberg]: we're

 

7924

00:46:17,483 --> 00:46:17,764

[maggie]: decided

 

7925

00:46:17,570 --> 00:46:17,770

[abbe_greenberg]: going to

 

7926

00:46:17,804 --> 00:46:17,884

[maggie]: that

 

7927

00:46:17,810 --> 00:46:18,411

[abbe_greenberg]: write the book

 

7928

00:46:18,205 --> 00:46:18,826

[maggie]: we're going to write

 

7929

00:46:18,780 --> 00:46:19,007

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

7930

00:46:18,886 --> 00:46:19,227

[maggie]: the book

 

7931

00:46:19,474 --> 00:46:20,058

[abbe_greenberg]: we needed

 

7932

00:46:20,314 --> 00:46:20,638

[maggie]: maybe

 

7933

00:46:21,062 --> 00:46:21,843

[abbe_greenberg]: when we were starting

 

7934

00:46:21,879 --> 00:46:21,979

[maggie]: when

 

7935

00:46:21,903 --> 00:46:21,983

[abbe_greenberg]: our

 

7936

00:46:22,039 --> 00:46:22,119

[maggie]: we

 

7937

00:46:22,043 --> 00:46:22,384

[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety

 

7938

00:46:22,179 --> 00:46:22,640

[maggie]: were starting

 

7939

00:46:22,424 --> 00:46:22,724

[abbe_greenberg]: journeys

 

7940

00:46:22,700 --> 00:46:22,780

[maggie]: our

 

7941

00:46:22,784 --> 00:46:22,845

[abbe_greenberg]: we

 

7942

00:46:22,860 --> 00:46:23,201

[maggie]: anxiety

 

7943

00:46:23,105 --> 00:46:23,205

[abbe_greenberg]: we

 

7944

00:46:23,241 --> 00:46:23,682

[maggie]: journeys we

 

7945

00:46:23,666 --> 00:46:23,986

[abbe_greenberg]: want to

 

7946

00:46:23,922 --> 00:46:24,002

[maggie]: we

 

7947

00:46:24,067 --> 00:46:24,427

[abbe_greenberg]: find we

 

7948

00:46:24,483 --> 00:46:24,623

[maggie]: want

 

7949

00:46:24,487 --> 00:46:24,768

[abbe_greenberg]: want to put

 

7950

00:46:24,723 --> 00:46:24,803

[maggie]: to

 

7951

00:46:24,808 --> 00:46:25,008

[abbe_greenberg]: a book

 

7952

00:46:24,884 --> 00:46:25,104

[maggie]: find

 

7953

00:46:25,088 --> 00:46:25,188

[abbe_greenberg]: out

 

7954

00:46:25,204 --> 00:46:25,244

[maggie]: we

 

7955

00:46:25,228 --> 00:46:25,409

[abbe_greenberg]: there

 

7956

00:46:25,304 --> 00:46:25,465

[maggie]: want to

 

7957

00:46:25,489 --> 00:46:25,669

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

7958

00:46:25,505 --> 00:46:25,805

[maggie]: put a book

 

7959

00:46:25,850 --> 00:46:25,990

[abbe_greenberg]: is

 

7960

00:46:25,905 --> 00:46:26,206

[maggie]: out there

 

7961

00:46:26,130 --> 00:46:26,270

[abbe_greenberg]: not

 

7962

00:46:26,306 --> 00:46:26,466

[maggie]: that

 

7963

00:46:26,370 --> 00:46:27,052

[abbe_greenberg]: prescriptive

 

7964

00:46:26,559 --> 00:46:26,580

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

7965

00:46:26,747 --> 00:46:27,087

[maggie]: is not

 

7966

00:46:27,172 --> 00:46:27,312

[abbe_greenberg]: not

 

7967

00:46:27,187 --> 00:46:27,848

[maggie]: perscriptive

 

7968

00:46:27,472 --> 00:46:27,953

[abbe_greenberg]: one size

 

7969

00:46:27,969 --> 00:46:28,109

[maggie]: not

 

7970

00:46:28,073 --> 00:46:28,294

[abbe_greenberg]: fits

 

7971

00:46:28,289 --> 00:46:28,750

[maggie]: one side

 

7972

00:46:28,514 --> 00:46:29,015

[abbe_greenberg]: all has

 

7973

00:46:28,950 --> 00:46:29,050

[maggie]: it

 

7974

00:46:29,095 --> 00:46:29,996

[abbe_greenberg]: a sense of humor

 

7975

00:46:29,692 --> 00:46:30,192

[maggie]: has a sense

 

7976

00:46:30,090 --> 00:46:31,020

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

7977

00:46:30,273 --> 00:46:30,333

[maggie]: of

 

7978

00:46:30,377 --> 00:46:30,457

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

7979

00:46:30,473 --> 00:46:30,813

[maggie]: humor

 

7980

00:46:30,517 --> 00:46:31,158

[abbe_greenberg]: is written from

 

7981

00:46:31,194 --> 00:46:31,254

[maggie]: and

 

7982

00:46:31,198 --> 00:46:31,279

[abbe_greenberg]: the

 

7983

00:46:31,314 --> 00:46:31,394

[maggie]: is

 

7984

00:46:31,339 --> 00:46:31,980

[abbe_greenberg]: perspective

 

7985

00:46:31,515 --> 00:46:32,096

[maggie]: written from the

 

7986

00:46:32,080 --> 00:46:32,140

[abbe_greenberg]: of

 

7987

00:46:32,156 --> 00:46:32,777

[maggie]: perspective

 

7988

00:46:32,200 --> 00:46:32,781

[abbe_greenberg]: the sufferer

 

7989

00:46:32,877 --> 00:46:32,957

[maggie]: of

 

7990

00:46:33,090 --> 00:46:33,612

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

7991

00:46:33,157 --> 00:46:33,558

[maggie]: suffer

 

7992

00:46:33,992 --> 00:46:34,955

[abbe_greenberg]: that's where it all

 

7993

00:46:34,809 --> 00:46:35,050

[maggie]: that's

 

7994

00:46:35,095 --> 00:46:35,456

[abbe_greenberg]: began

 

7995

00:46:35,230 --> 00:46:35,531

[maggie]: where it

 

7996

00:46:35,537 --> 00:46:35,617

[abbe_greenberg]: we

 

7997

00:46:35,611 --> 00:46:35,752

[maggie]: all

 

7998

00:46:35,677 --> 00:46:35,878

[abbe_greenberg]: didn't

 

7999

00:46:35,892 --> 00:46:36,233

[maggie]: began

 

8000

00:46:36,058 --> 00:46:36,439

[abbe_greenberg]: actually

 

8001

00:46:36,334 --> 00:46:37,196

[maggie]: we didn't actually

 

8002

00:46:37,552 --> 00:46:38,293

[abbe_greenberg]: create the group

 

8003

00:46:38,309 --> 00:46:38,629

[maggie]: create

 

8004

00:46:38,393 --> 00:46:38,754

[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety

 

8005

00:46:38,669 --> 00:46:38,750

[maggie]: the

 

8006

00:46:38,814 --> 00:46:39,175

[abbe_greenberg]: sisters

 

8007

00:46:38,850 --> 00:46:39,511

[maggie]: group of anxiety

 

8008

00:46:39,235 --> 00:46:39,575

[abbe_greenberg]: the virtual

 

8009

00:46:39,571 --> 00:46:39,952

[maggie]: sisters

 

8010

00:46:39,595 --> 00:46:40,136

[abbe_greenberg]: community until

 

8011

00:46:39,972 --> 00:46:40,292

[maggie]: the virtual

 

8012

00:46:40,196 --> 00:46:40,377

[abbe_greenberg]: twenty

 

8013

00:46:40,332 --> 00:46:40,673

[maggie]: community

 

8014

00:46:40,437 --> 00:46:40,898

[abbe_greenberg]: seventeen

 

8015

00:46:40,713 --> 00:46:41,174

[maggie]: until twenty

 

8016

00:46:40,998 --> 00:46:41,118

[abbe_greenberg]: but

 

8017

00:46:41,214 --> 00:46:41,674

[maggie]: seventeen

 

8018

00:46:41,519 --> 00:46:41,879

[abbe_greenberg]: literally

 

8019

00:46:41,775 --> 00:46:41,895

[maggie]: but

 

8020

00:46:41,939 --> 00:46:42,300

[abbe_greenberg]: starting in

 

8021

00:46:42,296 --> 00:46:42,656

[maggie]: literally

 

8022

00:46:42,330 --> 00:46:42,671

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

8023

00:46:42,340 --> 00:46:42,841

[abbe_greenberg]: twenty ten

 

8024

00:46:42,736 --> 00:46:42,997

[maggie]: starting

 

8025

00:46:42,921 --> 00:46:42,981

[abbe_greenberg]: we

 

8026

00:46:43,037 --> 00:46:43,077

[maggie]: in

 

8027

00:46:43,081 --> 00:46:43,342

[abbe_greenberg]: began

 

8028

00:46:43,137 --> 00:46:43,377

[maggie]: twenty

 

8029

00:46:43,422 --> 00:46:43,562

[abbe_greenberg]: this

 

8030

00:46:43,437 --> 00:46:43,618

[maggie]: ten

 

8031

00:46:43,682 --> 00:46:44,043

[abbe_greenberg]: journey

 

8032

00:46:43,698 --> 00:46:44,319

[maggie]: we began this

 

8033

00:46:44,283 --> 00:46:44,383

[abbe_greenberg]: of

 

8034

00:46:44,459 --> 00:46:45,180

[maggie]: journey of

 

8035

00:46:45,305 --> 00:46:46,567

[abbe_greenberg]: thousands of interviews

 

8036

00:46:46,082 --> 00:46:46,663

[maggie]: thousands of

 

8037

00:46:46,667 --> 00:46:46,827

[abbe_greenberg]: with

 

8038

00:46:46,743 --> 00:46:47,324

[maggie]: interviews

 

8039

00:46:46,980 --> 00:46:47,206

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

8040

00:46:47,028 --> 00:46:47,529

[abbe_greenberg]: all kinds

 

8041

00:46:47,464 --> 00:46:47,584

[maggie]: with

 

8042

00:46:47,569 --> 00:46:48,009

[abbe_greenberg]: of anxiety

 

8043

00:46:47,785 --> 00:46:48,306

[maggie]: all kinds

 

8044

00:46:48,069 --> 00:46:48,430

[abbe_greenberg]: sufferers

 

8045

00:46:48,366 --> 00:46:48,406

[maggie]: of

 

8046

00:46:48,470 --> 00:46:48,570

[abbe_greenberg]: all

 

8047

00:46:48,486 --> 00:46:48,786

[maggie]: anxiety

 

8048

00:46:48,630 --> 00:46:48,871

[abbe_greenberg]: over the

 

8049

00:46:48,846 --> 00:46:49,187

[maggie]: sufferers

 

8050

00:46:48,951 --> 00:46:49,211

[abbe_greenberg]: world

 

8051

00:46:49,227 --> 00:46:49,688

[maggie]: all over the

 

8052

00:46:49,672 --> 00:46:49,873

[abbe_greenberg]: neuro

 

8053

00:46:49,728 --> 00:46:50,008

[maggie]: world

 

8054

00:46:49,953 --> 00:46:50,494

[abbe_greenberg]: scientists

 

8055

00:46:50,449 --> 00:46:50,570

[maggie]: here

 

8056

00:46:50,554 --> 00:46:51,155

[abbe_greenberg]: lkiatrist

 

8057

00:46:50,630 --> 00:46:51,271

[maggie]: with scientists

 

8058

00:46:51,255 --> 00:46:51,856

[abbe_greenberg]: doctors

 

8059

00:46:51,351 --> 00:46:51,933

[maggie]: like hiintrist

 

8060

00:46:52,036 --> 00:46:52,617

[abbe_greenberg]: specialists

 

8061

00:46:52,053 --> 00:46:52,634

[maggie]: doctors

 

8062

00:46:52,737 --> 00:46:53,418

[abbe_greenberg]: nutritionists

 

8063

00:46:52,835 --> 00:46:54,218

[maggie]: specialists nutritionists

 

8064

00:46:53,899 --> 00:46:54,721

[abbe_greenberg]: morists right

 

8065

00:46:54,699 --> 00:46:55,080

[maggie]: morists

 

8066

00:46:54,990 --> 00:46:55,251

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

8067

00:46:55,320 --> 00:46:55,521

[maggie]: right

 

8068

00:46:55,562 --> 00:46:56,203

[abbe_greenberg]: and we just talk

 

8069

00:46:56,503 --> 00:46:56,563

[maggie]: we

 

8070

00:46:56,824 --> 00:46:57,505

[abbe_greenberg]: everyone

 

8071

00:46:57,479 --> 00:46:57,540

[juliet_hahn]: ah

 

8072

00:46:57,625 --> 00:46:58,287

[maggie]: everyone

 

8073

00:46:58,266 --> 00:46:59,489

[abbe_greenberg]: we you know i started

 

8074

00:46:59,489 --> 00:46:59,550

[maggie]: you

 

8075

00:46:59,529 --> 00:46:59,729

[abbe_greenberg]: taking

 

8076

00:46:59,590 --> 00:46:59,710

[maggie]: know

 

8077

00:46:59,769 --> 00:47:00,330

[abbe_greenberg]: neuroscience

 

8078

00:46:59,870 --> 00:47:00,491

[maggie]: i started taking

 

8079

00:47:00,360 --> 00:47:01,050

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

8080

00:47:00,390 --> 00:47:00,951

[abbe_greenberg]: courses

 

8081

00:47:00,552 --> 00:47:01,754

[maggie]: nero science courses

 

8082

00:47:01,512 --> 00:47:02,555

[abbe_greenberg]: and we became

 

8083

00:47:02,315 --> 00:47:03,337

[maggie]: and we became

 

8084

00:47:03,818 --> 00:47:04,600

[abbe_greenberg]: very committed

 

8085

00:47:04,610 --> 00:47:04,851

[maggie]: very

 

8086

00:47:04,700 --> 00:47:05,141

[abbe_greenberg]: to knowing

 

8087

00:47:04,951 --> 00:47:05,373

[maggie]: committed

 

8088

00:47:05,462 --> 00:47:05,863

[abbe_greenberg]: everything

 

8089

00:47:05,493 --> 00:47:05,915

[maggie]: to knowing

 

8090

00:47:05,883 --> 00:47:06,203

[abbe_greenberg]: there was

 

8091

00:47:06,256 --> 00:47:06,637

[maggie]: everything

 

8092

00:47:06,284 --> 00:47:06,705

[abbe_greenberg]: to know about

 

8093

00:47:06,677 --> 00:47:06,817

[maggie]: there

 

8094

00:47:06,765 --> 00:47:06,985

[abbe_greenberg]: mental

 

8095

00:47:06,878 --> 00:47:06,998

[maggie]: was

 

8096

00:47:07,065 --> 00:47:07,226

[abbe_greenberg]: health

 

8097

00:47:07,078 --> 00:47:07,500

[maggie]: to know about

 

8098

00:47:07,326 --> 00:47:07,707

[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety

 

8099

00:47:07,540 --> 00:47:07,801

[maggie]: mental

 

8100

00:47:07,727 --> 00:47:08,228

[abbe_greenberg]: and depression

 

8101

00:47:07,861 --> 00:47:08,483

[maggie]: health anxiety

 

8102

00:47:08,369 --> 00:47:08,489

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

8103

00:47:08,523 --> 00:47:08,583

[maggie]: and

 

8104

00:47:08,569 --> 00:47:08,649

[abbe_greenberg]: we

 

8105

00:47:08,623 --> 00:47:09,024

[maggie]: depression

 

8106

00:47:08,750 --> 00:47:08,970

[abbe_greenberg]: could

 

8107

00:47:09,165 --> 00:47:09,747

[maggie]: that we could

 

8108

00:47:10,102 --> 00:47:10,924

[abbe_greenberg]: and it was it was

 

8109

00:47:10,889 --> 00:47:10,969

[maggie]: and

 

8110

00:47:10,964 --> 00:47:11,164

[abbe_greenberg]: really

 

8111

00:47:11,189 --> 00:47:11,710

[maggie]: it was it was

 

8112

00:47:11,685 --> 00:47:11,765

[abbe_greenberg]: you

 

8113

00:47:11,750 --> 00:47:11,971

[maggie]: really

 

8114

00:47:11,806 --> 00:47:12,607

[abbe_greenberg]: know about an eleven

 

8115

00:47:12,491 --> 00:47:12,712

[maggie]: you know

 

8116

00:47:12,667 --> 00:47:12,787

[abbe_greenberg]: year

 

8117

00:47:12,772 --> 00:47:12,952

[maggie]: about

 

8118

00:47:12,848 --> 00:47:13,108

[abbe_greenberg]: journey

 

8119

00:47:13,012 --> 00:47:13,413

[maggie]: an eleven

 

8120

00:47:13,168 --> 00:47:13,489

[abbe_greenberg]: between

 

8121

00:47:13,453 --> 00:47:13,553

[maggie]: year

 

8122

00:47:13,609 --> 00:47:13,769

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

8123

00:47:13,633 --> 00:47:13,873

[maggie]: journey

 

8124

00:47:13,890 --> 00:47:14,130

[abbe_greenberg]: day

 

8125

00:47:13,954 --> 00:47:14,554

[maggie]: between that

 

8126

00:47:14,431 --> 00:47:14,952

[abbe_greenberg]: on the bus

 

8127

00:47:14,675 --> 00:47:14,855

[maggie]: day

 

8128

00:47:15,152 --> 00:47:15,252

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

8129

00:47:15,215 --> 00:47:15,275

[maggie]: on

 

8130

00:47:15,272 --> 00:47:15,393

[abbe_greenberg]: when

 

8131

00:47:15,316 --> 00:47:15,396

[maggie]: the

 

8132

00:47:15,433 --> 00:47:15,533

[abbe_greenberg]: our

 

8133

00:47:15,436 --> 00:47:15,716

[maggie]: bus

 

8134

00:47:15,553 --> 00:47:15,954

[abbe_greenberg]: book came

 

8135

00:47:15,780 --> 00:47:16,002

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

8136

00:47:15,936 --> 00:47:16,137

[maggie]: and when

 

8137

00:47:16,054 --> 00:47:16,174

[abbe_greenberg]: out

 

8138

00:47:16,217 --> 00:47:16,718

[maggie]: our book came

 

8139

00:47:16,595 --> 00:47:16,815

[abbe_greenberg]: but

 

8140

00:47:16,838 --> 00:47:16,918

[maggie]: out

 

8141

00:47:17,437 --> 00:47:17,637

[abbe_greenberg]: that's

 

8142

00:47:17,471 --> 00:47:17,613

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

8143

00:47:17,480 --> 00:47:17,602

[maggie]: it

 

8144

00:47:17,717 --> 00:47:18,539

[abbe_greenberg]: kind of the genesis

 

8145

00:47:18,219 --> 00:47:18,680

[maggie]: that's kind

 

8146

00:47:18,599 --> 00:47:18,759

[abbe_greenberg]: of the

 

8147

00:47:18,721 --> 00:47:18,761

[maggie]: of

 

8148

00:47:18,799 --> 00:47:19,100

[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety

 

8149

00:47:18,821 --> 00:47:19,303

[maggie]: the genesis

 

8150

00:47:19,140 --> 00:47:19,521

[abbe_greenberg]: sisterhood

 

8151

00:47:19,350 --> 00:47:19,530

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

8152

00:47:19,363 --> 00:47:20,267

[maggie]: of anxiety sisterhood

 

8153

00:47:19,971 --> 00:47:21,433

[juliet_hahn]: that's also i think when anyone is

 

8154

00:47:21,500 --> 00:47:21,660

[maggie]: that's

 

8155

00:47:21,653 --> 00:47:21,734

[juliet_hahn]: on

 

8156

00:47:21,700 --> 00:47:22,301

[maggie]: also i think when

 

8157

00:47:22,335 --> 00:47:22,415

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

8158

00:47:22,361 --> 00:47:22,662

[maggie]: anyone

 

8159

00:47:22,795 --> 00:47:22,835

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

8160

00:47:22,882 --> 00:47:22,962

[maggie]: is

 

8161

00:47:22,916 --> 00:47:23,256

[juliet_hahn]: talk about

 

8162

00:47:23,182 --> 00:47:23,283

[maggie]: on

 

8163

00:47:23,296 --> 00:47:23,837

[juliet_hahn]: this often on

 

8164

00:47:23,864 --> 00:47:23,944

[maggie]: and

 

8165

00:47:23,877 --> 00:47:24,458

[juliet_hahn]: the podcast

 

8166

00:47:24,324 --> 00:47:25,226

[maggie]: i talk about this often

 

8167

00:47:25,059 --> 00:47:25,099

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

8168

00:47:25,306 --> 00:47:25,346

[maggie]: on

 

8169

00:47:25,340 --> 00:47:25,600

[juliet_hahn]: believe

 

8170

00:47:25,406 --> 00:47:25,987

[maggie]: the podcast

 

8171

00:47:25,660 --> 00:47:26,582

[juliet_hahn]: in god but whether you

 

8172

00:47:26,588 --> 00:47:26,628

[maggie]: i

 

8173

00:47:26,622 --> 00:47:26,822

[juliet_hahn]: believe

 

8174

00:47:26,849 --> 00:47:27,089

[maggie]: believe

 

8175

00:47:26,862 --> 00:47:26,902

[juliet_hahn]: in

 

8176

00:47:27,149 --> 00:47:27,209

[maggie]: in

 

8177

00:47:27,223 --> 00:47:27,263

[juliet_hahn]: no

 

8178

00:47:27,269 --> 00:47:27,510

[maggie]: god

 

8179

00:47:27,363 --> 00:47:27,623

[juliet_hahn]: god or

 

8180

00:47:27,610 --> 00:47:27,710

[maggie]: but

 

8181

00:47:27,683 --> 00:47:27,764

[juliet_hahn]: the

 

8182

00:47:27,730 --> 00:47:27,930

[maggie]: whether

 

8183

00:47:27,864 --> 00:47:28,224

[juliet_hahn]: universe

 

8184

00:47:27,970 --> 00:47:28,391

[maggie]: you believe in

 

8185

00:47:28,765 --> 00:47:28,865

[juliet_hahn]: we

 

8186

00:47:28,832 --> 00:47:29,092

[maggie]: god or

 

8187

00:47:29,126 --> 00:47:29,206

[juliet_hahn]: are

 

8188

00:47:29,172 --> 00:47:29,253

[maggie]: the

 

8189

00:47:29,286 --> 00:47:29,426

[juliet_hahn]: put

 

8190

00:47:29,333 --> 00:47:29,693

[maggie]: universe

 

8191

00:47:29,466 --> 00:47:30,087

[juliet_hahn]: on this earth for

 

8192

00:47:30,234 --> 00:47:30,334

[maggie]: we

 

8193

00:47:30,248 --> 00:47:30,749

[juliet_hahn]: a reason

 

8194

00:47:30,595 --> 00:47:30,995

[maggie]: are put on

 

8195

00:47:31,029 --> 00:47:31,169

[juliet_hahn]: not

 

8196

00:47:31,035 --> 00:47:31,356

[maggie]: this earth

 

8197

00:47:31,430 --> 00:47:31,490

[juliet_hahn]: of

 

8198

00:47:31,436 --> 00:47:31,556

[maggie]: for

 

8199

00:47:31,530 --> 00:47:32,011

[juliet_hahn]: us find

 

8200

00:47:31,717 --> 00:47:32,157

[maggie]: a reason

 

8201

00:47:32,131 --> 00:47:32,652

[juliet_hahn]: that reason

 

8202

00:47:32,478 --> 00:47:33,440

[maggie]: not all just find

 

8203

00:47:33,173 --> 00:47:33,694

[juliet_hahn]: a lot of times

 

8204

00:47:33,580 --> 00:47:33,740

[maggie]: that

 

8205

00:47:33,754 --> 00:47:33,774

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

8206

00:47:33,800 --> 00:47:34,101

[maggie]: reason

 

8207

00:47:33,834 --> 00:47:34,695

[juliet_hahn]: think it's because we don't

 

8208

00:47:34,642 --> 00:47:34,862

[maggie]: a lot

 

8209

00:47:34,775 --> 00:47:35,216

[juliet_hahn]: explore

 

8210

00:47:34,902 --> 00:47:35,443

[maggie]: of times i think

 

8211

00:47:35,316 --> 00:47:35,597

[juliet_hahn]: we don't

 

8212

00:47:35,483 --> 00:47:35,864

[maggie]: it's because

 

8213

00:47:35,757 --> 00:47:35,857

[juliet_hahn]: let

 

8214

00:47:35,904 --> 00:47:35,944

[maggie]: we

 

8215

00:47:35,957 --> 00:47:36,458

[juliet_hahn]: ourselves

 

8216

00:47:36,004 --> 00:47:36,665

[maggie]: don't explore

 

8217

00:47:36,578 --> 00:47:36,739

[juliet_hahn]: day

 

8218

00:47:36,765 --> 00:47:36,825

[maggie]: we

 

8219

00:47:36,879 --> 00:47:37,119

[juliet_hahn]: dream

 

8220

00:47:36,885 --> 00:47:37,046

[maggie]: don't

 

8221

00:47:37,179 --> 00:47:37,259

[juliet_hahn]: we

 

8222

00:47:37,206 --> 00:47:37,326

[maggie]: let

 

8223

00:47:37,300 --> 00:47:37,440

[juliet_hahn]: don't

 

8224

00:47:37,406 --> 00:47:37,887

[maggie]: ourselves

 

8225

00:47:37,520 --> 00:47:38,081

[juliet_hahn]: let ourselves

 

8226

00:47:38,027 --> 00:47:38,187

[maggie]: day

 

8227

00:47:38,141 --> 00:47:38,281

[juliet_hahn]: have

 

8228

00:47:38,308 --> 00:47:38,568

[maggie]: dream

 

8229

00:47:38,321 --> 00:47:38,842

[juliet_hahn]: that open

 

8230

00:47:38,648 --> 00:47:39,109

[maggie]: we don't let

 

8231

00:47:39,103 --> 00:47:39,403

[juliet_hahn]: outlet

 

8232

00:47:39,169 --> 00:47:39,550

[maggie]: ourselves

 

8233

00:47:39,463 --> 00:47:39,643

[juliet_hahn]: where

 

8234

00:47:39,610 --> 00:47:39,730

[maggie]: have

 

8235

00:47:39,683 --> 00:47:39,784

[juliet_hahn]: it's

 

8236

00:47:39,770 --> 00:47:39,870

[maggie]: that

 

8237

00:47:39,824 --> 00:47:40,224

[juliet_hahn]: like okay

 

8238

00:47:40,030 --> 00:47:40,271

[maggie]: open

 

8239

00:47:40,345 --> 00:47:40,485

[juliet_hahn]: my

 

8240

00:47:40,551 --> 00:47:40,872

[maggie]: outlet

 

8241

00:47:40,605 --> 00:47:41,086

[juliet_hahn]: experience

 

8242

00:47:40,912 --> 00:47:41,232

[maggie]: where it's

 

8243

00:47:41,146 --> 00:47:41,226

[juliet_hahn]: can

 

8244

00:47:41,273 --> 00:47:41,393

[maggie]: like

 

8245

00:47:41,326 --> 00:47:41,486

[juliet_hahn]: help

 

8246

00:47:41,473 --> 00:47:41,673

[maggie]: okay

 

8247

00:47:41,627 --> 00:47:42,007

[juliet_hahn]: someone

 

8248

00:47:41,813 --> 00:47:42,555

[maggie]: my experience

 

8249

00:47:42,448 --> 00:47:42,648

[juliet_hahn]: how

 

8250

00:47:42,595 --> 00:47:42,955

[maggie]: can help

 

8251

00:47:42,869 --> 00:47:43,229

[juliet_hahn]: and you know

 

8252

00:47:43,096 --> 00:47:43,456

[maggie]: someone

 

8253

00:47:43,370 --> 00:47:44,091

[juliet_hahn]: a lot of times people

 

8254

00:47:43,897 --> 00:47:44,097

[maggie]: how

 

8255

00:47:44,171 --> 00:47:44,271

[juliet_hahn]: are

 

8256

00:47:44,338 --> 00:47:44,398

[maggie]: and

 

8257

00:47:44,391 --> 00:47:44,832

[juliet_hahn]: fearful

 

8258

00:47:44,438 --> 00:47:44,979

[maggie]: you know lot

 

8259

00:47:44,952 --> 00:47:45,012

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

8260

00:47:45,039 --> 00:47:45,079

[maggie]: of

 

8261

00:47:45,093 --> 00:47:45,193

[juliet_hahn]: they

 

8262

00:47:45,119 --> 00:47:45,279

[maggie]: times

 

8263

00:47:45,233 --> 00:47:45,393

[juliet_hahn]: don't

 

8264

00:47:45,359 --> 00:47:45,540

[maggie]: people

 

8265

00:47:45,533 --> 00:47:45,714

[juliet_hahn]: jump

 

8266

00:47:45,620 --> 00:47:45,700

[maggie]: are

 

8267

00:47:45,834 --> 00:47:46,034

[juliet_hahn]: into

 

8268

00:47:45,860 --> 00:47:46,281

[maggie]: fearful

 

8269

00:47:46,114 --> 00:47:46,455

[juliet_hahn]: something

 

8270

00:47:46,401 --> 00:47:46,822

[maggie]: so they don't

 

8271

00:47:46,936 --> 00:47:47,016

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

8272

00:47:46,982 --> 00:47:47,162

[maggie]: jump

 

8273

00:47:47,076 --> 00:47:47,256

[juliet_hahn]: so a

 

8274

00:47:47,303 --> 00:47:47,483

[maggie]: into

 

8275

00:47:47,316 --> 00:47:47,757

[juliet_hahn]: lot of people

 

8276

00:47:47,643 --> 00:47:48,024

[maggie]: something

 

8277

00:47:47,897 --> 00:47:48,098

[juliet_hahn]: miss

 

8278

00:47:48,485 --> 00:47:48,565

[maggie]: and

 

8279

00:47:48,578 --> 00:47:48,678

[juliet_hahn]: what

 

8280

00:47:48,625 --> 00:47:48,685

[maggie]: so

 

8281

00:47:48,739 --> 00:47:48,939

[juliet_hahn]: they're

 

8282

00:47:48,785 --> 00:47:48,965

[maggie]: a lot

 

8283

00:47:48,979 --> 00:47:49,139

[juliet_hahn]: meant

 

8284

00:47:48,985 --> 00:47:49,286

[maggie]: of people

 

8285

00:47:49,199 --> 00:47:49,440

[juliet_hahn]: to do

 

8286

00:47:49,406 --> 00:47:49,606

[maggie]: miss

 

8287

00:47:49,700 --> 00:47:50,081

[juliet_hahn]: but this is

 

8288

00:47:50,067 --> 00:47:50,187

[maggie]: what

 

8289

00:47:50,221 --> 00:47:50,662

[juliet_hahn]: clearly

 

8290

00:47:50,227 --> 00:47:50,768

[maggie]: they're meant to

 

8291

00:47:50,762 --> 00:47:50,882

[juliet_hahn]: what

 

8292

00:47:50,828 --> 00:47:50,929

[maggie]: do

 

8293

00:47:50,942 --> 00:47:51,143

[juliet_hahn]: god

 

8294

00:47:51,189 --> 00:47:51,269

[maggie]: but

 

8295

00:47:51,243 --> 00:47:51,503

[juliet_hahn]: wanted

 

8296

00:47:51,309 --> 00:47:51,570

[maggie]: this is

 

8297

00:47:51,683 --> 00:47:51,784

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

8298

00:47:51,690 --> 00:47:52,151

[maggie]: clearly

 

8299

00:47:51,844 --> 00:47:52,224

[juliet_hahn]: guys to

 

8300

00:47:52,251 --> 00:47:52,371

[maggie]: what

 

8301

00:47:52,284 --> 00:47:52,365

[juliet_hahn]: do

 

8302

00:47:52,431 --> 00:47:52,652

[maggie]: god

 

8303

00:47:52,525 --> 00:47:52,745

[juliet_hahn]: and so

 

8304

00:47:52,732 --> 00:47:52,972

[maggie]: wanted

 

8305

00:47:52,966 --> 00:47:53,266

[juliet_hahn]: as you

 

8306

00:47:53,152 --> 00:47:53,533

[maggie]: you guys

 

8307

00:47:53,426 --> 00:47:54,188

[juliet_hahn]: continued

 

8308

00:47:53,613 --> 00:47:54,715

[maggie]: to do and so as you

 

8309

00:47:54,668 --> 00:47:54,949

[juliet_hahn]: in your

 

8310

00:47:54,823 --> 00:47:54,985

[abbe_greenberg]: yeah

 

8311

00:47:54,895 --> 00:47:55,616

[maggie]: continued

 

8312

00:47:54,989 --> 00:47:56,031

[juliet_hahn]: path as that you know

 

8313

00:47:56,117 --> 00:47:56,718

[maggie]: in your path

 

8314

00:47:56,632 --> 00:47:56,912

[juliet_hahn]: mag's

 

8315

00:47:56,939 --> 00:47:57,019

[maggie]: is

 

8316

00:47:56,972 --> 00:47:57,273

[juliet_hahn]: yelling

 

8317

00:47:57,079 --> 00:47:57,319

[maggie]: that you

 

8318

00:47:57,333 --> 00:47:57,413

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

8319

00:47:57,359 --> 00:47:57,460

[maggie]: know

 

8320

00:47:57,453 --> 00:47:58,274

[juliet_hahn]: i can totally picture

 

8321

00:47:58,081 --> 00:47:58,381

[maggie]: mag's

 

8322

00:47:58,335 --> 00:47:58,435

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

8323

00:47:58,441 --> 00:47:58,742

[maggie]: yelling

 

8324

00:47:58,495 --> 00:47:58,835

[juliet_hahn]: so thank

 

8325

00:47:58,802 --> 00:47:58,882

[maggie]: and

 

8326

00:47:58,875 --> 00:47:58,956

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

8327

00:47:58,942 --> 00:47:58,962

[maggie]: i

 

8328

00:47:59,016 --> 00:47:59,076

[juliet_hahn]: i'm

 

8329

00:47:59,022 --> 00:47:59,102

[maggie]: can

 

8330

00:47:59,096 --> 00:47:59,276

[juliet_hahn]: gonna

 

8331

00:47:59,142 --> 00:47:59,423

[maggie]: totally

 

8332

00:47:59,316 --> 00:47:59,677

[juliet_hahn]: got choked

 

8333

00:47:59,483 --> 00:47:59,763

[maggie]: picture

 

8334

00:47:59,717 --> 00:47:59,777

[juliet_hahn]: up

 

8335

00:47:59,803 --> 00:47:59,924

[maggie]: that

 

8336

00:47:59,817 --> 00:47:59,977

[juliet_hahn]: for a

 

8337

00:47:59,984 --> 00:48:00,064

[maggie]: so

 

8338

00:48:00,017 --> 00:48:00,258

[juliet_hahn]: second

 

8339

00:48:00,164 --> 00:48:00,324

[maggie]: thank

 

8340

00:48:00,278 --> 00:48:00,378

[juliet_hahn]: where

 

8341

00:48:00,364 --> 00:48:00,424

[maggie]: you

 

8342

00:48:00,418 --> 00:48:00,498

[juliet_hahn]: the

 

8343

00:48:00,505 --> 00:48:00,565

[maggie]: i'm

 

8344

00:48:00,538 --> 00:48:00,939

[juliet_hahn]: anxiety

 

8345

00:48:00,625 --> 00:48:01,146

[maggie]: on got choked

 

8346

00:48:00,999 --> 00:48:01,340

[juliet_hahn]: sisters

 

8347

00:48:01,206 --> 00:48:01,867

[maggie]: up for a second where

 

8348

00:48:01,901 --> 00:48:02,001

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

8349

00:48:01,907 --> 00:48:02,408

[maggie]: the anxiety

 

8350

00:48:02,061 --> 00:48:02,642

[juliet_hahn]: can see that's

 

8351

00:48:02,488 --> 00:48:02,828

[maggie]: sisters

 

8352

00:48:02,682 --> 00:48:03,343

[juliet_hahn]: like a that's like a

 

8353

00:48:03,389 --> 00:48:03,490

[maggie]: you

 

8354

00:48:03,403 --> 00:48:03,704

[juliet_hahn]: movie

 

8355

00:48:03,570 --> 00:48:03,910

[maggie]: can see

 

8356

00:48:03,824 --> 00:48:04,044

[juliet_hahn]: you can

 

8357

00:48:03,970 --> 00:48:04,131

[maggie]: that's

 

8358

00:48:04,144 --> 00:48:04,284

[juliet_hahn]: see

 

8359

00:48:04,171 --> 00:48:04,271

[maggie]: like

 

8360

00:48:04,345 --> 00:48:04,485

[juliet_hahn]: where

 

8361

00:48:04,471 --> 00:48:04,631

[maggie]: that's

 

8362

00:48:04,545 --> 00:48:04,705

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

8363

00:48:04,672 --> 00:48:04,832

[maggie]: like a

 

8364

00:48:04,825 --> 00:48:04,946

[juliet_hahn]: can

 

8365

00:48:04,892 --> 00:48:05,192

[maggie]: movie

 

8366

00:48:05,026 --> 00:48:05,166

[juliet_hahn]: then

 

8367

00:48:05,313 --> 00:48:05,393

[maggie]: you

 

8368

00:48:05,326 --> 00:48:05,867

[juliet_hahn]: evolve

 

8369

00:48:05,453 --> 00:48:06,414

[maggie]: can see where that can

 

8370

00:48:06,428 --> 00:48:06,588

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

8371

00:48:06,515 --> 00:48:07,356

[maggie]: then evolve

 

8372

00:48:06,829 --> 00:48:07,931

[juliet_hahn]: where then

 

8373

00:48:07,937 --> 00:48:08,037

[maggie]: and

 

8374

00:48:08,031 --> 00:48:08,291

[juliet_hahn]: it's like

 

8375

00:48:08,338 --> 00:48:08,598

[maggie]: where

 

8376

00:48:08,391 --> 00:48:09,333

[juliet_hahn]: okay let's put the

 

8377

00:48:09,239 --> 00:48:09,440

[maggie]: then

 

8378

00:48:09,393 --> 00:48:09,673

[juliet_hahn]: steps

 

8379

00:48:09,540 --> 00:48:09,800

[maggie]: it's like

 

8380

00:48:09,754 --> 00:48:09,994

[juliet_hahn]: to see

 

8381

00:48:09,900 --> 00:48:10,121

[maggie]: okay

 

8382

00:48:10,034 --> 00:48:10,194

[juliet_hahn]: where

 

8383

00:48:10,221 --> 00:48:10,401

[maggie]: let's

 

8384

00:48:10,234 --> 00:48:10,395

[juliet_hahn]: this

 

8385

00:48:10,521 --> 00:48:10,662

[maggie]: put

 

8386

00:48:10,535 --> 00:48:10,916

[juliet_hahn]: goes

 

8387

00:48:10,702 --> 00:48:11,122

[maggie]: the steps

 

8388

00:48:11,056 --> 00:48:11,156

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

8389

00:48:11,202 --> 00:48:11,283

[maggie]: to

 

8390

00:48:11,216 --> 00:48:11,356

[juliet_hahn]: then

 

8391

00:48:11,343 --> 00:48:11,463

[maggie]: see

 

8392

00:48:11,396 --> 00:48:11,637

[juliet_hahn]: that's

 

8393

00:48:11,503 --> 00:48:11,663

[maggie]: where

 

8394

00:48:11,697 --> 00:48:11,837

[juliet_hahn]: where

 

8395

00:48:11,703 --> 00:48:11,864

[maggie]: this

 

8396

00:48:11,897 --> 00:48:12,118

[juliet_hahn]: it just

 

8397

00:48:12,004 --> 00:48:12,384

[maggie]: goes

 

8398

00:48:12,218 --> 00:48:12,759

[juliet_hahn]: grow because

 

8399

00:48:12,545 --> 00:48:12,845

[maggie]: and then

 

8400

00:48:12,819 --> 00:48:13,019

[juliet_hahn]: god

 

8401

00:48:12,905 --> 00:48:13,106

[maggie]: that's

 

8402

00:48:13,079 --> 00:48:13,179

[juliet_hahn]: was

 

8403

00:48:13,166 --> 00:48:13,306

[maggie]: where

 

8404

00:48:13,219 --> 00:48:13,360

[juliet_hahn]: like

 

8405

00:48:13,366 --> 00:48:13,426

[maggie]: it

 

8406

00:48:13,420 --> 00:48:13,680

[juliet_hahn]: yes

 

8407

00:48:13,466 --> 00:48:13,867

[maggie]: just grew

 

8408

00:48:13,840 --> 00:48:13,961

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

8409

00:48:14,007 --> 00:48:14,227

[maggie]: because

 

8410

00:48:14,021 --> 00:48:14,301

[juliet_hahn]: guys

 

8411

00:48:14,268 --> 00:48:14,808

[maggie]: god was like

 

8412

00:48:14,782 --> 00:48:14,942

[juliet_hahn]: this

 

8413

00:48:14,869 --> 00:48:15,129

[maggie]: yes

 

8414

00:48:15,022 --> 00:48:15,343

[juliet_hahn]: is why

 

8415

00:48:15,309 --> 00:48:15,750

[maggie]: you guys

 

8416

00:48:15,543 --> 00:48:16,264

[juliet_hahn]: i gave this to you

 

8417

00:48:16,231 --> 00:48:16,391

[maggie]: this

 

8418

00:48:16,345 --> 00:48:16,385

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

8419

00:48:16,471 --> 00:48:16,531

[maggie]: is

 

8420

00:48:16,485 --> 00:48:16,745

[juliet_hahn]: gave

 

8421

00:48:16,631 --> 00:48:17,072

[maggie]: why i

 

8422

00:48:17,126 --> 00:48:17,206

[juliet_hahn]: as

 

8423

00:48:17,172 --> 00:48:17,373

[maggie]: gave

 

8424

00:48:17,246 --> 00:48:17,386

[juliet_hahn]: much

 

8425

00:48:17,413 --> 00:48:17,533

[maggie]: this

 

8426

00:48:17,446 --> 00:48:17,507

[juliet_hahn]: as

 

8427

00:48:17,573 --> 00:48:17,633

[maggie]: to

 

8428

00:48:17,587 --> 00:48:17,647

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

8429

00:48:17,673 --> 00:48:17,753

[maggie]: you

 

8430

00:48:17,787 --> 00:48:18,128

[juliet_hahn]: sucks

 

8431

00:48:17,854 --> 00:48:18,254

[maggie]: i gave

 

8432

00:48:18,588 --> 00:48:18,608

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

8433

00:48:18,615 --> 00:48:18,675

[maggie]: as

 

8434

00:48:18,729 --> 00:48:18,929

[juliet_hahn]: gave

 

8435

00:48:18,735 --> 00:48:18,995

[maggie]: much as

 

8436

00:48:18,989 --> 00:48:19,069

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

8437

00:48:19,076 --> 00:48:19,136

[maggie]: it

 

8438

00:48:19,149 --> 00:48:19,290

[juliet_hahn]: guys

 

8439

00:48:19,276 --> 00:48:19,596

[maggie]: sucks

 

8440

00:48:19,410 --> 00:48:19,971

[juliet_hahn]: the voice

 

8441

00:48:20,057 --> 00:48:20,398

[maggie]: i gave

 

8442

00:48:20,351 --> 00:48:20,451

[juliet_hahn]: the

 

8443

00:48:20,458 --> 00:48:20,558

[maggie]: you

 

8444

00:48:20,492 --> 00:48:21,032

[juliet_hahn]: experience

 

8445

00:48:20,618 --> 00:48:21,440

[maggie]: guys the boys

 

8446

00:48:21,133 --> 00:48:21,834

[juliet_hahn]: the balls

 

8447

00:48:21,820 --> 00:48:22,481

[maggie]: the experience

 

8448

00:48:22,455 --> 00:48:22,695

[juliet_hahn]: to be

 

8449

00:48:22,621 --> 00:48:22,702

[maggie]: the

 

8450

00:48:22,775 --> 00:48:22,936

[juliet_hahn]: able

 

8451

00:48:22,822 --> 00:48:23,343

[maggie]: balls

 

8452

00:48:22,996 --> 00:48:23,737

[juliet_hahn]: to go out there

 

8453

00:48:23,924 --> 00:48:24,384

[maggie]: to be able

 

8454

00:48:24,258 --> 00:48:24,558

[juliet_hahn]: and yell

 

8455

00:48:24,465 --> 00:48:24,625

[maggie]: to go

 

8456

00:48:24,638 --> 00:48:24,759

[juliet_hahn]: from

 

8457

00:48:24,785 --> 00:48:24,885

[maggie]: out

 

8458

00:48:24,799 --> 00:48:25,300

[juliet_hahn]: the rooftops

 

8459

00:48:24,965 --> 00:48:25,186

[maggie]: there

 

8460

00:48:25,320 --> 00:48:25,740

[juliet_hahn]: this is what

 

8461

00:48:25,707 --> 00:48:25,807

[maggie]: and

 

8462

00:48:25,860 --> 00:48:25,961

[juliet_hahn]: we

 

8463

00:48:25,867 --> 00:48:26,047

[maggie]: yell

 

8464

00:48:26,041 --> 00:48:26,201

[juliet_hahn]: went

 

8465

00:48:26,107 --> 00:48:26,227

[maggie]: from

 

8466

00:48:26,241 --> 00:48:26,461

[juliet_hahn]: through

 

8467

00:48:26,268 --> 00:48:26,728

[maggie]: the rooftops

 

8468

00:48:26,522 --> 00:48:26,602

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

8469

00:48:26,808 --> 00:48:26,949

[maggie]: this

 

8470

00:48:26,902 --> 00:48:27,042

[juliet_hahn]: this

 

8471

00:48:26,969 --> 00:48:27,209

[maggie]: is what

 

8472

00:48:27,103 --> 00:48:27,303

[juliet_hahn]: is how

 

8473

00:48:27,329 --> 00:48:27,429

[maggie]: we

 

8474

00:48:27,363 --> 00:48:27,523

[juliet_hahn]: we're

 

8475

00:48:27,510 --> 00:48:27,650

[maggie]: went

 

8476

00:48:27,543 --> 00:48:27,744

[juliet_hahn]: going to

 

8477

00:48:27,710 --> 00:48:27,930

[maggie]: through

 

8478

00:48:27,784 --> 00:48:27,924

[juliet_hahn]: help

 

8479

00:48:27,990 --> 00:48:28,071

[maggie]: and

 

8480

00:48:28,004 --> 00:48:28,445

[juliet_hahn]: and we want

 

8481

00:48:28,371 --> 00:48:28,531

[maggie]: this

 

8482

00:48:28,485 --> 00:48:28,625

[juliet_hahn]: this

 

8483

00:48:28,571 --> 00:48:28,772

[maggie]: is how

 

8484

00:48:28,683 --> 00:48:28,824

[abbe_greenberg]: yet

 

8485

00:48:28,685 --> 00:48:29,146

[juliet_hahn]: community

 

8486

00:48:28,832 --> 00:48:29,373

[maggie]: we're going to help

 

8487

00:48:29,306 --> 00:48:29,426

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

8488

00:48:29,473 --> 00:48:29,914

[maggie]: and we want

 

8489

00:48:29,907 --> 00:48:30,087

[juliet_hahn]: thank

 

8490

00:48:29,954 --> 00:48:30,094

[maggie]: this

 

8491

00:48:30,148 --> 00:48:30,228

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

8492

00:48:30,154 --> 00:48:30,635

[maggie]: community

 

8493

00:48:30,308 --> 00:48:30,889

[juliet_hahn]: for what you guys

 

8494

00:48:30,775 --> 00:48:30,895

[maggie]: so

 

8495

00:48:30,969 --> 00:48:31,570

[juliet_hahn]: are doing because

 

8496

00:48:31,376 --> 00:48:31,556

[maggie]: thank

 

8497

00:48:31,590 --> 00:48:31,710

[juliet_hahn]: it's

 

8498

00:48:31,616 --> 00:48:31,877

[maggie]: you for

 

8499

00:48:31,810 --> 00:48:32,031

[juliet_hahn]: really

 

8500

00:48:31,937 --> 00:48:32,057

[maggie]: what

 

8501

00:48:32,091 --> 00:48:32,471

[juliet_hahn]: important

 

8502

00:48:32,097 --> 00:48:32,538

[maggie]: you guys are

 

8503

00:48:32,512 --> 00:48:32,592

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

8504

00:48:32,618 --> 00:48:32,839

[maggie]: doing

 

8505

00:48:33,072 --> 00:48:34,595

[juliet_hahn]: anyone that's listening to this can hear

 

8506

00:48:34,569 --> 00:48:35,029

[maggie]: anyone that's

 

8507

00:48:35,056 --> 00:48:35,136

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

8508

00:48:35,069 --> 00:48:35,390

[maggie]: listening

 

8509

00:48:35,176 --> 00:48:35,416

[juliet_hahn]: guys are

 

8510

00:48:35,430 --> 00:48:35,510

[maggie]: to

 

8511

00:48:35,497 --> 00:48:36,057

[juliet_hahn]: relatable

 

8512

00:48:35,530 --> 00:48:36,071

[maggie]: this can hear

 

8513

00:48:36,138 --> 00:48:36,598

[juliet_hahn]: you make it

 

8514

00:48:36,572 --> 00:48:36,792

[maggie]: you guys

 

8515

00:48:36,719 --> 00:48:36,999

[juliet_hahn]: fun

 

8516

00:48:36,852 --> 00:48:37,534

[maggie]: are relatable

 

8517

00:48:37,460 --> 00:48:37,740

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

8518

00:48:37,634 --> 00:48:37,974

[maggie]: you make

 

8519

00:48:37,901 --> 00:48:38,101

[juliet_hahn]: there's

 

8520

00:48:38,034 --> 00:48:38,074

[maggie]: it

 

8521

00:48:38,121 --> 00:48:38,321

[juliet_hahn]: a couple

 

8522

00:48:38,215 --> 00:48:38,495

[maggie]: fun

 

8523

00:48:38,341 --> 00:48:38,862

[juliet_hahn]: of times where i

 

8524

00:48:38,936 --> 00:48:39,016

[maggie]: you

 

8525

00:48:38,982 --> 00:48:39,243

[juliet_hahn]: started

 

8526

00:48:39,076 --> 00:48:39,176

[maggie]: know

 

8527

00:48:39,283 --> 00:48:39,343

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

8528

00:48:39,377 --> 00:48:39,557

[maggie]: there's

 

8529

00:48:39,423 --> 00:48:39,623

[juliet_hahn]: laugh

 

8530

00:48:39,597 --> 00:48:39,777

[maggie]: a couple

 

8531

00:48:39,663 --> 00:48:39,904

[juliet_hahn]: and then i

 

8532

00:48:39,877 --> 00:48:40,018

[maggie]: times

 

8533

00:48:39,924 --> 00:48:40,124

[juliet_hahn]: was like

 

8534

00:48:40,098 --> 00:48:40,218

[maggie]: where

 

8535

00:48:40,144 --> 00:48:40,264

[juliet_hahn]: wait

 

8536

00:48:40,298 --> 00:48:40,338

[maggie]: i

 

8537

00:48:40,305 --> 00:48:40,465

[juliet_hahn]: that's

 

8538

00:48:40,438 --> 00:48:40,699

[maggie]: started

 

8539

00:48:40,505 --> 00:48:40,585

[juliet_hahn]: not

 

8540

00:48:40,739 --> 00:48:40,819

[maggie]: to

 

8541

00:48:40,845 --> 00:48:41,146

[juliet_hahn]: actually

 

8542

00:48:40,899 --> 00:48:41,220

[maggie]: laugh and

 

8543

00:48:41,206 --> 00:48:41,446

[juliet_hahn]: funny

 

8544

00:48:41,240 --> 00:48:41,620

[maggie]: then i was like

 

8545

00:48:41,547 --> 00:48:41,627

[juliet_hahn]: but

 

8546

00:48:41,660 --> 00:48:41,761

[maggie]: wait

 

8547

00:48:41,687 --> 00:48:41,747

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

8548

00:48:41,801 --> 00:48:41,961

[maggie]: that's

 

8549

00:48:41,927 --> 00:48:42,027

[juliet_hahn]: is

 

8550

00:48:42,001 --> 00:48:42,101

[maggie]: not

 

8551

00:48:42,108 --> 00:48:42,328

[juliet_hahn]: funny

 

8552

00:48:42,342 --> 00:48:42,662

[maggie]: actually

 

8553

00:48:42,428 --> 00:48:42,729

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

8554

00:48:42,702 --> 00:48:45,727

[maggie]: funny we like because like laughter we

definitely like

 

8555

00:48:45,663 --> 00:48:45,723

[abbe_greenberg]: we

 

8556

00:48:45,767 --> 00:48:46,128

[maggie]: laughter

 

8557

00:48:45,864 --> 00:48:46,710

[abbe_greenberg]: laughed at everything

 

8558

00:48:46,869 --> 00:48:47,250

[maggie]: like every

 

8559

00:48:47,221 --> 00:48:48,884

[juliet_hahn]: right which i mean you have to

i believe

 

8560

00:48:48,712 --> 00:48:49,053

[maggie]: right which

 

8561

00:48:48,984 --> 00:48:49,264

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

8562

00:48:49,153 --> 00:48:49,634

[maggie]: i mean you have

 

8563

00:48:49,645 --> 00:48:50,046

[juliet_hahn]: laughter

 

8564

00:48:49,674 --> 00:48:50,355

[maggie]: to i believe

 

8565

00:48:50,226 --> 00:48:50,426

[juliet_hahn]: is

 

8566

00:48:50,475 --> 00:48:50,716

[maggie]: you know

 

8567

00:48:50,687 --> 00:48:51,208

[juliet_hahn]: what makes

 

8568

00:48:51,136 --> 00:48:51,497

[maggie]: laughter

 

8569

00:48:51,248 --> 00:48:51,648

[juliet_hahn]: the world go

 

8570

00:48:51,697 --> 00:48:51,918

[maggie]: is

 

8571

00:48:51,708 --> 00:48:52,249

[juliet_hahn]: around you have

 

8572

00:48:52,178 --> 00:48:52,338

[maggie]: what

 

8573

00:48:52,309 --> 00:48:52,590

[juliet_hahn]: to laugh

 

8574

00:48:52,519 --> 00:48:52,699

[maggie]: makes

 

8575

00:48:52,730 --> 00:48:52,931

[juliet_hahn]: every

 

8576

00:48:52,739 --> 00:48:53,039

[maggie]: the world

 

8577

00:48:53,011 --> 00:48:53,191

[juliet_hahn]: day

 

8578

00:48:53,100 --> 00:48:53,540

[maggie]: go around you

 

8579

00:48:53,471 --> 00:48:53,692

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

8580

00:48:53,600 --> 00:48:53,861

[maggie]: have to

 

8581

00:48:53,872 --> 00:48:53,952

[juliet_hahn]: or

 

8582

00:48:53,921 --> 00:48:54,101

[maggie]: laugh

 

8583

00:48:54,032 --> 00:48:54,233

[juliet_hahn]: what's

 

8584

00:48:54,221 --> 00:48:54,422

[maggie]: every

 

8585

00:48:54,313 --> 00:48:54,493

[juliet_hahn]: life

 

8586

00:48:54,502 --> 00:48:54,662

[maggie]: day

 

8587

00:48:54,553 --> 00:48:54,814

[juliet_hahn]: about

 

8588

00:48:54,943 --> 00:48:55,023

[maggie]: you

 

8589

00:48:54,954 --> 00:48:55,054

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

8590

00:48:55,083 --> 00:48:55,944

[maggie]: know or what's life

 

8591

00:48:55,835 --> 00:48:56,036

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

8592

00:48:56,044 --> 00:48:56,325

[maggie]: about

 

8593

00:48:56,076 --> 00:48:56,496

[juliet_hahn]: i just think

 

8594

00:48:56,465 --> 00:48:56,565

[maggie]: so

 

8595

00:48:56,557 --> 00:48:57,278

[juliet_hahn]: it's amazing so

 

8596

00:48:57,327 --> 00:48:57,607

[maggie]: you know i

 

8597

00:48:57,638 --> 00:48:57,819

[juliet_hahn]: tell

 

8598

00:48:57,707 --> 00:48:57,827

[maggie]: just

 

8599

00:48:57,859 --> 00:48:57,919

[juliet_hahn]: us

 

8600

00:48:57,867 --> 00:48:57,988

[maggie]: think

 

8601

00:48:57,979 --> 00:48:58,139

[juliet_hahn]: what's

 

8602

00:48:58,048 --> 00:48:58,489

[maggie]: it's amazing

 

8603

00:48:58,239 --> 00:48:58,700

[juliet_hahn]: now for

 

8604

00:48:58,629 --> 00:48:58,729

[maggie]: so

 

8605

00:48:58,760 --> 00:48:59,261

[juliet_hahn]: you guys

 

8606

00:48:59,110 --> 00:48:59,951

[maggie]: tell us what's next

 

8607

00:49:00,022 --> 00:49:00,303

[juliet_hahn]: again

 

8608

00:49:00,071 --> 00:49:00,352

[maggie]: for you

 

8609

00:49:00,383 --> 00:49:00,463

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

8610

00:49:00,412 --> 00:49:00,772

[maggie]: guys

 

8611

00:49:00,543 --> 00:49:01,645

[juliet_hahn]: also share a little bit

 

8612

00:49:01,574 --> 00:49:01,854

[maggie]: again

 

8613

00:49:01,705 --> 00:49:01,865

[juliet_hahn]: about

 

8614

00:49:01,914 --> 00:49:01,994

[maggie]: and

 

8615

00:49:01,986 --> 00:49:02,126

[juliet_hahn]: what

 

8616

00:49:02,074 --> 00:49:02,615

[maggie]: also share

 

8617

00:49:02,446 --> 00:49:02,587

[juliet_hahn]: what

 

8618

00:49:02,796 --> 00:49:02,836

[maggie]: a

 

8619

00:49:02,847 --> 00:49:02,967

[juliet_hahn]: when

 

8620

00:49:02,856 --> 00:49:03,056

[maggie]: little

 

8621

00:49:03,007 --> 00:49:03,107

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

8622

00:49:03,096 --> 00:49:03,156

[maggie]: bit

 

8623

00:49:03,188 --> 00:49:03,348

[juliet_hahn]: think

 

8624

00:49:03,196 --> 00:49:03,397

[maggie]: about

 

8625

00:49:03,488 --> 00:49:03,588

[juliet_hahn]: of

 

8626

00:49:03,497 --> 00:49:04,058

[maggie]: what what

 

8627

00:49:04,049 --> 00:49:04,390

[juliet_hahn]: everything

 

8628

00:49:04,358 --> 00:49:04,458

[maggie]: when

 

8629

00:49:04,430 --> 00:49:04,530

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

8630

00:49:04,519 --> 00:49:04,599

[maggie]: you

 

8631

00:49:04,570 --> 00:49:04,730

[juliet_hahn]: you've

 

8632

00:49:04,699 --> 00:49:04,879

[maggie]: think

 

8633

00:49:04,810 --> 00:49:05,271

[juliet_hahn]: created

 

8634

00:49:04,999 --> 00:49:05,100

[maggie]: of

 

8635

00:49:05,451 --> 00:49:05,572

[juliet_hahn]: out

 

8636

00:49:05,560 --> 00:49:05,881

[maggie]: everything

 

8637

00:49:05,732 --> 00:49:05,972

[juliet_hahn]: of the

 

8638

00:49:05,921 --> 00:49:06,221

[maggie]: that you've

 

8639

00:49:06,052 --> 00:49:06,413

[juliet_hahn]: anxiety

 

8640

00:49:06,302 --> 00:49:06,742

[maggie]: created

 

8641

00:49:06,473 --> 00:49:06,974

[juliet_hahn]: sisters what

 

8642

00:49:06,923 --> 00:49:07,043

[maggie]: out

 

8643

00:49:07,014 --> 00:49:07,194

[juliet_hahn]: are you

 

8644

00:49:07,223 --> 00:49:07,303

[maggie]: of

 

8645

00:49:07,254 --> 00:49:07,515

[juliet_hahn]: looking

 

8646

00:49:07,363 --> 00:49:07,884

[maggie]: the anxiety

 

8647

00:49:07,755 --> 00:49:08,076

[juliet_hahn]: forward

 

8648

00:49:07,944 --> 00:49:08,325

[maggie]: sisters

 

8649

00:49:08,136 --> 00:49:08,336

[juliet_hahn]: to the

 

8650

00:49:08,365 --> 00:49:08,465

[maggie]: what

 

8651

00:49:08,436 --> 00:49:08,717

[juliet_hahn]: most

 

8652

00:49:08,505 --> 00:49:08,986

[maggie]: are you looking

 

8653

00:49:08,977 --> 00:49:09,218

[juliet_hahn]: as it

 

8654

00:49:09,226 --> 00:49:09,547

[maggie]: forward

 

8655

00:49:09,278 --> 00:49:09,678

[juliet_hahn]: grows

 

8656

00:49:09,607 --> 00:49:13,918

[maggie]: to the most it grows well

 

8657

00:49:16,530 --> 00:49:19,050

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

8658

00:49:16,980 --> 00:49:17,822

[maggie]: that's a good question

 

8659

00:49:17,672 --> 00:49:19,098

[abbe_greenberg]: well we're about we're about ready

 

8660

00:49:19,080 --> 00:49:19,464

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

8661

00:49:19,118 --> 00:49:19,259

[abbe_greenberg]: i don't

 

8662

00:49:19,207 --> 00:49:19,307

[maggie]: ere

 

8663

00:49:19,279 --> 00:49:19,359

[abbe_greenberg]: know

 

8664

00:49:19,367 --> 00:49:19,588

[maggie]: about

 

8665

00:49:19,379 --> 00:49:19,720

[abbe_greenberg]: if e should even

 

8666

00:49:19,688 --> 00:49:19,849

[maggie]: ready

 

8667

00:49:19,761 --> 00:49:19,961

[abbe_greenberg]: be saying

 

8668

00:49:19,889 --> 00:49:19,909

[maggie]: i

 

8669

00:49:19,981 --> 00:49:20,062

[abbe_greenberg]: this

 

8670

00:49:20,029 --> 00:49:20,149

[maggie]: hope

 

8671

00:49:20,102 --> 00:49:20,162

[abbe_greenberg]: but

 

8672

00:49:20,169 --> 00:49:20,210

[maggie]: we

 

8673

00:49:20,222 --> 00:49:20,363

[abbe_greenberg]: we're

 

8674

00:49:20,250 --> 00:49:20,410

[maggie]: should

 

8675

00:49:20,423 --> 00:49:20,624

[abbe_greenberg]: about

 

8676

00:49:20,490 --> 00:49:20,711

[maggie]: be saying

 

8677

00:49:20,684 --> 00:49:20,865

[abbe_greenberg]: ready

 

8678

00:49:20,872 --> 00:49:20,932

[maggie]: no

 

8679

00:49:20,905 --> 00:49:20,965

[abbe_greenberg]: to

 

8680

00:49:21,012 --> 00:49:21,152

[maggie]: we're

 

8681

00:49:21,026 --> 00:49:21,206

[abbe_greenberg]: start

 

8682

00:49:21,193 --> 00:49:21,353

[maggie]: about

 

8683

00:49:21,247 --> 00:49:21,648

[abbe_greenberg]: our second

 

8684

00:49:21,433 --> 00:49:21,714

[maggie]: ready to

 

8685

00:49:21,688 --> 00:49:21,869

[abbe_greenberg]: book

 

8686

00:49:21,774 --> 00:49:22,617

[maggie]: start our second book

 

8687

00:49:22,460 --> 00:49:22,989

[juliet_hahn]: that's amazing

 

8688

00:49:23,112 --> 00:49:23,232

[abbe_greenberg]: so

 

8689

00:49:23,939 --> 00:49:24,080

[maggie]: it's

 

8690

00:49:24,076 --> 00:49:24,217

[abbe_greenberg]: yeah

 

8691

00:49:24,120 --> 00:49:24,441

[maggie]: amazing

 

8692

00:49:24,237 --> 00:49:24,980

[abbe_greenberg]: we're getting together

 

8693

00:49:24,843 --> 00:49:25,144

[maggie]: yet we're

 

8694

00:49:25,029 --> 00:49:25,050

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

8695

00:49:25,040 --> 00:49:25,181

[abbe_greenberg]: in a

 

8696

00:49:25,165 --> 00:49:25,365

[maggie]: getting

 

8697

00:49:25,221 --> 00:49:25,362

[abbe_greenberg]: week

 

8698

00:49:25,406 --> 00:49:25,727

[maggie]: together

 

8699

00:49:25,422 --> 00:49:25,663

[abbe_greenberg]: or so

 

8700

00:49:25,807 --> 00:49:26,109

[maggie]: in a week

 

8701

00:49:26,025 --> 00:49:26,185

[abbe_greenberg]: to

 

8702

00:49:26,189 --> 00:49:27,576

[maggie]: or so to two

 

8703

00:49:27,632 --> 00:49:28,613

[abbe_greenberg]: get out our drawing

 

8704

00:49:28,469 --> 00:49:28,729

[maggie]: et out

 

8705

00:49:28,653 --> 00:49:28,894

[abbe_greenberg]: board

 

8706

00:49:28,809 --> 00:49:28,949

[maggie]: our

 

8707

00:49:28,954 --> 00:49:29,174

[abbe_greenberg]: and our

 

8708

00:49:29,090 --> 00:49:29,390

[maggie]: throwing

 

8709

00:49:29,214 --> 00:49:29,715

[abbe_greenberg]: markers

 

8710

00:49:29,319 --> 00:49:29,340

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

8711

00:49:29,470 --> 00:49:29,811

[maggie]: board and

 

8712

00:49:29,795 --> 00:49:29,915

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

8713

00:49:29,871 --> 00:49:30,492

[maggie]: our markers

 

8714

00:49:30,056 --> 00:49:30,557

[abbe_greenberg]: start brain

 

8715

00:49:30,572 --> 00:49:30,652

[maggie]: and

 

8716

00:49:30,617 --> 00:49:31,097

[abbe_greenberg]: storming

 

8717

00:49:30,833 --> 00:49:31,333

[maggie]: start rain

 

8718

00:49:31,218 --> 00:49:31,338

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

8719

00:49:31,414 --> 00:49:31,854

[maggie]: storming

 

8720

00:49:31,680 --> 00:49:32,340

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

8721

00:49:31,799 --> 00:49:32,540

[abbe_greenberg]: get to work so

 

8722

00:49:32,435 --> 00:49:32,816

[maggie]: and get to

 

8723

00:49:32,780 --> 00:49:33,241

[abbe_greenberg]: hopefully

 

8724

00:49:32,896 --> 00:49:33,317

[maggie]: work so

 

8725

00:49:33,502 --> 00:49:33,662

[abbe_greenberg]: that

 

8726

00:49:33,537 --> 00:49:34,018

[maggie]: hopefully

 

8727

00:49:33,982 --> 00:49:34,263

[abbe_greenberg]: that will

 

8728

00:49:34,278 --> 00:49:34,439

[maggie]: that

 

8729

00:49:34,303 --> 00:49:34,864

[abbe_greenberg]: be something

 

8730

00:49:34,739 --> 00:49:35,040

[maggie]: that will

 

8731

00:49:34,884 --> 00:49:35,124

[abbe_greenberg]: we'll be

 

8732

00:49:35,080 --> 00:49:35,160

[maggie]: be

 

8733

00:49:35,164 --> 00:49:35,325

[abbe_greenberg]: doing

 

8734

00:49:35,360 --> 00:49:35,621

[maggie]: something

 

8735

00:49:35,385 --> 00:49:35,785

[abbe_greenberg]: for the next

 

8736

00:49:35,661 --> 00:49:36,242

[maggie]: will be doing for

 

8737

00:49:36,166 --> 00:49:36,246

[abbe_greenberg]: you

 

8738

00:49:36,262 --> 00:49:36,342

[maggie]: the

 

8739

00:49:36,286 --> 00:49:36,386

[abbe_greenberg]: know

 

8740

00:49:36,382 --> 00:49:36,522

[maggie]: next

 

8741

00:49:36,567 --> 00:49:37,428

[abbe_greenberg]: six months to a year

 

8742

00:49:37,344 --> 00:49:38,205

[maggie]: six months do we hear

 

8743

00:49:38,700 --> 00:49:39,123

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

8744

00:49:39,502 --> 00:49:40,443

[abbe_greenberg]: we have dreams

 

8745

00:49:40,379 --> 00:49:40,479

[maggie]: have

 

8746

00:49:40,410 --> 00:49:40,652

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

8747

00:49:40,583 --> 00:49:40,643

[abbe_greenberg]: of

 

8748

00:49:40,599 --> 00:49:41,240

[maggie]: dreams

 

8749

00:49:40,784 --> 00:49:41,365

[abbe_greenberg]: one day having a

 

8750

00:49:41,360 --> 00:49:41,420

[maggie]: of

 

8751

00:49:41,405 --> 00:49:41,926

[abbe_greenberg]: foundation

 

8752

00:49:41,561 --> 00:49:42,703

[maggie]: one day having a foundation

 

8753

00:49:42,390 --> 00:49:43,080

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

8754

00:49:42,467 --> 00:49:43,588

[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety sisters foundation

 

8755

00:49:43,243 --> 00:49:43,524

[maggie]: anxiety

 

8756

00:49:43,628 --> 00:49:43,889

[abbe_greenberg]: that would

 

8757

00:49:43,905 --> 00:49:44,345

[maggie]: foundation

 

8758

00:49:43,949 --> 00:49:44,810

[abbe_greenberg]: be amazing

 

8759

00:49:44,405 --> 00:49:44,806

[maggie]: that would be

 

8760

00:49:44,850 --> 00:49:45,091

[abbe_greenberg]: where we

 

8761

00:49:45,087 --> 00:49:45,567

[maggie]: amazing

 

8762

00:49:45,131 --> 00:49:45,672

[abbe_greenberg]: could really

 

8763

00:49:45,607 --> 00:49:45,728

[maggie]: where

 

8764

00:49:45,720 --> 00:49:46,500

[juliet_hahn]: yah

 

8765

00:49:45,808 --> 00:49:46,048

[maggie]: we could

 

8766

00:49:46,073 --> 00:49:46,253

[abbe_greenberg]: maybe

 

8767

00:49:46,128 --> 00:49:46,409

[maggie]: really

 

8768

00:49:46,293 --> 00:49:47,355

[abbe_greenberg]: affect things on a policy

 

8769

00:49:47,050 --> 00:49:47,470

[maggie]: affect things

 

8770

00:49:47,415 --> 00:49:47,695

[abbe_greenberg]: level

 

8771

00:49:47,531 --> 00:49:48,092

[maggie]: on a policy

 

8772

00:49:47,956 --> 00:49:48,176

[abbe_greenberg]: take a

 

8773

00:49:48,172 --> 00:49:48,572

[maggie]: level

 

8774

00:49:48,216 --> 00:49:49,017

[abbe_greenberg]: lot of our knowledge

 

8775

00:49:48,733 --> 00:49:49,314

[maggie]: take a lot of our

 

8776

00:49:49,278 --> 00:49:49,378

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

8777

00:49:49,374 --> 00:49:49,774

[maggie]: knowledge

 

8778

00:49:49,438 --> 00:49:49,658

[abbe_greenberg]: also

 

8779

00:49:50,195 --> 00:49:50,415

[maggie]: also

 

8780

00:49:50,540 --> 00:49:51,161

[abbe_greenberg]: be able to help

 

8781

00:49:51,297 --> 00:49:51,938

[maggie]: be able to help

 

8782

00:49:51,812 --> 00:49:52,554

[abbe_greenberg]: eople you know

 

8783

00:49:52,559 --> 00:49:53,826

[maggie]: eoplewdon't

 

8784

00:49:52,835 --> 00:49:53,055

[abbe_greenberg]: who don't

 

8785

00:49:53,010 --> 00:49:53,276

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

8786

00:49:53,095 --> 00:49:53,878

[abbe_greenberg]: have access to mental

 

8787

00:49:53,867 --> 00:49:53,967

[maggie]: have

 

8788

00:49:53,938 --> 00:49:54,098

[abbe_greenberg]: health

 

8789

00:49:54,027 --> 00:49:54,289

[maggie]: access

 

8790

00:49:54,179 --> 00:49:54,480

[abbe_greenberg]: care

 

8791

00:49:54,329 --> 00:49:55,215

[maggie]: to mental health care

 

8792

00:49:55,852 --> 00:49:56,773

[abbe_greenberg]: so that's something

 

8793

00:49:56,599 --> 00:49:56,699

[maggie]: so

 

8794

00:49:56,793 --> 00:49:56,973

[abbe_greenberg]: that we

 

8795

00:49:57,020 --> 00:49:57,240

[maggie]: that's

 

8796

00:49:57,053 --> 00:49:57,214

[abbe_greenberg]: talk

 

8797

00:49:57,280 --> 00:49:57,521

[maggie]: something

 

8798

00:49:57,294 --> 00:49:57,514

[abbe_greenberg]: about

 

8799

00:49:57,561 --> 00:49:57,641

[maggie]: that

 

8800

00:49:57,570 --> 00:49:58,950

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

8801

00:49:57,681 --> 00:49:57,982

[maggie]: we talk

 

8802

00:49:57,874 --> 00:49:58,114

[abbe_greenberg]: as the

 

8803

00:49:58,042 --> 00:49:58,262

[maggie]: about

 

8804

00:49:58,175 --> 00:49:58,555

[abbe_greenberg]: dream

 

8805

00:49:58,322 --> 00:49:59,304

[maggie]: as the dream

 

8806

00:49:59,176 --> 00:50:00,077

[abbe_greenberg]: we still love

 

8807

00:49:59,925 --> 00:49:59,985

[maggie]: we

 

8808

00:50:00,137 --> 00:50:00,197

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

8809

00:50:00,145 --> 00:50:00,386

[maggie]: still

 

8810

00:50:00,317 --> 00:50:00,637

[abbe_greenberg]: we just did

 

8811

00:50:00,566 --> 00:50:00,806

[maggie]: love

 

8812

00:50:00,717 --> 00:50:00,998

[abbe_greenberg]: one last

 

8813

00:50:00,886 --> 00:50:00,947

[maggie]: and

 

8814

00:50:01,038 --> 00:50:01,158

[abbe_greenberg]: night

 

8815

00:50:01,067 --> 00:50:01,247

[maggie]: we just

 

8816

00:50:01,198 --> 00:50:01,258

[abbe_greenberg]: we

 

8817

00:50:01,287 --> 00:50:01,387

[maggie]: did

 

8818

00:50:01,338 --> 00:50:01,478

[abbe_greenberg]: love

 

8819

00:50:01,467 --> 00:50:01,548

[maggie]: one

 

8820

00:50:01,558 --> 00:50:01,939

[abbe_greenberg]: connecting

 

8821

00:50:01,588 --> 00:50:01,988

[maggie]: last night we

 

8822

00:50:01,979 --> 00:50:02,119

[abbe_greenberg]: with

 

8823

00:50:02,088 --> 00:50:02,229

[maggie]: love

 

8824

00:50:02,159 --> 00:50:02,539

[abbe_greenberg]: our people

 

8825

00:50:02,309 --> 00:50:02,709

[maggie]: connecting

 

8826

00:50:02,719 --> 00:50:02,819

[abbe_greenberg]: did

 

8827

00:50:02,770 --> 00:50:02,870

[maggie]: with

 

8828

00:50:02,860 --> 00:50:02,880

[abbe_greenberg]: a

 

8829

00:50:02,930 --> 00:50:03,290

[maggie]: our people

 

8830

00:50:03,140 --> 00:50:03,520

[abbe_greenberg]: web in our

 

8831

00:50:03,511 --> 00:50:03,591

[maggie]: did

 

8832

00:50:03,560 --> 00:50:03,760

[abbe_greenberg]: last

 

8833

00:50:03,631 --> 00:50:03,651

[maggie]: a

 

8834

00:50:03,861 --> 00:50:04,221

[abbe_greenberg]: night

 

8835

00:50:03,911 --> 00:50:04,973

[maggie]: web in our last night

 

8836

00:50:05,032 --> 00:50:05,912

[abbe_greenberg]: some people who are

 

8837

00:50:05,795 --> 00:50:05,975

[maggie]: some

 

8838

00:50:05,993 --> 00:50:06,473

[abbe_greenberg]: struggling

 

8839

00:50:06,015 --> 00:50:06,195

[maggie]: people

 

8840

00:50:06,533 --> 00:50:06,613

[abbe_greenberg]: we

 

8841

00:50:06,536 --> 00:50:06,656

[maggie]: were

 

8842

00:50:06,693 --> 00:50:06,853

[abbe_greenberg]: love

 

8843

00:50:06,756 --> 00:50:07,217

[maggie]: struggling

 

8844

00:50:06,913 --> 00:50:07,394

[abbe_greenberg]: to coach

 

8845

00:50:07,317 --> 00:50:08,078

[maggie]: we love to coach

 

8846

00:50:08,014 --> 00:50:08,955

[abbe_greenberg]: other anxiety sufferers

 

8847

00:50:08,760 --> 00:50:09,260

[maggie]: other anxiety

 

8848

00:50:08,995 --> 00:50:09,215

[abbe_greenberg]: we do

 

8849

00:50:09,341 --> 00:50:09,701

[maggie]: sufferers

 

8850

00:50:09,396 --> 00:50:09,876

[abbe_greenberg]: workshops

 

8851

00:50:09,741 --> 00:50:09,821

[maggie]: we

 

8852

00:50:09,900 --> 00:50:10,123

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

8853

00:50:09,901 --> 00:50:09,962

[maggie]: do

 

8854

00:50:09,936 --> 00:50:10,957

[abbe_greenberg]: and presentations

 

8855

00:50:10,142 --> 00:50:11,664

[maggie]: workshops recentations

 

8856

00:50:11,077 --> 00:50:11,938

[abbe_greenberg]: and basically

 

8857

00:50:11,820 --> 00:50:14,160

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

8858

00:50:11,825 --> 00:50:11,905

[maggie]: and

 

8859

00:50:11,998 --> 00:50:12,438

[abbe_greenberg]: anyone who will

 

8860

00:50:12,326 --> 00:50:12,686

[maggie]: basically

 

8861

00:50:12,458 --> 00:50:12,738

[abbe_greenberg]: talk to us

 

8862

00:50:12,746 --> 00:50:12,967

[maggie]: anyone

 

8863

00:50:12,779 --> 00:50:13,279

[abbe_greenberg]: about anxiety

 

8864

00:50:13,007 --> 00:50:13,307

[maggie]: who ill talk

 

8865

00:50:13,339 --> 00:50:13,439

[abbe_greenberg]: were

 

8866

00:50:13,347 --> 00:50:13,467

[maggie]: to us

 

8867

00:50:13,479 --> 00:50:13,639

[abbe_greenberg]: happy

 

8868

00:50:13,528 --> 00:50:13,668

[maggie]: about

 

8869

00:50:13,699 --> 00:50:13,739

[abbe_greenberg]: to

 

8870

00:50:13,708 --> 00:50:14,028

[maggie]: anxiety

 

8871

00:50:13,799 --> 00:50:14,180

[abbe_greenberg]: talk about

 

8872

00:50:14,088 --> 00:50:14,189

[maggie]: were

 

8873

00:50:14,190 --> 00:50:15,517

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

8874

00:50:14,229 --> 00:50:18,957

[maggie]: happy we would love to get i

would send the next year to get out

 

8875

00:50:19,077 --> 00:50:24,686

[maggie]: more because of the pan mac even

promoting our book and doing workshops have have

 

8876

00:50:24,766 --> 00:50:25,808

[maggie]: mainly been online

 

8877

00:50:25,686 --> 00:50:25,807

[juliet_hahn]: at

 

8878

00:50:25,908 --> 00:50:28,172

[maggie]: and that is great because you can't

be everywhere

 

8879

00:50:27,961 --> 00:50:27,981

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

8880

00:50:28,773 --> 00:50:33,922

[maggie]: but you know there is something to

connect to people like in the same

 

8881

00:50:33,819 --> 00:50:33,840

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

8882

00:50:34,022 --> 00:50:36,806

[maggie]: space that i think is really meaningful

 

8883

00:50:36,780 --> 00:50:36,800

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

8884

00:50:36,866 --> 00:50:42,155

[maggie]: and important to both of us and

so i think that for both of us

 

8885

00:50:43,057 --> 00:50:46,843

[maggie]: when we have someone who says you

know i thought i was the

 

8886

00:50:46,800 --> 00:50:47,022

[juliet_hahn]: ye

 

8887

00:50:46,923 --> 00:50:51,250

[maggie]: only one dealing with this or what

do i do you

 

8888

00:50:51,240 --> 00:50:51,504

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

8889

00:50:51,310 --> 00:50:52,953

[maggie]: know how do i manage this because

 

8890

00:50:52,890 --> 00:50:53,760

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

8891

00:50:53,755 --> 00:50:55,057

[maggie]: i'm totally overwhelmed and

 

8892

00:50:55,170 --> 00:50:55,457

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

8893

00:50:55,918 --> 00:51:00,874

[maggie]: we hen spend some time with them

and our community is so

 

8894

00:51:00,900 --> 00:51:01,243

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

8895

00:51:01,014 --> 00:51:03,358

[maggie]: supportive of each other like on facebook

 

8896

00:51:03,150 --> 00:51:03,411

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

8897

00:51:03,719 --> 00:51:08,246

[maggie]: we have a particularly strong community but

even in these webinars or seminars we do

 

8898

00:51:08,406 --> 00:51:12,432

[maggie]: like last night someone came forward and

asked a question that they were something they

 

8899

00:51:12,472 --> 00:51:14,815

[maggie]: were struggling with and like in the

comments

 

8900

00:51:14,910 --> 00:51:15,750

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

8901

00:51:14,915 --> 00:51:22,667

[maggie]: all these other people gave great wonderful

ideas and mainly were incredibly compassionate to this

 

8902

00:51:22,747 --> 00:51:23,128

[maggie]: person

 

8903

00:51:23,130 --> 00:51:23,790

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

8904

00:51:23,669 --> 00:51:25,993

[maggie]: who was beating up on themselves on

herself

 

8905

00:51:26,143 --> 00:51:26,245

[juliet_hahn]: the

 

8906

00:51:26,774 --> 00:51:28,196

[maggie]: and so that i think is

 

8907

00:51:28,800 --> 00:51:29,940

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

8908

00:51:29,058 --> 00:51:34,255

[maggie]: the best ing for both of us

is just bringing this into the light as

 

8909

00:51:34,335 --> 00:51:34,736

[maggie]: you say

 

8910

00:51:35,940 --> 00:51:36,063

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

8911

00:51:36,462 --> 00:51:37,684

[abbe_greenberg]: and we love our podcast

 

8912

00:51:37,241 --> 00:51:37,382

[juliet_hahn]: ah

 

8913

00:51:37,249 --> 00:51:37,830

[maggie]: and we love

 

8914

00:51:37,785 --> 00:51:37,885

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

8915

00:51:37,890 --> 00:51:37,950

[maggie]: our

 

8916

00:51:37,985 --> 00:51:38,085

[abbe_greenberg]: so

 

8917

00:51:38,011 --> 00:51:38,852

[maggie]: podcast and so

 

8918

00:51:39,528 --> 00:51:40,269

[abbe_greenberg]: we started out as a

 

8919

00:51:40,294 --> 00:51:40,354

[maggie]: we

 

8920

00:51:40,349 --> 00:51:40,629

[abbe_greenberg]: monthly

 

8921

00:51:40,455 --> 00:51:40,715

[maggie]: started

 

8922

00:51:40,560 --> 00:51:41,670

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

8923

00:51:40,709 --> 00:51:41,270

[abbe_greenberg]: podcast

 

8924

00:51:40,775 --> 00:51:41,436

[maggie]: out as a monthly

 

8925

00:51:41,371 --> 00:51:41,451

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

8926

00:51:41,496 --> 00:51:42,057

[maggie]: podcast

 

8927

00:51:41,531 --> 00:51:42,112

[abbe_greenberg]: now we're by

 

8928

00:51:42,157 --> 00:51:42,498

[maggie]: and now

 

8929

00:51:42,332 --> 00:51:43,374

[abbe_greenberg]: we're twice a month and now

 

8930

00:51:43,279 --> 00:51:43,720

[maggie]: twice a month

 

8931

00:51:43,795 --> 00:51:43,915

[abbe_greenberg]: we're

 

8932

00:51:43,820 --> 00:51:43,900

[maggie]: and

 

8933

00:51:43,935 --> 00:51:44,175

[abbe_greenberg]: actually

 

8934

00:51:44,001 --> 00:51:44,161

[maggie]: now

 

8935

00:51:44,215 --> 00:51:44,396

[abbe_greenberg]: having

 

8936

00:51:44,310 --> 00:51:44,593

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

8937

00:51:44,436 --> 00:51:44,716

[abbe_greenberg]: plans

 

8938

00:51:44,582 --> 00:51:44,962

[maggie]: were actually

 

8939

00:51:44,816 --> 00:51:44,876

[abbe_greenberg]: to

 

8940

00:51:45,002 --> 00:51:45,162

[maggie]: having

 

8941

00:51:45,017 --> 00:51:45,137

[abbe_greenberg]: may

 

8942

00:51:45,243 --> 00:51:45,503

[maggie]: plans

 

8943

00:51:45,517 --> 00:51:45,998

[abbe_greenberg]: possibly

 

8944

00:51:45,623 --> 00:51:45,964

[maggie]: to make

 

8945

00:51:46,058 --> 00:51:46,539

[abbe_greenberg]: go weekly

 

8946

00:51:46,324 --> 00:51:46,765

[maggie]: possibly

 

8947

00:51:46,619 --> 00:51:46,980

[abbe_greenberg]: in the fall

 

8948

00:51:46,845 --> 00:51:46,905

[maggie]: go

 

8949

00:51:47,020 --> 00:51:47,160

[abbe_greenberg]: we're

 

8950

00:51:47,046 --> 00:51:47,346

[maggie]: weekly

 

8951

00:51:47,180 --> 00:51:47,401

[abbe_greenberg]: going to

 

8952

00:51:47,406 --> 00:51:47,446

[maggie]: in

 

8953

00:51:47,441 --> 00:51:47,581

[abbe_greenberg]: see

 

8954

00:51:47,506 --> 00:51:47,767

[maggie]: the fall

 

8955

00:51:47,721 --> 00:51:47,922

[abbe_greenberg]: i mean

 

8956

00:51:47,807 --> 00:51:47,947

[maggie]: we're

 

8957

00:51:47,982 --> 00:51:48,043

[abbe_greenberg]: we

 

8958

00:51:47,987 --> 00:51:48,107

[maggie]: going

 

8959

00:51:48,083 --> 00:51:48,224

[abbe_greenberg]: have

 

8960

00:51:48,127 --> 00:51:48,348

[maggie]: to see

 

8961

00:51:48,264 --> 00:51:48,365

[abbe_greenberg]: to

 

8962

00:51:48,488 --> 00:51:49,136

[maggie]: i mean after

 

8963

00:51:49,132 --> 00:51:49,954

[abbe_greenberg]: igure out our time

 

8964

00:51:49,929 --> 00:51:50,029

[maggie]: gur

 

8965

00:51:50,014 --> 00:51:50,315

[abbe_greenberg]: budget

 

8966

00:51:50,129 --> 00:51:50,450

[maggie]: out our

 

8967

00:51:50,476 --> 00:51:50,676

[abbe_greenberg]: but

 

8968

00:51:50,510 --> 00:51:51,431

[maggie]: time budget but

 

8969

00:51:51,330 --> 00:51:51,536

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

8970

00:51:51,338 --> 00:51:52,261

[abbe_greenberg]: but we really we've been

 

8971

00:51:52,232 --> 00:51:52,273

[maggie]: we

 

8972

00:51:52,301 --> 00:51:52,662

[abbe_greenberg]: connecting

 

8973

00:51:52,373 --> 00:51:52,813

[maggie]: really we've

 

8974

00:51:52,702 --> 00:51:52,802

[abbe_greenberg]: with

 

8975

00:51:52,854 --> 00:51:52,994

[maggie]: been

 

8976

00:51:52,863 --> 00:51:53,063

[abbe_greenberg]: great

 

8977

00:51:53,054 --> 00:51:53,414

[maggie]: connecting

 

8978

00:51:53,103 --> 00:51:53,464

[abbe_greenberg]: people on

 

8979

00:51:53,455 --> 00:51:53,555

[maggie]: with

 

8980

00:51:53,545 --> 00:51:53,625

[abbe_greenberg]: our

 

8981

00:51:53,615 --> 00:51:53,795

[maggie]: great

 

8982

00:51:53,665 --> 00:51:54,287

[abbe_greenberg]: podcast

 

8983

00:51:53,855 --> 00:51:55,017

[maggie]: people on our podcast

 

8984

00:51:54,447 --> 00:51:55,109

[abbe_greenberg]: and it's been

 

8985

00:51:55,217 --> 00:51:55,879

[maggie]: and it's been

 

8986

00:51:56,052 --> 00:51:56,673

[abbe_greenberg]: love it and we

 

8987

00:51:56,660 --> 00:51:56,720

[maggie]: we

 

8988

00:51:56,773 --> 00:51:56,853

[abbe_greenberg]: do

 

8989

00:51:56,800 --> 00:51:57,061

[maggie]: love it

 

8990

00:51:57,013 --> 00:51:57,394

[abbe_greenberg]: something called

 

8991

00:51:57,261 --> 00:51:57,441

[maggie]: and we

 

8992

00:51:57,414 --> 00:51:57,514

[abbe_greenberg]: the b

 

8993

00:51:57,521 --> 00:51:57,581

[maggie]: do

 

8994

00:51:57,654 --> 00:51:57,694

[abbe_greenberg]: f

 

8995

00:51:57,762 --> 00:51:57,962

[maggie]: something

 

8996

00:51:57,815 --> 00:51:58,215

[abbe_greenberg]: f cast

 

8997

00:51:57,982 --> 00:51:58,964

[maggie]: called the b f f cast

 

8998

00:51:58,856 --> 00:51:59,698

[abbe_greenberg]: every every few

 

8999

00:51:59,605 --> 00:51:59,825

[maggie]: every

 

9000

00:51:59,878 --> 00:52:00,279

[abbe_greenberg]: podcasts

 

9001

00:52:00,066 --> 00:52:00,246

[maggie]: every

 

9002

00:52:00,339 --> 00:52:00,699

[abbe_greenberg]: with just

 

9003

00:52:00,626 --> 00:52:01,268

[maggie]: podcastwi's

 

9004

00:52:00,760 --> 00:52:01,260

[abbe_greenberg]: me and mag

 

9005

00:52:01,308 --> 00:52:01,448

[maggie]: just

 

9006

00:52:01,341 --> 00:52:01,481

[abbe_greenberg]: and we

 

9007

00:52:01,508 --> 00:52:01,588

[maggie]: me

 

9008

00:52:01,601 --> 00:52:01,761

[abbe_greenberg]: talk

 

9009

00:52:01,648 --> 00:52:01,708

[maggie]: and

 

9010

00:52:01,841 --> 00:52:02,082

[abbe_greenberg]: about

 

9011

00:52:01,969 --> 00:52:02,209

[maggie]: as we

 

9012

00:52:02,202 --> 00:52:02,583

[abbe_greenberg]: a topic

 

9013

00:52:02,329 --> 00:52:02,810

[maggie]: talk about

 

9014

00:52:02,663 --> 00:52:03,023

[abbe_greenberg]: that keeps

 

9015

00:52:02,930 --> 00:52:03,311

[maggie]: a topic

 

9016

00:52:03,083 --> 00:52:03,444

[abbe_greenberg]: coming up

 

9017

00:52:03,391 --> 00:52:03,511

[maggie]: that

 

9018

00:52:03,524 --> 00:52:03,584

[abbe_greenberg]: in

 

9019

00:52:03,572 --> 00:52:03,752

[maggie]: keeps

 

9020

00:52:03,624 --> 00:52:04,225

[abbe_greenberg]: the sisterhood

 

9021

00:52:03,812 --> 00:52:04,934

[maggie]: coming up in the sisterhood

 

9022

00:52:04,686 --> 00:52:05,608

[abbe_greenberg]: so we figure right that's

 

9023

00:52:05,415 --> 00:52:05,575

[maggie]: so we

 

9024

00:52:05,668 --> 00:52:05,708

[abbe_greenberg]: in

 

9025

00:52:05,675 --> 00:52:05,896

[maggie]: figured

 

9026

00:52:05,728 --> 00:52:06,008

[abbe_greenberg]: the zit

 

9027

00:52:05,976 --> 00:52:06,096

[maggie]: right

 

9028

00:52:06,048 --> 00:52:06,229

[abbe_greenberg]: guys

 

9029

00:52:06,156 --> 00:52:06,337

[maggie]: that's

 

9030

00:52:06,289 --> 00:52:06,429

[abbe_greenberg]: right

 

9031

00:52:06,377 --> 00:52:06,417

[maggie]: in

 

9032

00:52:06,469 --> 00:52:06,569

[abbe_greenberg]: now

 

9033

00:52:06,477 --> 00:52:06,737

[maggie]: the like

 

9034

00:52:06,689 --> 00:52:06,870

[abbe_greenberg]: let's

 

9035

00:52:06,777 --> 00:52:06,958

[maggie]: guys

 

9036

00:52:06,950 --> 00:52:07,110

[abbe_greenberg]: talk

 

9037

00:52:07,018 --> 00:52:07,158

[maggie]: right

 

9038

00:52:07,170 --> 00:52:07,391

[abbe_greenberg]: about

 

9039

00:52:07,198 --> 00:52:07,599

[maggie]: now let's

 

9040

00:52:07,451 --> 00:52:07,731

[abbe_greenberg]: it let's

 

9041

00:52:07,679 --> 00:52:07,839

[maggie]: talk

 

9042

00:52:07,771 --> 00:52:07,891

[abbe_greenberg]: get

 

9043

00:52:07,899 --> 00:52:08,120

[maggie]: about

 

9044

00:52:07,992 --> 00:52:08,353

[abbe_greenberg]: the bottom

 

9045

00:52:08,180 --> 00:52:08,460

[maggie]: it let's

 

9046

00:52:08,434 --> 00:52:08,474

[abbe_greenberg]: of

 

9047

00:52:08,500 --> 00:52:08,601

[maggie]: get

 

9048

00:52:08,554 --> 00:52:08,615

[abbe_greenberg]: it

 

9049

00:52:08,641 --> 00:52:08,841

[maggie]: to the

 

9050

00:52:08,856 --> 00:52:08,976

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

9051

00:52:08,861 --> 00:52:09,242

[maggie]: bottom of

 

9052

00:52:09,258 --> 00:52:09,338

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

9053

00:52:09,302 --> 00:52:09,382

[maggie]: it

 

9054

00:52:09,378 --> 00:52:09,820

[abbe_greenberg]: we do that

 

9055

00:52:10,003 --> 00:52:10,063

[maggie]: and

 

9056

00:52:10,021 --> 00:52:10,142

[abbe_greenberg]: so

 

9057

00:52:10,123 --> 00:52:10,885

[maggie]: we do that so

 

9058

00:52:11,046 --> 00:52:11,789

[abbe_greenberg]: we look forward to that

 

9059

00:52:11,786 --> 00:52:12,247

[maggie]: we look forward

 

9060

00:52:12,220 --> 00:52:12,240

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

9061

00:52:12,287 --> 00:52:12,347

[maggie]: to

 

9062

00:52:12,360 --> 00:52:12,501

[juliet_hahn]: love

 

9063

00:52:12,387 --> 00:52:12,528

[maggie]: that

 

9064

00:52:12,541 --> 00:52:12,843

[juliet_hahn]: that can

 

9065

00:52:13,533 --> 00:52:14,341

[abbe_greenberg]: oh we lost

 

9066

00:52:14,786 --> 00:52:15,129

[maggie]: i know i

 

9067

00:52:15,594 --> 00:52:16,924

[juliet_hahn]: did you guys lose me or did

we

 

9068

00:52:17,303 --> 00:52:17,444

[abbe_greenberg]: yep

 

9069

00:52:18,009 --> 00:52:18,274

[maggie]: hello

 

9070

00:52:18,434 --> 00:52:18,516

[abbe_greenberg]: no

 

9071

00:52:19,180 --> 00:52:19,365

[maggie]: yes

 

9072

00:52:19,632 --> 00:52:20,597

[abbe_greenberg]: here you max can you hear me

 

9073

00:52:21,051 --> 00:52:21,132

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

9074

00:52:21,081 --> 00:52:21,101

[maggie]: i

 

9075

00:52:21,172 --> 00:52:21,212

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

9076

00:52:21,181 --> 00:52:21,302

[maggie]: hear

 

9077

00:52:21,272 --> 00:52:21,433

[juliet_hahn]: can't

 

9078

00:52:21,382 --> 00:52:21,502

[maggie]: you

 

9079

00:52:21,474 --> 00:52:21,594

[juliet_hahn]: hear

 

9080

00:52:21,602 --> 00:52:21,783

[maggie]: yeah

 

9081

00:52:21,655 --> 00:52:21,936

[juliet_hahn]: maggie

 

9082

00:52:21,883 --> 00:52:21,903

[maggie]: i

 

9083

00:52:21,976 --> 00:52:22,057

[juliet_hahn]: can

 

9084

00:52:22,044 --> 00:52:22,184

[maggie]: see

 

9085

00:52:22,077 --> 00:52:22,278

[juliet_hahn]: you hear

 

9086

00:52:22,244 --> 00:52:22,325

[maggie]: you

 

9087

00:52:22,359 --> 00:52:22,439

[juliet_hahn]: me

 

9088

00:52:22,405 --> 00:52:22,666

[maggie]: and hear

 

9089

00:52:22,652 --> 00:52:22,773

[abbe_greenberg]: oh

 

9090

00:52:22,766 --> 00:52:22,866

[maggie]: you

 

9091

00:52:23,438 --> 00:52:24,787

[abbe_greenberg]: she she i lost her

 

9092

00:52:24,791 --> 00:52:25,379

[juliet_hahn]: maggie or me

 

9093

00:52:25,875 --> 00:52:26,417

[maggie]: yeah me too

 

9094

00:52:26,412 --> 00:52:26,432

[abbe_greenberg]: m

 

9095

00:52:27,420 --> 00:52:27,905

[maggie]: we have lost

 

9096

00:52:27,751 --> 00:52:27,973

[juliet_hahn]: it may

 

9097

00:52:27,986 --> 00:52:28,451

[maggie]: our host

 

9098

00:52:28,902 --> 00:52:29,825

[abbe_greenberg]: let's hang in there maybe she'll

 

9099

00:52:29,832 --> 00:52:29,952

[maggie]: hang

 

9100

00:52:29,866 --> 00:52:30,086

[abbe_greenberg]: come back

 

9101

00:52:29,993 --> 00:52:30,214

[maggie]: in her

 

9102

00:52:30,126 --> 00:52:30,287

[abbe_greenberg]: because

 

9103

00:52:30,234 --> 00:52:30,355

[maggie]: maybe

 

9104

00:52:30,327 --> 00:52:30,427

[abbe_greenberg]: it's

 

9105

00:52:30,395 --> 00:52:30,556

[maggie]: she'll

 

9106

00:52:30,508 --> 00:52:30,608

[abbe_greenberg]: the

 

9107

00:52:30,596 --> 00:52:30,697

[maggie]: come

 

9108

00:52:30,668 --> 00:52:30,809

[abbe_greenberg]: same

 

9109

00:52:30,737 --> 00:52:31,019

[maggie]: back because

 

9110

00:52:30,909 --> 00:52:31,069

[abbe_greenberg]: link

 

9111

00:52:31,059 --> 00:52:31,160

[maggie]: it's

 

9112

00:52:31,150 --> 00:52:31,390

[abbe_greenberg]: i think

 

9113

00:52:31,281 --> 00:52:31,784

[maggie]: the same link

 

9114

00:52:32,090 --> 00:52:34,681

[juliet_hahn]: oh you guys can't hear me hold

on

 

9115

00:52:36,062 --> 00:52:36,463

[abbe_greenberg]: what's doing

 

9116

00:52:36,449 --> 00:52:36,529

[maggie]: so

 

9117

00:52:36,503 --> 00:52:36,724

[abbe_greenberg]: with you

 

9118

00:52:36,810 --> 00:52:36,970

[maggie]: let's

 

9119

00:52:43,526 --> 00:52:43,967

[maggie]: yeah yeah

 

9120

00:52:46,262 --> 00:52:47,083

[abbe_greenberg]: i'm afraid to leave because

 

9121

00:52:47,109 --> 00:52:47,349

[maggie]: afraid

 

9122

00:52:47,124 --> 00:52:47,444

[abbe_greenberg]: you know how

 

9123

00:52:47,409 --> 00:52:47,449

[maggie]: to

 

9124

00:52:47,524 --> 00:52:48,026

[abbe_greenberg]: sometimes

 

9125

00:52:47,529 --> 00:52:47,830

[maggie]: leave

 

9126

00:52:48,126 --> 00:52:48,346

[abbe_greenberg]: if you

 

9127

00:52:48,331 --> 00:52:48,391

[maggie]: me

 

9128

00:52:48,447 --> 00:52:49,088

[abbe_greenberg]: leave it doesn't

 

9129

00:52:48,972 --> 00:52:49,052

[maggie]: you

 

9130

00:52:49,148 --> 00:52:49,549

[abbe_greenberg]: upload

 

9131

00:52:49,212 --> 00:52:49,413

[maggie]: leave

 

9132

00:52:49,589 --> 00:52:50,211

[abbe_greenberg]: the pot

 

9133

00:52:50,134 --> 00:52:51,857

[maggie]: yeah yeah yeah no i know

 

9134

00:52:51,902 --> 00:52:51,982

[abbe_greenberg]: no

 

9135

00:52:52,157 --> 00:52:52,918

[maggie]: we shouldn't leave

 

9136

00:52:52,866 --> 00:52:53,107

[abbe_greenberg]: i'm not

 

9137

00:52:53,059 --> 00:52:53,299

[maggie]: because

 

9138

00:52:53,148 --> 00:52:53,851

[abbe_greenberg]: familiar with this

 

9139

00:52:53,900 --> 00:52:54,261

[maggie]: familiar

 

9140

00:52:53,911 --> 00:52:54,373

[abbe_greenberg]: particular

 

9141

00:52:54,341 --> 00:52:54,441

[maggie]: with

 

9142

00:52:54,453 --> 00:52:54,815

[abbe_greenberg]: platform

 

9143

00:52:54,481 --> 00:52:54,581

[maggie]: this

 

9144

00:52:54,935 --> 00:52:55,739

[abbe_greenberg]: so well i don't know

 

9145

00:52:56,084 --> 00:52:57,646

[maggie]: but i know it is that one

of those

 

9146

00:52:57,652 --> 00:52:57,913

[abbe_greenberg]: yeah

 

9147

00:52:58,147 --> 00:52:58,327

[maggie]: well

 

9148

00:52:58,194 --> 00:52:58,435

[abbe_greenberg]: it's like

 

9149

00:52:58,808 --> 00:53:01,600

[maggie]: no no oh wait wait we got

juliet back

 

9150

00:53:01,487 --> 00:53:01,567

[abbe_greenberg]: ye

 

9151

00:53:02,084 --> 00:53:06,174

[juliet_hahn]: it was so funny i could hear

myself and you guys

 

9152

00:53:06,540 --> 00:53:06,923

[maggie]: self

 

9153

00:53:06,636 --> 00:53:07,879

[juliet_hahn]: only maggie was frozen

 

9154

00:53:08,079 --> 00:53:08,159

[maggie]: and

 

9155

00:53:09,132 --> 00:53:09,373

[juliet_hahn]: and so

 

9156

00:53:09,322 --> 00:53:09,683

[maggie]: you guys

 

9157

00:53:09,494 --> 00:53:10,300

[juliet_hahn]: it was so weird

 

9158

00:53:10,205 --> 00:53:10,405

[maggie]: only

 

9159

00:53:10,380 --> 00:53:10,481

[juliet_hahn]: but

 

9160

00:53:10,486 --> 00:53:10,847

[maggie]: maggie

 

9161

00:53:10,542 --> 00:53:11,226

[juliet_hahn]: are we recording

 

9162

00:53:10,887 --> 00:53:12,471

[maggie]: was frozen we you were

 

9163

00:53:12,417 --> 00:53:12,842

[abbe_greenberg]: we like

 

9164

00:53:12,612 --> 00:53:13,715

[maggie]: totally out for

 

9165

00:53:13,645 --> 00:53:13,785

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

9166

00:53:13,835 --> 00:53:13,996

[maggie]: us

 

9167

00:53:13,865 --> 00:53:14,707

[juliet_hahn]: which is so weird because

 

9168

00:53:15,460 --> 00:53:16,162

[maggie]: we couldn't see you

 

9169

00:53:16,131 --> 00:53:16,332

[juliet_hahn]: and so

 

9170

00:53:16,262 --> 00:53:16,523

[maggie]: at all

 

9171

00:53:16,893 --> 00:53:17,013

[juliet_hahn]: which

 

9172

00:53:16,964 --> 00:53:17,105

[maggie]: were

 

9173

00:53:17,074 --> 00:53:17,154

[juliet_hahn]: was

 

9174

00:53:17,145 --> 00:53:17,225

[maggie]: you

 

9175

00:53:17,194 --> 00:53:17,354

[juliet_hahn]: weird

 

9176

00:53:17,386 --> 00:53:17,787

[maggie]: were

 

9177

00:53:17,394 --> 00:53:19,400

[juliet_hahn]: i only could hear abby going wait

we lost

 

9178

00:53:19,273 --> 00:53:19,374

[abbe_greenberg]: oh

 

9179

00:53:19,480 --> 00:53:19,540

[juliet_hahn]: our

 

9180

00:53:19,616 --> 00:53:20,382

[abbe_greenberg]: she's freezing again

 

9181

00:53:20,491 --> 00:53:22,236

[maggie]: we can't you're freezing for us again

 

9182

00:53:21,993 --> 00:53:22,235

[juliet_hahn]: shit

 

9183

00:53:23,324 --> 00:53:23,425

[abbe_greenberg]: oh

 

9184

00:53:24,580 --> 00:53:24,640

[maggie]: sh

 

9185

00:53:25,974 --> 00:53:26,698

[abbe_greenberg]: she's back i heard

 

9186

00:53:26,725 --> 00:53:26,886

[maggie]: she's

 

9187

00:53:26,738 --> 00:53:26,838

[abbe_greenberg]: her

 

9188

00:53:26,926 --> 00:53:28,269

[maggie]: back me too

 

9189

00:53:28,442 --> 00:53:29,372

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

9190

00:53:28,830 --> 00:53:29,652

[maggie]: but now she's frozen

 

9191

00:53:29,433 --> 00:53:30,139

[abbe_greenberg]: a separation

 

9192

00:53:29,712 --> 00:53:29,913

[maggie]: again

 

9193

00:53:29,822 --> 00:53:30,086

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

9194

00:53:30,220 --> 00:53:30,522

[abbe_greenberg]: anxiety

 

9195

00:53:30,474 --> 00:53:30,935

[maggie]: liberation

 

9196

00:53:30,563 --> 00:53:31,087

[abbe_greenberg]: from juliet

 

9197

00:53:30,995 --> 00:53:31,837

[maggie]: anxiety from juliet

 

9198

00:53:35,671 --> 00:53:36,717

[maggie]: yeah you're still frozen

 

9199

00:53:36,623 --> 00:53:37,207

[abbe_greenberg]: frozen yeah

 

9200

00:53:37,421 --> 00:53:37,703

[maggie]: frozen

 

9201

00:53:39,941 --> 00:53:39,962

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

9202

00:53:40,223 --> 00:53:40,569

[abbe_greenberg]: wonder what

 

9203

00:53:40,959 --> 00:53:41,381

[maggie]: we can't

 

9204

00:53:41,842 --> 00:53:42,023

[juliet_hahn]: can you

 

9205

00:53:42,064 --> 00:53:42,205

[maggie]: yeah

 

9206

00:53:42,084 --> 00:53:42,527

[juliet_hahn]: guys hear me

 

9207

00:53:43,059 --> 00:53:45,763

[maggie]: you're totally frozen you guys now we

can we just

 

9208

00:53:45,763 --> 00:53:45,964

[juliet_hahn]: okay

 

9209

00:53:45,803 --> 00:53:46,244

[maggie]: heard that

 

9210

00:53:46,084 --> 00:53:46,184

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

9211

00:53:46,524 --> 00:53:46,725

[maggie]: but you

 

9212

00:53:46,725 --> 00:53:46,845

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

9213

00:53:46,785 --> 00:53:46,905

[maggie]: keep

 

9214

00:53:46,885 --> 00:53:47,126

[juliet_hahn]: this is

 

9215

00:53:47,526 --> 00:53:47,847

[maggie]: now you're

 

9216

00:53:47,808 --> 00:53:48,030

[abbe_greenberg]: zing

 

9217

00:53:47,887 --> 00:53:48,047

[maggie]: good

 

9218

00:53:48,147 --> 00:53:48,288

[juliet_hahn]: okay

 

9219

00:53:48,207 --> 00:53:48,448

[maggie]: now you're

 

9220

00:53:48,308 --> 00:53:49,450

[juliet_hahn]: this is making me nervous though

 

9221

00:53:49,750 --> 00:53:50,811

[maggie]: okay this is making me nervous

 

9222

00:53:50,571 --> 00:53:50,952

[juliet_hahn]: universe

 

9223

00:53:50,831 --> 00:53:51,012

[maggie]: though

 

9224

00:53:51,132 --> 00:53:52,154

[juliet_hahn]: i guess it's telling us it's time

 

9225

00:53:52,094 --> 00:53:52,414

[maggie]: universe

 

9226

00:53:52,214 --> 00:53:52,575

[juliet_hahn]: to wrap up

 

9227

00:53:52,614 --> 00:53:52,634

[maggie]: i

 

9228

00:53:52,655 --> 00:53:52,815

[juliet_hahn]: okay

 

9229

00:53:52,675 --> 00:53:52,815

[maggie]: guess

 

9230

00:53:52,855 --> 00:53:52,955

[juliet_hahn]: but

 

9231

00:53:52,875 --> 00:53:53,195

[maggie]: it's telling

 

9232

00:53:53,016 --> 00:53:53,216

[juliet_hahn]: it is

 

9233

00:53:53,235 --> 00:53:53,316

[maggie]: us

 

9234

00:53:53,336 --> 00:53:53,396

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

9235

00:53:53,356 --> 00:53:53,456

[maggie]: it's

 

9236

00:53:53,456 --> 00:53:53,556

[juliet_hahn]: is

 

9237

00:53:53,476 --> 00:53:53,596

[maggie]: time

 

9238

00:53:53,637 --> 00:53:53,997

[juliet_hahn]: recording

 

9239

00:53:53,656 --> 00:53:53,997

[maggie]: to wrap up

 

9240

00:53:54,097 --> 00:53:54,238

[juliet_hahn]: okay

 

9241

00:53:54,257 --> 00:53:54,337

[maggie]: but

 

9242

00:53:54,338 --> 00:53:54,398

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

9243

00:53:54,417 --> 00:53:54,458

[maggie]: it

 

9244

00:53:54,478 --> 00:53:54,518

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

9245

00:53:54,538 --> 00:53:54,638

[maggie]: is

 

9246

00:53:54,538 --> 00:53:54,778

[juliet_hahn]: will get

 

9247

00:53:54,738 --> 00:53:54,938

[maggie]: it is

 

9248

00:53:55,019 --> 00:53:55,600

[juliet_hahn]: a couple o feeds

 

9249

00:53:55,419 --> 00:53:55,599

[maggie]: okay

 

9250

00:53:55,640 --> 00:53:55,780

[juliet_hahn]: here

 

9251

00:53:55,660 --> 00:53:56,080

[maggie]: so i will get

 

9252

00:53:56,281 --> 00:53:56,401

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

9253

00:53:56,321 --> 00:53:57,062

[maggie]: a couple of feet here

 

9254

00:53:57,053 --> 00:53:57,334

[abbe_greenberg]: we didn't

 

9255

00:53:57,543 --> 00:53:57,643

[maggie]: so

 

9256

00:53:57,695 --> 00:53:58,458

[abbe_greenberg]: off because we didn't

 

9257

00:53:58,665 --> 00:53:58,925

[maggie]: because

 

9258

00:53:58,679 --> 00:53:59,823

[abbe_greenberg]: know that this thing uploads

 

9259

00:53:59,426 --> 00:53:59,887

[maggie]: know that this

 

9260

00:53:59,863 --> 00:53:59,943

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

9261

00:53:59,947 --> 00:54:00,067

[maggie]: thing

 

9262

00:53:59,964 --> 00:54:00,224

[abbe_greenberg]: we didn't

 

9263

00:54:00,127 --> 00:54:00,167

[maggie]: up

 

9264

00:54:00,265 --> 00:54:00,385

[abbe_greenberg]: want

 

9265

00:54:00,267 --> 00:54:00,548

[maggie]: loads

 

9266

00:54:00,425 --> 00:54:00,485

[abbe_greenberg]: to

 

9267

00:54:00,542 --> 00:54:00,642

[juliet_hahn]: no

 

9268

00:54:00,608 --> 00:54:00,768

[maggie]: and we

 

9269

00:54:00,782 --> 00:54:00,802

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

9270

00:54:00,808 --> 00:54:00,968

[maggie]: didn't

 

9271

00:54:00,922 --> 00:54:01,203

[juliet_hahn]: totally

 

9272

00:54:00,987 --> 00:54:01,268

[abbe_greenberg]: interrupt

 

9273

00:54:01,008 --> 00:54:01,229

[maggie]: want to

 

9274

00:54:01,223 --> 00:54:01,583

[juliet_hahn]: appreciate

 

9275

00:54:01,308 --> 00:54:01,670

[abbe_greenberg]: the upload

 

9276

00:54:01,724 --> 00:54:01,804

[juliet_hahn]: no

 

9277

00:54:01,750 --> 00:54:02,030

[maggie]: interrupt

 

9278

00:54:01,884 --> 00:54:02,305

[juliet_hahn]: i totally

 

9279

00:54:02,050 --> 00:54:02,411

[maggie]: the pad

 

9280

00:54:02,325 --> 00:54:03,046

[juliet_hahn]: appreciate it yes

 

9281

00:54:03,072 --> 00:54:03,412

[maggie]: appreciate

 

9282

00:54:03,166 --> 00:54:03,246

[juliet_hahn]: no

 

9283

00:54:03,573 --> 00:54:03,633

[maggie]: no

 

9284

00:54:03,607 --> 00:54:03,807

[juliet_hahn]: i could

 

9285

00:54:03,753 --> 00:54:03,773

[maggie]: i

 

9286

00:54:03,867 --> 00:54:04,007

[juliet_hahn]: hear

 

9287

00:54:03,913 --> 00:54:04,154

[maggie]: totally

 

9288

00:54:04,148 --> 00:54:04,248

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

9289

00:54:04,174 --> 00:54:04,514

[maggie]: appreciate

 

9290

00:54:04,328 --> 00:54:04,709

[juliet_hahn]: guys which

 

9291

00:54:04,594 --> 00:54:04,875

[maggie]: it yes

 

9292

00:54:04,749 --> 00:54:04,969

[juliet_hahn]: was so

 

9293

00:54:05,035 --> 00:54:05,095

[maggie]: no

 

9294

00:54:05,069 --> 00:54:05,530

[juliet_hahn]: weird i could

 

9295

00:54:05,456 --> 00:54:05,636

[maggie]: i can

 

9296

00:54:05,590 --> 00:54:05,730

[juliet_hahn]: hear

 

9297

00:54:05,696 --> 00:54:05,857

[maggie]: hear

 

9298

00:54:05,830 --> 00:54:05,931

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

9299

00:54:05,977 --> 00:54:06,077

[maggie]: you

 

9300

00:54:05,991 --> 00:54:06,191

[juliet_hahn]: but that

 

9301

00:54:06,137 --> 00:54:06,357

[maggie]: guys

 

9302

00:54:06,231 --> 00:54:06,411

[juliet_hahn]: i could

 

9303

00:54:06,397 --> 00:54:06,538

[maggie]: which

 

9304

00:54:06,451 --> 00:54:06,572

[juliet_hahn]: hear

 

9305

00:54:06,578 --> 00:54:06,658

[maggie]: was

 

9306

00:54:06,652 --> 00:54:06,772

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

9307

00:54:06,698 --> 00:54:07,740

[maggie]: so weird all that go

 

9308

00:54:07,693 --> 00:54:07,994

[juliet_hahn]: you guys

 

9309

00:54:08,000 --> 00:54:08,080

[maggie]: on

 

9310

00:54:08,054 --> 00:54:08,294

[juliet_hahn]: couldn't

 

9311

00:54:08,241 --> 00:54:08,381

[maggie]: here

 

9312

00:54:08,375 --> 00:54:08,515

[juliet_hahn]: see

 

9313

00:54:08,441 --> 00:54:08,581

[maggie]: that

 

9314

00:54:08,575 --> 00:54:09,496

[juliet_hahn]: me and i was like fun it's

 

9315

00:54:09,463 --> 00:54:09,563

[maggie]: you

 

9316

00:54:09,557 --> 00:54:09,597

[juliet_hahn]: on

 

9317

00:54:09,623 --> 00:54:09,783

[maggie]: guys

 

9318

00:54:09,657 --> 00:54:09,757

[juliet_hahn]: my

 

9319

00:54:09,823 --> 00:54:10,084

[maggie]: couldn't

 

9320

00:54:09,837 --> 00:54:10,017

[juliet_hahn]: side

 

9321

00:54:10,164 --> 00:54:11,286

[maggie]: see me and i was like it's

 

9322

00:54:11,219 --> 00:54:11,380

[juliet_hahn]: okay

 

9323

00:54:11,326 --> 00:54:11,526

[maggie]: on my

 

9324

00:54:11,480 --> 00:54:11,560

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

9325

00:54:11,606 --> 00:54:11,787

[maggie]: side

 

9326

00:54:11,742 --> 00:54:11,924

[abbe_greenberg]: uh

 

9327

00:54:11,820 --> 00:54:13,063

[juliet_hahn]: we just guys were talking

 

9328

00:54:12,949 --> 00:54:13,109

[maggie]: okay

 

9329

00:54:13,103 --> 00:54:13,243

[juliet_hahn]: about

 

9330

00:54:13,209 --> 00:54:13,289

[maggie]: so

 

9331

00:54:13,263 --> 00:54:13,524

[juliet_hahn]: what you're

 

9332

00:54:13,529 --> 00:54:13,590

[maggie]: we

 

9333

00:54:13,564 --> 00:54:13,724

[juliet_hahn]: going to

 

9334

00:54:13,750 --> 00:54:13,890

[maggie]: just

 

9335

00:54:13,764 --> 00:54:14,165

[juliet_hahn]: be ended

 

9336

00:54:14,090 --> 00:54:14,331

[maggie]: you guys

 

9337

00:54:14,245 --> 00:54:14,306

[juliet_hahn]: up

 

9338

00:54:14,371 --> 00:54:14,471

[maggie]: were

 

9339

00:54:14,386 --> 00:54:14,666

[juliet_hahn]: doing

 

9340

00:54:14,491 --> 00:54:14,892

[maggie]: talking about

 

9341

00:54:14,767 --> 00:54:14,867

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

9342

00:54:14,912 --> 00:54:14,992

[maggie]: what

 

9343

00:54:14,927 --> 00:54:15,047

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

9344

00:54:15,032 --> 00:54:15,272

[maggie]: you're going

 

9345

00:54:15,288 --> 00:54:15,388

[juliet_hahn]: now

 

9346

00:54:15,313 --> 00:54:15,673

[maggie]: to be and

 

9347

00:54:15,649 --> 00:54:16,070

[juliet_hahn]: i think we can

 

9348

00:54:15,994 --> 00:54:16,254

[maggie]: doing

 

9349

00:54:16,110 --> 00:54:16,270

[juliet_hahn]: wrap

 

9350

00:54:16,374 --> 00:54:16,474

[maggie]: and

 

9351

00:54:16,390 --> 00:54:16,491

[juliet_hahn]: up

 

9352

00:54:16,535 --> 00:54:16,635

[maggie]: so

 

9353

00:54:16,591 --> 00:54:16,972

[juliet_hahn]: are you guys

 

9354

00:54:16,895 --> 00:54:16,975

[maggie]: now

 

9355

00:54:17,032 --> 00:54:17,272

[juliet_hahn]: good or

 

9356

00:54:17,256 --> 00:54:17,296

[maggie]: i

 

9357

00:54:17,312 --> 00:54:17,373

[juliet_hahn]: do

 

9358

00:54:17,316 --> 00:54:17,456

[maggie]: think

 

9359

00:54:17,413 --> 00:54:17,493

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

9360

00:54:17,476 --> 00:54:17,536

[maggie]: we

 

9361

00:54:17,533 --> 00:54:17,673

[juliet_hahn]: want

 

9362

00:54:17,576 --> 00:54:18,278

[maggie]: can wrap up okay

 

9363

00:54:18,242 --> 00:54:18,972

[abbe_greenberg]: sure

 

9364

00:54:18,455 --> 00:54:18,615

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

9365

00:54:19,019 --> 00:54:19,729

[maggie]: sure

 

9366

00:54:19,337 --> 00:54:20,399

[juliet_hahn]: so ladies

 

9367

00:54:20,532 --> 00:54:21,222

[abbe_greenberg]: yeah

 

9368

00:54:21,119 --> 00:54:22,490

[maggie]: you fire okay

 

9369

00:54:22,442 --> 00:54:22,582

[juliet_hahn]: okay

 

9370

00:54:22,551 --> 00:54:22,894

[maggie]: there you go

 

9371

00:54:22,842 --> 00:54:23,864

[juliet_hahn]: so ladies i'm so

 

9372

00:54:23,999 --> 00:54:24,199

[maggie]: okay

 

9373

00:54:24,285 --> 00:54:24,645

[juliet_hahn]: honored

 

9374

00:54:24,420 --> 00:54:24,922

[maggie]: so ladies

 

9375

00:54:24,725 --> 00:54:25,006

[juliet_hahn]: to have

 

9376

00:54:25,042 --> 00:54:25,123

[maggie]: i'm

 

9377

00:54:25,066 --> 00:54:25,467

[juliet_hahn]: you guys

 

9378

00:54:25,243 --> 00:54:25,364

[maggie]: so

 

9379

00:54:25,727 --> 00:54:25,887

[juliet_hahn]: on

 

9380

00:54:25,765 --> 00:54:26,146

[maggie]: honored

 

9381

00:54:26,268 --> 00:54:27,270

[juliet_hahn]: your next stop i mean

 

9382

00:54:27,289 --> 00:54:27,469

[maggie]: on

 

9383

00:54:27,330 --> 00:54:27,911

[juliet_hahn]: it really is

 

9384

00:54:27,830 --> 00:54:28,211

[maggie]: your next

 

9385

00:54:28,151 --> 00:54:28,311

[juliet_hahn]: such

 

9386

00:54:28,271 --> 00:54:28,532

[maggie]: stop

 

9387

00:54:28,371 --> 00:54:28,732

[juliet_hahn]: a special

 

9388

00:54:28,632 --> 00:54:28,833

[maggie]: i mean

 

9389

00:54:28,792 --> 00:54:28,932

[juliet_hahn]: thing

 

9390

00:54:28,893 --> 00:54:28,933

[maggie]: it

 

9391

00:54:28,952 --> 00:54:29,053

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

9392

00:54:29,013 --> 00:54:29,233

[maggie]: really

 

9393

00:54:29,073 --> 00:54:29,473

[juliet_hahn]: you're doing

 

9394

00:54:29,354 --> 00:54:29,474

[maggie]: is

 

9395

00:54:29,533 --> 00:54:29,694

[juliet_hahn]: as i

 

9396

00:54:29,694 --> 00:54:29,855

[maggie]: such

 

9397

00:54:29,794 --> 00:54:29,974

[juliet_hahn]: said

 

9398

00:54:29,895 --> 00:54:30,777

[maggie]: a special thing that you're

 

9399

00:54:30,675 --> 00:54:30,896

[juliet_hahn]: it is

 

9400

00:54:30,817 --> 00:54:30,997

[maggie]: doing

 

9401

00:54:30,996 --> 00:54:31,116

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

9402

00:54:31,058 --> 00:54:31,198

[maggie]: as i

 

9403

00:54:31,276 --> 00:54:31,597

[juliet_hahn]: needed

 

9404

00:54:31,318 --> 00:54:31,499

[maggie]: said

 

9405

00:54:31,717 --> 00:54:31,937

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

9406

00:54:32,180 --> 00:54:32,220

[maggie]: it

 

9407

00:54:32,218 --> 00:54:32,498

[juliet_hahn]: people

 

9408

00:54:32,320 --> 00:54:33,102

[maggie]: is so needed

 

9409

00:54:33,019 --> 00:54:33,280

[juliet_hahn]: for so

 

9410

00:54:33,222 --> 00:54:33,463

[maggie]: because

 

9411

00:54:33,340 --> 00:54:33,760

[juliet_hahn]: many years

 

9412

00:54:33,724 --> 00:54:33,984

[maggie]: people

 

9413

00:54:33,881 --> 00:54:34,502

[juliet_hahn]: it's taboo you

 

9414

00:54:34,525 --> 00:54:34,626

[maggie]: for

 

9415

00:54:34,542 --> 00:54:34,682

[juliet_hahn]: don't

 

9416

00:54:34,706 --> 00:54:34,806

[maggie]: so

 

9417

00:54:34,722 --> 00:54:34,862

[juliet_hahn]: talk

 

9418

00:54:34,866 --> 00:54:35,006

[maggie]: many

 

9419

00:54:34,922 --> 00:54:35,083

[juliet_hahn]: about

 

9420

00:54:35,047 --> 00:54:35,287

[maggie]: years

 

9421

00:54:35,123 --> 00:54:37,587

[juliet_hahn]: mental health and the fact that you've

been doing this for as long as you

 

9422

00:54:37,647 --> 00:54:37,827

[juliet_hahn]: have

 

9423

00:54:38,119 --> 00:54:38,360

[maggie]: doing

 

9424

00:54:38,268 --> 00:54:38,288

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

9425

00:54:38,401 --> 00:54:38,541

[maggie]: this

 

9426

00:54:38,408 --> 00:54:38,649

[juliet_hahn]: truly

 

9427

00:54:38,602 --> 00:54:38,662

[maggie]: for

 

9428

00:54:38,709 --> 00:54:38,989

[juliet_hahn]: believe

 

9429

00:54:38,742 --> 00:54:39,446

[maggie]: as long as you have

 

9430

00:54:39,270 --> 00:54:39,971

[juliet_hahn]: that you guys have been

 

9431

00:54:39,868 --> 00:54:40,230

[maggie]: i truly

 

9432

00:54:40,011 --> 00:54:40,552

[juliet_hahn]: pioneers

 

9433

00:54:40,290 --> 00:54:40,552

[maggie]: believe

 

9434

00:54:40,612 --> 00:54:40,832

[juliet_hahn]: in this

 

9435

00:54:40,793 --> 00:54:40,914

[maggie]: that

 

9436

00:54:40,872 --> 00:54:41,153

[juliet_hahn]: space

 

9437

00:54:40,954 --> 00:54:41,195

[maggie]: you guys

 

9438

00:54:41,193 --> 00:54:41,293

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

9439

00:54:41,235 --> 00:54:41,336

[maggie]: have

 

9440

00:54:41,333 --> 00:54:43,076

[juliet_hahn]: you have been doing your ways

 

9441

00:54:43,109 --> 00:54:43,650

[maggie]: ve been doing

 

9442

00:54:43,437 --> 00:54:44,138

[juliet_hahn]: to kind of get the

 

9443

00:54:44,110 --> 00:54:44,311

[maggie]: your

 

9444

00:54:44,218 --> 00:54:44,558

[juliet_hahn]: message

 

9445

00:54:44,391 --> 00:54:44,671

[maggie]: ways

 

9446

00:54:44,759 --> 00:54:44,899

[juliet_hahn]: out

 

9447

00:54:44,992 --> 00:54:45,072

[maggie]: to

 

9448

00:54:44,999 --> 00:54:45,079

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

9449

00:54:45,112 --> 00:54:45,232

[maggie]: kind

 

9450

00:54:45,240 --> 00:54:45,540

[juliet_hahn]: others

 

9451

00:54:45,272 --> 00:54:45,693

[maggie]: of get the

 

9452

00:54:45,620 --> 00:54:45,700

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

9453

00:54:45,753 --> 00:54:46,094

[maggie]: message

 

9454

00:54:45,780 --> 00:54:46,281

[juliet_hahn]: so thank

 

9455

00:54:46,294 --> 00:54:46,414

[maggie]: out

 

9456

00:54:46,301 --> 00:54:46,361

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

9457

00:54:46,534 --> 00:54:47,035

[maggie]: to others

 

9458

00:54:47,083 --> 00:54:47,223

[juliet_hahn]: from

 

9459

00:54:47,155 --> 00:54:47,216

[maggie]: and

 

9460

00:54:47,483 --> 00:54:47,704

[juliet_hahn]: all

 

9461

00:54:47,516 --> 00:54:47,917

[maggie]: thank you

 

9462

00:54:47,904 --> 00:54:48,285

[juliet_hahn]: of people

 

9463

00:54:48,618 --> 00:54:48,778

[maggie]: from

 

9464

00:54:48,786 --> 00:54:49,006

[juliet_hahn]: whether

 

9465

00:54:49,059 --> 00:54:49,239

[maggie]: all

 

9466

00:54:49,066 --> 00:54:49,186

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

9467

00:54:49,599 --> 00:54:49,860

[maggie]: people

 

9468

00:54:49,667 --> 00:54:50,428

[juliet_hahn]: suffer from a little

 

9469

00:54:50,341 --> 00:54:50,541

[maggie]: whether

 

9470

00:54:50,448 --> 00:54:51,049

[juliet_hahn]: bit of anxiety

 

9471

00:54:50,621 --> 00:54:51,402

[maggie]: you suffer

 

9472

00:54:51,450 --> 00:54:51,570

[juliet_hahn]: big

 

9473

00:54:51,523 --> 00:54:51,643

[maggie]: from

 

9474

00:54:51,670 --> 00:54:52,171

[juliet_hahn]: anxiety

 

9475

00:54:51,683 --> 00:54:52,564

[maggie]: a little bit anxiety

 

9476

00:54:52,311 --> 00:54:53,253

[juliet_hahn]: whether your dislexic

 

9477

00:54:52,945 --> 00:54:53,666

[maggie]: big anxiety

 

9478

00:54:53,393 --> 00:54:53,774

[juliet_hahn]: a d h

 

9479

00:54:53,806 --> 00:54:54,007

[maggie]: whether

 

9480

00:54:53,854 --> 00:54:53,874

[juliet_hahn]: d

 

9481

00:54:54,067 --> 00:54:54,207

[maggie]: you're

 

9482

00:54:54,134 --> 00:54:54,275

[juliet_hahn]: have

 

9483

00:54:54,267 --> 00:54:54,608

[maggie]: dislike

 

9484

00:54:54,355 --> 00:54:54,535

[juliet_hahn]: o c

 

9485

00:54:54,708 --> 00:54:54,768

[maggie]: in

 

9486

00:54:54,715 --> 00:54:54,735

[juliet_hahn]: d

 

9487

00:54:54,908 --> 00:54:55,249

[maggie]: it h

 

9488

00:54:55,276 --> 00:54:55,677

[juliet_hahn]: whatever

 

9489

00:54:55,329 --> 00:54:55,730

[maggie]: d have

 

9490

00:54:55,757 --> 00:54:55,797

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

9491

00:54:55,830 --> 00:54:56,010

[maggie]: o c

 

9492

00:54:55,998 --> 00:54:56,198

[juliet_hahn]: is

 

9493

00:54:56,211 --> 00:54:57,132

[maggie]: d whatever

 

9494

00:54:56,799 --> 00:54:57,320

[juliet_hahn]: we can all

 

9495

00:54:57,232 --> 00:54:57,653

[maggie]: it is

 

9496

00:54:57,600 --> 00:54:58,201

[juliet_hahn]: come together

 

9497

00:54:58,274 --> 00:54:58,494

[maggie]: we can

 

9498

00:54:58,462 --> 00:54:58,622

[juliet_hahn]: share

 

9499

00:54:58,594 --> 00:54:58,815

[maggie]: all

 

9500

00:54:58,662 --> 00:54:59,344

[juliet_hahn]: our own stories

 

9501

00:54:59,075 --> 00:54:59,696

[maggie]: come together

 

9502

00:54:59,464 --> 00:54:59,865

[juliet_hahn]: and help

 

9503

00:54:59,776 --> 00:55:00,117

[maggie]: and share

 

9504

00:55:00,065 --> 00:55:00,285

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

9505

00:55:00,177 --> 00:55:00,418

[maggie]: our own

 

9506

00:55:00,326 --> 00:55:00,586

[juliet_hahn]: we know

 

9507

00:55:00,498 --> 00:55:00,798

[maggie]: stories

 

9508

00:55:00,646 --> 00:55:00,927

[juliet_hahn]: that we're

 

9509

00:55:00,938 --> 00:55:01,019

[maggie]: and

 

9510

00:55:00,967 --> 00:55:01,087

[juliet_hahn]: not

 

9511

00:55:01,139 --> 00:55:01,339

[maggie]: help

 

9512

00:55:01,207 --> 00:55:01,548

[juliet_hahn]: alone

 

9513

00:55:01,539 --> 00:55:01,760

[maggie]: because

 

9514

00:55:01,648 --> 00:55:01,769

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

9515

00:55:01,800 --> 00:55:02,401

[maggie]: we know that we're

 

9516

00:55:02,290 --> 00:55:02,650

[juliet_hahn]: maggie

 

9517

00:55:02,441 --> 00:55:03,002

[maggie]: not alone

 

9518

00:55:02,771 --> 00:55:03,272

[juliet_hahn]: and abbie

 

9519

00:55:03,122 --> 00:55:03,222

[maggie]: so

 

9520

00:55:03,432 --> 00:55:03,753

[juliet_hahn]: thank you

 

9521

00:55:03,743 --> 00:55:04,124

[maggie]: maggie

 

9522

00:55:03,933 --> 00:55:04,294

[juliet_hahn]: so much

 

9523

00:55:04,224 --> 00:55:04,324

[maggie]: and

 

9524

00:55:04,374 --> 00:55:04,695

[juliet_hahn]: again

 

9525

00:55:04,464 --> 00:55:05,065

[maggie]: abby thank

 

9526

00:55:05,116 --> 00:55:05,216

[juliet_hahn]: the

 

9527

00:55:05,125 --> 00:55:05,226

[maggie]: you

 

9528

00:55:05,296 --> 00:55:05,737

[juliet_hahn]: anxiety

 

9529

00:55:05,386 --> 00:55:05,746

[maggie]: so much

 

9530

00:55:05,797 --> 00:55:06,138

[juliet_hahn]: sisters

 

9531

00:55:05,847 --> 00:55:06,147

[maggie]: again

 

9532

00:55:06,198 --> 00:55:06,699

[juliet_hahn]: for joining

 

9533

00:55:06,568 --> 00:55:06,988

[maggie]: the anxie

 

9534

00:55:06,759 --> 00:55:07,100

[juliet_hahn]: your next

 

9535

00:55:07,089 --> 00:55:07,209

[maggie]: the

 

9536

00:55:07,160 --> 00:55:07,420

[juliet_hahn]: stop

 

9537

00:55:07,249 --> 00:55:08,832

[maggie]: sisters for joining your next stop

 

9538

00:55:09,122 --> 00:55:09,428

[juliet_hahn]: ye

 

9539

00:55:09,593 --> 00:55:13,539

[maggie]: thank you it's so wonderful to be

here and i love seeing your like bright

 

9540

00:55:14,040 --> 00:55:14,381

[maggie]: shiny

 

9541

00:55:14,352 --> 00:55:14,472

[juliet_hahn]: oh

 

9542

00:55:14,521 --> 00:55:15,983

[maggie]: smiles face you

 

9543

00:55:15,955 --> 00:55:16,136

[juliet_hahn]: thank

 

9544

00:55:16,024 --> 00:55:16,144

[maggie]: know

 

9545

00:55:16,196 --> 00:55:16,316

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

9546

00:55:16,384 --> 00:55:19,009

[maggie]: like you just exude joy and happiness

 

9547

00:55:19,444 --> 00:55:21,235

[abbe_greenberg]: you radiate one is really it's fun

 

9548

00:55:21,274 --> 00:55:21,415

[maggie]: yeah

 

9549

00:55:21,275 --> 00:55:21,618

[abbe_greenberg]: to be with

 

9550

00:55:21,655 --> 00:55:21,755

[maggie]: it's

 

9551

00:55:21,658 --> 00:55:21,738

[abbe_greenberg]: you

 

9552

00:55:21,802 --> 00:55:22,003

[juliet_hahn]: thank

 

9553

00:55:21,816 --> 00:55:21,996

[maggie]: fun

 

9554

00:55:22,043 --> 00:55:22,144

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

9555

00:55:22,156 --> 00:55:22,357

[maggie]: be with

 

9556

00:55:22,264 --> 00:55:22,284

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

9557

00:55:22,397 --> 00:55:22,477

[maggie]: you

 

9558

00:55:22,405 --> 00:55:25,999

[juliet_hahn]: so appreciate it you guys you know

what to do i say it every

 

9559

00:55:26,249 --> 00:55:26,911

[maggie]: you are frozen

 

9560

00:55:27,082 --> 00:55:27,723

[juliet_hahn]: i am frozen

 

9561

00:55:27,453 --> 00:55:27,674

[maggie]: every

 

9562

00:55:27,497 --> 00:55:27,600

[abbe_greenberg]: ah

 

9563

00:55:27,763 --> 00:55:28,043

[juliet_hahn]: again

 

9564

00:55:28,055 --> 00:55:28,236

[maggie]: okay

 

9565

00:55:28,624 --> 00:55:28,765

[juliet_hahn]: okay

 

9566

00:55:28,898 --> 00:55:29,299

[maggie]: i'm frozen

 

9567

00:55:29,082 --> 00:55:29,470

[abbe_greenberg]: uh

 

9568

00:55:29,380 --> 00:55:29,580

[maggie]: again

 

9569

00:55:29,446 --> 00:55:29,786

[juliet_hahn]: you guys

 

9570

00:55:29,841 --> 00:55:29,922

[maggie]: no

 

9571

00:55:29,941 --> 00:55:29,982

[abbe_greenberg]: uh

 

9572

00:55:30,022 --> 00:55:30,564

[maggie]: now you're back

 

9573

00:55:30,568 --> 00:55:30,748

[juliet_hahn]: okay

 

9574

00:55:30,704 --> 00:55:31,026

[maggie]: now you're back

 

9575

00:55:30,948 --> 00:55:31,048

[juliet_hahn]: my

 

9576

00:55:31,126 --> 00:55:31,266

[maggie]: guy

 

9577

00:55:31,149 --> 00:55:32,010

[juliet_hahn]: editor is going to be like

 

9578

00:55:32,049 --> 00:55:32,510

[maggie]: okay my

 

9579

00:55:32,451 --> 00:55:32,691

[juliet_hahn]: i'm going

 

9580

00:55:32,630 --> 00:55:32,891

[maggie]: editor

 

9581

00:55:32,711 --> 00:55:32,912

[juliet_hahn]: to kill

 

9582

00:55:32,931 --> 00:55:32,991

[maggie]: is

 

9583

00:55:32,932 --> 00:55:33,012

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

9584

00:55:33,011 --> 00:55:33,472

[maggie]: going to be like

 

9585

00:55:33,452 --> 00:55:33,553

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

9586

00:55:33,613 --> 00:55:33,994

[maggie]: oh i'm

 

9587

00:55:33,972 --> 00:55:34,196

[abbe_greenberg]: oh

 

9588

00:55:34,034 --> 00:55:34,354

[maggie]: going to kill

 

9589

00:55:34,334 --> 00:55:34,534

[juliet_hahn]: thank

 

9590

00:55:34,395 --> 00:55:34,475

[maggie]: you

 

9591

00:55:34,614 --> 00:55:39,242

[juliet_hahn]: you you guys you know what to

do like share rate and review that's how

 

9592

00:55:39,282 --> 00:55:39,462

[juliet_hahn]: i get

 

9593

00:55:39,471 --> 00:55:39,491

[maggie]: m

 

9594

00:55:39,502 --> 00:55:40,123

[juliet_hahn]: my podcast

 

9595

00:55:39,973 --> 00:55:40,215

[abbe_greenberg]: began

 

9596

00:55:40,343 --> 00:55:44,228

[juliet_hahn]: out but here's what the thing is

i want you to take this episode and

 

9597

00:55:44,328 --> 00:55:44,729

[juliet_hahn]: share it with

 

9598

00:55:44,788 --> 00:55:44,809

[maggie]: m

 

9599

00:55:44,809 --> 00:55:46,431

[juliet_hahn]: as many people as you can

 

9600

00:55:46,652 --> 00:55:47,553

[abbe_greenberg]: the good news is the editor

 

9601

00:55:47,501 --> 00:55:47,601

[maggie]: good

 

9602

00:55:47,593 --> 00:55:47,713

[abbe_greenberg]: will

 

9603

00:55:47,641 --> 00:55:47,761

[maggie]: news

 

9604

00:55:47,753 --> 00:55:47,793

[abbe_greenberg]: be

 

9605

00:55:47,821 --> 00:55:47,881

[maggie]: is

 

9606

00:55:47,833 --> 00:55:47,954

[abbe_greenberg]: able

 

9607

00:55:47,942 --> 00:55:48,022

[maggie]: the

 

9608

00:55:48,014 --> 00:55:48,054

[abbe_greenberg]: to

 

9609

00:55:48,082 --> 00:55:48,302

[maggie]: editor

 

9610

00:55:48,094 --> 00:55:48,374

[abbe_greenberg]: edit all

 

9611

00:55:48,342 --> 00:55:48,462

[maggie]: will

 

9612

00:55:48,414 --> 00:55:48,514

[abbe_greenberg]: this

 

9613

00:55:48,502 --> 00:55:48,702

[maggie]: be able

 

9614

00:55:48,614 --> 00:55:48,715

[abbe_greenberg]: out

 

9615

00:55:48,762 --> 00:55:49,603

[maggie]: to yeah

 

9616

00:55:49,796 --> 00:55:50,056

[abbe_greenberg]: the good

 

9617

00:55:49,923 --> 00:55:50,064

[maggie]: yeah

 

9618

00:55:50,117 --> 00:55:50,337

[abbe_greenberg]: news

 

9619

00:55:50,764 --> 00:55:50,964

[maggie]: because

 

9620

00:55:50,842 --> 00:55:51,123

[juliet_hahn]: so this

 

9621

00:55:50,985 --> 00:55:51,245

[maggie]: you are

 

9622

00:55:51,183 --> 00:55:51,484

[juliet_hahn]: is okay

 

9623

00:55:51,325 --> 00:55:52,026

[maggie]: frozen for us

 

9624

00:55:52,019 --> 00:55:52,179

[abbe_greenberg]: you're

 

9625

00:55:52,126 --> 00:55:52,346

[maggie]: again

 

9626

00:55:52,240 --> 00:55:52,840

[abbe_greenberg]: frozen for us

 

9627

00:55:52,806 --> 00:55:52,946

[maggie]: you're

 

9628

00:55:52,847 --> 00:55:53,028

[juliet_hahn]: okay

 

9629

00:55:52,981 --> 00:55:53,121

[abbe_greenberg]: but

 

9630

00:55:52,986 --> 00:55:53,267

[maggie]: frozen

 

9631

00:55:53,228 --> 00:55:53,870

[juliet_hahn]: i'm back again

 

9632

00:55:54,612 --> 00:55:55,746

[abbe_greenberg]: we'll be able to be cut right

out

 

9633

00:55:56,912 --> 00:55:57,514

[maggie]: i said up

 

9634

00:55:57,422 --> 00:55:57,442

[juliet_hahn]: m

 

9635

00:55:58,095 --> 00:55:59,358

[maggie]: says uploading ninety nine

 

9636

00:55:59,254 --> 00:55:59,335

[abbe_greenberg]: up

 

9637

00:55:59,418 --> 00:55:59,919

[maggie]: per cent

 

9638

00:55:59,819 --> 00:56:00,707

[abbe_greenberg]: till so i'm not gonna

 

9639

00:56:00,745 --> 00:56:01,366

[juliet_hahn]: and my back

 

9640

00:56:01,403 --> 00:56:01,606

[abbe_greenberg]: i could

 

9641

00:56:01,883 --> 00:56:03,747

[maggie]: yeah ninety nine per cent mine says

 

9642

00:56:03,962 --> 00:56:04,122

[abbe_greenberg]: yeah

 

9643

00:56:04,469 --> 00:56:04,709

[juliet_hahn]: can you

 

9644

00:56:04,643 --> 00:56:04,704

[abbe_greenberg]: it

 

9645

00:56:04,749 --> 00:56:04,890

[juliet_hahn]: guys

 

9646

00:56:04,764 --> 00:56:04,984

[abbe_greenberg]: says

 

9647

00:56:05,450 --> 00:56:05,831

[juliet_hahn]: i back

 

9648

00:56:05,766 --> 00:56:06,468

[abbe_greenberg]: keep this page

 

9649

00:56:06,539 --> 00:56:06,680

[maggie]: keep

 

9650

00:56:06,569 --> 00:56:06,789

[abbe_greenberg]: open

 

9651

00:56:06,760 --> 00:56:06,901

[maggie]: this

 

9652

00:56:06,869 --> 00:56:07,190

[abbe_greenberg]: please

 

9653

00:56:06,981 --> 00:56:07,967

[maggie]: page open please

 

9654

00:56:08,152 --> 00:56:08,373

[abbe_greenberg]: okay

 

9655

00:56:08,487 --> 00:56:08,769

[juliet_hahn]: i'm not

 

9656

00:56:08,796 --> 00:56:08,997

[abbe_greenberg]: we'll

 

9657

00:56:08,849 --> 00:56:09,152

[juliet_hahn]: back

 

9658

00:56:08,929 --> 00:56:09,110

[maggie]: okay

 

9659

00:56:09,038 --> 00:56:12,726

[abbe_greenberg]: do thank you for having us we

 

9660

00:56:12,769 --> 00:56:12,910

[maggie]: thank

 

9661

00:56:12,786 --> 00:56:12,927

[abbe_greenberg]: had a

 

9662

00:56:12,931 --> 00:56:13,011

[maggie]: you

 

9663

00:56:12,947 --> 00:56:13,107

[abbe_greenberg]: really

 

9664

00:56:13,052 --> 00:56:13,133

[maggie]: for

 

9665

00:56:13,128 --> 00:56:13,248

[abbe_greenberg]: good

 

9666

00:56:13,193 --> 00:56:13,395

[maggie]: having

 

9667

00:56:13,288 --> 00:56:13,449

[abbe_greenberg]: time

 

9668

00:56:13,456 --> 00:56:14,284

[maggie]: us we had a really good time

 

9669

00:56:18,032 --> 00:56:19,035

[juliet_hahn]: my back and my

 

9670

00:56:19,111 --> 00:56:19,131

[maggie]: m

 

9671

00:56:19,116 --> 00:56:19,938

[juliet_hahn]: back and my back

 

9672

00:56:20,560 --> 00:56:21,163

[maggie]: i wonder if there's

 

9673

00:56:21,163 --> 00:56:21,243

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

9674

00:56:21,304 --> 00:56:21,485

[maggie]: any

 

9675

00:56:21,323 --> 00:56:21,905

[juliet_hahn]: my back

 

9676

00:56:22,449 --> 00:56:23,735

[maggie]: um no

 

9677

00:56:24,422 --> 00:56:24,624

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

9678

00:56:24,519 --> 00:56:25,892

[maggie]: he's not like a chat in here

 

9679

00:56:25,994 --> 00:56:26,660

[abbe_greenberg]: here's a chat

 

9680

00:56:26,799 --> 00:56:28,246

[maggie]: there's there is

 

9681

00:56:28,292 --> 00:56:28,713

[juliet_hahn]: can you guys

 

9682

00:56:28,632 --> 00:56:29,076

[abbe_greenberg]: but nobody

 

9683

00:56:29,419 --> 00:56:29,639

[maggie]: but no

 

9684

00:56:29,681 --> 00:56:29,761

[abbe_greenberg]: she

 

9685

00:56:29,777 --> 00:56:29,877

[juliet_hahn]: can

 

9686

00:56:29,822 --> 00:56:29,983

[abbe_greenberg]: didn't

 

9687

00:56:29,917 --> 00:56:29,977

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

9688

00:56:30,003 --> 00:56:30,084

[abbe_greenberg]: say

 

9689

00:56:30,037 --> 00:56:30,198

[juliet_hahn]: guys

 

9690

00:56:30,144 --> 00:56:30,406

[abbe_greenberg]: anything

 

9691

00:56:30,581 --> 00:56:31,443

[maggie]: i was thinking like we

 

9692

00:56:31,382 --> 00:56:31,706

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

9693

00:56:31,483 --> 00:56:33,567

[maggie]: could get in touch with juliet that

way

 

9694

00:56:35,173 --> 00:56:36,556

[abbe_greenberg]: i don't know but she's gone but

 

9695

00:56:36,780 --> 00:56:36,941

[maggie]: she's

 

9696

00:56:36,876 --> 00:56:37,017

[abbe_greenberg]: let's

 

9697

00:56:36,961 --> 00:56:37,161

[maggie]: gone

 

9698

00:56:37,057 --> 00:56:37,197

[abbe_greenberg]: keep

 

9699

00:56:37,241 --> 00:56:37,342

[maggie]: but

 

9700

00:56:37,257 --> 00:56:37,638

[abbe_greenberg]: open til she

 

9701

00:56:37,663 --> 00:56:37,823

[maggie]: let's

 

9702

00:56:37,698 --> 00:56:37,859

[abbe_greenberg]: comes

 

9703

00:56:37,863 --> 00:56:37,983

[maggie]: keep

 

9704

00:56:37,899 --> 00:56:38,079

[abbe_greenberg]: back

 

9705

00:56:38,043 --> 00:56:38,164

[maggie]: open

 

9706

00:56:38,159 --> 00:56:38,239

[abbe_greenberg]: and

 

9707

00:56:38,224 --> 00:56:38,324

[maggie]: till

 

9708

00:56:38,279 --> 00:56:38,380

[abbe_greenberg]: then

 

9709

00:56:38,364 --> 00:56:38,424

[maggie]: she

 

9710

00:56:38,420 --> 00:56:38,480

[abbe_greenberg]: we

 

9711

00:56:38,485 --> 00:56:38,625

[maggie]: comes

 

9712

00:56:38,560 --> 00:56:38,660

[abbe_greenberg]: can

 

9713

00:56:38,685 --> 00:56:39,266

[maggie]: back and we

 

9714

00:56:40,562 --> 00:56:41,969

[abbe_greenberg]: it was a fun podcast i really

liked it

 

9715

00:56:42,903 --> 00:56:44,427

[maggie]: yes she has such great energy

 

9716

00:56:44,352 --> 00:56:44,982

[abbe_greenberg]: she's amazing

 

9717

00:56:45,110 --> 00:56:45,720

[maggie]: she is amazing

 

9718

00:56:48,921 --> 00:56:49,383

[juliet_hahn]: am i back

 

9719

00:56:50,013 --> 00:56:51,458

[abbe_greenberg]: you're black yet

 

9720

00:56:50,770 --> 00:56:52,392

[maggie]: you're yeah

 

9721

00:56:52,243 --> 00:56:52,484

[juliet_hahn]: okay

 

9722

00:56:53,674 --> 00:56:54,676

[maggie]: okay now you're clear

 

9723

00:56:54,833 --> 00:56:54,994

[abbe_greenberg]: yeah

 

9724

00:56:54,876 --> 00:56:55,037

[maggie]: too

 

9725

00:56:55,054 --> 00:56:55,536

[abbe_greenberg]: you're really

 

9726

00:56:55,317 --> 00:56:55,457

[maggie]: so

 

9727

00:56:55,932 --> 00:56:56,076

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

9728

00:56:56,160 --> 00:56:56,300

[abbe_greenberg]: that's

 

9729

00:56:56,539 --> 00:56:56,719

[maggie]: yeah

 

9730

00:56:56,582 --> 00:56:57,687

[abbe_greenberg]: a picture we've had so

 

9731

00:56:57,641 --> 00:56:57,921

[maggie]: picture

 

9732

00:56:57,768 --> 00:56:57,929

[abbe_greenberg]: far

 

9733

00:56:57,970 --> 00:56:58,150

[juliet_hahn]: well

 

9734

00:56:58,002 --> 00:56:58,282

[maggie]: we had

 

9735

00:56:58,190 --> 00:56:59,012

[juliet_hahn]: you know because riverside

 

9736

00:56:58,883 --> 00:56:59,023

[maggie]: yeah

 

9737

00:56:59,052 --> 00:56:59,312

[juliet_hahn]: but now

 

9738

00:56:59,265 --> 00:56:59,348

[abbe_greenberg]: ah

 

9739

00:56:59,332 --> 00:56:59,553

[juliet_hahn]: i'm just

 

9740

00:56:59,464 --> 00:56:59,624

[maggie]: because

 

9741

00:56:59,593 --> 00:56:59,733

[juliet_hahn]: where

 

9742

00:56:59,664 --> 00:56:59,885

[maggie]: rivers

 

9743

00:56:59,793 --> 00:57:00,494

[juliet_hahn]: i'm wondering if it

 

9744

00:57:00,446 --> 00:57:00,586

[maggie]: now

 

9745

00:57:00,554 --> 00:57:01,035

[juliet_hahn]: is recording

 

9746

00:57:00,726 --> 00:57:01,007

[maggie]: just where

 

9747

00:57:01,095 --> 00:57:01,155

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

9748

00:57:01,127 --> 00:57:01,568

[maggie]: i'm wondering

 

9749

00:57:01,255 --> 00:57:01,696

[juliet_hahn]: riverside

 

9750

00:57:01,648 --> 00:57:01,708

[maggie]: if

 

9751

00:57:01,776 --> 00:57:01,957

[juliet_hahn]: does

 

9752

00:57:02,259 --> 00:57:02,319

[maggie]: it

 

9753

00:57:02,357 --> 00:57:02,437

[juliet_hahn]: the

 

9754

00:57:02,359 --> 00:57:02,820

[maggie]: is recording

 

9755

00:57:02,578 --> 00:57:02,898

[juliet_hahn]: pictures

 

9756

00:57:02,900 --> 00:57:02,960

[maggie]: so

 

9757

00:57:02,958 --> 00:57:03,078

[juliet_hahn]: come

 

9758

00:57:03,080 --> 00:57:03,521

[maggie]: riverside

 

9759

00:57:03,139 --> 00:57:03,539

[juliet_hahn]: out better

 

9760

00:57:03,601 --> 00:57:03,781

[maggie]: does

 

9761

00:57:03,679 --> 00:57:04,120

[juliet_hahn]: later but

 

9762

00:57:04,142 --> 00:57:04,222

[maggie]: the

 

9763

00:57:04,160 --> 00:57:04,321

[juliet_hahn]: let me

 

9764

00:57:04,342 --> 00:57:04,643

[maggie]: pictures

 

9765

00:57:04,381 --> 00:57:04,801

[juliet_hahn]: just get this

 

9766

00:57:04,703 --> 00:57:04,943

[maggie]: come out

 

9767

00:57:04,962 --> 00:57:05,062

[juliet_hahn]: end

 

9768

00:57:05,023 --> 00:57:05,244

[maggie]: better

 

9769

00:57:05,182 --> 00:57:05,362

[juliet_hahn]: part

 

9770

00:57:05,384 --> 00:57:05,584

[maggie]: later

 

9771

00:57:05,462 --> 00:57:05,723

[juliet_hahn]: out but

 

9772

00:57:05,664 --> 00:57:06,125

[maggie]: but let me just

 

9773

00:57:06,104 --> 00:57:06,204

[juliet_hahn]: like

 

9774

00:57:06,165 --> 00:57:06,406

[maggie]: get this

 

9775

00:57:06,424 --> 00:57:06,684

[juliet_hahn]: i have

 

9776

00:57:06,566 --> 00:57:06,686

[maggie]: end

 

9777

00:57:06,705 --> 00:57:06,825

[juliet_hahn]: what

 

9778

00:57:06,766 --> 00:57:06,966

[maggie]: point

 

9779

00:57:06,865 --> 00:57:07,085

[juliet_hahn]: i need

 

9780

00:57:07,047 --> 00:57:07,127

[maggie]: out

 

9781

00:57:07,145 --> 00:57:07,245

[juliet_hahn]: from

 

9782

00:57:07,207 --> 00:57:07,287

[maggie]: but

 

9783

00:57:07,306 --> 00:57:08,067

[juliet_hahn]: you guys so we should

 

9784

00:57:07,968 --> 00:57:08,769

[maggie]: i have what i need from

 

9785

00:57:08,688 --> 00:57:08,908

[juliet_hahn]: we could

 

9786

00:57:08,810 --> 00:57:08,910

[maggie]: you

 

9787

00:57:08,948 --> 00:57:08,988

[juliet_hahn]: be

 

9788

00:57:08,970 --> 00:57:09,150

[maggie]: guys

 

9789

00:57:09,048 --> 00:57:09,229

[juliet_hahn]: okay

 

9790

00:57:09,190 --> 00:57:09,250

[maggie]: so

 

9791

00:57:09,269 --> 00:57:09,429

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

9792

00:57:09,330 --> 00:57:09,611

[maggie]: we should

 

9793

00:57:10,010 --> 00:57:10,210

[juliet_hahn]: always

 

9794

00:57:10,212 --> 00:57:10,252

[maggie]: we

 

9795

00:57:10,271 --> 00:57:10,591

[juliet_hahn]: record

 

9796

00:57:10,312 --> 00:57:10,753

[maggie]: could be okay

 

9797

00:57:10,611 --> 00:57:11,292

[juliet_hahn]: a little bit beginning

 

9798

00:57:11,514 --> 00:57:11,714

[maggie]: always

 

9799

00:57:11,553 --> 00:57:11,893

[juliet_hahn]: but was there

 

9800

00:57:11,795 --> 00:57:12,095

[maggie]: record

 

9801

00:57:11,933 --> 00:57:12,194

[juliet_hahn]: anything

 

9802

00:57:12,135 --> 00:57:12,355

[maggie]: a little

 

9803

00:57:12,254 --> 00:57:12,394

[juliet_hahn]: else

 

9804

00:57:12,375 --> 00:57:12,436

[maggie]: bit

 

9805

00:57:12,414 --> 00:57:12,514

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

9806

00:57:12,516 --> 00:57:12,776

[maggie]: beginning

 

9807

00:57:12,555 --> 00:57:13,015

[juliet_hahn]: you wanted to

 

9808

00:57:13,017 --> 00:57:13,197

[maggie]: but was

 

9809

00:57:13,156 --> 00:57:13,336

[juliet_hahn]: add

 

9810

00:57:13,237 --> 00:57:13,938

[maggie]: there anything else that

 

9811

00:57:13,897 --> 00:57:13,937

[juliet_hahn]: or

 

9812

00:57:13,978 --> 00:57:14,038

[maggie]: you

 

9813

00:57:14,017 --> 00:57:14,117

[juliet_hahn]: did

 

9814

00:57:14,098 --> 00:57:14,179

[maggie]: want

 

9815

00:57:14,137 --> 00:57:14,358

[juliet_hahn]: you guys

 

9816

00:57:14,299 --> 00:57:14,379

[maggie]: to

 

9817

00:57:14,398 --> 00:57:14,558

[juliet_hahn]: feel

 

9818

00:57:14,519 --> 00:57:14,700

[maggie]: add

 

9819

00:57:14,598 --> 00:57:14,758

[juliet_hahn]: good

 

9820

00:57:15,342 --> 00:57:16,806

[maggie]: did you guys feel good felt good

 

9821

00:57:16,831 --> 00:57:16,995

[juliet_hahn]: okay

 

9822

00:57:17,104 --> 00:57:18,387

[abbe_greenberg]: maybe just mentioned

 

9823

00:57:18,130 --> 00:57:18,250

[maggie]: as

 

9824

00:57:18,427 --> 00:57:18,707

[abbe_greenberg]: the name of

 

9825

00:57:18,691 --> 00:57:18,792

[maggie]: just

 

9826

00:57:18,747 --> 00:57:18,828

[abbe_greenberg]: our

 

9827

00:57:18,852 --> 00:57:19,132

[maggie]: mentioned

 

9828

00:57:18,868 --> 00:57:19,269

[abbe_greenberg]: podcast

 

9829

00:57:19,173 --> 00:57:19,373

[maggie]: the name

 

9830

00:57:19,329 --> 00:57:19,409

[abbe_greenberg]: as

 

9831

00:57:19,413 --> 00:57:19,473

[maggie]: of

 

9832

00:57:19,429 --> 00:57:19,529

[abbe_greenberg]: the

 

9833

00:57:19,514 --> 00:57:19,594

[maggie]: our

 

9834

00:57:19,569 --> 00:57:19,750

[abbe_greenberg]: spin

 

9835

00:57:19,634 --> 00:57:20,316

[maggie]: podcastisas

 

9836

00:57:19,830 --> 00:57:20,110

[abbe_greenberg]: cycle

 

9837

00:57:20,356 --> 00:57:20,516

[maggie]: been

 

9838

00:57:20,380 --> 00:57:20,581

[juliet_hahn]: oh i

 

9839

00:57:20,597 --> 00:57:20,737

[maggie]: like

 

9840

00:57:20,622 --> 00:57:21,606

[juliet_hahn]: didn't oh okay the

 

9841

00:57:21,570 --> 00:57:21,631

[maggie]: oh

 

9842

00:57:21,646 --> 00:57:21,766

[juliet_hahn]: spin

 

9843

00:57:21,691 --> 00:57:21,953

[maggie]: why did

 

9844

00:57:21,887 --> 00:57:22,168

[juliet_hahn]: cycle

 

9845

00:57:22,155 --> 00:57:23,002

[maggie]: oh okay the spin

 

9846

00:57:23,012 --> 00:57:23,152

[juliet_hahn]: yep

 

9847

00:57:23,062 --> 00:57:23,365

[maggie]: cycle

 

9848

00:57:23,514 --> 00:57:23,574

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

9849

00:57:23,832 --> 00:57:25,847

[abbe_greenberg]: the spin with the anxiety sick sisters

i

 

9850

00:57:25,870 --> 00:57:25,970

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

9851

00:57:25,907 --> 00:57:26,028

[abbe_greenberg]: think

 

9852

00:57:26,150 --> 00:57:27,152

[juliet_hahn]: i will in the beginning

 

9853

00:57:26,973 --> 00:57:27,073

[maggie]: so

 

9854

00:57:27,212 --> 00:57:27,312

[juliet_hahn]: what

 

9855

00:57:27,254 --> 00:57:27,294

[maggie]: i

 

9856

00:57:27,372 --> 00:57:27,412

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

9857

00:57:27,394 --> 00:57:27,554

[maggie]: will

 

9858

00:57:27,513 --> 00:57:27,633

[juliet_hahn]: do

 

9859

00:57:27,674 --> 00:57:27,714

[maggie]: in

 

9860

00:57:27,773 --> 00:57:27,853

[juliet_hahn]: is

 

9861

00:57:27,775 --> 00:57:28,275

[maggie]: the beginning

 

9862

00:57:27,913 --> 00:57:28,574

[juliet_hahn]: i always

 

9863

00:57:28,315 --> 00:57:29,057

[maggie]: what i do as i

 

9864

00:57:29,115 --> 00:57:29,456

[juliet_hahn]: mention

 

9865

00:57:29,237 --> 00:57:29,678

[maggie]: always

 

9866

00:57:29,536 --> 00:57:30,257

[juliet_hahn]: like this is what we

 

9867

00:57:30,219 --> 00:57:30,579

[maggie]: mention

 

9868

00:57:30,337 --> 00:57:30,678

[juliet_hahn]: talked about

 

9869

00:57:30,659 --> 00:57:30,780

[maggie]: like

 

9870

00:57:30,698 --> 00:57:31,159

[juliet_hahn]: in the episode

 

9871

00:57:30,940 --> 00:57:31,280

[maggie]: this is what

 

9872

00:57:31,219 --> 00:57:31,299

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

9873

00:57:31,320 --> 00:57:31,360

[maggie]: we

 

9874

00:57:31,339 --> 00:57:31,419

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

9875

00:57:31,441 --> 00:57:31,641

[maggie]: talked

 

9876

00:57:31,499 --> 00:57:31,740

[juliet_hahn]: i will

 

9877

00:57:31,681 --> 00:57:31,781

[maggie]: about

 

9878

00:57:31,840 --> 00:57:32,020

[juliet_hahn]: say

 

9879

00:57:31,861 --> 00:57:32,502

[maggie]: the episode and so

 

9880

00:57:32,561 --> 00:57:32,681

[juliet_hahn]: this

 

9881

00:57:32,603 --> 00:57:32,843

[maggie]: i will

 

9882

00:57:32,741 --> 00:57:32,942

[juliet_hahn]: because

 

9883

00:57:32,923 --> 00:57:33,143

[maggie]: say

 

9884

00:57:33,002 --> 00:57:33,289

[abbe_greenberg]: perfect

 

9885

00:57:33,302 --> 00:57:33,863

[juliet_hahn]: a lot of times

 

9886

00:57:33,644 --> 00:57:34,686

[maggie]: this because a lot of

 

9887

00:57:34,704 --> 00:57:34,765

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

9888

00:57:34,746 --> 00:57:34,966

[maggie]: times

 

9889

00:57:34,825 --> 00:57:35,346

[juliet_hahn]: you guys know

 

9890

00:57:35,888 --> 00:57:35,968

[maggie]: you

 

9891

00:57:35,927 --> 00:57:35,967

[juliet_hahn]: in

 

9892

00:57:36,028 --> 00:57:36,169

[maggie]: guys

 

9893

00:57:36,047 --> 00:57:36,928

[juliet_hahn]: podcast world people

 

9894

00:57:37,010 --> 00:57:37,050

[maggie]: in

 

9895

00:57:37,028 --> 00:57:37,189

[juliet_hahn]: shut

 

9896

00:57:37,130 --> 00:57:37,471

[maggie]: podcast

 

9897

00:57:37,269 --> 00:57:37,710

[juliet_hahn]: off before

 

9898

00:57:37,511 --> 00:57:38,032

[maggie]: world people

 

9899

00:57:37,870 --> 00:57:37,990

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

9900

00:57:38,092 --> 00:57:38,472

[maggie]: shut off

 

9901

00:57:38,391 --> 00:57:38,511

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

9902

00:57:38,532 --> 00:57:38,773

[maggie]: before

 

9903

00:57:38,671 --> 00:57:38,972

[juliet_hahn]: i always

 

9904

00:57:38,833 --> 00:57:39,093

[maggie]: the end

 

9905

00:57:39,012 --> 00:57:39,633

[juliet_hahn]: like to mention

 

9906

00:57:39,494 --> 00:57:39,594

[maggie]: so

 

9907

00:57:39,733 --> 00:57:39,973

[juliet_hahn]: where

 

9908

00:57:39,775 --> 00:57:40,055

[maggie]: i always

 

9909

00:57:40,073 --> 00:57:40,154

[juliet_hahn]: we

 

9910

00:57:40,095 --> 00:57:40,235

[maggie]: like

 

9911

00:57:40,194 --> 00:57:40,274

[juliet_hahn]: can

 

9912

00:57:40,295 --> 00:57:40,376

[maggie]: to

 

9913

00:57:40,374 --> 00:57:40,554

[juliet_hahn]: find

 

9914

00:57:40,436 --> 00:57:40,716

[maggie]: mention

 

9915

00:57:40,594 --> 00:57:40,835

[juliet_hahn]: you wright

 

9916

00:57:40,836 --> 00:57:41,057

[maggie]: where

 

9917

00:57:40,875 --> 00:57:41,336

[juliet_hahn]: in the beginning

 

9918

00:57:41,177 --> 00:57:41,397

[maggie]: we can

 

9919

00:57:41,416 --> 00:57:41,476

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

9920

00:57:41,457 --> 00:57:41,638

[maggie]: find

 

9921

00:57:41,516 --> 00:57:41,736

[juliet_hahn]: they can

 

9922

00:57:41,698 --> 00:57:41,758

[maggie]: you

 

9923

00:57:41,796 --> 00:57:41,957

[juliet_hahn]: write

 

9924

00:57:41,818 --> 00:57:42,018

[maggie]: wright in

 

9925

00:57:41,997 --> 00:57:42,057

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

9926

00:57:42,058 --> 00:57:42,118

[maggie]: the

 

9927

00:57:42,097 --> 00:57:42,417

[juliet_hahn]: down

 

9928

00:57:42,158 --> 00:57:42,559

[maggie]: beginning so

 

9929

00:57:42,518 --> 00:57:42,598

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

9930

00:57:42,619 --> 00:57:42,719

[maggie]: they

 

9931

00:57:42,698 --> 00:57:42,818

[juliet_hahn]: they

 

9932

00:57:42,759 --> 00:57:42,840

[maggie]: can

 

9933

00:57:42,898 --> 00:57:43,078

[juliet_hahn]: have

 

9934

00:57:42,900 --> 00:57:43,160

[maggie]: write it

 

9935

00:57:43,159 --> 00:57:43,219

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

9936

00:57:43,200 --> 00:57:43,501

[maggie]: down

 

9937

00:57:43,499 --> 00:57:43,699

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

9938

00:57:43,621 --> 00:57:43,681

[maggie]: and

 

9939

00:57:43,780 --> 00:57:43,860

[juliet_hahn]: for

 

9940

00:57:43,801 --> 00:57:43,921

[maggie]: they

 

9941

00:57:43,920 --> 00:57:44,361

[juliet_hahn]: themselves

 

9942

00:57:44,002 --> 00:57:44,883

[maggie]: have it that's

 

9943

00:57:44,861 --> 00:57:44,982

[juliet_hahn]: uh

 

9944

00:57:44,983 --> 00:57:45,083

[maggie]: why

 

9945

00:57:45,564 --> 00:57:45,866

[abbe_greenberg]: smart

 

9946

00:57:46,204 --> 00:57:46,384

[juliet_hahn]: yeah

 

9947

00:57:46,310 --> 00:57:47,277

[abbe_greenberg]: super yeah

 

9948

00:57:47,307 --> 00:57:47,447

[maggie]: yeah

 

9949

00:57:47,346 --> 00:57:48,407

[juliet_hahn]: but i'm going to end right

 

9950

00:57:48,430 --> 00:57:48,510

[maggie]: but

 

9951

00:57:48,467 --> 00:57:48,628

[juliet_hahn]: now

 

9952

00:57:48,550 --> 00:57:48,630

[maggie]: i'm

 

9953

00:57:48,668 --> 00:57:48,748

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

9954

00:57:48,670 --> 00:57:48,791

[maggie]: going

 

9955

00:57:48,768 --> 00:57:48,868

[juliet_hahn]: then

 

9956

00:57:48,831 --> 00:57:48,871

[maggie]: to

 

9957

00:57:48,888 --> 00:57:49,048

[juliet_hahn]: we'll

 

9958

00:57:49,012 --> 00:57:49,152

[maggie]: end

 

9959

00:57:49,068 --> 00:57:49,309

[juliet_hahn]: see what

 

9960

00:57:49,333 --> 00:57:49,494

[maggie]: right

 

9961

00:57:49,349 --> 00:57:49,669

[juliet_hahn]: happens

 

9962

00:57:49,554 --> 00:57:49,835

[maggie]: now and

 

9963

00:57:49,850 --> 00:57:49,890

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

9964

00:57:49,855 --> 00:57:49,956

[maggie]: then

 

9965

00:57:49,930 --> 00:57:50,091

[juliet_hahn]: think

 

9966

00:57:49,976 --> 00:57:50,257

[maggie]: we'll see

 

9967

00:57:50,171 --> 00:57:50,272

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

9968

00:57:50,277 --> 00:57:50,397

[maggie]: what

 

9969

00:57:50,312 --> 00:57:50,533

[juliet_hahn]: guys

 

9970

00:57:50,437 --> 00:57:50,739

[maggie]: happens

 

9971

00:57:50,792 --> 00:57:50,974

[abbe_greenberg]: thank

 

9972

00:57:50,819 --> 00:57:50,980

[maggie]: but i

 

9973

00:57:51,015 --> 00:57:51,075

[juliet_hahn]: it

 

9974

00:57:51,040 --> 00:57:51,180

[maggie]: think

 

9975

00:57:51,075 --> 00:57:51,197

[abbe_greenberg]: you

 

9976

00:57:51,135 --> 00:57:51,356

[juliet_hahn]: still

 

9977

00:57:51,258 --> 00:57:51,359

[abbe_greenberg]: for

 

9978

00:57:51,261 --> 00:57:51,361

[maggie]: you

 

9979

00:57:51,396 --> 00:57:51,597

[juliet_hahn]: says

 

9980

00:57:51,421 --> 00:57:51,622

[maggie]: guys

 

9981

00:57:51,440 --> 00:57:52,007

[abbe_greenberg]: having us

 

9982

00:57:52,124 --> 00:57:52,445

[maggie]: it still

 

9983

00:57:52,320 --> 00:57:52,460

[juliet_hahn]: you're

 

9984

00:57:52,506 --> 00:57:52,706

[maggie]: says

 

9985

00:57:52,540 --> 00:57:53,402

[juliet_hahn]: ninety nine percent

 

9986

00:57:53,409 --> 00:57:53,549

[maggie]: you're

 

9987

00:57:53,482 --> 00:57:53,582

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

9988

00:57:53,609 --> 00:57:53,870

[maggie]: ninety

 

9989

00:57:53,622 --> 00:57:53,983

[juliet_hahn]: guys might

 

9990

00:57:53,910 --> 00:57:54,090

[maggie]: nine

 

9991

00:57:54,043 --> 00:57:54,103

[juliet_hahn]: be

 

9992

00:57:54,130 --> 00:57:54,471

[maggie]: percent

 

9993

00:57:54,163 --> 00:57:54,664

[juliet_hahn]: not totally

 

9994

00:57:54,531 --> 00:57:54,811

[maggie]: you guys

 

9995

00:57:54,744 --> 00:57:55,064

[juliet_hahn]: uploaded

 

9996

00:57:54,871 --> 00:57:55,132

[maggie]: might be

 

9997

00:57:55,125 --> 00:57:55,205

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

9998

00:57:55,212 --> 00:57:55,312

[maggie]: not

 

9999

00:57:55,325 --> 00:57:55,365

[juliet_hahn]: i

 

10000

00:57:55,412 --> 00:57:55,733

[maggie]: totally

 

10001

00:57:55,425 --> 00:57:55,846

[juliet_hahn]: have a feeling

 

10002

00:57:55,793 --> 00:57:56,113

[maggie]: uploaded

 

10003

00:57:55,886 --> 00:57:56,106

[juliet_hahn]: this is

 

10004

00:57:56,174 --> 00:57:56,254

[maggie]: and

 

10005

00:57:56,186 --> 00:57:56,667

[juliet_hahn]: riverside

 

10006

00:57:56,374 --> 00:57:56,895

[maggie]: i have a feeling

 

10007

00:57:56,707 --> 00:57:57,048

[juliet_hahn]: sometimes

 

10008

00:57:56,935 --> 00:57:57,055

[maggie]: this

 

10009

00:57:57,088 --> 00:57:57,188

[juliet_hahn]: they

 

10010

00:57:57,095 --> 00:57:57,716

[maggie]: is riverside

 

10011

00:57:57,248 --> 00:57:57,609

[juliet_hahn]: get wank

 

10012

00:57:57,756 --> 00:57:58,097

[maggie]: sometimes

 

10013

00:57:57,989 --> 00:57:58,270

[juliet_hahn]: for some

 

10014

00:57:58,137 --> 00:57:58,237

[maggie]: they

 

10015

00:57:58,290 --> 00:57:58,490

[juliet_hahn]: reason

 

10016

00:57:58,297 --> 00:57:58,658

[maggie]: get walk

 

10017

00:57:58,550 --> 00:57:59,051

[juliet_hahn]: like every once

 

10018

00:57:59,038 --> 00:57:59,119

[maggie]: for

 

10019

00:57:59,071 --> 00:57:59,192

[juliet_hahn]: in a

 

10020

00:57:59,199 --> 00:57:59,299

[maggie]: some

 

10021

00:57:59,232 --> 00:57:59,452

[juliet_hahn]: while

 

10022

00:57:59,339 --> 00:58:00,521

[maggie]: reason like every once in a while

 

10023

00:58:00,293 --> 00:58:01,435

[juliet_hahn]: and of course what's happening here

 

10024

00:58:01,342 --> 00:58:01,423

[maggie]: and

 

10025

00:58:01,536 --> 00:58:01,616

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

10026

00:58:01,623 --> 00:58:02,024

[maggie]: of course it's

 

10027

00:58:02,056 --> 00:58:02,157

[juliet_hahn]: let

 

10028

00:58:02,064 --> 00:58:02,324

[maggie]: happening

 

10029

00:58:02,197 --> 00:58:02,257

[juliet_hahn]: me

 

10030

00:58:02,364 --> 00:58:02,484

[maggie]: here

 

10031

00:58:02,377 --> 00:58:02,497

[juliet_hahn]: end

 

10032

00:58:02,585 --> 00:58:02,665

[maggie]: so

 

10033

00:58:02,597 --> 00:58:02,798

[juliet_hahn]: this

 

10034

00:58:03,105 --> 00:58:03,847

[maggie]: let me end this

 

10035

00:58:03,870 --> 00:58:05,612

[juliet_hahn]: you guys you know what i say

every episode

 

10036

00:58:05,229 --> 00:58:06,311

[maggie]: guys you know what i say every

 

10037

00:58:06,213 --> 00:58:06,394

[juliet_hahn]: like

 

10038

00:58:06,391 --> 00:58:06,812

[maggie]: episode

 

10039

00:58:06,674 --> 00:58:07,315

[juliet_hahn]: share rate in

 

10040

00:58:07,374 --> 00:58:07,554

[maggie]: like

 

10041

00:58:07,395 --> 00:58:07,836

[juliet_hahn]: review but

 

10042

00:58:07,835 --> 00:58:08,055

[maggie]: share

 

10043

00:58:07,896 --> 00:58:08,217

[juliet_hahn]: not only

 

10044

00:58:08,216 --> 00:58:08,356

[maggie]: rate

 

10045

00:58:08,277 --> 00:58:08,457

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

10046

00:58:08,396 --> 00:58:08,757

[maggie]: in review

 

10047

00:58:08,637 --> 00:58:08,878

[juliet_hahn]: someone

 

10048

00:58:08,857 --> 00:58:08,957

[maggie]: but

 

10049

00:58:08,918 --> 00:58:09,098

[juliet_hahn]: needs

 

10050

00:58:09,017 --> 00:58:09,118

[maggie]: not

 

10051

00:58:09,158 --> 00:58:09,218

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

10052

00:58:09,178 --> 00:58:09,338

[maggie]: only

 

10053

00:58:09,279 --> 00:58:09,419

[juliet_hahn]: hear

 

10054

00:58:09,378 --> 00:58:09,559

[maggie]: that

 

10055

00:58:09,499 --> 00:58:09,639

[juliet_hahn]: this

 

10056

00:58:09,739 --> 00:58:09,980

[maggie]: someone

 

10057

00:58:09,920 --> 00:58:10,020

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

10058

00:58:10,020 --> 00:58:10,180

[maggie]: needs

 

10059

00:58:10,080 --> 00:58:10,240

[juliet_hahn]: might

 

10060

00:58:10,260 --> 00:58:10,320

[maggie]: to

 

10061

00:58:10,280 --> 00:58:10,360

[juliet_hahn]: be

 

10062

00:58:10,361 --> 00:58:10,501

[maggie]: hear

 

10063

00:58:10,440 --> 00:58:10,761

[juliet_hahn]: saying

 

10064

00:58:10,601 --> 00:58:10,761

[maggie]: this

 

10065

00:58:10,941 --> 00:58:11,102

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

10066

00:58:11,022 --> 00:58:11,343

[maggie]: you might

 

10067

00:58:11,222 --> 00:58:11,382

[juliet_hahn]: this

 

10068

00:58:11,403 --> 00:58:11,463

[maggie]: be

 

10069

00:58:11,442 --> 00:58:11,522

[juliet_hahn]: is

 

10070

00:58:11,563 --> 00:58:11,864

[maggie]: saying

 

10071

00:58:11,642 --> 00:58:11,883

[juliet_hahn]: not

 

10072

00:58:12,064 --> 00:58:13,007

[maggie]: that this is not

 

10073

00:58:13,005 --> 00:58:14,147

[juliet_hahn]: something that's affecting you

 

10074

00:58:14,189 --> 00:58:14,450

[maggie]: something

 

10075

00:58:14,307 --> 00:58:14,708

[juliet_hahn]: anxiety

 

10076

00:58:14,470 --> 00:58:15,151

[maggie]: that's affecting

 

10077

00:58:14,748 --> 00:58:15,248

[juliet_hahn]: doesn't affect

 

10078

00:58:15,211 --> 00:58:15,291

[maggie]: you

 

10079

00:58:15,349 --> 00:58:15,469

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

10080

00:58:15,491 --> 00:58:15,852

[maggie]: anxiety

 

10081

00:58:15,549 --> 00:58:15,870

[juliet_hahn]: you don't ha

 

10082

00:58:15,912 --> 00:58:16,132

[maggie]: doesn't

 

10083

00:58:15,950 --> 00:58:16,551

[juliet_hahn]: any disorders

 

10084

00:58:16,172 --> 00:58:16,613

[maggie]: affect you

 

10085

00:58:16,591 --> 00:58:16,691

[juliet_hahn]: but

 

10086

00:58:16,733 --> 00:58:16,974

[maggie]: you don't

 

10087

00:58:16,871 --> 00:58:17,011

[juliet_hahn]: how

 

10088

00:58:17,014 --> 00:58:17,114

[maggie]: have

 

10089

00:58:17,092 --> 00:58:17,152

[juliet_hahn]: do

 

10090

00:58:17,154 --> 00:58:17,254

[maggie]: any

 

10091

00:58:17,192 --> 00:58:17,472

[juliet_hahn]: you know

 

10092

00:58:17,334 --> 00:58:17,735

[maggie]: disorders

 

10093

00:58:17,592 --> 00:58:17,893

[juliet_hahn]: that your

 

10094

00:58:17,795 --> 00:58:17,895

[maggie]: but

 

10095

00:58:17,973 --> 00:58:18,274

[juliet_hahn]: neighbor

 

10096

00:58:18,076 --> 00:58:18,476

[maggie]: how do you

 

10097

00:58:18,394 --> 00:58:18,534

[juliet_hahn]: your

 

10098

00:58:18,516 --> 00:58:18,657

[maggie]: know

 

10099

00:58:18,594 --> 00:58:18,854

[juliet_hahn]: sister

 

10100

00:58:18,777 --> 00:58:18,897

[maggie]: that

 

10101

00:58:18,915 --> 00:58:19,035

[juliet_hahn]: your

 

10102

00:58:18,937 --> 00:58:19,077

[maggie]: your

 

10103

00:58:19,075 --> 00:58:19,275

[juliet_hahn]: mother

 

10104

00:58:19,157 --> 00:58:19,478

[maggie]: neighbor

 

10105

00:58:19,335 --> 00:58:19,796

[juliet_hahn]: your father

 

10106

00:58:19,578 --> 00:58:20,039

[maggie]: your sister

 

10107

00:58:19,956 --> 00:58:20,237

[juliet_hahn]: someone

 

10108

00:58:20,099 --> 00:58:20,460

[maggie]: your mother

 

10109

00:58:20,297 --> 00:58:20,537

[juliet_hahn]: in your

 

10110

00:58:20,540 --> 00:58:20,640

[maggie]: your

 

10111

00:58:20,617 --> 00:58:20,878

[juliet_hahn]: life

 

10112

00:58:20,700 --> 00:58:21,381

[maggie]: father someone

 

10113

00:58:21,359 --> 00:58:21,599

[juliet_hahn]: needs

 

10114

00:58:21,461 --> 00:58:21,682

[maggie]: in your

 

10115

00:58:21,719 --> 00:58:21,799

[juliet_hahn]: to

 

10116

00:58:21,782 --> 00:58:22,022

[maggie]: life

 

10117

00:58:21,900 --> 00:58:22,501

[juliet_hahn]: hear this so

 

10118

00:58:22,503 --> 00:58:22,743

[maggie]: needs

 

10119

00:58:22,541 --> 00:58:22,841

[juliet_hahn]: you're going

 

10120

00:58:22,843 --> 00:58:22,944

[maggie]: to

 

10121

00:58:22,861 --> 00:58:23,061

[juliet_hahn]: to take

 

10122

00:58:23,044 --> 00:58:23,204

[maggie]: hear

 

10123

00:58:23,102 --> 00:58:23,683

[juliet_hahn]: this episode

 

10124

00:58:23,284 --> 00:58:24,025

[maggie]: this so you're going to

 

10125

00:58:23,983 --> 00:58:24,143

[juliet_hahn]: right

 

10126

00:58:24,066 --> 00:58:24,186

[maggie]: take

 

10127

00:58:24,203 --> 00:58:24,364

[juliet_hahn]: now

 

10128

00:58:24,206 --> 00:58:24,787

[maggie]: this episode

 

10129

00:58:24,784 --> 00:58:25,065

[juliet_hahn]: and you're

 

10130

00:58:25,087 --> 00:58:25,247

[maggie]: right

 

10131

00:58:25,105 --> 00:58:25,285

[juliet_hahn]: going

 

10132

00:58:25,308 --> 00:58:25,448

[maggie]: now

 

10133

00:58:25,345 --> 00:58:25,966

[juliet_hahn]: to share it with

 

10134

00:58:25,889 --> 00:58:26,149

[maggie]: and you're

 

10135

00:58:26,066 --> 00:58:26,147

[juliet_hahn]: as

 

10136

00:58:26,189 --> 00:58:26,369

[maggie]: going

 

10137

00:58:26,227 --> 00:58:26,427

[juliet_hahn]: many

 

10138

00:58:26,450 --> 00:58:26,530

[maggie]: to

 

10139

00:58:26,527 --> 00:58:26,808

[juliet_hahn]: people

 

10140

00:58:26,630 --> 00:58:27,071

[maggie]: share it with

 

10141

00:58:27,048 --> 00:58:27,188

[juliet_hahn]: as

 

10142

00:58:27,171 --> 00:58:27,511

[maggie]: as many

 

10143

00:58:27,389 --> 00:58:27,829

[juliet_hahn]: you can

 

10144

00:58:27,631 --> 00:58:28,273

[maggie]: people as

 

10145

00:58:28,330 --> 00:58:28,410

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

10146

00:58:28,473 --> 00:58:28,593

[maggie]: you

 

10147

00:58:28,531 --> 00:58:28,691

[juliet_hahn]: they

 

10148

00:58:28,673 --> 00:58:28,934

[maggie]: can

 

10149

00:58:28,811 --> 00:58:29,512

[juliet_hahn]: can get the

 

10150

00:58:29,434 --> 00:58:29,535

[maggie]: so

 

10151

00:58:29,552 --> 00:58:30,033

[juliet_hahn]: connection

 

10152

00:58:29,635 --> 00:58:30,276

[maggie]: they can get

 

10153

00:58:30,294 --> 00:58:30,574

[juliet_hahn]: that they

 

10154

00:58:30,516 --> 00:58:31,137

[maggie]: the connection

 

10155

00:58:30,674 --> 00:58:31,696

[juliet_hahn]: need in a community

 

10156

00:58:31,398 --> 00:58:31,979

[maggie]: that they need

 

10157

00:58:32,097 --> 00:58:32,197

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

10158

00:58:32,099 --> 00:58:32,219

[maggie]: in a

 

10159

00:58:32,257 --> 00:58:32,337

[juliet_hahn]: is

 

10160

00:58:32,299 --> 00:58:32,820

[maggie]: community

 

10161

00:58:32,417 --> 00:58:33,138

[juliet_hahn]: talking freely

 

10162

00:58:33,201 --> 00:58:33,321

[maggie]: that

 

10163

00:58:33,319 --> 00:58:33,579

[juliet_hahn]: about

 

10164

00:58:33,381 --> 00:58:33,862

[maggie]: is talking

 

10165

00:58:33,699 --> 00:58:34,220

[juliet_hahn]: anxiety

 

10166

00:58:33,962 --> 00:58:34,263

[maggie]: freely

 

10167

00:58:34,280 --> 00:58:34,601

[juliet_hahn]: and other

 

10168

00:58:34,423 --> 00:58:34,663

[maggie]: about

 

10169

00:58:34,661 --> 00:58:34,901

[juliet_hahn]: things

 

10170

00:58:34,823 --> 00:58:35,685

[maggie]: anxiety and other

 

10171

00:58:35,542 --> 00:58:35,622

[juliet_hahn]: so

 

10172

00:58:35,765 --> 00:58:36,005

[maggie]: things

 

10173

00:58:35,803 --> 00:58:36,604

[juliet_hahn]: once again thank

 

10174

00:58:36,626 --> 00:58:36,707

[maggie]: so

 

10175

00:58:36,644 --> 00:58:37,165

[juliet_hahn]: you maggie

 

10176

00:58:36,887 --> 00:58:37,308

[maggie]: once again

 

10177

00:58:37,385 --> 00:58:37,546

[juliet_hahn]: thank

 

10178

00:58:37,508 --> 00:58:37,668

[maggie]: thank

 

10179

00:58:37,586 --> 00:58:37,686

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

10180

00:58:37,708 --> 00:58:37,788

[maggie]: you

 

10181

00:58:37,826 --> 00:58:38,107

[juliet_hahn]: abbie

 

10182

00:58:38,049 --> 00:58:38,610

[maggie]: g thank

 

10183

00:58:38,587 --> 00:58:38,728

[juliet_hahn]: and

 

10184

00:58:38,670 --> 00:58:39,110

[maggie]: you abby

 

10185

00:58:39,068 --> 00:58:39,569

[juliet_hahn]: next week

 

10186

00:58:39,671 --> 00:58:39,791

[maggie]: and

 

10187

00:58:39,709 --> 00:58:39,769

[juliet_hahn]: you

 

10188

00:58:40,112 --> 00:58:40,332

[maggie]: next

 

10189

00:58:40,231 --> 00:58:40,352

[juliet_hahn]: stay

 

10190

00:58:40,452 --> 00:58:40,632

[maggie]: week

 

10191

00:58:40,452 --> 00:58:40,754

[juliet_hahn]: tuned for

 

10192

00:58:40,753 --> 00:58:40,853

[maggie]: you

 

10193

00:58:40,834 --> 00:58:41,095

[juliet_hahn]: another

 

10194

00:58:40,913 --> 00:58:41,113

[maggie]: guys

 

10195

00:58:41,156 --> 00:58:41,477

[juliet_hahn]: wonderful

 

10196

00:58:41,293 --> 00:58:41,674

[maggie]: stay tom

 

10197

00:58:41,558 --> 00:58:41,959

[juliet_hahn]: episode

 

10198

00:58:41,754 --> 00:58:42,154

[maggie]: for another

 

10199

00:58:42,100 --> 00:58:42,160

[juliet_hahn]: of

 

10200

00:58:42,215 --> 00:58:42,575

[maggie]: wonderful

 

10201

00:58:42,341 --> 00:58:42,502

[juliet_hahn]: your

 

10202

00:58:42,635 --> 00:58:43,036

[maggie]: episode

 

10203

00:58:42,723 --> 00:58:42,964

[juliet_hahn]: next

 

10204

00:58:43,156 --> 00:58:43,236

[maggie]: of

 

10205

00:58:43,225 --> 00:58:43,487

[juliet_hahn]: stop

 

10206

00:58:43,416 --> 00:58:44,538

[maggie]: your next stop

 

10207

00:58:44,890 --> 00:58:45,954

[juliet_hahn]: okay so i'm

 

10208

00:58:45,979 --> 00:58:46,160

[maggie]: okay

 

10209

00:58:45,994 --> 00:58:46,656

[juliet_hahn]: going to stop

 

10210

00:58:46,662 --> 00:58:46,783

[maggie]: so

 

10211

00:58:46,757 --> 00:58:47,158

[juliet_hahn]: recording

 

10212

00:58:46,923 --> 00:58:47,185

[maggie]: i'm going

 

10213

00:58:47,199 --> 00:58:47,359

[juliet_hahn]: that

 

10214

00:58:47,225 --> 00:58:47,989

[maggie]: to stop record



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